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shiawasekai · 6 months
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Just thinking a lot in the time after the Crusade ends and Nela's mental health blatantly nosediving with no end in aight. No matter how much people try to help her, it doesn't work. They sometimes succeed in distracting her long enough to get her to act as normal, but that's just a fleeting mirage.
This goes on for months, not even Ember can push through to help her. Each week a bit more withdrawn, each week a bit less energy to fake being fine.
Work is one of the few things to reliably pull her out of her hole for a bit. So as much as everyone wants her to take a break (she obviously needs it), doing it could cause more damage than anything else.
When Samel finally manages to get through to her, it doesn't fix anything. Not immediately. However, it finally gives her the ability to take the help offered to her, yo search comfort in others and, slowly, pour out everything that has been eating her from inside. A full recovery will still take years, but she finally takes the first step out and the downward spiral stops.
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pinkcreamypeach · 2 months
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Teehee Mareach and Luaisy fan children
(Didn't feel like drawing so used picrew for these + why they're POC? Because I made princess peach, Daisy and most of the Mario characters POC for my Au. Gave Daisy a last name too, Daisy Azalea)
1. Peonia Pera L’Albicocca Toadstool (18 years old)
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2. Molise Giacinta Toadstool (11 years old)
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3. Lusia Tuscany Azalea (18 years old)
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Have info for these three if y'all wanna read.
Firstly Peonia
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Peonia, the elder daughter of Mario and Peach, is a strong-willed and independent young lady who is passionate about racing and competes in roller shaking competitions. Despite her sweet demeanor, she can be quite sassy and stubborn, especially when it comes to protecting her cousin and brother. Despite her love for girly things and her admiration of vintage fashion and makeup, Peonia is also an adrenaline junkie and loves high-risk taking. She is a champion roller shaker and often hangs out with a group of friends at her school, some of whom are gyaru girls.Peonia's physique takes after her mother's side of the family, giving her a thicker body structure, and she was bullied for her Italian accent as a child. Despite this, she has embraced her curly hair as well as the tooth gap that she is self-conscious about. She is a fan of horror shows and movies, especially those that involve horror romance and found family storylines. Peonia's favorite dessert is strawberry shortcake, and she enjoys watching magical girl shows in her spare time. She loves to playfully embarrass her siblings, especially her baby brother, and is fiercely protective of them.
Secondly Molise
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Molise, the baby brother of Mario and Peach, is a child.At times, he can be a bit of a brat and wants to take control of situations, leading to him being quite bossy. However, he means well and is genuinely naive and smart even despite his young age. Despite his occasional bratty behavior, he has a kind heart and cares deeply for his family and friends.Molise shares some of his mother's traits, such as his pointy ears, and blonde hair. He's a bit of a neat freak and prefers to wear protective gear whenever he plays outside, so his clothes remain clean and dry. He has a blunt and honest personality. Also prone to being quite clingy and a bit spoiled at times. He also likes to keep himself entertained by watching cartoons and cheesy TV shows from the 90s and early 2000s, and playing card games. However, he's not a fan of horror movies, and in fact, he hates being scared or feeling spooked in any way.He is quite picky and tends to stick to the foods he likes. His favorite snacks include cookies, and he loves sharing Cassata ice-cream cake with his family. He's also not a fan of fart jokes or gross humor, finding them to be immature and childish.
Thirdly Lusia
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Lusia, the only child of Daisy and Luigi, is an avid sports enthusiast and lover of literature. She shares some of her mother's fiery determination but is also known for her nervous nature, something she inherits from her father. Despite being a bit self-conscious about her appearance at times, Lusia finds solace in the fact that she has a sassy cousin in Peonia who helps boost her self-esteem.Lusia is particularly passionate about baseball and archery, two activities that she enjoys thoroughly. Though she loves sports and reading, she can sometimes overwork herself and is guilty of comparing herself to others, especially with respect to her body type. Lusia is a lean and athletic woman, stands 5’8ft tall and wears braces thanks to a childhood habit of eating metal. She has sharp fangs, and also has freckles with light black spots due to acne. Her favorite outfits are sporty ones and hates wearing dull and boring clothes but on weekends she prefers comfort and rides her skateboard while sipping her ice slushie. Lusia strives to live a comfortable and relaxing life, but sometimes she just can't control the urge to be active and adventurous.
@bberetd @maceincognito @house-of-xiii @magnas27 @peaches2217 @awesomewolf27
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heartbeatbookclub · 4 months
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hey just saw your headcanons for high dokis which made me curious if you have any for drunk dokis
sorry if you’ve already covered this btw
*violent coughing* aaAAAND we're back!
I'm gonna try and separate this from my thoughts on them smonking a weed, because while the experience is similar, it's definitely different. And rather than describing the entire experience of getting into it like I did on that one, I'm just gonna start talking about some miscellaneous stuff.
I feel like Natsuki would generally prefer to remain sober due to personal issues with her father, among other things. I feel like she probably had an experimental period with it, only to realize that she was quickly losing control of it, and that scared her more than anything else. Under other circumstances I'd say she's the girl who showed up tipsy to class and had a water bottle full of vodka, but I think she'd be too stubborn for that, especially with a support group like the Literature Club.
This all being said, I think that though she'd like to be the designated driver, she'd probably end up saying "fuck it" and doing a few shots for the fun of it. She loosens up in general when drunk, getting simultaneously cattier and kinder. She kinda just opens up and says whatever's on her mind, which lends itself to a lot of more open discussion about how much the Literature Club really means to her.
She has a tendency to get really giggly, which immediately makes everyone else in the room very giggly, until they're all rolling on the floor about nothing in particular. I feel like she'd get testier while drunk, but be more prone to burst into tears than to start a fight, which is immediately off-putting. Her tolerance is okay, but she is the smallest, so it's not over the top.
Monika's a bit of a curious case. I think she'd generally like to keep her wits about her, but as long as she's with friends and having fun, she doesn't mind having a few drinks to use as a social lubricant. I feel like she'd be quick to try and keep herself under control, but as the night goes on she'd go from "I'm not gonna drink THAT MUCH" to "wait, wait, how many--how many shots was that...?" pretty quickly. Of course, the others help her to make sure she drinks plenty of water too.
She attempts to keep some level of decorum as she drinks, but progressively, that falls apart. Has a tendency to prattle on about subjects she's interested in but has no real moment to talk about. The most common word which falls out of her mouth while drunk is "love", whether it's talking about how much she loves her food, your top, this song, or her friends.
She's usually very embarrassed about the entire thing in the morning (and hungover) but she's still happy to do it. She gets the sense that it brings them all closer together. Her tolerance is decent, but she has trouble noticing when it's starting to hit, so she ends up deeper than she expected.
Sayori enjoys drinking (though she really hates the taste), because it gets everybody to loosen up more, and it gives her a sense of security knowing that everybody's being more honest. And even more so that while everybody's lost a lot of capacity to lie, they're all just closer friends, and all honestly enjoying each other's company. She also finds everybody hilarious and adorable. Ironically, I think she'd probably be the most responsible while smashed.
She'd probably find it really funny how shit her hand eye coordination gets, and try to do a whole bunch of stuff to test how rough it actually is, invariably falling on her ass and laughing. Sayori while drunk is really just Sayori sober but a lot more sluggish and slurred, which makes the things she says sound a lot sillier.
She's the type to drunk text you at 2 AM saying exactly how much she loves you, and how much you mean to her. She feels incredibly embarrassed about it in the morning and gets slightly annoyed at her drunk self for putting her into this situation, but it almost never goes poorly. On the subject she loses any sense of fear talking to strangers while drunk, and just randomly includes others in her conversations with people for the fun of it, which is simultaneously hilarious and embarrassing for everyone else involved.
