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too aromantic for ts
#futaba sakura#persona 5#p5r#p5#fanart#futabadoodles#i made a new friend a few weeks ago right. like online#bro confessed he had a crush on me yesterday i was like nooo ���😭 im sorry man :c#cuz like. im aro. im. not gonna be able to reciprocate ya know 💀 tough luck i guess 🫠
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Having bpd to me is like I'm the loneliest person on the planet, no matter how many people I talk to, no matter how many connections I make or have, I'm a lonely void who will die alone. I have to be talking to someone or with someone every second of every minute of every day. I love people so much, I need people. There's so many people out there with different things to teach you. And then, if I have to talk to one person for more than 6 seconds today, I'll kill them. I'll kill myself. I need to be left alone for the rest of the day, I need no one but myself to be happy. I don't want to partake in anything with anyone because it's all draining and taking out of my alone time. Everyone is the same, they're all boring and self-absorbed. Every conversation feels like I'm forcing myself to be actively present. I just want to be alone in my room with nothing or no one. I don't see a future where I'm happy with anyone other than being by myself.
#bpd#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#actually borderline#bpd splitting#lately I've just been slowly moving away from all my friends too#haven't spoken to anyone on insta for days despite usually talking to at least 2-3 friends every few days#irl sent me a video a week ago...never responded. I haven't even been feeling lonely really#I just KNOW when my period creeps up on me I'll be a whining sad piss baby who's openly pathetic about needing human connection#like I wish I just felt no need for it ever. it feels SO good to be alone and not have any obligations as a person#then the crippling loneliness of forever being alone seeps in when tbh I'm fine with it currently actually
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Togachako Week
A very late day 6: sunset

Anyone wanna guess which manga's color palette i used?🤭🤭
#i think even tho this one was late its worth it#bnha#mha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#my art#my digital art#artists on tumblr#himiocha#togachako week 2025#tgchk#toga himiko#toga x ochako#toga x uraraka#ochako urakara#ochako uraraka#uravity#ochaco uraraka#ochahimi#himiko toga#togachako#it was fun to draw this one#A few days ago i saw a girl on bus thats reading some ao3 fic#Its actually rare to see someone reading ao3 here#Bc most of the people doesnt even know eng that good and our language isnt there#So i was like uwaaa#And i accidentally saw what she was reading#And there was a friend with me in the bus too#I nearly laughed bc she was reading some sort of daddy fic abd then my friend saw it too#We laughed then but girl didnt notice but after that we agreed that she was kinda cool for not shying out for what she reads
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evie loves steve, steve loves soda, soda loves sandy.



#steve randle is in love with his best friend#steve is riddled with guilt#like its really eating away at him#evie has no idea#sodapop is unaware as well#steve doesn't know what to do#he will just stare from afar#and up close probably#steve randle#sodapop curtis#stevepop#unrequited stevepop#unfortunately#perchance?#stevepop art#the outsiders#the outsiders art#drawing#sodapop x steve#i drew this a few weeks ago because of my own complicated feelings#it is resolved now
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hey you! Look at him!
