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i gotta rant abt this itās driving me absolutely insane the self-infantilisation in the ed ārecoveryā community griiiiiiinds my fucking gears. like i understand so much the desire to be viewed as ill so that you are cared for etc and i have been guilty of this shit in the past. but every time a ārecoveryā account pops up on any social media it almost always contains sick pics, videos of crying over meals or videos of eating teeny tiny bites like a child, waaaaay too much information on how sick they were (hereās all the organs that i was told were shutting down! hereās how many times i was tubed! hereās how many times i almost died!), and āoutfit picsā that are just poorly disguised body checks. and then they all DENY IT when itās brought up. you knowwwwwww what youāre doing!!!! i KNOW you know what youāre doing!!!!! fucking stop it i am going to chew my way through the drywall in your bedrooms
#also. sorry to say it but recovery is absolutely a choice. developing an ed is not a choice but recovery is.#and iām saying this as someone who has relapsed like one million times. every time i KNOW what iām doing and how to stop it#and i choose not to for whatever reason.#stop acting like you are incapable of recovery bc youāre just too sick#you are not special and neither is your ed. you too are capable of recovery if you fucking decide to do it#iām not saying itās anywhere close to easy. it is not itās so fucking hard#but you are not helping yourself or anyone else by posting that shit#ANYWAY. sorry this has been pissing me off so deeply
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#i saw that video and your head doesn't remain straight after it#there's fckng evidence of extremest of the extreme crimes being done by Israel and enable by the US#and people still choose to remain willfully blind#there are exactly ZERO reasons to support Israel ever#all you who pretend to care for human rights and feminism and democracy and freedom and whatever the fuck else but pretend to be confused#about this#fck off#sickening sickening stuff#Israel#israhell#death to israel#palestine#free palestine#gaza#free gaza#gaza strip#west bank#rafah
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remember when I did this?
well I did more
#deltarune#crossover#heathers#noelle holiday#kris dreemurr#pizzapants#susie deltarune#nooses tw#blood tw#suicide tw#hanging tw#death tw#art tag#first three were actually done a year ago but i never finished the fourth one until now#partially bc Background Hard but also i was like 'this might be too dark actually'#my friends were like its heathers of course its dark and then i showed them the sketch and they were like oh that IS dark#whatever its done i did it#ALSO this is important some people were confused with this last time: these are based on the MOVIE not the musical#like literally these are screenshot redraws from the movie but with dr characters lol#important bc since the musical makes betty and martha a composite character and in the movie theyre two different girls#and i wouldnt have put susie in the role of martha in the context of the musical. i probably would choose catti for that#and im also. not that fond of the musical. on the whole. for reasons#i do have like five of the songs from it on my showtunes playlist though LMAO#i may not agree with the story and characterization choices but i cant deny bangers
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#i cant imagine what this must feel like#to just scream into the void as youre being killed#and this is the response u get#shout out to people who r organizing and marching and shutting down weapons factories#but i wanna curse everyone in power who can stop this but chooses not to for whatever reasons#palestinians have shown that they dont need us. they fixed their own internet and telecomm and they fought back when no one fought for them#and despite the siege and blockade of gaza they still made a home for themselves. and now israel is bombing even their refugee camps#and when palestine is free it will be the palestinians who will have liberated it. nobody else#free palestine#palestine#gaza#long live palestine#glory to the martyrs#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#long live the resistance#death to israel
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#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#trans meme#described images#image description in alt#this goes for ANY reason a trans person is on the 'wrong' hormones for their gender...#...whether it is by chance or choice it need not be excluded. there are no 'right' hormones for your gender or experience...#...if you're a trans person who is fine with your body's natural hormone levels that's FINE...#...or if you're a trans person who chose to take the 'wrong' hormones (again there's no wrong hormone)...#...or if you're just fucking EXISTING...#...you belong here. even if there are commonalities between trans people amd what hormones they do or don't take that's just a commonality.#...that by NO MEANS indicates that you must adhere one way or the other if you so choose...#...two things can exist at once: 1) hormones are a necessity and 2) people are allowed to go on whatever hormone they want#my testosterone is a NECESSITY it isn't something i can choose to take. but that doesn't mean that i am threatened by trans people...#...who exist how they do
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it's interesting to see 'cameras in the cabin' debate in the until dawn tag, because honestly this is has always felt canon to me. josh tells mike about the cabin before the trip. he suggests they go when the fight breaks out. he calls them porn stars, says he'd pay to see it, and it isn't a leap to think he left the kama sutra there.
this doesn't mischaracterize or villainize josh by making him 'perverted,' because he isn't doing it for his own sexual pleasure. he's doing it because what happened to hannah was sexual. they were going to film her making out, possibly more, and weren't deterred by her move to take her shirt off. josh's stated goal is to make them feel what hannah felt. by filming mike & jess in some state of undress, he's humiliating them in the same way.
it's also in line with other things he does. however you interpret his actions toward sam - whether you think he's playing into horror tropes for the 'movie' he's making or that he simply wants to humiliate her, too - he still films her naked and steals her clothes.
he plans on posting this online in some fashion, so anything explicit would presumably be cut from the final product. but the point is that josh's goals are to humiliate people he blames and/or put on a good show for the cool horror movie slash prank video he's going to post online, and putting cameras in the cabin makes sense as part of that.
