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Shark Teeth
Jaune was sitting at a library desk, working on a join project with, Weiss. He was tired from all the work he was doing, so he let loose a tired yawn, when...
Jaune: Yawwwwwwww...ERK?!
Weiss: Whoaaa....
Jaune: Yiss... wha ar ehh doin?
Weiss: You have shark teeth...?
Jaune: Ehhs.
Weiss: Are you a shark faunas?
Jaune: Ehh's dat a hobrlem?
Weiss: No, no well... not at all... It's not a problem at all! D-Do you mind if I ask you some questions?
Jaune: Illa ya reoove yer annd irst?
Weiss: Ahh?! Soryysorrysorry!
Jaune: Ahh?! Okay, why did shove your hand into my mouth?
Weiss: Oh, I s-saw your teeth, and I was surprised that they were shark teeth.
Jaune: Are you upset by that?
Weiss: What, no not at all, why do you ask?
Jaune: You're not upset I'm a faunas?
Weiss: No, a little upset since you didn't tell me, any of us that you were a faunas.
Jaune: My teammates know. I just never brought it up to others. Never cared to tell other people since they'll only know I'm a faunas if they see my teeth.
Weiss: I see... Have you lost teeth like normal sharks do?
Jaune: And, have them grow back? Yep, that's has happened before. I'm regrowing some right now; See?
Weiss: Whoa... Wait? Those shark tooth necklaces you gave your teammates... Those were from your mouth?!
Jaune: Yep. I made a side hustle selling my teeth in jewelry online, they learned about it, and demanded some of my of my merchandise.
Weiss: ...
Weiss: C-Can I have one too...?
Jaune: A shark tooth necklace?
Weiss: Yes!
Jaune: Sure, I can do that for you. Do you want to see my merchandise?
Weiss: That's wonderful! I really like sharks! I have all sort of shark plushies at home, I even have a shark onesie too!
Jaune: Oh...? You like sharks, and have a shark onesie? That's adorable!
Weiss: It... It is...?
Jaune: Yeah, I can imagine you holding a shark plushie while curled up in bed. Sounds adorable. Makes you seem more... more human.
Weiss: More human? Well... I suppose that makes sense... I do have a standoffish air about me. Can I ask you one more question?
Jaune: Sure.
Weiss: Does... does blood effect you? Like, does it send you into a blood rage, or something?
Jaune: Oh, well... I've ingested animal blood before... I got into that blood frenzy before; Ripped that poor deer to bits... I've had human, and faunas blood before. Male blood is rather disgusting, made me throw up after ingesting it.
Weiss: And, female blood?
Jaune: Uhhh... Well... It's made me rather... energetic...
Weiss: Energetic?
Jaune: Yeah, energetic... let's just put it like that...
Weiss: Oh, so what would happen if I did this...?
Jaune: Did what?
Weiss then pushed her finger into, Jaune's mouth again, he was going to ask her what she was doing, but he felt her run her finger across his tooth, and then he tasted it.
Blood.
Weiss blood.
It tasted sweet, and delectable. But, as the taste of her blood flooded into his senses she removed her finger from his mouth. Jaune watched as a deep blush spread across her face as she looked on at him wanting.
Jaune: ...
Jaune: You're going to regret that, Weiss...
Weiss: H-How am I going to regret that, Jaune...?
Jaune: It depends...
Weiss: On what?
Jaune: How bad you're limp will be~!
Weiss: I don't know, but it will be worth it~!
Jaune: Well then, Weiss; It seems like there's blood in the water, and the sharks have tasted it... you ready for the hunt to begin, Weiss?
Weiss: Always~!
