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introvert: adopted :)
#she seemed very grateful to be adopted and so sweet and earnest#im cooking up plans to introduce her to some of my friends she might like next weekend#i have already made phone calls :)#i know how it is to move to a new city and know no one#and be teaching and be so so lonely#i will not let her suffer like i did
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Let the poor man rest.
#also no he doesn't want to experience life as a normal person. no he wouldn't sacrifice his powers to live again.#he LOVED being powerful. he was very proud of his powers. he was at the top of the world. what he disliked was being so lonely at the top.#which having reunited with Geto now he is not.#and he wanted to keep the next generation safe due to his past regrets and teach a generation of kids to be at the top together.#and he wanted to get rid of the corrupt higher-ups and reform the Jujutsu society.#and he did all of that. Yuta and Yuuji are both alive and safe and the kids are all reunited with each other stronger than ever#and the higher-ups are d**d.#Gojo obviously wouldn't hate to keep living. he clearly didn't expect to lose and die. but as he himself confirmed#he died doing what he loved. he went out the way he wanted. he went out with a bang. he had the best fight of his life and gave it his all.#as he said 'he had fun'. he said it would have been embarrassing if he died of old age or sickness.#and now that he's gone he's happy with his friends and especially Geto. he found peace.#He said it himself 'Now i'm wishing that it's not just a dream'.#also for those of you who say that Geto & Gojo wouldn't be together because one would go to hell and one to heaven... no. just no.#first of all. Gojo did a mass m*r*** before his death#second of all. they're Buddhists. they don't have heaven and hell. don't bring Abrahamic religions into everything.#and you'd be surprised by the excuses the Abrahamic religions find to not let people in heaven.#probably Gojo wouldn't go to heaven even if he didn't kill the higher-ups due to...idk... occasionaly doing pranks or sth.#but Gege apparently created a whole other afterlife of his own. and Toji Geto Gojo Nanami and everyone were all gathered there together.#you SAW that. so stop.#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#jjk gojo#gege akutami#my two cents#satosugu
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I simply think this fandom doesn't give Wei Wuxian enough credit for the various ways in which he saved Lan Wangji
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#wangxian#idk man- i just see a lot of “Lan Wangji has always been protecting Wei Wuxian” posts and its like...#I mean... Lan Wangji has always certainly been trying to protect Wei Wuxian#it took him a long time to figure how to successfully do that though#rereading the books rn and noticing theres a lot of instances that could be read as lwj being frustrated over his inability to protect wwx#like he seemed ready to cry when wwx went missing for a while and then came back with the cursed leg#lwj has always been great at protecting wwx from physical threats (ex: waterborn abyss) but had no idea how to protect him from himself#meanwhile wwx has always been instictually good at saving lwj from both#like I'm 100% lwj would've become like Jiang Cheng if wwx hadn't snapped him out of the blindly following authority thing#and also like... 15 y/o lwj wasnt happy with his life. he was lonely and stressed and literally signing up to be flogged whenever he goofed#wwx is who allowed lwj to grow up by showing him what it was like to actually be a kid (shown in story whenever lwj gets drunk)#he led lwj to having a more flexible mindset. and it both let lwj relax and set lwj up to be a better parent#looking into lwj's dynamic with the juniors- he lets them break a fuck ton of the petty rules and encourages them to question authority#he also teaches them to not be married to any one meathod of problem solving#wwx is also able to save lwj from his own stubbornness#ex: carrying lwj when he broke his leg. getting lwj to cough up bad blood. getting lwj to keep the rabbits#wwx also tends to give lwj the words he has trouble saying himself. helps him communicate#wwx also protects lwj in fights a lot but thats narratively less important#except the various times wwx puts himself in danger to help lwj. those times are what made it so lwj could never move on from wwx#like with the cave incident#or when wwx helped surpress the arm instead of using the chaos to escape cloud recesses#tldr i guess: i think this fandom tends to treat lwj being the best like its natural to him when really wwx accidentaly rewired his brain#I'm looking directly at fanfic writers who act like the Lans would've treated wwx better than the Jiangs#lwj had to do so much work and self reflection post meeting wwx to be the way he is. he is not the sole product of the Lan teachings
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did u know that if your "friends" treat u badly u can just cut them off and get new friends?? The best realization in life is that there are so many people in the world willing to give u love and support you just need to go outside and start talking to strangers I promise u it will also make their day as well
#personal#i have cut so many people out of my life bc they took advantage of me and guess what??? i never get lonely#go to a queer event go to a park go to the grocery store and smile at someone#i went skating and asked a sweet blader if she could teach me how to drop into a bowl and boom immediate new buddy#everyone is anxious!!!! everyone is scared of connection!!!!! but if you push past it i promose it will change your life!!!!!!
