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electric-plants · 7 months ago

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slight hsr spoilers but—

they might as well have just impaled me on a stake

#honkai star rail #honkai star rail spoilers #hsr #hsr spoilers #hsr 2.2 #hsr 2.2 spoilers #penacony spoilers #hsr aventurine #im going to CRY #AGAIN #STOPP #im going to eat a BRICK #tfw one throw away message hits harder than the entire last part of the trailblazer mission combined💀💀#i was going to complain that i was sad he was mostly absent for this part #but uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #this message thread???? hello???#im going to throw up #i love him sm its not even funny #going to be replaying this dumb short little message thread in my head all day smh #can’t believe i get to say im playing hsr for more than just the astral express fam now #im there for the astral express fam and him apparently #sorry you can’t give him a backstory like that #and then make him send us shit like THIS #and just expect me to be normal about it #also i do NOT want to talk about the ‘there aren’t many friends’ line #i’ll die if i think too hard about it #top ten hsr threads that emotionally RUIN me #his other thread is in the top ten too i hate this man (said while loving him dearly)#they really did not have to go that hard with his story and personality and play style and design and—

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blubun0309 · 10 months ago

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// Hazbin Hotel spoilers I guess

Whoever's running the HH Twitter account deserves a fucking raise oh my lord

#I didn't include this but they replied to someone saying huskerdust for life #like????#YOU CAN'T JUST DROP THAT ON ME AND EXPECT ME TO BE NORMAL ABOUT IT #HUSKERDUST FOR LIKE INDEED BESTIE #SHAKE MY HAND #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel spoilers #huskerdust

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hinamie · 2 months ago

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i'm exactly as normal about him as I thought I'd be

#my art #trigun stampede #vash the stampede #trigun #trigun vash #vash #tristamp #trigun stampede fanart #trigun fanart #idk the tags fr this fandom sorry its babys first trigun #im not abandoning jjk but expect more other stuff sprinkled in!! including trigun <333 including him <3 #ANYWAY IM SOOOOO NORMAL ABTHIM IM SO NORMAL I PROMISE #im lying im sorry im feral about him i want unspeakable things done 2 him it was over the moment i heard his voice #but [redacted] thoughts aside #hes so fun to draw oh my god how did they make a character Exactly For Me how did they make one that ticks all my boxes #hes blond but like i can work with it i will get good at rendering blond hair for him <333 hes worth it <333333 #i was cruisin along mindin my business having fun learning how 2 draw him and then i get 2 the arm . +24hrs to total drawtime #all my cheats ...my safety net of being able 2 use flesh to disguise th fact that u dont reeeeally know where tendons or joints go...#out th window. this prosthetic is practically an anatomically correct model. u can see EVERYTHINg #put my entire me into trying to figure it out h i think it is ok i think i like it #god i rly cant get over how he's just a combination of all the fun parts of drawing yuuji megumi AND gojo #he is the center of their triple venn diagram and i am EATING HIM ALIVE #sorry ill calm down .... fr now.... smile :)

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morganmnemonic · 3 months ago

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I can't stop thinking about the relationship between Jon and Helen as perhaps one of the most important ones in the entire show. They are narrative parallels for each other, and they both know it. They've both known it from the very start!

Helen walks into the Archives, paranoid, unsure of who to trust, and Jon sees himself in her. And he thinks "If i can help her, maybe there's hope for me too." Then he can't save her. The next time they meet, she's a monster. They're both monsters. There was never any other way their stories could have gone, their fates entwined from the very start.

And Helen answers his original thought with one of her own: "Maybe if we can help each other, there's hope for us both." But Jon looks at her and sees everything that he fears becoming, and so he turns her away, and refuses to accept that their stories are still one and the same.

Helen went to the last person who was ever kind to her, the only person who both knew her as a human and had the context to understand what she'd become, and he hated her. He hated her because he liked Helen, and told her that she couldn't be Helen.

So she stopped trying to be Helen, and embraced being a monster. Reveled in it even. Then Jon wakes up from a six month coma, more monster than person, and tries so hard to cling to the things that mattered to him when he was human. Even with no support, even with the entire archives staff against him, he chooses humanity and compassion over and over again.

And this is a direct threat to Helen's world view. Their stories are entwined. If Jon can continue to be a person even after everything he's been through, then she could have clung to her humanity too, if only she'd tried a little harder. And that terrifies her! She wants to conceptualize herself as someone who was completely overwhelmed by forces beyond her control, who never had a choice but to become a monster. She want's to be an innocent victim. But Jon argues with his actions that they'd both had choices.

And, Jon, in turn, holds out hope that she might make better choices until the very end.

This is the conflict between them for all of season 4 and 5. Jon wants to prove that they can both be decent people, and Helen wants to prove that they were never going to be anything but monsters. This is why she's so devoted to trying to goad Jon into enjoying his newfound godhood. She knows that they are the same, and wants that to mean that he has a spark of evil inside of him, and not that she was always capable of doing good.