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i don’t think most people realize just how suffocating the pressure to be “normal” and conform was in the 80s. especially in a small town like hawkins.
even today it is very common for queer people to go years or even their whole life without coming out. how is mike having a girlfriend for like a year proof that he is straight? it’s completely invalidating of real queer people’s experiences.
even setting aside the mountain of evidence that mike is queer… what about just listening to queer people? surely we would know a thing or two about being gay and everything that comes with that. if we can recognize something in mike that relates to the queer experience why should that be ignored?
we shouldn’t be holding will’s experience as the golden standard that mike must meet in order to be gay. mike and will have different experiences and that’s reflective of real life.
will was bullied because other kids noticed he was gay, probably before he even did. his interests, behaviour, and choice of clothing was scrutinized his entire childhood. this did not happen to mike. mike did everything he was “supposed” to do. he got a girlfriend. he put on a performance of heterosexuality. and yes, i say performance, because even if you believe mike is straight, there are moments that are undeniably a “performance” like the whole s3 break up and the monologue where again, whether you think he’s straight or not, he did lie.
just because mikes experience is different than wills does not mean that he is not gay.
a lot of mlvns are totally out of touch with the past and even the present. i saw a mlvn comment that along with all the other ships (excluding byler of course), robin and vickie should get married at the end of s5. i also saw someone say that will should find a boyfriend and be openly gay in hawkins.
it’s a stark reminder that even well intentioned people don’t understand what it’s like to be gay, not even on a surface level. it seems as though the very concept of internalized homophobia (and dangerous homophobia from other people) is too complex for them to wrap their head around. and yeah it does annoy me. because even if you don’t “ship byler” or whatever, as soon as you dismiss the queer experience, i’m not listening to you. if you are not willing to understand these concepts then you have no place claiming that mike is not gay. you are just not equipped with the basic level of knowledge needed to see it. how can you understand queer people’s pain if you don’t understand that you are the source of that pain?
that’s why the idea of people saying that byler is out of nowhere genuinely haunts me because i know it will happen. no matter how they present it there will be people who think it’s just totally out of nowhere and oh my god wasn’t mike straight just a minute ago?
what i look forward to the most is mikes queer experience broadening the GA’s perspective. i want them to see that yeah, your preconceived notions and stereotypes about gay people are shitty. queer people are people and their lives and experiences are more complex than i like the same sex therefore i am going to date the same sex and i like the opposite sex therefore i am going to date the opposite sex. it’s not that easy. not today, not in ten years from now, and certainly not in in a small conservative town in indiana in the 1980s.
#byler#byler endgame#mike wheeler#will byers#st5#byler st5#anti milkvan#stranger things#mike wheeler is gay#gay
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A bunch of intersex people on here got pissed and blocked me because I said that PCOS is a serious condition that requires medical treatment a lot of the time. They were arguing saying "People just don't like how it makes you look, they hate that we don't look cis! It doesn't need medical treatment at all!"
Except it does. PCOS raises your risk for cancer, it causes pre-diabetes, it makes your hormone levels all fucky, not to mention the acne! The list goes on and on. But apparently I am intersexist for pointing those things out. Literally every other person I know with PCOS has been blown off by doctors and left to suffer, like they will have incredibly painful cysts and insulin resistance and doctors will drag their feet and make excuses not to help? "Just lose weight." "Pain is normal it's probably cramps"
I had to fight so hard to get them to realize I had an actual cyst and that was why I was in so much pain! The treatment is for your health, like laser hair removal is aesthetic but the actual medical treatment is IMPORTANT. I fucking hate that people are saying you should forgo it entirely. They are spreading medical misinformation.
But apparently I'm intersexist. It pisses me off. I'm not the only one either I've seen them dog piling others who point this out. Can you say something on this? People are going to put themselves needlessly at risk just to prove that they're intersex enough, "you're only gaslighted by doctors into thinking you need medical treatment". It's so fucking stupid. It's not the same as genital mutilation or surgeries on intersex babies. It's for your fucking health...
god i just let out the longest, most existentially exhausted sigh. i am so sorry you had to go through this. this is 100% those people assuming the absolute worst and jumping on you for it. i actually have a lot to say about this as well, so thank you for taking the time to send this ask.
