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The second chapter of Build Before You Break is READY and HERE!
Lots of dynamics here, as well as some backstory stuff! Hope y’all enjoy :)
#tmnt 2012 fanfiction#tmnt 2012#capritello#tmnt 2012 april#tmnt 2012 casey jones#tmnt 2012 donnie#SB Speaks#my fic#SB Writes#god I love writing the dynamics between these three#very fun#and I’m just getting STARTED
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Here’s my take on the whole audio books vs. reading:
Oral tradition of storytelling predates written ones by millennias, and honestly, which one you like is just a personal preference.
The actual difference is
when listening, you have no idea how to write characters’ names
when reading, you have no idea how to pronounce characters’ names
hope this helps!
#audio books vs reading#honestly this debate is just pineapple on pizza again#personally i like reading better#i’m a poor listener and since i read faster than people talk i get bored and my mind starts to wander#but who gives a shit#just do what works best for you#in the end we all get the same story#oh and this post is about stories in english#in finnish you rarely have either problem
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If I am actually alive at the end of this therapy
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Because I’M LOSING MY GODDAMN MIND
#if I’m actually surviving this short term therapy I’ll make all my dreams come true like I feel dead and dying agonisingly at the same time#it was actually the first session of deep diving in this short term therapy and in my mind#I couldn’t do anything today#I am rotting in bed and feel like crap#like hello depression don’t stay here too long#how am I going to go back to work ?#wtfff#and I’m just getting started#feeling like I am being run over by 10000 ppl#I need ten thousand matcha vegan lattes to feel better
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have doodle lol
functionally, i am alive, emotionally?? idk about that work has me crying almost everyday now chat idk if i can do this anymore
#sonadow#? i guess#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sth#sth fanart#sonic the hedghog fanart#my art#sketch#sonic to shadow after shadow generations#but dw guys i’m doing fine#work it just so fucking stressful we’re getting scheduled understaffed and ofc no one wants to come in so we get call outs every day#30 min wait times to make a caramel macchiato?? yes ma’am ITS BC I’M THE ONLY ONE ON BAR RN#like dawg idk if you can tell but we’re in the middle of a giant shopping center ofc we’re gonna be busy#just expect you’re drink to take awhile to make#ESPECIALLY if the line is A BLOCK OUT THE DOOR#DUDE OFC WE’RE BEHIND HAVE YOU NOTICED WE HAVE ONLY THREE (3) PEOPLE WORKING RN???#WE SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST 6#anyway probably gonna have to start going back to therapy#i’ll be fine lmao but damn this holiday season is fucking traumatizing
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the headcanon of regulus just being able to cry on command is horrifying but also the funniest thing i’ve ever fucking heard. like i imagine regulus is hanging out with the marauders, post black brothers reconciliation, and him and sirius are bickering and sirius JOKINGLY goes “well it’s not MY fault it’s impossible for you to show any emotion” and regulus blinks. and then just fully starts sobbing.
and james and remus and peter are all like ?!?!?! what the FUCK . RIGHTFULLY SO. and james’ heart is hurting so bad because he’s never seen regulus cry before and he’s trying to comfort him and hold him and regulus, (who is gay and a little shit) is just letting himself be hugged and letting james pet his hair or whatever and remus is like. sirius what the fuck apologize to your brother??????? because sirius has been sitting there the entire time unmoving and he just raises his eyebrows, completely unimpressed and deadpan when he goes, “you guys do know he’s faking right”. and then when remus and james both are like HUH??? torn between bewildered and angry with this reaction, regulus just extracts himself from james, face completely neutral but with tears drying on his cheeks, no sign of the heaving, hyperventilating sobs he’d fallen into literally a second ago and says “i win”. it terrifies peter so bad that he can’t look him in the eyes for a week
#james thinks it’s REALLY hot and then gets so guilty about it because he’s like imagine what he had to go through to be able to do that#and i’m TAKING ADVANTAGE OF IT!!! </33#when regulus was just partially born like that#this is the instance that starts the moonwater bestieisms btw and sirius HATES it#jegulus#i’m sure somebody has made this exact post before but idgaf#sirius black#marauders#peter pettigrew#regulus black#black brothers#remus lupin#wolfstar#long post#regulus hearing that he doesn’t express his emotions and his live reaction being to immediately start crying on cue to prove a point is#the most accurate i’ve ever depicted him i think
