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Some Bad future Mikal, I should draw my sassy baby boy more, he's fun to draw.
#and share the backstory I decided on#dont ask how his arms work i do t know#tmnt#i like turtles mkay#tmnt oc#oc#rottmnt#mikal jones#mikal#bad future rottmnt#bad future timeline#rottmnt oc#digital art
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Halloween dress-up, let's go!!!
Assignment: "Dress up as ghosts".
Status: Yes. They're ghosts. Just really different types of ghosts
#fanart#danny fenton/m'gann m'orzz#spearmint ship#i love them so much#yes M'gann is a White Lady#and before anyone hypothetically comes at me saying that White Lady should be all just white/have black hair but i have my reasons#in universe is: they decided to dress up “normal way” and it turned out that M'gann as a Martian was allergic to most make-up products#and in the end she threw some flour on her face and called it a day#and the meta reason is: I haven't drew Megan enough to believe she'd be recognizable with different hairstyle and without her color pallette#anyway#i love White Lady ghosts#like i can't even express how much i love them like aesthetically#and from the backstory standpoint#they're just neat imo#they're also really popular in Poland (my beloved motherland *patriotic sounding eagle noise because eagle is National Emblem of Poland :D*)#like you can trip on them#nearly every caslte has either White Lady or some cursed knight or *both*#and we have a lot of castles (though not a lot with original decor because fucking Red Army; sorry it makes me emotional)#but like to emphasise how many White Ladies we have#my uni's main building has one and it's not even a castle anymore#her story is really cool too#it involves Iron Maiden patricide and in some versions a lovestory#it also won't derail this post but I'd love to share it if someone is interested#halloween#happy halloween#dpxdc#dp x dc#dc x dp#wandixx arts#have a nice day dear stranger who got to this part
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i have a theory about shinji, gin, and aizen, but i'm not really sure how to word it.
we never really see shinji and gin interact all that much, which makes sense bc both of them have significantly more important relationships with aizen, but at the same time it's a little odd how much there isn't.
like. gin cut hiyori in half. shinji is understandably pissed about that, but he aims that anger at aizen - and this seems to be one of the very few things in the bleach world that honestly isn't on him bc he never told gin to do that, he never even implied it. hiyori was never a threat to him. hell, we don't even know if she was charging in the right direction; if anything, attacking her implies that she was which is a really stupid thing to do when you're surrounded by a bunch of people who super want you dead and would kill you if they could be sure you weren't tricking them into stabbing each other (ofc it could also be a fakeout but still)
but i don't remember shinji's beef ever really being with gin, even tho he didn't seem to anticipate that gin was working with aizen the whole time during tbtp. so like does he feel responsibility there? cuz gin went straight from academy to 3rd seat and shinji could plausibly feel like that sent him right to aizen bc he doesn't know that gin was always aiming for that. did he blame himself? does he feel like he should've seen it coming? does he still see him as some weird genius kid? does he just view gin as an extension of aizen, which is both dehumanizing to an extent but also entirely fair bc gin did that to himself?
