#and im sitting here in tears

[myriad--starlings]

There is no sense that there is a difference of kind between a harsh word and a saw to the limbs; in the sermon, these are only differences of degree. The response to all insult, to all violence, is sympathy for the devil that does it to you. Whether you are struck with hand or stone or club or knife, or carved up with a saw, you must not hate.

But what about the hand that strikes? What about the hands that hold the stone or the club or the knife? What of the hands upon hands needed for the saw? What of the state and the death politics? What of the hierarchies of power that organize and direct this violence? What about the givers of orders, the payers of bills? Is this not an engine of hate, deriving from hate, designed with hate, operating on ancient principles of hate?

The simile is told with a purpose. It teaches the hated to hold still. To not buck under the saw’s teeth.

— Rakesfall, Vajra Chandrasekera

[honestlydarkprincess]

do you think that sally cried herself to sleep that night after seeing poseidon again and having percy be so mad at her combined with the worry she felt and the frustration and the agony that her baby was never going to be safe? because i would. i'd be sobbing.

[drawnfamiliarfaces]

;3

[whosectype]

Only way to cope with MAG 200 was to draw a portrait of my favorite character, obviously

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

decided to torment my friends with This the other night <3

my good buddy @italljustfalls sent these to me later

[skunkes]

not an ask, but I saw ur post and relate a lot to it.

anticipatory grief sucks. people will tell you not to think about it, not to let it steal from today, but some days are just so hard. sometimes it feels unavoidable, like it’s some goliath mountain in the distance or even the sky and you can’t not look at it. it’s like you have to keep trying to distract yourself not to think about it, and it’s exhausting, and you’re so fucking scared of the inevitable.

like how does anyone even function? the idea of the world continuing to spin when there’s this terrible, horrible thing that will happen some day is unfathomable but it does, and it’s horrible. Some day will mark the before and the after. nobody can ever be ready for it.

I hope the love you have keeps you strong. wishing you the best.

this is literally it. i know thinking about it Now wont make the actual day it happens any easier. but it's impossible to not think about it, especially since there's no tangible way to preserve memories or feelings or the like forever. i cry easily and get emotional over most anything and everything, which is another layer of difficulty wrt it because I spiral. I want to squeeze out of my body. im not meant for any of it

[lunarmoves]

nurse she's out again /j

saw this notif while at a party and thought I was having a stroke LMAO

WAKKAJKKKASDJAKSSDASKADSKADSKKA IM FCKING CRYINGG LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO i forget that people have tumblr notifs on sometimes LOL this damn near killed me HAHAHAHA. these r the steam reviews i saw, i went back to find them theyre so funny to me

[my-fancy-hat]

... goosebumps

[gravesung-moving]

if y'all satosugu fans haven't read ebb and flow yet you're missing out on some serious heartpains

[helpmyinterestsareverywhere]

i'm actually going insane - why does thinking about my favourite characters lead to me sobbing and rolling around the floor, holding my head in my hands in agony

^ Not even thinking sad thoughts - thinking about how much I love them

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

does anybody want to talk about clarence albert. can we talk about clarence albert. hey everyone. hi. I think we should talk about clarence albert.

[ley-med]

Tomorrow we are having a dance performance at a big venue, a pretty big and great event for our little dance group. So of course today was the last and main rehearsal day, with all the dancers coming from the other groups as well. So naturally my body decided to give out on me, feeling more than terrible with an ongoing migraine and topped with an unexplained tachycardia, my heart going well over 100 bpm even just laying in bed.

Of course I called that I can't make it today, with the promise that no matter what happens I will be there on the stage tomorrow, unless I'm dead.

Naturally, half an hour later the tachycardia passed, making me feel a hundred folds better. And while I still don't feel actually good, now I have regrets that I didn't go, because I wanted to be there, because who cancels on the main rehearsal?

And I have to keep reminding myself that my husband almost took me to the hospital, that my lips went blue, and while logically I know staying home was the right decision, my heart on the other hand...

[doonarose]

I think I'm rather happy with that. I think I'd rather like to give RTD my firstborn in exchange (this is an easy offering as I have none, but the sentiment is there). Yeah, it was contrived as the most contrived fanfic but jesus christ don't we sometimes just need that. Having geared myself up to properly say goodbye to David Tennant's Doctor (fucking again) and then mentally pushed myself to say goodbye with so much episode to go. Like actually thinking 'Allons-y' was just the right piece of fluffy, ridiculous sentimentality to end on...

To be gifted that - both for me and for him and for Donna... well goodness I'll take it. He gets his happy ending for at least a little while. This leaves the door open for so much and I don't even mean him coming back in future episodes, or worlds and worlds of domestic fic, but just for him to be happy, the character to get something he so clearly deserves and needs. So like... yeah I'm utterly pleased with that. I will be able to watch it again and again - the entire three episodes - and not have that sadness in the background. Huzzuh. I needed that too.

[abluehappyface]

It's been a while since I've been growled at...

[incandescent-irrigation]

im going ham im going insane ive already gone insane im counting hours until i see mithrun animated so i can let go of the last remaining shreds of sanity

[dreamonminecraft]

George:(