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amarayys · 17 hours

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DRDT EP 14 SPOILERS

okay. what. in. the. fuck. i repeat. WHAT IN THE FUCK??? this episode might be my favourite one yet, half because there was lots of teruko and its validating the suspicion ive had for ace for ages and half because THE VOICE ACTING??? EDENS VOICE ACTOR ABSOLUTELY WENT CRAZY OH MY??? plus terueden is ON FIRE as well as terurose....oh my. and also doomed nicorose. anyway. TERUKO GOT LIKE 7 NEW CGS AND I AM FUCKING HERE FOR IT OH MY. teruko makes me ILL she wants to not trust so bad but she also WANTS to trust AUFHGGH. hu. oh my hu ur a good character but i REALLY didnt like how she babied nico. i literally hyped myself up so bad after the cgs i currently have a very bad headache because of how jittery i am. but since i am NOT getting to sleep anytime soon, im typing out my thoughts on the episode. it'll probably be quite long, and take a few days, but whatever. ill do it for drdt. anyway, im gonna try type out a buncha thoughts, then try to fucking sleep after that ROLLARCOASTER of an episode.

#drdt #danganronpa despair time #despair time #teruko tawaki

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aroaceleovaldez · 2 years

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HoO is so funny to me when you actually think about the ages of all the characters. Octavian is 18. Percy and Annabeth are 16, almost 17. Reyna is presumably 16. Frank just turned 16, Jason’s about to turn 16. Leo and Piper are like 15. Hazel’s like 14 and a half, and Nico is 13.

The Death Sibs are both the youngest and oldest on the Argo II. Octavian is a college freshman getting into petty drama with a bunch of high schoolers. He gets told to shut up at one point by a random 8th grader. Everyone is scared of the 8th grader. We Sent A 13 Year Old To Superhell and he came back weirder, Just Like Middle School. TLH was just three high school sophomores being sent to do a task and it going Exactly Like You’d Expect. Percy’s the only demigod on the ship who can legally drive (though Reyna gets her drivers license at some point before TOA). What Is Happening.

#pjo #hoo #heroes of olympus #riordanverse #my second favorite thing related to this is like every time Hazel references someone's age especially in SoN it's just. blatantly incorrect.#she goes into very specific detail about how she's 14. detailing like exactly how many months it had been since her birthday #and when she died and when she was brought back. just like ''okay. im 14 and a half. got that? good.''#''anyways here's Frank. he's 3 years older than me'' like literal next chapter. we are told Frank is not 3 years older than her.#Hazel: Here's my older brother! [Nico is younger than her in literally every way feasible]#ive just decided Hazel is an unreliable narrator who is just really bad at guessing/remembering how old people are #which like. adhd mood. forgetting how old everybody is.#and she has the bonus excuse of saying her sense of time is skewed from being a ghost for so long #but it's just so funny every time she's just. with the upmost confidence. blatantly the wrong answer.#i want a scene of Hazel looking at Percy and just going ''hm. I bet he's like 20.'' and then learns he's 16 #and she's just [surprised pikachu]#also we know it isn't an error that she's 14 cause in TOA she's like ''oh yeah im learning to drive!''#so she's 15 by then #it is however an error that *Nico* is said to be 14 in hoo cause he's 12 in TLO and 14 in TOA #but we know in HoO the reason that error was made was cause Rick hadn't figured out Nico's birthday yet #and he was flipping it between January or March #so he just forgot how old Nico is for a series and then we went back to normal

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uter-us · 5 months

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radfem help !!

2 of my little cousins (14yrs and 15yrs) are both girls dating boys right now, and together we are coming up with a "dealbreaker list" of things they will never put up with from their bfs! and also we are including positives, like so they aren't just looking for the absence of bad things, but actual positive things

what do yall think are the most important things to add? (i put extra info in tags)

Thank you so much!!!

#I dont want it just to be “he doesn't hit me” as that's super important but they could end up with awful boys who don't hit them and still #mistreat them. there are certain vulnerabilities that make me worry the most for them. Ive been writing under the deal breakers like exampl #of how it would manifest like things they might say or how they might behave so that way in the moment there will hopefully not be as much #time spent questioning if it counts as a deal breaker. we want to do positives too so like I said in the post it's not just like "he doesn'#put me down“ but also ”he roots for me and encourages me and verbalizes it“.#they are 14/15 so I'm less focused on stuff related to like splitting domestic labor for example but I think a good translation could #be like “he spends as much time as I do planning dates” and “it's clear to me that he put a lot of thought into my birthday gift” or the li #anyway I know they are safer without dating boys (and for the record they both know I do not date men (and only one knows I am SSA) but #they ARE dating and it's much more practical and realistic to reduce harm here since they are doing it!#also this is obviously not the extent of my effort in making sure they are safe and well and not reliant on boys/men;#this list is just one small part!!!#thanks so so much! and if you don't know please share bc maybe someone else has advice! ty!!!#radfem #radical feminist safe #radblr #sex based oppression #mvawg #question tag