Sayori is the one person among them who ends up miraculously without a hangover (if she does everything you're supposed to when you drink, which isn't always...she tries to make sure she has a full stomach, at least) and although she has a pretty solid tolerance, she likes to act drunker than she is just for the fun of it.
Yuri likes other people having fun drinking, and doesn't mind getting a little tipsy herself, but knows full well that she's going to do a lot of embarrassing things while drunk, and is thusly very anxious to actually go any deeper than that. This doesn't stop her from occasionally indulging a little more than necessary.
She ends up talking a lot more than normal, though it's more often just little comments and one-liners that you wouldn't expect out of Yuri, which makes them funnier. She ends up pretty fluidly able to explain things that would take her a whole lot longer to actually enunciate while sober. This frustrates her slightly, but over time she's able to work out exactly why it is, and working on letting go a lot of the anxieties holding her back in that sense.
Yuri gets blatantly weirder, but also pretty clearly more affectionate with how she acts around everyone else. Drinking makes her bolder, and though it'll be embarrassing for all of them in the morning, it's pretty clear that Yuri would be a ladykiller if she had that confidence while sober.
Of course, it's all among friends, so it's okay...right?
Yuri ends up with less of a headache and nausea and more of a general sluggishness that pervades her for at least a day afterward. She prefers to avoid it, so doesn't suggest drinking herself. Her tolerance is around the middle, but when it hits, it hits, and she tends to get over it slower.
MC typically gets called when they need a ride to or from some place. He keeps a bottle of vodka handy and is not above daydrinking alone, but the others do frequently invite him to go drinking if they ever go out. Natsuki sometimes gives him shit for ordering girly drinks, but it's all in good fun.
We now return to your regularly scheduled programming.
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twinkleomorashi · 15 days
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Do you have any headcanons about your fic’s characters?
I actually have a whole document of these that has never seen the light of day. Until now. Some of these are canon bc that’s just how writing head canons about ur own characters works ig. Sorry this massively long!!!
I have both normal and omo/ nsfw ones of course!
June
Loves a fruity little drink. Any fruity little drink offered is a win in her books. Also loves diet coke. Hates drinking water.
Hates any sort of bug or animal you would call an exterminator for.
Takes obnoxiously long showers
Really terrible at not getting her way. Will have a tantrum
Youngest sibling if it wasn’t obvious.
Actually a really good cook, but nobody believes her
Possessive. It contributes to the biting / marking kink she has, but she hasn’t made that connection yet (everyone else has)
Favorite flavor of ice cream is cotton candy because Bethany Mota said it was hers in like 2014 so June forced herself to like it and is still convinced she does.
Loves gossip. Has never minded her business ever.
Kind of a klepto if we’re being honest but this is canon
TERRIBLE driver. Assigned passenger princess by others out of fear
August
extremely obvious blusher
sense of humor of a twelve year old boy despite trying to act more mature than she is
subconsciously collects rocks. Her pockets always have some in them that she found throughout the day. She sometimes forgets to take them and they fuck up the dryer.
Cries watching teen soap operas but nobody is allowed to know that
Terrible eyesight without her glasses
Fiddles with her glasses when she’s lying.
Scared of storms
Mommy issues so bad
Doesn’t like the taste of beer, but drinks it anyway because she thinks it makes her look more masc
honestly has terrible internanalized toxic masculinity
favorite band is The Killers
has kept a diary since she was 14
Taj
car smells like car air freshener desperately trying and failing to conceal the smell of weed
art major, makes a living drawing furry porn. Says it’s for the bit. It might not be.
Blood is probably at least 25% energy drink at this point
“Anything for the bit!” (Actively gets herself into Situations)
Terrible at budgeting
loves hot chip and charge her phone
favorite flavor of anything is green apple. Likes the light green monster because she thinks it’s green apple. It’s not.
Loves heights and climbing, is really good at it even though she’s short
sleeps in weird positions, very heavy sleeper
Exclusively wears really stupid graphic t shirts
Her one exception to her lesbianism is shadow the hedgehog and she’s dead serious about it
Massive praise kink.
Isla
Prefers coffee to tea. Has not had tea in two months because she thinks people expect her to drink tea and thus she refuses to.
Self proclaimed frigid bitch (is actually so sweet). Total defense mechanism.
Twirls her hair when she’s nervous.
Loves fruit and veg.
Avid reader, prefers non fiction. Likes to research psychology and human behavior.
High alcohol tolerance, but no where near as high as she thinks it is. “I’m completely sober right now” (is actively stumbling around and giggling)
Squeamish as hell. Can’t handle horror movies or even watch like… wrestling or something.
Psych major who has never once communicated her own feelings honestly ever so uh
Laughs really loud, is embarrassed by it
Struggles to make friends because she’s too self conscious to talk to people.
Was a horse girl as a child. Still is lowkey a horse girl but she’s embarrassed about it and refuses to discuss it.
Terrified of heights
porn specific lol both actual and piss
June
average sized bladder, though it’s on the weaker side
too stubborn to admit to others that she needs to pee until it becomes an emergency
Like won’t admit it until the VERY last second where she’s starting to panic about wetting herself
Squirmyyy, moves her hips a lot
Loves to give hickies. Huge marking kink. Goes along with her possessiveness.
Dominant for self-satisfying reasons. August immediately becomes more dominant if she sees June trying to be, but that’s what June wants from her anyway
August
Not super in-tune with her needs. Forgets to pee and ends up desperate later on as a consequence
Usually can stay pretty composed when desperate, but has her limits. Will admit it with little hesitation.
Instinctively grabs herself when desperate, though often catches and stops herself if people are around
Way more willing to pee in containers or outside than most people are
Has tried to pee standing up many times. It has never once worked. She has never told anyone this.
Loud..
Loveeees to top. Puts others pleasure before her own in every situation. Has to be explicitly guided into putting her own first.
Taj
Veryy vocal most of the time, mostly unashamed
Diuretics effect her pretty bad, despite how many energy drinks she drinks
Bladder’s actually pretty big and strong under normal circumstances. She can hold it for a while if she puts her mind to it and doesn’t give into the temptation to “let some out”.
That being said, she’s not particularly strong-willed most of the time… Easily tempted by the thought of relief and that can override her logic about the consequences of giving in.
Weirdo perv. Massive praise kink. Very obedient and eager to please
Tops from the bottom.
Dangerously close to crossing too many wires in her brain about a certain something..
Isla
Embarrassed at the mere idea of someone knowing she has to pee
Will not say a goddamn word if she’s desperate
Will literally be pleading for help but doing in roundabout ways that very rarely directly mentions the problem at hand
Huge bladder, but it tends to be weak and sore for a few days if she loses control of it
Secretly a huge pervert, but will barely even admit that to herself
Once she gets the chance to be one though??? Lord..
Soft but firm domme
Bottoms from the top
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ylge · 1 year
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Haha it's a bit embarrassing but I've decided I want to introduce my only ToG OCs and they are KhunBam's children
Meet Arlene and Vi, everyone!!!
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So in my HC, Khun was the one carrying them. Because when they decided they want kids, they were still at war. Khun couldn't risk Bam, who was always in the frontline, to carry their children so he offered to do it.
They couldn't wait to settle down first, if wars were constantly happening.
Of course they had discussed it, about the risk of having babies and how could they raise them in the middle of war.
Well they could settle tho, finally. The situation had become more peaceful, and they could raise their kids, also, in peace.
And about the pregnancy, I don't like to think too much about it so let's just say the workshop had something to do with it.
They didn't expect twins at first. They were enough with just one child because male pregnancy was already risky. But when they checked it to the doctor, she went "opps, yeah there's two fetuses in there, congratulations sirs! You two will have twins!"
So yeah, it scared them a bit, Bam especially, because that meant the risk was doubled. But Khun reassured him (like he always did) everything would be okay, he would be alright. And he was right, everything went well despite the hard times they were in.