When Jon kills her, she loses her life, but wins the argument. Helen is nothing but a dangerous monster who needs to be killed for the good of everyone, and in the moment he decides that, Jon dooms himself to the same fate. Their stories are one and the same. "If i can help her, maybe there's hope for me too." he thought. But he couldn't help her, refused to, even, in the one moment when it actually mattered. And thus, there was never hope for him.

#the magnus archives #tma #jonathan sims #helen distortion #my rambles #i am not normal about them #helen did nothing wrong in her entire life #(aside from being a real estate agent)#Her story is just so tragic to me #She could have been better #she had choices #thats the entire point #but the choice was between a thankless attempt at retaining her personhood #with absolutely no support and no one who cared about her #or giving into the comforting lie that she never had a choice at all #She had choices and she made them but i don't think anyone could reasonably expect her to have done any better

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puppyeared · 1 year ago

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learned something about myself lately

#i dont think its even the fact almost all my characters are somewhat beasts in one way or another. i just #really like tails and wish i had one myself #and then my oc designs are a little tame theyre mostly human shaped with animal features. but they always have tails #my eyes have recently been opened to the appeal of long whiplike unicorn tails.. so flowy and curly #something about the tuft at the end being long and swirly just does something for me..#maybe it would make sense to change auggies tail shape so it looks like a meteor. her design is mainly pink with hot pink accent #so it would be cool to use that and orange to make it look like a fire meteor.. maybe itll help complement the blue/green in her design #head full of ocs today so expect a ramble later #if i had a tail i think it would be long with a kink. so it kind of folds over once but not in a curl #when it wags its kind of a swaying motion. i have thought about this a normal amount #yapping

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s0fter-sin · 7 months ago

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people are acting like we’re saying creators shouldn’t be paid for their work; they absolutely should. and watcher already is. they have a patreon, they get sponsors, their videos regularly get millions of views which gives them ad revenue, they sell merch; they are getting paid. feeling indignant and disappointed that they’re asking us to pay for content we were already getting for free isn’t entitlement, it’s expected. they wanted to make bigger produced shows and now their budget can’t sustain it, that’s not on the viewer to make up for

#im not going to feel as sorry for the company as iam for an artist working out of their bedroom #they went too big and now expect us to make up for it #its normal to feel slighted by that #im not paying over a hundred dollars a year for a guy to eat food another to walk around a house and a puppet to tell a story #im just not #their shows are entertaining theres no doubt about that but can you really say its worth that fee when we are in a cost of living crisis #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #watcher #watcher tv #shane madej #ryan bergara #steven lim #hey there demons it’s me ya boy #ghoul boys

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lover-of-mine · 2 years ago

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"Buck is attached to this symbolism of couches being related to relationships, and that's not something that's actually going away anytime soon."

#911 #911 fox #911 on fox #911edit #buddieedit #buddie #evanbuckleyedit #my edit #otp: you don't need to pretend with me #look im the first to admit im reaching at any point in time #but COME ON #you cant establish the couch as a metaphor and just do stuff like this and expect me to just be normal about it #you have him run to eddie then just throw himself on eddies couch and fall asleep in seconds and just expect me to move on with my life #i am going absolutely feral #1k #2k #3k #4k #evan buckley

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muyuudontsleep · 5 months ago

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Roleswap au dump

So I had a shit ton of trigun roleswap au drafts that I wanted to finish, but it's been a year and I'm honestly too tired to think of it again so I'm dumping all of them here

Lots of love and peace to @shelternmberone for this amazing au, if inspiration strikes again I might return to them ❤️❤️❤️

Meryl D'Stryfe being the hottest woman in the planet

manga panel redraw (+ merilly's car study)

More meryl bc im in love

More meryl sketches

7 pages comic of merylmilly encounter the insurance guys and get chased away right after (really wanna finish this lol)

#trigun #trimax #roleswap au #meryl stryfe #milly thompson #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #honestly i want to finish them but if i dont post this now i might never remember that again #the comic will definitely be worked on...someday...#and you can tell i love meryl d stryfe to death. You can't just make a nun Meryl with religious trauma and expect me to be normal about her #muyuus_art

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oh-jail-for-mother · 17 days ago

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when the creature in Frankenstein said, "Why did you form a monster so hideous that even you turned from me in disgust?" and when The Last Days of Judas Iscariot said, "Why didn't you make me good enough so that you could've loved me?" ANYWAY IN THIS ESSAY I WILL—

#is it normal to read chapter 10 of frankenstein and shed some tears?#did not expect a classic to move me so much #oh victor i am coming for your sickly ass #frankenstein #mary shelly #the last days of judas iscariot #stephen adly guirgis #smth about these two just make me so crazyyyy like #a creature turning to his creator and asking WHY #WHY DID YOU DOOM ME FROM THE START #classic literature #gothic literature

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starmocha · 2 months ago

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Remember when I said the Grassland!Sylus childhood friends/arranged marriage/soulmates AU was at around 4.6k words?

she grew and I still have like three scenes I need to finish writing, but instead of doing that, I kept writing new scenes and...I think I lost control of the story and my life (╥_╥)

So I'm posting another snippet, because...my brain is tired and I really, really, really want to finish this by Sunday because I have another AU wip that I'm also obsessed with I mean I need to finish part 3 of that other Sylus breeding kink fic I promise it's coming

Reminder that this story will include light breeding kink, pregnancy kink, smut, body worship, gratuitous usages of terms of endearment ("my bride" and "my beloved"), Sylus being grossly in love with you, basically lots of fluff. Anyhoo...

