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rocketbirdie · 1 month ago

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face value

#it's autism torment hours for cloud strife (featuring Projection™️)#everybody just assumes the worst about cloud the moment they meet him.#i think all the time about the 'be nice!' -> 'i'm doing my best :(' thing from remake. like. all he did was answer a fucking question.#it burns because i know EXACTLY what it's like to be on the receiving end of that. 'don't be rude!' i wasn't planning on it but ok i guess?#and people getting mad because they assumed i meant something completely different than what i said.#how many times have i asked 'hey when are we leaving' (so i know when we're leaving. god forbid)#only for them to hear 'WAAA WAAAAAAA HURRY UP!!!!!!! I WANNA LEAVE RIGHT NOWWWWW UGGHHHHHH'#like ???????????#we're speaking the same language right??? RIGHT????????#cloud listen bby. just know that i'm always here for you. even if no one else got ur back.#ok i'm better now. at least until the next easily avoidable stupid misunderstanding #ffvii #cloud strife #my art <3

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months ago

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Remember: The burning sensation is part of the process.

#Mouthwashing #blood #body horror #Emphasizing here that this is in reference to a media and character and not a cry for help on my end.#Mouthwashing is one of those games that tickles my brain and checks all the boxes for my niche interests -#-but it wasn't something that got the silly comic part in my cortex firing up. My analysis brain is eating well though!#What said...It is impossible for me to see this scene and not say out loud: “Me in the middle of my work day".#While there is a lot more going on with curly I personally resonated a lot with his struggles with burnout.#Burnout feels like mouthwash to me. That you keep rinsing out your mouth trying to get rid of the rotting smell #but it's just surface level solutions. The real cure requires something far more significant to actually make a difference.#The job 'is hard' and 'everyone struggles'. It's part of the process right? You're tired? Anxious? Depressed? Us too! Chin up!#Actually I resonated with a lot of things within Curly (this is a curly positive space - he's not perfect. He's just human).#One thing being his desire to see the good in people and believe in their potential.#Because here's the thing. Some people truly do just need someone in their corner who stands by them so they can grow and improve.#And some people will take advantage of your kindness. You focus so much on their humanity while you stop being a person to them.#The horrifically toxic relationship persists because Curly tries to see the bigger picture and believes in the good within.#Anyone who has lived through constantly trying to reframe the hurt as something else knows-#-just how many excuses your brain will make to avoid cognitive dissonance. It's human psychology.#Jimmy sucks so bad. But we the audience have the privilege of not having years of baggage associating him in our minds as 'friend'.

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chirpsythismorning · 8 months ago

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I’m sorry but nothing will ever beat Finn’s drive playlist that he made during s3 filming, with songs like Me and Michael, The Basement, Gay Thoughts and No Woman lmaoooo

#byler #stranger things #in all seriousness #finn has already confirmed he listens to music on the way to set to get in the zone for his character #millie and noah have said when asked that he’s the cast-member most likely to be listening to music on set #do I think every song on there is byler-coded? no #do I think he made it specifically for byler fans to witness and read into? no #but i do think there is a middle ground here #since byler is happening... yeah there are gonna be songs that get him in the zone for byler scenes #and yet there are also probably gonna be songs that he likes rn and wants to use to feel inspo for filming in general #aka plenty of songs just there for the way they sound/the vibes that get him more comfortable getting into character #but then again he also could have made the playlist private to avoid people reading into it #he’s known for years people have seen his playlists and hasn’t made those private either #so I don’t think he cares if ppl read into it #(at least for now...)#but fr that drive playlist still haunts me to this day #i remember when he mentioned listening to music to get in the zone for filming #he specifically mentioned that he listened to it when driving to set and ppl went crazy connecting it to his drive playlist lol #so i mean who knows #maybe he makes the names confusing/random but also sometimes with a hint of truth bc he knows people are gonna deny it or read into it #and he's playing with that possiblity #but i wouldn't die on that hill by any means.#but the drive playlist is why idrc if people read into the STurn one bc i mean....#yeah those songs that sound eerily like mike's emotions in regards to will probably are that way for a reason

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mothkisserx · 17 days ago

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don't even know who i am anymore anyways so

#tw sh #cw sh #blood #vent #sowwy #my art #sometimes it's the littlest things that trigger the worst feelings #a friend i love said this to me #and it hurts because it's true #but it hurts more that she knows i have issues. it's not like i wake up and decide to deprive myself of having fun #i get invited out all the time and i feel like i'd have fun. but something grabs me by the throat and puts me into a panic #whenever i try to step out of my comfort zone #and i fucking. know i can't live like that and constantly cancel or avoid plans #but. she probably didn't realize how much it hurt

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jacklesraised · 1 year ago

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you're awful.

