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i loveee your posts where you ramble about your thoughts on specific scenes. your takes are always so good and correct and so often you point out stuff i never picked up on or thought of in that way and it completely reframes the way i view a scene or a line
im going to greatly miss your nightly gif posting and scene rambling when you finish your rewatch
this actually made me emotional, hello? as much as i love making silly little posts and gifs, longer posts and rambles are my favourite. i think there's something so beautiful about picking things apart as a way to build them up, yknow? and i adore sharing thoughts and ideas and seeing how others view the same things, because it lets me see it through someone else's eyes!
and i'm gonna miss the rewatch as well!!! granted, i've only just started s4, so it's not going as quickly as i thought would - which is a joy. but i'll definitely still rant ranting about scenes, i'm sure there are things and parallels i've missed already or am yet to stumble upon! i also didn't get to do any of s1 and some of s2, so i might go back. + apparently i want to try my hand in amv making after the rewatch, so that's gonna be a journey and a half. and i miss writing, so i hope i'll have more time for that too. point is - hopefully i'll have something else to share, even if it's not going to 50 gif posts a day.
thank you for the kind words, it honestly means the world. can't tell you how much i appreciate you.
#love you???!!!!!#thank you thank you thank you x100#and sorry for the long response#(though i think at this point it is somewhat expected)#q's#<333
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Step Forward - Part 3 They are going on a date!!! Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5 Check out my tags for fun facts XD
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#perryshmirtz#heinz doofenshmirtz#human perry#phineas and ferb#perry the platypus#human!perry#human perry the platypus#agent p#fanart#dr doofenshmirtz#dr heinz doofenshmirtz#pnf fanart#pnf fan comic#disney fanart#disney series#fan comic#comic#artists on tumblr#prtz long comic#So sorry I took so loong#step forward#I struggled with composition and well anxiety lmao so thank you for your patience#Perry does talk in this story#He starts talking when he calls Heinz's name and asks him out#If you dont like talking Perry you can pretend that he signs all the time#selective mutism#The book/notebook doesnt hit Heinz's foot#I kinnda wanted it to happen but I didnt want to make it longer than it was#just imagine him being all shocked and then his book hits his foot and starts screaming while Perry patiently waits for his response#I have some of the script for the next chapters already
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I'm curious what other people think about (spoilers for the substance) there being a shared continuity between elisabeth & sue / them having shared memories of each other's time? i had initially been interpreting it as yes there's some kind of continuity between them but it's fuzzy & they don't share 100% of memories or anything but then the bit where elisabeth is watching sue's interview on the tv made me think maybe I was wrong bcus they seemed much more separate in that moment than I'd been taking them as.
& my partner had assumed the whole time they had totally separate continuities & there weren't any memories shared between the two which does make sense with that interview scene & also the waking up and seeming surprised by the bottles / food scraps.
I find it hard to imagine tho that elisabeth would want to continue doing it after the first time if she didn't retain or experience anything from being sue? or it's just even more sad of a mindset than how sad I was already imagining it to be since she'd basically just not exist anymore at that point considering she doesn't seem to do much with her time as herself. anyways yeah I'm curious what other people thought about this topic
#texticles#the substance#edit sorry if you wanted to rb this it was an immediate post watch response & im sick of it circulated & being replied to so long#after the movie has been released & ive spent more tjme w it
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We talk about lighter cuddles but what about lighter hugs
he looks to be about billyâs height 6â2 so when he hugs you he puts his head/chin on top of yours đĽş
i was inspired by my classmates. they are very close as homies but it sorta sparked a thought in me.
lucy had sent out lighter for another errand and while waiting for him, you end up spending time with burnice at the bar. without realizing, a tall figure had appeared behind you but you were too busy enjoying the songs that burnice had put on to notice.
his hands find your waist, poking you gently and perhaps tried to tickle you before placing his head on top of yours. his hands then move around to give a proper back hug. he doesnât feel as embarrassed because youâre not looking directly at him but you can tell from the way heâs hugging you, he really missed you.
burnice had already placed lighterâs usual drink on the counter but he just doesnât budge. just soft mumblings as youâre asking him how his day went.
i just think he loves sneaking from behind with back hugs. to him, itâs a little less embarrassing for him (JUST EMBRACE IT AT THIS POINT LIGHTERRR), and he eliminates any sort of surprise FOR HIM. i think he enjoys being fully aware and he likes your reactions each time. the way you say his name every time just has him MELTING.
