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🪞 And now I'm talking to the mirror | I'm talking to myself again 🪞
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#I downloaded a font of Awsten's handwriting that someone made when I was designing the playing cards#and it has literally been so useful ngl#I used it for this but then went over it to actually make it look like marker on glass#waterparks#waterparks band#waterparks fanart#parx#parx art#awsten knight#art#digital art#my art
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Being a bsd fan is so awkward for me rn cuz I simply stopped believing anyone other than Oda can die in bsd forever ago (hell even Oda I’m looking at with suspicion at this point). So now with everything happening in the manga I’m just watching the entire fandom lose their shit and I’m stood in the corner like “cool😐 I wonder how they’ll come back🤔”
Like, I’ll get upset if the series ends and they’re all actually dead. But until then I’m just not buying it🤷
#ngl the plot rn makes zero sense. I low key hate this arc because it’s so over complicated#and literally every other chapter it’s just Dazai and Fyodor being like ‘actually I planned it!’ like bitch no you didn’t shut up#(btw I love bsd and Dazai and Fyodor. It’s just this arc. I hate basically all of it)#like bsd has always been confusing but it’s getting out of hand now#it feels like it’s been reduced to fake out deaths and Dazai/Fyodor claiming to plan everything#it’s just not interesting like it used to be. that’s just my opinion tho#bsd spoilers#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bsd manga spoilers#bungou stray dogs
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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i'm so sorry i don't normally post wip's but i NEED people to see this rn because holy fuck i'm so proud of the timing on this. transitions were being a bit of a bitch but i was able to figure them out and i'm so fucking happy with this already?? like this is only like. a tenth of the finished product and i've got a ways to go until it's finished but LOOK AT HER LOOK AT MY WIFE LOOK AT HER AAAAAAA
#going fucking FERAL#rambling#idv#identity v#emily dyer#idv doctor#THE VOICE MATCHES SO WELL SOLARIA I LOVE YOUUUUU#also please do not get on my ass for using an english cover#glitterbee's capriccio farce cover is so good like genuinely#i have heard the original i do enjoy the original it's very very good#this cover just has the power behind the vocals i'm looking for#and it just gets me shaking a lot more than the original ngl#((like... literally shaking. i am literally shaking.))#i'm really sorry for being annoying about this but this bug has been biting my brain i love this song i love these skins#this is so much fun
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need y'all to know that some time ago xeno brought it to my attention that jesus of suburbia is an incredibly byan-coded song and i haven't stopped thinking about it since
#it's so TRUE. that ENTIRE longass song is so STUPIDLY byan and I can't get over it#I need to like. go back & listen to more green day tbh bc I think a lot of their shit would suit them#*relisten rather. I used to LIVE on green day but I haven't really been back to them in yearrrsssss#and honestly? they're the kinda stuff byan would listen to too ngl#anyway. sorry I still haven't been around... I don't even have a good excuse this time bc I've literally just been playing overwatch adjgksg#I'm hyperfixated on it again it's literally all I want to do rn :x#I'm getting better on mnk and like.... idk man playing on a new input has added a new challenge and?? I'm having sm fun??? like actually???#I haven't enjoyed this game solo this much since 2016 when I first picked it up#it's been nice 🥺 I AM gonna try to like. get myself to take a break to do some writing at some point but. no promises.#gonna see how I feel. u know I'll be back & active at some point it's just been a v strange couple months ajdgsj#hope everyone's having a lovely friday!!! 💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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at this point literally every character in the type moon universe is gonna get to use vajra before the guy who actually wielded it
#LET ARJUNA USE VAJRA 202K#no but seriously. come on#ngl i have issues w it being passed around so muhc anyway given the fact its literally a guy's spinal column like tf do you mean gil has on#whos spine is his from#but whatever. gils always been bs. let my man use it#my post
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now the reactions to the pokemon leak stuff is just pissing me off lol
#pokemon has always drawn from real life mythology please read a real fucking book#do these people understand what a MYTH is what a LEGEND is !!!!!!!!!!!#PEOPLE HAVE BEEN TELLING THESE EXACT STORIES WITH REAL ANIMALS FOR MILLENIA#THE MATERIAL IS SCRAPPED AND UNUSED FOR A REASON#genuinely kind of appalled ngl#are yku all genuinely so fucking cumbrained and porndiaeased you cannot fathom a tale including sex for any other reason than to be pleasure#sometimes things happen in stories for reasons other than it being right or okay or modern or sensible or real?#especially… now say this with me…. MYTHS !!! LEGENDS !!!!!!!#its literally always been canon human/pokemon relationships were a thing in ancient times in this world#literal nocs talk abt how theres used to be no deliniation between humans and pokemon!!! SHUT UP !!!!!!!!
