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[blkkizzat]

hey babes im literally checking ur page every HOURRR to see if ur plug!choso is updated😭😭 literally the best thing ive ever read, genuinely. it hits all my favorite boxes. is there anywhere i can donate u money???

Omg no I’m such a slow writer please don’t check every hour! 😭💖💖💖 that’s so sweet though! Pleaseeeee the best thing? You legit gonna make me cry istg 😭😭 🥹🥹🥹 ilysm nonny!

But as far as ETA I’m at the mercy of my ADHD and I always come back with better ideas/flow if I work on something else then comeback to after a day or two. I did mention too I was working on a short (likely under 6k) Gojo fic. But I will probably go back and forth each day. Otherwise I get stagnant and slower working on it.

But omg no don’t send me money! That’s so kind of you to offer though. But I do all this for free cause I gotta get these stories swimming in my head out haha and taking money would be more like a job and this is my stress release/fun. So I’m just glad you enjoy the scenarios I be imagining when I smoke before bed though 💕

I have an event tomorrow night but otherwise will be writing for most of the weekend! Hopefully finishing either p3 or the Gojo fic.

[rainbow-sunshine-unicorn]

People laughed at Anthony for this:

But, getting married literally solved ALL of his issues

Insomnia? Cured

Alcoholism? He found something better to drink

Anger Issues? Booped out of him

and THIS is who he’s married to:

Like of course, he has no complaints and thinks his marriage is perfect!!!

[aestermeadow]

[planetxiao]

GUYS I JUST REALIZED THE U-20 MATCH ARC IS SO MUCH CLOSER THAN WE THJNK AAAA MY FAVE ARC GONNA BE ANIMATED SOOOOOOOOON FJDBJSJSK

[digitalcarcrash]

can we talk about how insane burn bright is. kissed all the boys in your city lights. not ashamed of what i am. they always told me that you'll never get to heaven with a love like yours. cause it makes me who i am. and you made me who i am. be afraid of what i am.

[majestycrush]

MEGAN THEE STALLION X COURTNEY LAPLANTE

[emilys-bangs]

Dating Aaron Hotchner

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Luo Binghe? Sorry, I only know Binghorse now.

[valtsv]

i have a sixth sense for when a room has no spiders in it

[gunstellations]

boop! 💙🤍

[astronomodome]

You know what that comment from impulse on one of the imp n skizz podcasts about how fanartists draw his character vs. skizz’s character is actually pretty funny like if the fanartists drew my equally old mannish buddy as a tall ripped angel with bright shining blue eyes and luscious raven black hair and huge boobs and then drew me in basic bitch t-shirt and khakis with a dad bod (assuming i had not yet unlearnt the cultural assumption that being fat makes you less attractive) i would be pissed too. Like to a certain extent with his skin he does it to himself but cmon man

[888-fr]

cool new breed 🤔 would be a shame if someone made a skin that turned them into a gryphon

[inkskinned]

i keep thinking about hobbies and how i often spill over myself to pick up new ones. i have adhd, i end up trying something for like a month and then just getting far enough in it that i move on, satisfied.

and that should be fine; but it's never fine.

i am a pretty decent artist; but i can't just make art for my dnd campaign, i should be selling dnd maps and character designs and scene setting pieces. i can't just make my friends matching earrings, i need to get an etsy and ship them internationally and take bulk orders. i make pretty good props and decorations and use them to throw my friends parties - but i should be running a party planning business and start taking paying clients and networking and putting my skills to actual use.

for some reason, i never figured out the specifics of pottery. it was a fun class and i enjoyed myself - and still, i'm embarrassed, years later, that i put in all that useless effort. everything i make has to be stunning. stellar. i should have applied myself more. maybe i'm too lazy. maybe i'm broken and selfish and needy. actually creative people would have kept going; they would be bettering themselves at every possible opportunity.

we find ourselves in this trap, even accidentally: we need to commodify our time, because it is a commodity. if we spend our efforts and our time not earning, isn't that the same thing as burning free money? and god forbid you ever take up a hobby that ends up being more expensive than you thought. you sit in your car and you look at the receipt and in your head you hear a conversation that isn't even happening - your mom or your friend or your partner all saying oh great. not this shit again. it's always something with you, and it never actually means anything.

i have realized this horrible thing, recently - i'll get excited to start a project, pick up a new hobby. and then i just... stop myself. i start thinking about the amount of time it will take, and how it'll look in my monthly budget. what if i can't even produce a good enough final product. sure, it's exciting to think about how i could make my friend her own custom dice. but i'm just polluting the earth if i don't get it right. better not bother. better not try.

restless, i get caught in the negative space. the feeling that oh god, i want to create. and that horrible sense - yeah, but i don't have the time to just put to waste.

[aestermeadow]

[shiftythrifting]

What a completely normal thing to own

[qekouu]

FARCILLE! 🌟