the thing is, since we never really see them interact much, it's kind of only interesting on shinji's side of things, bc gin doesn't really care about much outside of whatever the fuck he thought he was doing and the version of rangiku that he has in his head who needs back something that the real one doesn't ever seem to have realized she lost to begin with. gin's so disconnected with basically everybody that most of the time you can usually assume his thoughts are just "lol. lmao" and there's no reason to think that doesn't extend to shinji as well (gin has deep thoughts on: aizen, ichigo, and matsumoto (massive asterisk on that one ofc) and i think everyone else is kinda set dressing to him lmao the guy is Fucked Up)
anyway i think it's interesting to toy around with that relationship as it was in reality as well as how it might've been perceived, but also in the sense of both of them being sort of opposite ends of the manchild spectrum - shinji leans into his childish side but still has a fairly adult worldview, and gin is able to pull off maturity to an extent but was never able to escape a deeply childish mindset
#bleach#meta#hirako shinji#ichimaru gin#aizen sousuke#sarugaki hiyori#matsumoto rangiku#kurosaki ichigo#this whole post should also come with a huge asterisk that i'm deeply critical of gin's backstory in general and usually try to ignore it#but. since it is canon. it is a part of this post#and yes btw kira is absolutely included in the ''lol. lmao'' part of gin's fucked up little head#i should also note that to shinji it's very possible gin's situation looks like. uh. well grooming kinda#so he might view gin as a victim that he could've saved but can't anymore bc. well. he has jackass-itis now and it's terminal sad to say#but seriously the fifth division was involved with the academy right?#so this super genius kid comes out of nowhere. graduates in a sixth of the usual time. jumps into one of the highest ranks available.#third seat mysteriously went missing juuuuust in time for gin to snatch that seat up too. quite the coincidence#so now he's suddenly aizen's immediate subordinate. and seems to get along with him better than you'd expect for a brand new graduate.#but aizen worked in the academy - he was a hugely popular teacher#so maybe shinji saw gin trotting along behind aizen in the middle of getting hollowfied and thought ''well shit that's on me''#it wasn't ofc. there was no way he could've known or done anything and neither gin nor aizen would've let him know enough to try#but he doesn't know that himself and unless aizen decides to share then he just. never will#and gin will never care bc he fucked himself up so badly idk if he even really knew how to care anymore
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Please infodump about the JayTimSteph Grotesquerie AU WIP if possible.
OF COURSE i've been thinking about it since i saw the trailer and now it's a little brainworm. (disclaimer i've not watched the first two episodes yet, this is like. solely on the vibes of the trailer. some details might change once i. watch the show depending on if i follow it or just go with the vibes the trailer gave me. which also means there will be no spoilers for the show if you care about that.)
the current idea involves Detective!Tim, Nun!Steph, and Priest!Jason. the vague idea for the plot so far is that a serial killer leaves a *very* artful display of a crime scene inside of the church that Jason and Steph operate out of. Tim is assigned as the leading detective on the case and ends up in a relationship with the both of them as he spirals in madness trying to catch the killer.
for Steph, i want to explore the idea of her father, Cluemaster, being a *very* prolific and artful serial killer who's whole gimmick was sending clues to the police until he was caught when Steph was still a child, and her and her mother were forced to go into witness protection for their own safety, which led her down the path of becoming a nun. it was a defining childhood moment for her to walk in on one of her father's crimes, so when she's the one who finds the crime scene in the church, it *immediately* sends her back to her childhood and she's caught between PTSD-fueled horror and a sick, enticing fascination. she wanted to become a journalist before going into WITSEC but that career was basically all but ruined for her. now she runs the small newspaper for the church and is desperate to write on the first "real" story she's ever had, dragging her into an intense obsession over the crime and trying to prove she can solve it.
for Jason, i want to deal with his history as Bruce. the current idea is that Bruce is Tim's police chief who adopted Jason and Dick from a young-ish age and raised them to be detectives, taking them to crime scenes as teenagers and teaching them the ins and outs of how criminals think. it leads to Dick becoming a detective, but when taking them to crime scenes led to Jason being kidnapped and brutally tortured by "Jack Napier", almost dying. Dick kills Napier to save Jason and it fractures their little family so badly that Dick switches departments to another city and Jason runs away at 17, eventually happening upon joining the clergy. he's the new, young priest in the church who's known for being very pretty but very emotionally distant even if he's nice enough. and he's *pissed* that Bruce is in his church investigating a murder and that no matter where Jason goes, he can't seem to get away from the horrors.
and for Tim, he's the young new detective in his department who is *entirely* unaware that he's been taken under Bruce's wing bc Bruce is treating him as a surrogate replacement for Dick and Jason. haven't fully decided his backstory yet, but it'll likely be similar to canon with losing his mother and father. i kind of want him to be lost and lacking a sense of direction. very gifted in noticing patterns and detective work, but it's clear he doesn't *really* want this job. and when he's assigned as the lead on a case that feels *way* too big for his experience bc Bruce is showing clear favoritism, he's forced to go to Steph for help, which leads to Jason ending up wrapped up with them too.
