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tigertaurus22 Ā· 1 day ago
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Hereā€™s my little contribution to the Slay the Princess fandom.
I created an OC called The Child. She doesnā€™t really have a name, just like her parents. Yeah, sheā€™s supposed to be the daughter of the Princess and the Decider.
Warning: Major Spoilers ahead if you havenā€™t played the game yourself or watched too many videos about it
She comes from another timeline where she was born after everything is said and done and the Long Quiet and Shifting Mound leave together as their true selves.
I imagine she stumbles upon another Construct and is only able to enter it during the events of Apotheisis when the Princess tears a hole into the Constructā€™s walls. She takes the form a small speck of light that goes completely unnoticed by the Shifting Mound at first.
After this, the Child becomes part of almost every scenario the Long Quiet creates, only appearing in the second and third Chapters. She refers to the SM and LQ as her mother and father, much to their confusion.
In the second chapters, she meets LQ inside the cabin, in the room with the Pristine Blade, and goes on before him.
In the third chapters, she meets LQ just outside the cabin, warning him of what he might find. Depending on the situation, she either stays outside where itā€™s safe or goes in with him.
Like her mother, her appearance changes with each Chapter. In The Nightmare, the Princess is enamored with the Child because she can actually withstand the effects and even give off her own. Sheā€™s happy to let her play with LQ too and escape with her.
In the Spectre, the Child serves as the Princessā€™ only company before LQ comes back, taking on a half-spectral form herself.
In the Witch, she is initially distrustful of LQ and scurries off to her motherā€™s side upon his entry. The Princess is protective of the Child, like any mother cat would be.
In the Adversary, the Child acts as the referee while the Princess and LQ duke it out. Theyā€™re indifferent to her but still aware sheā€™s there.
I imagine that, in the Happily Ever After scenario, the Child will present an interesting divergence. She gets sleepy and the Princess will want to put her to bed, leading the Hero to the girlā€™s room in the Tower-Cabin. There, weā€™ll see evidence of her true nature in drawings she plastered on the wall. The Child will also let the LQ in on the fact Smitten was with the Princess.
I have my own scenario in mind for an original Chapter 2. I call it The Mother, wherein the Cabin turns into a veritable cottage. The front room appears very cozy and home-y, basically a living room, with a couch/bed tucked into the corner.
A table is there, littered with papers and drawing implements, but no blade.
The basement has been turned into a kitchen/pantry/dining room and we find the Princess hard at work using the Pristine Blade as a regular kitchen knife, attached to a longer chain that will only let her move to as far as the door. The Child is waiting patiently at the table for her food to be ready.
Itā€™s basically just them playing House, and could go a few different ways.
The Childā€™s mission is to explore and learn about how her parents were before she was born, but after being traumatized a little, she wants to escape and rejoin her real parents who are already out in the real world together.
When the LQ asks the Shifting Mound about the Child, she will claim she knows nothing about her. Unlike the Narrator, the Child is a real person but an outsider. An Intruder.
The Narrator wonā€™t know what to make of her, but from appearances alone, he might conclude that she was related to the Hero somehow. Though heā€™ll claim thatā€™s impossible (because he didnā€™t create her).
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polarisbibliotheque Ā· 8 months ago
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Silly writer things and some musical ramblings
*sigh* just a little silly writing update to you all before I come back with serious stuff, shattering whole worlds, making you cry over feels for these unhinged half-demons,
I 100.000% blame my sister for throwing me back into my Richie Sambora crush and I must warn you all it will show in the next things I write for Dante - we'll have 'you yee'd your last 'haw' silly red devil in these premises soon enough and I regret nothing.
Though Dante will be more like this, probably
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Before you guys ask, it's the Bon Jovi docuseries. I first listened to them when I was 6 y/o, probably, and Livin' on a Prayer was the first song I felt things I didn't even know I could feel with music. I saw Richie singing and playing, bam, love at first guitar chord.
Plus, Wanted Dead or Alive is one of Dante's life anthems, he would sing and play it 10/10 dressed like Richie, I'll die on this hill. I'll leave you with the video that made me go "I wanna be a badass guitar player someday":
(and some of my music ramblings under the cut for those interested in it, feel free to not read it but give the video a shot! Seriously. It's a very long ramble, though you might learn a thing or two on music!)
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OK! MUSICAL SHENANIGANS!
Little disclaimer: I'm just getting back to it, so sorry for blabbering about this here - I kinda need an outlet and I have no one else to talk to about all this. Music has been my best friend ever since I was a kid and I had to muffle it for a very long time in my life, I'm just now coming back to life and it feels amazing!
I had piano classes at school, but I always wanted to play and learn things that weren't quite in the curriculum...
Hence why I got used to watching videos and observing musicians extensively. It's kinda creepy actually
So, Richie has a triple neck guitar here, first time I ever saw one. The first neck, I think it's something close to a mandolin, second neck a normal 6 strings guitar, third neck a 12 strings guitar - basically, 2 strings instead of just one like a regular guitar. The 12 strings is the one that gives Wanted Dead or Alive that cowboy feels to it.
Now, that behemoth of a guitar must weight a fucking ton. My normal, 6 strings stratocaster already weights like hell - don't ever be fooled by those guitarists manhandling their guitars around like nothing 'cause those things are heavy - imagine a triple threat like that. No wonder he plays most of it sitting down.
Hence why Dante can play and wield Nevan like it's made of cardboard, it's his demonic side showing, that showoff
Another thing to note, is that when he gets his electric guitar, his strap is adjusted so his guitar isn't super low on his body... And he doesn't look like young Beatles with the guitars on their chests. He looks cool, I can play my guitar like Richie and I'll be cool, 'cause I CAN'T for THE LIFE OF ME play with my guitar almost on my knees. I personally find it easier and better to play like he does.
My arms aren't that long, I'm pocket-sized, thanks Richie for avenging me back in the 80's and looking cool regardless.
And size has nothing to do with it, 'cause this man is big - and I say that by his hands. My main pet peeve with guitarists worldwide: men have big hands and can wrap them easily around the guitar necks and play 5 finger chords using their thumbs like it's nothing.
Not exclusive to men, though: my sister can do the same, but she doesn't play anything. Blessings were wasted on her :')
Nevertheless, I love watching guitarists hands and how they do stuff: how they hold their picks, how they play the notes, how they move their hands. Richie has wonderful hands and hand movements, and there's a lot to learn there by carefully watching him play.
For instance: I can rest assured I'm not learning alternate picking and training to play faster wrong, 'cause Richie rests his pinky finger of his rhythm hand on the guitar while picking the strings and it's exactly what I naturally do.
I can ditch all those "5 things you're doing wrong when playing guitar!! Avoid this!! Bet you're doing the 3rd example!!" videos, 'cause if Richie Fucking Sambora plays like this, then I'm not doing it wrong, just differently. It gives you some reassurance if you don't have a teacher or if your teacher is an asshole.
I hate people who put so many rules in music. I'm kinda like Barbossa, the Code (theory) is more of a guideline than rules set in stone, anyway. I'm learning theory, but I personally believe the ~feeling~ is more important
One thing I always do, is watch where they play on the fret and their rhythm hand movement, and I managed to figure out some songs I had trouble with just by watching them playing live.
Figured out the C9 chord while watching this video of Richie and "why isn't he playing the C chord that I play when I learned this song?" because the man knows best and taught me a thing or two I didn't know ;)
Hahahaha so, my fellow musicians, I do this with all instruments. I learn the chords, but I always watch thoroughly various videos of the guys who made the songs playing live so I can double, triple, quadruple check if I'm doing it right or how to get unstuck in a particularly annoying part I cannot figure out for the life of me.
You know those videos people make of musicians playing live on social media? Currently I'm getting a lot of Nameless Ghouls on my instagram hahahaha and said videos are WONDERFUL to watch hands and learn. I have a hand issue
And I'll end this on: Richie's ragged voice singing his part of the song at the end does things to me. Sorry Jon. But Richie snatched my heart right then and there.
I hope you guys who were patient enough to read this learned something from it and NOW I shall go write a little more and go to sleep, 'cause it's almost 2 a.m over here and I think it's showing :)
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medicinemane Ā· 2 months ago
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"Our thing connects to an app!!!"
Ah... I hate it
#name me a thing and I'll tell you why I don't want it connecting to an app#this time it was me looking into something you could plug stuff into and have it tell you how much energy it used#and so many are like 'it'll send it into an app'#well that's stupid; and I'd like it to just tell me the info on it's own little screen#...saw some brewing video where... mhh... that's right; it was something to measure the... something volume related#you use it to calculate the alcohol content; I'm no brewer; just might like to someday so I sometimes watch stuff#anyway; guess what? app; no screen; only app#...I will fucking just learn to do it the old school way thank you; I'd love for you to make it so I don't have to do math#but not enough to deal with your fucking app that you'll stop supporting in 2 years#juicero ass mentality#'we've made two rocks that squeeze juice out of a drm'd juicebox; please use our app'#fuck your app; fuck it forever#the number of use cases where I want to use an app approach zero#honestly I really only play games on my phone or use it rarely for tumblr/discord... mostly for photos#and even there the games would probably be better on my computer (why are phone emulator's such ass?)#in short; if you tell me the thing you sold me will use an app to work... die#everything ought to be able to be done via the thing itself#...I can maybe; and it's a big maybe; but I can maybe forgive if like... I set up a battery and some kind of house grid control... thing#and I can either interface directly with it via my computer and a usb port; a screen; or if I feel like it an app... maybe... maybe ok#(though... that's a security risk for sure)#but point is apps can fuck off and die forever#they're stupid as hell
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cloudster-clown Ā· 3 months ago
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I am trying SO HARD not to look at echoes of wisdom spoilers + fanart. But the demon inside me wants to.
