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pam can always tell whenever bensonās upset. even if he tries really hard to be subtle about it. so pam has this stress toy app on her phone and whenever he gets upset sheāll just hand her phone to him and heāll play around with it for about ten-twenty minutes
āwhich one are you on?ā
āthe poppet thingyā
āhuh. usually you just go straight for the swirly one.ā
#pamson#regular show#benson dunwoody#pam dunwoody#this one actually happened to me#yeah#i was in choir#this girl that was in line auditioning started crying#and her friend gave her this app#so not me specifically but#it was really wholesome#she didnt get the part but#im happy for her#self projecting
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if you think it's exaggerating when i write my self-insert character bluntly jeopardizing a romantic scene to talk about feelings and philosophy, consider that i literally did that with a guy for like 3 hours last night
#me: okay so exactly how honest do you want me to be right now#him: honest#me: i think if i kissed you it wouldn't mean anything#cue 45 minute conversation sitting on a bench about how modern dating is weird and gender roles suck#highlight was when i was like 'my mom said that if a guy likes you enough to be your friend...#... he probably also wants to fuck you'#and the guy was like 'yeah'#damn bitch you live like this????#(he actually seemed interested in talking and didn't get like withdrawn or annoyed by my unwillingness to follow second date procedure)#(and honestly i appreciated the opportunity to have a candid conversation with a guy like him bc it gave me some valuable insight)#(and i think he had fun bc he said he really wanted to hang out again and that my bluntness was refreshing and that i'm hot)#i think apps just don't work for me. regardless of gender#i need to know someone as a friend first#hooray for actively learning things and experiencing things and tbh i hope this guy keeps looking and finds someone more normal#bc this arrangement did not set him up for success and that is not his fault#and i don't think i'm into him In That Way at this time#anyway thank you for joining me for another episode of sam overshares about her bisexuality sidequest
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HER STEED HAS ARRIVED
#shitpost#horse friend#erorf nieshd#sword lady#someone pls give her legs#my app gave her a cape tho#thatās kinda awesome#tumblr ads#meta post
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I used to go on quotev all the time when j was 10/11 years old (i put ago on acciden. I am not that old. I was a small child then.), and I blame it to this day for the reason I turned out how I did
5th grade me had no business reading fanfics and taking sans au quizzes (the sleepover ones hold a special place in my heart (I kinda hate them)) on that site
#that site scares me#i kinda made a friends (?) with one writter on their because i loved one of her fics and would always comment on it tho so thst was cool#qoutev#THATS A TAG??#damn#i love vague posting my age in a way that makes it very obvious how old i am lkke. its so obvious reading my post/tags smtimes and uet#i never say it. amino instincts#i need to talk about amino so bad man#i made friends on that app. was expretemly unsafe abkut my privacy at 10/11 hears of age on that app#my first user name was (firstname)_(middlename) because i had no oncdpt of privacy and i actively gave away my age#girlie needed help back them#reese ranting about stupid shit
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youāre not wrong at all but i guess im just used to mcs having absolutely no backstory, feelings, or definitive character traits. the plot just happens to mcs, mcs donāt make the plot happen. even though expectations are higher for blades its still choices with all the limits and misses opportunities of any other book. i cant really think of an mc that feels like their own character before the book and plot starts, besides maybe cop mc in the first book and th:m mc
Just wanna start off by saying Iām so sorry that I never actually responded to this! I couldāve sworn I had already posted, but found this fully typed up sitting in my drafts just now šµāš« But yeah anywayā¦
See I donāt normally have a problem with āblank-slate MCsā though. I actually prefer them because I can use my imagination to create a backstory and (ideally) give them the traits I want through my choices. My main problem is that the few choices we are allowed to make usually just donāt matter beyond like a slight variation in dialogue as a result. And even bigger than that, there isnāt much diversity in the options weāre given to begin with.
I think if those problems didnāt exist, Blades MC was allowed to react to whatever happens on a deeper level, and our so-called friends showed more concern through their actions, then the story would be a bit better for me. However, I will say that I also think thatās the bare minimum, especially considering the fact that the writers already gave MC a partial backstory but decided it wasnāt important to have that affect present MC and the story for whatever reason.
Doing that worked in a series like TRR/TRH because, in the grand scheme of things, that MCās backstory didnāt really matter and the plot was a little more cut and dried. But with Blades, the stakes are incredibly high and everyone is basically questioning the meaning of life and existence itself, what morality means in a world where things are a lot more gray than previously thought, and the roles they play in that world. So although I usually donāt mind it, I donāt think keeping Blades MCās background from affecting anything significant really works.
