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todaysromano · 9 months ago

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03.10.2024

Today, Romano went grocery shopping to get his favorite food, pasta!

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#today's romano #hetalia #aph romano #hws romano #03.10.2024 #my SO is going camping for a week starting tomorrow #(im not a huge fan of tent and sleeping bag camping)#and I'm staying home all week #I'm actually taking spring break(mostly) off work/ grad school #so i need to plan what I'll eat will SO is gone #he doesn't like fish #so I'll do fish #and i was thinking paprika chicken #which i learned about from Dracula last year and absolution fell in love with #but i need another meal or two and I'm unsure what #if y'all have a favorite let me know #I'm here to try and cook some interesting and maybe new things

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rileys-battlecats · 1 month ago

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the crane wives are once again inspiring me. higher ground is SO mudpawcoded

#rye.txt #'the corvids are calling // warning a forest of predators approaching // am i in danger or am i the threat?'#<- DUDE.#the uncertainty of the future. the fear of change. hiding truth. it's like it was made in a lab for him #mudpaw #also! still taking time away from online stuff/content creation #but I'm feeling better these days #my grandma's memorial service is gonna be next week #hoping that will help with closure and everything #i still find myself doing things for her #like thinking 'oh someone needs to stay home to watch over her' or 'better stay quiet to not wake her up' that sort of thing #and then I remember and it hits me all over again #but I'm doing better :)#thank you guys for all the well wishes

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piss-off-erik · 4 months ago

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listening to the locked tomb audiobooks is incredibly enriching (phenomenal narration, audio is best for me to imagine a book vs reading it) and so painful. what do you mean it's going to take me 9 more hours to finish nona. the stakes are just ramping up i should be able to demolish it in one evening as god intended.

#but i'm too scared of missing stuff if i 2x speed it. got to respect the narration #i listened to all of gtn on my commute during my last placement block #and htn during a home alone no friends week (everyone on holiday)#and ntn is now my knitting entertainment #these things stay with me idk #WHAT WILL I DO WHEN IM DONE I WANT TO SAVOUR BUT I WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS #the locked tomb #tlt #gideon the ninth #harrow the ninth #nona the ninth #tamsyn muir

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lovesodeepandwideandwell · 6 days ago

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Everyone clap for me setting BOUNDARIES on my babysitting (said they have to be back by 10 so I can go sleep before driving tomorrow)

#i do love babysitting truly #it's good work that needs doing and the people i do it for are never frivolous #and all of them are good and dedicated parents and their kids are only normal amounts of difficult #that said. i have done um 4 babysittings for total about 15 awake kid hours in just over a week #my voice is shot and so is my patience #bones boy and then all the others are 3 and under #while i'm yapping in the tags i will say for posterity #that i didn't quite get everything done i wanted to today/this week #BUT i finished my chapter draft and all but one of the house/cleaning chores i wanted to #yesterday i spent all day at my small group leaders' first watching the kids and then hanging for dinner #and then book club that evening (they were like why don't you just stay? so i did)#today i returned my library books and got a turmeric latte on the way to babysitting #feel kinda crappy physically cause i haven't worked out consistently and had sugar too much this week #and the early dark is messing with my appetite so i'm trying to figure that out and be responsive #but! i am very excited to be going home tomorrow (first time since may!!) and see everybody and rest with them #it's not rest from everything hard but it is rest from being responsible for my own time and that sounds so lovely right now #i had the best time with the twins yesterday. they were yelling LEAVES and picking up pine needles #so i said it's Pine Needles #and they started going Pine Noodles! Pine Noodles!#they never watch screens and it shows. they're so good at thinking of stuff to do

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lesbianneopolitan · 10 days ago

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it's always so weird and so frustrating to be so self-aware of the doings of the mental illness when in a major breakdown or episode

like I'm there totally realizing it doesn't make sense, there's no logic to it, like it's so stupid, but I can't help but spiral and not being able to stop it from happening because that sick side of the brain is way stronger

it's like watching another being taking control of your body to feel or do x and not being able to stop it, I don't feel like myself

#neo.txt #stupid bitch malfunctioning organ #idk I had a pretty big episode last week for two days and I skipped classes because I had to stay home because I was too depressed #and it made me think about all of this #now I'm better- it's a miracle the week started well #I was even debating going back to therapy but the prices...the money #also shutout to my gf for being so patient and for being there with me

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deoidesign · 6 months ago

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#ok finally making a post about meds #I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset #so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but #it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways #so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone #like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus #my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night #sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired #it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted #but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too #but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared #so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow #anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING #that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up #I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world #and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on #and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!

