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I got a like a news notif from Google about his death so I went on twitter to see if it was true bc i honestly couldn't believe it and I see jonghyun trending
and it's so weird to me and tone deaf to me like the fact that he's trending means that a large amount of people are bringing him up like id bet money that most of the people who bring up him sulli and hara when ever a kpop idol dies or talks about depression are just doing it for the likes and I know I shouldn't be gatekeeping grief or wtv and I'm not trying to but I just think it's disrespectful to all of them including moonbin
Idk the jonghyun thing is rlly grating on me bc like this is the reason he's trending??????there are this many tweets being tone death????
Oh and now moonbins part of that list too of people who they're just going to bring up like that and it really doesn't feel good thinking about that like they'll make a bullet point list about 2023 being a bad year for kpop or why the kpop industry is bad and just bring him up and like most of the people who do this won't know anything about him
your last point especially is such a good point and it's really like a second death honestly...........like it just really sucks that most of the time when a celeb dies young it almost immediately eclipses everything else about them. and that's even more true if it's suicide :(
and i saw jonghyun trending too, and didn't even click on it bc i knew why. i think it's natural to think of jonghyun in times like this, and i'd like to believe that most people mean well. but i do think that some things don't need to be said, especially when you know everyone is already thinking it. but many people post without thinking, and as much as it sucks, most people honestly aren't going to think about it unless they're a shawol </3
i think it was someone on twt who said this but all of them are their own people in their own circumstances. moonbin lived about 9,213 days. jonghyun lived about 10,115 days. sulli, 9,329, and goo hara, 10,551. it seems sad to only associate them with one of the worst days of their lives. the day you die is only one day amongst the thousands that you will live. they were all more than their mental illnesses and/or traumas when they were alive, and they STILL are. they lived and laughed and loved and breathed -- they are more than a statistic, more than a tally mark in our list of dead kpop idols. they are more than the day they died. thousands of days more! i think it is those thousands of days that they lived that should be talked about and celebrated.
it's a big wish, but i hope one day to live in a world where people aren't remembered for the ways that they died, even if they died young or by suicide. i want to live in a world where they are remembered for the lives they led, instead.
and i hope, with time, that moonbin's memory and love is something that his family, members, friends, and fans can think about with warmth. i hope, with time, every one can remember him at his happiest <3.
#the asks and the answers#ask to tag#i found out bc i refreshed my dashboard and fantiago's statement was the first thing i saw#and i immediately googled him#bc i needed the clear answer abt what was going on </3#it just really sucks. man
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so i just finished midnight mass the other day......
#midnight mass#father paul hill#monsignor pruitt#my art#when father paul smiled that goofy smiled i immediately googled hamish linklater#i wish this show is longer bc i am OBSESSED#as a non practicing catholic i ate everything up esp the 3rd episode#might draw him again (hopefully)
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Let's all put on our thinking caps and see that there is no actual evidence that iskall didn't do anything but his own word. There is, however, massive amounts of evidence that he did.
If you follow me and support iskall (or stress), unfollow me. The bullshit tantrum he just had and the amount of people there are supporting him is actually disgusting. If you genuinely believe him, you need to look up manipulation tactics. He is going to use his fame to get people to trust him, just like he did to his victims.
#mcyt#hermitcraft#iskall situation#iskall85#'waaa they only gave me an hour and a half accounting for time zone differences to show up to an online meeting!!'#'I had to leave immediately without even trying to defend myself because they turned on me immediately!!'#'they definitely weren't trying to hear my side of the story and my quitting definitely didn't cement that I did it!'#SHUT UPPPPPP#he talks abt how hermitcraft is actually all two-faced and how they immediately took the victims's side instead of their friend for 8 years#and in the same sentence says they tried to set up a meeting to discuss it???#you're actually insane if you believe his bullshit#im just really pissed off at the amount of people who are defending him. there's a whole ass google doc of evidence against him#PUBLICLY AVAILABLE mind you#he's upset he got caught and is going to try to do anything and everything to cover it up#he wasn't 'cancelled' he was called out for being a fucking asshole#anyway im gonna stop before i get even more worked up#ughhh this is why i left the dsmp way back when
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Fell in love with this fucked up version of Charles and the gang so i drew them !! <3
Here they are spliced up for better quality :3
(Can you tell montys my favorite character ? LOL)
LOOK AT MY FUCKED UP BABIES!! SO PRETTY!!!