also the height difference has him weak. he can look over you or youâd tilt your head up to look at him and heâs just stuttering from looking at you from this angle. little tangent but getting ready in the morning with him and he places his head on yours while both of you are brushing your teeth SORRY I GOT A LITTLE DOMESTIC THERE
#lumiresponds Ëâ§âââ#lighter zzz#zzz lighter#lighter lorenz#lighter x you#sorry if like my posts/responses suck cuz mentally i am so busy with pgr#i wake up i play pgr i do my dailies on hsr and zzz#and then j go back to sleep#BUT LIGHTER#I HAVE TO WAIT SO SO SO LONG FOR HIM AUGHHH#also i have like zero faith in real men so i watched a âlighter all cutscenesâ video yesterday LOL#i am so unwell about him but literally i just need more about him#I NEED SO MUCH MORE ABOUT HIM I NEED SOMETHING ANYTHINGGGG LIGHTER PLEASEEE#lighter x gn reader#lighter x reader
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Hello - I was impressed and extremely relieved by what you wrote in the post about the cult mentality of the Left RE Israel and accusations of genocide. You mentioned that you bought into the mindset until recently. If it's all right for me to ask, what was it that helped you break out of it? (Please feel free to delete/ignore if you'd rather not answer!)
thank you!! and no worries about askingâ i think i put something in my pinned post about how people are welcome to send asks about this stuff, although my story isnât super interesting. i fell down the typical online rabbithole, a couple weeks after october 7; i knew what had happened, at least vaguely, but the posts trickling onto my dash were all about the (undeniably tragic) loss of life in gaza, with little to no acknowledgment of the hamas atrocities that had started the war, so my narrative was pretty one-sided from the beginning. it just continued to snowball as the months went on and people became more radicalized, calling into question the reality of the 10/7 attacks and the humanity of all israelis. i never went all the way down the pipeline to full-on endorsing hamas or justifying their attacks, at least on a personal level, thank god, but i would reblog other peopleâs posts referring to hamas as a âresistance movementâ and calls to boycott starbucks and mcdonaldâs and condemnation of the âzionist mediaâ etc etc etc. what pulled me out of it wasnât any one thingâ if someone had directly called me on my flawed logic and antisemitic biases while i was in this mindset, i doubt it would have done much, just reinforced my belief that i was on the âright side of historyâ and zionists were aggressors who couldnât be reasoned with. it was mostly just passive observance and a slow exposure to other perspectives. iâm pretty sure the first post that led me to question my thinking was an ask on jewish-vents, which popped up on my dash in like, late july. this led me down another rabbithole, first scouring every single post on jewish-vents, then moving on to more popular jewish blogs that i had seen on âzionist blocklistsâ (applesauce42069, xclowniex, and spacelazarwolf were probably some of the blogs that influenced me the most, though i told myself i was just hate-scrolling at first, lol). i felt incredibly guilty seeing all the harm the movement i was a part of had caused to random jews and israelis just trying to live their lives and i realized how it went against everything i believed about how minority groups should be treated. from there, the aspect of actually undoing my thinking and changing my behavior for the better still took several weeks. denial of jewish indigenity to the levant in the face of tantamount archeological and cultural evidence was the first to go, as well as any ambiguity in my feelings about hamas. after that, itâs mostly been a slow process of redefining the idfâs actions from a âgenocideâ to a âwar.â i still believe that whatâs happening in gaza is unconscionable and horrific, and that too many innocent civilians have died, but i also understand how difficult it is to fight against a terrorist group that systematically embeds itself in civilian populations, and that the ratio of militant to civilian deaths is incredibly low compared to most urban warfare. i quietly deleted my old blog in early augustâ if i had directly engaged in harassment against jews, i likely would have kept it to make amends to the harmed parties and put a face to my actions, but as was, i had just contributed to the larger atmosphere of antisemitism on this site, and i felt uncomfortable knowing that i had a blog full of sentiments that no longer matched my values and beliefs. i decided i would be better if i took my endorsement out of the equation entirely, because when youâre looking through the notes of a post, it obviously doesnât matter if someone whoâs reblogged it no longer agrees with what was saidâ their notes still count as tacit approval, and i did not want approval of this âactivismâ attached to my online presence. i still have unwanted kneejerk reactions that crop up sometimes, particularly around the fundraiser posts from people âin gazaâ; even though i know logically that they have all the markers of scams, there is still a part of me that really wants to believe i could help.
#thank you so much for asking i really do enjoy explaining how i got here and i hope these discussions#can help someone like me someday. choosing to unlearn everything i had swallowed is one of the best decisions i ever made#also sorry this took so long i took like an hour typing it out and hit text block limit for the first time ever#and then tumblr decided there was an ~error~ processing my post#so i pasted it into the notes app and then back into a draft. i hope my response makes sense and isnât too rambly#leftist antisemitism#deradicalization#i/p#hlmoorewrites#ask
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if ur a murderbot nerd now do u have any fun opinions abt it yet?