About Vi / V
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She's the older twin. From outside she looked a lot like Aguero (but with brown hair), but her personality resembles Bam. She's brave, honest (too honest), and stubborn. She's also fiercely protective of her sister.
Her intial position is wave controller. She also learns martial arts from Bam (they often spar), and inherited spearbearer skills from Aguero (being a Khun herself).
She's kind, but her tongue sometimes is too sharp with words.
Bonus funfact: Vi is a KhunBam slanderer, she would gag when she saw her parents being lovey dovey all the time (but she secretly always wish for their happiness)
About Arlene
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She's the witty one between the two, the one who can keep up with her dad (Aguero). She smiles a lot and people often said that she looked a lot like Bam, but don't get fooled by those innocent smiles.
She's still a Khun. Arlene will use those puppy eyes to manipulate everyone into her favour. Aguero was her first victim (and she never fails to manipulate him since she was a toddler).
Meanwhile Bam is, surprisingly, immune to those big golden eyes (maybe because he also has big golden eyes).
Arlene's position is lightbearer, but it's not because she can't fight. She just doesn't like using physical power, it's more like Vi's job.
That's it I think, thank you for coming to my tedtalk
A bit more about them here
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monkeywiki · 2 months
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No I'm sorry, but same for me too. The fact is that we're stuck as a two-party system until we get a voting overhaul, because "majority wins" means that the person the most people can agree upon will take ALL of the votes regardless of anyone else's votes.
As much as I despise the current candidates, the fact is that Trump has a guaranteed 30% of the vote. If any of the non-Trump candidates dip below 30%, he wins. You've seen what he's like; do you really think we'll have the opportunity to have another fair election after this?
We all have better candidates than Biden in mind, but he's the figurehead of the anti-Trump movement by virtue of "20-25% of people always vote for the incumbent, and every other non-Republican is voting for Biden to stop Trump". If you think you can honestly get 40% of people to agree on a single third-party candidate and beat out both Trump AND Biden then I'm all ears, but let's be honest, it's just not happening this close to the election.
However, this is NOT the way it always has to be. We - the people who hate this situation as much or more than you do - are working on getting Ranked Choice voting on our state ballots so we can get out of this shit system and actually succeed in getting a third-party candidate in office. You should join us in doing that so we can actually make it happen!
We all hate the situation we've been put into, but we have to use our control tactfully. Splitting up the anti-trump voting bloc is how he wins, period. It's how he won in 2016 and it's how he'll win again if we don't band together and stop him.
im just really scared that biden's not an appealing candidate strategically and that he'd be better off stepping down and letting at least kamala of all people take his place. i swear that'd up their chance of winning by at least 30%, but his stubbornness and refusing to step down, + top democrats begging for him to do it, whatever the 'super friends' were visiting him to tell him to step down, + calling his own vice president 'donald trump' and the ukrainian president 'putin'... it's just... not looking good.
now i'm really excited to tell you that claudiakarina2024 is getting petitions done with thousands upon thousands of people per state almost every other day, i'm hearing about new states that are now entering vote-able state, which to me stands out significantly because its happening so fast.
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what stands out to me, is that she's out there on the ground, she's speaking at protests, she's talking to everyone, she is not afraid to talk to anyone and listen to every day people-- while biden is claiming he's done more than any other president, she's not bragging, she's working.
now, what stands out to me, as someone who grew up a democrat and has become a skeptic, is that i'm seeing real immense growth in this campaign in real time-- faster than i've been able to keep up with. they talk about project 2024. they talk about palestine. they talk about the working class. they talk about a LOT
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the truth is they've already reached 20 states this early in their campaign, and they're still working tirelessly-- without corporate funding, to spread the word-- and the reason it works, is because we're all tired. and there's a LOT of us.
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just listen to her speaking voice! do not give into the defeatism the two party system sells you! listen to these people who are working their ass off for something we believe in and building a ground roots movement with un-matchable momentum for the working class, take a look around you and your fellow people who believe in the same as you and hear what's being said right now!
what we're not seeing is her on mainstream television, BECAUSE of what she stands for, what she advocates for is an enemy of the corporate state, and it's up to us to learn, listen and boost her messaging so we can reach everyone. it truly is possible, you have to take the first step and listen, and speak up!
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scullysflannel · 1 year
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Just watched Elegy, great episode..the conversation at the end is brilliant in its restraint as always but I can't help but be a little angry at mulder here, not just in his hypocrisy (he's literally lying about the ova in that moment) but I can't help but think of Paper Hearts and how very present she was there for him and yet here, she is in her car crying alone, has to be one of the most upsetting moments for me so far..obviously scullys isolation is more her fault than anyone's but she deserved a kinder response here..sorry for the rant lol
what is the kind response in this situation? maybe calling her out is a type of kindness too, even if it's hypocritical. my default position when Mulder isn't as attentive to Scully as he could be is that it's a sign of respect for her. it's misguided, but he means well. he wants to let her have her pride. what I love about the Mulder and Scully story in Elegy (I'm ignoring the case) is that they're both still clinging to their usual coping mechanisms — Scully to her stubborn independence and Mulder to not prying — but they're breaking down. Scully is putting herself (and Mulder) at risk by not telling him what she saw, and Mulder is leaving her to fall apart on her own because he can't figure out when she needs him. obviously I hope he's at her door to apologize five minutes after she gets home. but I think being honest with her is a sign of respect too, because he's admitting that dancing around the issues isn't working. it rules that their big conversation about how they need to have an honest conversation is so restrained that they're still sort of dancing around it, and the fact that Mulder can't even admit what he's actively hiding from her is rich, but the feelings are raw enough to get the point across. they're both so scared. nothing else matters to him. he needs her to know that she shouldn't just tell him what she thinks he wants to hear, and ultimately I think Scully gets more out of hearing that than she would out of some blanket display of sympathy. but again I hope he's making her tea by the end of the night.
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cerisia76 · 10 months
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💅, 💖, 💔 and 🔮 for the Barbie ask game
Let's go!
💅Unpopular Barbie movie opinion: I have quite a lot to be honest but I will go on and say The Barbie movie 2023 was absolutely disrespectful of Barbie movies fans. It's the kind of movie that could have been done with any doll brand and chose to completely ignore Barbie and Ken's character, making their Ken an insult to the Ken we've seen on screen during our whole childhood. The real Ken is a kind-hearted person, who lives to be with Barbie yes, but who also has his own personality and dreams and who is happy to be a trophy-husband. The writers of this movie definitly never watched a Barbie movie or Barbie Life in the Dreamhouse. Also the fans of this movie become crazy when I say this point. Their favourite argument is "But Ken isn't real, don't talk about him as if he was alive or your lover" just because I said "Ryan Gosling's Ken isn't the Ken I know and love". I mean, this movie was the biggest disappointment I had in 2023. Also Princess and the Pauper is overrated (doesn't mean it's bad either don't worry it's amazing) and I don't get why it's considered the best Barbie movie. Top 5 or top 3? Easily but the best and if you disagree you're wrong or refusing to see the truth? Nah sorry.
💖 I'm gonna give three. My favourite character of all times, my favourite character played by Barbie and my favourite male character. If you've been following me for a long time you probably already know these three characters. Let's start with my guy:
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Dominick is basically the reason why i always have too high standards. He's the guy who just wanted to find a girl who'd love him for his personality rather than his position and who was ready to do everything he could for it to happen. He's the guy who felt in love with a girl and when he realized she wasn't the person he thought she was, still took the time to discover by himself if she was that girl he had felt in love with. When he realized it, he proposed and when she refused because she wanted to go live her dream, he let her go without hesitation and was ready to wait his whole life for her to return without any certitude that she'd come back. All of this because her happiness was more important for him than his own. This is pure love and that's why I love him so much.