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violentdelightshavevioletends · 4 days ago

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- But let's just ignore that like we usually do. - Seems to be working out for us.

#He lays the sarcasm on thick. I look away because he's right damn him.#Iron Flame #Rebecca Yarros #Xaden Riorson #Xaden x Violet #Because I don't want to know which I suspect is the same reason you continue to not ask me about the things that actually bother you #Xaden Riorson quotes #Riongail #Iron Flame quotes #Violet Sorrengail #Viorson #book quotes #Chapter 48 #no spoilers please first read along with me #Avoiding the potentially devastating questions when there's a possibility of losing him over a wrong answer.#he’s not wrong and thank gods they finally just said it cause ahh #He moves on when I fall quiet. Cat and I weren't engaged we were betrothed-and yes there's a difference to me.#just imagine when he actually proposes cause it’s a big deal to him #Now who's arguing semantics? Let alone on behalf of the woman who just warped all of my emotions into an abyss of rage.

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chloecherrysip · 2 years ago

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"I hope you told your brother how much you loved him, because you're probably never gonna see him again."

"..."

"Was that too dark?"

"YES!"

"Sorry."

#mario movie #mario move spoilers #super mario bros movie #super mario bros #mario and luigi #super mario bros movie spoilers #cherrysip edits #i was gonna make a different gifset today but then i found that new trailer and WELL HERE WE ARE lol #TOAD SERIOUSLY CAN YOU READ THE ROOM HERE???????????#first time in the town was kinda funny second time was genuinely a bit upsetting to the point that i gasped when i heard the dialogue #mario would prefer you Do Not Say Things Like That!!!!!!!#he is no way shape or form emotionally prepared to grapple with the idea of his brother being dead or never being able to find him #that would end him. that would destroy him. he would truly not know how to go on. so that is just firmly Not a Possibility in his brain #(and now i made myself REALLY sad thinking about mario remembering this conversation a little later and wondering #when WAS the last time he told luigi he loved him????? he can't remember. he loves his brother more than anything and anyone #but he hasn't said it outloud in so long and the realization of that is extremely painful. there's some more angst for you!!!)#anyway this is just a compilation of all the significant scenes where mario and luigi are actually together we've seen so far and I CRY #also the brand-new one of them running through town!!! omg it's perfect #with mario doing unnecessary parkour and luigi just diligently jogging along on the outside and avoiding the mess #the characterization even in the tiniest moments like this is truly CHEF'S KISS #will be working on more gifsets because my brain just needs to stare at all this until the movie comes out lololol

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moeblob · 6 months ago

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OC again gomen ... (her name is Yuma)

#my characters #she was (shocking to no one) a side character in a plot from forever ago and while i fleshed out her bg a LOT #she never got her own actual story ? the plot she was in had a lot of characters so her and her best friend myo were like... cameos #in other character arcs rip to she having her own #basically she had light powers and had a kind of whispy clear happy look (top)#and then the big bad guy corrupted her and she got dark powers #so myo and her start to think she is sick and then big bad shows up and tells myo that if he wants to help yuma - hed help #so he manipulates the two into working for the bad guys who id like to point out! think they're the good guys #so yuma keeps having cloudy and foggy memories and nightmares and she doesnt understand whats going on with her #and she tells myo who hasnt clued in yet and he tells her shes fine and shes too nice to do what she feels guilty for #and then after its all kinda said and done and the big bad dies the corruption disappears bc he was the one causing it #and at that point myo knows the horrible things hes kind of helped yuma do and the actual things yuma has done #and he goes to rem who a lot of people avoid since rem has mind reading and memory manipulation powers #and he asks if rem can help yuma forget everything bad #and rem - who is the unfortunate right hand of the big bad who feels so much guilt for everything he has done -#asks him if its what yuma wants cause it isnt his place to change it without her consent as well #bc rem was actually the one that yuma interacted with most outside of myo #but as far as actual plots and arcs rem was more important ? common? idk ? as a focus #so despite yuma having a lot of established background and drama she never had her own ... thing #but as the dark corruption gets to her she loses the clear stream vibes and is like an oozing oil spill #and it kinda festers into her becoming like an eldritch monster type being from the grief and guilt her conscious has #while polluted by darkness sooooo #she just kinda becomes a monster in the background of the plot its fine she gets better #and that was storytime in the tags bye

