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nat-without-a-g · 8 months ago

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I probably shouldn’t find this funny, but as someone who was Terrified of learning to drive, I could never imagine being in TJ’s position. Your first time driving, you are the oldest of your peers, and you EXPLODE THE ENGINE? I would never sit behind the wheel again. There’d be no recovering. Even IF someone manages to force me to take lessons long enough to re-learn and get a license, I’d never want to sit in the driver’s seat again in my life, I’d burn the liscense.

Aaaand I just realized that I think TJ is the only dad we never see drive a vehicle in season 2 so he probably feels the same way I do.

#Lark and Grant both drove their respective teen to detention in Ep 1.#Sparrow drove the cat van after the Calzone incident #and Nick drove the… van after escaping the FBI #Lark also drove a hummer #dungeons and daddies #dndads #dndads season 2 #dndads spoilers #dungeons and daddies season 2 #terry jr #terry jr stampler #i genuinely love him not wanting anything to do with cars it’s such a fun character quirk to me #mostly because the circumstances that brought are both so traumatic but also Incredibly low-stakes #so you can laugh at it without being like LOL you almost DIED #plus i laugh because i relate to the fear driving is a terror #idk if terry is actually the oldest but someone said he was and i trust them #if I for any reason needed to signify that a Terry Jr. was not OUR T.J. I’d put him behind the wheel of a car #in a high stress situation so there’s deniability ofc

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luck-of-the-drawings · 6 months ago

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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING

#cw blood #luckys original content #ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG #also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project #FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD #SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter #and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do #THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG #i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then #i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that #ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours #so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time #i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly #and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more #but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho #we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange #yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but #she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that #i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated #i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others #AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG #IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL #LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU #AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU

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joyridingmp3 · 7 days ago

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have to wake up early tomorrow to drop my sister at the station, then get my ultrasound done, and then go to my job interview after. feels like a good night to listen to the cure

#mine #had to go home from work because i was in so much pain #the doctor was soooo nice #he just listened to me and was very respectful and didnt brush of any of my concerns #and like. even when i told him about the drugs i do he was chill about it. we were talking symptoms and i kept saying yes i experience that #but i thot it was stress. and he said to me 'it sounds like youre under a lot of stress rn' and then asked if id been diagnosed with anxiet #and then i said to him well no. but im a psychologist and i feel i have ptsd but theres no formal diagnosis #i just watched him write it on my chart <3 #ive cut down on my smoking though he straight up thought i was lying about only having 1 a day (some days 2 some days 0)#but he was nice about it #at the end i was like '.............thanks for being so nice' and he smiled #the weird part was when i was speaking and like #idk i guess i anticipate that people will cut me off so i paused and looked to him #and he just looked bck at me and nodded and waited for me to finish before speaking #just the little things #it was actually surprisingly validating to hear him say that he thought i was pretty stressed out #like i feel it but i always worry im just being a baby yknow #he was asking about shortness of breath nausea heartburn etc etc #and i was like yeah that has increased lately but I wasn't sure if it was related or just stress from work #and he was like dude I think you need a couple days off #definitely coming back to him

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 10 days ago

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In case it's hard to read/understand: "If I had a nickel for every time I had a story with a blonde girl named after a plant, who has a German father and a French mother but absolutely hates said mom, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice."