Oh my goddd you have no idea
I really, really, really like Murderbot because it comes at life with this perspective we don't often see that is very real among people who have already been through traumatic experiences, who developed skills and abilities to suvive that were once useful but no longer have context- that search that traumatized people go through to recalibrate and reorient ourselves in a world where we no longer really need those things to survive.
A bit personal here, but my own issues personally involved a lot of psychological abuse that made it difficult to trust my own perceptions of reality, and as a result I found I was very easy to lie to and manipulate.
To handle this, I became obsessive over writing things down, cataloging details and making notes of things as they happened- I'd carry recording devices and make audio recordings and stay up late at night to transcribe what they'd picked up, read those over and over again to reassure myself of things I wasn't certain about.
While doing this, there were others close to me that I felt responsible for, who I had to protect from others and protect myself from at the same time. Life was about two things: Evidence, and defusing threats
Over time, I learned to trust myself as my memories matched what had been recorded where their narrative didn't, but I never really kicked the habit. Like Murderbot, I had added something to my own programming that reassured me I was safe, that I was in control of myself, that I couldn't be mistaken or crazy or broken or used.
I'm only on book two, but already I see myself in Murderbot again. No spoilers here, but when I left home- left that dangerous context- I didn't need to repeat these patterns to survive anymore, but I still did, because I didn't know anything else anymore. It felt safe, comfortable, knowing knowing that the past couldn't repeat itself, because I'd written that flaw- blind trust in myself-Â out of my programming and replaced it with something else.
Still, though, I'd become something specially suited to thrive in a very specific environment. Nothing else felt right like followinghigh-risk situations, like witnessing and watching and recording and knowing I had proof of the truth where others might not.
People took notice. I wound up in security by accident, but's an environment that I thrive in due to the same patterns and behaviours I originally developed when I had no other choice. I climbed the ladder pretty quickly, once supervisors caught on that my reports were the most accurate, most objective, most factual, detail-oriented and timely. I keep others and myself safe and prioritize public safety above all else, and I perform well under pressure
Now I'm in a position where I often wonder, do I enjoy this job, or is it just what I'm good at? I have a set of skills now, but do I have the option of choosing not to use them? What would I be, if not this? Could I be anything else? Can Murderbot be anything else?
It has a set of skills that set it apart, make it different, special. It does what it knows best. But is it free? Does it want to be? What does it want? Does it have to do what it was built to do? What if it didn't?
I know what I'm good for. The idea of deliberately leaving what I'm good for for something uncertain, that I might hate, that I might be useless at- the choice to give up what was so important to me for so long and become deliberately obsolete?
Let go of my entire purpose? The only thing I know, that I fit so well into but don't actually know if I enjoy? Now that I can choose? Now that enjoyment is a luxury I can afford to consider?
Yeah, that resonates.
I like the Murderbot series so far because it feels the way I feel: Like the most significant and formative part of my story, the part where I became what I am, has already happened
And now I have to just. Keep going
Into... what?
It feels absurd. Like a microwave giving up on reheating food and deciding to start a life around abstract dance.
So, uh. Yeah. It's really very wild to see this same philosophical-ish dilemma I've been digging over in the back of my mind and in therapy for the last forever laid out so plainly in a genuinely exciting and enjoyable story like this. I feel much less alone, and I... kind of really need to see how it resolves, I think.
So, uh. Yeah. Read Murderbot, I guess
#Murderbot#Please read murderbot#Also it's so naturally refreshing and funny#Oversharing#I guess#This is fine to reblog tho it's chill#Very much resonating with the othering sense of purpose#Like what do you mean dream job#I don't have to worry about that this is what I was made for#Or close enough to it#I don't have to worry about finding purpose#But also thinking about that kinda blanks me out#No you don't get it I'm not a person like you are I have to do what I was built for#I'm better than you at it anyway#And don't I have a responsibility to do what I'm best at since you can't#Idk#Wouldn't you be upset if your blender stopped blending and became an EZ bake oven#Like you already have an oven#You need a blender#And I'm the best blender there is#Long post#Lol#Sorry#Oh also I'm autistic and asexual and hgenderqueer so *fart noise*
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@gumworthweek 2024 Day 6 - Glasses / Trenchcoat
Finally got around to drawing the glasses prompt! I think Gumshoe would look super cute in glasses, and I think Edgeworth would agree. I have no further comments.