despite how heavy the plot *sounds*, i honestly want this fic to be like. 40% porn. like the show i want to explore a lot of fucked up sexual interests in Jason who's punishing himself for it, Steph being too interested in things for her own good and desperate for a taste of what "real life" feels like, and Tim just being incredibly repressed. like i want the line between horror and erotic to feel like a jumprope. lots of fucked up sex balanced with like. them actually trying to catch the killer. and then of course the emotional aspect of how Jason's baggage with Bruce works into all of it. also want Tim to have a mild hero worship for "the great Detective Dick Grayson" while being clueless that he's Bruce's son and Jason's brother. i sort of want it to be Steph-centric, but still have POVs from Tim and Jason just to round out their emotional arcs. i haven't fully decided everyone else who'll be in the fic but i know i want Cass to be a fellow nun and friend of Steph's, Babs to also work at the church, Helena to be Tim's favorite coworker, and possibly for Damian to be around somehow. those roles will probably get more fleshed out when i. watch the damn show tho.
anyway TLDR: religious imagery, body horror, kinky sex, and a mystery that might break everyone psychologically once they get to the bottom of it. i have some very specific scenes and dialogue planned out. probably cannibalism as a metaphor for love thrown in there too. idk i just want these three to be as fucked up as possible and unhinged about each other but fighting their repressed side with their unhinged feral side. and since it doesn't exist by god I'll create it.
#necrotic answerings#necrotic works in progress#jaytimsteph grotesquerie au#<- temp tag until this fic gets a real name#jaytimsteph#when i shared this idea with my partner they were like. this should just be an original book#and yeah they're right but given it's derrivative of a show i don't think it *can* be. ergo. fanfic.#and i'm *already* writing one fucked up romance book with serial killers and a nun okay i've hit my quota.#but tysm for asking about this anon i was so excited to talk about it.#also! one scene idea i have in my head involves the three of them getting attacked#and jason killing the attacker with tim's firearm. which tim basically snatches from him and takes the blame for the kill#and even tho he's in the clear legally bruce sitll forces him to do a psyche eval that he hates.#and meanwhile jason asks tim to “punish him” not bc he killed the guy but bc he *enjoyed* it.#very fun scene for like. the descent into madness of the three of them getting more and more unhinged trying to solve this case.#like how far are they willing to go type shit#also i have a *lot* of sex scenes planned.#don't ask me who the killer is i haven't decided yet#i'm leaning on it being someone connected to tim tho#just to flesh out his backstory more. so we'll see#anyway i'mso happy to ramble about this fic idea to anyone who wants to ask more about it bc it'll help me develop it more#i've got the basics down but i'm an outline girlie at heart so i need evertrhing planned out for it to work yk.#this is my petition to make more ppl care about jaytimsteph. they're so cool i swear.
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Revenge ask (like revenge boop) I know you have already talked about yttd AUs, so maybe you could tell something about your OC(s) too? (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)
Yasss, hell yeah I will. The problem is I don't know which one to pick... So I will probably write about them all (with some fragments that I wrote years ago).
But I will tell you first about the world my ocs live in. My universe is named The Beginning of The End (cliche but it stuck). This world is full of magic, superstitions and prejudice. But it is also beautiful in some ways. Woods filled with life, people with good intentions, spirits showing the way. Unfortunately, the story starts with death. Five of them exactly.
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Let's now meet our main characters:
Golden Rose – she is a beautiful medium with crazy mind. She can see the ghosts and do favors for them. She tragically lost her parents and had to live in an orphanage. Her only friend was a kid ghost, Boo, that never takes off his ghost sheet. Rose can let the ghost possess her, but if she lets them stay too long, the connection to the ghost world starts getting bigger and bigger, letting in the evil spirits and making it harder to close the connection. A lot of people died the day she first lost control. Desperation and guilt push her to drastic measures filled with water and flowers.