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elenadoeslife · 1 month ago

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#last night we got devastating news from the hospital #friday we took my grandpa to the er for a delirium and leg pain due to clotted veins to get some testing done and help him #turns out he has end stage lung cancer that spread through to his bones. doctors give him 4-8 weeks - tops #i felt guilty all weekend for setting all of rhis in motion while he preferred to stay at home (which he couldn't)#and then we got this diagnosis on top of it all. i've been an absolute wreck. i was wirh him at the er and visited him sunday and today #he's doing okay but he's depressed -has been for years- and it's been really tough fighting for someone who has given up years ago #i'm going home tomorrow. i need some time to rest and process to prepare for al that's to come #anyway. just wanted to update y'all after friday's post. i'm okay - all things considered. i just won't be as active out here as usual

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magentagalaxies · 2 days ago

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i will do my big kith weekend recap later (likely tomorrow) but today kevin referred to me as his friend and we spent a minute just nerding out over comedy theory, and when mark left after the show he went out of his way to give me a hug and said "good luck on the documentary, if you need anything just let me know" which was so sweet

#and of course bruce and scott were wonderful as always #scott in particular had a weekend that really proves just how well we balance each other out as a duo #and really showed how much potential he sees in me as a comedian like holy shit he's so supportive #but yeah it was a fun weekend (even tho it's tuesday i'm counting this as a long weekend)#i wish i could stay all week but unfortunately i have to go home for american thanksgiving #but i might be back up for new year's eve again to continue the tradition #(met scott on new year's eve and i've been in town every year since)

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lupismaris · 3 months ago

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#nothing makes me truly reaffirm my commitment to being poly like the day after a rugby match #i love my bf. i love them wholly and truly for who they are. i dont want them to change outside of healing. y'know that being the best you.#but i dont want them to be someone else. so the fact theyre not a coddling caregiver isnt something I'm ever going to change in them.#they bring me coffee and check in on me and set reminders for my meds and tell me when they have to leave for errands with mum #but they always have to see to other responsibilities because they are that person.#and I love them for that. i love them for being a dutiful son and a pragmatic foreman who prepares for the week.#what does this have to do with polyam james you may ask? well ill tell you-#im learning as i have been for a while now #that as i am a chief caregiver for many ppl in my life including bf and now the ruggers (im a board member)#i deeply deeply DEEPLY want/need care when im in crisis or at a low point and theres no low point quite like post match #when your systems are coming down from adrenaline and everything fuckin hurts like hell and whats worse you're injured #im not good at being taken care of i acknowledge that. but to be coddled and handled with care rn?#have someone to sit with me and make me food and eat with me and help me stay tethered and hold me a bit and smoke with me #idk not even in a sex sense just to be held and cared for #thats why poly am is a thing for me. i love my partners and I dont want to change them i dont want to force all this on them #certain needs can be met by certain ppl in certain ways etc but love is love it is always love its just shown differently #as i was writing this bf called to say he was bringing home nonalc beer for me. i know he loves me. i know he cares. it's just different.#tbd im so very tired and achy and weepy today dont mind me #the match was great for the squad but im not thrilled with myself #hence wanting to curl up in a hole and not come out

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iero · 3 months ago

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It's officially a day and a half until I leave for Chicago, so naturally, my fight or flight (hehe, flight) that always kicks in before I leave for any kind of trip has kicked in.

#personal #And I can't not go (It's partially for work) nor do I just want to stay home! I hate that I get like this every time.#I'm such a homebody at heart it's honestly pathetic.#Also immensely regretting the fact that I chose the earliest flight thus me having to get up at 3 AM for the airport...#Did I mention I have NOT packed yet at all? I've done two loads of laundry today to prepare for packing tomorrow LMAO.#My Ativan is going to my best friend this week I feel...

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brown-little-robin · 1 year ago

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#robin processes emotions on main #would it be evil to stay home from family thanksgiving because I don't think I can do all my homework if I go. would it be selfish #it probably would be selfish #I'm just feeling overwhelmed tonight because I remembered All Of The Homework due on Tuesday next week and I was planning #to do most of that homework today but there's more than I thought and I also chose to do a thanksgiving dinner and online games #with the uncle who also stayed home from family thanksgiving this year. and it was fantastic and I wouldn't trade that for the world #but it was last minute and I'm SO OVERWHELMED NOW 😭#and I just DROPPED THE PIZZA SAUCE from the pizza he bought me and it was just the last straw folks. now there's pizza sauce #on the floor and tears in my eyes and my throat hurts. and I'm aware this whole upset is selfish but STILL #still #wellllll anyway sorry #big sniff #I'm fine and everything will be fine this is just a lose/lose situation #also I'm not feeling well physically and driving four hours tomorrow for a stressful event sounds really sucky :(#four hours round trip for like six hours in person

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belleandsaintsebastian · 1 year ago

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!!!! pleased to announce that i did not fail any units this sem!!! not even ancient greek yayy !!! :))

#anywayy how are we all doing this week xx #hope u have been staying warm if it's cold where u are my lovely tumblr friends <3 #also on another note does anyone have any semi easy baking recipes they like? have been wanting to do some baking now i'm back home :))

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