#nokomitsu#mitsunoko#gumworth#miles edgeworth#dick gumshoe#ace attorney#id in alt text#thank you so much to everyone for the wonderful response to my two previous posts!! and sorry this one took so long#i'm so glad i was able to participate again this year â looking forward to participating again next year!#gumworthweek2024
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Cheer up prompt #27
An anon and @this-was-a-terrible-idea also requested #27! A popular number apparently lol. I hope you all enjoy! âĄ
"--and then Mr. Browsten said that with all the, um, the hullabaloo that it wasn't fair to make us take a test, so he cancelled it."
Tim pauses for breath and Mom hums an encouraging noise. When Dad makes that sound, it means he's not really listening, but he knows Mom's paying attention, even though she hasn't stopped curling her hair. From where he's lying on her bed, he can see her reflection in the vanity mirror, and she's frowning just like he knew she would.
Mom doesn't approve of canceling tests, which means she doesn't approve of Mr. Browsten, because he cancels them all the time.
(Mom says tests are important to know where improvement is necessary. Mr. Browsten doesn't seem to agree.)
"So we watched a documentary instead and it was pretty interesting, it was about puffer fish! Sarah asked what puffer fish have to do with grammar and Mr. Browsten said that learning is its own reward, but I think he just didn't have anything else ready so he took something from Ms. Cappola instead. She's the fifth grade science teacher and I heard her classes watch movies at least twice a week."
Mom tuts, which Tim was expecting, and sets down her curling iron.
"Ridiculous," she mutters. "I don't know why we're paying that school so much in tuition when they can't be bothered to teach you anything. It's a miracle you ever learned to read."
"It's because I'm smart," Tim informs her helpfully, and Mom smiles her special just-for-Tim smile.
"You are," she agrees. "And thank goodness for that. Now, would my smart boy do me a favor?"
Because Tim's smart, he already knows what she's going to ask. He rolls off the bed to his feet. "Curling iron?"
"Yes, please." Mom rolls her chair away from the vanity so he can crawl under it to unplug the curling iron. She plugged it in herself, but that was before she was all dressed up in her expensive dress. "Thank you, Timmy."
"You're welcome," he chirps, crawling back out.
Mom rolls back in front of the vanity, but Tim stays where he is, kneeling next to it so he can watch her put her makeup on. There are a lot of different bottles and brushes and powders involved, but Mom never hesitates. Tim doesn't know how she keeps it all straight.
He likes watching Mom get ready to go out. Sometimes--like tonight--she lets him pick out the jewelry she's gonna wear, and then she chooses her dress and hair and makeup all based on what he picked. Even when the colors don't match, it all fits together like a puzzle...a puzzle she pieces together in seconds after Tim's impulsive choice.
It's really cool.
Tonight, Tim picked pretty, dangly earrings with some kind of red stone (ruby, Mom said when he asked), so Mom picked a black dress. She said it would make the earrings pop, which he didn't get until he saw her wearing it.
Now, he watches her choose lipstick as red as the earrings and asks, "Does the lipstick make the earrings pop, too?"
Mom finishes smoothing it on before she smiles at him. "You tell me."
Tim studies her. The lipstick matches the earrings, but it doesn't draw attention to them the way the plain dress does. He already watched her do her eye stuff, and her eyes look bigger somehow, but they're not colorful like they were when they all went to the opera last week.
"No," he decides. "You went new...neutral?" He waits for her slight nod of confirmation, then continues, encouraged, "You went neutral with your eye stuff and red with your lipstick to make your lips pop."
"Very good," Mom says, smiling. She cups his cheek briefly before turning back to the vanity. "Clever boy."
Tim beams and watches in fascinated silence as she uses some kind of powder. Even though he's staring right at her, he can't tell what the powder actually does. All he knows is that when she's done, her face looks...different. Still pretty, but kinda sharper somehow.
Makeup is like magic, he decides. No matter how many times he watches her get ready, he can never figure it out.
"Can I try?" he asks impulsively.
"Try what?" Mom asks, a little distracted. The cap on one of her bottles is stuck and she's struggling to open it.
"Your makeup!" Tim takes the bottle from her and opens it by using the hem of his shirt to grip it better. Mom can't do that, her dress is all shiny and slippery. "You look pretty, I wanna try."
Mom pauses and then smiles.
"I don't have long before I have to leave," she warns him, "but I don't see why not. Do you want to pick out some lipstick?"
Tim absolutely does. He levers to his feet as, across the room, Dad finally stirs. He's been reading some stuff his assistant from Drake Industries brought by earlier, ignoring them both, but now he says, "Janet" in a weird tone.
"Jack?" Mom asks, even as she directs Tim's attention to the little circles on the bottom of her lipstick tubes that show what color they are. She has a lot of options.