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readwritealldayallnight Ā· 1 month ago
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reader who is flexible / does yoga x simon who gets really flustered watching it? šŸ‘€
During those first few months of living together as flatmates, having gone from strangers who happened to have a friend in common to sharing a bedroom wall within 24 hours, you both learned a lot about each other
On your end, you learned that his presence in the flat was a rarity, gone for days if not weeks at a time before coming home. Even then, he usually was only back for short periods of time, most of it spent sleeping
You do discover that heā€™s an early riser however, much to your chagrin when the sound of his routine post workout shower wakes you up before the sun has ever risen
You learn that heā€™s a decent enough cook, but will always insist on helping in some way if he finds you in the kitchen working on something, no matter how simple or complicated the dish is
Over time you even find out how he prefers his tea in the morning and when you get the chance, try and surprise him with a warm drink waiting for him after his shower
When you know that he prefers to keep the flat a little cooler than you usually have it, youā€™ll turn the thermometer down a degree just before he comes home, just as heā€™s gotten into the habit of turning it back up for you on his way out, the gesture going unspoken between the two of you
Simon also learns a lot about you in the time since youā€™ve moved in
He learns all about your taste in music, a melody never not playing in the background of whichever room youā€™re occupying, often telling him the name of a song or artist you can tell he likes from the way his foot will tap or fingers will drum against his thigh
He discovers youā€™re a bit of a night owl, often hearing you in the kitchen baking some dessert or another at midnight, or talking on the phone with a friend. He never minds though. In one case he wakes up to sweet treats in the morning, and the other he gets to overhear your even sweeter voice chirping and giggling. And if one time a smile of his own graces his lips when he hears you telling your friend how youā€™re loving the new flat, and your flatmate ā€œisnā€™t so bad on the eyes eitherā€, then whoā€™s complaining?
He finds out what your favourite take out food is, often surprising you with something on his return home, definitely not blushing under the mask if it earns him a hug or peck on the cheek as thanks
But one thing Simon learns about you early on, something that he thinks about not just at home but on base, in briefings, on missions, on helis and jets and trucks, is how part of your daily routine, is doing fucking yoga in the living room.
Heā€™s been in countless situations most civilians could never even dream up, let alone withstand, and Simon under the mask that is Ghost always stays as cool and collected as any seasoned vet would
But seeing you in sweatpants, or leggings, or even worse when youā€™re wearing those shorts of yours, strolling into the living room with your yoga mat tucked under your arm, his pants instantly tighten every single time, knowing whatā€™s to come (or rather whoā€™s to c-)
Following along to your instructional video playing on the telly, paying him no mind as he sits in the adjoining kitchen as you bend into position after position, simply doing your nightly routine as you have for years now, unknowingly putting your flatmate through a torture heā€™s never endured before
Every time heā€™s lucky enough to witness you stretching your limbs, contorting your body into poses he couldnā€™t fathom doing himself, he finds his dreams that night filled with the very same images of you, though wearing far less clothing, and in his bed instead of a yoga mat, though he would take you anywhere letā€™s be honest
He always waits for you to finish your routine, be it a quick 15 minute stretch or a nearly hour long session, he remains and watches you until you leave, before he dares to stand with his arousal on full display through his pants, rushing to his room or bathroom to take care of business
He learns that heā€™s never felt more intense pleasure at his own hand than when he thinks of you, when he has has your face and body freshly imprinted on his mind as he finishes, imagining the heaven that it must be to have the real thing rather than his calloused fist
Itā€™s interesting you see
You really like Simon, and you like when heā€™s home, like getting to know him and spend more time with him
And if you happen to learn that when you do your yoga routine out where he can see you, that he suddenly spends a lot more time in the flat than on base, coming home more and more often, no matter how short his stay isā€¦ well, whoā€™s complaining?
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arijackz Ā· 2 months ago
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PICK A CARD: How You Hypnotize
ā¤ļøŽ "People are afraid, very much afraid of those who know themselves. They have a certain power, a certain aura and a certain magnetism." - Rajneesh
Disclaimer: This is a general reading, take what resonates. This is a gender-neutral reading, change any pronouns to apply to you.
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āœæ Pile One (5oW, Strength, 8oC, Judgement)
Do you have Mula (Sagittarius), Magha (Leo), or Ashwini (Aries) placements? Youā€™re giving off some serious last-one-standing energy. Mula is particularly known for its ability to defy all odds, taking down a ā€œbeastā€ that seems far stronger through wit and quick resolve. It embodies the Belle archetypeā€”well-read, gentle, and kindā€”able to reign in even the most formidable challenges. This energy suggests a remarkable strength in navigating difficult situations, using intelligence and empathy to emerge victorious.
Life has tried you, pushed you to the brink, and dangled you over a cliff. All while a crowd of people whooped and hollered, rooting for your demise.
But guess whatā€¦ youā€™re the one sitting pretty on top of a mountain while everyone else is where?ā€¦ oh, AT THE BOTTOM OF THE FUCKING CLIFF!
I didnā€™t plan this reading to be soā€¦ boastful? But you deserve to puff your chest out, babe.
Youā€™ve had enemies. Honestly, this isnā€™t common. When the average person hears about somebody having a lot of ā€œhatersā€ they brush it off and assume that person just has a big head. However, thatā€™s your reality. Your energy triggers people so they consider you a threat to whatever they have going on. For some of you, this could be your own family or closest friends.Ā 
Thereā€™s a quiet, obsessive intensity behind your eyes. The fire element is prominent in this reading, indicating a deep, aching desire to consume, burn, and clear everything in your path. While you may feel exhausted from a lifetime of battles, your soul thrives on challenges, igniting a fierce determination within you. This duality fuels your passion, pushing you to confront obstacles head-on, even when the struggle feels overwhelming. Embrace that fire; itā€™s not just a source of exhaustion, but also a wellspring of resilience and transformation.
šŸŽµYOU KNOW WHEN TO HOLLLDDD ā€˜EM, KNOWW WHEN TO FOOLLDD ā€˜EMM, KNOW WHEN TO WALLKKK AWAY, KNOW WHEN TO RUUUUUNNNNNN! šŸŽµ
Your intelligence transcends mere book smarts and common sense, creating an incredibly hypnotic aura around you. Your situational awareness allows you to navigate social dynamics effortlessly, running circles around people, and leaving them tangled in their own webs of thought. Youā€™re scarily smart, a strategic thinker who sees layers others miss. Thereā€™s a striking contrast between your physical appearance and the cunning nature beneath the surface; you may look like a doll, seemingly delicate and innocent, but thereā€™s a fierce and dangerous intellect at play. This duality not only captivates those around you but also keeps them guessing about your next move. You also possess incredible enduranceā€”not just in a physical sense, but in your ability to withstand a remarkable amount of bullshit that would have caused most people to tap out long ago.
People look at you and think, ā€œHow?ā€ How are you still standing, and how did you manage to come out on top? This aura of resilience draws some people in, compelling them to want to learn your secrets. However, not everyoneā€™s interest is innocent; for some, it morphs into a dark obsession, pushing them to challenge your resolve and see if they can crack your thick skin. This dynamic creates a complex dance around you, where admiration and envy intertwine.
P.S. Even if youā€™re not Ketu dominant or a Mula native, please watch Claire Naktiā€™s, The ā€œFinal Girlā€ Astrological placement research video, you will definitely resonate. If you comment, tell them AriJackz from Tumblr sent you!
Okay bye, MUAH šŸ’‹
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āœæ Pile Two (Knight of Pentacles, 2oS, Strength, 7oC (S?), The Star, Judgemental, Short, Melancholic, 4oP)
ā€œHEART BEEN BROKE SO MANY TIIMMESSS
I DONā€™T KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVEEE
MAMA SAYS ITā€™S MY FAULLT, ITā€™S MY FAULLTTT
I WEAR MY HEART OF MY SLEEEEVVVEEEE!ā€
Itā€™s not your fault, baby! Bitches are just greedy šŸ™„
This is straightforward, youā€™re a star! You have that undeniable je ne sais quoi, ĀæCĆ³mo se diceā€¦ ā€œEveryone wants to be themā€ energy. As a multi-faceted individual, you possess countless layers that draw people in. Each aspect of your personality holds a unique appeal, making it so that thereā€™s a piece of you that everyone desires. This captivating nature not only sets you apart but also invites beggars who benefit from being near your energy.Ā 
Youā€™re not consciously aware of this power and thatā€™s what makes it great; itā€™s not manipulated or curated, you just are. In your younger years, you were like a fairy prancing around with a basket of love, giving away pieces of your heart to anyone who looked your way with sad little-kicked puppy eyes.Ā 
However, the world is full of greedy hands that have no intention of giving as much as they receive. You were born with a heart of gold and encountered these all-consuming energies quite early in life, prompting you to spend your adolescence developing discernment and better judgment to avoid getting burned again. This journey has shaped you into someone who values authenticity and reciprocity, allowing you to navigate relationships with a keen awareness of what truly nurtures your spirit.
Even if you donā€™t feel you have anything explicitly special about you, everyone else sees that you do! In a world where many feel boring and unoriginal in their own skin, your vibrant energy can be a source of irritation for those who struggle with their own identity. Your unique shine serves as a reminder of what they lack, sparking feelings of envy or frustration.
Although, that doesn't mean they wonā€™t play nice in your face while robbing you blind behind your back. You learned this the hard way.Ā 
ā€œThere's an old saying in Tennessee ā€” I know it's in Texas, probably in Tennessee ā€” that says, fool me once, shame on ā€” shame on you. Fool me ā€” you can't get fooled again.ā€ - George W. Bush
YOU DONā€™T PLAY. You hold your magic close to your chest and are very weary of possible leeches. This guardedness reflects your hard-won wisdom; you know how precious your energy is and are selective about who gets to share in it. THIS IS HYPNOTICCCC.
Your presence is exclusive; not just anyone gets to brush shoulders with you. This rarity makes people eager to be seen as special enough to get close to you. You have optionsā€”a variety of choices in friends, partners, loversā€”and that selectivity only heightens the allure. People yearn to be among the few you hand-select to join your inner circle, hoping to share in your energy and insights. This creates a magnetic pull, as they aspire to earn a place in your life.
If you didnā€™t know this, Iā€™m telling you now. Look back on your social interactions and the slick words said to you, probably people accusing you of thinking youā€™re the shit (you are), and youā€™ll see just how much of a star you are.Ā 
P.S. Some of you are tiny little spitfires. I donā€™t think thatā€™s important, but I felt inclined to mention it. If so, that adds to the allure. 5 foot nothing but your attitude is 10 feet tall.
Okay bye, MUAH šŸ’‹
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āœæ Pile Three (Knight of Pentacles, 2oS, Strength, 7oC (S?), The Star, Judgemental, Short, Melancholic, 4oP)
Youā€™re a storm, baby. I know I got some Adra natives in the cleerrb!
A few days ago, my 59-year-old neighbor and I were walking around the park, it was eerily quiet- no children were playing in the field and the trees were the stillest I had ever seen. Breaking the silence, she told me about a belief in ancient Hindu folklore that on days when the sky is framed in dark, dense clouds and the winds are still- not a single gust rustling the trees- the Earth is waiting with weighted breath for the outcome of a long-withstanding battle against good and evil.
