#and it is difficult to be productive
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#i usually do everything in my power to Not think like this but i have to get it out of my head#there have been so many times recently where i think about my acting and my life goals and i just. want to give it all up#i am so tired and i have these moments of incredible hopelessness#and i feel like nothing has ever worked out for me & i’ve always had terrible timing with reaching my goals…#i think about even the one big goal that i HAVE lived and achieved through hard work (last year’s internship that i’ve mentioned a couple ti#times on here) gave some incredible memories but it also wreaked havoc on my mental health and my studies#now i’m burned out a lot of the time. i have undiagnosed adhd and probably autism as well — which i would never use as an excuse for not bei#being able to do something but it is HARD because my mom won’t believe that I’m neurodivergent#and it is difficult to be productive#Also Christmastime always makes me sad so there’s that#but point is. sometimes i want to give up#and i have never been someone to quit on my dreams so i feel pretty shitty for even entertaining the idea#i know that acting and every other art form that i love is what i WANT and i can’t think of much else that would make me happy#but sometimes i am just so tired i… don’t even want to try anymore#disappointment and the fear of more disappointment just becomes too much#i just want to get away from my past and start over#belle speaks#stories of my life#adventures in showbiz
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the mortifying ordeal of being known
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I think with Yor being so perceptive, she picks up on little things often (like we saw in ch 103). i believe this would impact loid more so than the usual person, because he is a spy and fakes every part of himself, so to be seen is simultaneously desirable and horrifying. like, it makes him torn between wanting to accept and reciprocate the love, or distancing himself so that it doesn't happen again.
thats mostly what the last panel is about, that dichotomy between 'omg this person noticed this about me, is this love' and 'oh shit this person noticed this about me, is this Doom'
just some thoughts i had🤪
#unrelated but i kinda dont like how this comic turned out 😭 its like the first time i actually made a full rough draft first#and it somehow made the final product messier#and idk they just dont look like themselves???#it was more difficult to do it this time even though its mostly just them standing idk#maybe the lack of action was what made it difficult because#how many ways can you frame the same scene#for six pages#Anyways#spy x family#my art#loid forger#yor forger#sxf#twiyor#sxf loid#sxf yor
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#rest#give yourself permission to rest#self care#self care is not selfish#self care is not an indulgence#rest but don't quit#mental health#coping#difficult times#no guilt#no shame#in this house we don't do guilt#take care of yourself#be kind to yourself#self compassion#healing#recovery#you matter#grind culture#hustle culture#work culture#burnout#compassion fatigue#activism fatigue#stop the glorification of busy#productivity#laziness does not exist
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Chai bought this new t-shirt from the market
#hi-fi rush#hi fi rush#hifi rush#hi fi rush chai#hi fi rush peppermint#fanart#i watched 2 grown adults reviewing horrible temu products#and i couldn't stop myself laughing for that stupid t-shirt they sell#it first perfectly to chai#also sorry if i died this week was difficult for me
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Going to break into your house with pots and pans and yell at you until you reframe your thinking of productivity to include more than just schoolwork or a salary or chores and the like.
Did you do a thing? Was there a positive result for you or someone else?
Congratulations, you did a Productivity!!!
You aren’t ALWAYS going to be able to have the energy to do what we consider traditionally productive. You won’t always have the motivation.
Yeah, maybe you could have spent two hours studying for that test instead of 15 minutes. Maybe you could have cleaned the kitchen instead of the dishes. And? That’s still something!
Productivity is doing things!! Did you eat food and drink water? You did something that helped your body work! Doodled in class? You made art! Even just posting theories and memes on tumblr dot com is a thing! You thought out the post, figured out how to organize it (even if you don’t realize you did that) and you made it! And now other people can see and you DID something and you should be proud!!!
Be proud of yourself or I am going to show up outside your window tonight and scream positive affirmations louder than a cat who has just discovered her food bowl is empty.
