#and it leaves me with a bitter taste
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having good imagination is great until you imagine great things happening to you at an event/day/week/whatever and then absolutely nothing happens and you're left standing there with a heartbreaking disappointment with no one to blame but yourself
#I constantly fantasize about doing things or people telling me things#and then it never happens#because I put way too much expectation on people and moments#and it leaves me with a bitter taste#and disappointment
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I know it's fun and all that everybody is talking about Destiel.
And I'm like the first one reblogging many of those here. Balls deep Destiel and everything. Because like I said it's fun, and it's acknowledged while it wasn't the case AT ALL before.
But I have this feeling that they don't really talk about the love between Dean and Cas. The thing is I'm not shipping them because they are just two hot guys that I want to see make out on my screen.
I ship them because of the way they love each other. And I don't want them to believe that we just think of them as being two hot guys that needs to make out, because through the jokes it's what I'm getting. Really hope I'm wrong.
#maybe I'm the only one#it just leaves a little bit of a bitter taste#I'm totally one of the people enjoying the jokes#I love them and it makes me laugh#don't get me wrong#but like it's not just about dean and cas wanting to fuck#this is bothering me a little bit because I feel like they don't understand what it is about#it's about all the love between them#that's why I'm stuck here#that's why most of us are I think#I'm not against seeing them balls deep#but there's not only that#this is not about that#this is about love#I don't know if I'm making any sense#destiel#deancas#castiel#dean winchester#my random thoughts about destiel
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How I sleep knowing I'll never trust anyone that hates Sydney but worships Richie:
#the bear#the bear fx#sydney adamu#carmen berzatto#richie jerimovich#jk kind of#well on days I don't see or think about Sydney haters#under every damn comment section in this fandom is someone saying Sydney didn't take accountability#like I know we all have our biases but yall are really shameless about it#Sydney scored A LOT of Ws for The Beef AND The Bear#but one time she makes a mistake and justifiably walks away from a toxic work environment she's the devil#Richie worked at The Beef for years and Sydney did more for it in what less than four months than he did#on top of being a prick to Sydney in particular because she was changing things he wanted to keep the same#to the detriment of the restaurant but also everyone#and overall being unpleasant to Carmy#Nat and anyone that didn't find him funny or interesting or like his bs#pre-Forks Richie reminds me of those types of people that only listen to people that like them#and I love that because it's realistic to some ppl#I do like Richie#it just leaves a bitter taste in my mouth knowing there are people that hate Sydney#ignore her accomplishments only to raise up Richie#in the same breath when the actual show is showing you what's up#like you'd think there were different versions of the show with how these two are perceived#I get this weird need to defend Sydney when people shit on her because I wonder how often said people treat the Sydneys of the world#but that aside#In Fishes Richie mentions something about wasting potential at the beef#In Ceres it's implied he called the popo on the dealers after Sydney deescalated a situation Richie previously dealt with#in an unorthodox manner#he recognised he needed to change but still was an arsehole to the one person who was facilitating that change effectively Sydney#this show is great but people denying what they're seeing on their own screens is crazy
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I’m not sure if you ship kevjean or not but how do you think Jean would react seeing someone flirt with Kevin
I’m a Kevjean enjoyer but I have yet to cross the threshold into making my own content! I feel like I don’t have Enough of Jean yet so I leave him to the professionals
That being said Jean feels like one of those “oh no it’s fine! It’s fine. There’s no problem it’s fine” kind of guys when it comes to Kevin. If he feels like Kevin is uncomfortable then he’ll politely interject, but if it’s mutual flirting? Guy who is jealous and bitter but Knows that’s His Problem and is trying to handle it. Jean will sit there and be nasty fit the rest of the night. He can’t help it. It’s not his fault and we’re shouldn’t blame him.
#I like thinking of Jean as outwardly bitter and avoidant#‘no Kevin it’s fine. I don’t hate the cashier. if you’re who he wants to spend time with then his taste is terriblez’#‘everything is Fine now leave me alone. it’s my journaling hour.#aftg#all for the game#kevjean#kevin day#jean moreau#asks
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This world really does treat us fat people like we’re an annoyance, a freak show, side characters in every movie, never considered sexy or desired (because there’s no way that Hollywood would ever consider this). Clothes in the store, always the best-friend, constantly making jokes before anyone else will. Doesn’t matter how we try, what we do - we will always be treated this way by a majority of society unless we are this idealized version of thin. Every so often I’m reminded of this, and it stinks.
#stranger things really let their audience down by only having beautiful thin mains and big beautiful big leads#a geek group in indiana? and everyone is thin?#it feels like my body type isn’t even accepted in that universe#it’s like… why can’t we have a female lead that’s big that’s treated just like every thin woman… no weight mentioned#k*lling barb and bob provided a really nasty narrative in the writing for me that still leaves a bitter taste in my mouth#seeing twisters today with another thin beautiful and blond lead and I was again triggered and left wondering why is this always the case?#and not having big beautiful leads is a letdown
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My main problem with class 1a and izuku relationship by the end is that it's far too realistic for a superhero story.