She said that when I woke up the next morning, to check the news and see if a famous politician or some powerful person behind the scenes had died- thus being defeated. I checked; a few notable names had passed but the stand-out thing that happened was a vision I saw in a dream where an ex-friend sent me a letter in the mail admitting to some harmful actions I had growing suspicions about. This finally put my mind at ease and reaffirmed my gut intuition.Ā 
I donā€™t know how to say this without sounding soā€¦ metaphorical/poetic, but youā€™re the person divine consciousness sends to represent the lightā€™s grand victory. You are the embodiment of a prevailing soul. With all ten swords in your back, youā€™ll get up again and again.Ā 
Youā€™re not sent to the world as the Universeā€™s sparkling trophy because of luck; no, youā€™re highly regarded because you walked the same path, youā€™re no stranger to going to war and coming out with more than a few bumps and scrapes.Ā 
This is not a flashy victory. Not like in the movies where you get ganged up on by bullies, pull out karate moves, whoop some ass, and come out looking like an underdog. This war consists of consecutive, painstaking setbacks and challenges slowly chipping away at your character, leaving behind a shell of a person for you to pick the pieces up and rebuild stronger. Itā€™s a series of quiet battles fought within, where the scars arenā€™t always visible but the growth is profound. Every moment of doubt, every instance of perseverance, shapes you in ways that arenā€™t always glamorous but are deeply transformative.
You have scars that manifest as art, each one a mark of survival. Artistic souls look at you and see a single tree still standing after a hellish stormā€”roots deep in resilience, branches reaching for the light. Each scar is a testament to your journey, a story etched into your skin, reminding the world that even after the fiercest winds, life is reborn with greater tenacity to endure and thrive.Ā 
You carry a thick atmosphere with you, whenever youā€™re coming the Earth seems to hold its breath to await you. Youā€™re not abrasive or stand-offish, conversely, youā€™re quite soft, well-balanced, and can even be romantic at times. But that only emphasizes the sharp, heaviness of your presence.Ā 
Yea, we all go through shit but do we all come out the other end with an open heart and willingness to live life optimistically? Fuck no šŸ˜­šŸ˜­.
Somehow... you do and thatā€™s hypnotic as fuck, my love! Itā€™s like, hOW?! Even if people didnā€™t see the wars you fought, your backbone poses itself like a warriorļæ½ļæ½s. The way you carry yourself speaks volumes; it imprints on the minds of others far more than words ever could. Your presence is magnetic, a silent testament to your strength and resilience. Talking is just the bare bones of communication; itā€™s your spirit, your aura, that truly captivates.Ā 
LMAO youā€™re the type to say less than five words to someone and theyā€™re running back to their friends telling them youā€™re different from everyone else.
P.S. Your key to bagging anyone you want is your eyes, learn to flirt with your eyes.Ā 
Okay bye, MUAH šŸ’‹
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āœæ Pile Four (The Emperor, Ace of Wands, 3oS, Judgement, The Fool, courageous, Spiritual, Observant, Self-assured, Thirsty, Aimless)
Hmmm, youā€™re a playboy, stay far away from my easily attached heart, DEMON šŸ«µ.
Iā€™M PLAYING. But for real, you knew the answer to this question before you chose the pile LMFAO.
Youā€™re just plain sexy! Thatā€™s it! Youā€™re vivacious and a smooth talker; you like to razzle dazzle your way into peopleā€™s minds where your imprint overstays its welcome, making them sick with their lack of permanent access to you.
Youā€™re a social butterfly, flying from person to person, pollinating them with the attention they yearn for, and then flying off to the next adventure, leaving them dizzy with the need to catch and keep you in a cutely decorated mason jar with poked holes up top. Of course, this would kill you, so stay how you are, beautiful!
This might be a bit explicit, but you have a unique way of stirring peopleā€™s desires. You donā€™t need to be overtly sexual; itā€™s your rare lack of fear of rejection that draws people in. At least, thatā€™s how others see it. In a social world laced with fear, you seem to have an optimistic mentality where, ā€œEvery shot you donā€™t take, you miss.ā€ So you are one of the few humans who arenā€™t riddled with worries about how youā€™re perceived and peopleā€™s judgments of your character. What is rare is wildly hypnotic.
People thirst over you, like foaming-at-the-mouth rabid dog ARFF ARFF BARK BARK type of thirstā€¦ in silence. You are actually way too intimidating to approach. Male or female, socially, people perceive you as high quality and assume you get a lot of attention that the everyday person can not compete with, so they only daydream from afar.Ā 
Youā€™re arm candy. Throughout writing this I pictured famous videos of celebrities like Angelina Jolie, Jhene Aiko, and Chris Evans seducing and unnerving the interviewer through subtle actions. Like the other piles, your aura is the dominant communicator and it doesnā€™t take much for you to get a mf barking.Ā 
People fear youā€™ll break their hearts, but funnily enough, youā€™ve entertained one or two losers in the past and left relationships with a few scars and stories you have to sniffle through to tell. But thatā€™s okay; those experiences teach us how to discern who deserves to be in our lives and who doesnā€™t. You only let them in because you try not to discriminate, and truly just have a deep passion for connection with anyone and everyone you encounter. Never change, youā€™re the flame the rest of us moths flock to.
P.S. Discernment and trusting your judgment is a lifelong study; donā€™t beat yourself if someone who you thought had your best interest at heart, doesnā€™t in reality. Count that towards your research, dust yourself off, and try again. Youā€™re too brave to let a liar stop your ability to enjoy human company.Ā 
Okay bye, MUAH šŸ’‹
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strayingawayy Ā· 7 days ago
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it's the little things for me
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chan: folding the laundry as he admires you while you scream to lady gaga on a friday night, cleaning your spectacles/ sun glasses for you, feeding you with his own chopsticks, making sure you're on the opposite side of the traffic while crossing the street, taking strands of hair out of your mouth when you're asleep, making sure he always has time for you, rocking you in his arms while you cry, sharing the tiniest of umbrellas even if you BOTH get wet in the process, silently wiping sauce off your face while you ramble on about the latest gossip at work/uni, sends flowers to your place on random days, saying he loves you more than he loves the ocean. lee know: wearing even the most cringe frilly pink aprons you'll get him which stay stuff like 'kiss the cook' or 'mr. good lookin is cookin', learning how to make all your comfort foods, buying you stuffed toys resembling your childhood pets, always making you taste test the food he's cooking, "do you want it to be spicier? it'll help with the cold.", oiling and massaging your hair on sunday mornings, talking to you like he does with his cats whenever you're sick, screeching to songs in the car, buying stupid matching sunglasses, sharpening your pencils for you, leaving sooni, doongi and dori at his parents' claiming you spend more time with them than him, cracking your fingers when he's bored.
changbin: washing your dishes no matter how much you insist you can do it, keeping in touch with your family once you introduce them to him, giving you piggy back rides, letting you make stupidly cute hairstyles with his hair, sleeping with your stuffed toys when you're not at home, always packing your favourite toothpaste because he knows how much you despise the hotel ones, letting you win at arm wrestling, racing with you to the nearby convenience store.
hyunjin: learning your drink orders for different moods and seasons, slipping little encouraging notes with the cutest doodles into your bag, jacket pockets, underwear pile, EVERYWHERE, clicking lots of candid polaroids of you, always keeping a lipbalm in his pocket for you, making a list of places you want to visit and taking you on surprise trips, rubbing your noses together, drawing on your arms while you watch a movie, listening to you rant about your passions all. night. long.
jisung: always wanting you to share new music you like with him, buying you guys matching fluffy house slippers with the most bizarre stuff like cheese puffs or flamingos on them, decorating your shared space with childhood photos of you, singing karaoke with you until 4 am, watching panda and hamster videos together, singing you awake every morning, playing careless whisper as a way of asking you to dance with him, binging studio ghibli movies with you on days off, afternoon naps, watching fireflies together, weird nicknames like 'cake batter eater' or 'hairbrush stealer', rewatching childhood cartoons, doubling over in laughter one second and having the most serious conversations the next, "would you still love me if i was a worm?"
felix: reporting accounts which abuse skzoo >:(, always stocking up on your favourite snacks, letting you tease him over his small hands, giving you the best massages after long days, whispering and quiet laughing in silent spaces, biting your shoulder whenever you expose him in front of the boys, showing off his latest dance moves while dusting the house, giggling and rolling around in fresh sheets you just finished putting on, being your personal heater during the winters, miserably gardening together, smiling in between kisses.
seungmin: learning small phrases in your mother tongue and making sure his pronunciation is on spot, wearing animal onesies together, waking you up with your favourite cup of coffee every morning, giving you head scratches when you can't sleep, cuddling together on a rocking chair, fighting over who pays for the bill, going to fancy stores and trying out clothes only to leave without buying anything, always finding you first whenever there's a blackout, going to the local adoption center and cooing at puppies together, tracing your features while you sleep, a quick forehead kiss before he rushes to work, replacing photocards you have of other members with his own.
jeongin: "mentioned you in their story", staying on call with you when you're taking a cab at night, wearing normal shoes when he goes out with you, eating caramel popcorn at 2 am, getting on a subway and going to the nearby town because you heard it's raining there and needed a reason to dance together, laying his head on your lap while reading manga, wearing fuzzy socks, trying out stupid tiktok couple trends, pretending to be a toxic couple while grocery shopping.
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hallowxiu Ā· 1 year ago
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How the Brothers Would Deal with MC's Mortality
Mammon:
You casually brought it up as a joke
Probably something like ā€œiā€™m here for a good time, not a long timeā€ or ā€œwhy should i care what happens in 100 years? Itā€™s not like iā€™ll be around to careā€
Would probably confuse Mammon at first as to why you wouldnā€™t be around, but he would put the pieces together in the middle of the night when trying to sleep.
A whole, eyes snapping wide opening and flinging out of his bed kind of moment.
Mammon would worry himself sick
Yes, he knows humans can die, hell, he used to mock you for being so frail when you first came to the Devildom, but now?Ā 
Well, now things are different. How he feels about you is different
He's spending all his money on ways to keep you kicking longer.Ā 
Anything he can think of thatā€™ll help, heā€™s buying it. Vegetables, fruits, protein powder, comfortable clothes, a nice pillow, vitamins, shampoos- anything. He has no idea where to start, so he just starts grabbing everything.Ā 
I mean, something will have to help, right?Ā 
If you notice he looks panicked, donā€™t point it out, itā€™ll only make it worse. Unless you want to be smothered to death from his affection and worry, then by all means. ;)
Leviathan:
Look, he can barely handle his favorite anime characters dying, so you? Yeah, no, thatā€™s way too much.Ā 
Nothing actually popped up to remind Leviathan of your mortality, it was because of Satan throwing his books all around the house that did it.Ā 
Suddenly, it was all he could think about. How did he not think of this before?Ā 
Leviathan is no Satan though, and heā€™s certainly not Lucifer. Researching medical documents and trying to think of things to keep you alive longer are a little over his head. That being said, there were some things he could do.