Not sure where Iām going with all this though because none of it really counters your point. Youāre right that itās still Choices after all, so our expectations should be a bit lower even for a book like Blades. But it still sucks because I feel like PB really didnāt have to push too much further to make it an outstanding story. They were the ones who gave themselves all this material and then just didnāt follow through :/
#choices bolas#choices blades#blades of light and shadow#choices stories you play#playchoices#like MC is an orphan for crying out loud!#thereās plenty to do with that#even people who get adopted into loving homes have a lot to unpack when it comes to figuring out their identity#and reconciling why they arenāt with their birth parents ā whether they died/gave them up/abandoned them/etc.#so that should heavily affect how Blades MC views the world the writers created#and how she interacts with it and her āfound familyā#I just hate how the only two character arcs PB normally uses for MCs are novice who becomes semi competent#and āmom friendā who fixes everything for everyone š¤¦š½āāļø#choices#choices app#choices ask
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/3.11.24
#itās incredible how i feel tired just by the thought of swiping peoples profiles on a friend/meet app#like I really have to force myself#I forced myself to say to a girl I saw in july if she wanted to meet and she couldnāt back then and now Iām like okay I tried it Iām#I whine to myself Iām lonely yet looking for people is not a thing I fancy#I am convinced the people who would matter wouldnāt be found like this anyway#but chances of meeting people are 0#still clinging on to this person I met at the only friends of friend group thing which is almost sci -fi for me#despite I probably shouldnāt#and on top ov everything I always mess everything up because I canāt communicate well what I feel or actually I donāt really know that anywa#colleague added to me to a chat group pf expats here it doesnāt look exciting but I imagined that#I should see a high school mate after xmas#i am genuinely glad about it#although I am kinda thinking I should probably pretend itās all fine#last time was..2020 which feels like yesterday but is 4 years ago#Jesus cjrist#maybe I should still reply to that girl who gave me depression but her and the sister were quite into me#asked like in may if i wanted to hang out and do creative stuff (3rd time#and I had told myself after the second time which was also major depression time and winter#blues#that I was done with it although always pretending it was fun#but god I was getting depression from them#would take pics of us where I think I never forced a smile more than that time#and my policy is just b clear and polite#but I swear I donāt have energies to just text and say sorry we donāt match
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#word vomit alert!!!!!#i love solo trips out bc i get to do whatever i like without having to make conversation with people but omg.......#this trip has evoked alarming levels of loneliness and melancholy for some reason#maybe it's got something to do with just seeing Too Many People at once... and seeing people live their lives and enjoy company#n then i see myself n while i see an independent carefree person who's at peace with herself there's also a tinge! of! melancholy n pining..#for companionship... for easy conversations... for connections!#i was also listening to Fourever while roaming around aimlessly and when Happy started playing i immediately teared up#i think i just have too many things on my mind djskfksmmdskkd i need to get back to journaling n meditating. too much anxious energy#also during dinner i sat next to a couple who seemed to be on their first date post dating app conversation. n it reminded me of my prev rs#dkfkfnmsfndnmdm i wouldn't call it ptsd bc they were good memories but personally i would most likely never use a dating app ever again.....#it's just too much pain having to talk through icebreakers n get to know each other with the topic of Dating already looming in the bg#n it's just a lot of Work for a first date you know??? anyway i'm tired of relationships. i would love organic platonic companionship tho#like i would love more friends. just not a Partner shdkfjdndndmd#but with that said !!!! it's sometimes lonely being single. but the thing is. there's no company that i'd prefer more than my own#i bring too much joy and peace to myself that i feel like it's almost impossible for anyone to meet those standards#it's very much like that tiktok where op said her app guy asked her who his competition was and she answered: Myself. your competition is me#and that was just the truest thing i've seen#also met an unkind worker at dinner. wasn't directed at me but the energy he gave off was just so Bad that it ruined my evening KDKDJSKDK#like . how can someone be so miserable n unkind n mean to the people around him??? as if they aren't deserving of respect... it boggles me#n so todays trip has been so . strange. i felt sad! witnessed unkindness! i felt a little lonely!#i unknowingly self-reflected a lot n probably spiralled into a rumination cycle! thought abt work n how it seemed like there was No Way Out#but !! it is what it is!!!
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time to cry ššš
#mew#cat chat#straight up read that situation wrong#finally gave in and redownloaded like 4 dating apps#usually Iām popping on those but Iām having a slow start#realized I was still following my ex on my other IG bc weāre still matched on one of the apps and I clicked the link IG#saw the post with their new gf#god is not letting up on me for NO REASON omfggg#how many Ls can my gay ass take this weekend you gotta stoppppp#like sheās gonna be a dope friend but mannn I was so excited at the light that was lit in me being round her#I was excited to finally be in love again#sigh
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When you experience a thing that seems like a set up for a soulmates au irl and it is the weirdest feeling of all time what in the world is happening??????