that's all :)
#grimble's scrimbles#flight rising#fr art#flight rising sandsurge#fr gijinka#character: sitri#I drew this a few weeks ago but kinda just forgot to post him#anyway he's an actor in Revelation Falls#close friends with Chaos and Beezulbub but is pretty friendly to like#everyone in town#charismatic prettboy basically
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Everytime my brain tells me to isolate myself i just think, “what would yomiel’s friends do to drag his ass out…”
#ghost trick#ghost trick spoilers#yomiel#inspector cabanela#fanart#my art#brain is being mean so im breaking out these doodles from a while ago#but ft tho bc i wanted to completely vanish online for a good few days/weeks but then my friends suggested we watch howls movin castle#bc ive been wantin to watch it in jp dub so like damn guess i gotta stay online now#love yall#*fr
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and to no ones surprise.. i love them.. shin n noi doodle
#dorohedoro#noi dorohedoro#shin dorohedoro#also cai//man and nikai//do bc they are The friends ever but im on chap 140ish and TOO MUCH IS HAPPENINGG#ITS SO SCARY OUT HERE#also insane that the series is like... older than me. it doesnt feel that aged at all#watched dorohedoro when i was working on cosplays and also while my roommate had food poisoning a few weeks ago LMFAO#then i started the manga and ive been going slow. how many series can i finish before i finish tri//max TToTT IM SORRYYYYY
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never being anyone’s best friend or the most important person in anyone’s life, ever, can really fuck you up emotionally
#like throughout my life i’ve had people that i’d call my best friends#but I guess I was never theirs#like they always had more important friends that would always take precedence#and then now as an adult people’s partners always take precedence#which is fair and valid#I just can’t never find that for myself and always end up as an afterthought and it really really fucks you up#hence me sobbing rn#bc a friend and I were supposed to call tonight and had scheduled it a few days ago#aaaand they just told me they can’t because they’re still on a call with their partner who’ve they’ve called basically everyday this week#oh and this friend won’t be able to call anyone all summer so I just can’t talk to them on the phone again until fall#and yeah i’m sobbing rn#rants and rambles#friends#long distance friendship#lonliness#friendship#no friends#friend jealousy#never had a best friend#friendless#how to keep friends#i dont know how to make friends#friend yearning
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fanart for This Is Not The End by @kings-highway
potentially my favourite fic ever!! <3
#my art#uh i am so sorry but i'm gonna tag you in a few more posts also because#i keep getting inspired to draw stuff by your writings#this took SO long but i finished it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at last!!!!!!!!!!!!#those fence posts are my mortal enemies but at least they're done now#really glad i actually stuck with this#i started it three weeks ago!!#hm anyway i'm really really in love with this fic like seriously - if it was a published book i would buy it so so fast#everytime a new chapter drops i just go !!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then message my friend to yell about it <3#haikyuu#haikyuu fanart#haikyu!!#haikyu!! fanart#this is not the end#right so; in order:#azumane asahi#iwaizumi hajime#oikawa tooru#tsukishima kei#yamaguchi tadashi#kageyama tobio#hinata shoyo#sawamura daichi#sugawara koushi#kuroo tetsurou#takeda ittetsu#ukai keishin#ushijima wakatoshi#i put too many tags before and it deleted them nooooo i forgot what i said- oh! it was about starting this when only 3 chapters were out#and now there's so many characters which i haven't drawn here but i want to draw at some point so probably will okay loveyou bye <3
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I'm actually losing my shit right now. The song they had playing with this was "Fly Me To The Moon." My heart is going to explode I think.
#I can't believe a few weeks ago they had the audacity to say “this is not a ship. they are just platonic friends/enemies/chaps”#hello????????????#what exactly about this post and the last post before this says platonic?????????????? lmao??????#anyways no shade to them studiobadegg is great i just think its hilarious to deny that it's a ship thing#and then post stuff like this lmfao#billford
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I don't usually do this type of thing but ukw lets be sappy. Happy 2025! 2024 was a mess but after having years of my life swallowed up by depression, anxiety and shame, I finally feel like I've turned a corner. Last year at this time I had been unemployed for two years, a few months out of an intensive outpatient program, trying to find hope through ovr and relapsing back into self harm for the first time in years. I was dreading my 26th birthday because therapy and medication were the only things keeping me going. In February, I was connected with a remote job through ovr that I fell in love with. It isn't perfect and I still have a lot to work through, but for the first time in my life I have a job that values me and makes me feel like I'm moving forward and not just treading water. I'm in a position where I feel like I can give people relief and make them feel valued. I fell in love with press on nails and funky earrings and matcha. I got 10 piercings this year with plans for a lot more. I got two more rats. I fell back in love with reading. I went to pride for the second time and the renn faire twice and a cryptid festival and made candles with my best friend in the whole world. I was able to give my family a huge pile of gifts for Christmas. I'm finally developing my own style and I got more compliments on my outfits this year than in my whole life. It's not perfect. I've also self harmed more in this past year than ever. I'm still not where I want to be in life. I'm still dealing with shame and anxiety and depression. I've been so burnt out from taking commissions while I was unemployed that I've barely drawn this year. But there's time & there's finally hope. Thank you for reading & enduring my disappearances. Thank you for all of the support and love and patience. Here's to laughing until you cry in 2025!