Leviathan dove into his own research that would be within his realm of understanding, studying that humans who have more positive mindsets and who are less exposed to depressing forms of media, may live longer than the average person. This- this was something he could work with.Ā 
Suddenly, you were constantly being invited to his room, Leviathan having a variety of slice-of-life anime for you to watch with him, all of which had happy endings to boot. If an anime was even remotely depressing, he made sure to keep that out of reach.Ā 
Video games? Heā€™s keeping it safe; heā€™s not risking anything here. If itā€™s not similar to Stardew Valley, Animal Crossing, Dreamlight Valley, or The Sims (which must be on a good day), youā€™re just not playing it. Kingdom Hearts if youā€™re lucky.Ā 
Satan:
Would do an insane amount of researchĀ 
Likely overheard the topic on a news segment about the tragically short lifespans of humans before it all clicked together.
Satan, unlike the other brothers, has never experienced death before, so while it sounds silly, he never had reason to think of you dying.
Looks up humans who had long lifespans to see how he can implement those things into your lifestyle.
Books will be littered everywhere (although thatā€™s not really unusual, but what is would be the topic of said books- The Long Lives of Humans, Human Lifestyle for Dummies 101, The Road to Human Immortality, etc. etc.)
This is when Satan learns just how easy it is for a human to kick the bucket.
Heart attacks, brain aneurysms, strokes, seizures, cancer, the list goes on and on and itā€™s starting to scare him. He didnā€™t know humans could just drop dead.Ā 
Heā€™s going to start researching curses to increase your lifespan, or at the very least heā€™s going to make sure youā€™re careful as hell.Ā 
You wonā€™t even get as much as a cut without him being aware of it; heā€™s going to hover around and mother hen the absolute shit out of you.Ā 
Try not to get too annoyed with him though, it all stems from good intentions.Ā 
Asmodeus:
Heā€™ll be damned if his shopping partner for life is going to die on him.
Asmo isnā€™t stupid; if anything heā€™s pretty emotionally aware. He's known for a long time just how short the lifespan of humans is.
But still, it came in the form of a nightmare. One where he couldnā€™t save you, despite giving his best efforts. The way you died was tragic, long before your life should have ended.Ā 
This sent Asmo somewhat into a frenzied state trying to find things to keep you alive once he woke up.Ā 
Vitamins, vitamins, vitamins
Humans benefit from vitamins, right? Surely youā€™d benefit from Devildom vitamins then. If itā€™ll increase the lifespan of a demon, he sees no reason why it wouldnā€™t increase your lifespan.Ā 
Of course, it really only gives you nicer nails and shinier hair.Ā 
Heā€™s 10x more intense with your morning and night routines.Ā 
He will be unloading all his facial creams on you, and telling you the benefits of each one and how it might add a few years to your lifespan.Ā 
You want to stay up late at night to finish homework? Maybe watch a movie? Yeah, no, not on Asmoā€™s watch.Ā 
Your ass is going to bed every night at 10pm, right along with him. You do realize youā€™ll be getting exactly 8 hours of sleep each night, too, right?Ā 
Beelzebub:
Regarding his trauma with Lilith, it came as no surprise when he started to fret over your well-being.Ā 
Poor Beel saw an article that discussed how tragically easy it is for a human to die. The cherry on top? How they could die from simply overeating.Ā 
Overeating isnā€™t a concept Beel is overly familiar with (because to him, itā€™s never overeating), and while he knew most people couldnā€™t keep up with his eating habits, he didnā€™t think it could actually cause harm to a human, let alone kill them.Ā 
Grocery trips are now a more anxiety-inducing event.Ā 
Heā€™s suddenly paranoid that any of the Devildom food could and will kill you. Are you allergic to anything? How would you even know?Ā 
What if one day he serves you his favorite boiled dragonhead and you just drop dead at the dinner table?? No, that will never do.Ā 
Thereā€™s a list of Devildom foods that he knows for sure you can have without dying, but then comes the issue of portion control. How much is too much for a human?Ā 
Beelzebub swore he would never lose another loved one again, and itā€™s a promise he intends to keep. From now on, you will only eat what he deems safe.Ā 
You want to try a new food in the Devildom that youā€™ve never had before? You better get some seriously good convincing skills if you want him to cave in. For someone who only ever thinks with his stomach, heā€™s surprisingly stubborn.Ā 
Belphegor:
Heā€™s still plagued with nightmares about Lilith, especially since he still thinks itā€™s his fault. Tack that on to the way he blamed you and the rest of the human race for it? The man is walking trauma.Ā 
Ā Like Asmodeus, this was brought on by nightmares about you dying. Different from Asmoā€™s, however, you usually died by his hand. Naturally, considering your tumultuous history.Ā 
Belphegor, unlike his brothers, takes a different approach. He just doesnā€™t approach you at all.Ā 
What better way to keep your lifespan long than by staying away from you altogether?Ā 
Is it something that he wants? Of course not! But how can he trust himself to never hurt you again? To never kill you again.Ā 
He canā€™t.Ā 
So, he locks himself away in his room, sleeping most of the day or just avoiding the areas you normally like to lounge.Ā 
On a normal day, almost everyone in the household, including yourself, would notice this behavior change. However, since youā€™re now being cornered by all the brothers and their concerns about your lifespan, itā€™s easy for Belphegorā€™s absence to slip your mind.Ā 
This hurts Belphegor, but at the end of the day, he believes this is for the best.
Lucifer:Ā 
Lucifer didnā€™t need a reminder of your short lifespan; if anything, itā€™s something heā€™s thought plenty about.Ā 
Lucifer has trauma, we all know that much. After Lilith, heā€™s absolutely terrified of losing another loved one to something outside of his control.
And your lifespan is not something thatā€™s out of his control. At least not how he sees it, anyway.Ā 
If you thought he was overbearing or overprotective before, brace yourself. Heā€™s going to step it up several notches.Ā 
No excess of junk food, no more pulling all-nighters, no more sitting around the house gaming all day, and definitely no more overexerting your use of magic. Heā€™s no fool, he knows the toll your magic could eventually take on your body.Ā 
Honestly? He wasnā€™t this bad until his brothers started to panic about your mortality, and though Lucifer told himself he was above such nonsense, he quickly found himself taking all the precautions they were taking (and then some).Ā 
Fortunately, if you find yourself becoming overwhelmed, theyā€™ll be more than willing to listen to you (granted you take some of their concerns into account).
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totalswag Ā· 11 days ago
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Singer reader doing the viral trend w her own song jacked nd kind with drew plssss
jacked and kind āŽÆ DREW STARKEY
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summary doing a tiktok trend with your boyfriend.
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You sit on the living room couch scrolling on your phone. You've been on tiktok for the past ten minutesāŽÆmostly laughing. There's a trend going around where the boyfriend lifting the girlfriend up and places her on his shoulderāŽÆusing your song.
Drew was sitting across from you watching a movie on the tvāŽÆeyes on the screen with his right hand gently rubbing circles on your thigh. Physical touch is your love language.
You usually post here and there on your tiktok. You posted quite a bit during tour with outfits and ones that showed your goofy side. Privacy is a huge thing for you.
"Hey, have you seen the Jack and Kind trend on tiktok?" you question, pursing your lip to hide a smile.
He looks up, a mocking grin on his face. "No, what is that?" Another dance I should learn?
Very funny.
You giggle and shake your head. "No, it is cuter than that. The lover raises his girlfriend and places her on his shoulder. I figured it would be fun to attempt, especially with my new song playing in the background.
Drew lifts his eyebrow, pretending skepticism "Oh, so you want me to become your personal weightlifter now? "I am not sure..."
You pout and give him your best puppy-dog eyes. "Please, Drew?" It will be very cute. And, plus, we don't really post something together that often."
He sighs heavily, yet you can sense amusement in his eyes. "Fine, but only because I love your song."
"Yes!" you exclaim, putting your arms around his neck and bringing him in for a long kiss on the lips.
"You smell very good, what perfume is that?" Drew complements you as you unlock your phone, and you reveal it's the perfume he gave you for your anniversary.
Drew watches the couple tiktoks to see how each does it. He offers you a simple nod and prepares to film.
"This looks simple. "A piece of cake." he says in a tone that proves he won't have any problems.
"Yeah? "Well, let's see, Mr. Strongman," you challenge, rising up and grabbing your phone to record.
You place the phone on a shelf, guaranteeing that it captures the right angle. Drew is standing behind you, playfully cracking his knuckles. "Alright, let's do this."
You giggle as you approach him. "Okay, remember, lift me up and then place me on your shoulder."
He nods and wraps his arms around your waist. He lifts you off the ground with surprising ease, and you squeal with joy. He casually places you over his shoulder, and you can't help but giggle at how simple he makes it appear.
"Okay, are you ready?" Before hitting the countdown, you say, "ready than ever baby."
You put both of your hands on your hips and smile as you back up into Drew's chest at the beginning of the video. You give the camera that well-known sneer while dragging his tongue. You look into each other's eyes. Carefully grasping your sides, his hands raise you up and place you on his left shoulder.
"Stop! That was really cute! You laugh and say, "I'm posting it right now."
He whispers in your shoulder, "You look so beautiful," "so so beautiful."Ā 
You give him a kiss on the lips while looking over your shoulder.
Y/N Y/F/N
decided to hop on the trend hehe.
Fans started flooding with a bunch of comments talking about the way Drew looks at you the whole time and how they love seeing you post your relationship.
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midn1ghtsworld Ā· 3 months ago
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TEACH ME
(Zoa x Male Reader)
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It was a typical Friday night, and my best friend Zoa was over for our usual weekend sleepover at my place. Her parents were away on another one of their couplesā€™ getaways, leaving us to our own devices as usual.
We were lounging on the couch, channel surfing, and snacking on junk food when Zoa suddenly brought up a rather awkward topic. ā€œHey, can I ask you something kinda personal?," she said, fidgeting with a lock of her long hair. I could tell she was nervous.
ā€œSure, whatā€™s up?ā€I replied, my curiosity piqued.
Zoa bit her lip. ā€œItā€™s aboutā€¦cocks. I mean, Iā€™ve never actually seen a real one in person before. Just in like, videos and stuff.ā€ Her cheeks flushed pink.
I wasnā€™t sure what to say. Zoa and I had a close friendship, but weā€™d never really discussed this kind of thing before. ā€œOh, um, yeah, I guess...ā€ I stammered.