Tear – a Dark Empath. He was cursed even before he was born, because his grandparents angered the wrong people. He feels the emotions of other people, but without them he is an empty shell. People from his village shunned him and all he can feel from them is hate and distrust. Empaths are common, but the evil ones are called Dark. They like to take emotions from other people to leave them empty like dolls. People think Tear is one of them so the only positive emotions directed at him are from his mother and sister that likes giving him cute accessories. If Tear ever was close to feeling any of his emotions, it was love for his family. But curiosity killed the cat. He read that people choose suicide as a way to feel. So what's a better way to check it out than trying to fly?
The Seer - not a lot is known about her. Her age, name and story is a mystery. People say she is untouchable, no man ever got to kiss or to touch her, that usually angered them. The Seer got her name because she draws and paints the future. The hands and magic guide her so she isn't really aware during the process. The Seer lives in a dark, magical forest, full of creatures. She also specializes in dark magic. It is a shame the magic she loves so much can also hurt her so fatally.
Elijah – demon spawn, a creature of hate. Contrary to the title, he was born from love. It was the people fearing everything that looked different that wanted him gone. His life was mostly peaceful, living in the forest with his "aunt" so he doesn't bring danger to his parents. Unfortunately, hunters don't know when to stop looking.
Raven – he can heal anyone with just a touch. He is a talented medic too, even if he isn't using his powers. His parents are ritch and wants him to be a doctor, but don't accept him. They still call him his daughter, even after transitioning, as they think it is just a phase. He still loves his family and would do everything for them. So he heals and heals and works hard. But everything has the price. Wound for wound, life for life. The recompensation must be the similar weight as nothing happens without a reason. Raven has a chance to see it himself one day.
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Like I said, it all begins with death. But that is the real beginning of this story. Let's see one together!
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How funny is it that ghosts judge less than living people? Thought the Golden Rose on her deathbed. This bed was hot water in a bathtub covered with rose petals. There were tall candles burning brightly around them and next to them were smoking incense sticks with the scent of summer flowers. It could have been a romantic sight if the girl didn't know that the water was about to turn red. Her naked body ached and shivered from the cold, even submerged in burning water. The ghost hands were holding onto her hours after tragedy. Ghosts are nicer than living people, ghosts teach me new things, Róża continued in mind. It wouldn't be that bad to become one of them. She ignored the voice in her head telling her that ghosts can be as vicious as living people. "Are you sure you want to do this?" the voice asked, waking her up from her thoughts. Next to the bathtub was a young boy standing. His face and most of his body were covered with a white sheet. He looked like a ghost from cartoons Rose watched on TV when she was little. His voice was full of sadness but also understanding. After all, he was a big part of her life with her, so he knew what she went through. If he were alive, he would shiver only thinking about it. "Yes." A blade shined beautifully in orange and red flames. A hint to what will happen next. "Okay then. It's time to say hello to the Grim Reaper."
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But wow, that's how the story starts and Golden Rose is the main character! It doesn't mean she didn't die. But if they die now, it will be forever.
So maybe let's go to one of the first interactions of our main casts!
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A girl with strange eyes and goat-like horns looked at them in disbelief. "Why are you so calm!? So... relaxed? Shouldn't you be at least a little scared? After all, you have lost your chance for a normal life! And you... You sit and drink tea as if nothing happened?!" The nameless girl shouted, losing control of herself. Tear felt her confusion and anger. He decided that she was one of those people who didn't like not knowing what was going on. As if her hands and eyes were tied, sitting in the dark. Poor girl. "What normal life?" asked Rose. Her voice soft and lacking the usual edge, as Lucifer had fallen asleep in her lap fifteen minutes ago and she didn't have the heart to move him. "In my normal life, I killed myself. Just like everyone else here." The medium stopped petting the cat to messily gesture at everyone present in the room before going back to petting. Lucifer purred loudly, making her smile for a second. "This whole school is a fucking graveyard of the walking dead. Aren't you one of them, dolly?" "I- of course, but-" "Plus, I've seen stranger things," The Seer interjected. She had already drank her own tea and was staring at the grounds at the bottom. She had to say the future looked interesting. "You try living in the swamps. I'll finally sleep in a regular bed and talk to someone other than my old books. After so many years of knowing each other, they have little to say."