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I haven’t written fanfic in so long but I’m so excited about what I’m writing right now 🤭🤭 I think y’all will like it
#I’m also scared but it’s fine#we’re at 3k words#and I’m just getting started#it’s definitely gonna have to be multiple parts#m rambles#fic: you and I#pedro pascal#joel miller
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fionna and cake drawings before and after watching the episodes so far. it’s nostalgic and somehow cathartic and poignant and relatable and—it just started
#i’m part of the demographic where i was a kid when adventure time started and now watching fionna and cake as an adult makes me emotional#because did they keep us in mind when writing fionna and her attitude towards life#the dissatisfaction#the hoping for something more#something more magical than this dreary life filled with working to live and living to work#it’s so reflective of how life feels for me and perhaps many of us#and also Simon’s episode was so sad but so well thought out#exploring his feelings after the events of the adventure time finale is something I’m glad we get to see#there were already so many layers to his character in AT but now it feels like we get to dive deeper#I also felt emotional hearing Rebecca Sugar singing and writing a song that encapsulates his feelings so well#😭 it’s been awhile seeing her work exist alongside these characters#and all of these emotions get stronger because I remember AT being the one to inspire me to be a storyboard artist#when I was younger I used to follow many of the board artists here in tumblr and would get so inspired by them#to create simple but powerful boards that can capture the feelings of characters so well#Rebecca Sugar’s songs for the AT characters inspired me so much too#I’m sorry this is long I’m just feeling so many things experiencing all of this again as an adult#my art#fanart#adventure time#fionna and cake#fionna the human#cake the cat#simon petrikov
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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a moment of appreciation for when they’re so hard their t dick starts twitching
#it’s like watching a pendulum swing back and forth it is mesmerizing to me#like when they’re so hard they can’t get any harder but it’s like their cock is trying anyway#yea#i try to just jerk him off and then he starts twitching and i’m like#well that’s going in my mouth#i can’t help it it’s like a pavlov response#i see twitchy t cock i Have to suck it#it’s like it’s asking me to#and who am i to deny it#mine#ftm bottom#ftm ns/fw#ftm nsft#ftm puppy#ftm sub#ftm t4t#t4t kink#t4t nsft#t4t sub
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Some more doodles of my Relativity Falls AU because ooooh the way I’m imagining it is so fun I just can’t stop thinking about it💥💥💥
Featuring: Manly “Boyish” Dan, Abuelita Anjelita, and some silly Mabifica because mmmmmm them in this AU makes me wanna lose my mind
#I hope y’all don’t mind that I made lil Stan get a crush on Dan lol#I just think that since Dan is like the embodiment of masculinity (something Stan really wants to be) I feel like he’s have mixed feelings-#of not knowing whether he likes Dan or wants to be him; a very common feeling with 12 year olds lol#Also I’m obsessed with Anjelita; love a girlie who is unbothered and will walk away the minute anything starts looking bad 💥#relativity falls#relativity falls au#gravity falls au#gravity falls#manly dan#abuelita#gravity falls Abuelita#gravity falls manly Dan#young stanford pines#young stanley pines#stanford pines#stanley pines#pacifica northwest#mabel pines#mabifica#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls fandom#gravity falls art#fanart#art#digital art#digital doodles#digital sketches#doodles#sketches#citricacidart
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Chosen
#the terror amc#the terror#cornelius hickey#I feel like after first week of uni my art just started getting really Quentin Blake out of nowhere. my tutor was taught by him it’s like tr#trickling down to me#kind of conflicted on the body language of this one bc I just love flowing hunched poses but I also love how he stands upright in this scene#I’m doing what I want anyways
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Sometimes a day makes you want a Starscream to bite and squeeze