She looked at me pleadingly. ā€œI know this is super weird, but... could you maybe show me? Just so I know what it actually looks like? Iā€™m really curious.ā€
I gulped. Part of me thought it was a bad idea. But Zoa was my best friend. And in a weird way, I was kinda curious myself to share this with her, even if it was awkward as hell.
Slowly, I reached down and undid my fly. I hesitated for a moment, then pulled out my semi-hard cock. Zoaā€™s eyes went wide as she stared at it, transfixed.
ā€œWow,ā€ she whispered. ā€œItā€™s so... different than I expected. Bigger.ā€ She giggled nervously.
I shrugged, trying to play it cool even as my heart pounded. ā€œUm yeah, I suppose so. So, uh, what did you wanna know?ā€
ā€œSo, um, how do I make it get all the way hard like in videos?ā€ Zoa asked, leaning in closer to examine my penis.
ā€œHereā€¦ā€ I said, hesitantly picking up my shaft. I began to stroke myself, showing her how to masturbate. ā€œYou kind of just rub up and down the length like this. Focus on the head, thatā€™s the most sensitive part.ā€
Zoa reached out a finger to lightly touch the tip, watching in fascination as it jumped at her touch. ā€œWow, itā€™s really hard now,ā€ she said, marveling. ā€œCan you show me how to do a proper handjob? I want to try it.ā€
My heart was racing, but I nodded, moving my hand to guide hers onto my now rock-hard cock. She was eager to learn, stroking me with a slowly increasing tempo. I had to bite my lip to stifle a moan.
ā€œGood, nice, and firm,ā€ I instructed, demonstrating different techniques. ā€œYou can twist your wrist a bit as you stroke. Ooh yeah, just like thatā€¦ā€
Zoa giggled mischievously at how quickly she was getting me worked up. ā€œIā€™m doing it right? You seem really into itā€¦ā€ She moved her other hand to cup and gently massaged my balls as she pumped me faster.
ā€œOh fuck, yes, donā€™t stop,ā€ I groaned, my head tilting back. I could feel my orgasm building rapidly from her inexperienced but enthusiastic ministrations. ā€œZoa, Iā€™m gonna cum soonā€¦ā€
ā€œI want to see it,ā€ she said breathlessly. ā€œCan I catch it in my mouth?ā€
I opened my mouth to protest, but before I could object, Zoa had leaned in and taken just the head of my dick between her soft lips. The sudden warmth and wetness made me lose it. With a strangled gasp, I started to blow my load.
Zoaā€™s eyes widened in surprise as the first spurt hit her tongue. But then she started to avidly lick and swallow, milking me for every last drop. I came so hard I almost blacked out, cum flooding her eager mouth.
When I finished, Zoa pulled off with a satisfied smile, licking her lips. A dribble of my spend escaped the corner of her mouth. ā€œMmm, not bad,ā€ she giggled. ā€œSo thatā€™s what cum tastes like. Pretty good!ā€
I sat there stunned for a moment, trying to process what had just happened. In the end, I just shook my head and laughed. ā€œYouā€™re such a fucking freak, you know that?ā€ I teased. But I was grinning.
Finally, Zoa spoke up. ā€œUm. I should probablyā€¦clean upā€¦ā€ She got up and headed to the bathroom, leaving me with my thoughts and a mess in my pants.
But then nature called, and I realized I needed to piss like a racehorse. Zoaā€™s door was cracked open as I passed by on my way to use her private en suite. Thatā€™s when I heard it. The unmistakable sound of flesh on flesh, breathy whimpers, my name falling from her lips like a litany of sin and need.
My heart was pounding as I stood frozen outside the bathroom door, palms sweating and fingers trembling. I couldnā€™t believe what I was hearing. Soft, desperate moans echoing from within, interspersed with my name uttered like a prayer. ā€œYES! Y/N! I need your cock inside meā€¦ oh god, FUCK!!ā€¦ā€
Unable to stop myself, I slowed my steps until I stood outside the main bathroom, heart jack-hammering against my ribs. I shouldnā€™t be doing this. It was a horrible violation of privacy. But I was weak. So weak. Shifting my weight, I craned my neck just enough to peek through the narrow crack where the door failed to meet the jamb.
The sight that greeted my hungry eyes stole the air from my lungs. There in the candlelit gloaming, Zoa sat on the edge of the tub, one stocking-clad leg bent at the knee, the other splayed wide in obscene invitation. Her fingers moved between her parted thighs, plunging in and out of her glistening sex. The wet squelch of her arousal filled the air. A flush rode high on her cheeks, and her lips were parted around desperate little mewls. She looked so pretty like that, so wanton and needy.
Before I could think better of it, I acted on pure, primal instinct. In one swift motion, I twisted the knob and slipped inside, never taking my eyes off her. She startled at the intrusion, head whipping around to face me. Her eyes went wide with shock that quickly melted into something else. Something heated and hungry.
ā€œY/N? Iā€¦ oh god, donā€™t stopā€¦ā€ she breathed, never ceasing the motion of her fingers. Her teeth dug into her lower lip as a particularly intense shudder wracked her frame. ā€œPlease, I needā€¦ I need youā€¦ā€
An animal sound, something between a growl and a groan, ripped from my throat. How could I possibly deny her? Closing the distance between us, I sank to my knees before her, shouldering her hand aside to replace her fingers with my own. She was molten silk, clenching greedily at the intrusion.
ā€œFuck, youā€™re so wet,ā€ I rasped, too far gone to care about the inappropriateness. Iā€™d wanted this for so long, pretended I didnā€™t. How could I resist her now with her spread out before me, begging so sweetly?
ā€œFUCK!,ā€ she whimpered as I worked her closer to the edge, circling her sensitive little bud with the rough pad of my thumb. ā€œPlease, I need more. I need you inside me.ā€
ā€œZoa, god, you canā€™tā€¦ we shouldnā€™tā€¦ā€ I protested even as my cock strained against my zipper, aching to plunge into her welcoming heat.
ā€œI need your cock. Fuck me, please,ā€ she panted, glassy eyes boring into mine. ā€œIā€™m so empty. Only you can fill me up.ā€
With a sound halfway between a curse and a prayer, I surrendered. Shoving my pants down just far enough to free my straining erection, I notched myself at her entrance. We both groaned as I forged forward, sheathing myself to the hilt in one long, smooth stroke.
ā€œOh fuck, you feel incredible,ā€ Zoa gasped, nails scoring down my back as she wound her legs around my hips, heels digging into my ass. ā€œSo big. So deep. Ah!ā€
Zoa clung to me desperately, her nails scoring down my back as she met my thrusts. ā€œHarder! Fuck me harder!ā€ she wailed, her pussy clamping down on me.
She was perfect. Hot and tight and slick, rippling around me as if to pull me even further inside. I had to fight not to come right then and there like an overexcited teenager.
I set a hard, driving rhythm, the wet slap of skin on skin echoing obscenely in the small room. Zoa met me thrust for thrust, arching her spine to take me deeper still.
ā€œYes, fuck yes, just like that!ā€ she keened, rolling her hips to take me to the root. ā€œDonā€™t stop, donā€™t you dare stop!ā€
Pressure built at the base of my spine, molten heat pooling in my groin. I could feel my orgasm barreling down on me like a freight train. Desperate to bring her with me, I snaked a hand between us to find her swollen clit, rubbing tight circles around the sensitive bundle of nerves.
ā€œCome for me, Zoa,ā€ I commanded through gritted teeth, the pleasure almost too intense to bear. ā€œMilk my cock. Squeeze me dry.ā€
ā€œIā€™M C-CUMMING!ā€ she wailed, spasming around me as her climax crashed over her. ā€œYes, yes, fuck yes!ā€
I could feel my own release fast approaching, my heavy balls drawing up tight. ā€œFuck baby, Iā€™m gonna cum too! Iā€™m pulling out, donā€™t want to knock you up. Pull away Zoa!ā€ I panted harshly.
But the stubborn minx just tightened her legs around me even more, trapping me in place as she came with a scream. Her pussy clamped down on me like a silken vise, squeezing and rippling along my length. I roared as she milked me ā€œHoly shit! I can feel your cum inside me!ā€ spurting deep inside her as I emptied myself with long, hot pulses of cum.
We collapsed against the wall together, both of us gasping for breath. ā€œHoly shit,ā€ Zoa wheezed, her limbs still twitching with aftershocks. ā€œThat wasā€¦ intense.ā€
I laughed, still buried inside her and enjoying the feeling of my seed painting her insides. ā€œThat it was,ā€ I agreed, nuzzling into her sweat-dampened neck. ā€œImagine how much better it'll be when I'm not holding back.ā€
Zoa shivered and clenched around me at my low promise. She knew full well that was only the beginning.
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unriding Ā· 3 months ago
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KINKTOBER DAY 3 ā€” CUCKOLDING. Hayato Suo x AFAB! Reader, ft. Sakura Haruka ļ¾‰ In which Sakura doesnā€™t think heā€™s ever held his phone in his non-dominant handā€¦ until tonight.
NOTE ā€” This was written with the aim of being as gender neutral as possible, but is still tagged as AFAB just in case. With that being said, hereā€™s my submission for @ficsforgazaā€™s 2024 Kinktober Collab! Thank you for taking the time to organize this & also thank you to those who sent in requests!
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ft. Hayato Suo (top) x AFAB! Reader (bottom) ā€” Established relationship (Sakura x Reader), Sakura lets Suo have reader for a night. Cuckolding, masturbation (Sakura), consen. recording, praise, creampie (mention), light choking + fear play, very heavy overstimulation, mention of cum eating + toys (dildo) ļ¾‰ 1096 wc
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Attachment: 1 Video.
Sakuraā€™s brow twitches at the smiling emoji attached just beneath the video. It looks a little bit too happy for his likingā€” smiles like it can see him squirming through the screen.
He clicks onto the video, now comfortable enough to shift his phone into his left hand so the other can slip underneath the blankets to grab the base of his cock.
Itā€™s much more sensitive than usualā€” twitches against his palm and he winces. Luckily enough for him, his room is completely silent aside from the sound of his own breathing. Itā€™s a good thing. If anyone was near him and caught a glimpse of what he was about to do, he thinks he might actually die of embarrassment.
The video starts off with a loud rustling before he hears the muffled sound of laughter- a lighthearted chuckle.
Itā€™s the same one he hears on a daily basis, and his cock throbsā€” this time dripping pre-cum onto his stomach- though he canā€™t find it in himself to tear his eyes off the screen for even a moment to clean it off.