Like yes in real life after college or high-school you lose touch with ppl you used to see everyday and it's not bc your a bad friend it's just kinda how the world works. You start a career and a family and get busy and only check up on highshool buddies every now and then but a fictional superpower story shouldn't end like that at all. I mean mha is one of the most "power of friendship" themed stories I've ever scene it's not gonna hurt anybody to make so that they miraculously kept in touch and met up constantly over the years (this is if we pretend that this was the only problem with ending 😅)
When someone asks for a realistic story it doesn't mean I need every character to got the bathroom every couples of hours and trip over themselves unless it's there for a reason. Realistic stories means set up and pay off like for example if your gonna kill a character it'd be realistic to have ppl react to it (cough twices death shouldve impacted more than just Toga cough). What I'm trying to say is that the ending is awful and mha is the defention of wasted potential.
(this rant went a very weird direction and I'm not sure if it makes sense)
Hi @jettanasser 👋
The term realistic can be used as a good and bad thing like you said for a story that has the core theme of WE are the greatest hero and the power of love and friendship that was supposed to carry the last act from the ending of the vigilante arc to the big final fight ending the story with them not meeting eachother as often leaves a bad taste in my mouth.
Yes this is realistic but 1A never actually develops a proper found family bond which is why I find the last act so underwhelming because there is no substance to 1A and their bond. Also the way the final chapter ended begs a lot of questions why didn't we ever see 1A members hang out outside of school uniform or hero costume? If there are less villains then why is there more work? Like yes I understand that a lot of heroics isn't just taking down villains but also reforming society but even with that MHA did go to make a point that this is now a society where heroes have free time did it not?
#mha#mha critical#bnha critical#horikoshi critical#bnha#bhna critical#thanks for the ask#thanks for the ask!#seems inconsistent to me#also just leaves a bitter taste in my mouth#anti mha ending#mha ending critical
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very hyperspecific meme sponsored by the "semisweet" macedonian white wine that i drank like 80% of on the way to the club
#the most delicious alcohol i have ever tasted in my LIFE#but also the fucking. delayed effect did a number on me lmao#ALSO at the very fucking height of me having a good time and just as i was leaving the bathroom. BITTER END BY PLACEBO STARTS PLAYING.#i literally ascended#piksla.txt
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my work playlist hit me with the one two punch of only happy when it rains by garbage and bad cover version by pulp and now i'm deep in my bucktommy breakup feelings yet again
#although lbr i kinda live there#my old lady music is out to get me help#tommy's only happy when it rains#and buck's living through a bad cover version of the one that got away#(every touch reminds you of just how sweet it could have been and every time he kisses you it leaves behind the bitter taste of saccharine)#HELP
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the fact that skz turned down a chase atlantic collab. i hate to say it but this is my roman empire
#just saw a vid of chan saying they’re ‘coworkers’ with CHARLIE FAWKING PUTHHHH who on top of being a Zionist is literally the worst person#with the LAMEST digital footprint you could possibly have leeching off their popularity oh my goddddd this is SO . no words#i don’t usually like to foreshadow and talk shit in advance but i can tell you right now if there’s more of that dude’s co-produced songs#on the album we’re getting into a fight skzies and i …. it’s just UNBEARABLE to me that it isn’t 100% obvious to everyone in div1 and also#the skz members (who MUST have seen the boycott ongiong) that this guy is genuinely a leech?#now idk the kind of contract you might sign with somebody or if they’d still have to include whatever song in the album but one thing i#absolutely Despise is the way kpop companies will jump at any chance to collab with a western (aka us american) artist who’s willing pretty#much. like where’s the value in that and are you adding to your popularity atp or are you giving THEM undeserved clout?#i don’t like when companies undermine their artists impact and popularity it rly leaves a bitter taste in my mouth#ah anyway not to get worked up over (potentially and hopefully) nothing i just have this Feeling
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May I ask if Kaveh is in the Ratiotham uni au or he's nonexistent in this timeline 👀👀👀
I was blind to the potential in Ratiotham at first tbh but I'm a hardcore believer now 🙏🙏🙏 also I'm sorry if this has been asked before!
