#i love repression
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Just watched Elegy, great episode..the conversation at the end is brilliant in its restraint as always but I can't help but be a little angry at mulder here, not just in his hypocrisy (he's literally lying about the ova in that moment) but I can't help but think of Paper Hearts and how very present she was there for him and yet here, she is in her car crying alone, has to be one of the most upsetting moments for me so far..obviously scullys isolation is more her fault than anyone's but she deserved a kinder response here..sorry for the rant lol
what is the kind response in this situation? maybe calling her out is a type of kindness too, even if it's hypocritical. my default position when Mulder isn't as attentive to Scully as he could be is that it's a sign of respect for her. it's misguided, but he means well. he wants to let her have her pride. what I love about the Mulder and Scully story in Elegy (I'm ignoring the case) is that they're both still clinging to their usual coping mechanisms — Scully to her stubborn independence and Mulder to not prying — but they're breaking down. Scully is putting herself (and Mulder) at risk by not telling him what she saw, and Mulder is leaving her to fall apart on her own because he can't figure out when she needs him. obviously I hope he's at her door to apologize five minutes after she gets home. but I think being honest with her is a sign of respect too, because he's admitting that dancing around the issues isn't working. it rules that their big conversation about how they need to have an honest conversation is so restrained that they're still sort of dancing around it, and the fact that Mulder can't even admit what he's actively hiding from her is rich, but the feelings are raw enough to get the point across. they're both so scared. nothing else matters to him. he needs her to know that she shouldn't just tell him what she thinks he wants to hear, and ultimately I think Scully gets more out of hearing that than she would out of some blanket display of sympathy. but again I hope he's making her tea by the end of the night.
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A lirtle wangxian wip cause I've been rewatching The Untamed <3
#mdzs#cql#the untamed#wangxian#wei wuxian#lan wangji#my art#oughh i love teenage wangxian sooo much the repressed tension.. the terrible communication...#tbf they never really get over that until the end though#but still smth about the first crush vibes of their initial scenes#is so cute#before everything goes so terribly evilly awfully wrong for everyone
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sidelong
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#itafushi#fushiita#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#i havent drawn a dedicated itfs piece in so long im a fraud dont look at me......................#i offer u pining!yuuji content. as Penance.#i feel like its usually fushiguro emotionally repressed megumi who ppl draw/make content of looking Longingly @ yuuji#and like. for good reason i mean look at him#but i feel like hopelessly-in-love-w-his-best-friend yuuji is a comparatively slept on concept#or maybe im not looking in the right places idk man#fleeting glances and longing stares and I Should Tell Him I Can't Tell Him.....OUgh#anyway i like how the pendulum seems to have hard swung back in2 me using a bunch of red#i feel like my values r so much better now tho n like. god help me im having fun painting again what has happened#it never lasts long but for rn this is probably one of my favourite things ive drawn in a minute!!!#i love u contrast i love u random bits of red i love u harsh shadows and dramatic light sources#and it didnt even take me a week this time !!!!
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All characters from any media are asexual unless they say outright, "I'm sexually attracted to this/all gender(s)".
#YES EVEN WHEN THEY ARE IN RELATIONSHIPS U FUCKERS#asexuality#acespec#asexual#ace#asexual pride#lgbtq#lgbtqia#queer#ALSO#can i get movie/show/book recs where the characters dont actually say theyre gay?#like show the chemistry and the repression and the love#but thats a different complaint
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day 24: plagued by the horrors ♡
(femslashfeb prompt list)
#minifemslashfeb2024#heathers#heathers the musical#heather chandler#veronica sawyer#chansaw#I love my girl veronica. she has every illness#every illness meaning being a teenage girl with repressed rage#you know how it is with teenage girls with repressed rage#that is JD's hand but this ain't about him#this month has just been me drawing ghosts basically#I THINK IT'S FUNNY IF YOU SEE IT AS CHANDLER HAUNTING HER AND JUST BITCHING AT HER CONSTANTLY#hey veronica! you fucked up! hey veronica! you fucked up! hey v#veronica does really go through it though.#IS THIS MY FIRST TIME DRAWING HEATHERS?#WELL THERE YA GO
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What’s your favorite interpretation of Thomas Wayne? As of now, mine is ‘parent who threatens you relentlessly but would snap if something actually happened to you’
Thomas sometimes takes Bruce to the hospital because A.) Alfred needs a break, and B.) he needs a little intern to fetch him things.