My favourite Barbie character is also an easy bet:
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Corinne is the person I'd like to be. The nice girl who always tries her best and who's got enough self-esteem to never let anyone tell her what she can and can't do. She's a badass, she's funny, she's iconic and she's sweet. She is an amazing person but she's also really human because she has flaws. She's stubborn and goes into adventure and danger without thinking twice, never having a plan B, she's terribly clumsy sometimes and that makes her a full character because we can see how these flaws impact her in the movie.
And no surprise again, my favourite Barbie character has always been and will always be:
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Alexa from Barbie and the Diamond Castle. She's the character i always related to the most. She's a good person who wants to do what's good but she's also realistic and doesn't want to die or to put herself and the people she loves in danger. She follows her emotions, sometimes too much and it can cause her trouble but at the same time it's her biggest quality. She's a beautiful soul who is put in a situation where she can't be the hero because she cares too much about her life and we needed her in the movie. Liana's "I'm always doing the right thing and being the perfect protagonist" attitude would have made the movie insufferable if it hadn't been opposed to Alexa's "I know you want to do the right thing and I want to do it too but not if it means losing my life" attitude. Like they were necessary to each other but Alexa stands out because she's the more realistic one. She's scared to be left behind when she sees her bestfriend girlfriend starting to put another girl as her priority. Is it stupid jealousy? Yes but it's due to insecurity and a terribly precure situation where you have to remember her house got burned because of this other woman. A woman she also really cares about and like but can't help feeling jealous of. Alexa is that character who's so much more than what it seems and I love her with all my heart.
💔: Okay I know some people will find it strange considering Chelsea the lost birthday exists but it's Barbie Princess Power. The reason is easy: I never watched Chelsea the lost birthday and don't plan to. While I had to suffer the watch of Barbie Princess Power three times in my life because my youngest brother kinda liked it. I just find it so bland, annoying, badly colored and just overall uninteresting that I can't stand it. And yes I think there are other movies that are worse but at least I can watch them without being so annoyed and irritated by my watching. Like really I want to jump out of the window when I watch this horrifying piece of fluo colors. Don't worry I'm watching Barbie movies on the ground floor.
🔮: That's a hard one to be honest... But I would really like to see an adaptation of Snow White and Rose Red. Like this fairytale was one of those I was reading again and again in my childhood. I would love to see Barbie play Snow White and Barbie (Brooklyn) or Teresa play Rose Red. They don't have to be sisters but I'd like the story to follow the same path with the bear being a prince, Snow White falling in love with him and marrying him but at the same time I want to see Rose Red meet the prince's cousin, a girl, and progressively fall in love with her. I would like the dwarf being really mean and actually causing trouble and the girls seeing it, still try to help him because they are nice but then, realize not everyone deserves the kindness you give them. The bear/prince deserved it because in return he was nice, polite and a good person. The dwarf doesn't because he's mean, cruel and wouldn't have hesitated to kill the girls if it meant he would be safe. That would be a good call-back to the movies we've had in the 2000s but also include some themes we talk about more in today's world.
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xxxdizzy19 · 7 months
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𝕲𝖔𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝕽𝖊𝖉 Big post about my sarentu oc
With release of 1.03 update I decided to start a new game and came up with a final design of my ikran and my sarentu boy, at last (you can't even imagine how many times I changed their appearance). Anyway, Zandar is still Zandar. He's the only character I feel comfortable with, his face type, etc. Ikran is final as well (red is my favourite). Now we are truly bonded, lol I beat the game at least 2 times and Pandora still won't let me go. The world is so beautiful I can't. I'm sure many of you will understand. By this point I had already thought of Zandar's personality. I want to share with you my thoughts about his personal characteristics and his relationship with other Sarentu kids. I'll use some old screenshots you might have already seen !!! WARNING, big amount of text and some SPOILERS for those who haven't played yet !!! 𝙼𝚎𝚎𝚝 𝙵𝚞𝚛𝚢 𝚉𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚛'𝚜 𝚒𝚔𝚛𝚊𝚗
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𝚉𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚛, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚛 My imagination is so sad to be honest, yet I wanted to add a little bit of personality to my boy instead of sending the same endless screenshots. I really love to read about others original characters tho and it is inspiring. Zandar feels so ordinary compared to them. The only thing I can say about him in general is that I imagine him not being that shy and unconfident in his behaviour like the main hero of the story sometimes, and he's not that diplomatic and kind as them too. Less patient, more impulsive in his actions, but he's honest, a straightforward person.
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Nah, Zandar is not some kind of "badass guy". He's simple, maybe not that much mysterious and interesting for someone, and I like it this way. Somewhere deep inside he's just as hurt as Nor is, but he's much better in hiding it and instead of pouting Zandar prefers to act. Peaceful Sarentu ways of solving problems it is something Zandar does not understand yet.
𝚉𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚁𝚒'𝚗𝚎𝚕𝚊 tandem of brute strength and elegance
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Ri'nela is his mental safe harbour. In their chatter he finds comfort. He admires her wisdom, optimism and hope for the future of the Sarentu clan. He believes in her, trusts her, and wants her to become a tsahik one day. Therefore, he provides her mental support, shares the burden of leading people, offers any help that she may need, though she never asks, being stubborn and proud in her own way. Zandar even started to think that perhaps he has developed romantic feelings for Ri'nela after all, yet even the single thought about that itself is already enough to scare him away. He believes that Ri'nela is too good and kind for such hardened person like him. She's such a pure soul in his eyes. Zan is not even sure if his feelings can be mutual, because Ri'nela has always been soft with him, so the poor guy doesn't want to bother her. The irony of the situation is that he has no fear of battle, but is afraid to show what's going on in his own heart. He doesn't have the right words and has a hard time imagining himself in any kind of relationship to be honest. This is why Zandar understands Anqa's feelings so well and gladly helped her with Priya.
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𝚉𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚂𝚘'𝚕𝚎𝚔 RDA's nemesis
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Growing up among humans, Zandar quickly realized that RDA understand only language of power. No peace with those who want to take your home and kill Pandora's wildlife for fun and trophies. Ahari's death made Zandar even more ferocious and extremely cruel, especially towards RDA. No surprises here. He does not remember his own father, but he found shadow of him in So'lek. Almost every day they hunt down RDA soldiers together, including those who were involved in extinction of So'lek's clan. Young boy loves to listen stories of an older warrior about his journey, sitting by the campfire and drinking zangke. He is on the same level of thinking as So'lek, so they both agree on a lot of things.
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𝚉𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚃𝚎𝚢𝚕𝚊𝚗 older, younger
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One of those things, for example, is Teylan's inner desire to please humans, especially Mercer. After everything they have witnessed at TAP, Teylan's "obedient dog" behaviour made Zandar sick. RDA humans understand only language of power. Still, he loves Teylan like his own brother and after Mercer's defeat he tries his best to help him feel more na'vi, to find his own way among their people using the example of Kametire, but sometimes he's too harsh with Teylan. Anufi and Okul help them a lot. And under Solek's small guidance, Zandar teaches Teylan to hunt and fight. When Teylan is ready (and if he wants to do it), Zandar will help him to make a bond with his own ikran among those who flies Clouded Forest skies.
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𝚉𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙽𝚘𝚛 the lost one
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Common grief unites injured souls. Zandar, his sister Ahari and Nor were always very close, because they had the same thoughts about human "culture and civilization". After Ahari's death Nor and Zan became even closer friends. Boys shared a deep respect for each other and stronger than ever before, they were both determined that they should not let RDA erase their na'vi identity and destroy their home.
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Not a single day goes by without Zandar thinking about Nor. He misses him and often wonders where he could have gone. Zandar decided that when things at headquarters were more or less sattled he would go on a journey to find his best friend.