I love it so much thank you thank you thank you
#ask ask ask#dead boy detectives#dbda#reverse verse#charles my boy is going through it#edwin looks so cool while freaking out as god intended#crystal bi panic is adorable#and niko lmao#the conductor looks kinda cute i love him#game over indeed charlie boy#also oh crow king#i swear i will give you a canon desing soon#adding this to the google doc immediately#thanks again it made me so happy
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all tories have died. badly. unfortunately instead of celebrating we have to acknowledge that labour is in charge now and that we need to kill keir next.
#no full name for legal deniability also i dont want to google oit#celebrating tories losing i understand but celebrating labour winning? why... . . cmon now#kiddo say#inverness and skye still havent seemed to finish recounting their votes yet .. hurry up u guys#central belts all labour. so's na h-eileanan an iar. orkney and shetland and north are libdem as per usual im p sure#shit ass tories in the borders and around north east type area (but not aberdeen or moray) .#shout out areas in england that got green in tho yay#and we need to immediately sink the areas that got reform in into the sea . i wont mention his name but we must kill him
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I almost forgot to share this, btw! Here!

Have a picture of Max and a cat my friend drew some time ago. Do with that what you will 🫶🏻🎀
#max verstappen#mv33#mv1#f1#formula 1#formula one#i love how when my friend first showed me this cat picture#i was immediately like#“holup that looks like max”#and because she doesn't watch f1 i pulled up a google pic of him#she was astonished to admit that yes#her drawn cat looks like max unintentionally#i think it's iconic and i needed the world to see so here i am#be bedazzled
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thinking about tipsy trent/tedependent again (after seeing some of my old posts here and here) and like, i've got two different fics where they hook-up while drunk but i'm Still Thinking About It. specifically i am thinking about trent, tipsy and instantly thrilled to see ted (trent, aloof and cold and standoffish journalist, upon seeing ted lasso while even slightly tipsy: [immediately turning into the human embodiment of ":D!!!!"] TED!!!) and being just drunk enough to start flirting. terribly. luckily for him ted finds it to be incredibly endearing (and if part of him is secretly, guiltily a little flattered that trent is just so pleased to see him, let alone that trent wants him so earnestly--well that's fine) and. god. should they be having irresponsible tipsy sex while trent's still a journalist? absolutely not. is it even likely in canon? no. do i care? also no, BAM, fate aligns just right where trent's drunk enough to actually flirt with ted, ted's drunk enough to flirt back, and this somehow ends up with one of them in the other's bed and there's sloppy making out which turns into clumsy giggly drunk sex which turns into sleepy cuddling which turns into waking up the next morning like Oh Fuck.