Except Bruce just keeps making grabby hands at all the scalpels and surture scissors. “Bruce, put that shit back down or I’ll knock the white off your teeth, sit down!”
Bruce doesn’t. Thomas doesn’t do shit, naturally.
“See?! See what I have to fucking deal with, Leslie?!”
“He tripped, by the way. “
She’s never seen Thomas run so fast since the night he met Martha, chasing down her car so he could propose to her.
#idk man I love mean dad Thomas#ruffles your hair loves you to death represses his joy at your accomplishment so you’ll always try harder etc etc etc#Bruce: when I was little my dad threatened to switch my liver for my lungs if I didn’t go to bed on time#dick: Bruce that’s horrible D: grandpa Thomas was mean?#Bruce: no? I never went to sleep to see if he’d do it.#bruce wayne#thomas wayne#the waynes#dc#dc comics#text#batman#text post
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i think im having a stroke
#what is happening. what am i watching. where am i#anyway i am mostly incoherent but i have. a thought or two#this man is so repressed that he skipped right over the part where a guy can't handle any suggestion that he might be gay#instead our boy gregory is getting ahead of everyone (including and especially himself)#by joking about being gay and specifically about being in love with wilson#because hey! that must mean he couldn't possibly be repressed :)#he's just that secure in his straightness :)#...#...yeah#house md#hilson#house season 2#the mistake#op#house 2x8
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unfinished mural
#from fknyonks ago but new offical art reminded me of it#i love indulging yayyyy la lala la laa#odette lavellan#dragon age#myart#very repressed and impartial portrait thank u historian solas
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edwin’s little gay panic film reel that plays in his head every time someone mentions the cat king is an entire mood
#truly the poster child for repressed gay boy in love with his best friend i love him#i do think getting railed by lukas gage would improve his psyche tho just saying#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#cat king
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kinda love that almost every driver is experiencing some form of ✨the✨horrors✨ right now & their fans are bashing each others heads in about it on twitter dot com
meanwhile my silly little guy:
#he is just a silly little guy🤏🏻#i love him your honor#car‘s still busted & held together by tape & prayers#but i‘m just repressing the ever loving hell out of that#but at least we‘re pretty safe when it comes to championship standings#formula one#formula 1#f1#george russell#brazil gp 2024#interlagos gp 2024#sao paulo gp 2024
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Kinda wild that Edwin realizes his love for Charles and confesses to him like, the day after. Bro is not losing time
#edwin realizes he likes charles one day and then the next day it's like#“if i do not confess to charles RIGHT NOW i will explode”#'charles is the lover' yeah sure but edwin learns he's in love with charles and immediately is like 'i have to tell charles'#edwin payne does not pine quietly he litteraly stops charles on their way to escape to tell him#this is why he had to be an edwardian repressed guy if he was out and proud since day 1 he and charles would be bf since the attic /hj#anyways live laugh love edwin#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#payneland#paynland
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choose your protag..... YOU COULD WRITE A SUPER LONG META ESSAY COMPARING/CONTRASTING THESE 2 BUT I WANTED TO MAKE A SHITPOST FORGIVE ME🤧✌️
#orv#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#yu junghyeok#twsb#jung yeseo#cedric riester#jesse venetiaan#omniscient reader's viewpoint#when the third wheel strikes back#섭남파업#my art#this is just. a shitpost so its a huge simplification OFC but i rly love how diff they feel as protags... they are.... sooooo diff🤧#i rly need to read the orv novel so i can pick dokja's brain fully#but he's definitely. wayyyy more emotionally repressed than yeseo orz#he's a rly interesting chara...#everyone should read both of these methinks#IM IN NO POSITION TO TALK THO I PROMISE ILL READ ORV THIS YR#AND GET CAUGHT UP W TWSB#ok can i say im p proud of these doodles#i didnt have pose or clothing folds ref but they turned out ok??#i did take a pic of my hand for dokja's ✌️#but yeseo's hands i winged it.... it looks passable tho😳#ok i stayed up way later than planned its 6:30am oops#YESEOS CROISSANT TURNED OUT CUTE TOO#i rly wanted to draw him eating a croissant... finally happened to do it lol#O BTW FORGOT TO MENTION THIS IS MY V FIRST TIME DRAWING KDJ!!!!#IVE NEVER DRAWN HIM BEFORE DKFBDMFBD#IT TURNED OUT P CUTE THO????#shitpost
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Yet another thing I find absolutely wonderful about how Jonathan Stroud wrote Lucy Carlyle is how he betrays her with the narrative.