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adriles · 1 year

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im sorry to say, that by ignoring the plague of apollo, you have doomed the danaans to further misery. Farewell my bitch

#apollo #agamemnon #book 1 #update here cause new post and all! thank you to the anon who informed me about a slur in a prior post #i was not familiar with the term and def shouldve checked it out and changed it before turning the dril tweet around to fit everything here #the fact that it is a dril tweet itself though is….hm #anyways! apologies! the post has been edited #all this is reminding me again is that i should be making more posts and just following the format cause. this is not the first time #that ive encountered very offensive tweets #i havent done it in a hot bit though cause im fairly busy with work now. gonna start phasing the tweet based ones out again soon #also. please inform me if anyone at all finds anything on here that i should tag or edit in the future #i really dont want this to be a place of pain of any kind (other than war crimes)#and ive been running this since i was like…14 so there is likely bound to be smth that should be revisited

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slutdge · 1 month

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ill just be minding my business and then remember how fucked the experience i had with cps was and just how fucked cps is in general and actively harms the children its supposed to be there to help and get so mad i dig a hole into my skin with my nails so deep it starts drawing blood

#again. if you want the lore on why i fucking hate social workers so much. there ya go.#it makes me wanna fucking throw up everytime i see people felate social workers like theyre any better than cops.#not to be a broken record or anything but truly. the only fucking thing i had a lot of the time when i was like 14 was my stupid littl #e dc hardcore mix cd and i think digging that up and revisiting it has really brought up a lot of hard emotions and memories for me #ptsd fucking sucks so bad and it sucks so bad that ive made no progress since then either #i dont know. i dont know yall.#''you have to process your trauma'' ok well thats too hard and id rather die so. guess im too weak then and im not cut out for it #this is fucking stupid anyways.#too many feelings with nowhere to put them and no idea where to even start #thats not even considering what i currently haveto deal with in the present #um i give up and i was a fucking moron for ever believing life could be better #i dont have any profound conclusion. i was just fucking stupid for ever thinking i could be happy. lol.

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demadogs · 9 months

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ok im going by a new name are you ready are you ready….

eden!

#how we liking it?? how we feeling???#no this isnt inspired by that one hot goth in st4 ive loved this name since i was like 14 #i was never comfy with my real name being in my bio but i do want a name not just my initial so voila #you can call me eden

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sieglinde-freud · 2 months

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FALCHION INIGO BABY LETS FUCKING GO!

#ann plays awakening #i actually didnt think the game was gonna let me do that #i was just redoing everyones inventory and realized when i was going through his #hey. falchy isnt greyed out #and what do u know #i thought it was a glitch at first but only him and luci get it so #wow!! neat #hes not gonna use it actually #not right now at least? its more valuable on his sister than him since she cant get armsthrift #i find it kind of a waste to put an unbreakable weapon on the guy who has the highest armsthrift proc in the game #but still this is everything ive wanted since i was like. 14 #anyways starting lunatic gameplay NOW #i have enough of the kids (im missing three but im grabbing them asap) for a functional team #aside from inigo who only got exp through his paralogue theyre all unleveled #so. should be fun!!

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 9 months

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why does writing doctor who fanfic always ends me up googling british railways

#always is an exaggeration #but it's weird that it happened twice #and like i have to get so indepth every time why #i mean i dont Need to #but it feels important #me 14 in one hand yaz in the other in...........wait where is the support group #i kinda assumed london since most companions seem to live around there but that kinda sucks for our sheffield-liverpool team doesnt it fhkg #this is the reason yaz gives for never coming #not even unreasonable #maybe they move around #they probably move around #also everyone: we can just use facetime! yaz: i cant read suddenly i dont know #anyway me with 14 in one hand yaz in another sneaking out of support group like how do i get these two to the doctors house now #okay they GOT here. and im assuming yaz doesnt have a car but does the doctor #probably right?#yaz watching 14 drive: this is just wrong. who are you. alien impostor. i dont know you #14: i can drive! ive had cars!#yaz: dont believe it. never told me #shes so mad its really fun to write #as gracious as she is when she wants to be. when she DOESNT want to be. she uses all those same things she was gracious about earlier #and shes like AMMUNITION #i love her