#also still giggling over drunk trent googling 'does ted lasso is biseuxal:('#he's getting a little mopey about the crush he totally doesnt ahve#and then is immediately snapped out of his funk by seeing said crush in person and going !!!!!!! :D#anyway something something. ted--juuuuust tipsy enough to be a liiiittle impulsive--slowly realizing trent crimm is FLIRTING. for REAL.#and first he's kinda leaning into it without noticing#(trent is noticing and he is DELIGHTED. ted's RESPONDING!!! he is too drunk to care about why this is a bad idea)#and then ted's turning it over slowly in his head and realizing hey actually he likes that trent is flirting.#so he flirts back a little more deliberately and watches trent crimm BLUSH and then is a little shocked by how strong his own reaction to#that is. he Really likes making trent blush.#and trent leans in more flirts back more doesnt back off all. eyes bright and sparkling cheeks a little flushed#and like. honestly. i really can't decide who should kiss first#bc there's something so sweet and funny abt trent tipsily kissing him first--only bc ted flirted back very clearly#and ted being the one to deepen it. kissing him back and pulling him closer. and trent eagerly going with THAT#but on the other hand ted being the one to kiss him..... i think maybe i prefer that. for a few reasons but esp bc im imagining#up until that point trent was kind of just. coasting with how happy just This was making him but not really thinking it could/would go anyw#anywhere. but ted flirting back is already sooo thrilling. and then ted KISSES HIM.#for ted its like kissing that cute surprised look right off his face for trent its like. a moment of shock#before eagerly throwing himself into it all clumsy and warm and lovin it#idk man im spinning this#gertspeak#tedependent
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sometimes I lay at night thinking what exactly did daisy write in the description of alec hardy's tinder profile and what pictures did she use that made her think that could get women to swipe right on him. was it selfies? was it candid photos she took? was alec wearing that blue jumper on and reading a paper with his legs crossed in the photos? I need to know
#alec hardy#broadchurch#because if i saw alec hardy wearing The Blue Jumper#with glasses on and reading a paper#and that photo was a side profile of that#i would have swiped right IMMEDIATELY#funny tho#because then afterwards ill google him up#and karen white's article about him will definitely come up#and turn all potential suitors away#also im having a writer's block#i AM STUCK TRYING TO FINISH WRITING CHAPTER 9 of this fic im writing urghhhhhhhhhhhh#david tennant#look#david tennant is a very good looking man#but if i saw Alec Hardy in real life in a universe where i dont know how DT looks like#i would look at him and scowl#“dafuq u mean he's in charge”#man cant even trim his beard or iron out his suit#also that princeloww post about the tinder convo led me up to these thoughts so thanks for that i guess#alec hardy is tumblrs resident grumpy wet cat#h: broadchurch
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So, I haven't had time to do pretty much anything the last two weeks, but thankfully yesterday a large chunk of my family was over so I had time to start on these guys. Chibis have never been my strength and these are far from done, but I found some good references and I wanted to try some and figured why not do it with the batsibs?
I need to fix Jason big time and Damian and Dick's hair isn't my favorite, but I'll try tweaking them, but Duke was hard to find any reference for that didn't just give him a buzzcut and Damian's type of hair has always been a nightmare for me. As for Tim, just ignore that abomination, only thing I could say that I enjoyed was I couldn't find a good skin tone for him that was pale enough so I paint bucketed him with low opacity white paint fill and couldn't stop chuckling cause I painted him like a drag queen.
#dick grayson#jason todd#casandra cain#tim drake#damian wayne#duke thomas#damian wayne al ghul#nightwing#red hood#blackbat#red robin#robin#signal#red robin dc#robin dc#signal dc#as for the clothing with stuff on them#I haven't watched the Jason Todd lego movie yet but he left because of metroid and I will stand by Samus is his true feminist icon#I hc Damian's favorite flavor is strawberry and according to google this was Arabic for strawberry#and immediately after doing it I went why didn't I look up the chinese character for it too and looked at the space left on the shirt and n#and Duke likes metal and I wanted to try seeing if I could try to do the goat skull pentagram#also I think him and Jason are muscle shirt twins like I think Steph and Damian are fanny packs twins#again a lot more work needs to be done but I don't know when I'll get the chance#Jason and Tim's just are bad and I think Jason is the best looking of the batkids and I just did not do him justice#and as for Steph and Babs etc they are batkids not batsibs to me#so they are sisters to the batsibs but not Bruce's kids even though they should be but DC DCs
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Trying to keep any fixation on the downlow from most people but cannot help but immediately answer any question my dad has about fallout faster then his Google home can.
#thinking about immediately yelling out the year fallout new vegas came out by what company and how many months it took to make#when my dad casually askes google after i tell him my game is having trouble loading up#fallout new vegas#fallout
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suna rintarou and his fuck ass yellow ejp track suit. a curse put on this earth to torment me
#the kind of guy i'd tell my best friend abt#and she would immediately google him and then look at me with the most disappointed expression#'he looks like a minion' i can hear her voice in my mind and it's devastating#hq hcs
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New OCs
(briefly, humans and supernatural beings have to team up for building better relations with each other and all the supernaturals can shapeshift and take on human appearances but also have their 'original form'.)
