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You said "Be easy, Caroline" "Your masochistic mind, it's a parasite" It's a parasite

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Wow, you really must be seeing a lot of terrible fandom posts.

we're on tumblr

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idk why I remembered that the first thing I did when turning 18 was ask my parents to let me become an organ donor in case I died, that way my organs would be useful for someone else

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I should steal her from my friend's shelves btw

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I'm already at my friend's so I won't answer the meme asks until like, tomorrow ig??

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if I don't make new friends or get closer to new people it's because I'm too self-aware of my limits btw, like, my social battery is shit, keeping relationships to me (platonic or romantic) is very difficult for me, and because I have my gf, my bestie and a group of friends, I spend all I have on keeping those relationships now

if I don't want other people to get attached to me expecting a friendship, it's because I don't wanna disappoint you, I'm very upfront with the 'sorry, I can't give you what you're looking for' because it's true, I'm too self-aware, I'm TOO self-aware of my own limits

like, I've lost so many friendships and relationships through the years, and while not all of them have been my fault, some lost friendships were

this is why I tend to 'scream into the void' that is social media more often, I don't feel that one social pressure of having to reply immediately, or having to reply at all

the Like button is v useful to me because I use it to let people know I saw their own stuff and struggles, that I'm listening but, like, I can't completely be there

I know this is a ramble, but idk, I wanted to let everyone know it is what it is with me, you're not a bother if you send me stuff or try to leave a message, I promise you, just don't expect me to engage too often if at all because I'm so dead already, I'm so DEAAAAAAD, and that's no one's fault

if you keep looking, you will find what you're looking for one day, I'm sure of it, and I know it's difficult, but it will happen one day

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girl SHOCKS colony of stray cats by speaking in PERFECT meow

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7: What's your strangest talent?

17: What was the last lie you told?

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

89: What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?

92: What are you credit card front numbers and the back digits?

lets get personal.

7: What's your strangest talent?

I think I answered this one before and I struggled with finding an answer so, uh, maybe to give a different one

I can imitate Donald's Duck voice

17: What was the last lie you told?

rather than a lie, it's pretending I'm fine in front of my irl friends specially, I don't want to worry them

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

I STRETCHED BOTH ARMS AND BOTH OF THEM ENDED ON MY PC'S SCREEN BECAUSE IT'S FUCKING HUGE!!

89: What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?

I remember answering for this one that there are just more overthinking thoughts and the like that I only tell my gf

but depending on the context and the person to ask, if my parents asked me what was going inside my head I wouldn't answer, because I'm always afraid they won't give a fuck (and by experience, my mother specially isn't too empathic nor understanding of my situation)

same if they ask me if I self-harmed, I did, I do, but I hide it

92: What are you credit card front numbers and the back digits?

1234 4950 0666 0069 - 666 :)

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caffeine is my enemy and savior

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TOMORROW IS HALLOWEEN!!!

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Cinder Fall from RWBY is disabled

Cinder is an amputee and half blind.

Day 33

(Requested by anon)

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I don't wanna get out of bed...I don't wanna do the DnD session today, I'm tired and unmotivated, I just wanna go to my friend's to eat the delicious food and that's it

idk if it's burnout from being a DM, or just the depression

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Tomorrow we won't be able to call as usual, so at least I'm happy I'm spending some time with my gf in call before I go to sleep...good

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can someone give me $100,000 I won't pay you back