this is reactionary behavior. there is no rationale, only emotion. i think they are misinterpreting you on purpose in order to be able to go off on you. i think that's all there is to it. like they're reading what you're saying and going "oh so you think all intersex people should try to have their conditions 'CORRECTED'???" and crying intersexism, failing to realize that a lot of intersex variations are literal health conditions that can and do make a person sick. these are fucking MEDICAL CONDITIONS, y'all! it's not JUST about your genitals & hormones! it's not JUST your secondary sex characteristics! hormones affect so much more than just your primary and secondary sex characteristics, they actually affect way more of the body than most people realize!
i'm not afraid to say it anymore, but a lot of intersex people on here are just straight up fucking bullies. i actually do not interact with too many other intersex bloggers on here because i do not like the amount of hostility & outright transphobia. so many intersex bloggers on here are proud to be transphobic as fuck. like it just absolutely fucking disgusts me that so many intersex people on here are taking the route of rude disenfranchised asshole who thinks it's okay to be mean as fuck to other queer people because we don't have a lot of visibility. that's not other queer people's faults. stop assuming every other queer you meet is going to be intersexist. stop pouncing on people who aren't hurting you.
They were arguing saying "People just don't like how it makes you look, they hate that we don't look cis! It doesn't need medical treatment at all!"
THIS is what's intersexist as hell because a lot of people with PCOS do not have an outward appearance that would indicate that they have an intersex variation. a lot what goes on with PCOS happens inside your body. how the hell are you supposed to be able to see someone's cysts just by looking at them? you have no idea if that "perisex cis woman" standing next to you at the grocery store is actually perisex, or if they shave their facial hair and make sure they don't look like they have a five o' clock shadow because they don't want facial hair. some intersex people DON'T like "looking intersex". some people get body dysphoria from their hormonal imbalances. not every intersex person "LOOKS" intersex.
Literally every other person I know with PCOS has been blown off by doctors and left to suffer, like they will have incredibly painful cysts and insulin resistance and doctors will drag their feet and make excuses not to help? "Just lose weight." "Pain is normal it's probably cramps" I had to fight so hard to get them to realize I had an actual cyst and that was why I was in so much pain! The treatment is for your health, like laser hair removal is aesthetic but the actual medical treatment is IMPORTANT. I fucking hate that people are saying you should forgo it entirely. They are spreading medical misinformation.
100%. this has nothing to do with you saying that someone needs to have their intersex condition "corrected". i can't believe someone would just tell you that while you're trying to convey that you quite literally needed medical care. PCOS can be a very painful condition to live with. as a teenager, i was having such heavy periods that i was having to change pads every 45 minutes. i HAD to see a gynecologist about it. i had low iron. it was making me anemic from the amount of blood i was losing. it wasn't just a routine trip to the OBGYN, i was having a serious medical issue and i needed help for it. i wasn't trying to "CORRECT" my intersex condition, i was trying to address a symptom that was caused by my intersex condition. now THEY tried to "correct" it with estrogen, but that's not what i was trying to do. i just wanted to stop suffering.
and you're right about diabetes & insulin resistance. this is extremely common in PCOS. hormones heavily affect that part of your health. like what, are people expecting someone with PCOS who develops diabetes to not seek treatment for it because that would be them "CORRECTING" their intersex condition and being "intersexist" somehow? was me seeking help for bleeding so much i was anemic intersexist? this is ridiculous. a lot of intersex variations come with health problems. we're not saying that being INTERSEX is a health problem, but intersex variations can CAUSE health problems, and nobody should have to just deal with that because it's somehow intersexist to seek medical care.
i'm really sorry you experienced that. on god, so many of the intersex bloggers on here are just straight up bullies. i'm just saying it. it's people taking other people's lives personally and getting offended when another intersex person doesn't shut up and listen to them and agree with them blindly. i've seen way too many intersex people on here who are proud to be aggressive assholes. why are we doing this to other intersex people? we shouldn't cannibalize our own. god fucking damn. it's not community if we're tearing each other apart.
let other intersex people decide what they do and don't do with their bodies. if the way another intersex person governs their body upsets you, move the hell on. stop making it their problem.
im so sorry you had to go through this anon. you deserve to be able to talk about YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE AS AN INTERSEX PERSON. it find it absolutely disgusting that there are people on here who want to try to talk for you instead. unreal. i hope you have a great week anon, stay safe, and i hope that things are going better for you in terms of your health.