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Zandar is very protective of their little Sarentu family. The bond these kids share is the only weakness he has, but in the same time it is his biggest strength. So he'll keep fighting for all of them, for their future. In the name of Ahari and mother, Kataru. For the only home he has, for Pandora.
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demcnsinmymind · 10 months
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@badassxbirdy sent : [ savior ] in order to save receiver's life, sender uses their powers - but reversed, because this being the way Ty finds out The Boy has powers is too much drama for me to resist. 👀 | PROMPTS FOR SUPER POWERS / ABILITIES
It's the first time where it truly feels like things are almost normal again. Sitting in a diner in a quiet little town during the day, actually enjoying a meal and his surroundings for what they are. Peaceful. With ordinary people all around them, in an ordinary place. And isn't it funny. How very much he was against it at first, voicing his doubts that any of this is a good idea, considering his situation.
But of course. The woman before him is none other than Tyler. Just as stubborn as him but with such positivity and bubbliness to it that there really never was a way for him to say no. He still likes to tell himself that it's just because she's from before. But the truth is that he honestly, deeply, and unconditionally trusts her, sees so much in her that he does not want to disappoint or destroy. So here they are, in a diner, eating, and wouldn't you know it - there's a smile on his face. Unfiltered and honest. And they're having fun, talking about ordinary, silly things as if nothing's ever happened to either of them. But of course. This is them. And something like this never seems to last for them.
Because then it happens.
Reality calling, of course it does, and it hits him way harder this time because this is about her . Not him. Look on her face changing so rapidly, joy wiped right off of it in an instant. Replaced with a mixture of so many things he's way too familiar with. Fear. Disbelief. Anger. Fury.
Lance turns around to try and catch glimpse of what she's seeing, though the truth is that he doesn't even need to see. He can feel it. A presence. Having just stepped inside the place, making the hairs on the back of his neck stand right up, activating the thing inside him the millisecond it notices it too. Heavy. Power. Dark. Evil. Twisted. And and overwhelming sense of impending doom. Familiar in a way as it coincides with his hitchhiker's preference for chaos and mischief.
When Lance's body is properly turned around, he's face to face with a man, though he knows that this guy is so much more. Something that scares his friend, ruins a moment of peacefulness and normalcy. As usual, Aza/thoth is more than eager to take the upper hand, protect, lash out, defend territory, but the problem really is that Lance cannot get that image out of his mind right now. The way the look on Tyler's face changed so severely, seeing her scared. Like they'd been.
He swore to himself. Never again. Fucking never again. Would he let any of his friends be scared like this. Sure enough. Mostly, his plan had been all about avoiding it by having no friends whatsoever, keeping his distance. But that's just the thing. Too late for that. She is his friend, and the way this dude can waltz right in here and destroy her moment of peace, have the audacity to talk about him too, ignoring him, using him as a means to scare her more with the prospect of getting him caught in the crossfire of whatever it is that he wants from her....fucking no. This is the one thing Aza/thoth is not allowed to take the stage for. Because this isn't about him - this is about her. His friend, not its friend or him at all.
The dude's mid sentence through a speech which, honestly, Lance doesn't even know nor care what it's about when it happens.Time. Stuck in one single second all around them. A ripple of the entrance door opening over and over again almost rhythmically, doorbell ringing every single time to signal a new costumer who's always the same. A young couple fresh from the road, bright smiles on their faces, eyes fixed on the menu above the waiter who's mid pour, stream of coffee half suspended in the air, only ever touching the mug's bottom only to zip right back up again, looping over and over again. Making each and every one of the people stuck in that one second, pocketed and safe, utterly unaware of what happens in the meantime.
A knife. Hovering mid air, the blade an inch away from the guy's throat. A warning to not dare take one step closer to the woman of his interest. Tyler - still seated right across from him and not at all affected by their looped surroundings.
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"She doesn't want you here. No one does" is all he says, eyes drilling into the side of the stranger's face.
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strawbrryrush · 1 year
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(´,,•ω•,,)♡ event 15 plotting call! i'll probably pause all current events for this event- just for my sanity ! so this doubles as a starter call as well! below u can find out what all my muses will be up to- and also u can plot and request a starter for them!
elena gilbert- this isn't her first rodeo- well.. maybe one that she can remember, given her current not remembering status.. she's stressed- but will do her best to stay vigilant! she will help people- and maybe her finding someone unalived will be beautiful character development idk.. (0/5)
eric northman-too old for this shit, jk jk but he won't be taking anything too lightly.. he has people he cares for here, for example faye, irina, he doesn't want them getting in harm's way.. but he may be entertained??especially if he's accused (0/5)
genya safin- she's one hell of a warrior- she'll be frightened of course but she knows combat and how to fight. she'll be worried for david most of all, and will do her best to stick by them. (0/5)
hannah washington - scared out of her mind, she doesn't like these type of situations.. i can see her anxiety at an all time high- she's doing her best to hide.. please someone protect her, she's frightened..- but also worried highly about her siblings and her best friend kiyi (0/5)
homura akemi - OH SHE'S READY, she's in combat mode.. she has one person in mind she wants to protect- and one person only, madoka kaname. who is she if she isn't protecting the love of her life?? lets be honest, but also she'll help protect others if needed- and be suspicious of everyone. (0/5)
jesse pinkman- THEY CANT KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH THIS! -no but he'll be stressed, he has ptsd from everything that has occured in his life.. but if anything jesse knows how to do- it's to fight.. he'll be carrying a gun, and be prepared.. or as prepared as he can be, and he'll be keeping a look out for allison! (0/5)
jinx- THRIVES ON THE CHAOS, pls let's be real she probably assumes the doing is stu and his friend.. which.. idk why she's with him if she thinks that but anyways she doesnt have logic- but as soon as it starts getting too real.. she may start losing it a little bit, and will be amused if anyone accuses her.. (0/5)
lettie hatter- scared, concerned for her siblings, calcifer, josh- and i guess howl too.. jk we love howl, she'll be doing her best to find out whoever it is.. and get her investigative skills on, but also pls protect this angel. (0/5)
nami- she's so sick of finding herself in these types of situations, she's cowardly.. will be hiding behind anyone who will allow, but also she has some good ranged combat.. so if push comes to shove and she needs to defend herself or someone else- she will.. (0/5)
richard gecko- he's been through his fair share of bs, he'll be concerned for seth and aerith- more aerith.. given seth and him have been through the bs together, he'll be putting on his detective gear.. and probably joke it's seth just to get on his nerves, and get offended if accused.. (0/5)
ashley graham- LEON, bestie where are you?? she's scared, not this again.. she's doing her best at hiding when it matters, and not making any enemies.. but also she can handle herself pretty well, just still would prefer some help.(0/5)
draculaura - look she may be immortal, but this is scary. she'll probably transform into her bat form just to get away- but also she'll be hiding behind people.. she can fight, but would prefer not to. (0/5)
belle - she's smart, she's pulling out that detective cap and doing her best research.. she's afraid, but won't admit it.. she'll go through this with a stubborn- tough look on her face; nobody will make her afraid. (0/5)
tifa lockhart- protecting people she cares about, she's the mom friend.. she doesn't want anyone getting hurt, watching out for aerith, satana, and seth.. (0/5)
march 7th- she's ready; maybe the ice powers she unaware of will come out while afraid and being defensive.. they'll try to laugh fear in the face- but also someone make sure they don't get into too much trouble. (0/5)
hitori gotoh- frightened, scared, not having it.. i mean it when i say pls someone protect and befriend her. or else she'll just hide under her bed or in a garbage can; she doesn't want to confront anyone-let alone a possible killer.. just.. idk how far she'll get, pls help. (0/5)
lip gallagher- part of him thinks this is a big joke, but he'll be ready with his own makeshift weapons if needed. he'll be looking out for his family; and just trying to piece together who could be sus. (0/5)
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Cassandra Gainey is based on Cassandra from Rapunzel’s Tangled Adventure. She is a 39 year old human, bodyguard, and uses she/her pronouns. She has no powers. Cassandra is portrayed by Gemma Chan.