#Y'ALL#i had like a lil bit of a crisis last week and got one of The Apps bc idk might as well make an effort#and ive been talking to this dude and hes super nice and all around pretty solid and we very much jive#so today he gave me his number as to not be on The App#and when i typed it in...it was already in my phone. with his name.#BECAUSE#he is in fact the same dude who i talked to on a Different App literally four years ago when a friend and her bf made me an account#and idk what happened like i dont remember but we never met or anything? but it was just.... wild#do i ask him about this????
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my friend told me that god brought me a chai tea latte today and i can't stop thinking about it
#went to starbucks as one does#had money on my app#but not enough for the whole drink#so i paid some in cash#when the app was scanned a drink was automatically made in my Nameā¢#anyways as the woman was giving me my money back#she miscalculated#and i was like you miscalculated you owe me more#she was like actually no i didn't#and i was like im not gonna fight with this woman over 7āŗ#then she asked my name and i gave her my nickname as i usually do#while going to my table Drink In Nameā¢ was made so i picked it up#a minute later Drink in Nicknameā¢ was made#whole table went silent#and i told my friend to fucking Run and Get It#had two venti iced chai tea lattes#mf most gorgeous tasting drink ever#i was with my friend and my cousin#cousin was already drinking a chai tea latte because of me#friend drank half of the forbidden one and took pictures of the order so she didn't forget its name#i will not rest until literally everyone i know is hooked onto chai tea lattes it's too fucking good.#my friend told me that god brought the second one because i forgave the woman so easily for her miscalculation error#happy happy happy#had a very happy day
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im an ipad baby
#well. tablet anyway#ny best friend just bought an actual ipad so she just ?? gave me her samsung tablet???#i have a samsung phone so its perfect#idk how good it actually is ? its an s6#but it came with stylus so ive been having fun playing around in drawing app#nd playing apps from middle school :)#downloaded neko atsume :3c#im having so fun
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#tag talk#seriously debating whether I get back on social apps to try and find a good solid guy to kiss me with cigarette breath.#like. damn okay sure I'm in a high energy mood. do I really just wait it out painfully or do I allow myself some fun?#if I weren't still concerned about chlamydia I would be satisfied messing around with my gf but#but the sores on my tongue showed back up and they hurt more than canker sores so I've got another apt. to check them out#because of the doxy didn't do the trick I'm gonna be annoyed.#honestly not surprised I got it from October guy. they gave off āunconcerned about health and wellbeingā vibes#so I guess I should just be happy I didn't get anything worse what with the way I didn't know enough to really vet people.#oh well. live and learn. live because I didn't get a horrible deadly disease.#if I were genuinely sexually active I would seriously consider prep but as it is I think I'm not in a position to need that.#I'm off grindr for the near future at least.#anyway I watched The Dark Crystal with my friend tonight. it's really fucking good hot damn it's really great.#I think I'm comfortable with friend instead of girlfriend. I think I've done my high amplitude to low amplitude to stabilized resonance#high intensity and low intensity stabilize out to a sustainable resonance. I love her in the way that I love the other four close people#got like. five people now? maybe? that I feel genuine friendship and kinship with.#idk. bonding with people is really hard.#I really wish I had bottom surgery or was afab I wish I could fuck the way I want to instead of being stuck as some miserable sexless eunuch#I can't even read good yaoi cause the uke is still all wrong ugh I want to be right I want to be whole I want to be fixed I want to be okay
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My very last comic for The Nib! End of an era! Transcription below the cut. instagram / patreon / portfolio / etsy / my book / redbubble
The first event I went to with GENDER QUEER was in NYC in 2019 at the Javits Center.
So many of the people who came to my signing were librarians, and so many of them said the same thing: "I know exactly who I want to give this to!" Maia: "Thank you for helping readers find my book!" While working on the book, I was genuinely unsure if anyone outside of my family and close friends would read it. But the early support of librarians and two American Library Association awards helped sell two print runs in first year.
Since then, GENDER QUEER been published in 8 languages, with more on the way: Spanish, Czech, Polish, French, Italian, Norwegian, Portugese and Dutch.