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Jaiden: My question is– if I have a past with, either the Federation or Cucurucho, that I don't know about– then why am I on the Island? Was it like, "Oh, we need one of our own on the inside, let's put her here because you're a good worker"?
Foolish: Yeah... No, that could maybe make sense, like an experiment, like a controlled variable.
Jaiden: Yeah, but it also could be like, a punishment for like, "Oh, you were doin' some bad stuff, let's banish you to the Island with no memories. See how you like that."
Foolish: Ohhh. No memories makes it a little... yeah. Hmm... 🤔 Is there like a good-case scenario? Where it's like, "You did a great job! Here, let's wipe your memory, go on the Island."
Jaiden: [Laughs] "You earned a free vacation!" 🏝️
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Jaiden: My question is like– if I have a past with, either the Federation or Cucurucho, that I don't know about– then why am I on the Island? Like, what happened?
Foolish: Hmmm... So like, why are you on the Island as in the state that you are in right now? Um...
Jaiden: Like, why would they put me here if I had like, a previous job, you know?
Foolish: Ok, previous job...
Jaiden: Either– was it like, they were like, "Oh, we need one of our own on the inside, let's put her here because you're a good worker, and we– [Stammers] You're so good." [Distracted] Oh, the fcking donkey is here–
Foolish: Yeah... No, that could maybe make sense, like an experiment, like a controlled variable.
Jaiden: Yeah, but it also could be like, a punishment for like, "Oh, you were- you were doin' some bad stuff, let's– let's banish you to the Island with- with no memories. See how you like that."
Foolish: Ohhh. No memories makes it a little... yeah. Hmm, I'm trying to think, would there be... Is there any like– is there like a good-case scenario? Where it's like, "You did a great job! Here, let's wipe your memory, go on the Island."
Jaiden: [Laughs] "You- you earned a free vacation!"
Foolish: [Also laughs] I don't know!
Jaiden: I don't' really know, but like... All I know is I've worked with Cucurucho in the past, and they trust me to like, train a new one.
Foolish: Yeah, that's what I find interesting.
Jaiden: –and I'm supposed to like, progress report on how well he's doing. And stuff.
So, is the current Cucurucho that's been out and about with us could be like, the second one? Because that's–
Jaiden: I'll be honest, I don't even know how many there are. I don't even doubt that there's more.
Foolish: Oh. Yeah, I guess if there's two, there certainly could be more.
Jaiden: Mhmm. They are... slightly different in personality, though.
Foolish: Oh, really?
Jaiden: I mean, the normal Cucurucho is just like, super serious–
Foolish: Right.
Jaiden: And then the other one is like... more silly, and goofy. I think that was the one who played like, Hide-and-Seek with us, and they did more fun games, and that's the other one.
Foolish: Oh, yeah!
Jaiden: And I– they said that he's not perfect, and I need to train him to be perfect.
Foolish: So you need to– wipe him of personality? [He speaks with a laugh]
Jaiden: Yeah. I– though– I mean, the thing I told him is just to hide it, you know? That's... the best way to do it.
Foolish: Conceal don't feel, don't let them know?
Jaiden: Yeah, exactly. Exactly, exactly. You know how it is.
