#and that drains me so much

[spoopdeedoop]

king and harbinger, old and young

[endlessmidnights]

I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

[coddda]

I wish we could have met in some other way.

Lawlight Week Day 2: Soulmates

If you saw me repost and re-edit this several times uh No you didn't </3

Still frames/Individual gifs:

If you know what every frame is from you get a free cookie. by the way

[panlyv]

the way depression made a full comeback this year lmfao

[equill]

You missed the mark! (Time Travel)

Extra: Otsutsuki

(they learn Kurama is willingly there)

anndd more sketches to give

[cowardlykrow]

Even a hero needs some hope

[toomanywordsnllines]

Sometimes... the world can be a little too much.

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

*tries to organize my thoughts*

*remembers i'm not in school and therefore beholden to neither heaven nor hell nor any man's grading system*

*joyously shredding & tossing all my carefully arranged 3x5 mental notecards into the air like so much beige confetti. raising my arms in victory, cheering raucously until i accidentally inhale bits of homemade confetti*

(*coughing up itty bits of paper like a cat evicting a hairball with a firm understanding of tenants' rights*) wait wat happens next

[ootron]

happy ten year anniversary friends at the table!! i collected some of my favorite fan works i did over the years. fatt got me drawing again after ages and really inspired my creativity and just helped me grow so much as a person. and i made many many amazing long term friends AND met my partner of 5 years through fatt so thank you so much to the best actual play podcast <3

[solitaireships]

I feel like I should say since there's been a recent uptick in a lot of communities I'm in/see stuff from a lot of white people pretending to be Asian, but you are not welcome here if you are in anyway stealing from Asian cultures for clout or the aesthetics of it

This includes if you're white and you give your self inserts Asian names, I truly do not care if your f/o is from an anime, you should not be using an Asian name under any circumstances. I hate that whenever I see someone using an Asian name online, I feel like I have to start searching their account to see if they're actually Asian or just a white person who likes the aesthetic of it bcs far too many white people will use Asian names here just bcs it sounds cool, with no regard for the actual cultural meaning behind it. Meanwhile actual Asian people will be mocked for their names, or treated like their names are too hard to learn to pronounce, or discriminated against based on their names

Asian cultures are not a fun little costume for people to dress up with. They aren't just a nice aesthetic, they aren't just a thing you can borrow from bcs you think it sounds cool

[34saveme34]

perfect together

[peachfruitcake]

not really here anymore

[endlessmidnights]

I walk into a room and immediately think of all the potential ways to kill myself that exist there

[longmaxsilvarg]

something about max being dressed in lighter colors at the beginning of the game vs her almost being dressed in all black / just straight up dark colors near the end just scratches my brain so good

[crybaby-bkg]

cw: this got long sorry 😔 but creepy/perv bakugou, recording, film major bkg x art major reader, masturbation, coercion, dubcon before it just becomes con, voyeurism/exhibitionism

as an art major, you typically did some works for a few students on campus; for their plays, as background pieces while they danced, a cover for their released songs. it wasn’t out of the ordinary for people to ask you to create something for them, and you enjoyed it more often than not. but, you weren’t usually the art itself.

Bakugou is a friend’s friend that you’ve seen a few times, ran into at the library or at coffee shops. he’s a film major, and always looks so unhappy about the whole thing, as if he didn’t choose it himself. you joke to Mina that you think he’ll graduate and become one of those directors that hate everything and yell at the actors constantly and later on get sued for being a dickhead. you never say it to him though—you’ve never spoken more than a couple words to the man.

it’s why it shocks you when he approaches you one day. it’s after one of your painting classes, and he stands outside the door with a frown and his hands shoved in his pockets, his eyebrows scrunched as if pissed at the mere sight of you. he asks you, in that low and gruff tone of his, if you could star in his final project for the semester. says it’s supposed to be a film made with this criteria and that, but, you’ve kind of checked out on the conversation after the first sentence.

“You mean, you want me to create something and that be the star of your film?” you ask him, feeling so intimidated at his stature. he always seems to loom, his hair shadowing the lights above, creates a cast over a portion of his face, makes his eyes look…unsettling. like they’re looking straight through your flesh, can find the marrow in your bones. he scoffs like you’ve offended him, rolling his eyes into his skull, mouth pulled tight.