APPEARANCE
Face claim: Gemma Chan
Sexuality: Lesbian
Height: 5'7"
Eye colour: Brown
Hair colour: Black
Piercings: None
Tattoos: None
PERSONALITY
Positive Traits: Fiercely loyal, independent, reliable, hard working, ambitious, resourceful, honest, protective
Negative Traits: Mistrustful, stand-offish, pessimistic, sarcastic, short tempered, competitive, stubborn, resentful
Likes: Firelight, rainy days, the smell of smoke, sparring, birds, the first days of autumn, bees, folklore, romance novels (don’t mention that if you don’t want a fight), art galleries
Dislikes: Lullabies, taxidermy, humidity, people who chew with their mouths open, tapping, excessive PDA, being ignored, Evermore
Phobias: Isn’t scared of anything (please pay no attention to the crippling abandonment issues behind the curtain)
Hobbies: Sparring, ‘hiking’ (read, obsessively testing the boarders of town), horse riding, working out, exploring
Aesthetic: The reflection of the moon on still water, neat whisky, a campfire crackling, seeing your breath on a cold morning, the screech of a bird of prey, sour apples, fabric beginning to pill with age, the ache in your muscles after a workout, the sting of alcohol on a fresh cut
HEADCANONS
🦉 Adores her father. A lot of her memories of home can be hazy, but she clings to what she does remember of him, and still writes him letters, even though she doesn’t know if they’re actually reaching him. She doesn’t want him to worry about her, even if she’s worrying about him.
🦉 Regularly spends her free time at the Evermore museum and gallery. She’s never been particularly into art, but wandering around the gallery reminds her of home in a way she can’t always place.
🦉 Her father did attempt to shield Cassandra from what her mother had done, but she was a smart kid, and worked out pretty quickly. After that, she used to daydream about being the one to bring the lost princess (and her mother) home. It was her favourite game as a kid, and was a motivator in her early training as she became more serious about the idea. While of course she’s happy Rapunzel is home, she’s never quite gotten over the fact that she was beaten to the punch by accident after how many years she put into training and searching.
🦉 Owns a couple of knives, and usually has one with her, just in case. She can’t exactly keep her sword with her, but being unarmed entirely feels like too much of a vulnerability, even if they are seemingly safer here— Cassandra doesn’t trust it.
🦉 Misses Owl more than she’ll admit. She trusts her dad to look after him while she’s away, but she still worries. After it became parent they were stuck, she considered trying to adopt a bird in town, but it didn’t feel right, in the end. She does have a grown collection of little owl ornaments and such, some of them she’s bought herself, and some she’s collected.
🦉 Had a slight crush on Rapunzel when they first met. It was obvious it was going nowhere and she’s past it now, but it definitely happened.
🦉 During the celebrations for Rapunzel’s return she snuck back to her old house to try and work some of her feelings out about the whole situation. It didn’t help as much as she’d hoped, but she buried most of what was left of the music box to try and put that whole part of her life to rest, and because part of her felt like she owed her mother some kind of a grave, even if there hadn’t been anything left of her. Being as mourning the kidnapper is a bad look, Cassandra’s father covered for her absence by saying she’d been sick during the celebrations, and she still sticks with that lie when the event comes up.
🦉 Even after all of her training, Cassandra is still a pretty mediocre shot with ranged weapons outside of static targets, so she’d rather stick with what she knows she’s good at and force wherever she’s up against info 1:1 fights. Now she’s having to rely more on her fists than her blades, she’s started training regularly at Uppercut.
🦉She’s a fairly regular visitor to the rage cage too, though she prefers to keep it quiet— she’s making an active effort to keep her temper in check, and that’s much more easily accomplished if she can go let off steam once a month or so.
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espectres · 9 months
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@nulltune sent:
[ food ] sender brings receiver their favorite dish to cheer them up
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CERAMIC PLATE HELD FIRMLY IN HIS GRIP, the lower surface still hot and seething against his freezing fingers, a strange comfort, but a welcomed one. The spoon in his grips clacks quietly, the savory smell wafting gracefully into his senses and bringing forth his long suppressed sense of hunger. He didn't know he was this hungry before his stomach would grumble and twist painfully, but Hakuno-san knew, apparently. And he certainly didn't know she could cook, skillfully at that, too, given the great aroma of spices and warm steam of rice from this serving of curry. 
Young eyes travel, slow and slightly disoriented glances. The meal on his lap carefully prepared for no one but himself. He still remembers their conversation, mundane useless banter about little important things, things that didn't really matter given the severity of the situation, of what they've been through, the tension in the air, the adrenal ready to viscerally spike into his blood at any given instance, always expectant of danger & threats that might befall him & his companion. 
But his opinion on such things was proved wrong with time, by his own considerations and the girl's memory, the simple choices she made to brighten the end of a long day. And he looks up and finds kind eyes offering him an encouraging look. She was hard to read, but honest and true, he liked being by her side, and it was quite fun at times, the way their mutual bluntness would often clash- he liked that, having someone to go back and forth with, someone who wouldn't take his openness for hostility- and that mattered too, despite trying to convince himself that he doesn't really care. 
His eyes sting dangerously, and warmth blossoms as he bites on a spoonful of deliciousness. He utters quick thanks, a vague sense of embarrassment painting his cheecks a stubborn bright red. He blames the sting in his eyes on the spice of his food, too scared to consider the emotions and dreaded nostalgia. 
" My pops would travel a lot ... "  He had told the little story earlier, something for the sake of lighting a mood, something to share a laugh. He'd told her how the staff in his home had no choice but to follow the words of a nine years old as they were told, and how he got to pick his single favorite dinner every night for a couple weeks. The same damn thing over and over just because he liked it, and his father wasn't around to say something about it. 
It was all good and dandy, until the child ended up in the hospital, quite comical, if you ask Shou.
His food goes finished in savory bites second servings. Warmed in his core and comfortable in his private space, Shou turns into another task, a paper in a sketchbook that has been hidden beneath his pillow, shy from the eyes of its rightful witness-  and colorful crayons from the depth of his backpack. He works on the piece quitely through the night, his sleeping schedule thrown to the back of his mind without care, it has never been a concern anyways. 
Besides, he doesn't have time, he reminds himself when getting the finer last details of colors and shades done. It's an experiment more than anything, not that he was unfamiliar with the delicate strokes of nature and the pastel colors of petals, but creating something for someone else was beyond unnerving. He can only hope she would like it, yet he can't find it in himself to stay and see her reaction. He wishes it was the nervousness alone, but he wasn't that much of a coward. 
Bad things seem to trail behind him like a stray dog which has gotten attached, how can he risk dragging anyone else into his never-ending problems ? Not now. Not yet. And his stubborn sense of independence takes over, he promises to take care of things, maybe then it would all be a lot more easier.
He leaves that night, a couple hours before dawn, not a trace behind but a piece of art, a bouquet of flowers traced by careful pencil lines and colored by soft crayons, wrapped up in too many ribbons, joyful pink tulips and elegant white roses and proud creamy angel's trumpets, surrounded by the smaller bunches of white yarrows and night scented phlox and forget-me-nots. Something for his friend, the best he can do.
He hurries along the empty streets towards a well known fate, ready to become lost and unknown and a simple stranger in the crowds, at least until he's found again by the eyes of his pursuers. The warmth of the encounter remains with him, helping him fight the relentless cold of both the weather and the empty house he'd be taken back to. 
A signature can be seen in the corner of the floral portrait, along a big text in the teens horrible handwriting. " Until next time. " It reads casually. 