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Stream date: September 7, 2023
Timestamp: ~43m 30s
#Jaiden Animations#Jaiden#Foolish#Foolish Gamers#QSMP#September 7 2023#Takes a break from work to rest my wrist and then winds up writing a long clip transcript#o(-(#I think about q!Jaiden a lot and her relationship with the Cucuruchos a lot#I want to know what their history was... I wanted to learn more about her lore
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Ever since I met dnp in person I’ve felt this strange sense of loss. It felt like I wasn’t supposed to be there. Dan did a fake laugh like 4 times and then Phil just looked exhausted. I felt .. bad for them? Like maybe a 100 people went before me- it must be super exhausting.
But seeing them irl killed any para social feelings I may have felt. Like ok two dudes who I don’t know and they don’t know me. But I do want to go back to when I hadn’t met them and I could just quietly enjoy their videos. Maybe im just too old!
Phil also kept glancing at me throughout the show it was straaange
I know it's not the typical experience that gets passed around, but I honestly think what you experience is pretty real and it's definitely one reason I don't take any emotional attachment away from meet and greets. I think some people do and I'm happy for them and I definitely am not invalidating any of those experiences - it's honestly more about how you feel than how they feel.
But I'm the kind of person who loves passively observing them so the observations I have during meet and greets ends up being pretty similar to what you described. Dan copes with the social awkwardness by having a script in his head that involves compliments, fake laughs, and saying the same thing to everyone. The voice he uses is so jarringly not a normal Dan voice that I almost want to shush him when I hear it. I think Phil actually does approach meet and greets with a slightly more genuine demeanor but that means when he's not feeling it or he's exhausted (which in a run of this many shows, I'm sure he was) it's more visible and harder to ignore.
They really are just two dudes you don't know and who don't know you. But in my experience, the parasocial affection will return as you watch them. Because they're still the same guys you loved going into it - you just had a bit of a peek behind the curtain. For me, what I feel parasocial about is how they are to each other, anyway, and that hasn't changed.
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My thoughts on the women being the brain cell thing is that men are "supposed" to be like. Hyperactive and goofy so when they do it it's normal. Even when they're not acting that way, they're purposely interpreted that way (I see this a lot with Grian). This creates a contrast between them and women, making women seem reasonable even if they're not being reasonable (Pearl is often very reckless in the life series, but people like to see her as motherly for some reason). Therefore, they're labeled as the brain cell.
I am at school and have only skimmed your posts so I'm sorry if I've literally just repeated what you or someone else has already said lol
Nods nods. It is a weird double standard but it's even weirder that the women are simultaneously largely presented as more competent and smart by the fandom, for feats that I'd argue are not exclusive to them, ignoring their flaws and failures, while also letting those failures define them, but almost exclusively to further the sisterly or motherly notion. Biggest victim of course being Lizzie "taking on the canary curse". Like isn't is so weird that people paint ONE early death of hers as having literally anything to with Jimmy, to the point that most characterization I've seen of her is the "curse", how she fell into the void, how Jimmy was saved thanks to her. I am THE Jimmy guy man and yet it drives me nuts because it's such a disservice to the both of them. How her death isn't about her but treated as honorable to the benefit of a guy, as if she was an unwilling or willing sacrifice for Jimmy. Makes me feel icky. Her character in SL has so much to say about her. Same with WL but most I see is "haha thats the braincell of the loser trio!"
Sorry it takes literally so little to make me go on tangents about Lizzie's characterization lol but yeah. The women are most definitely just treated inherently different from the male players by a large chunk of the fandom which just deepens the misogyny
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The Wild Robot Sentence Starters
Change pronouns and terms as needed!
“Hello! Bonjour! Guten tag! Hujambo! ¡Hola!”
“Do you need assistance?”
“DO YOU NEED ASSISTANCE??”
“Are you here to kill us?”
“Ooooh, pretty. Get it!!”
“This is what I get for taking a walk.”
“Where’s your mommy, little guy?”
“You gotta die faster!”
“Uh, why aren’t we killed yet?”
"That ___ stalks me, emits noise, and makes simple tasks more complicated or impossible."
“As far as he’s concerned, you’re his mother now.”
“I do not have the programming to be a mother.”
