#and then that triggers the SI

[humanitys-strongest-bamf]

The whole ignored vs forgotten poll is so interesting and ended up prompting me to reflect upon the thought process behind the bpd for me

Like I'm not fine with being ignored, but it hurts less because I can choose to ignore them back and cut them off and it's a "I left you before you left me" type of situation

Vs being forgotten that indicates that they never really gave a shit and that I've already been abandoned and then that ultimately triggers the SI and I'm just like 👁👄👁

[baconmoop]

THERE IS NO HETERO EXPLANATION FOR THIS

[chewy-jeeby2]

look who's back bay bees

[sorrysisx]

if incest is so wrong, then why does your sister taste so good? why does every lick want you craving more? why does the smell of her crotch get you higher than any drug could ever dream of?

"this is wrong" you whimper, "we should stop" you say to yourself, but her moans are the sweetest thing you've ever heard.

you're a pervert--your brain is fogged by the smell of sex and the taste of your little sister's cum, but you're clear headed enough to know that you're sick in the head.

so why can't you stop? why is your heart fluttering? why are there butterflies in your stomach and a tingle racing across your body? god you feel so sensitive that even the slightest touch could get you to moan her name.

so do it.

go on.

moan your little sister's name.

do it.

she's already moaning yours, she's already so worked up, she's basically begging you to do whatever the fuck you want to her--shes helpless.

who says you shouldn't be doing this? if you shouldn't be doing this, why does this all feel

so

fucking

good?

she's so close, she wants to hear you say it, so do it.

moan your little sister's name, freak.

[hornypuppi]

Someone come and rape and slap your little sisters drippy wet leaky cunt, she needs it sooo fucking bad..

[mortemlifeness]

I think, the thing about ships with Mukuro is that if you force her to choose between a romantic partner or Junko, she won't choose the former. She'll either choose her romantic partner and Junko (because they're important people to her), or just Junko (her twin sister is more important, especially after being absent from her life for so long).

[emirrart]

:)

[alukaforyou]

im letting an anime man influence my style 😐

[stuff-diary]

The Frog

TV Shows/Dramas watched in 2024

The Frog (2024, South Korea)

Director: Mo Wan Il

Writer: Son Ho Young

Mini-review:

Wow, I didn't think I would enjoy The Frog so much. I guess I was in the mood for a dark, propulsive thriller. I've seen some people say it's 'slow', but like... where? This kept me glued to the screen from the very first episode, and it got more and more intense throughout the next ones. It even ventures into psychological horror territory from time to time, which made it even more fun to me. The writing isn't perfect (some of the characters aren't as well developed as they should), but the directing and the acting more than make up for it. Go Min Si turns in a particularly strong performance, and it's clear she gave it her all. I'm not gonna say this is the best thriller k-drama I've seen, but it was definitely enjoyable as hell.

[leverage-ot3]

sorry to keep personal posting but my day fucking SUCKED and ended with me dropping one of my brand new earrings from a set that I just finished cleaning down the drain, took the sink apart and still couldn’t find it 🙃

if y’all feel like asking a leverage/misc question for thoughts or headcanons I’d love to answer them in the morning! or even if you just want to say something about your day- I just like hearing from you guys 💖

[teddybearty]

A quick Hifumi bc I’m getting back in the swing of things!! 💜

[nicollekidman]

oh my god shut uppppppppppp shut up

[never-not-ever]

So follow up to that recent post.. and trigger warning in advance. It's a little scary knowing how much more thought I've given it. I still believe that I will take myself to the ER before acting on anything but tonight was a realization that nothing has changed, if anything things have just gotten worse.

I mumbled the words "I could actually kill myself" out loud as I got off the highway near my cousins house. I was crying as I realized this because it was just so sad and this was after thinking of my cats and my ex. I was thinking of writing two notes, one to my Nana and one to my ex which is just mainly for my cats.

****Just another reminder*** .. As much as I think about and type about and vent about, I made a promise to my doctor and I don't know what it is with my lovely fucked up attachment shit with her but I'm not going to break that promise. If the thoughts get too loud I'll go to the ER. I'm always so paranoid that someone is going to do a repeat of the past like when the cops showed up at my house... I just need to vent... but if you're not in a good place right now then you might not want to keep reading..

It wasn't until last night that I started thinking more of the bridge. Then on the way home tonight I took the bridge again. I could have taken the tunnel. I actually did take the tunnel. But that was in the end. I took the bridge, driving on the lower deck, the part that I must have driven over 50 times this past summer, memorizing details, making up a plan that I later talked about to my old therapist who told said to me "that's a very public plan".

This bridge is in the next town over from where I live and last night I started thinking what if I walked there in the middle of the night and walked up the "on ramp"... So last night I got off the bridge and immediately went and got back on taking me back into town, taking me on the upper deck, a part of the bridge I'm not that familiar with. The lower deck, I knew where the pull off parts where. My therapist used to live in nearby towns. It was almost like she was trying to persuade me against this plan when she said how there was always a state trooper on the pull off parts and I without hesitation told her that in the month and a half since I've been out I've only seen a trooper once and I think I was driving over that bridge at least once a day. This was back in September.

Last night I realized not only is the ramp going on to the bridge very long but it is also very well lit and the chances of someone noticing a pedestrian walking and calling 911 is very likely. I noticed last night and I double checked again tonight and on the upper deck there is a pull off spot but it's a bit harder to navigate. As much as I fantasize about this bridge I doubt I would ever have the guts to actually do it. The fear of failure.

I've always told my team that I wouldn't kill myself because I couldn't hurt my Nana like that but then my mind just started wandering off thinking of how old she is and how she's probably going to end up passing away soon anyways. How my in and out of the hospital is just more added stress to her. How much of a disappointment and a burden my life has become.

My boys used to bring me so much happiness and joy but lately not so much. They deserve a better home. Someone, or a couple who will always be there for them and won't disappear for weeks or months, wondering if they'll ever see their owners again.

I keep thinking of this one line, imaging others saying this about me and it's true. "She made one mistake at work and it messed her up for the rest of her life".

I know it's so black and white but right now it's my truth. I will never recover from this. I will never forgive myself for this. I had an amazing job and I made a difference and I had a reason for living, my life meant something. I was a part of an amazing, loving, caring family and I lost that.

Now I have no one. Sure there's some. A few family or friends who will quickly get over it.

Ugh I feel like I'm just going down a rabbit hole. Is that even the term? You can't convince a chronically suicidal person their life is worth living and they need to stay. You just keep they safe. So how much longer can I remain in the outside world before I'm no longer safe?

[bluebellhairpin]

my dad swore he'd never turn into his father! but he is! he's so much like my grandpa already! it's driving me insane!!!

[harmonizewithechoes]

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[truly-quirkless]

[ @refrxctedprism || Replied for an Event starter!]

"Young Miyamotos! I must speak with you." Yagi had raised his hand as he dismissed his class. He and Fin had already spoken at length of what they were planning to do. Anyone who was too close to the situation was to be warned- and for Kage and Hikari, possibly, relocated. The risk of either being harmed (or worse, killed) was too much not to warn. "Please, stay just a few minutes."