" Until next time. " Shou hopes.
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kingrosalani · 7 months
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I'll miss you forever mommy.
TW FOR GRIEF, DEATH, LOSING A PARENT, DYING.
A lot of times when people pass, people that knew them always say “I just wish I held onto them closer.” or “I wish I was nicer” “I wish I told them” this and that and a lot of wishes.
As someone that was quite the opposite with my loved one, my mother, I’m going to tell you the grief you feel does not change whether you held onto them tightly or not enough. Nothing can make this grief easier.
I held onto my mother’s hand and she held onto mine. She was my number one and she always told me I was hers. Unconditional love and support without a doubt. She defended me, she understood me to the core, she let me ramble, she let me get mad, she let me cry, she loved me through and through no matter what. Some people thought I was too close to her, but I’m so, so thankful I was unbelievably close to her. 
In December, we had a conversation after she was turned away from heart surgery. I made the mistake in googling heart failure and ended up in a few hours of spiraling anxiety over the fact I may lose my mom someday. We were open and honest with each other, so I went into her room and cried to her about this.
She held me as tight as she could, her arms shook and she told me “Well.. if I only have 5 years left, let these be the best 5 years we can have together”. 
I asked her how she felt about the possibility of dying from heart failure. She told me that grandma always said “when it’s your time, it’s your time” in the most calm voice. I think she knew how rough her situation was. My mother tried so hard to fight and to live every day, but heart failure didn’t just take a toll on her heart, but her lungs, muscles, eyes, diabetes, kidneys and so much more combined into the factor. 
I know it’s because I’m young and very stubborn, but I told her I’d be her coach and a cheerleader for her recovery. I would annoy her daily about her appointments, calling people for things, when her appointments are, when I’d need to take work off, picking up her meds, etc etc. I knew I had the strength she needed to keep going.
But like my grandmother said, when it is your time, it is your time. My mother was tired and in pain. It was very hard for her to breath and just walk around even just in the house. 
I’d make her lift little 3 pound weights or drive her to the store so she can walk around. 
One her last day, I took her out for lunch at Vibrant Coffeehouse because I recently went there and enjoyed it a lot. I thought she’d like it too and I wanted to treat her on my payday. 
I took a picture of her, like I always do. And we joked about how pale she is now. She couldn’t believe how “haole” she was looking (in her words). We even joked that she looked dead. 
Unfortunately 10 hours later, she would be. In front of me. In our home after I spent what felt like hours but was really minutes performing CPR on her just 5 minutes after her, her friends and my father went out to El Maya to hangout. She was gone.
I always knew deep down this was the possibility, but you never want it to come true. I tried to pull away from her the past 2 months, stay busy with myself, my music, my business, my internship, making sure she was on top of things but also allowing her to just be and just rest. I tried learning to cook some meals, I paid attention to her paying bills, researching ways to help her get better and more. I tried to just be with myself. I failed at that. I spent many nights in her room, just being there. I spent many mornings, annoying her with my hugs or a cat. Or both. I know it didn’t bother her and I also didn’t care if I was annoying with my love for her either. I always have been.
While I know I am not alone. Losing the closest person to me is the loneliest thing in the entire world and I’m scared. I’m scared of what happens next. I’m scared about my own father’s future now. I’m scared for the security in others. I am scared.
What a horrible life lesson it is to lose someone, but at the same time, it’s only horrible on my end. She left this world fast, happy and with her loved ones. For the best.
I’ll never stop writing about her or posting about her or sharing my love for her. I love you mama. A hui hou.
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mysteriawrites · 1 year
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hi, can i be matched with harry potter and attack on titan please? my name's lilith i'm 18, my pronouns are she/they and i'm a queerplatonic aroace, so i don't have a gender preference. i'm a stubborn, kinda bossy, brutally honest, sarcastic, clingy and person. people say i'm mature, smart and creative and yes, i agree, but i think i become a total different person when i get too comfortable. i love music and i've been singing with a vocal coach for three years by now. i like spending time at my music academy in which all the members are my second family as i grew up with my blood-related relatives fighting each others for some kind of stuff i don't know about (thank god things recently changed a little bit). i lost my grandmothers in law, my cousin abandoned me for protection as she had brain cancer and died eight months later and my dad due skin cancer. i also recently got a trauma for moving in a new house, i was actually excited at the beginning, but really it's driving me crazy. i'm 5'11", chubby, pale skin, button nose, i wear a fake septum piercing sometimes (i'm allergic to real ones :/), black slowly turning back to brown hair with undercut and bangs, dark hazelnut brown eyes and i wear black glasses. i also wear a tattoo choker and a necklace with a note shaped charm (gift from a dear friend) and i never take it off since then. i was actually scared to wear necklaces to sleep, fearing i would suffocate or accidentally hang myself, but with her necklace, i have no fear to sleep in it, actually when i have anxiety or panic attacks, i hold it so tight to remind myself she's with me, always. my aesthetic is hipster or grunge. i think that's enough. bye!!
Hello Hello thank you for the request. Oh sweet summer baby child I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I hope this matchup can bring you a bit of happiness (P.s. I only can do one fandom per request so if you could send in a second ask with the same info but for Harry Potter that would be great) (P.s.s. wasn't 100% clear on if you wanted this platonic or not but I wrote it platonic anyway so if you wanted it romantic lemme know and I’ll change it) Alright drumroll please!!!
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LEVI ACKERMEN!!!
Oh boy you two have been through a lot. From the loss of family to being forced to grow up from a young age in order to survive. Because of that shared trauma it makes it easier for you to get close to someone as prickly as Levi cause he sees a bit of himself in you.
You two have been friends since you both joined the scouts, slowly growing closer after many a life or death situation and being able to have each other’s back in battle. You’re both remarkably strong soldiers (what doesn’t kill you make you stronger as they say) and have been able to make you way to the top as captain and second command of the Levi squad.
Ever since then you’ve come to have your own little found family among the scouts (Hange being the crazy drunk aunt and Erwin being the dad). Although Levi is a still his unapologetically blunt self (to put it nicely) you know he loves everyone just as much as you do. The 4 of you have one of the best dynamics among the squads.
That’s why when you and Levi are the sole survivors of the Levi squad your world is completely shattered. No matter how hard you tried to protect everyone or how close you tried to keep them to you it seems like everyone in your life is destined to leave, but not Levi.
Levi is with you through thick and thin. From the fall of Wall Maria to the discovery of titan shifters to the learning of titans in the wall to learning your allies were traitors to being fugitives to finding that you’ve been killing humans to finally making it to the sea to Erwin and Hange’s deaths (i haven’t seen season 4 sorry) you two stick together through it all.
When things get dark you and Levi will sit and silence and drink your tea reminiscing on the memories of your fallen comrades. Sometimes Levi needs someone to pick him up despite trying to be strong and emotionless all the time and you have to remind him it’s ok to feel.
Despite being pretty hard on others yourself and others, you try to convince to be a little softer on the cadets. After having been through all they have you want them to enjoy being kids forever long they have. You two are the parents of the scouts especially after Ewin passes.
You two always look out for each other in battle while not letting your own feeling get in the way or the mission…at least until the war is over
You two are each other’s safe heaven. You look out for yourselves and each other in your own ways, and don’t plan to go dying on the other. After both losing someone you don’t want to make the other go through that pain again.
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Sorry this is short I'm now realizing I need to do more research on aot characters. Oh well lesson learned hope you enjoy anyway.
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SEVEN - Grace Hopkins
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- ROLE
Grace joined the team 5 years before the story and became a fundamental member. Her superheroine pseudonym is E-DEN and she could be considered as the "Mom Friend".
- APPEARANCE
Species : surhuman
Age : 32
Height : 161 cm
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Grace (left) with her wife Samira (right).