weird, extremely-specific tropes in my stories: pt 1

#oc liveblogging #ughhhhhhh i really CANNOT afford to be procrastinating rn but i know this happens when im extremelyyyyyy fucking stressed.#creative/art related classes always get me for this reason bc ill use 'wait but i need to find inspiration!' as an excuse to procrastinate.#fuckkkkkkkkkk. UGH IM NOT EVEN WRITING SOMETHING FROM SCRATCH ITS JUST A FINAL REVISION BUT IM CONVINCED IT SUCKS #the worst part is hkjhkjGHKJ I HAVE TO PRESENT SOME OF THIS SHIT AT AN. INTERNATIONAL FUCKING CONFERENCE GUYS. GUYSYSSSS #anyways this post is sadly not related to that. nothing im presenting is related to my ocs [un]fortunately lmao #ive just been thinking rotating various oc stories around in my head again ourgghhhh.#and i realized this LMAO. i mean maybe technically not 2 separate stories anymore because im recycling a lot from one for the other?#one of these was already established lowkey and the other was something i made for an assignment for a class like 2 years ago #i actually don't know if petunie will be blonde in her final incarnation?? ive always imagined her as silvery blonde ig but idk #if ill keep that. she doesnt have proper colors like colin but at least colin has his design set more straight somewhat.#and all the recent petunie development is lowkey really fucking funny to think abt. i girlbossed with her character development so #hard that she really replaced lucian as a protagonist HAHAJSDHKGJ. ok well not 100% kamille's story is a shoot-off #of lucian's technically? i guess? it started becoming that and now its solidified as that lowkey bc same town same place time period people #but man if im not careful i might accidentally make kamille/petunie's arc THE default one and lucian's main one the offshoot instead #a lot remains to be seen. but also yeah the other one who's story is mostly getting recycled (myrtille) actually ALSO HAD HER MOM #COME FROM THIS SAME FUCKING PLACE BASICALLY. a few decades later but still bruh given developments for lucian's story too its just like #at this point im noticing a pattern man wtf is wrong w/ women who come from this town specifically lol. 😔🥴#this town in general is just fucking cursed though i think ahkjshkg. i mean that jokingly and literally lolololl i gotta. work on it. but y #I HATE IT HERE WHY ARE WEIRD LITTLE FUCKING TOWNS WHERE BAD SHIT HAPPENS ALWAYS A CONSISTENT TROPE IN MY STORIES /silly #I DONT EVEN COME FROM A WEIRD LITTLE TOWN MY HOMETOWN IS LIKE. AVERAGE NORMALISH NOT SUPER LARGE??? IDFK?????#haaaaaaa fuck i need to finish this by the end of TODAY I S2G!!! SO I CAN MOVE ON TO ALL THE OTHER SHIT I OWE FUCKKKK

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nomairuins · 16 days ago

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loveee when a character is crushed under the weight of someone elses expectations for them love when a character dedicates their entire life to something they never even wanted for themself love when the only reason a character keeps going is because theyre Supposed to and bc theyre supposed to make another person happy/proud. YES !!! CLAPPING !!! YES !!!!!!!!

#this isnt rly related to any character in particular i just thought abt this and it made me scream.#flirting at a bar Damn girl you look like youre trapped in a life you built to please someone else. and then i kneel down and pull out a 💍#sry i ran out of space for the full word ring. also why when i type 💍 Ohh theyre hiding it. bc now the emoji is 💍 Oh they changed it again #pox on their home..originally it was 🔐 sughested emoji #but then the second time it was 😭.... very anti marriage. well ig maybe the sob could be like OMG... YES!!!!! I WILL MARRY YOU!!!!!!#ngl getting proposed to is such a big fear of mine like. i dont think id ever be able to propose to someone so id have to be proposed to i #suppose but it makes me quite nervous not bc im like ohh nooo dont propose i just rly worry ill react the wrong way and theyll change their #mind. like its a very high emotion moment so ik i would be supposed to be emotional And i would be but idk if id do it in the right way . y #idk. what if my autism looms and i end up just being like 😐 on accident. fuckkk. what if i say somethinf dumb. like i try to be like YES !#but instead im like YEP! god. can you imagine. id have to just bury myself at that point. so embarassing. or like what if i get excited and #flap my hands but it was supposed to be more of a like. joyful crying type of thing... or what if im supposed to just be shocked and like .#Oh my god ....#and am I supposed to run at them and sweep them into a hug or do they do thst to me. UGH. ITS SO STRESSFUL. i suppose ill just remain alone #forever so I never have to confront any difficult situations ever again . Joke .#idk it just makes me nervous. but i suppose hopefully the person proposing to me will love me . that would be nice so hopefully they wont #mind if i dont respond the right way . and they wont be upset with me bc they love me eversomuch. a girl can dream i suppose... my head lik #is pounding sry. i need to sleep probably.. stayed up too late again -_- 8am -_- and im sposed to do laundry today But i dont want to . and #since im gonna fall asleep i fear it shant happen. UGHHH #wtvr. idk what my ideal proposal would be likeee. i don't want to be blindsided ig #i like surprises but Obviously im too worried abt like. my immediate reaction #+ i think its important to talk abt marriage Before proposing just so everybodys like #on the same page and such. Obvs... but ya. i dont think id want a super public proposal like. id like it to be somewhere nice with maybs #significance to our relationship and such. and its fine if theres like Some passersby but id hate for it 2 be like. somewhere crowded. or i #a restaurant or something #Altho if it was in a restaurant maybe we could get free food..#but maybe that can be just fake proposals later on. and our real proposal can be somewhere else. YIPPEEE. me and my imaginary future spouse #who is To be honest rather bare minimum #normal girl will be like Wistful sigh maybe my future spouse will even love me and wont scream at me and will like to listen to me speak 😍#but anywyas. my beddybye time. SURPRISE GN POST #woahhthis got off topic i forgot what the original post was this always happens. i do love characters like that