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oceanwithouthermoon · 8 months ago

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i feel like im obligated to remind everyone that the time we see the characters spend with saiki on screen isnt the ONLY time they spend together,,, i just see a lot of people take their screen time very literally and assume that this is the case despite it being heavily implied that it isnt, and im not entirely sure why but i can guess that it may be because of the assumption that saiki genuinely hates his friends (i do also see people doing this with specific characters they dont like or that they have a specific agenda for, which i think is them being like "i feel a certain way about them, therefore saiki the narrator who gave me all the information that made me feel this way about them must not like them" which i dont really have a problem with (its just an hc) until they start arguing with people that their hc is the only right answer and saiki canonically hates that person or is only around them when forced to be LOL)

yumehara and teruhashi immediately recognize "kurikos" eating manner as saikis despite us never seeing him eat in front of them, kaido + nendo + kuboyasu bribe saiki for his homework with coffee jelly because they know hes obsessed with it despite us seeing no on-screen reason for them to know that (we do see a bit later that he walks home with them every day and he stares at coffee jelly every single time though LOL), and mera talks about saiki spending a lot of money at her workplace despite us only seeing her and him there at the same time once before..

saiki does not succeed at avoiding them, and in fact is probably not even trying to most of the time LMAO he loves those idiots. dearly.

the people i see the least true implications of him spending off-screen time with are actually, weirdly enough, the other two psychics. this doesnt necessarily mean to take that at face value and assume he DOESNT spend as much time with them, but its interesting i feel... please correct me if im wrong though cuz i would love to see more examples of these kinds of implications, for any characters actually!

#the thing about people doing this with specifically characters they dislike or just have a certain agenda they like to preach for them-#can come off as very silly at times although i dont rlly see too much of an issue with it cuz like i said its just personal interpretation #its just that sometimes its. very obvious.#people do it with nendo which.. is just funny cuz saiki canonically walks home with him and kaido every single day #and probably MOST of those days they go out to eat together #that little trio + sometimes kuboyasu spend SO MUCH TIME TOGETHER #anywayyy i honestly do think kusuo makes more of a real attempt to avoid the other psychics #not because he doesnt like them but because. they know him. yk what i mean ?#theyre the only people he can go to for help when he needs it and he TRUSTS them but at the same time or even BECAUSE of that- it scares hi #m #thats a wholeee other conversation though im just providing exposition #and i could be wrong #just a thought just a comment just a theory just a headcanon just a concern #someone tell me !! give me examples if u have any pleaseee !!#saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo #meows post

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puppppppppy · 1 year ago

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adhd comix

#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired #like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability #and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors #i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working #isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol #if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you #need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid #im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher #to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll #go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms #AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis #theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were #comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run #and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make #a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!!#im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need #to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh #yapping #vent

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safety-pin-punk · 6 months ago

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yall Im so fucking tired. This month has been exhausting. I promise Im alive, just barely functional atm.

#personal #rant below #begining of the month docs said dad had less than a month. Hes still around but declining #been taking care of him and my mom #along with working full time #and my boyfriend doing his damndest to keep me busy when Im not helping with dad #which is great except Im so tired #but also I havent been able to sleep much #and I've lost my appetite which apparently is a grief thing I didn't know about #So I've managed to get all the physical grief symptoms and it is taking a fucking toll #so your girl is sleeping in tomorrow and spending the day doing my own little crafts and avoiding people as much as I can #a girl just wants some sleep and a fulfilling snack but all she is being given are slight naps and unappealing food. send help.#anyways after this experience Ive decided that I no longer give any fucks because you only live once so Im just gonna do what I want foreve #and actually live life instead of being constrained by societal standards #after all this is over of course. gotta take care of dad first #also I got to paint the door because he was sick of staring at the porch. so its a lake view now #woooo #yeah so thats my life update for you all #also I saw a girl for the first time in 9 years today who completely changed the tradgetory of my life and didn't know it. so that was fun.#exhausing but fun #also idgaf about spelling right now I am running on caffeine and pure will power atm

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frederickkittens · 4 months ago