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a song that i associate with my muse meme!
AHH, hey, ramone!! thank you for sending in this prompt :D since you sent in three of the mic's, i shall now be treating you to three songs that make me think of blamore when i hear them / that i associate with it. an explanation of why i chose them will be in the tags <3
hozier - who we are.
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icehouse - crazy.
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depeche mode - personal jesus.
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#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#asks - answered.#ooc post.#okay but ESPECIALLY heavy on the last one because it literally all about the idea of someone that people can turn to in hard times-#like a god or a prophet who will listen to your plights and help you + who you should believe in. and i say this because one major theme-#to blamore's character is the concept of being a false prophet and someone who essentially unfortunately takes advantage of people's-#longing for things to get better in gotham. bc i feel like a lot of people there have either been failed by the system by other's or-#possibly both and this is so that blamore can get people to voluntarily want to consume the 'seeds' it distributes in order to uhh...#well purge gotham of its undesirables basically as terrible as that sounds. but yeah that depeche mode song? it's such a good one for-#him and definitely has helped me before to write things related to him since blamore does sometimes believe in its own hubris.#but as for the second one by icehouse that one i associate with it because although it doesn't exactly consider itself to fully identify-#with the label of being a 'man' i feel as if blamore will still talk about itself that way sometimes. its relationship with its gender-#is honestly a little bit complicated NGL because him using it/its pronouns as well is something blamore adopted recently even-#though he'd always sort of felt like disconnected and/or like it didn't really align with how he saw himself completely. BUT yeahhh#i honestly could start a whole discussion about that but i shall do that another time perhaps ahah. anyhow though besides that-#elephant in the room ever since it has transformed into this half-human half-plant monster being... although it does love any partners-#it has very much (trust me) i feel like it does wonder why they chose to be with him more often than he'd like to admit.#so that's where the whole 'crazy' part comes in and as for the hozier song that song is about how you kind of have to carve through-#this 'darkness' to rediscover ourselves and who we want to be as a result of going through a rough time or just something tough in-#general and that is SO freaking fitting in my opinion for blamore because it definitely had to completely reframe the way it thought-#about itself when it transformed. and he also had to figure out what he believed in / what his values were now which can be suchhh-#a messy process TBH but this isn't the first time that blamore's had to rediscover itself as life is honestly kind of this ongoing-#process of losing yourself and trying to find yourself again you know? but yeah. i hope you enjoyed my explanation here tehe <3#and also that you enjoy the tunes!!
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#ngl my mental health has been garbage lately#can the ex overachiever ever know peace?#im starting to think the answer is no#years of therapy and nothing has changed#this whole thing is so painful to me the only way i can bring it up irl is through jokes#i don't live in the us we don't have this gifted program stuff here#but i was so brilliant so excellent absolutely perfect#being mediocre now is like having my heart ripped out of my chest every single day#watching people do better than me has me on the verge of losing my mind#i know it has to sound whiny and ridiculous to people who never experienced this#but success was all i ever had#successful was all i ever was#and now i have nothing and i am no one#years of being used by teachers only to end up spat out by the education system#all this pain for nothing#my therapist used to say im quite literally grieving#how long is this supposed to last?#how long until i stop feeling so worthless and miserable?#im so sick of being like this but nothing ever changes#ill probably delete this later but i needed to vent first
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ouuhgh one of my fav artists is playing nearby in a week and im so torn. I could get tickets, theyre actually reasonably priced..but its a 3 hour drive there (then the drive back) and id be going alone and then id have to ask my mom if I could use her car...I've never been to a concert alone and have no idea how my anxiety would do. but also what if she never performs near here again 😔
#i used to go to concerts all the time before 2020 yk and havent been since 2019ish so.#id ask my sister to go with me but she literally has a parent/teacher conference thing that night and thn has to work...Sads#really the trying to drive in a big city is what is wigging me out ngl#i guess theres no reason i couldnt get a hotel if i didnt wanna drive 6 hours in one day (likely more bc atlanta is a fuck abt traffic)#i should be saving money tho aaaaaugh#would it b problematic of me to say i miss just getting men to pay for my shit like this LMAO.#sanchoyorambles
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Haven't wwdits posted in awhile but I just wanna say it would be. so funny if nandermo wasn't made canon in the final season. after all of That.