OK so I was GOING to draw fanart today - I had a fun idea and everything! But health anxiety (and anti-anxiety meds) wore me out so I kinda .... slogged through OCs as a treat to me. I am going to go to the doctor tomorrow so HOPEFULLY it's all okay.
#my characters#also kite is the worst socially and says things he thinks are surely fitting for a human conversation#but ends up insulting grady with 99% of the comments and that makes grady not fond of him#but then grady is like super pleasant to others and doesnt know how to act around kite and flubs a lot too#its a disaster and the twins are like oh no this is painful#mr tengu that was so tacky you cant say that to a human#mr tengu you cant DO that to a human STOP BEING LIKE THIS#while callum is just like wow this is hilarious thanks for bothering my younger brother its adding character to his life#and kite is stressed because thats the least encouraging thing to hear ever thank you v much hes TRYING to adapt#but also kite isnt his real name and he doesnt know squat about humans BUT he knows they have the internet#and so hes like well the problem is i dont want to actually say my name to you all because what if i am Online (TM)#and so he asks for a new name and then is like he should name me - the tiny one who wants to kick my ass should name me#so grady is like ....... nooooo...... dont............ and then suggests kite bc he's done google research#and kite is a type of bird and according to wikipedia has some familiarity to tengu so therefore yeah#and kite is like !!!!!! DOES HE ! KNOW THINGS ! and happily accepts the slightly researched name while the other humans#are like grady stop that is bullying the poor guy leave him alone pick a normal name!#anyway not drawn yet but there is a human guy partner for the twins and he immediately is like perfect#i know which is which lets go out and explore the human world for your research#and they dont understand how he knows them apart so fast and none of the other humans seem to tell em apart#but then none of the humans are shocked at the guy who knows so the girls are like sir howst do you know#and hes just v casual oh right yeah younger identical twin sisters - i have Practice ! and they are endeared to him haha#anyway if you read all those tags ty#and yes in his tengu form he does actually have the long nose please do not be mad#i just dont draw noses normally and im too tired to practice rn so#i only drew the second one today anyway - the first pic was done a couple days ago but i didnt wanna post on main#but then here i am posting on main#im sorry
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So, I've had a beetle in my house (my room, specifically). My policy with bugs is generally 'if they're not hurting anything and if it's just one at a time then leave them be, I do not care'. So I've had this little beetle just chilling in the corner of my room. Because, like, what's the harm? It's just the single beetle, I see him regularly, I know this guy. We're chill. But I kept seeing him and got to wondering, how long does this kind of beetle live? And, uh, I think I have a roommate now.
#I might have to evict him.#not sure why google immediately gave me a canadian pest removal company.#I guess I do talk a lot about canada with friends for someone who is not in canada?
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Where's a picture of Ratso smiling when I need it?
#The wiki and google mostly have him scowling#There's like maybe one or two smiles but they're like pleading faces#I need a reference of him genuinely happy and I know he smiles#I just can't immediately think of a specific sceen
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Don't get me wrong I ADORE the Endgame finale it is beautiful and so heartbreaking. But personally I just think it would be so funny and so upsetting if it was like. Joker kills Batman and then almost immediately has a panic attack / mental breakdown about it and promptly shoves his ass in the dionesium
#DO YOU SEE MY VISION.#the requirement for this would be that the caves aren't collapsing#idk. I just think it would be very funny if he kills bats and is immediately like oh god oh fuck and resurrects him#bruce wakes up and he's SO confused lmao#I actually have a draft for this buried in my google docs somewhere but I never finished it lol#batjokes
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. (Tw: mention of death)
#started my day crying#so an online friend of mine passed away a little over a year ago#none of her irl friends and family knew about our little community that she was the admin of#so it took several months and a Google search of her legal name to find out#this morning i was hit with the fact that i was the only one in the server who knew#and had a long conversation with our other mod about it#like immediately upon waking up#which im glad we did#it gave him some closure#as well as a few members that are still active and knew her#but at ths same time now it seems real#like shes really gone#and now we get up and do the dishes i guess#dare rants
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