#guess who got their final scores back ahaaa#class avg was 60 percent 😭#also I have blocked the transformers tag on TikTok that place is a hellhole#bit of a vent here but it’s so crazy#I was talking to a person I didn’t even follow a while back and we were making jokes like yeah the autobots ship megastar#on my fyp a couple days later and I see them reposting “shipping megastar is bad and gross’ like bruh what#I saw one of my followers commenting ‘yeah can’t believe it’s so popular’ I HAVE POSTED MEGASTAR BEFORE WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE#I POSTED MY STARSCREAM AND MEGATRON FIGURES RAILING EACH OTHER#I only started posting cause I was like eh if it’s getting banned might as well#these people were poisoning my fyp smh#I’m convinced it’s just a moral superiority thing like all of those people who thought abo was so cringe and then someone was like#‘I secretly like abo’ and everyone agreed that they also like abo and it’s not that weird anymore#Ngl though. it is kinda sad but also kinda funny#sorry for the rant cause I talked about it before and I don’t want to keep on talking about it but those two baffled me#transformers#transformers fanart#megastar#megatron#starscream#transformers g1#megascream#maccadam#its like watching one of those religious couples where one of them is gay and theyre like 'I am working through my gay to be straight'
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Wicked (musical/movie) was really like “here’s a drop-dead gorgeous perfect beautiful young woman with super high cheekbones, dark dangerous eyes, and waist-length raven-black hair, who has a biting wit, is very passionate about everything, stands up against a fascist govt, wears a midnight-black homemade corseted dress that sweeps along the floor, and becomes really really hot when she goes a little crazy….. and everybody hates her because she’s green.”
#(they also hate her for other reasons but the green started it)#Wicked#Elphaba Thropp#I’m just saying that you look at the insane things Fiyero and Glinda do for her in that play and you’re like….yeah I mean I’d get it#I’d hold the god-king at gunpoint too if I got to flirt with her#‘i just wish i could be beautiful’ <- being said by one of the prettiest people I have ever seen in my life#i mean the actresses who get cast to play her are all already so strikingly beautiful. but the makeup team does the MOST#objective: make the protagonist so incredibly hot that it’s laughable when people call her ugly in the play#anyways these are some very gay thoughts happy Saturday
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Thinking about Bruce when Tim became Robin.
He always had anger in him, but this one is different. This anger has grief in it. This anger, his heart made for Tim alone.
‘Why do you want to be here,’ he thinks, biting down on his teeth so hard he can hear the bone crack. ‘Go away. Go away go away go away.’
The Polaroids in Tim’s tiny hands don’t mean anything; Not to him. They’re like a physical challenge from Gotham herself.
A reminder he’s just Bruce Wayne, and that nothing to her. She killed his name before, and she can do it again.
But, most of all, Bruce wants to bury himself in Batman. He can’t lose that. Even if the symbol doesn’t mean justice anymore. It meant nothing the moment he put Jason in the ground.
“I’m not your father,” his words are knives and hisses and Tim forces himself not to flinch, “ I don’t like you, I don’t care about you, I won’t wait for you.”
Bruce leaned forward, his face reflecting in Tim’s big eyes, not full of the admiration he had for Batman all these years. But fear for the man behind him.
“I’m your Batman. I bite.”
Maybe he can’t stop Tim from beating him. But he can make him regret he won.
#god I’m just thinking of the raw grief in bruce the first time Tim dressed as Robin#and the resentment for tim because he wants to be here for BATMAN but batman can be anybody. Jason loved HIM.#but BULLSHIT!!! bullshit. bruce could put anyone in the cowl and Tim would know that’s not him and he’d demand bruce work with him#anyway. bruce refusing to get close and allow himself to get attached to Tim at the start#bruce wayne#tim drake#dc#dc comics#text#batman#text post#batfamily
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“You accused me of sexism with no context” is a crazy thing to say when you literally cut the part of tommy’s video where he clearly explains the context
#he SAID it was about g*orge#this is just starting to get sad honestly#tommyinnit#dream situation#drm supporters don’t even bother trying to argue with me I’m crazy and I bite also I will just block you
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Recent fixation go burrrr
#transformers#humanformers#you don’t have to agree with my human designs it’s just how I see the g1s in my head#decepticons#starscream#Soundwave#shockwave#wavewave if you squint#thundercracker#skywarp#bumblebee#ratchet#Optimus prime#doodles#my art#I have a seeker problemmmmm#don’t @ me I’m still new to transformers myself 😭#it’s just a nice change of pace from the torture that was mortal kombat#ohhhh man don’t even get me started
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