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dykeza · 7 months ago

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Finally sat my white ass down and read hs2 (I left off at Sollux being reintroduced for a four years in the making joke) . So like. God I love Homestuck?

#also as an aside I’m gonna sound like a total dickbitch in future homosuck related discussions from now on #bc if one person comes out of the wood work screaming Dirk and Rose are too ‘*ncesty’ or whatever #literally fuck off . I cannot stress enough how badly you need to fuck off #idk if you’ve noticed but the people behind Homestuck rn aren’t freaks weirdos or degenerates #Dirk and Roses interactions are the perfect level of pseudo-father-daughter strilalonde bullshit to make it compelling #did we even read the same webcomic? Dirk and Rose have always been this weird it’s just now they’re talking to each other and not others #sans Terezi who I promise doesn’t give a damn bc she’s not high and mighty on her stale relationships horse with her thumb up her ass #Homestuck is a media and the characters in said media are weird but they’re not *gross*#this ain’t no rick and morty #and brother rick and morty is shockingly similar at face value but . it’s not #the writers on that show ARE weirdos #but for the record Beth on Beth lesbian Yuri fingerbanging is cool . you should fuck your clone #the rest is weird. but also makes sense for the fake-philosophical bullshittery that show presents #and I say this as someone who has seen every episode of it #what the fuck am I talking about #READ HOMESTUCK. the epilogues are good homestuck^2 is good beyond canon is good #fuck you fuck you fuck you

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girlvinland · 1 year ago

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Do not let me attempt Whumptober this year. There is a voice inside of me saying “oh, think of how fun it would be to do Whumptober with a certain collection of OCs at my disposal!”

That is the devil speaking.

#by bug #not that it wasn’t fun when I did it and I didn’t even write a ton #but idk taking requests and expecting myself to get them out quickly stressed me out #maybe I could pick like 2-3 this year once the list is up and do it tho as some small OC-related oneshots #the main reason I consider is bc I feel like I didn’t go hard enough when I did it before #some of the things I got requests for were things I felt unsure on bc I hadn’t done them before #and if I did it again I’d want to go much harder and more graphic tbh just to practice that kind of thing #and bc I like seeing my chars suffer ofc #I liked what I wrote ok but I could do Better #idk im gonna think on it and see what the list is like

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ronanlynchbf · 1 year ago

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sisterhood of the...sisterhood of the hunting heart necklace 🥴😖🤐....

#ellipsis ellipsis ellipsis #yellowjackets #yellowjackets spoilers #just realized this looks insane 2 anyone that has not seen yj....tbh if u haven't yet u should it's great 👍 fun times 👍 stress equivalent #to the stress u feel watching succession 👍#anyway sisterhood of the traveling pants and yellowjackets enjoyers this one's for u 👆#ignore also that this doesn't rlly make sense like. grammatically. or in the context of the title of the movie in relation to the yj ep...#i'm trying to joke abt the ep bc it left me genuinely so distraught........like javi wasn't even a major character or anything but he #survived out there for two months on his own only for this to be his end....and like he's so young..he's just a kid.. and i know they ALL #are just kids but javi is the youngest of them all and idk having younger siblings myself that just affects me double bc he's like barely #15 at most....and he was trying to help natalie...like he was just trying to help and they let him drown...like drowning as a way of dying #always gets me extra badly bc it's so slow and desperate and ughhhh all of it combined just...agh :(#ANYWAY. it was still a really good ep and probably my favorite so far for the second season the pacing of this one worked really well

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wifegideonnav · 2 years ago

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homestuck is getting SAD and i don’t WANT THIS i want to read about shitty children lovingly bullying each other i don’t want to watch them sobbing over each other’s corpses :/