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lesbians4scully · 8 months

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im genuinely fucking foaming at the mouth waiting for the mgmt album to drop i am on my knees begginrg and screaming and pleading them to come to the uk PLEASE mgmt PLEASE

#mgmt #ive wanted to see them live since i was like 14 i Need this so bad #to see when you die ?? time to pretend ?? flash delirium ?? brian eno ?? LIVE ??#ITD FINISH ME OFF

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ghastbutlikegay · 16 days

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dudes ive hit a point with The Horrors:tm: where im unable to convince myself that any of my friends actually like me

#vent #it's like. i think im a pretty solid guy #my negative traits dont define my view of myself etc #i understand that if someone doesnt ike me it doesnt mean im horible etc #but like. i am unable to believe that anyone wants to be around me #even if someone explicitly says they want to talk to me/want to hang out/enjoy my presence #im like hmm. well. sounds fake.#and again it's not like i think im an unlovable piece of shit or something #i just dont think anyone is being honest with me #like i rarely notice hints or subtext or passive aggression when people talk to me #but im simultaneously excessively sensitive and will be like 'wait do they hate me now' if someone sends like an all lowercase one word tex #because it's like. oh no what if they actually ARE hinting that they dont like me. etc #most of the time when i get 'god shut the fuck up' vibes theres not actually anything wrong #BUT because theres been so many times that i MISSED the 'god shut the fuck up' vibes #i automatically assume everyone is mad at me/doesnt like me/doesnt want t talk.#even trying to say 'usually im wrong about people being mad' is extremely difficult #bc im like. fully convinced ive been right every time #and that everyone has just been lying t me #this has been a thing since like. age 14+ for me #but lately it's gotten worse #and like im scared to even dm a friend a meme because they might be mad (they literally sent me a song rec earlier. i have no reason to #assume theyre mad. except when i got the messages i was like 'oh no what if this has a hidden meaning')#it's one of those things where like. my anxiety medication works really well #but this is the flavor of anxiety thats inspired by past experiences #s even if i try to tell myself there arent any signs that theyre mad/annoyed/whatever #i immediately think 'but ive been wrong before.'#and then that same loop stops me from asking. because asking either annoys people or they lie to me about it #idk idk idk im tired #even if i did ask i wouldnt believe any answer other than 'yes im mad/annoyed/whatever'#including if they add 'i just need to be alone right now' or 'yes but not at you' or 'yes and i need to cool off'

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impostorsshow · 9 months

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Happy New year everyone! I'm aware my post is late since I am 1 making this post 10 minutes after the New Year started, and also I live in one of the later timezones. However, I wanted to share that as a part of this new year, I've made a resolution; [obligatory read more since editing me has decided this is kinda long]

My resolution is to defeat [not 100%] every Zelda game that I have a copy of or aqquire this year. I think it's a task I can actually do and isn't too far off into impossible land, and to kick it off I spent the entirety of today completing [the first quest] of the original NES Zelda, in one sitting [like its meant to be] and abusing savestates every frame because I don't have very good control over mobility in games god help me if I play a precision platformer like ever. Anyway, completing this game is a very big deal to me, since I normally have a Very Big Issue with actually seeing the end of the game, and on top of that, it's a very hard game that i have held on a pedastal for years, and will continue to do so. I had to use my damn Zelda encyclodia and a guide to skip 70% of the final dungeon, too, though im nowhere near ashamed of that.

Here's proof for my own sake, as well as a few doodles, zelda related things in the encyclopedia that i may or may not do a redraw of later, and just general things that make me happy in my camera roll to start the new years off with some positivity. Remember kids, you don't gotta celebrate shit if it makes you feel bad, but make sure to take as much positivity as you can, however and whenever its avaliable, feeling happy is the difference behind surviving and living. If you don't have a new years resolution or are scared/dislike having one, that's okay and don't let anyone pressure you into that stuff! Just make sure your safe,stable and as happy as you can manage in your current situation.

You can tell this recording is mine because I never upgraded my bombs /j

#talk talks #important #zelda ranch dip #on a technicality #i saw a drawing of ravio and its the Only official art ive seen of his hood that i think looks cute so im gonna redraw it #i also want to learn how to digital paint but eh if i dont get around to it its okay. i got time everyone's got time #on nights like these i feel happy in like the “lets go sit outside under the stars and talk about our bad feelings so we dont have to think #of them anymore. lets trade thoughts and hopeful wishes in a hope they might come true“ yknow? its a nice #oh shit wait right yeah thats hust how feeling calm is like 90% of the time i can feel my chest being tight with anxiety #im a very anxious person but anxiety dont help anyone so you probably wouldnt know until like. i have a heart attack or something ive been #waiting on that to happen since i was 14 dude. ah dammit calm is over anyway happy new years! stay safe!