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#I wasn’t going to post abt this again but it rlly bothered me #I rlly dislike how normalized condescension and downright hostility in the lolita community is #all I did was send a silly little tier list that I put my own time and effort into making #but instead of just…. doing the ranking multiple people decided to be blatantly rude to me because of the title?#like 1. it doesn’t even matter 2. it’s just the fucking title #they also seemed to blatantly misinterpreted what the title was #it said ERA at the end because it was a tier list of the era that AP made things in that particular style #the title wasn’t ‘aps Swassic releases’#I just didn’t know what else to title it yet somehow that was enough to be rude to my fucking face and even comment further to basically #make fun of me #genuinely it’s tiring and ridiculous #sorry that I didn’t title it #the era that angelic pretty made some Swassic #some gothic #some creepy cute #and some sweet releases #like jfc this community’s issue with nitpicking and condescension is why people no longer want to try and do fun things #everyone always asks why blogs and YouTube channels and lolita media in general is dying and it’s because #trying to do anything even for fun in this community is met with these kinds of responses #over a TITLE #that literally doesn’t fucking matter #like I try very hard to avoid ranting because I don’t like conflict but what the fuck #it’s very disheartening #I mean maybe they didn’t realize I made it and they were pretty much making fun of me to my face but even the #why be ok with making fun of smthn ANYONE did just for fun #yaps

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cobra-creampuff · 4 months ago

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we went over the 14yr long torture session in my last therapy visit actually, and i told her that toward the end i was fantasizing about and then actively considering walking into traffic because if i got catastrophically injured then they would have to treat my pain. and she told me that's not an uncommon thing for people to do. that she has heard that many times before.

like think about that. we are so moralistic about drug use and have politicized a particular type of medicine so much, and doctors are so uncompassionate toward and even suspicious of patients who are in pain because of it, that it's NOT UNCOMMON for people who are otherwise not suicidal to start completely genuinely longing to get hit by a fucking car just for the chance to be oh so graciously provided the absolute bare fucking minimum of care.

think about how many different things have pain as a symptom. how many things have pain as the only symptom the patient is aware of. how many of them are life or death crises. heart attacks. blood clots. strokes. bleeding ulcers. those are just what i can think of off the top of my fucking head, AND I'M NOT A FUCKING DOCTOR.

what i had, for example, feels exactly like appendicitis. and they left it for fourteen years because my only symptom was excruciating pain and i didn't fit their stupid little (completely unsupported by evidence, btw) diagnostic mnemonic. if it had been appendicitis, or anything else as immediately deadly that "just" hurts, i would have fucking died the same night i got sent home from the emergency room with "medical" "advice" to take some tylenol and rest - for the first time, that is. out of dozens. how many people do die that way?

because addicts are Bad. and because doctors are too arrogant and biased to practice medicine on the basis of evidence and informed consent when the profit model and conservative propaganda make it soooo easy to stay in the good old days of paternalism instead.

#jack facts #medical #soc #i want to tag this ''opioid crisis'' but i truly don't think i can manage to type it without the quote marks lmao #and like my thing and none of the things i mentioned are fixable via opioids obviously and fucking obviously i know that #but the fucking circus about opioid use and how prescribing opioids Must be avoided at All Costs No Matter What #results in this Us vs Them mentality of The Treacherous Drug Seeker vs The Nurse/Doctor Too Smart To Be Fooled #which is precisely why i said in my last post that they're ''like cops''#they have this perception that they are being constantly rushed by the lying swindling Enemy #and are so smug about it when they believe they have magically divined when someone reporting pain is faking or exaggerating #based on whatever the fuck they individually have decided is Drug Seeking Behavior TM TM TM #which are almost fucking always just normal fucking behavioral responses to pain and fear!!!!#and then that person is not a Patient (as cops are to Victim) they are instead an Addict (as cops are to Criminal)#and that person not only does not get pain relief they don't get anything the god damn fuck else either except a fucking attitude #and people fucking die. of whatever is hurting in the first place or from their endurance for endless torment running out.#disproportionately women and people of color and fat people and the mentally ill and disabled and the poor and children and the elderly and #nurses/doctors 🤝 cops 🤝 soldiers 🤝 ceos 🤝 mass murderers who are socially celebrated for heroism #not to put too radical and fine a point on it or anything lol #ANYWAY #i'll probably delete this or at least the tags lmao #whatever. i'm going to go lie in bed and have symptoms until 6 am when i have to get up to go be retraumatized at the medical lab :)#neglect #drug use #suicide #car crash #illness #ask to tag

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iguessitsjustme · 8 months ago

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Ter stop talking over and making decisions for Dee challenge 2k24. Y'all ain't even friends at this point you're just the annoying coworker go away