“But it’s not all bad. Just… mostly bad.”
“Patience is the key.”
“It’s okay, Mom, I’m alive!”
“It’s okay, I won’t eat him.” / “Are you crazy?! I might eat him!”
“Do you believe everything you hear?”
“I believe I am under attack.”
“Ugh… Do I have to do EVERYTHING?”
“Kindness is NOT a survival skill."
"Understood. Do not mention dead family."
"Swimming's easy; I can teach him the way my mom taught me. SWIM!"
"Just... I dunno... Don't get attached to the little guy."
"Ugh. So we're doing this."
"New project!"
"Is it normal to burp this much?"
"I know it was you. And I know where you live."
"Kids need to feel safe and loved and all that junk."
"NOT YET!"
"Yeah, well, when you grow up without something, you... spend a lot of time thinking about it."
"Death's proximity makes life burn all the brighter."
"I prefer he be independent closer to home."
"He won't die. Well... probably won't die. It's unlikely he would die... just right now."
"(Name), focus on me!"
"So was it just guilt? Is that why you did this?"
"You don't understand anything! You don't feel anything!"
"You're not my mom."
"I don't know!! I'm just making stuff up!"
"I don't know what I'm doing, and I have to! I have to because he's relying on me!"
"I have a kid."
"You are in the wrong place, and you have become the wrong thing."
"Don't take this the wrong way, but I'm not sure I'd want to see the sort of place you actually 'fit in'."
"Your life is not negotiable."
"I'm fine. Go again."
"Remember, there's nothing he can do that you can't."
"(Name) was never supposed to get this far. You know that."
"GET YOUR BUTT BACK UP IN THE AIR WHERE IT BELONGS!"
"Gentle motivation is a mom skill. You'll learn it."
"Funny how life works."
"Thank you for looking after my... For looking after (name)."
"You are a credit to... whatever species it is you belong to."
"I'd say you shine like new."
"How do you know if you love something? Some... one?"
"Sometimes hearts have their own conversations."
"Sometimes, to survive, we must become more than we were programmed to be."
"I need you to promise me one thing: a truce."
"He'll be here. I know he will."
"You seem... happy."
"Despite my cheery demeanor, I am unfeeling, inflexible, and morally neutral."
"Lying your butt off back there!"
"I'm already home."
"It's all you. Make it look good."
"We need everything inside that head of yours."
"Can I keep just... one?"
"What happened was not your fault."
"What you did to try and fix it is everything."
"I love you... Mom."
"Male bovine excrement!"
"Now say I'm cool. And don't lie."
"(Name) has nothing to do with this."
"We will just keep coming until we have you!"
"Don't be afraid."
"Whoa-whoa-whoa! D-Don't you need that?!"
"I have everything I need."
"Do not scare me like that again."
"If they come back, I'm gonna bite them."
"They will just keep coming until they have me."
"We can fight them off as many times as we need to."
"There are things there that I must put right."
"What if I need to tell you something, and you're not here?"
"When it is time, I promise I will find my way home."
#rp memes#sentence starters#roleplay starters#roleplay memes#roleplay prompt#sentence meme#rp prompts#the wild robot
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Exposing myself as a rabid card captor sakura and syaoran×sakura fan cause I've been constantly thinking about that one scene in clear card where they hug and then syaoran passes out mid hug on top of her cause of magic exhaustion
That's it just rotating this scene in my mind and screaming OOOOOOOUUUUGGGHHH 24/7
#they are the blue print ur honor#they start hating each other and being rivals#then they befriend each other#then they fall in love#and then this happens#and like how am i supposed to be normal about them#LMAO#sorry for card captor sakura posting but syaoran is The All Time Fave character in the history of Ever#been a fan since i was like 12#anyway just wanted to scream how much i love this scene it makes me feral#miry's yapping
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the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.
sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.
you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.
it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.
but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.
they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.
they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.
barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.
and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.
but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.
they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!
this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.