It has also been the most banned book in the United States for the past two years. The American Library Association has tracked an astronomical increase in book challenges over the past few years. Most of these challenges are to books with diverse characters and LGBTQ themes. These challenges are coming unevenly across the US, in a pattern that mirrors the legislative attacks on LGBTQ people. The Brooklyn Public Library offered free eCards to anyone in the US aged 13-21, in an effort to make banned books more available to young readers. A teacher in Norman, Oklahoma gave her students the QR code for the free eCard and lost her job. Summer Boismeir is now working for the Brooklyn Public Library. Hoopla and Libby/Overdrive, apps used to access digital library books, are now banned in Mississippi to anyone under 18. Some libraries wonāt allow anyone under 18 to get any kind of library card without parental permission. When librarians in Jamestown, Michigan refused to remove GENDER QUEER and several other books, the citizens of the town voted down the libraryās funding in the fall 2022 election. Without funding, the library is due to close in mid-2024. My first event since covid hit was the American Library Association conference in June 2022 in Washington, DC. Once again, the librarians in my signing line all had similar stories for me: āYour book was challenged in our district" "It was returned to the shelf!" "It was removed from the shelf..." "It was moved to the adult section."
Over and over I said: "Thank you. Thank you for working so hard to keep my book in your library. Iām sorry you had to defend it, but thank you for trying, even if it didn't work." We are at a crossroads of freedom of speech and censorship. The future of libraries, both publicly funded and in schools, are at stake. This is massively impacting the daily lives of librarians, teachers, students, booksellers, and authors around the country. In May 2023, I read an article from the Washington Post analyzing nearly 1000 of the book challenges from the 2021-2022 school year. I was literally on route to a festival to talk about book bans when I read a startling statistic. 60% of the 1000 book challenges were submitted by just 11 people. One man alone was responsible for 92 challenges. These 11 people seem to have made submitting copy-cat book challenges their full-time hobby and their opinions are having an outsized ripple effect across the nation. WE NEED TO MAKE THE VOICES SUPPORTING DIVERSE BOOKS AND OPPOSING BOOK BANS EVEN LOUDER. If you are able too, show up for your library and school board meetings when book challenges are debated. Send supportive comments and emails about the Pride book display and Drag Queen story hours. If you see a display you likeā for Banned Book Week, AAPI Month, Black History Month, Disability Awareness Month, Jewish holidays, Trans Day of Remembranceā compliment a librarian! Make sure they feel the love stronger than the hate <3
Maia Kobabe, 2023
The Nib
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bro i shouldve had my first heartbreak like waaaaay earlier like im too old for this tell me why i still think about her but might also be falling for someone new and logically i know it's probably normal but also it feels so so weird and
#what is this#i also think i gave up all hope when my friend told me her mom still thinks about her first love 20 yrs later#like yk at this point#notes app#and also sleeping with this 3rd person god knows where she comes in ? she's health & wellbeing support#no point is the crush thing i can know im not doing out of boredom & loneliness at least#one can hope?
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The last time I held a check in my hands was in the 90s when my mum let me hand it to the cashier to pay for our groceries, until the next time I held one in my hands - a few months ago when an American customer mailed me a check to pay for an order even though weād sent them a digital invoice with our bank details on. I dropped the check off with accounts receivable for them to deal with because fuck that, just pay the invoice the way we instructed you to???
Checks have not been widely used in Denmark for decades and some ten years ago the National bank shut down checks entirely. You canāt pay with checks there anymore, banks donāt issue check books in the first place, and nowhere can accept them for payment. The only exception to this is international checks specifically because the United States is behind the times and still use them, and some companies obv trade with American companies.
I now live in the UK and I donāt get the impression checks are common here; there was only one person on the finance team who knew how to handle the American check Iād dropped off with them.
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#when my mum stopped using checks she gave me her check book to play with#I drew on all the checks with crayon and had a great time tearing them out#I can only assume the check book was somehow rendered invalid and nobody couldāve used it not even my mum#so I voted never had one even though I did possess my mumās check book as a plaything for a while#under 60 is being very uh#I mean Iām 36 and in my adult life checks havenāt been a thing#but somebody 10 or 15 years older than me may well have had one#America your banking system sucks#my American friends were flabbergasted when they came to Scotland and found out bank transfers were a thing#like yes I can access my bank account online (or via my bankās app) and transfer you my share of the meal in the pub.#what do you mean you CANāT?
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actually heartbreaking when you realize that someone you thought you knew is actually a complete loser with nothing going for them and you wasted 8 years of your life caring about them and loving them and being their friend
#alexis.exe#do not reblog#personal#its like....#when your ex friend texts you after they have you blocked for a month and asks for your fucking LIBRARY app#like..... damn she was really like this the whole time??????#i CHOSE to be friends with her???#how fucking stupid am i#gave so much love to someone who genuinely only cared about my library app ????????#insane behaviour actually#whatever at least i dont have to talk to her anymore
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