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thas his emotional support animal right there
#i love the trope#where other characters call one character’s target of affection#their ‘pet’#(ie in ofmd ajdkdkakfkg)#it’s so funny to me#like yeah that’s his doggy#he likes to teach him tricks/j#scarab is his therapy pet at this point i feel like/hj#mans is LONELY and SAD and has some ISSUES#of course the only person who he can actually interact with is gonna be his crutch#and you can bet your bee hind i’m adding that to my fic in my drafts >:)#thas his little guy and he gets sad when he’s not around because who else is he supposed to talk to :(#prohibitedwish#fionna and cake#at:f&c#prismo#scarab#prismo x scarab#i’m still trying to figure out how to draw them okAy/lh
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thinking about a certain anonymous confession on the utdr confession blog mostly unable to get behind sans aus where chara is “evil” and i get that completely, but also something new is probably the only time i can get behind “evil” chara is because the au leaves enough open for interpretation and nuance that most of the fandom just doesn’t do anything with or explore anything with
Cause like, chara is hardly completely evil—the remake/timeline of the something new comics making the player more obvious was pretty clear that the player was heavily involved and that killer wasn’t the only one effected.
it leaves room to wonder about Chara got where they are in something new—so manipulative, apathetic, desensitized, cruel, controlling and possessive while still acknowledging they are just as child trapped in the same game that killer/sans is no matter how much they might’ve tried to resist or fight back or protect themself or make themselves the biggest nuisance around.
there’s enough interpretation, moments we don’t see, to wonder about the nature of killer and Chara’s relationship. It’s not a stretch to think that once upon a time they were genuinely partners. Not equals, because Chara’s the most Determined and therefore in control, but for the longest time they only had eachother. only the other was real. it’s interesting to explore but many don’t
#utmv#sans au#sans aus#killer sans#killer!sans#undertale au#killertale#undertale something new#something new#something new sans#something new au#undertalesomethingnew#something new chara#chara au#undertale player#killer chara#killer!chara#killertale chara#something about how chara is a reflection of us learning from us and teaching killer too#something about how they’re a traumatized hopeless lonely kid who wants to feel protected and safe and cared for#unable to attach to their previous human life or those around them anymore#so making a partner who can join them and live with them together#one who will see the world for what it is and understand them#and they’ll grow strong together#utmv headcanons#utmv hc#even the 9999+ very much still fits in with something new Chara#and killer too#buttercup duo#kc chara
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Just one of the many great tragedies of Mishanks' relationship is that sometimes Shanks wants to feel wanted just as he is, that even beyond the strength he is worth the effort he is worth being loved and unfortunately that just isn't something Mihawk can over him it's just not something he can do, not as he is now at least. That's a level of emotional maturity that he just does not possess to be able to disentangle the strength from the man that makes no sense to him. Strength is all there is. Shanks is a person, has a life outside of his strength, his power is just another aspect of who he is but for Mihawk strength is his whole person, if he is not strong then he is nothing. If shanks is not strong well then....he's nothing to him.
And God that's a lonely way to live.
#Man age 43 only friends 2 decade long situationship and his kids claims he's never been lonely more at 6#the ways having known Perona allow Mihawk to engage in a healthier relationship with Shansk are just gold to me#Because I mantain the fact that young mishanks was very chaotic and some would characterize unhealthy#she teaches him to care for people outside of how well they could measure up to him in a fight#I dont know their relationship seems to make his life fuller kind of#like its implied that he only started his garden after Zoro left#Like he stops seeing the Humandrills as annoying pests and actually starts letting them help out with his garden#he letler use all his good wine to make sangria and adopt errant freaky bear cubs#he even fucking secretly planted cocoa trees (cause he's a fucking weirdo) just to make her favorite drink like come on#he just lets this shrill girl barge into his life and make a home there with minimal objection.#She makes his life full in ways that his relationship just couldnt Zoro. she is so essential to his growth as a character#(you know if oda focused on him longer than once every 12 years)#I love it#one piece#throwing thoughts to the void#dracule mihawk#op#hawkeye mihawk#akagami no shanks#mishanks#shanks#red haired shanks#akataka#mihawk x shanks#perona#perona one piece#ghost princess perona#goth family#goth fam#one piece goth fam
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i dont really expect much from orv webtoon (the adaptation not webtoonofficial) and mainly read it for the visuals but i will continue praying that they manage to Show not tell this scene
#is it really too much to ask#kinda want a “his back was wide and lonely” moment#that line was even removed in the ebook but the manhwa still managed to sneak it in by showing it to us#joongdok#orv#yoo joonghyuk#i need to see him mourning so bad#maybe that'll teach webtoonofficial a few things too
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what if I was never normal again.