“No.” his voice is firm, gaze concentrated only on you, like the halls are empty and you’re the focus of his lens. “I want you to star in it.”

his words confuse you—you’ve never presented yourself as an actor before, never alluded to wanting to be in the spotlight if not for what you create with your hands. but he shuffles on his feet, looks desperate even. there’s some hemming and hawing for a minute or so—why not choose Mina?—she’s busy—why choose me?—‘cause you’d be perfect for my short film—what’s it about?—you’ll find out once you get the script.

and even after you hesitantly agree and get the script—you still don’t understand what you’re doing. why you’re here, why you’re the only person, why it has to be a solo film, why there’s damn near zero lines in the entirety of the have-to-be forty five minute film.

the scenes are all so long, and maybe it’s because movies aren’t your forte or chosen major, but you just don’t get it. one scene; you’re staring at yourself in the mirror while Bakugou holds a small, black camera over your shoulder. he’s eerily quiet behind you, whispers out a faint fuckin’ go when you have to wash your face in the sink, makes you do it over because your movements are too jerky and unnatural.

the rest of the scenes go that way; you doing regular at home activities, being put under a lens, quietly barked at to do this and move that way and fix your hair and remember to frown.

“Isn’t there another way to film this?” you ask him on the fifth day of shooting in his spacious loft. there’s a bubble bath scene coming up, one you dont understand the importance of, but Bakugou tells you it’s the most necessary part of the entire thing.

“No,” he grunts out, looking at you from under his lashes as he sits on the lid of the toilet. “But I’ll make it soapy, so the camera won’t see much.” the camera? much? you weren’t worried so much about what the camera captured as you were the man behind it. he looks at you with such intensity, you feel naked already despite the robe you wear that’s suspiciously already your size.

he leaves the bathroom when you sink in the hot water, returns before you can say it’s okay, hears the water splashing and thinks that’s good enough. he kneels on the floor beside you, camera pointed directly in your face, makes your chest hot and your skin feel prickly. the scene passes on regularly enough; you run the water over your arms, tilt your head back as you sigh, whisper the few lines scripted, lean back and close your eyes, sigh again. it’s almost relaxing, makes you forget about the friend of a friend recording you naked right now. almost.

“Touch yourself.” Bakugou suddenly demands, hushed and quiet behind the camera. your eyes immediately shoot open, looking to him in question, how he’s eerily still in his spot hovering over you.

“Huh?” you ask, unsure if you heard him correctly, looking around the rounded lens in your face, trying to ignore the red blinking light. but Bakugou only frowns.

“It’s a masturbation scene. Touch yourself.” he repeats, voice louder, more demanding this time. your stomach twists at the thought of doing something so intimate in front of him. he’s a handsome guy, for sure, even made you consider asking him out after this, figured he was just serious about his work and awkward about certain things. but…something had been off about this entire thing since the start.

“But—but I don’t, I’m not,” you stutter, sitting up a little, the bubbles covering your chest starting to disperse with your movements. but Bakugou only sits a little higher on his knees, finally pulling the camera away from his face for the first time since he’s asked you to do this for him.

“You want me to fail?” he asks, booming voice eerily quiet in the silent bathroom, carmine eyes dull, shaded over with something terrible. “Then do it.” he tells you when you shake your head quickly.

you stare at him until he gets back into position again, camera back pointed at you. when he doesn’t say anything else, you swallow thickly, wondering if the art that will come out of this will be worth it. so you listen, sneak a hand under the water, start touching yourself in a way you never have in front of anyone.

is it bad to say that it’s exhilarating? being watched and recorded by someone who breathes so heavily every time your voice hiccups? being directed to touch your chest next when the suds start to disappear and your nipples start to peek through? is it bad that you want him to send you this portion of his film, only, just so you can watch yourself again and again? make a portrait of yourself with your fingers on your nipples and your knees raising from the water and your head thrown back from the intensity in oil pastels?

“That’s a wrap.” Bakugou announces when you finish, head spinning and still panting. you look over to him, how he closes the camera, the obvious bulge in his pants. “I’ll get you a towel.”

you wonder when’s the next time he’ll need you. or better yet—maybe he could be the star in your final drawing project? you had finished it already but, what was the harm in starting over with him as your muse? as naked as you are? camera not blocking his face so you can paint the similarities of his blushing cheeks and eyes when you direct him to look at you? to touch his chest? to play with himself just like that?

[cerise-on-top]

OMG HI AGAIN!!!! I have so many ideas floating around in my head rn it isn't even funny aghhh but I hope you'll accept another request of mine because my brain will not let me rest!!!

oksay so price, nikolai, farah nd rudy with a very touchy affectionate husband? we're talking always wants to spoon them or having them lay on top of him so he can run his fingers through their hair, hugging them from behind whenever he can especially when cooking because he wants to bury his face into their hair, just peppering kisses all over their face to see how flustered they can get or something, etc etc..!!! o my gaur I cannot shut up😭

OKAY THATS ALL AND AS ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU CAN IGNORE AND DELETE MY REQUEST IF IT'S PRESSURING YOU IN ANY WAY OKAY BYE!!! HAVE AN AWESOME WEEK<3