#reposting this from insta#when i was making candles w/ my friend a few weeks ago i looked at myself in the bathroom mirror#and i was like holy shit... i'm finally the person i've always admired from afar style-wise#i don't have a ton of disposable income but after years working part time jobs that pay dirt#i have the confidence to actually express myself through my appearance#in that one day i had people complimenting my jewelry outfit nails and piercings#it felt really good. like i was actually my own person and that i was being seen#after spending my whole life feeling invisible and pointless#i've been reaching out a bit more after spending years isolating myself bc ive been embarrassed abt how 'behind' i've been#it's still a work in progress but it's real genuine progress#idk idk idk it's so sappy anyway it's 2025 anyone wanna admit they're in love with me
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max kicking people & things since he can't kick the fia
#my friend sent me this a few weeks ago#and it seems very timely to use this now#i'd really like to kick every person in the FIA in the balls ✨️#credits and a kiss to whoever put all this together in just one video#max verstappen#mv1#mv33#f1#formula 1#singapore gp#singapore 2024
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seeing the kid of a childhood friend now start to look exactly like that childhood friend the way you remember them is insane
#like girlll we used to use a slingshot to throw rocks at people from ur treehouse when u looked like that… now ur a MOMMM???#not the same person as the baby birthday party i went to a few weeks ago btw. diff childhood friend#grandpa max is god? i go to church now
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"true partner" click here for the uquiz created by @/niconicomuda on twitter
#morphomon#digimon#this was trending on twt a good few weeks ago#ofc me being me i wasn't there and only learned abt it bc a friend dm'd me about it lol#anyway i am very happy to get morphomon. though...#advanced apology for personal irl rambling that may be tmi ahead. and cw: death of family member#so like. i feel it turns out to be some life foreshadowing bc around a week later (which is last week btw) my maternal grandma passed#idk about u but if you know the symbolism of butterfly and morpho particularly. it's about change and rebirth and all that stuff#the funeral home we spent a few days in had the morpho butterfly as its logo. i couldn't stop thinking about it#so despite the sadness it's like idk. a tiny bit of hope i guess?#my grandma won't have to be in pain anymore#all the stuff is done by last saturday so everyone's back to their normal lives like it or not#still grieving a bit while at the same time being kinda ok. well it is how it is...#png#gif
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Penny here. really shitty idea that popped into my head at 4am. sora looks like pit so I got reminded of KH lately.
#kh sora#kingdom hearts#KH#kh riku#be thrown into the abyss my friend. fly away now random art. i hope you find peace#penny here. Brooo… I took a 13 hour nap before this art and I literally like. had probably 47 dreams. reminded me of 3d which BTW.#DREAM DROP DISTANCE IS GENIUS. its for the 3Ds. ITS THREE Ds.#PENNY JUST FOUND THAT OUT A FEW HOURS AGO.#If I don’t play this game in exactly 1 week I will die#also ps direct is soon and istg if kh. is even mentioned i will be ill for months#EVEN IF THEY ARE LIKE. coming out in 68 years. ILL BE THERE AND BE HYPE
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i enjoy these guys a normal amount
#‘‘to play’’ is SO legolas#i made that meme a few weeks ago but i didn’t want to post it until it had a friend…. now it does <3#and 🌸💝𝓖𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓜𝓸𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓔𝓷𝓳𝓸𝔂 𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓓𝓪𝔂 𝓖𝓸𝓭 𝓑𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓼💝🌸 is so aragorn#also ignore how i reuse images i literally have like 4 pictures of these guys on my phone#tolkien#lord of the rings#lotr#gimli#gimli son of gloin#legolas#legolas greenleaf#aragorn#aragorn elessar#aragorn son of arathorn#the three hunters#coveredinsunposting
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