#I’ve gotten stuck in reread village #just refinished act 3. skipping the stupid intermission. so not too long from now I will be right back at the sad parts #it’s just like. i think part of the reason i latched onto hs over christmas is bc a piece of engaging media with an interesting plot/#relatable and lovable characters/CRUCIALLY a very stupid sense of humor was exactly what I needed #and now I’m like. invested and it’s getting angsty. which I am into!!! but I’m like. v stressed out rn #which makes me fragile #and so I want my fiction to be an escape yk? which it can’t really be (at least not that kind of escape) if it gets my emotions up #but it’s like I rly want to get to act 6 #I’m 2/3(?) of the way through 5.2 so I’m almost there #and I really want them all to get together + I’ve been promised lots of juicy character development and relationship building #but I also know it keeps getting angstier #and so idk what to do lol!!!#whatever rant over I’ll figure it out #my friend and I have been reading out loud a lot so that’s probably how I’ll do it #bc it’s more fun plus I can yell with her and also hit her when I’m mad that I started it in the first place lol #bc of the angst #(she’s starting htn soon and I can’t wait for the roles to be reversed teehee)#anyway. rant over for real now #if youre still reading this send me a spoiler free ask about how much you love terezi or kanaya or something #op #hs

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biolums · 1 year ago

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does anyone know when life is supposed to calm down. does anyone know when it all ends

#im so exhausted.#ive got a fucking annoying headache and i had a nightmare earlier and im just having a bad day #and now im literally dealing with bpd^2 rn like.#my ex is having a really hard time because her moms health is declining and shes being put in a really hard position #and shes horribly stressed out but she feels guilty about feeling like her life is falling apart bc her mom obviously has it worse #and i know what thats like and i know its just going to be hell for her now and i cant fix that #and i just like. god if i could take all of her pain i would #she doesnt deserve the horrible fucking set of cards she was dealt #my nightmare was actually originally that i went to the hospital with her to see her mother #it did not end remotely related to that but it just. yeah not great #also struggling bc i dont know how to handle people i like (separately than her) being in relationships or liking other people #it is so. so fucking. i dont even know its like physically painful and when i see them talk about it it like ruins my whole day and #its so hard to handle these mood swings and like. Have A Life #its why i got off tumblr like i just cant. i cant have all these feelings and still be okay most of the time #it feels like im trying to stay afloat but every day the ball and chain on my ankle gets exponentially heavier #idk. i just like. cant regulate my emotions. whatsoever. clearly #jace.txt

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socialbunny · 2 years ago

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skip brokes big naturals

#looking at what skip broke actually looks like in sims 2 vs the way i make him over. bisexual influence.#sexualizing straight men and making them lgbt and alla that #ignore all these rest of the tags im just talking but. hopefully. im really going to try to manifest enough energy to work on my sims ->#stories in particular. probably wont do simpics for them bc that shit always stresses me out idk. its the ->#imaginary pressure i put on myself when i really want to just have fun! like 2023 if im still like really on sims itll be a broke/dreamer->#year fuck every other premade /j #but yeah hopefully this year i'll post a whole bunch of sim related things!!!! maybe more 4t2 conversions...like just one or two but.#dustin/dirk. oc shit. blah blah blah

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diabeticgirl4 · 2 years ago

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I suddenly have an ant problem downstairs, and for the most part they've kept around my desk (a few months ago I accidentally left an open bag of candy unattended for a week whOOPS) except lately they've discovered I keep low supplies (aka candy) in my bed and since I've been having night lows lately I have candy wrappers everywhere and now I have ants swarming all over my bed and I'm crying 😭😭😭

#ignore me #maddie lifeblogs #I do not need this rn!!!!!!#I'm almost out of the diawhatever earth powder stuff and idk how I feel about putting that where I sleep #so my mom suggested white vinegar I think?#SO NOW MY BED SMELLS LIKE VINEGAR AND THE ANTS ARE STILL ALIVE AND I'M FILLED W REGRET #I literally had ant-related stress dreams for the first two nights after they invaded my bed. send help.#at first it was like 1-2 and like. ok as long as u stay away from my pillow u can be cool #now they're literally swarmed in my bed and I hate this 😭😭😭

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outofbinaryspace · 2 years ago

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I fucked up

but it’s okay