"Janie, really," Dad says. He sounds unhappy, and Tim looks up from comparing two different shades of pink to find him frowning. "You can't mean to let our son--"
He stops mid-sentence and Tim bites back a wince. Dad's in trouble; Tim hasn't seen that look on Mom's face since he told her about his last nanny giving him whiskey to help him sleep when he woke up from bad dreams.
"My son," Mom says very deliberately, "is welcome to express himself however he likes."
Is trying makeup expressing himself? Tim just wants to see if it makes him as pretty as it does Mom.
Either way, that's not a good tone. Tim looks down and concentrates really hard on picking out a lipstick.
"Janet," Dad tries again, weakly. He obviously knows he's in Big Trouble, but for some reason he hasn't apologized yet. Tim tries to psychically tell him to cut his losses and back down, but his telepathy apparently still hasn't kicked in, because Dad says, "It's just that--"
"Do you know what you want to try, sweetheart?" Mom asks, completely ignoring Dad.
Tim looks between his parents, decides to let Dad dig his own grave, and hands Mom the red he settled on.
(If it's the red that most closely resembles the red in Robin's uniform...well, it's not like Mom has any way of knowing that.)
"Excellent choice!" Mom says. She stands up from the vanity and pats her chair. "Take a seat."
Tim does, excited. He's not usually allowed to sit at Mom's vanity.
Lipstick, he learns quickly, feels really weird. He has to sit super still while Mom puts it on him, and it makes his lips feel weirdly heavy, like there's something on them.
Which there is, actually, so...he doesn't know what he was expecting.
Mom hands him a tissue so he can "blot" his lips, just like he's seen her do a million times, and then steps aside so he can see his reflection in the mirror.
"Whoa," Tim says, leaning closer. He makes a few faces, pushing his lips together and out, transfixed by how bright and noticeable they are. It doesn't make him pretty like Mom, but he likes how it looks anyway. "Cool."
Behind him, Dad throws up his hands and leaves the room. He's angry, Tim can tell, but Mom is smiling down at him, so Tim's not worried.
"Do you want to pick eyeshadow next?" she asks.
"Yes, please!"
Prompt #27 was experimentation! Well selected! âĄâĄ
#yasminfic#tim drake#tim drake fic#janet drake#yevezc#prompt response#when was the last time i wrote something that wasn't even vaguely jaytim lmao#but for some reason this was the first thing to come to mind#edited to add a read more because oops did not realize how long this got lol#sorry for taking up so much of your dash
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Can you shed any light on how Santa came to give naughty children coal, when coal used to be a reasonably useful present?? I tried googling it but nothing that came up seemed researched better than folk wisdom, or modern-day people trying to make it make sense.
Considering that the holiday has come to dominate upwards of 1/12 of the cultural calendar every year in much of the world - there has been shockingly little academic research done on the history of Christmas and Christmas traditions. So unfortunately folk wisdom is kind of all we have on this subject.
Coal has long been associated with various cultural figures who fall under the "winter gift-bringer" archetype. The Italian witch-like figure Befana brings coal or ashes to bad children, and the Basque Olentzero was traditionally a charcoal burner by profession. However, as most folk-lore consists mainly of unwritten cultural tradition, it is very difficult to determine exactly when and how these figures developed, and what, if any, influence they had on one another.
(For the duration of this I'm going to dub any item brought by Santa as a punishment as an 'anti-gift' for a lack of a better term. Also, the following information is specific to the continental US, as that's the area I most focus on.)
To begin with - coal, in the anti-gift sense, does not necessarily refer to valuable high-grade anthracite. It could just as easily refer to low-grade industrial coal or even charcoal. It was also given in such small quantities (small enough to fit in a child's sock, as that's what stockings were originally) as to be worth almost nothing, no matter the quality.
I actually tend to agree with what most modern articles written on this subject theorize - which is that coal was just a conveniently located item that every household had. Stockings were traditionally hung on the mantle or around the stove, so the coal scuttle was right there for any disgruntled parents looking to punish their child's misbehavior.
This theory seems to be supported by other anti-gifts I've come across in Dear Santa letters which appear to be overwhelmingly fireplace related - ashes, sticks, sand (commonly used in fire buckets) and once even buffalo chips.
Ashes in particular were a very common anti-gift in much of the US in the late 19th/early 20th century. Though often the belief was that Santa would throw ashes in your eyes if you peek at him, rather than leave them in your stocking for bad behavior.