#this shifts gender so much bc it actually affects everyone#yes it's a gendered phenomenon. i have written a LOT about how different genders experience it. that's for a different post.#writeblr#ps my comments about seeing someone cry -- this is not to shame any person#and on this blog we support workers.#at the same time it's a really hard experience to see someone that looks like you. clearly in agony. and have them forced to keep going.#when you're young it doesn't necessarily look like acting. it looks scary. and that's what this is about - the fact that teens#have likely already been exposed to that definition of things. because the internet exists#and without the context of healthy education. THAT is the image burned into their minds about what it looks like.#it's also just one of those personal nuanced biases -#at 19 i thought it was normal to be in pain. to cry. to not-like-it. that it should be perfunctory.#it was what i had seen.#and it didn't help that my religious upbringing was like . 'yeah that's what you get for premarital. but also for the reference#we do think you should never actually enjoy it lol'#so like the point im making is that ppl get exposed to that stuff without the context of something more tender#and assume .... 'oh. so it's fine i am not enjoying myself'. and i know they do because I DID.#he was my first boyfriend. how was i supposed to know any different#i didn't even have the mental wherewithal to realize im a lesbian . like THAT used to suffering.
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happy new year to neil josten who didnt sign it. he gave me a contract but i didnt sign it. he couldnt make me. this doesnt mean anything. im still a fox.
#aftg#all for the game#palmetto state foxes#the raven king#exy#neil josten#screaming in my car about them on my 15#happy new year#happy new year neil josten#im actually so insanely normal about this#guys you dont understand#how am i supposed to go back into work and act like everything is fine???#like wdym#wdym my coworkers arent also thinking about neil josten rn??#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#how am i supposed to function after this???
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“—and the love you are made of.” (and I love you because you are love)
@lovesick-x-prince what if i cried. HUH.
[the thing causing big emotion]
#I am still sick but this WOKE me from my GRAVE#“double wedding” they say like I'm supposed to stay completely normal about that#and @ you!! YOUUU!! the vows. the VOWS. them referencing the poem. grian's version. nay PROCLAMATION. the CHALLENGE#I NEED to BITE SOMETHING /vpos#no i have not read past this point in the chapter bc i know the end'll emotionally destroy me and i can't handle that rn ha h#but my god#trafficshipping#desert duo#scarian#third life#grian#goodtimeswithscar#no i cannot stop thinking about the vows#this is now canon to me with how marriage ceremonies work in the nebulous worlds of mc#i mean. refrencing the end poem like that??? and seemingly subconsciously too?? GENIOUS#i am going to return to my grave now adios>>
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it was so interesting how the mihawk vs zoro fight was different in the manga than in the show.
i feel it was much more sudden, no planning the duel for next day, just when zoro saw mihawk he already knew he has to try and fight him.
luffy doesn't say anything against if even if they had just seen mihawk split that ship with just his sword. he accepts it (because he already understands he can't stand in the way of zoro's dream), and stands close by without saying anythign almost the whole fight. watching it closely.
and when zoro is having troubles, luffy still holds johnny and yosuku back so they don't interfere with the duel .
only after zoro is defeated and drops in the water, luffy loses it, and goes after mihawk with so much anger.
it was a nice and interesting moment that mihawk saw luffy holding the others away from the fight.
lets luffy know that he didn't kill zoro.
and then this whole thing sksajds
"luffy, can you hear me?"
"i hear you."
the way they showed it in the show was great - with how close luffy was by zoro's side, immediately checking up on him and hearing what zoro wanted to say to him directly.
but the way it's in the manga, it's almost heartbreaking because they're some distance away and luffy has to ask usopp if zoro is ok, and zoro isn't even sure if luffy is around, but he needs him to know!
that we won't ever fail!