The following morning you were lazing in the field as the flock of sheep grazed peacefully all around you. The warm sunlight had you yawning, already feeling yourself being lured by the tempting sun into drifting back to sleep. As the time passed, your eyes felt heavier, and you nodded off a little. Another yawn escaped before you decided a few minutes of rest wouldn’t hurt. Slowly, you closed your eyes, letting them rest for a few minutes. “Is this what you do when I’m not here?” You immediately opened your eyes when you heard Sylus’ approaching voice. You let out a soft surprised squeak when he knelt down next to you, his face looming just mere inches from yours. He was smirking. “Lazing around and sleeping? What if your sheep gets stolen by wild beasts, my beloved?” You glared at him. “I was not sleeping. I…was blinking.” “Your eyes were closed for far longer than a blink should be.” “I had some dust in my eyes.” “I’m quite sure I heard you snoring.” You blushed and shoved his face aside, glowering when he started laughing at you. “Did you come all the way out here just to tease me?” “Mmhmm,” he answered with a pleased nod as he sat back with his legs propped up. His elbow rested on top of his leg while he cradled his chin in his hand. You noticed in his other hand was a wreath crafted from leaves and berries. Your heart quickened and you gasped softly. You looked at him expectantly. It was at that moment that you noticed the dark bags under his eyes. You crawled over to him and he sat back, allowing you to settle in between his long legs. You reached up and touched his face. “Did you not sleep last night?” you asked him worriedly. He simply smiled and shook his head. Without a word, Sylus placed the wreath on top of your head. You reached up and touched it tentatively as you looked at him confused. “I wanted to finish this for you,” he explained, smiling, “Just as I had thought. This suits you.” “R-really?” “Mmhmm,” he hummed again, nodding. He leaned in to steal your lips. “You look beautiful.” “Sylus…” You could feel your cheeks warming up as he spoke. “Now everyone will know you are mine and I am yours.” You felt touched by his gesture. Without thinking, you threw your arms around his neck, surprising him into losing his balance. Sylus laid on the grass with you on top of him. You grinned and kissed him happily. He looked up, gasping softly when he saw the sunlight had formed a radiant halo behind your head. How…ethereal... He smiled, his hand gently grasped your chin, his thumb brushing over your soft, trembling lips. “We are already promised to one another,” he said, “but if I may be presumptuous, I would still like to ask.” You looked down at him confused. “My beloved,” he said, voice soft and sincere, “will you be my bride?” You stroked his cheek, and as you leaned down closer to his face, your wreath tilted on your head. “What do you think?” He smiled. “Your wreath is going to fall off.” “You’ll put it back on for me, right?” He huffed in amusement at your audacious question, but he nodded. “Yeah,” he said, reaching up to fix the wreath for you, “I will…my bride.” For that brief moment, you felt like your heart had stopped, and then you smiled again as you leaned in and kissed him, feeling his strong arms wrapped around you and holding you close to his body. “This is my vow to you, my bride” he said, “There is only you in my eyes. In this life and all of the lifetimes afterwards, I will always choose you.” “Same for me,” you answered, gazing back at him fondly. You stroked his cheek, letting yourself drown in those passionate crimson eyes. “I will always find you,” you promised, “In all of our lives together, I will always find you and choose you, my love.” Your ardent words beckoned his lips to yours, and for the rest of the day, you lay together under the warm morning sun on the grassland, lost in your own world of bliss.

#love and deepspace #love and deepspace sylus #love and deepspace x reader #sylus x reader #x — fanfics ⋆ wips #can i just say #my average word count is typically around 2-4k words #not #whatever has been happening lately with the sylus fics #this is not normal behavior for me #the sylus brain rot is an outlier and should not be giving people any expectations of me #（┬┬＿┬┬）#but i am lowkey excited about this fic #so i will try to finish by sunday #ಥ‿ಥ

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maybebi47 · 10 months ago

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shoutout to phil saying that bright colors compliment dan's beautiful tan skin, thats some real gay shit if I've ever seen it

#dnp #dan and phil #look they are just so mesmerised by eachothers existence 14 years into this relationship how do u expect me to be normal about this?

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meownotgood · 20 days ago

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nobody look at me nobody talk to me im. I'M REALLY NOT OKAY....