By far the most common non-fireplace-related anti-gift I come across in Dear Santa letters is switches (as in branches/rods used for corporal punishment). I've only done the scantest of formal documentation on the subject but, just given my general observations, - I'd say that switches were just as common of an anti-gift as coal, if not more so, up until the mid-20th century when corporal punishment/spanking began becoming less culturally acceptable. I have also noted that switches were noticeably more common in the Southern US, where it is not uncommon to see them mentioned in Dear Santa letters well into the 21st century (though my attempts to document any very recent data on this has been somewhat complicated by the introduction of the Nintendo Switch.)
Coal being a relatively useful and valuable item seems to have been a joke for as long as it has been a tradition, and it is not at all uncommon to see adults pointing out that fact - especially during strikes and shortages.

Even in times of scarcity, I suspect most stocking coal ended up right back in the coal bucket, as I can't imagine most children were interesting in keeping it - thus costing the parents (or Santa) absolutely nothing.
Was coal the traditional anti-gift where any of you grew up, or was it something else?
#sorry for the late response#I accidentally put this in my drafts instead of my queue#christmas#traditions#history#coal#dear santa#asks#long post
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Loki and the Deeply Valid Fear of Being a Government-Issued Android Without Knowing It
Imagine living for over a thousand years, committing intergalactic crimes, then one random underpaid TVA clerk with a monotone voice suddenly introduces the possibility that, oh, by the way, what if you were secretly a robot this whole time? And Loki, who has always carried himself with the absolute certainty of a god, pauses. Like. âWait. What if I am?â
He hears that question and immediately does a full mental diagnostic. Have I ever glitched? Ever felt oddly mechanical? Experienced an unusual fondness for oil? Maybe heâs too good at lying. Too good at surviving. What if thatâs just the programming?
The TVA worker just moves on. He doesnât elaborate. no reassurances. theres no safety net. Just the terrifying possibility that he might get instantly vaporized for something completely outside his control.
Id like to note, his hesitation isnât even just some random existential crisis, itâs trauma-informed. This man already lived through the experience of waking up one day and realizing he wasnât who he thought he was.
He grew up thinking he was a prince, a god, Odinâs rightful son, only to find out he was actually a stolen relic of war. A Jotun. A creature heâd been taught to hate.
He thought he knew himself before, and he was wrong. What if heâs wrong again? What if theres something else about himself thats been hidden? If he didnât realize he was a Frost Giant, whats stopping him from not realizing heâs actually some highly advanced synthetic being?
Itâs not just a funny existential gag, itâs a callback to one of the most devastating truths of Lokiâs existence:
He has never really known who he is.
Itâs the muscle memory of having his entire identity ripped out from under him. Itâs the learned fear of asking, What am I, actually?
Because the last time he asked that question, the answer ruined him.
#loki#loki laufeyson#loki mcu#loki odinson#loki series#jotun loki#this scene was just his jotun identity crisis in a different font#loki meta#marvel#loki tv show#loki god of mischief#loki what if I was a robot and just didnt know it laufeyson#loki god of programmed responses??#need marvel to let this man sit down have some tea and process his emotions ONCE PLEASEEE#loki standing there like âwait. what if i am just some little mechanical guyâ#i need the TVA to apologize to him immediately actually#LOKI YOUR CONCERN IS SO VALID AND IâM SO SORRY#lokiâs life is just one long unbroken chain of people withholding critical identity-based information from him#sorry but if i found out i was a frost giant by accident iâd also hesitate before walking into a vaporization chamber#marvel really said âwhat if we made the god of mischief doubt his own existenceâ and called it worldbuilding#loki in that moment is all of us who overthink basic questions until we start questioning reality#loki text post#text post#text
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If W1 and Gabe ever find a truce, would Gabriel get annoyed by W1 talking to itself all the time or would they actually have good conversations between the 2 of them? Would Gabriel ask why the two of them decided to fuse in the first place? Are they even able to speak?? Who does the speaking??
(So many questions sorry!!! đŤ)
Small assortment of low-effort fun doodles where Gabriel actually brings W1 to heaven for you anon!
First of all all of W1's internal dialogue is very much internal. The two brains constantly talk to each other in there silently. So if anything it will be eerily silent, because it'd simply forget to communicate what it's thinking about. VV1 simply has no inherent need to include anyone else in it's conversations with itself.
W1 does have a voice synthesizer and both of them speak. Both are very loose with what the other is allowed to say and I mean VERY. In addition, if they get too excited and try to use the voice synthesizer at the same time it gets super buggy!
As for Gabriel I think he lacks very important context and information about W1 as a whole. He doesn't even know or assume the machine is actually a buy one get one for free kind of deal. I think he'd be a bit..? Weirded out?
Not that he hasn't seen enough horrors, by all means hes desensitized. But Ultrakill's hell is full with quite a few entities that are all about unwillingly sharing a body and using that as torture. W1 enjoying it's predicament is... interesting..? It's curious even! He'd definitely ask it why it is the way it is!