#wanting paint and gasoline for a lawnmower...#I traded a gun for strawberry seeds#you teach me to stay alive and I'll teach you what to stay alive for#do you get it#their little garden party. the boutique.#the whole town to themselves#how fucking lonely bill must have been that whole time#how loving someone makes you so much more vulnerable#I was never afraid until you#even bills posture like how stiff and guarded he was before and without frank#like... the paintings on the wall and the strawberry garden#their radio code and the 'mhm tell me about the list'#'I don't want you here alone' 'I'm not alone'#like........... I'm......#the last of us#tlou hbo
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thinking deeply about vivian ratcliff. grew up in fort collins, colorado with a good family, a good childhood, filled with many homemade dinners and pastries after meals and flowers in pretty, passed-through-generations vases. her family had a big farm that’s been there for hundreds of years through the ratcliff family and she spent many summers riding horses, tending to the cows, chickens, pigs and her ma’s honeybee farm. they make quite the profit. she’s kind and conscientious, aspiring teacher, and a happy-go-lucky, calm-cool-and-collected type of girl. she’s content with where she is in life. and she wants to do things, see new places, read and learn all there is. and then she meets boyfriend-turned-future-husband when her dad needs a handy-man and james pennington shows up. she attends the university of washington and completes a program for teaching but goes into the military after graduation because of an opportunity to shoot and fly - and, with a war on, she could kill two birds with one stone and see the world and do something for it at the same time. with her parents a little less than happy and her boyfriend shipping out to the navy, viv takes this in stride. heading to utah, she gets a gig on a plane as a turret gunner before being accepted into Silver Bullets under captain birdie faulkner, the first female pilot of the war for america. the crew builds up, the friendships form and Silver Bullets is the finest B-17 there is. she writes to james, she keeps up with her family and friends back home, she goes to the flying club, and takes early morning runs around base. she’s content. things are good.
then, captain faulkner is KIA. flying a regular bombing run - freak accident with the shrapnel flying through the air. killing her right in the midst of the sky. viv remembers how numbed and equally freaked out francis was - how’d she manage to land a plane and maintain composure? lieutenant annie bradshaw is the newest replacement and finds herself next as the newest pilot of Silver Bullets. viv thinks things are okay, things are looking up.
then, a letter comes in. james pennington is KIA. her world seems to shatter. everything seems to crack open and equally fall apart. she’s half in a spiral and half trying to keep it together in front of everyone else. no one should see her like this. she hardly wants to see herself like this. annie bradshaw and the rest of the crew seems to pull her through; most surprisingly, so does everett blakely. he was always more in the background, a handshake, a comforting pat on the shoulder, willing to check in and move on his way. an all-around gentleman. then, she starts to notice him. at breakfast, at dinners, before missions, after missions, glances through the interrogation tables, before bed when cigarette butts were stubbed out and last minute conversations were held. everett blakely was always there.
then, the Silver Bullets crew is split across half of europe. and yet again, with 40% of the crew MIA, viv is sent to operations and is suddenly stepping into a world where her hands are filled more with pencils and papers and maps then a gun. yet again - without annie bradshaw and francis montez, who became a pilot for a new B-17 crew with quite an annoying co-pilot, viv feels more alone than ever. until ev blakely is there. always there. again. they grow closer than they ever had - breakfast together, sometimes even lunch and dinner, cigarette breaks, sharing coffee breaks, finding moments to take a glance throughout the operations room. moments viv didn’t think much of. until she was heading out for the night and ev invited her to the flying club for a drink and a dance.
and then the war ended. and everyone went their separate ways. and reality hit. and it hit hard. james pennington’s funeral, the reality that the man she was going to marry is now dead, and her family, torn at the edges, crumbling. she’s hurt, filled with a grief she can’t untangle and is lost between what to do and what else there is left for her. until everett blakely starts writing. and doesn’t stop writing. writing the Silver Bullets girls were on thing, but writing ev blakely was different - in his words, his phrases, what he talked about.
they decide to meet, and everything comes flooding back. like the crash of high waves, just as fast, just as harshly. and she doesn’t feel herself turn away like she would. and suddenly, she doesn’t want him to leave. and for the first time in her life, he doesn’t. he stays.