— sincerely, 🦗

Hey there! Not even sure if you're still around ^^; I'm really sorry for taking this long to get to your request, but hey! I did it at all! I just really needed this break! Not sure if I'll ever reopen my requests for Call of Duty, though! Anyway, this request was really sweet, I hope I did it justice :>

Price, Rodolfo, Farah and Nikolai with an Affectionate!Husband

Price: He’s in heaven with you. Price adores physical affection since it’s quite the stark contrast from what he’s usually used to. It’s not uncommon for him to initiate physical affection either. As seen in the games, he pats his soldiers on their shoulders fairly often, so he’s definitely not above giving you a bear hug either. But if you start it? Oh, you’ll never be rid of him. You can hug him, snuggle him, pat him, he’s very compliant. But he will repay your loving kindness by showing you some physical affection of his own. For every hug you give him, you will be hugged twice as long. For every kiss you give him you will be kissed back twice. Will sometimes fight you on who gets to be the big spoon, though. He loves holding you, it’s a privilege that he likes to think only he gets. Won’t ever complain about you holding him, though. It’s nice to feel your warmth against his back. It’s kind of difficult to fluster him since he’s hopelessly in love with you. As concerned as he might grow if he catches you, he’d be so enamored with you if you shed a tear or two because you love him so much. That would be one of the only times you could render him actually speechless. As long as you keep being touchy with him, he’ll be touchy with you. It’s not unlikely for the two of you to hang onto each other as if the world would fade if you didn’t. Neither of you mind, though.

Rodolfo: Unlike Price, he’s very easy to fluster. If you stare at him for too long, with a goofy grin on your face, the most lovestruck expression as you hold his face in your hands, he’s a goner. He’ll avoid eye contact, he’ll curse in his mind as well. You’re just too cute. How could he ever have gotten a husband as lovely as you? Wants to hug you and bury his face in your shoulder so bad so you won’t see how flustered he is. Will likely do just that as well. But other than that, he actually loves how touchy you are. There’s just something so soothing about you touching him. Holding his hand, hugging him, running your fingers through his hair. Has probably fallen asleep to that more than once. You’re just such a loving and lovely husband. He wants to bask in the glory that is your gentle touch. He craves it so much, it’s not even funny. Sometimes, he’ll ask you if you can be the big spoon since he loves being the little spoon. You would never judge him for that, he knows that much, and for that he’s grateful. Not as lenient with kisses as you are, though. Pepper his face in them and he’ll get flustered. Once he gives you a kiss back, you’ll likely make a face like this 😊 while he just looks away. Give him a hug so he can hide his face, he’ll appreciate it.

Farah: She’s a strong and resilient woman, who knows what she wants and needs. She may seem like she’s got everything under control, but she’s actually so touch starved, it’s not even funny. Although she may have a reputation, she’s not above clinging to her lovely husband like a koala when you’re alone. You clinging onto her while you’re cuddling makes her feel like the strong person out of the two of you, though. She can’t exactly tell you why, but it’s kind of like the thing where a bunny gets licked and is thus the dominant bunny. Although she may not ask for the physical affection, she receives it anyway, and for that she’s grateful. Good luck trying to fluster her, though. She doesn’t fluster easily and will always try to one up you, trying to fluster you instead. She can be quite the witty woman, she can also be quite the romantic, so she’ll most definitely succeed at some point. Gives you many kisses in return since you seem to be very keen on them. Always hugs you back. Will sometimes face you while cuddling so she can be tucked away safely under your chin. Although receiving affection from you is a sign of her dominance for her, she will sometimes show you affection as well. This is also a sign of her dominance. Even if you’re much taller than her, she’ll sometimes pull you down to her level so you can bury your face in her shoulder. As much as she loves being the object of your affection, she wants to give you something in return as well. Life is a constant give and take, after all.

Nikolai: You cannot fluster this man, I’m sorry. You could call him the most embarrassing nicknames, you could treat him like the most dainty, fragile princess out there and he won’t bat an eye. He’s been through too much to be fazed by anything at this point. Whether or not he’s a touchy guy is entirely dependent on you. And since you’re a very touchy feely man, he is too. Not as much as you are, but he’ll pull you closer to him by your waist, he’ll kiss the crown of your head, he’ll hold your hand. Will battle you for dominance, though. You’re being affectionate with him? You’re trying to hold him? Are you sure about that? This man has been a soldier for most of his life, he can fight. And if he needs to playfully fight you for the privilege of being the big spoon, he will. You need to see him as a reliable and strong man, so he will provide you with physical affection as well. You may try to put his head on your chest, but it won’t be there for too long before your head is on his chest. It’s a matter of pride to him as well. Loves how physically affectionate you are, though. Adores it when you give him a million kisses wherever you can reach. He’ll just sit still and let you before trapping you in a big bear hug. He’s so glad he’s married a man like you. There’s no one he’d rather be with.