#funniest part is how many canon queer characters/relationships have been on the show#so if they queerbaited for 6 years literally just to fuck with us i would laugh ngl#like it does feel suspicious to me how clearly harvey has done a complete 180 when talking about them in interviews#'is there a foundation of friendship or was the whole thing a business transaction' to me feels like a misdirect#like for all we know he COULD be talking about a romantic relationship#but in his contract or whatever he isnt allowed to explicitly discuss that detail#who knows#wwdits
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Gotta keep the no weed posts to a minimum lest people think it's actually a good thing I'm smoking less
#my posts#ive been thinking about this for months now like i was so neurotic before i started smoking weed#im sure because my life isnt a dumpster fire anymore that i wont be As neurotic or suicidal#but im so used to smoking instead of sitting with hard emotions. or boredom. boredom kind of makes me neurotic ngl#i can fill my time up with little tasks but boy i kind of like just doing nothing and still being happy#nothing my beloved my bestie. we've had so many good times together#anyways like im objectively a weed addict and i know it has been a cause for concern in some of my friends and my mom#its just not a problem for me because i literally feel so normal when im high and like. good. like i just normally feel happy#happy is Not my default sober emotion & it never was and like i can still chill and live my life#it just feels so unnecessary to do all that sober when i could also do it high
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ε a bit late but happy birthday Mafuyu :]!! ♡ з
#I’m actually quite surprised on how fast I finished this drawing#it usually takes me like 4-5 days to finish a full drawing but this only took me 1 day#it kind of scares me ngl :3#but anyway MAFUYU MY BELOVED#HE MEANS SO MUCH TO ME I LOVE HIM SO MUCH😭💝#he’s literally my second favorite character of all time I’m dead serious when I say that he’s a peak character#with each year that goes by I find myself more and more attached to him a being able to understand his character more#as well as finding new things I like about him that I didn’t see before#idk why my brain choose this specific lil guy to get attached to but I’m not complaining he’s such a good character :”)#anyways I know he doesn’t have piercings or his nails painted but I added them bc I thought they look good on him❤️🔥#and I also did his hair more sideways since I noticed Kizu has been drawing it like that for a while now :3#also I did use for reference a lot of her illustrations for the colors and clothes specifically#i love Kizu’s art so much she’s such a big inspiration for my own art <3#given#given anime#given manga#mafuyu sato#mafuyu satou#paint tool sai#artists on tumblr#small artist#the scrunkly!!!!!#digital art#my art#kaii art tag
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Crying and sobbing how the main cast of ffxiv is treated with love and respect to their growth, how they are given scenes to lovingly written and crafted to their character's journey - you see them grow, hate, love, accept death, accept life and love, and become your trusted friend until the end
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#No other mmo has such a well written cast NGL#Been playing endwalker with friends and near the end and the literal journey with the main cast has been such a good one#The scene with moenbrydas parents and urianger hhhh#How estinien grew up hateful and now he is so appreciating of life and found family#Alisaes entire arcs I just luv my daughter...#I wish more mmos cared abt their main cast as much as ff14 does#These small emotional scenes they don't contribute to the bigger story and problems to unfold#But they are there for us to see how much the character has grown and changed#They care about you as you care abt them and they show it#(though pls game let me tell G'raha I love him)
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Hi! Have you seen that nct jaehyun, dooyoung and jungwoo made a sub-unit? Their song is called perfume and it is just SO FUN! The song itself reminds me of some of the old suju songs because the beat is so fun and makes you wanna dance, but the choreography is also ridiculously fun! You should check it out) I was reading your posts about the lack of fun in kpop, and this was honestly very refreshing to see. The mini-album is also quite good, and they even did a live-band cover of their songs. As always, nct guys are incredibly talented musically, good job
i actually really did not like their release....or their subunit.....or the album............