i was thinking about having him around but i fear that some ppl want me to have him involved or more active even tho hes not the focus or romantically involved w hthm in this so yea. bc of the fear of some ppl being annoying and having all asks revolve around kaveh again, im unsure yet if i even want him to play a role and consider have him just get mentioned when hthm is napping bc of him being too noisy in the nights
#its not like the au is gonna get smth super deep and big w complex story or smth. i just want ratiotham lolol#also dont misunderstand me i rlly like kvh its just tiring when all messages revolve around him all the time#even when hes not even brought up in any way#reply#maybe its partly bc of the whole drama that i need some space from kvh/kvthm bc it leaves a bitter taste#bc im still so disgusted by some ppl in the fandom starting ship fights w hkvh ppl and bullying that i feel ashamed in their name#which is stupid bc i got nothing to do with them#but yea thats why im distancing myself a lil
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wait i AM brilliant oh my god
#sophie speaks#my other cod:mw idea wasnt really hitting right but like#i have found something that ticks all the boxes#and it does what i think is most important for me when writing longfics which like... captures whatever feeling the piece of media gives me#like www captures the chaotic moral love/hate of the original batfam#the questions of responsibility and loyalty and where you're supposed to draw the line#and this fic is about the darkness of man. of the bitter taste of military and how living in a world like the cod:mw one fucks you up.#how it leaves you practically a shell of yourself. that you could never be whoever you were before#but its also about loyalty to your family above all.#also the reader in this one is just. genuinely a bitch lmao she is 100% using the boys for her own gain and she doesn't care at all
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man .
#i gotta put this somewhere. i'm complaining about the guys and expressing my disappointment in the tags#this is just my own feelings and discomfort don't have to agree or comment on anything. anyone can have their own thoughts#i should stop looking them up or even bother checking their socials and what they're up to#if not i'd just be rolling my eyes and making myself more annoyed at them lol#i don't feel as bad for not caring since it's probably too much to expect that#white patriotic american middle aged men to not support their hell of a cuntry aka that violent imperial core nightmare#i was kinda fond of them at first but now it just leaves a sour taste in my mouth that i rather just avoid because#bringing this up has no benefit anyway. anything said more will just be regarded as a 'cancel culture' attempt but#they're not bad people. they are good people and that's entirely the point#it's not a unique problem and for as long as that imperial nightmare stays in power anyone who willingly supports it and its actions#show that some lives are worth more than other lives all so that western society will always have more power#and is not something worth worrying about. they're just strangers to me anyway. i don't care about them i don't want to care about them#again this is not me saying they're bad or 'problematic' people. they are good people and that's why it disappoints me#but like i said it's not worth worrying about since they are just an example rather than the core issue#i just wanted to write this down because the bitterness is just there now lol#i've been able to separate the real people/actors and the characters they play so it doesn't affect my enjoyment as much anymore#i'm just. sorry for talking negatively lol i know people use their interests as an escape like i know. i use this show as my escape too#but some things are just hard to ignore when they affect real life so.. eh .#i still like the show and the characters haha i'm just fighting with myself internally i guess idk#like it doesn't really hurt to enjoy them. it's not bad. i'm allowed to disagree with the creators of something i like#my ramblings
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does Jen ever date Julie in your au cause I’ve seen people headcanon Ben as bi assuming that if that is your headcanon would it stay the same for jen
Jen is 100% into all genders, and I plan on expanding on her relationships with Julie, Elena, Looma, and Ester. Some more romantic than others. I'll keep it a surprise how many girls Jen develops a crush on and how many she actually dates.
Please enjoy Elena's sweet face, I don't have many sketches of her but I like to add something to my asks when I can 💖
#ask me anything#ben 10#ben 10 alien force#ben 10 omniverse#jen 10#i loved elena so much#even if they did her dirty#and i still love ester so deeply#dont read to much into it but i just like julie#her and ben had potential but it was wasted and that leaves a special bitter taste in my mouth#also kevin getting engaged to looma does NOT happen in my au
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My mother may have tried to raise herself a daughter, but, to her, I have also always been my father’s son.
#She can see him in me. Quite literally.#And I know the knowledge I share his blood leaves a bitter taste in her mouth.#She resents her children because she resents who she could’ve become without us. And she resents the man I look like.#‘You look like your father. How I wish you didn’t look like your father.’
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damn is the arknights collab gonna be the reason i crawl back to my bitter gacha ex limbus company....?
#me#random#all the stuff they did still leaves a bitter bad taste in my mouth and i dont think my phone can handle another gacha so....
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wishing u a safe recovery from this god forsaken app <3 ily bad sav and i hope everything’s alright :(
thank you my dear <3 love u so bad i just cant w this platform rn, like iya i fear i may quit lowkey.... 😺 everything is fine tho pls don't worry!!!!
#asks!!#iya ily iya#my life support 🙂↕️#its js cause of something that happened between me + another person (if ur wondering what happened feel free2 ask js idk when ill be on agn#left me w a bitter taste in my mouth in a way cs i think we were friends BUT ITS FINE I GET LIKE I DONT NEED TO HAVE AN EXPLANATION OR WTV#cause i was already considering leaving that kinda just convinced me further LMAO#ANYWAY ill be back in like 2 days to peep on here maybe#take care love u i hope sjap is cooking uh uh uh insert meaningful words#MWAH#GOODBYE
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