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youredreamingofroo · 4 months

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waking up at 6 am when I don't wanna wake up,,, sobbingfg,, maybe if I just eat breakfast and get cozy again, I can go back to sleep

#ive been sleeping since like.. 4-6 PM yesterday. so ive been sleeping for a solid 13-14 hours ajsjajsj still tired tho!!! are we surprised!?#yesterday was stressful as balls so i guess it makes sense to give myself some rest but i want to go BACK TO SLEEP 😭😭#whatevs!!!!!!!!!!!!!#yapping

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plounce · 1 year

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hey at least you didn't post your urianger thirsting (which i very much enjoy ) to catcrumb

the two times in recent memory ive accidentally posted to catcrumb haven't been too bad although they've both been ffxiv hahaha. the most recent was last night's 5am rambling about ffxiv canon timeline and worldbuilding and backstory and had nothing very embarrassing in it besides Sincerity (and how can there be any sin in sincere?). the other time was a reblog of some art of zero hanging out with ryne and gaia, which just shows that im a lesbian with taste.

accidentally posting urianger thirst to catcrumb would be a double edged sword. on the one hand, it would demonstrate that i'm a bitch with impeccable taste. on the other hand, my parents follow catcrumb. no matter what, though, the sword goes through my body. yeowch!

#chirps #also i feel very strongly about keeping cc separate from this blog (my main) so i can have some privacy and peace.#also ive had this blog since 2011 and i really don't need people digging through it in bad faith like oh noooo when i was 14 i liked hetali #and i just hate being bothered because im already kind of a paranoid person lmao.#anyway. urianger will can and MUST remove the side panels of the gown for dawntrail #ACTUALLY ONE MORE THING i have deliberately not built up much of a persona for catcrumb because i don't want people assuming they know me.#i am not here to perform for you. im not your little monkey.

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dykeandballs · 5 months

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good morning chat

#i just finished dunmeshi a minute ago it was so cute #its sooo yuri btw farcille ftw #wish laois kept some monster features like falin he's so sexy #hmm in other news ive realized tht I'm soooo rusty w my asl #basic signs i was getting mixed up so I gotta start practicing by talking to myself all the time #if anything i dont want to lose vocabulary #wahhh why doesnt anyone around me know sign I don't want to lose proficiency in this language!!#what a troubled life i live #back to dunmeshi im gonna buy the manga since its complete and there's only 14 volumes #once i get paid...#im trying to have a good day today everybody say yippee

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aropride · 10 months

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ever since i was a little boy i always knew i wanted to give a ted talk

#text #genuinelt ive wanted to give a ted talk since i was like 14. the topic changes but i think it would be so fun #like sit in your chair boy listen to me talk about something im passionate about and educated on #🗒️

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vanyafresita · 7 months

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WWGRRRAAAAAAAHHHHHHH <- it wants to buy a secondhand book that is on sale, but it already has several books to-read right there in its bookshelf

#okay imma sound insane for a moment but bear with me #ive been avoiding the lord of the rings movies since i was like 14 cuz i wanted to read the books first #but then i never fucking did I KNOOOOOW OKAY every single person ive met friends professors and randoms tell me i should read the books !!!#and a few weeks ago a friend was like #if the lord of the rings books seem a big intimidating you should try reading the hobbit first its a light read and will get u in the mood #and today i was casually checking for 2nd hand books of le petit prince in french bcs thats the type of person i am #(<- collects the same book in different languages)#and suddently i saw on sale the hobbit book and im soooooo *explodes*#I NEED ITBSO BADLY BUT I HAVE MY BOOKSHELF RIGHT NEXT TO ME WITH AROUND 20 BOOKS I HAVE YET TO READ #/AND/ THREE BOOKS I STARTED AND HAVENT FINISHED YET #SOMEONE KILLLL MMEEEEEEE #''just watch the movies they are well adapted''#what if i told you i'd rather kill myself #i already hate coraline as it is YES THE MOVIE IT FUCKING SUCKS THE BOOK IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITES AND THE MOVIE MESSED IT SO BAD #I COUDL WRITE A WHOLE ESSAY ON WHY IT SUCKED the animation and technique was cool i dont have a problem w that THE STORY THO- !!!!!!#anyways the thing with me is that i usually prefer reading books first and then MAYBE checking visual adaptations #cuz i like when my brain gets to imagine things i hate being given everything I WANNA MAKE A MOVIE IN MY HEAD FIRST !!!!#so yeah i will suffer for some more time until i finish reading my to-read pile of books and then i'll continue buying books #sorry for being insane tee hee #vanya strawberry flavored

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