ā€œā€¦..Eyes on meā€¦. remember?ā€ The microphone just barely picks up the voice, but Sakura can still make out the words. ā€œWe went through this earlier, didnā€™t we?ā€
The lewd cry that follows makes the hairs on the back of his neck stand straight. It takes him less than one second to recognize it as youā€” even if heā€™s never heard you sound so thoroughly ruined before. ā€œShit,ā€ Sakura grumbles to himself. Heā€™s leaking so much.
If you were with him instead of Suo tonight, would you be licking up the cum thatā€™s spilled onto his stomach? Youā€™ve always had that terrible habit of teasing him with your tongue. Did you learn that from Suo too?
ā€œOh dear.ā€ Suoā€™s voice sounds much clearer now. ā€œLetā€™s try and last a little longer, okay? Sakura will be watching soon, after all.ā€
He emphasizes ā€˜Sakura,ā€™ and you instantly respond to the sound of your boyfriendā€™s name with a whine. ā€œā€˜S so- sensitive. I c-canā€™tā€¦Suo..!ā€
He can understand you even with the way your words come out unsteady from how hard Suoā€™s fucking you.
Sakuraā€™s cock feels heavy in his hand when he finally starts jerking up and down, trying to listen carefully and match his pace with Suoā€™s. Itā€™s hard. Heā€™s breathing loudlyā€” almost panting at this point, and youā€™re not being much quieter either.
ā€œYou still have one more in you,ā€ Suo coos. ā€œGive me one more so Sakura can see, okay? Here.ā€
The two of you finally come into view. Suo adjusts the camera once more before turning back to you, giving you a light slap to your cheek- just enough to snap you out of your daze. ā€œReady? Letā€™s give him a good one.ā€
ā€œO-okay.. Iā€™ll try.ā€
God, you sound so broken.
You look even worse off. Your arms are covering your eyes, mouth parted open in loud pants, and your body inches further up the bed with each thrust of his hips. Your lips look swollen too.
Suo must not have liked your habit of hiding from him, because he slows down and gives you a low hum. A warning. You tear your arms off your face as soon as you hear it, dazed eyes narrowing in your best attempt to focus and look at him properly.
ā€œBetter.ā€ He smiles. ā€œSo tell usā€¦ does it feel good?ā€
You nod, and his pace slows again. ā€œNo.ā€
ā€œI taught you better than that, didnā€™t I? Use your words. Tell Sakura exactly how you feel.ā€ Suo leans down until his earrings tickle your cheek, and you practically shrink underneath his gaze. ā€œWhere do you feel it?ā€
Sakura forgets to breathe when he watches Suo push your thighs up towards your face with a sweet smile, letting him slam deeper inside youā€” your thighs instinctively jerking and slapping against his own.
ā€œAh!ā€ Your head falls back against the pillows, and he tilts his head with a content grin. ā€œOh. Here?ā€
ā€œM-mhmā€¦ there!ā€
Suoā€™s eyes darken, and the panic that rises to your face almost makes Sakura cum on the spot. ā€œNo! Waitā€” I meantā€¦ ahā€¦ I do.. feel it..! Deep. Super deepā€¦ ahā€¦ it feels so good..ā€
You seem relieved when he gives you a pleased smile in response. ā€œMhm. Good. Youā€™re so good.ā€ He rubs his thumb along your jaw, then moves up towards your cheek. ā€œKeep doing that. Keep talking to Sakura when I reward you.
ā€œIā€™ll make you feel even better if you tell him all the things you want to try with him after tonight.ā€
His hand moves down to linger over your neck, and your eyes widen. He feels you swallow a nervous gulp underneath his fingers. ā€œWell? Go on.ā€
Itā€™s cute how your face still burns at the request even in your delirious state. Youā€™re still able to feel embarrassedā€” the both of them can tell with just one look at you. Though he still has the rest of the night before he gives you back to Sakura. If heā€™s watching the video now, that means Suoā€™s job is done and that it went well.
ā€œH-Haruā€¦ā€
The whimper that leaves his lips at the sound of you calling out to him is pathetic. ā€œSuoā€¦ he.. ahā€” told me to go on all fours. He said.. to keep my face against the mattressā€” ah! So.. he pushed it down for me. Filled me up with cumā€¦ and then he gave me.. this.ā€
You weakly nod at the dildo beside your head, gasping when you feel Suoā€™s cock twitch inside you at the mere memory. ā€œSuo said.. to plug it upā€¦ keep it all inside.ā€
ā€œMhm.ā€ He smiles at you like heā€™s proud. ā€œAnd then?ā€
ā€œS-said to clean it all off with my tongueā€” and.. and show him my mouth. And then he saidā€” ah.. to do all that with you next, Haruā€”ā€ he interrupts you with an amused laugh.
ā€œThatā€™s right. Sakuraā€” youā€™re watching, right?ā€
ā€œIā€™ve taught them a lot of things tonight.ā€ He gives you a light squeeze around your throat, and you clench down around his length. ā€œYouā€™re welcome to ask your partner all about them. Iā€™m sure theyā€™d be more than happy to replicate what they learned with me.ā€
He turns to you.
ā€œIsnā€™t that right? I just felt you squeeze.ā€ You almost nodā€” but you catch yourself just in time. ā€œY-yes.ā€
ā€œMhm. It's good to be honest, isn't it? Youā€™re so good. Letā€™s wrap this up now. We shouldnā€™t make Sakura wait too long.ā€
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solxamber Ā· 2 months ago
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I TRIED TO DO A REQ EARLIER BUT IT WENT HORRIBLY CUZ I WAS IN A RUSH IM SO SORRY IF I MIGHTVE CONFUSED YOU.
My ask: Could you do the housewardens with an idol/ really famous reader from back in their world and they have a really bright smile that can blind people
THANK YOU AND. AGAIN IM SO SO SORRY
Housewardens x Reader with a Blinding Smile
hi! don't worry about it, i hope this is what you wanted and thank you for waiting <3
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Riddle Rosehearts
Riddle is absolutely floored when he learns about your past life as an idol. It's not information he comes across on his ownā€”instead, itā€™s Ace and Cater who excitedly tell him while showing clips of you performing for fun.
He watches with wide eyes as you move confidently on stage, each song accompanied by that radiant, nearly blinding smile. For a moment, heā€™s struck silent.
In those videos, you have a smile that can outshine the sun itself. His cheeks turn bright red as he watches, wondering how heā€™s ever going to handle dating someone with such star power.
Riddle finds himself wanting to shield you from crowds, too aware of how many admirers you have. Heā€™s conflictedā€”proud but also slightly intimidated, especially when he realizes that he's one of the people drawn in by your smile.
When you flash him that dazzling grin, he canā€™t help but stammer, tripping over his words before eventually managing a whispered, ā€œPlease... not so bright. I canā€™t concentrate.ā€ But even with his flustered protests, heā€™d never want you to stop smiling, not when it makes him feel like the luckiest person in the world.
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Leona Kingscholar
Leona can be a bit jealous and even snarky, especially when others are drawn to your bright smile. He's familiar with admiration and attention, but not the type that seems to radiate from you so naturally.
Even in the middle of a crowded area, if you look his way with that blinding grin, heā€™s done for. He canā€™t help the soft smirk that forms in response, though he tries to play it cool.
ā€œKeep smilin' like that, herbivore, and youā€™ll make it harder for me to keep you out of trouble,ā€ he drawls, pulling you close with that lazy grin of his own. But heā€™s privately enchanted, even though heā€™ll never admit it out loud.
Whenever he catches you smiling in his direction, he relaxes, his usual cynicism melting away, and in those moments, he thinks maybe, just maybe, heā€™s lucky to have you.
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Azul Ashengrotto
Azul is utterly captivated by your charm and star-like presence. When he first realizes just how famous you were, his business mind whirls with ideas about how you could take Mostro Lounge to new heights.
However, the moment he sees your blindingly bright smile directed solely at him, his business schemes crumble, replaced by a warm, fuzzy feeling he can't quite control.
Heā€™s incredibly flustered around you, but he adores how you light up his world. Your smile has an almost hypnotic effect on him, and he finds himself working harder to impress you, pulling all the stops in ways heā€™s never done for anyone else.
If heā€™s feeling particularly brave, heā€™ll murmur, ā€œDonā€™t go flashing that smile to just anyoneā€¦ itā€™s far too precious to be shared,ā€ though heā€™s always the one most drawn to it.
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Kalim Al-Asim
Kalim is thrilled. Heā€™s already brimming with positive energy, but knowing you were an idol only excites him more. He eagerly listens to every story you share about your performances, begging you to show him your old routines, and applauding with boundless enthusiasm.
Your blinding smile is simply the cherry on top, making him feel like heā€™s basking in pure sunlight whenever heā€™s with you.
If thereā€™s a crowd around, Kalim proudly tells everyone, ā€œDid you know my partnerā€™s a superstar?ā€ while he beams at you, completely unashamed of his open adoration.
Your smile gives him energy, and heā€™d do anything to see it again and again. Kalim often finds himself daydreaming about throwing a huge festival in your honor just to see you shine on stage once more, with him as your biggest fan.
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Vil Schoenheit
Vil understands fame and the effect that a dazzling smile can have. Still, even heā€™s caught off guard by the intensity of your presence and that nearly-blinding smile you give so freely.
He can hardly believe heā€™s dating someone who has a charm and radiance that rivals his own, and sometimes, heā€™ll go silent just watching you, almost in disbelief.
ā€œCareful,ā€ he teases, brushing a strand of hair from your face. ā€œWe canā€™t have you outshining me now, can we?ā€ Thereā€™s a competitive edge in his tone, but itā€™s softened by genuine admiration.
Though heā€™s usually focused on maintaining his own image, he quickly becomes protective, shielding you from the harsher side of fame and relishing in the moments when that radiant smile is just for him. In those rare times when youā€™re alone, heā€™ll smile back, admitting softly, ā€œYouā€™re beautifulā€¦ but letā€™s keep that our secret, hmm?ā€
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Idia Shroud
Idia is bewilderedā€”and just a bit overwhelmedā€”by your past as a famous idol. He can barely handle crowds, let alone the idea of the entire world being captivated by your bright smile.
When he sees you perfom and realizes just how magnetic you are on stage, he spirals a little. To him, youā€™re almost otherworldly, and he canā€™t believe someone like you would even notice someone like him.
When you flash him that blinding smile, though, he freezes, practically combusting with embarrassment. ā€œN-No fair! Are you trying to kill me or something?ā€ he stammers, face going red as he looks away.
Even as he complains, he finds himself replaying those moments when you smile at him, treasuring them like rare, legendary loot in a game.
Your warmth and brightness make him feel alive in ways he canā€™t explain, and though heā€™s shy about it, heā€™d do anything to protect the light you bring into his life.