"...And everything tells me that life with you all will not be boring."
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That... went well? Our group of misfits is weird but normal is booooring!
And even misfits deserve some love and family. People that will do everything for each other, even the craziest things...
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Golden Rose suddenly stopped and turned her head towards the nymph. There was a strange gleam in her eyes and her lips curved into a smile. However, it was a bit too wide and too sharp to be friendly. The make-up completed the image of a cruel jester. "Why shouldn't I kill you, hmm?" she asked in a sweet voice. Too sweet to be genuine. Suddenly her smile dropped and her face became completely blank. "You know... I've always been a fan of Shakespeare's works. Hamlet was my idol, he made pretending to be mad so easy. So I tried it myself and I have to tell you... I was great at it. But now I'm not sure if I'm still pretending." A dark laugh echoed and bounced off the stone walls. Nymph shivered with cold and fear. In the semi-darkness of the corridor, Rose's eyes glowed dangerously. The medium turned completely towards her prey and a knife in her hands looked unnaturally sharp. He hadn't been there before, but the sea girl wasn't going to ask where it came from. Despite her earlier words, she had no intention of dying today. Permanently this time. "Remember, don't play with me and what is mine. Then you won't have to worry about the Fool and his madness... Got it?" "Y-yes," tears welled up in her eyes, her shoulders were shaking. "Good girl," Rose almost purred, looking the nymph straight in the eyes. She brought the knife to her cheek gently, but still blue blood escaped down the blade. "Hmmm, if you weren't such a bitch, you'd be quite pretty. With tears on your face, blood and a look of complete devastation. I would like to destroy you. More." And suddenly the feeling of cold metal disappeared from her cheek and she took a breath, not knowing she had been holding it. The medium was nowhere in sight, but she still felt as if she was surrounded by the undead. Shaking herself, she started running towards her dorms, promising herself that she would avoid the newest group. It's full of freaks.
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So that's that! I gave myself a hard job talking about all characters, but well. I love them all. I hope it was interesting to read at least!
#My universe and characters are still work in progress but this idea is with me for so many years#i think 10 years now#wow its wild#Their backstories have more to them and I really simplified them so I can talk about all of them lol#that's how desperate I was yap about my ocs#so thanks for the opportunity!#There of course is more to every character and story but this post would be even longer#And I decided to talk about almost all important characters in this universe at least a little#I have more fragments that are funny or interesting in my opinion#(one is an exercise of sorts where characters are fighting and have only a thing that is on your left as their weapon... Mine was a plushie#i can share them if anyone is interested#or i will do it anyway#i am happy i could share some little fanfics about my characters!!!!#thank you sm for the ask <3#ask goldyluna#lore#oc lore#oc#ocs#original characters#original character#fanfic#fanfiction#kinda#goldyluna talks shit
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Seyeong being a petty, catty bitch will never not delight me. He's such an asshole. I love him.
#Netkama punch#I am SO NORMAL about netkama punch YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW#(I've gone over all the raws I'm so excited for the end)#I love that we're finally getting more of seyeongs backstory and why he's a dick#But that man is the PETTIEST mother fucker and I love that for him so much#(also the prettiest 💅🏼)#'i was told if I gave u the clan u would jump into my arms' 'stop listening to woohyeon' 'howd u know'#He meets woohyeon in person ONCE and immediately knows there are no braincells shared btwn him and heejae#Woohyeon and Heejae both think they're holding the braincell but they're wrong#Its seyeong but then he panics and fucking LOBS it elsewhere#My proof: woohyeon insisting seyeong was playing hard to get. And then Heejae believing him.#There is not a braincell between them#Seyeong only gets it sometimes bc he was rightfully freaked out by someone he knew online tracking him down#(and then he starts reluctantly hanging out w heejae until it's less reluctant)#God I love them. I love them I love them I love them#Seyeong 'when will heejae get tired of me'#Baby he is NEVER getting tired of you that man is a whole ass red flag JUST for you!!!#He had yoona drooling over him and he decided to chase after YOUR petty grumpy ass instead#They're so fucking terrible I love them so much
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You know I should be working on my existing projects but instead I'm making another OC. Meet Gwenaëlle, Akira's adoptive mom. I'm working on making something to neatly present her story, but for now, She.
