#and they jsut think im their friend

[theenemyod]

I can't really forget it even though I was eleven when it happened and she was also 11 or possibly even ten and didn't know what she was doing and didn't realise how much it'd hurt me and it didn't realise how much it was affecting me until months later and she still thinks I'm her friend and I don't want to tell her what she did to me.

[xxplastic-cubexx]

just wanted to make a color ref for Brain Therapist Magneto from 309 but i needed lights too for some reason

bonus The Flats Only Version

[dizzybizz]

mostly jrwi riptide but also @bardace's oc forts is here

[ganondoodle]

sometimes i wish i was one of those artist that make people go "this is a PAINTING???" or "with WHAT programm/medium???" but its just not what i can do or find fun :/

[itgr]

No actually I will say. The latest Marionetta episode is so good in its depiction of racism and colonialism. SOMEONE DID THEIR RESEARCH. You can tell Miriam learned a lot from Hooky because this whole scene was fucking hard to read and earth-shattering for me

Its also the way Mama Yalizah compares Sahed to an animal that felt. Yeahhhhhh 😶

I don't know. Its such a good depiction of growing up as a poc and constantly being expected to always behave and be palatable because if you weren't, you'd just get your humanity taken away from you for acting "animalistic" or "dangerous" (for being a kid)

I CAN NOW SAY I FUCKING ADORE SAHED. honestly Marionetta hadnt clicked for me quite like HOOKY yet but it's getting there. I liked Sahed but I didn't like him that much (also I feel like a lot of his fans tend to fetishise him a little which I feel like turned me off from him) so I've been more into Kamille and Rainah tbh

Like yes there was that scene where Dotty was embodying white feminism by basically invalidating him and being high key racist and that scene hit and conveyed the feeling of being the only poc in the room well but outside of that. Nothing's really hit for me personally UNTIL THIS. LIKE WOW. JESUS FUCK. I actually adore Sahed so much oh my god. He's done nothing wrong ever ive decided/j

[adahlenan]

But I'd rather not remind myself and leave it all behind And I've tried so hard to fix it all but nothing seems to help

[neolxzr]

hello tumblr dot com hope you have been well. if youve been wondering what ive been up to in my absence the answer is turning me and my friends into mha characters. so whoever was betting on that please collect your check

[alterouslyinlove]

how to get validation without seeming annoying or making it obvious that you need validation to survive. puter do you hear me

[captainshyguy]

[pacing] no but actually what did they put in close wars maul to make him so hot like what was that

[sorrowsaint]

if you arnte playing scrimp music i dont wanna HEAR it.

[professionaljester]

love my bad mental health, love being suicidal all the time

[flamboyant-king]

Hey babes, sorry I've been dead, but I coulda been literally dead if I had not gone.

I didn't hurt myself and we're still figuring things out. I would love to share but I've already forgotten what I've learned. I hope I get more guidance and time for healing and learning on how to lead my life in a better direction than where I was. But that takes time and effort.

I hope to get some rest, get some support, and get it together. But right now, I don't think it's healthy for me to worry about art in the way I do now. I may not express it here, but trying to maintain my art endeavors/projects while there's so much bullshit going on backstage is not helping me. Especially since I'm not even obligated to do so. But trying to force myself to do something I am currently unable to do will just make me feel worse. I'll follow my dreams and passions one day, but I've been putting off the healing process for years.

So I guess it's better to get better now so I can get the ball rolling again. Why drive on a flat tire?

[dizzybizz]

sleepy gill and gill with the bubbled evil cat

[todayisafridaynight]

i’m pretty surprised that you can be in a fandom without really checking the tags regularly for new content or discussions that’s pretty impressive

ive got twitter for that and twitter has shown me enough as is

[the-pea-and-the-sun]

chat what do u do when it kinda seems like a girl likes u

[databent]

me whining about unimportant stuff under the cut as per usual

really cool of this one cisgender person i went to high school with and never fucking talk to to come to me a while back asking for Gender Advice because she was questioning if she was trans or not and im the only trans person she knows and then ultimately to immediately quit talking to me the second she decided she was still cis and not even like tell me or anything. like ok so you just wanted to use me for my transgenderism? im just a free transgender advice machine to you that you dont even have to pretend to treat like a friend once im no longer of use to you????? cool cool awesome. i literally only found out she came to the conclusion she wasnt trans because she told her cis dude friend instead of me and he just happened to mention this in passing because he knew id talked to her about gender stuff. even though i spent hours and hours being as open with her about my experiences and as supportive and helpful as i could. its so hard to feel like any of the people i know irl actually value me as a friend when they ALWAYS give up on even trying to talk to me the second i stop having something they can fucking use me for