#if u don't like it for whatever reason ur obviously allowed to go 'hm. No' and delete it from your personal headcanons#i do this with tons of stuff. all the time. pick and choose ur personal canon man go for it#i just disagree that this makes josh perverted in some way bc like. It Ain't About That! it just isn't#its like when people say that josh is a creep bc of his comments about ashley. when really josh is just trying to get a rise out of chris#like yes he said that. but for a specific reason#like yes i think he would do that (put cameras in the cabin). but for a specific reason#which is Not that he has any desire to personally witness these people have sex#ok. anyway.#until dawn#josh washington
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Trying to find nice stuff for Wish but everywhere you go people are being painfully wrong in their interpretations of the movie
#i donāt care if people donāt like it but i want people to at least stop being so wrong š«#i shouldnāt have to explain that hoarding the most important part of peopleās souls under false pretenses is bad#his trauma does not make the person he became any less bad and his way of ruling is not reasonable and morally better#free will to pursue your dreams is good. a soul should not be locked up by a man who is likely never to give it back.#iām sure he STARTED as protecting rosas or believing he was but absolute power corrupts absolutely and all that#magnifico by the time we see him is controlling and paranoid and selfish#and asha is not bad for *reads notes* wanting people to have a chance to actually live their lives for themselves and not be deceived#she never asked him to grant all wishes and the movie never tried to say that all wishes should be granted#itās not saying that you should always have whatever you want. itās saying you have the right to your agency and choice to pursue your wish#without someone else controlling whether you can ever have it and even making you forget you wanted it so you CANāT choose to pursue it.#this is literally just a free will vs control story. how was this movie so lost on so many people.#you can debate until the cows come home about whether it was executed well but what they actually tried to say shouldnāt be so hard to grasp#and then thereās people spreading misinformation about star boy and various behind the scenes factors and you canāt escape it and i justā¦#i am in pain. everywhere i go i am in pain.#disney#wish#mini rant
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more cisgender women should be looking at cisgender boys' puberty as a menopause preview, honestly. i find that cis men treat menopause with more pause, ironically, because they recognise the emotional/physical rollercoaster - gee, your body is suddenly sweating absolute buckets and smelling way outside of your control? you feel gross, you keep growing patchy hairs in new itchy places, and summers have suddenly become unbearable? woof, been there done that, let's get you an ice pack and some gatorade buddy, i mean mom
until menopause hits them, cis women (among others) can sometimes treat male puberty as a gross horror that they are forced to mitigate the consequences of - ugh, men with their hair and their smelliness that they can't keep sanitised, it's a concession to live with them, it's a chore to share space with them. you know it's not just a Boy Hormone, right? this exact same testosterone will jump you in a dark alley 30 years from now, you can accept it before then or keep treating it like an enemy latched onto those around you
#i'm not menopause or puberty age so as a twenty-something i realised i can pick and choose what to equate my transition to#and it makes me wonder why they dont get equated more often in a more genuine empathetic fashion#lgbt#gender#i wish there was a way to tag for bigotry against men that didnt fall into a tag that someone out there would call misogynist lol#bigotry against male bodies. whatever. bigotry against male gonad hormone effects on a body whatever gender it may be#transandrophobia#i guess since im a trans man and i feel uniquely crammed into these expectations and this distaste for what im choosing to do#also this applies to more people than just cis women but they often dont think about maleness as something AT ALL relevant to them#other people may have to work through distaste for hair/maleness alongside their gender exploration for similar self-love reasons
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average day as a schlager enjoyer
#schlager/behind those eyes/galaxy of me or whatever you want to call it#babygirl i miss you...#i know i say this on every post i make but: yes i wanted the song on the album but its okay that it isnt bc if it was left out it was...#...probably for a good reason and my opinion doesnt matter since its joker outs music anf they get to choose what they do and dont like etc#joker out
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If byler isnāt a threat, then why do people claim Will is coming between Mike and El?
*Regina George voice* So you agree? You think thereās actually a chance Mike could end up with Will?
#same reason they get defensive when you suggest that Will isnāt going to die and will actually get a happy ending#because they know what a happy ending for Will would logically entail#anyway thatās not how you write an unrequited plot#closest I can think of is PJO#no Percabeth fan claims that Nico was getting in the way of their relationship#because it was obvious that Percy was never gonna break up with Annabeth for Nico#thatās how you write an unrequited plot#not whatever the Duffers have going on#byler#for a character to actually come between a strong relationship there needs to be a chance that the person in the centre of the triangle#could choose them#not that Melvin is as strong relationship but you get the picture#they were already bones#and it has nothing to do with Will
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#since ttpd era just started i really dk what examples to put in it#but plz if you choose it reblog and give more examples#actually just tag the reason why whatever you voted was your favorite era as a swiftie#taylor swift#polls#swiftpolls
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how it started vs how itās going
they can have a little relationship. as a treat
#okay maybe i just got excited about deciding what i want Magolorās face to look like but still#tried to think of what the pairing would be called but obviously it canāt be SaiLor lol#magosai? magosailor? whatever#kirbyposting#my art or something#magolor#sailor dee#quinn does comics#sailors deadpanning reminds me of meta so much lol#it seems reasonable to me that whatever magolor is heās a little different from a lot of the species weāre used to seeing on popstar#sailor sometimes contemplates how strange her life is#meta tried so hard to make sure she was able to connect with other waddle dees and live a normal life but she chooses to be with magolor#of all people lol#is this post weird?#if so#um#good#ship art
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I love that Cosmo and Wanda have separate beds yeah I could never share a bed every single day for the rest of my life. Besides, Cosmo wanted a race car bed!!!!!! It's not fair for him not to have a bed he loves and it's not fair for Wanda and her princess bed either! They're literally magic anyway.