#ffxiv#duskwight#elezen#I haven't thought of a last name for her yet#she goes by Gwen because none of these damn Ishgardians can pronounce her name right#(I subscribe to those Breton coded duskwight headcanons I shared the other day)#yes this also means I've decided on Akira's backstory#beyond calamity-induced amnesia
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Nobody:
Marv Wolfman: And this is Albert Chase, cousin of Adrian Chase. Thats not very relevant though. Albert's a 16 year old FBI agent and lives with Adrian's brother Steve-
#I found out about Danny Chase I didnt fucking know about Danny Chase until last night.#There being a third Chase Brother is driving me insane#Im convinced Marv Wolfman either has like a really arcane backstory plotted out for Adrian that hes just never really shared the full-#-details of or like he literally cant remember a thing about him and just makes shit up every time he#decides he misses him and does a new Vigilante#imagine being the third Chase Brother#Imagine having two brothers with insane guilt complexes and death wishes and youre just some guy and your kids on the teen titans#or some such I dont know alot about Danny. Any Danny heads are welcome to fill me in here
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one of these days ill probably write some little fic thing abt some scene from linebecks childhood esp since ive been thinking abt it and havent really touched up my ideas for it in a while, but besides one about linebeck and damien initially meeting and bonding over linebeck cutting damien’s hair short for him, i think i want to do one more abt linebeck first meeting the two pirates that teach him about sailing and halfway raise him, though it’s less a formal meeting and more linebeck just wandering onto their ship as a kid and dodging the attempts of the crew to catch him while he pokes around
#salty talks#anyways last night early in the morning my cat decided for the first time in. ages. to open his little mouth and howl at my door.#howl. he kinda just meows loudly and persistently and hes got a bit if a high pitched baby meow. anyways he wakes me up by screaming#and i figure fuck it im going to ignore him. and he keeps screaming but goes quiet after i havent moved in a while#but i get uncomfortable and move so he starts meowing again bc he KNOWS im awake so i got up and opened the door and he came in for pets#he just wanted some attention followed me around for a bit before i left him by his food and w/ the other cat and just went back to bed#ofc then had two seperate dreams or smth one was. proof i likely still have arachnophobia. the other was tf2 flavored#i thinm it was the first tf2 dream ive had. i liked it i like having weirdass complicated dreams#anyways would you believe i actually wantes to talk abt linebeck backstory stuff here. just wanted to share the kitty event#anywas. linebeck meeting those pirates. hes oike 8 or smth and they dock at his home island so he checks it out and runs into the piratez#theyred the captain and the first mate. and when he asks abt it they get a lil caught up in explaining it so he just walks past them and#onto the ship and fucks around bc hes bored and doesnt really have anything better to do that specific day#im just losing it with my tagging system here. do i want to tag this as linebeck?#post-ph#that works for now
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Xin Ya is so cute and well designed! more a question than a comment but I just love your style
thank u!! im currently redoing bits of their backstory and design so hopefully ill get some more art of them up soon
#ive already shared a bit of it with crow but rn im reworking their personality and backstory#mostly bc ive decided to change it a little and made baby xin real. so they do start off as a tiny little guy#and then grow at a normal pace. also took out the trauma so they dont know anything abt the circumstances of their creation#but now ive replaced it with bigger trauma >:o) hehehehe#i dont really have anything to fixate on and lmk kind of died off in my neurons a while ago so im just drawing whatever comes to mind#idk if id call it an artblock though cause i have the itch to draw but im not really sure WHAT to draw. maybe ill make character designs#for fun and post them here... or maybe ill work on my oc stories idk............#although i have been meaning to make a voice claim video for xin and an animatic idea ive had for months but idk how long that will take#im rambling but yes!! thank u for the kind words!!! it makes me happy to hear ppl love my designs hehehe#if i got myself to draw more furry art im sure i could have a lot of fun with that.. or opened myself up to the idea of multiple sonas#god i have so many ideas for sonas.. id love to make myself some sort of badger or stoat sona cause they look cool#yapping#ask