#wandee goodday #wandee goodday the series #wandee goodday series #listen listen listen #i am glad that ter is starting to realize things about himself #i'm glad he's starting to embrace his feelings #howmstever he needs to do that in a way where he is able to give up some control #he cannot control dee's actions or responses #he needs to communicate with dee not make decisions for him #ter and dee do not mesh because dee is super competitive about silly little things #and he doesn't like being told what to do. he likes gentle nudging and he also likes his boundaries #yak still hasn't kissed him despite both of them knowing how bad yak wants to #ter extended their japan trip without talking to dee and then tried to kiss him not even knowing how dee feels about being kissed #dee hasn't had a chance to explain #and even before he had a chance to explain with yak #yak wasn't kissing him. yak was operating strictly off of body language and managed to not kiss dee #then he asked about it in a non-judgemental way and dee felt comfortable enough to tell him #and yak said got it boss. you know i want to kiss you but this is a boundary that we will not cross #until we are ready and willing to cross it together #yes yak has pushed a bit because he wants it but he always goes slow enough and gives dee enough space to back out before they kiss #which dee does #and he will back out until he doesn't #but that's the difference between ter and yak #dee was closed in and didn't have a lot of options to avoid the kiss if it hadn't been interrupted #i don't doubt dee would have managed to avoid it but ter blocked off a lot of opportunities to leave #yak leaves space for dee to leave if he wants to #ter is controlling and yak is freeing #and that is why dee was able to fall for yak after 8 years of pining for ter #he is free from the feelings that were controlling him #and now he can move on and be happy with someone who truly understands him

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kaeyapilled · 1 year ago

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i am still not over the fact arlecchino is referred to as "father" by the house of the hearth kids btw. the gender of it all

#i cant articulate this ugh #its just. the idea that she plays not the role of mother #where nurture and compassion would typically be expected of her #but the role of father. where a more stern and i guess distant sort of love might be typically expected. Yeah #i also dont hate the fact she doesnt seem to be abusive to the kids. i know i said i wanted her to be irredeemably evil but i really dig th #s #i actually really like the direction they seem to be taking? where its like.#shes still The Fatui. shes still using orphaned kids for military missions #but she doesnt go out of her way to harm the children. id say she sort of goes out of her way to *not* do so #AGH IT MAKES ME INSANE!!!!#the fontaine siblings' voicelines about her made me utterly insane. particularly freminet's #leaks skip if u dont wanna know but when he says she doesnt like crying so he avoids shedding tears in front of her at all costs (augh)#but still will say that things got better after the house director changed and she took charge #and that she literally told him that he has to value his own life instead of prioritizing self-sacrifice for loved ones' sakes. or somethin #which i take to be good advice for freminet in particular who has some concerning suicidal tendencies going on in there #anyway yeah arlecchino i am obsessed with you #my posts

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phoenixcatch7 · 2 years ago

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Everyone keeps pairing Danny up with the bat kids and I'm not even a shipper, but.

Pair him up with Steph,

Cowards.

#i am being 100% serious #Everyone says they don't care about the gender just the vibes #Okay well hear the vibes!! Steph and Danny would be THE MOST sarcastic chaos gremlins EVER #You KNOW that #They would be Literally unstoppable. They would enable and ride or die support each other NO questions asked #The shenanigans would be off the charts!!#B narrowly avoids them as they speed cackling past and then again as Jason sprints after them howling murder #'what have you two even done?'#*thermos rattles* 'oh we stole his pit rage!! Steph said it'd be best if we did it early morning cause no ones actually awake then lol'#*sound of heavy footsteps crashing into the kitchen and immediately getting soundly scolded by Alfred*#'that'll be him! I asked Alfie to have his fave cookies ready to help calm him down but I think Damien got there first...'#'popcorn?' 'POPCORN' *Steph holds up a peace sign as Danny phases her invisible and through the floor. Making eye contact the whole time #The MEMES. The IRREVERENCE. The unrelenting sarcastic optimism. The only thing would be getting cass' approval #She would so thrash Danny in a fight and while sitting on him hum in acceptance and then he wakes up next day with a new telescope on him #danny phantom #danny fenton #dp x dc #dc x dp #batman #batfam #steph brown #dc spoiler #black bat #cassandra cain #bruce wayne #Again I'm not a shipper I just spy SHENANIGANS #dc comics #What would you even call dead Spoiler? Red herring? Ghost writer? Death of the author? ASDFGHJKL MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH

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