#sorry y’all i’m in fact EMOTIONAL AF OVER VIVIAN RATCLIFF THIS EVENING#WHAT SHE GOES THROUGH#i’ve finally developed and thought on her more bc i really haven’t written much for her#and i-#i’m destroyed#she loses people again and again and again#and ev blakely steps up to the plate and STAYS?!?#HELLS HER THROUGH GRIEF#MAKES HER FEEL LESS LONELY?!?!?#plz i want to yell about my love for ‘friends to lovers’ and ‘chase u after the war bc i cant stop thinking of you’ vibes!!!!!#viv ratcliff u deserve only the best sweet sunshine girl!!!!!!#also so excited to write more of the ‘almost meet at university of washington but didn’t’#LIKE i’m lowkey obsessed with them i need to write them#i’m losing my mind#AHHHHHHH#viv and ev like their names just it’s adorable????#vivian x blakely#vivian ratcliff#everett blakely#silver bullets#mota writings#SB meta#<- y’all want more of my thoughts like this on characters? i have judy and francis already haha#IM CRYINGGGGGG#SHE JUST WANTS TO TEACH AND SEE THE WORLD AND FALL IN LOVE!!!! is that too much to ask for?!?
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In light of it still having less than 200 views, I just need everyone to know this video straight up rerouted my brain and significantly influenced how I view Stede as a character 🫠
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#I’ve ugly cried to the last 2 minutes of this so many times lmao#the best music edits are basically just visual/auditory metas#David Jenkins really wrote Stede like “’’this one goes out to all you horribly lonely fucks’’ didn’t he#ofmd#our flag means death#Stede bonnet#the mountain goats#blackbonnet#gentlebeard#bicera#edward teach#Blackbeard#biceratops#Youtube
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who do i have to pay to get a stede/ed 2009 dnp slow burn au
#i need it so bad#ed as angsty sad lonely dan obsessed with the silly weird guy on yt#stede as phil super nervous in the manchester eye#phan#dnp#dan and phil#ofmd#stede bonnet#edward teach#gentlebeard
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Lloyd will succeed at what FSM had failed, because Lloyd doesn't do it alone and FSM tried to. And then Lloyd is the one teaching FSM the value of friendhip and stuff.
Like wouldn't that be something.
#soul's shitrambles#ninjago#lego ninjago#lloyd ninjago#ninjago lloyd#lloyd garmadon#lloyd montgomery garmadon#ninjago fsm#fsm ninjago#first spinjitzu master#yeah so um these are entirely multiverse AU rambles should I make a tag for this shit#on the au crack#yeah that's the one now anygays#lloyd become god and then teach previous god how to not be a lonely loser <3#wait fuck forgort some tags#the first spinjitzu master#spinjitzu family#entwined stories entwined fates au
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Lonestar really got me out here googling "mercy ship" bc they scadoodled one of the main characters off screen with "doing the Lord's work bc orphan photos" and "her mercy ship is in the Solomon Islands" and we all just supposed to know wtf that means ;-;
#they're a charity that travels around doing healthcare and shit btw#surgery included#also teaching it#seem legit based on their wiki so like#cool#but i gotta be honest i wasn't sure i was gonna get results that made sense at first bc ''mercy ship'' also#feels like something a good ol Christian country boy would say in reference to traveling charity work or something#911 lone star#911 lone star spoilers
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I know I said my last snippet was the last one, but in celebration of my push coda going up tomorrow, here is one final tease.
Thank you @thisbuildinghasfeelings for the tag!
The words he's been holding onto for so long come out as soon as he gives in. He even surprises himself with many of the things he says, half-expecting TK to wake up in the middle of his unbridled ranting and argue back, or counter him, or for the love of God, just say something.
It's strange to have such a one-sided conversation with TK when he was one of the most passionate people Carlos has ever met. The silence is unnatural, yet it persists amongst the outpouring of Carlos’ confessions, as well as the anger that remains unanswered.
He doesn't want to be angry, he really doesn't, but he is.
Tagging: @freneticfloetry @carlos-tk @carlos-in-glasses and @strandnreyes
#this is a little late but I spent all morning getting everything on ao3#it's been over a year so I had to teach myself how to use the damn website again lmao#har rambles#wip wednesday#the elusive push coda#911 lone star
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Oohh I bet baby Stede would struggle SO much with object personification. He can't leave his stuffie in the car when they go out because it would overheat. He has to sit next to the washer while his favourite blanket gets washed so it doesn't get lonely. He wants Ed to read him this storybook tonight because they haven't read from that one in weeks and Stede doesn't want the book to think he hates it now. He can't use any of the cute teethers that look like animals because he'd feel bad for biting them. Etc
#inspired by me having to put one of my plushies in the dryer and getting so sad about her being scared and lonely 😭😭😭#its just so dark in the basement and they're all alone down there!!! i feel so bad!!!!!#he's gonna get extra cuddles tonight to make up for it 🥺#princet talks#ofmd agere#regressor stede bonnet#caregiver ed teach#fandom agere#sfw age regression#sfw agere
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