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i cannot emphasize how absolutely crazy the DR sweepstakes were when reflecting back on it and i'm sure when i'm on my deathbed it'll be one of the slides in the life-flashing-before-my-eyes powerpoint that i view when i'm kicking the bucket
i was at a will wood concert in seattle the last day of the sweepstakes and i have a handmade unthemed jacket full of will wood/punk/music/whatever-the-hell-i-like patches. this included a couple embroidered patches of the one and only spamton g spamton
people i didn't know kept coming up to me saying "omg are you following the sweepstakes" and "did you vote to kill him? i totally voted to kill him :)" which would spark a friendly fight between those who decided to save his ass. So many people there were following the sweepstakes which is crazy bc i didn't see it coming. (i was there for a concert after all but i was rlly happy to see the overlap)
he unites communities bc he's just that loathed and loved and it's honestly beautiful.
#i just thought i'd share this fun lil story#if we didn't get to decide his fate then everybody wouldn't have wanted him dead/freed and where's the fun in that#rambling bc i can#reflecting back on the sweepstakes cuz i'm writing just a lil backstory fanfic of jevil and spamton#just a tiny one not to get distracted from the big one#but alas writers block is a horrendous thing#i was in the dead middle btw#screaming SILENCE HIM#versus let the lil guy free he deserves it even if he doesn't
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reflecting on how all of my other DMs have gone above and beyond to lovingly weave my and my friends' backstory elements into the larger worldbuilding of the campaign by contrast to all of the ways Elyss' DM has gone out of his way to suppress or excise any influences her family may have ever had on anything and I'm genuinely near tears over it
#'I'm so surprised that Elyss wasn't more interested in going to her mom's hometown now that you're in her homelands!'#YOU! CHANGED Nami's backstory so that she never traveled anywhere before having Elyss#and YOU decided that she never tells Elyss literally anything even when directly asked#because you're so desperate to make sure your players never know literally anything about whatever might happen to them ever#YOU made it feel not only unrewarding but as if it was actively unwelcome for you if I even talked to my mother!!#'we're making this very dangerous journey (that you've been retconned not to have made yourself so you can't spoil it)--#--assuming we survive can you please tell us anything at all about what to expect the other country to be like?'#'well. it is different than here. it may not be what you expect.'#'oooh why didn't you go to hometown' SUCK MY DICK I ASSUMED YOU'D BE ANNOYED IF I WENT THERE HOPING TO FIND ANYTHING#of course ELYSS wants to try to touch any part of her own heritage she can!!#do you think she doesn't wonder whether she has family there? do you think maybe it's weird that she doesn't already know??#when *I* built Elyss' mother I made her a traveler from a far-off land so neither of us had to worry about it#YOU decided to send us to THAT far-off land specifically and then REFUSE to let Nami actually TELL me anything about it!!#feels very much like you don't want me to engage with that! feels very much like you ACTIVELY don't want me to explore that connection!#and if it felt like *Nami* was being secretive about it then Elyss would be even more keen to investigate herself--#but it's just part of a well-established pattern of NPCs going 'it's a secret teehee' for very obviously no other reason than that--#the DM just doesn't ever want us to have information even if NPCs have that information and have no reason not to share it#anyway. tl;dr grief over elyss yearning her whole life for somewhere to belong#but not going to her mother's birthplace because she has no reason to believe there's anything there for her.#for purely stupid empty meta reasons.#'I'm surprised you didn't go there 👀' so maybe he had something!#but my mother-- through you-- was so cagey about whether her parents even exist that I kind of just figured you didn't! so!!#about me#my OCs#elyss
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#aspergillus#frankie the revenant#scribbles#my oc#i can't decide how huge frankie is#i want him to be massive#asper is 5' and i think frankie should be 8'#like the OG Frankenstein :3c#y'all are gonna cry over their shared backstory#i wanna draw a comic for it but i have so little patience for comics lmao