... And many other questions too probably!!!! There's a lot to be curious about with this bug.
#ultrakill#doodles#gabriel ultrakill#w1 ultrakill#w1#gabriel#v1#v2#ask#anonymous#this is kind of a parody of the comic where w1 holds gabriels heart#please do check it out teehee#!! as for how well w1 would answer gabriels questions it also depends#if he manages to keep their attention he might manage to get some interesting info!#what a curious bug#somehow able to appreciate life when it was designed to presumably destroy it#PHEW sorry for the long answer#imagine asking me abt VV1 and getting a short response
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YOO!hey,I really really really really Love your art so much!,they are awesome,I'm a big fan of Godzilla too so I draw this for you and tell me what do you think,and can you let Godzilla react to it too!,I went to know what does he think!(⢠⽠â˘;)(â§â˝âŚ)

monarch shows him fanart on the bigscreen
#IM SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG TO RESPOND U DESERVED A PROPER RESPONSE FROM THE LIZZY#ITS BEAUTIFUL TYSM I CRIIIII#UR TOO KIND BLESS UUUUU I LOVE IT#submitted art#godzilla#kaiju#my art
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Hey. I've been thinking about writing but I'm not sure if I should post stuff I wrote so far. It just seems like others in the fandom I'm in just know so much more about the source material or have better ideas on it
Any advice you have?
Hmm, I also tend to get worried about and bogged down in trying to get details right.
A few times I ended up trying to go back to find that one episode to try and find exactly what that random guardsmenâs name was, and to be honest, I didnât need to
My advice is to do it anyways.
If there is a detail that youâre worried isnât true to the source material, ask yourself- can my story still be enjoyed without it? If the answer is yes, the shopkeeper can remain unnamed and the the exact age of the mc in the flashback can remain vague
As to who has better ideas, thereâs no right answer. Fandom is a community where, similar to a book club, all interpretations are valuable! The better question is- do I enjoy this idea? Does it make me excited to write? Am I having fun?
As a reader, there a fanfictions Iâve read where Iâve not personally agreed with an idea, whether it was a ship, au, character arc, whatever, that didnât stop other people from loving the fic, leaving comments and kudos and having a wonderful time. There have also been fics Iâve read where there were 14 versions of the same idea by different people. Some were less fleshed out than others but that didnât stop me from enjoying all of them!
In summary, the big question is: are you having fun? Will you stop having fun if you post it? If the answer to the first is yes, and the second is no, then youâre all set!
#sorry for the long response lol#I think you should go for it#donât worry about what others are doing#you got this!#ao3#ao3 shenanigans ask#fanfiction#fanfic#fandom#writing
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B.Jr: Mr. Luigi?
Luigi: Yes Junior?
B.Jr: Are you okay?
Luigi, confused: Of course, Iâm okay. What makes you say that?
B.Jr: Well, yesterday, I saw you leaving Daddy's room in the middle of the night after drinking some milk and you were a bit limping⌠and then you facepalm to the floor before my Daddy dragged you back to his room by your ankle. Are you hurt?
Luigi, blush in shock: *sweat heavily* uhhhhhhhhhhhh
B.Jr: Also, what does Daddy mean by âI am not done until you canât move no more.â?
Bowser, pop up out of nowhere, smirking: Oh Jr., Daddy is just playing âwrestlingâ with our guest. Letâs just say, your old man knows how to make a lasting heated impression. But don't worry, Luigi is a tough guy, he can handle anything whatever move I make in our boxing ring. *lean down toward Luigiâs ear* Isnât that right, greenie~?
Luigi, face turning red: Uh, yes, Bowser. Totally.
My favorite thing about this ask is the possible idea that anytime anyone mentions wrestling in front of Jr. now, Jr. (being the kid that he is) is going to mention that Bowser and/or Luigi are "wrestlers."
For example:
*Mario and Luigi explaining to Peach, Bowser, and Bowser Jr. about life in Brooklyn while having dinner*
Mario: *smirks while eating a piece of steak* You know, I used to be a pretty good wrestler back in college.
Peach: *giggles while covering her mouth with her hand* I'm sure you were, sweetheart.
Mario: No, seriously. Out of the 15 people that were in our wrestling team, I was the only senior who made it to the state championship.
Bowser Jr: *takes a sip of his juice* Mr. Luigi is a pretty good wrestler too.
Luigi: *confused* What makes you say that, Jr? I never joined the college wrestling team.
Bowser Jr: Because you wrestled Papa in the middle of the night last month.