#plus that just means they get to choose when to sleep in the same bed like a sleepover#when they want to be close!!!!! and still have the things that make them happy!#separate beds are marriage savers trust me Ive dated two people in my life#but fr I have two blankets whenever I share a bed for whatever reason everyone gets to be happy and warm or cool or weighted listen#AND LISTEN AGAIN THEM CHOOSING THEY WANT TO FALL ASLEEP TEGETHER#cosmo loves wandas princess bed too he just also needs his race care bed#hi thtis was spurred on by a screenshot from A New Wish where they poof to hazel in the middle of the night and theyre in two beds#boring standard beds but in the OG series they had fun beds and I like to think they just need/prefer different things to sleep#anyway. they love each other. even when they didnt really like each other in the og they werent in separate beds because they were upset#i also refuse to acknowledge the absollute amount of spousal hate in the og series. justice for wanda and justgice for cosmo but in the way#that he would#NEVER SAY THAT TO HIS WIFE.#fairly oddparents
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I don't understand how httyd fans insist on giving dragons cool sounding names, best example being the trope of calling the nightlights eclipse, moonshine etc before the official names were dropped. Motherfucker, httyd characters would be naming their flying buddies shit like crispy drumstick, birch muncher and stomach acid, please get silly with it
#how to train your dragon#httyd#httyd race to the edge#how to train you dragon: the hidden world#obviously do whatever you want lmao#whatever tone this post has is exaggerated for comedic reasons#I just always found it funny how stereotypically common names people choose#for a franchise whose naming conventions are anything but regular
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ageswap au made by @tenretsuzan on twitter! there's a brief explanation beneath the readmore
your name is hikari ku, age 30. you were banished from your home nation of ku at a young age and led a failed rebellion against your treacherous brother, laid low by a harsh betrayal.
"even if it means harnessing this darkness... i will see my country freed from war."
marred by scars left by your once erstwhile friends and plagued by a darkness that grows uncontrollable, you grasp onto the small hope that you may one day reclaim your nation once more...
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your name is temenos mistral, age 21. you led a peaceful life in flamechurch until one day your brother disappears after leaving you with an ominous message about the church.
"roi... what could have led someone like you down a path like this?"
despite your father's protests, you follow after his footsteps in hopes of uncovering his whereabouts, as well as the church's secrets that forced his departure...
#satsuhart#temehika#octo2#their goals are still the same it's just at different times#if you think about it hikari's rebellion would realistically take at least a few years lol#but this is after he tries to fight mugen but ends up being betrayed by both ritsu and rai mei and has to retreat to find another way#being alone and significantly less hopeful about his situation he starts leaning into his shadow more and more#temenos' is just a matter of... what if he went after roi immediately instead of choosing to stay#tldr its the 'im gonna fuck that old man' temehika au (30 isnt old but 21y/o teme thinks it is)#yeah teme looks the same but whatever. the light has not left his eyes#also fun(?) fact the english ingame descriptions of each char removed the ages#i can get why because saying 'you are x and you are a 21 year old warrior' sounds a little awkward in eng#but its also like. why i wonder if this is the reason people are way more weird about some of the ages#bc they werent told anytime within the game#meanwhile any jp player immediately going 30 YEARS OLD? 20? 18??? yeah u know who im talking about
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As someone who wanted to switch disciplines in college but whose request was denied a support signature by a tutor because he didn't personally like the field I wanted to go into, Gorgug's talk with Porter hit home. Also as someone who's made some funky character builds for the sake of a story lmao š
. God I love Dimension 20 (particularly Fantasy High)'s ability to take nitty gritty D&D rules, like prerequisites for multiclassing and taking levels for flavour, and weaving them into the story in a very meaningful way and turn them into beautiful character moments.
#dimension 20#d20#gorgug is always my favourite boy but now even more so#fantasy high#gorgug thistlespring#fantasy high junior year#fhjr#fhjr spoilers#spoilers#dimension 20 spoilers#i was in a fine arts FOUNDATION course which is meant to help you on the way to choosing your future course#a month and a half in i knew i wanted to swap to the animation foundation course which was allowed in the first 2-3 months or whatever#but the fine art tutor hated the animation tutor (not without reason but dont bring the 18 year old into your drama) and wouldnt allow it#anyways i aced the fine art year; made every assignment about animation; got into animation course; and im 10 years into my career now āØ
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