#ESPECIALLY if you are disabled or mentally ill or sick or neurodivergent or any of the like#For me with ADHD and oftentimes poor mental health I really struggle to be traditionally “productive”#And earlier today I was frustrated because I was having a difficult time finishing a school assignment.#But also?#I noticed and made a post about a parallel between comic panels.#I’m working on a long post analyzing specific quotes from Webtoon.#I got up and got a water bottle.#Is that not productive?#Does that not produce a result that I and others may enjoy?#y’all have GOT to acknowledge little victories because that took effort and THAT was productive and Im sosososososososososo proud of you!!#adhd#autism#neurodivergent#i dont know what all to tag this as so feel free to reblog with any tags you feel this applies to or apply to you in relation to this!!#productive#disability#actually autistic#actually adhd#rambles
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#noivern#one of my all-dragon team's staples! thus i have a soft spot for this pokémon. not really for any other reason than that#just a cool badass design. big bat dragon. objectively badass#though i think it should be a dragon/dark type instead of dragon/flying. hydreigon typing#also hi it's me from the future. a few hours before this posts. i just want to complain a little bit#about how fucking difficult this is getting now that i'm getting into alolan forms in the queue#i don't. fucking. know how to use blender. this is kicking my ass. i spent like two hours this morning just trying to get those alolan form#working. and i didn't even successfully do that for two of them#so if you like alolan forms i am Really sorry but they are not gonna be up to par for the production value i have set for myself on this#blog. i've fuckin doomed myself by getting this much of a following and i know i can't get away with the same shit i used to#be able to so like. just fuckin bear with me please it's turning into a whole wreck here in the future in gen 7
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I really do think everything is going to work out, so much care has been put into this project, both by creators and admins, a restructure is disruptive short term but so incredibly necessary for the long term continuation of the server. It’s clear everyone working on the project believes in what they’re doing, and it’s unambiguously a good thing that going forward everyone will be fairly compensated for their efforts.
#qsmp#on a personal level however if there is ONE more situation that is difficult short term but productive for the future I’m going to SCREAM#it’s been literally on a weekly basis for a month straight I’m exhausted#I wish we could jump forward to when things are better without sitting through the ugly in between#but! not how life works! no way forward but through and all#however unrealistic it is I just want everyone to be happy. surely we’ll get there eventually
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me 🤝 akaashi: not working when we should be
#send productivity vibes I need to revise omg#it's so fine#have a hair down bokuto <3#this is my first time drawing his hair down#it is . difficult#but omg#so ruffleable#anyway#my art#hq#hq!!#haikyu#haikyuu!!#haikyuu#hq fanart#haikyuu!! fanart#bokuto#bokuto koutarou#akaashi#akaashi keiji#bokuaka#i am incapable of drawing anything else#hq timeskip
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RE: Your post about Israel. You want me to just, hate a country? Many of my friends are Jewish or Israeli. It seems reductive to say “if you support Israel at all DNI.” Big “Us Vs. Them” and “Inability to separate government from people” vibes.
You're embarrassing yourself. Defending a genocidal ethnostate online from the mean bloggers who tell its defenders to get out of her sight with these limp and tired 'points' is embarrassing for you. I hope you're a teenager, because thinking of you as a gullible teenager is the nicest way I can think of you.
It's massively insulting to Jewish people to equivocate being Jewish with being pro-Israel Zionist. Apparently you believe that "living in a country" = "supporting a country's actions", which matches up well with your obvious inability to have a single thought for yourself when you can deepthroat apartheid propaganda instead. It is actually kind of funny that you're clutching your pearls over being told I hate a country, when I'm guessing that you share Israel's fundamental belief that all Palestinian men, women, and children should be wiped off the face of the Earth.
More than that, it's actively depressing that in my inbox contains a criminally stupid Zionist who got offended when I drew boundaries in my own blog and decided to send a crying anon about it to me; and next to it I have an ask from a Palestinian begging for money so he can save his family's life. Delivering cool dunks against you would be extremely easy and would make me feel like a cool #activist but it feels actively stupid to do so at this point in time. I made a post blasting the fact that I don't want to engage in a debate and that I'm deeply intolerant of pro-Israel and Zionist views, and you rolled up trying to debate with me over it instead of blocking me and moving on. I'm not going to step into your Tumblr slapfest out of the desire to give sweet dunks or delude myself into thinking that I can change the mind of someone who just wanted to start an argument for the sake of it. My greatest hope for you as a person is that you're deeply ashamed of yourself in ten years, but at this point you're probably so entrenched into your victim complex that you've chosen to die on the hill of people shooting children in the head.
You're wasting your life and polluting your soul, so do what I told you to do in the first place and go someplace where I'm not asked to waste my own life speaking to you.
#i contemplated not dumping fuel into the fire of your victim complex and being like nicer or something#because feeding your sense of persecution is going to make it much more difficult for you to stop being a zionist in the future#being catty online is satisfying but can be counter productive for these reasons#but then i remembered that people who argue with your DNIs are probably already deep into the pit#and thinking that slapfights have moral value is tumblr activism at its finest#i have basic respect for other people so you'll almost never see me actually be mean on my blog#not for this moron though. like who cares.
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“he was pale and dwarfish, he gave the impression of deformity...he had a displeasing smile...and spoke with a whispering and somewhat broken voice.”
Here is my most updated Hyde design!