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Malleus Draconia
Malleus is mesmerized by you, plain and simple. Heā€™s never met anyone with a smile so radiant it could rival the brightest stars, and he finds himself drawn to you like a moth to flame.
To him, your smile is nothing short of magic, something that warms his heart and fills the void heā€™s often felt in his life.
When you smile at him, Malleusā€™s usually stoic expression softens, and he watches you with an intense, almost reverent gaze. ā€œYou shine brighter than the stars, my dear. Tell me, is that your true power?ā€ he muses, half-teasing but fully captivated.
He takes your hand, holding it carefully, as if youā€™re as fragile as you are radiant. Your brightness becomes something sacred to him, and heā€™ll make sure no harm ever dims it.
In his presence, your blinding smile is met with an equally warm, if quieter, adoration, and he would keep that glow alive forever if he could.
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(you can let me know if it's too short or if it's not what you wanted, I'll be happy to write it)
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soobnny Ā· 6 months ago
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dating him | yang jeongin
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ā whyā€™d you come into my life so late? āž
chan | lee know | changbin | hyunjin | han | felix | seungmin | JEONGIN
guys this oneā€™s a secret romantic
even the boys are shocked when he tells them he has a gf now so casually
like WDYM ?!!??
anon said this but picture the boys eating at a restaurant
and the boys r like the food here is crazy good like howā€™d u find this place
and he goes idk my gf recommended it
and then thereā€™s silence
before all hell breaks loose
bc wdym ā€¦ wdym u have a gf and u didnā€™t tell us ????????????
dramatic faces of betrayal from hyunjin and han i can imagine bc their baby didnā€™t tell him
i think seungmin would know just bc theyā€™re dorm mates and i think jeongin trusts to ask him advice without BOOKING him to the boys
he seems nonchalant on the outside, just a silly boy
but heā€™s the sweetest
i think heā€™d treat love so gently ā˜¹ļøā˜¹ļø
heā€™s always wanted to explore romance, always wanted to find it
he couldnā€™t ever admit it out loud bc he knows heā€™d get teased
he was the boysā€™ baby after all
and since he was the boysā€™ baby, by association, you were now their baby too
u two are the couple they adore
they act like theyā€™re ur parents
chan dad mode activated
anyways heā€™s kind of emotional and sensitive
so i think the both of u navigate through love for the first time together
itā€™s a lot of ups and downs
BUT ā€¦. itā€™s led to him realizing just how much he loves you
i totally believe youā€™d go on either the most goofy dates or very expensive dates
no in between
heā€™d be the type to treat you and have staycations at 5-star hotels
youā€™d just cuddle and watch movies and eat room service
YES I SAID CUDDLE
even the boys were shocked when they saw it for the first time
bc ?!!!???? their baby ?!!!?? physical touch ?!!?
jeongin never minds when itā€™s with u
but itā€™s also something heā€™s had to learn
heā€™s very appreciative of ur patience
anyways back to ur dates
i can imagine u guys just buying a bunch of strawberry cakes and doing a taste testing
like uā€™d record it and everything
u canā€™t post it bc he kisses u like 928373 times in that video
thereā€™s a makeout session like once
oh, and dinner dates
and very competitive rock paper and scissors over who pays for the food
except when he loses, heā€™d cheat and say heā€™d go to the bathroom but heā€™s actually paying for it
so keep ur eyes on that boy
i think heā€™d also be the type to really enjoy clothes shopping with you
youā€™d just put on a fashion show for each other
heā€™d end up buying a few things he rly liked on you
heā€™s got good fashion sense
might sneak in a matching item or two
maybe some shoes so itā€™s more subtle
jeongin also loves playing tourist in ur own city
the two of u would just walk around
visit some tourist spots
take pictures even
itā€™s just rly funny and rly cute
it feels a lot like being a kid again with him
u guys even buy useless toys for kids and bring them back to the dorm
šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
this includes like those little charms for kids
u two end up making craft bracelets and necklaces
and even tho they look ridiculous, u wear them in public
this is ur own version of promise rings
anywahs minho ends up taking some of the toys uā€™d bought for his cats
when the boys come home, u two are usually just cooped up in jeonginā€™s room
bc he wants his privacy!!!!!!!!
but when he lets it slip, and u two fall asleep on the couch, expect lots of pictures taken
iā€™m sorry
the boys are also emotional
theyā€™d wake u up so u guys can have dinner together
heā€™d get so blushy and embarrassed and threaten his hyungs ofc
han jisung: when will it be my turn ???
they just want love from innie too
UGHHGHG kicking each otherā€™s foot under the table while eating
he loves annoying u
but u love annoying him equally
when u arenā€™t over at the dorms
heā€™d be the type to text you random links on youtube at 3am
those charlie bit my finger type beat
gorilla destroys crocodile epic video
jeongin also gives me the ā€œsends u thingsā€ vibe
uā€™d suddenly receive flowers without warning
or get those ā€œdid you eat?ā€ texts and if u say no, yeah, best believe heā€™s already delivering food to u
hmmmmm uā€™d probably be his plus one in fancy events
but u guys end up ditching those to eat at fast food chains
yes ā€¦ in ur very fancy dress and his rly sexy suit ā€¦. out in a fast food restaurant
u guys get weird looks but
jeongin doesnā€™t mind šŸ™
as long as heā€™s happy with u
AWWWWWWWW
u guys also attend or volunteer for charity events together
i think heā€™s rly found his match
treat each other well !!!!!
congrats on finding love
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shrimpybbq Ā· 3 months ago
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season 2 rafe with his gf & son
(p.s. their son is called Charlie!)
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in season 2, so much is growing and changing for rafe and his little family
ever since rafe had come back from the tarmac with his father, something had changed in him, and his girlfriend noticed. he was always shifty and unfocused, and constantly in talks with his father behind closed doors. his ramblings never make sense to her, but all she can do is soothe him
gf is constantly caring for a mentally unwell rafe, making sure he eats and sleeps. she jokes that he's her second baby, but it's not far from the truth at that point
gf moves back into rafe's room shortly after sarah and john b 'died', and each night the couple sleep tightly intertwined. to rafe, his gf is his lifeline and he can't bear to be separated from her
rafe is aware that his gf is grieving sarah, and he does feel bad, especially when charlie asks for 'aunty sawah'
rafe is doing his best to step up for his family however, and he tries to be there as much as possible them. he starts helping out with meals more and spends his free time playing with his son and reading books to him, taking him out on the boat too
when ward asks rafe to come with him to the bahamas, rafe tells his gf straight away. she's reading in their bed when he comes in softly smiling and a little teary.
"Guess what, baby?" Rafe asked, only to receive a low hum in response, "my dad, uh, he wants me to come with him to the Bahamas tomorrow."
At that she looked up, wide eyed and shocked. "Tomorrow?"
"Yeah, I-I know it's last minute but he said he needs me. You hear that - he needs me!" Rafe exclaimed, watching as his girl climbed out of the bed to wrap her arms around his waist. He felt the tension in his muscles relaxing at the feeling of her hands soothingly rubbing up and down his back.
"I told you he would come around, Rafe. You've been working so hard to prove yourself to him, and he sees it," she said, her voice muffled against his chest, "I'm proud of you."
when ward shows rafe the gold in the safe, all he can think about is being able to provide for his family. His heart feels warm and fuzzy when his dad praises him for looking after his own son, and he's just on top of the world in that moment
it all seems to come crashing down again so quickly and he's back in the obx with no gold, and a sister back from the dead. he comes back to tannyhill high on coke again and sweet gf gets so so mad at him
the couple have a bad fight, and then he has an argument with his dad, all culminating in rafe's meeting with sarah at the docks. gf is left alone with their son once again, feeling a sense of deja vu
sheā€™s there when the police search tannyhill, scared and crying and clutching charlie tightly, his small babbles breaking her out of her stupor. the sheriff comes to ask her of rafe's whereabouts and she's just shocked and crying, having to be taken upstairs by rose as she mutters a stream of "no, no, no"
When Ward tells rafe to run, he only thinks about his family.
ā€œNo, no - I canā€™t leave them behind. I canā€™t go without them.ā€
ā€œRafe, give it a month or two and they can come join you, alright? Itā€™s just for a while.ā€
gf being beside herself while rafe was in jail, rose and wheezie having to force her to eat and shower. she was so stressed and worried for him, knowing how fragile he was. she begs shoupe to let her see him, but is denied
after ward's death and rafe's release, his girlfriend is there to collect him from the police station. they're both sad about ward and gf comforts him as they watch ward's last video, hands clasped tightly together
when rafe learns that the cameronā€™s are in debt, he loses it. he canā€™t conceive the possibility their lives could change, and he especially canā€™t fathom the idea of not being able to provide for his girlfriend and son. he wants to be able to give them everything, especially when they have more children in the future like he plans
gf compliments his new clothes after he goes through ward's closet, telling him he looks handsome and like his father (his ego grows exponentially)
instead of rafe being interrupted by rose doing coke, itā€™s his gf, and though he gets mad initially, heā€™s soon sobbing into her embrace once again. he's just so sad and overwhelmed, but he'd never EVER dream of pulling a knife on his person
gf is spending most of her time in the cameron mansion, looking after little charlie, and watching over wheezie too
it's only once rafe frantically tells her they're all going to guadeloupe, does she start to realise that maybe the police had been correct in their suspicions
"Rafe... did you do it?" She whispered, her heart pounding so rapidly and with such vigour she thought it might rip from her chest. Rafe stilled above his luggage, his body frozen. His lack of response was answer enough.
"Oh my god," she cried, "You did! Why Rafe? Why would you do that to the Sheriff?"
Rafe turned around now, looking at his girlfriend pleadingly as she sobbed loudly, "I did it for us, ok? For you, me, and Charlie! To keep you safe - I did it for this family! Me! I kept us safe!" he yelled, his hands gripping tightly at her biceps. Rafe swore he felt a part of his heart break off at the scared look floating in her eyes, embracing her shaking frame tightly.
"It's gonna be all over soon, because we're gonna get on that boat and away from here, and everything is going to perfect. We're gonna be happy, ok?" He watched as she simply nodded against his chest, her tears soaking his grey jumper.
on the boat, gf sits with sarah comfortingly, both still in shock that ward was alive. ward had been so pleased to see his grandson, and she sat with the blonde toddler in her arms as he slept
ā€œHow can you be ok with this?ā€ Sarah asked incredulously. She watched the girls face drop, her expression melancholic.