In The Screaming Staircase, at the start of her story, Lucy gives us an idea of how she wants to be perceived; unaffected, unbothered, unburdened by fear or particularly revelatory emotions. She drops horrifically painful realities about her childhood on us as if she were describing a dull gray rock she found on the ground. She tries very, very hard to school her emotions around Lockwood and George. And if she had been written by anyone else, she might have fallen prey to the "strong independent female character" tar pit of a stereotype.
But then along comes Annabel Ward's ghost.
And the narrative looks at Lucy and says "I know how you wish to present yourself, but that's not who you are."
And Lucy is repeatedly shown to be incredibly Sensitive in so many ways. She is under the influence of the ghost of Annie Ward, but the emotions are still partly Lucy's. And most of the time she has the emotional intelligence to differentiate which feelings are hers and which ones are Annie's, and where they overlap. She chokes up with empathy on multiple occasions in the process of uncovering what happened to Annie Ward. She becomes enflamed with the desire for justice for someone who was murdered decades before she was born. She's shown that by her very nature, her emotions are her strength and not her weakness. Because she has a narrative that loves her and isn't lazy about her. She is the narrator and she tells us who she is, but the narrative shows her and us who she really is.
#and we get to watch her heal from that continued emotional repression in real time#and oh it healed so much in me reading it for the first time#gosh i love you lucy carlyle#the best character of all time#lockwood and co#lockwood & co#lucy carlyle#the screaming staircase
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Sorry if some of these overlap a little/if I left out something obvious kajbdsjkd I tried my best haha. And that's why there's an "other" option!
#coffeebanana polls#personally i think i'm good at writing emotions!#and that's funny to me because growing up i was very much not an emotional person#i had to sort of learn to value emotional intelligence as opposed to pure logic. and i probably repressed some things kjabdfskj#so i'm proud that emotions come through in my writing!#fiction has always been something i can use to connect emotionally even when i struggled doing that irl#and i think that's really cool#anyways i'm looking forwards to seeing what you all love about your writing!!!
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"Bruce is terrible at communicating to his kids that they are family instead of a job, that he's their father and not their boss, and that he views them as his children, not just his wards-" BITCH where do you think he LEARNED that from
#40 years in and alfred still calls himself the butler#smh GRANDPA#batman#bruce wayne#hashtag thats his dad#alfred pennyworth#smh he could have been bruce pennyworth. he could have had it all#apple doesn't fall far from the emotionally repressed tree#i should sleep#i love alfred dont come at me i just want more bruce angst
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Glinda needed so badly to be loved by everybody that she gave up her only chance at a love that was genuine
#yeah maybe ive been thinking about the movie nonstop since watching it. whatever#glinda upland#gelphie#wicked#theyre just such good characters......#princess comphet mean girl repressed homosexual. and elphie my autistic social justice legend#idk what happens in part 2 btw ive never seen the play#nov 2025 i will be booking cinema tickets saying We popping the biggest bottles when gelphie happens tomorrow:)#anwyays yeah i just love a character whos a repressed bitch. a chew toy that my brain cant put down
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