COSTUME
- ILLUSTRATIONS, COMICS, SHITPOST
- Illustrations :
Finish Line - Bodies -
- Comics :
Dancing Queen -
- Shitpost :
Disney Princess Meme - Trauma Dump - Attractive -
ABILITIES
Grace is a telepath who can either read minds or communicate with people through thoughts she sends in their heads. Her surhuman ability, closely linked to thoughts and emotions, makes her empathy extremely developed.
Her aura is naturally reassuring and Grace sometimes uses her powers to apease her relative's negative emotions.
In addition to her telepathy, Grace can also fight well as she's been practicing judo since she's a teenager.
- PERSONALITY
Maybe because of her psychic capacities, Grace is someone highly empathic. She's sensitive to both her friends and unknown people's feelings and feels sad or guilty every time she senses negative emotions. Whatever happens, she always tries to apease these with her telepathy.
Grace wouldn't forgive herself if she accidentally offended or hurt someone : she's trying to be soft and understanding with everyone. She's overall very attentive to what people say and think and is always ready to sacrifice her own time and mental health to help and relieve them. She thinks everybody has something good in them and would never sentence someone without trying to understand the way they function or their viewpoint.
Despite being a valuable quality in many situations, Grace's empathy sometimes could and is lived as an intrusion. She tends to be quite nosy when it comes to her relatives' thoughts, wants to know everything about their lives and checks on how they feel way too much.
She's actually curious in general, not only when it's about other people; she likes to learn about everything and collect informations on various topics.
With Arthur and Aloïs, she's one of the most "mature" members of the 7th Division. Even if her powers have exhausting consequences on her, she remains a stable and reliable person. She has a calm temper and learnt to care for others before herself. Now she controls her telepathy entirely, it helps her overcome her moods, which makes a good diplomat out of her.
She sometimes considers her friends as kids she has to parent and take care of. Grace is very analytical when it comes to people's problems and acts like a therapist for the group, even if this role is tiring and isn't accepted by everyone (Aloïs for example, is hesitant about letting his emotions out).
Despite her calm and serene personality, Grace has fears of her own. Because she's nosy and very engaged in her acquaintances' lives, she sometimes feels stressed or panics when she's not informed about a feeling or important event. Secrets scare her and give her the sensation of being excluded or not being enough. It makes her an honest person as she will always tell the truth (with tact but sincerity).
Her power being difficult to control and a huge part of her daily life, she tends to overuse it : she's therefore often tired and victim of migraines. Moreover, she has the reflex to absorb all the negative feelings around her and it can make her very depressed. She could be qualified as hypersensitive.
However, she's not weak and can be as stubborn as her friends, which sometimes causes her to disobey or question Aloïs' decisions. She also is an activist actively fighting the racism, sexism and homophobia she lives daily; as a school principal, she transmits the kids her strong values.
- BACKSTORY
Grace was born in a very Christian family and is the second sibling of 3. Her power declared when she was 5, taking the form of thoughts she could hear as whispers in her head. She didn't understand what it was and since none of her relatives had unusual abilities, nobody was able to explain what was happening.
The voices slowly drove her crazy as they were permanent and sometimes transmitted negative messages, depending on what people thought. She was a sensitive, stressed and depressed kid who was diagnosed very early with schizophrenia because of what everyone mistook for hallucinations.
Grace was hospitalized aged 10 and given meds that didn't help her much. Back then, she was living her life like a zombie and struggling with everything. She still managed to attend online classes and avoid school failure.
As a teen, she started questioning her sexuality but was quickly discouraged by her conservative parents. She distanced from them a bit and closed in herself because she feared the homophobic whispers she was hearing were people insulting her (which was kind of true because they were actual thoughts of people passing nearby). Grace had almost no friends all her life until her meeting with Samira.
Aged 20, she was clinically depressed and had even tried to kill herself once. The only way she had found to shut the voices down was to get completely wasted and so she went to a lot of student social events to drink a lot. There, she met a girl her age who didn't fit a lot because her religion forbade her to drink but people were still pressuring her to do so.
Grace felt Samira's distress, came for a chat, made her a lot of alcohol-free cocktails and befriended her. The two of them became very close and it helped Grace dealing with her depression. They finally fell in love after years of friendship and started dating.
Grace introduced Sam to her parents whose reaction was a disappointment : they rejected her for being a Muslim lesbian and didn't allow her at home. Grace definetly cut contact with them and her big brother Adam who took their side. She moved out and settled down with her girlfriend.
5 years before the story, after an argument and a break up with Samira, Grace felt suicidal again and tried to jump off a bridge. She was stopped just before by Aloïs and they had a long conversation in which he explained and convinced her the voices were actually telepathic powers. From then on she learnt how to master it, became friends with Aloïs, joined the Division and finally got better.
She married Samira two years later but their relationship was not doing great back then. Because of Grace's double life as a superheroine, Samira thought she was cheating on her and they were arguing everyday. She finally was forced to reveal her secret identity and the situation fell into place. They're still married in the main timeline and are planning on adopting a child.
- PRIVATE LIFE
Grace stopped talking to her parents and her big brother Adam. However, she still loves her little sister Alyssa and they're in a long distance relationship. She's married to Samira and is close to her family, especially her father and her nephew Tamim.
She works as a school principal and rents a little appartment downtown with her wife.
Nicknames :
E-DEN
RELATIONSHIPS
SAMIRA
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Samira has been Grace's wife for 3 years : they're very close and know each other by heart. They live together and are planning on founding a family, but can't adopt for the moment because they're having it hard as racialized lesbians.
The year before the story, their relationship was not doing great because Grace was never home and couldn't tell she actually had a secret identity. It lead Samira to think Grace was cheating on her and they came close to divorce.
When Grace revealed she had superpowers, Samira distanced herself because she was afraid of her telepathy and doubted Grace a bit, thinking she could have manipulated her the whole time.
Now their marriage is better : Grace swore she would never lie to Samira again and Samira accepted her wife's secret identity and even met the other members of the Division.
They're a stable and loving couple.
ADAM AND ALYSSA
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Grace stopped talking to her big brother Adam after he said their parents ''had the right to disagree'' with her sexuality. He apologized a few times but she can't forgive him for the moment and refuses any interaction until she feels ready. Adam respects her decision and they don't see each other anymore even though they used to be very close as children. Their relationship will get better through the story.
Alyssa is Grace's little sister and the apple of her eyes. Contrary to Adam, she talks to her every day through online messages because Alyssa married and is starting a family out of town.
Grace would protect her at any cost and will even fight against Alyssa's husband then fly with her to Canada to get an abortion after they find out he's involved in drug trafficking.
ERWAN
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Grace (as well as her wife Samira) almost sees Erwan as a son. She's the one to help when he's feeling anxious at the beginning of the story, then she takes him home to protect him after he's tortured by the mafia during Lilyas' arc. She sees in Erwan a great heroic potential and can't help tellingit even when it annoys him. She's always here to apease his fears and anger issues.
ALOÏS
The two of them met when Grace was about to jump off a bridge to kill herself because of the voices. Aloïs forced her to have a conversation and helped her understanding she had telepathic powers.
From then on, they became friends despite of Aloïs' distance and Grace joined the Division a few months later.
Grace's empathy and kindness make them quite the opposite emotionally but they still have agreeable conversations. Grace has perfectly understood Aloïs is not a talkative person and struggles with social interactions : she doesn't force him to communicate and does her best to respect his space and intimacy.
However, Grace is frustrated because Aloïs is the most reserved person of the team and she can't always perceive his emotions. His mental barriers are strong and it stresses Grace who can't help or apease him much. Though, she's always ready to advise him when it comes to communication and social interactions.
Grace likes Aloïs' honesty, loyalty and composed personality. She's grateful for the hand he gave her 5 years ago and his caring attitude towards her mental health.
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