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i said this yesterday and its been a while since i mentioned it and even longer since i explained what it means and why? basically a primary/intended audience is the people that will care about what youre putting out the most, first and foremost. ive centered my art's intended audience around myself, as a way to make sure i dont cloutchase or pin self worth on other's approval or get burnt out on things i dont want to draw. i know myself and how my brain works and none of those would be a good situation for either of us, so i make sure that i like the art i draw myself before i post it, and while i do consider what others think, i dont prioritize other's approval or attention over my own approval or attention on my art. its always appreciated but its never like. the main sole initiative to post whatever ive drawn next
#sometimes i come across artists who draw solely to get and maintain a large audience and they share tips like 'flip and recolor old art to-#stay up on posting! your audience will never notice' and i just get so sad for them#youre posting art for digital hearts and solely for digital hearts#not even for comments from people who really care about your stuff. do you even like your art? or do you just think you need to draw whats#popular to stay relevant and to maintain your follows list? not even a community just a number of followers?#i could never. its so against my art morals in so many ways#i decided to be my own primary audience for like self care mental health reasons and gotta say im glad i decided to do that#before any like art clout brainworms got in my head#anyway sidenote this bleeds into other things too#i make references that only i get sometimes#i dropped a kul backstory easter egg into on my my uc art post tags semi recently and that was just a special little treat for me#literally no one noticed. or said that they noticed#hehe#anyways i dont know if this makes sense ive tried to make this post like 3 times today before getting interrupted. either way! post!
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#I hate when I see myself in characters I dislike o(-(#it’s probably some meta about me hating myself that’s why I hate those characters#but like#being aware of that doesn’t stop me from hating these characters tho!#like I hate this one characters design voice personality backstory everything about this dude honestly#he just shares one trait I deeply dislike about myself too#if he magically loses it one day I’m still gonna be a haterrrrr#negativity#this is about a random gacha game I’m playing#and gacha is about cast so I’ll give it two more patches til I never see his face again#ever growing cast I mean#no I gotta mald#rant#this character has interesting things going for him backstory wise but the fact they decided to design him that way?#to have weird choices design wise and performance wise#for a backstory like that? borrowing from an irl culture that he absolutely looks nothing like?#I wish it was plain dislike but there are just too many elements of his character that weren’t fully thought through#and it fucking sucks execution-wise and it led to an annoying subsection of fandom that love him uncritically#this is absolutely a me problem because my critical brain cannot turn off even for a brain dead gacha#my hater brain has muted every mention of this character#but I just cannot bring myself to unfollow my friends who do like him#I am muting like every account that they retweet into my feed with him untagged tho#it sucks that twitter’s algorithm is ass because I still get shown posts about him when I’ve done everything on my end to avoid him
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#my ttrpg session ended a while ago but i'm still so fucking excited about how this case ended that i decided to share my joy with you all#anyways. i killed six people 👍#The whole time before this point. I was a pretty passive character#even had a weakness tag (we're using the city of mist system) called 'gives up easily'#But then we went into a circus that used our Traumatic Backstories against us#and I finally cracked my whole personality theme and went ham. got to kill five people with Stop Holding Back#I am now on my employer's watch list because technically the last three people i killed weren't killed in self defense#i hunted them down vicious style👍 I love my character's downward spiral#i'm very stoked to ruin him more. I need him to suffer as much as possible before he gets better#that's just how it works#my new theme is now bastion: mutual destruction :)#i'm so ready to be a menace and threat to society
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