"got a problem with that, king of the pirates?"
and same as in the show, luffy in different words say zoro could never fail him! he's so happy zoro survived that
#the show managed to portray this so well and yet it's different from the manga so it's like i'm reading it from another angle or smth.#but both so good#how am i supposed to be normal about them ;-;#zolu#one piece#monkey d. luffy#roronoa zoro#one piece chapters 50-52#mine#gif:zolu#gif:op manga#long post
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That's Turks teamwork. Pretty good, right?
#final fantasy vii#ffedit#ffgraphics#ffgifs#ff7#*ff7#my gifs#i am so normal about the turks#society if it was easier to get clips of them fighting together#hey square how about a before crisis remake#though i suppose i like the variety of ways they can work together#but also please look at elena and rude playing catch and think about how they're good at it because the turks play with darkstar thanks#it also feels weird using a quote from cc when there are no cc gifs but what can you do#rude#reno#elena#tseng#the turks#advent children
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fucking stupid how much damage has been done by 'but why don't you ever do [thing] for ME 🥺' + 'this art you did is so good that you SHOULD be doing something More and Better and actually it's super disappointing that you're not' like I'm a grown ass adult woman now when will I stop being haunted by the fucking spectre of the guilt of things I Should Also Be Doing
#thinkin about how it's fun and powerful in theory to have friends' addresses because I COULD just mail them stuff whenever#but that I don't because 1) the pressure to think of something Unique and Creative and Good Enough makes me too insane and#2) well I have a LOT of friends' addresses and also my grandma and also my mom and why don't I ever send THEM anything--#and so 'heehoo I could send a little card for fun :)' balloons into 'if this isn't a bespoke art project you're a failure--'#'and also you MUST do fifty of them because otherwise anyone who DOESN'T get one will Feel Slighted'#AND LIKE MAN I FEEL LIKE THE FORMER ISSUE IS JUST SOMETHING I HAVE TO WORK ON LETTING GO OF--#BUT THE LATTER IS LIKE. A REAL THING ACTUALLY LMAO. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ABOUT THAT!!#this is also why drawing other people's OCs is so fraught and increasingly impossible for me#which I mean I've talked at length before about how this affects what I draw and whether I even can#but it touches everything lmao. everything I do is never Enough#and is also something I'm doing instead of something ELSE that I'm shunning or neglecting forever and ever#WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DOOOO NORMAL PEOPLE DON'T LIVE LIKE THISSSS BUT HOOOOOW#hhhHHhhHHHHhhhhhhh#about me
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someone over the age of 30 tell me it’s gonna be ok
#im turning thirty at the beginning of next year and trying not to have a meltdown about it 😭#I’ve actually been having one continuous meltdown about it since I turned 25#WHY IS IT SO SCARY!! WHY AM I LIKE THIS!#being 30 is literally such a normal thing to be 😭#and I keep thinking I’ve gotten over it (I have done a lot of mental preparation this year) but then I still get overcome by Panic!!!#and my birthday isn’t even for months#help👯♀️ sos😍#who in my fandoms is over 30 🥺🥺 guys hold my hand I’m being a baby about being old#as usual#i was supposed to have my life figured out by now but I have even less figured out than I did when I was like 22 I think .#how did I go BACKWARDS#I want to be a good example for the 20-somethings and tell them it’s all fine but I’m always freaking out so .#gonna need the 30-somethings to step in and be a good example for ME#I am soon to be one of you so if you would be so kind as to extend a gracious welcome and ignore my sobbing. thank u#wise beautiful powerful 30-somethings. thank you#mine
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me for the past decade: those two characters who don't interreact as much as they could have so many similitudes i think they're foils and care deeply for each other regardless and want to protect each others.
Hoshino: actually they're soulmates but yes
me: ahah i knew i-- WHAT DO YOU MEAN SOULMATES??????
#how am i supposed to be normal about this. how am i supposed to be normal about this!!!!!!#and they were soulmates. their souls have been intertwined hoping for them to meet again in another life.#i didnt even fucking know one of them was reincarnated like hello. hello. hello.#ichatalks about dgm#dgm spoilers#ichablogging dgm
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