#I really like him#not exactly a finished product but definitely way closer than before#idk what do y’all think?#jekyll and hyde#dr jekyll and mr hyde#edward hyde#the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde#I tried to make him sort of book accurate#☽︎ 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐭 ☾#⭑𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐟𝐟⭑#Those legs were so difficult to draw though. Like him squatting#Had to learn this type of anatomy just for this#i put way too much energy that I don’t have into this
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More of my favourite low effort CPDS Members as my screenshotted tiktok comments memes for you as an apology for being so inactive and proof I am still around hehe <33
#am just about to start my final year of university#which is pretty crazy to thing abt#so if anyones been wondering where I've been....ive been around haha#been working on shows basically non stop#apparently 13 hour day tech weeks dont leave much time or energy for tumblr posting 😔😔#i also get way too hype thinking abt mischief which means it takes even more energy out of me oopsie#i did work on a production this year that was basically rip off ppgw it was very fun especially knowing the context but it is so difficult#pantomime tech is so difficult things just dont like to go to plan#very rewarding tho#anyway if anyone is interested in what im doing u can follow my tech professional instagram acc @abirustagetheatretech#anyway yeah accept my badly made memes as my apology for being so inactive#love u all lots still <33#hope everyone is doing well#mischief theatre#mischief comedy#the goes wrong show#mischief theatre memes
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alex and nigel
what they would’ve actually looked like
#almost the exact same 💀#age accurate like minds#well about as accurate as i can get it#it’s difficult to find younger pics of eddie and photos of tom from late 2002-2003 are nonexistent#however the chosen pic is behind the scenes to being julia which came out in 2004 so be likely would’ve been freshly 18#if not seventeen depending on how early into production he shot his scenes.#i know he mentioned being amongst ‘every other seventeen year old in london’ while auditioning#so it’s possible he was still nigel’s age but i doubt it#he was also working on vanity fair at that same time. i just figure that this image is a bit more clear given that he isn’t decked out-#-in elaborate historic clothing#but look at eddie omg#he doesn’t look too much different but there’s an innocence behind his eyes that alex was lacking (for a reason that is no big mystery)#like minds#nigel colbie#murderous intent#alex forbes#like minds 2006#alex forbes x nigel colbie#tom sturridge#eddie redmayne
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#rest#self care#take care of yourself#be good to yourself#be kind to yourself#self compassion#self love#self respect#coping#difficult times#give yourself permission to rest#it's okay to do less#trauma#healing#recovery#grief#mental health#you will be okay#you will get through this#the only way out is through#be gentle with yourself#productivity#give yourself permission
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late night no sleep
#minute doodles#tsams solar#sams solar#solar tsams#tsams art#I feel like he'd have a difficult time falling asleep#I dunno I don't think he'd be comfortable with the idea of it#both the vulnerability that comes with not being aware of your surroundings for a long period of time#and the actual thought of being unconscious#maybe he'd feel like it isn't productive#or maybe he'd be nervous about being attacked in his sleep or something#(no this isn't me projecting shut up)#oh I'm running low on art drafts#I should probably fix that after I finish these assignments#ah well#anyhow#tsams#tsams fanart#the sun and moon show
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Various Sketches of @cinnamin-is-a-star's Villain Siffrin.
These were mostly ideas and hand warmups for an animation that fell through due to a key technical detail not being possible with my current skillset.
Go read Cinnamin is a Star's Villain Siffrin AU: To Extend Our Reach To the Stars Above. It's really good.
#<<schrano art>>#<<schrano sketches>>#teorttsa spoilers#general production comments:#It's shockingly difficult to draw detailed and intricate circles from a mostly sideways angle! I don't really know what to do about this#So I shall continue to work towards finding the techniques to make it happen.#Nothing special technically about this one#Other than my lack of usage of the eraser tool#That's not a technique I use often#I'm a big lover of the eraser tool.#ISAT#ISAT Siffrin#isat isabeau#In Stars and Time
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i dont think ill ever recover from the pure tragedy that is Touya Todorokis story/life. Genuinely the ending did mental damage to me
#arson yaps#touya todoroki#todoroki touya#Literally what the fuck was that ending for him#I find all the villains endings to be very unsatisfying but touya was my favorite from the beginning#dabi was just an interesting guy with a very cool character design and then we got his backstory and it was just. Interesting!#hes still a huge fave and i just. Brother euw about the ending#Its hard tp put into words exactly what i hate so much about it but Endeavor not facing real consequences for his actions#And how it all fell into place. We dont even know if touya is alive by the official ending. hes just in some tank basically stuck#its sad. its depressing and its not a fit ending for the story and what i thought the meaning was#none of the villains got an ending that made sense for them#nothing really changed. we didn’t seem to learn anything#its a fantasy it really wouldn’t have been so difficult to show at least some of the villains getting a sort of redemption#i think theres just lots of lost potential in the canon ending#shout out to fanfic though. in my heart all the villains are alive and got that damn therapy and its all happy#(with y’know the product of their goals and the heroes its not perfect bc nothing is yaadada)#mha#mha dabi#dabi#and FUCK ENDEAVOR
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