ā€œI-Iā€™m not, not entirely. But Sarah,ā€ she began, ā€œI have to do whatā€™s right for Charlie, you know that. And Rafe, he and Ward promised that they would keep us safe, so I need to believe that, ok? I have to believe that,ā€ she affirmed. Sarah noted it was almost like she was convincing herself as well, but not quite believing her words.
rafe coming to their shared cabin after speaking with an injured ward, crawling into bed and resting his head on her chest, sighing deeply as he feels her fingers run tenderly through his hair, silently crying after the days events, mumbling how much he loves her
gf battling her own thoughts and concerns, but knowing that as much as she is worried and scared, she could never leave rafe's side now - she was in way too deep. rafe was entirely dependant on his family and as much as she wished to pretend otherwise, rafe and their son made up her whole world
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click here for pre-season 1 rafe, gf & their unborn son
click here for season 1 rafe, gf & their son
click here for season 3 rafe, gf & their son
click here for season 4 part 1 rafe, gf & their son
click here for the 18 month gap before season 4 rafe, gf & their son
(apparently season 2 happens over a two week period, and with all the things rafe is doing, realistically gf is alone with their son a lot of the time, so that's why most of these head canons are based off events)
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woso-dreamzzz Ā· 5 months ago
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Leaving VI
Alexia Putellas x Teen!Reader
Summary: Your schedules don't match
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You love Alexia.
You were only little when your father died. You didn't quite understand it.
Your father was a football fan, a big Barcelona supporter so all of his daughters got taken to games with him.
Alba was never that into sports, even just watching them.
Alexia was definitely sporty. You think she was what your father really wanted. She plays football and she adores it.
Your father was already sick by the time you were born. He was already struggling but he still took you to matches. It didn't click with you like it did with Alexia but he could still some athletic speck in you.
He took you to a tennis match instead. He'd never had much interest in tennis but he seemed to know what would appeal to you. You were tiny and Mama had been worried that you wouldn't be able to sit through a match.
But you did.
You sat through a whole match and fell in love then and there.
You were still little though and your father was still sick but he took you to as many lessons as he could.
He was a football fan but he could learn tennis for you.
He never could in the end, not when he died so suddenly.
But then Alexia took over. She didn't understand tennis and she still doesn't understand but she took you to every lesson and went to every match.
You just wish she understood the difference in your schedules.
She was getting ready for another round of Euro qualifiers even though Spain had already qualified. You were at Wimbledon, trading shots with Iga on the practice courts.
"Have you called your sister yet?" She asks, sitting down next to you as you guzzle down your water.
You roll your eyes. "In a minute."
"Do it now."
"What are you? One of my sisters?"
You're teasing her.
Iga is the world number one, by a lot of points. You sit just outside of the top ten. It's a little annoying, your own inconsistency. You can pull it out of the bag during big matches like Grand Slams but you suffer a bit in some of the less grand tournaments.
You're officially the youngest player this tour so you know you're getting babied by some of the other players, Iga especially.
You hadn't thought she had even known who you were until your coach told you she was the one who pushed him to take you on.
She thought you were on your way to being one of the greats.
She also thought you would make a great doubles partner one day.
It was different moving to Poland, away from your Mama and your sisters but Iga made it easy.
She was easy-going and you practically lived at her place so, yeah, you guess she took the more sisterly role in your life with Alexia and Alba at home in Spain.
"Go and call your sister," Iga laughs, spraying you with her bottle until you shriek and run off," And grab me a protein bar or something!"
You roll your eyes but head off, pulling out your phone to video call your sister.
It rings for barely a second.
"Hi Jenni," You say," Can you give Alexia back her phone? I need to talk to her."
"You don't want to talk to me, mini Putellas? I'm offended!"
"If I wanted to talk to you, I'd have called you!"
Jenni laughs before Alexia appears on screen, snatching the phone away from her ex.
"How are you?" Alexia asks, cramming her face onto the screen.
"I'm good!" You laugh," You look good too. Covered in sweat."
"You can talk," Alexia teases back," Have you just had a workout?"
"Practice pitch with Iga," You say," We've got matches coming up."
Alexia frowns. "What do you mean?"
"We've got matches in the next few days. It's Wimbledon, remember?"
Alexia shakes her head. "No. That was last year."
"It happens every year, Ale," You remind her," Me and Iga are competing and then it's a quick turnaround for the Olympics."
Alexia's frowning. "No, because I've got a match on the twelfth. You're flying out with Mama and Alba."
"The Wimbledon final is on the thirteenth. I need to stay."
"What?"
"Iga's out and I've got a real chance. I could really do it."
"But...What about my match?"
"What about mine?" You counter with a sigh," Ale, our schedules just don't match this time. I'm sorry."
"But..."
It's clear to the other girls in the room that Alexia's getting a bit distressed as her mouth opens and closes as she tries to formulate a response.
"But..."
"Listen, I've got to go. I'll talk to you later."
"Hey, wait-"
You put the phone down and Alexia just stares down at it, frozen as she looks at your profile picture.
"What's up with the long face?" Jenni pokes her in the cheek. "You're more frowny than usual."
"Nothing. I just...My sister can't come to the game."
"Well, duh, Alexia. She's got Wimbledon to win. She can't just fly out to us."
"I know but..." She blows out all her air. "Never mind. I'm just...I'm gonna go."
When you were little, Alexia tried to go to as many of your matches as she could manage. Sometimes she would come straight from her own games, still in full kit to catch your last ten minutes or so.
It was difficult but it worked.
You've gone professional now and branched out, travelling the world to take part in tournaments and games so you can work your way up and become the world number one.
She shouldn't be upset about you missing her match and her missing yours because that's just how sports work. So many went on at the same time that it was impossible to make every match but, still, a deep pit forms in Alexia's stomach as she thinks about missing your final.
Across the world, you prepare.
You practice on the courts with Iga and your coach. You eat well. You sleep well. You watch Alexia's match on the tv and wish you could be there but Alexia's no longer the only athlete in the family.
She had her career and you have yours.
Paolini is who you face in the final and she keeps you on your toes the entire time. She hits hard and fast and you go one set down immediately.
You pull it back though, managing to equalise the next set and then it's all to play for.
You take a few gasping breaths as you guzzle down your water, leaning back in your seat.
You look up at your box, where your family is watching.
Mama is there, of course, and so is Alba. Alba looks incredibly bored. You know she only comes to the tennis because of you and you're glad she's trying to be supportive but she truly looks like she's about to fall asleep in her seat.
Mama looks much more engaged. She'd told you once that she preferred the pace of tennis to football. There was less risk of injuries in tennis, no one around to slide tackle you or crash into you.
The most harm your opponent could do was smash a ball into your face and that rarely happened. Sure, you could slip and fall but it's not like footballers didn't do that too.
Out of the two sports her daughters played, Mama always found herself calmer at the tennis.
Mama waves at you and nudges Alba in the ribs so she can look up from her phone to wave too.
Your brows draw together in confusion.
There's an empty seat between them and you can't understand why.
So, you just kind of stare as you puzzle out who could be sitting there.
It's not until she comes back, with two beers and a hotdog that you realise who is filling that seat.
She looks exhausted. You can tell even through those stupid big sunglasses and the even stupider hat she's wearing.
She must have gone straight from her match to the airport to get here in time and crashed in Mama and Alba's room to keep it all a secret.
So, Alexia sits in her seat and you grab your racket.
You've got a set to win.
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Activities for Regressors Without Caregivers! (or just fun regression activties!)
(Although you're always welcome here if you'd like any form of comfort anyway! ^w^)
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This one's kind of a long one, after the few tips I list, I've mentioned an app I use called Finch, which will be talked about below the cut.
Since that's the case, I'll put my little ending message here instead:
Knowing how to take care of yourself can take a lot of work and practice, but I believe it's worth the effort, because then you'll be a happier and healthier you! Especially if you can find ways to make it fun!
I'm more than happy to be here for you and offer my support in any way I can, anyhow! I'm proud of you for doing what you can, I know it can be very hard.
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I myself don't have a caregiver for when I regress, so most of the time I end up taking care of myself! Here are some fun activities and things I do when I regress to keep myself calm and happy! ^w^
Paci mentions/pics not long after the first section for those of you who'd rather not see 'em.
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ā™„ Arts and crafts! I absolutely LOVE coloring and making bracelets with beads, something not too complicated for little hands, but also something fun!
With coloring, you can buy coloring books, or draw something of your own to color in- even printing out a page you find online, coloring digitally, or tracing over something to color in could work! I prefer coloring more than drawing personally because I don't draw all the time, but I bet I could learn a little thing or two from the artists around here!
For bracelets (and other jewelry), strings can be hard to knot with little hands (at least they aren't those small, slippery clasps!!), but the beads shouldn't be too hard to handle if you're careful! Even just planning out patterns is fun!
Here are some My Little Pony bracelets I made, and the decorations I did for my pacis!
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ā™„ Making playlists! Dancing is fun, and a good way to get the zoomies out, but you can just make playlists for any occasion! I have playlists that help me pet-regress, songs with sounds I like, adventure playlists... (Well- a lot of these are still in progress, but- you get the point!)
I also love those playlist videos on YouTube! Animal Crossing, Super Mario Galaxy, Minecraft and music box music are typically my go-to to help me settle or just make for comfy background music! Here's one of my favorites, shadowatnoon has lovely Nintendo music mixes!
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ā™„ Playing with your plushies! You can take them on adventures, or make your own!
Like Toby, climbing The Great Pillow Mountain!
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(This is Toby by the way, he's one of my best friends and a VERY good hugger!)
You can play games with them, too! Toby's REALLY good at hide and seek... Maybe you can find him for me? :0
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ā™„ Finding shows to watch! I really like Paw Patrol and Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles at the moment. Plus, you can look at agere content and fics from shows you like! People make really cool stimboards and moodboards, for example, and I like reading through all the fun stories people write!
Here's a silly picture of Rocky I found! :3
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Finch
Finch is a self-care app where you take care of your very own little bird friend by taking care of yourself!
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You can set daily goals, or for each day (or more specific ones as well I think.). By completing these goals, you give your bird energy to go on adventures! They usually come back with a funny little story or silly questions, because they're learning, too!
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Through completing these goals (or daily, at least), you can get Rainbow Stones, which you can use to buy clothes for your bird, make them different colors, or give them furniture for their house!
They're also LGBTQ+ and disability-friendly!! :3
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This is my little bird, Honeydew! You're welcome to friend me as well if you'd like, my code is: Z3E2T7VRK6
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It's helped me learn a lot about taking care of myself and keeping track of my goals, and I get little rewards for it! I've used the app for several months now, and it's helped me out a lot!
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"Fluttershy protects this blog! SFW interaction only, please and thank you! ^w^"
"Wouldn't show a kid? Doesn't belong here!"
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