#like are they musically talented? yes. are the songs fine and technically good? sure#but i find them SO bland and im pissed off that theyre using the full nct brand for this discount cbx nonsense#should have been an nct lab!!! or an sm station!!!#also ngl i fucking hate the mv. like i HATE it. i have NO patience for pov fanservice stuff it makes my skin crawl. its insufferable#is it an effective method? sure. but i am NOT the target audience and am very much Too Gay for that#its one of my true pet peeves. i really. really fucking hate it and the fact that the mv was mostly like. 'chic perfume commercial'#was quite literally rage inducing.#so uh. sorry. that release is actually the opposite of fun (for me)#text#answers#nct w#slkdjfsd im so sorry you send me an ask and its RIGHT on a topic that i feel very strongly in the negative about lmao#pls dont be offended its not personal#also i need to clarify. i never said that kpop itself wasnt fun. kpop has and will always be fun.#i specifically said that a lot of fans (kpoppies) TREAT kpop like its not fun/actively eschew the fun parts of kpop#like flop groups or brighter concepts or just. taking it all too damn seriously#fans are not willing to look outside the main popular groups and so they dont actually SEE groups doing fun and cool and interesting things#like if you want to watch an actually fun mv go watch blitzers macarena#also idk how to tell you this but. ACTUAL nct music is so insanely fun. this ''subunit'' was just made to appease all the ''fans''#who complain nonstop about 'how nct sucks now' when THEY DONT Y'ALL JUST WONT ACCEPT THAT YOU DONT LIKE SOMETHING UR FAVES MADE#anyways. i will stop talking now since this is probably gonna make ppl mad lmao#my nuclear take is that most nct fans dont actually like nct as a concept. they only like the idols. and those people are wrong
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context for today’s rant is that i got the feedback on my jury’s written feedback in the ‘general’ section (meaning it comes from more than one person) that i’m disrespectful towards my teachers and fellow students (i got it phrased in 2 different ways for flavour) & when i asked around today who said this so i could see how i could change my behaviour (btw none of my fellow students think this which i know bc i asked and everyone was shocked that i got this feedback) all of them were ‘i dont think this but it was discussed that’ which is funny bc it means the school’s computer system has a ghost or no one wants to fucking apologise to me for a very personal and hurtful comment that they can’t back up, but anyway, i was asking for clarification & my most diplomatic teacher (who i dont for a second believe to have written this feedback bc she’d have said so to my face no doubt) was like “well some teachers are worried about you and [best friend]’s clique & think it might turn into an Intellectuals Vs Others thing” (i don’t need to tell you this is so fucking out there i nearly fell from my seat like i have never said this in my life and when this very teacher saying this made a comment about one of my less-well read fellow students i was one of the ones who ‘‘rallied’‘ or whatever in her favour) and anyway then she continued “some ppl feel like u make condescending comments & you just need to remember not everyone has had your trajectory in life” WHICH IS FUNNY because she says this bc my bestie’s got a whole philosophy degree but i’m a highschool dropout with a lower than average iq in certain subjects. which obviously isnt even close to being the point and i do know that but i’m clearly feeling very upset and mad about this whole situation.
#my mom says i shouldnt let this embitter me but i think they should either find an example of when ive been disrespectful#or apologise to me and take it off the written feedback#i had to sit there and listen to everyone say that they dont think im disrespectful which is so fucking humiliating#because i KNOW that. but i still spent all weekend long worried out of my mind & i sat there trembling like a leaf and fucking crying#because i feel so betrayed by all these people im ngl. like im supposed to open myself up to these people and i DO#and be vulnerable with them and i AM#and yet when something like this comment is thrown around in a feedback discussion no one stands up for me?#& i know that they dont like. know all of us individually THAT well like i know that im vulnerable and open with them and they dont like#remember specifics#but theres only 14 ppl in my class which granted is a lot but its not enough to just forget that ive never done anything disrespectful#to any one of my fellow students#in the words of my favourite wrestler: This Has Hurt Me.#and in the words of my best friend who is mentioned in the post: kinda sus the only two people who got this type of feedback#(she didnt get it QUITE so harshly but she got the feedback that she should be a little more considerate towards other students#which is still nonsense because literally like everyone else said she's the one we'd all come to if we ever had a problem)#but kinda sus that the only ppl getting this feedback are the two neurodivergents in the class#whatever. whatever whatever ive been crying im upset im somehow even more upset by one of my teachers being like#'this isnt ok esp this phrasing & i'm gonna look into this' like she's super nice and sweet and it does make me feel better#but its also like. confirmation that i SHOULD feel upset somehow? idk. oh it sucks so fucking bad#& i told one of the other ones about this in terms of like 'listen i have autism i dont always know how to interact w ppl#so when i do this or that this is what i mean' and she was like 'wow ive learned so much this discussion has enriched me'#werent the point bestie. the point was for you to please stop making assumptions when i am not the only person to react in this way#very unhappy right now. this has hurt me dot tweet
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