*Mario and Peach drop their silverware as they realized what Luigi and Bowser actually did last month. Luigi starts to turn into a blushing mess while Bowser starts to smirk like he's proud of the fact that Mario and Peach now know that he and Luigi are banging.*
#ask nickname#anon ask#luigi#bowser#luigi nintendo#bowser nintendo#bowser jr#super mario#mario#mario nintendo#princess peach#princess peach nintendo#super mario bros#mario x peach#mario x princess peach#bowuigi#bowser x luigi#bowser junior#sorry for taking so long to answer this question anon#I swear I wasn't ignoring you#I had a few different responses to this ask and I couldn't decide on which one I wanted to share
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Trans Sammy and Felix are the best!!!!
YAYY so glad you think so!! :') their transness is very much a part of both of their narratives đ both for some pretty Big reasons and others for sillier ones...
#jane: why do all the beautiful women come from this one countryđłď¸ââ§ď¸#sigh...sammy is horrible at resisting big sad wet eyes...need to draw jane giving her them some time too LOL#inside out au#inside out 2#inside out#inside out sadness#inside out fear#inside out joy#superhero au#nebasks#sketchbook#SORRY for taking really long with asks btwww im. kinda hands full right now. preparing to defend my thesis and such#BUT i appreciate all the asks i WILL get to them!! slowly 𫡠mostly bc i like drawing out something with my responses DHKHF
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It's wild to me that I had heard of the prime Kirk/Spock content in various TOS episodes long before I saw them, but had never heard of what IMO is the shippiest moment of all thus far, in an interestingly O_o goddamn I do not want whatever you two have but you do you?? holy shit though what a moment way.
I'm of course referring to the otherwise rather mid episode "Requiem for Methuselah," in which Kirk has an underwritten love affair with a clueless woman whose various secrets have to be discovered before her inevitable death.
At one point in this relationship, her.......uh, guardian??? sort of???????? had Spock play the piano while she and Kirk waltzed, which (in-story) Spock did perfectly while somehow managing to silently exude even more intensity than usual. After the plot (and her life) were over, we end not with the usual cheerful bit of snark on the bridge that ends most episodes, but with a weary Kirk falling asleep with his head on his arms and Spock hovering not for away. McCoy exposits the last bit of detail and then goes on an unprompted and honestly pretty viciously racist speech about how Spock, unlike Kirk, will never suffer from the joys and travails of love because of his inherent lack of feeling as a Vulcan. The speech is longer than usual and just really mean-spirited as McCoy waxes rhapsodic about all the aspects of passionate true love that Spock will not and cannot experience as a Vulcan before he just leaves.
Spock then turns to look at Kirk, and now just bleeding intensity, takes a few slow, deliberate steps towards the sleeping Kirk, lays his hand against Kirk's cheek and neck, and then very obviously mind melds with the sleeping Kirk while murmuring, "Forget."
Is this healthy respectful behavior that honors Kirk's autonomy? No, obviously. Is it god-tier repressed homoerotic passion between two people who should probably just work their issues out and stop inflicting themselves on anyone else? Yes.
#there are a lot of oddly paced slow physical staging bits in the episode so at first i wasn't sure it was significant that spock is so slow#in his approach to kirk at the end - coming right off the mccoy speech about passionate love it was something else#but i wasn't sure what he was even going to do until he laid his hand against kirk's face and i was just thinking wait WHAT#and then the - wait is he MIND MELDING with SLEEPING KIRK as a response to the accusation that he is racially incapable of passionate love?#and then realized that this episode - in which he admits to one feeling ('envy') culminates in him wiping his rival from kirk's memory#jesus. what the fuck. i'm sorry if i ever thought the kirk/spock fangirls of the last decades were exaggerating#blandly healthy and supportive spirk is out toxic yaoi spirk is in#(also there's a bad episode in which shatner is forced to give a godawful ramble about losing command! i'm losing command!#and kirk is just melting down as he and spock get into an elevator and it's just going up floors as kirk loses his shit#and it would just be unforgivably awful but his fixation on losing authority of his beloved enterprise is stopped by one word from spock#spock literally murmurs 'jim' and kirk just sort of collapses on him and then immediately relaxes and calms down. wild shit)#anghraine babbles#star trek#star trek: the original series#long post#spock#james t kirk#kirk x spock#mccoy critical#i actually love him in most episodes but this was awful and out of nowhere#in terms of the stakes at that point. but the fact that it's this huge rhapsodic speech about the grand passion of LOOOOOVE#not only talking positively but also about the torments of love that spock allegedly can't feel#and it leads /directly/ into spock wiping this woman from kirk's memory????? well. i am not blind to the function it serves. let's say.
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