#american dream journal

[hogrot]

I explored an abandoned construction site today. There were plenty of trailers, excavators, misc. structures, and even a warehouse.

Perfect habitation for bees and wasps, though—they're the biggest thing I watch out for when exploring. I throughly inspect for nests as I clear rooms.

It's easy to get sucked into the novelty of an old area, yet the last thing I want is to blindly walk into wasp abodes. A trailer I checked had a wasp nest over the front entrance. I made distance upon discovering, but one bug stung my scalp in the process. Ouch.

[pinkf0rme]

trying something new ♡

all journal prompts are from: @girljournal

what are 3 things i want to accomplish this week?

I'd like to finish my ap homework, along with the mock ups for 2 items that would be in my shop, and the top to my halloween costume!

what are 3 ways i can improve from last week ?

3 ways i can improve from last week would probably be being more disciplined in my routines. Along with sticking with what i start. Also, being more kind in general, and focusing on my tone when saying things so i dont come off rude!

what can i let go of this week ?

I can let go of the thought of people talking bad about me behind my back. I could also let go of any laziness that has carried over from the weekend

what can i do this week to make me happy?

I could finalize the design for my spring collection, Cupids Arrow, and start working on designs for the winter collection. (Which would just be scarves, lol)

list 3 things i’m grateful for

Three things i am grateful for would be my friends, my bf, and my family!

-xoxo, pink

[betty-boopkowski]

i was helping out at an event Friday night and had to put up a canopy and then was decorating it with some patriotic stuff.

A friend later told my Dom that apparently i had some "fans" who were sitting around where i was setting up, very interested in me reaching up to hang things and bending down when something dropped. i blushed in the moment when i was told cuz i wasn't trying to attract attention or anything but rubbed myself that night to the idea of all those guys jerking off thinking about me later.

my bimboification must be coming along nicely cuz i feel grateful folks find me attractive enough to ogle at 🥰

[brandyanna]

what's on the menu for july/august‧₊˚

girljournalling chapter 4: there it is again, that funny feeling. summer is here again which means the melancholy is too - it's time to adjust once more

♱ there's an empty feeling of loneliness after desperately wanting to get away from everything - now i'm alone, all i want is company

♱ it's time to be by the ocean again, to find our collective soul washed up by the waves

♱ i am reminded of my inner child, playing in the sunny meadows, once eternally grateful for my solitude

♱ for when the boredom hits: eat tropical fruits, go on long+hot walks, read smut, write about unendurable sting of it all, tan

♱ the grass is scorching under the sun which means it's time for religious contemplation: who do i turn to, if not God himself, when it is time to repent?

♱ bite into a ripe peach and feel the juice running down your mouth, your jaw. it's very healing. feel the sun on your face.

[salembehindbars]

All I dream of is your eyes, all I long for is your touch

[autisticchineseamerican90]

I wish there was a job database where NDs could go to find their careers and dream jobs and put them on the right path to achieve them. The database should also allow us to match our experiences just in case we want to switch careers too.

[professorsparklepants]

Had an extremely long, plotty dream that took place in Tajikstan. It was very detailed and very Muslim women centric with interesting aspects of local culture at the front of the plot.

Then I woke up and remembered that I don't know anything about Tajikistan.

[g0negrll]

lifeee

[cloudmonarch43]

Here’s the latest set of movies I watched through to the end. I watched the first 15-30 minutes of so many movies that didn’t hold my interest that I kept starting to wonder if maybe I’m just wrong about what a movie is and I don’t actually like movies. Then another movie would confirm that I’m only very picky. Some movies, I like quite a lot. (I switched the order of two of these to fit them together even though it was ten movies specifically to fit Instagram’s ten slide limit 🤭)

[hogrot]

Another day, another house. Shortly after today's photowalk picture, I noticed the front door was open, but given the smell and weather I wouldn't have entered without a respirator. Out of nowhere, the front door slammed shut - no wind, nothing. I may have booked it.

[outstanding-quotes]

No doubt they all Got What Was Coming To Them. All those pathetically eager acid freaks who thought they could buy Peace and Understanding for three bucks a hit. But their loss and failure is ours, too. What Leary took down with him was the central illusion of the whole life-style he helped to create… a generation of permanent cripples, failed seekers, who never understood the essential old-mystic fallacy of the Acid Culture: the desperate assumption that somebody— or at least some force— is tending that Light at the end of the tunnel.

Hunter S. Thompson, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas

[ughmulder]

I've gotta stop keeping tabs on my ex via Spotify playlists but his shift towards Midwest emo music is...interesting

[giannic]

I saw Northern Lights too, in my dreams. However, before that, there were unicorn ponies, tangerine skies, Smurfs wearing bandoleros & body armour; and Strawberry Shortcake came out from my neighbour's barn telling me my daughter,who had run away to Moldova with a pimp, was still alive and well. ❤️‍🩹 Ken left Barbie to go fight for Ukraine 🇺🇦, and Scooby got trained to sniff out land mines. @Ali Baba , do you ever have dreams like that?

[alethianightsong]

I had this dream where I was in Logan's Run except I've never seen Logan's Run & only know it from pop culture. Anyway, the city I was in was actually the textile factory I work at and one of my coworkers was Steven Yeun who just turned 30 so he was put in this giant glass tube that turned him into psychedelic cartoon smoke while everyone clapped and cheered. Then we went back to work.

[beastsovrevelation]

Something keeps tempting me to watch AHS: Apocalypse. Not the whole show, just Apocalypse (because, you tell me "Antichrist", I come running). But, it's not only not my genre of horror, I probably will be confused, if I don't see previous seasons. And, if I remember correctly, it's nonsense when it comes to things like satanism.

Maybe, it's because of that dream - I saw Michael Langdon in it. Seeing photos could have sparked my memory of him (AHS screencaps when I scrolled through Taissa Farmiga images on Pinterest).

Fanfiction gods are as cruel as they are giving... I'd be compelled to make an OC, and ship her with him. She'd be Michael the Archangel, of course. For a change, as in my stories, it's always the reverse - the Antichrist is female, while Archangel Michael is male (except like one fanfic, which is an AU, anyway).

You see the punchline, right? They'd have the same name. Bonus points, they get married. Then... Mr. Michael Langdon and Mrs. Michael Langdon. Yeah...

Wounldn't they be related, too?.. I guess Satan, the Dragon, legitimizes them as the damn Targaryens of their universe.

Ch. X: where's Michael?

Ch. Y: which one?

Ch. X: Michael Langdon

Ch. Y: yes, which one?

Ch. X: there's two? Are they married or related?

Ch. Y: Yes

Their kids are damned, for some serious issues. Imagine if your parents had the same name, and your father was your mother's nephew.

Why... Why is this such a siren's song? Why can I already see the clownery? And, the smut?..

Why am I thinking of the "Do you even know all the ways a lady can be seduced? The things I could teach you?" line in Bridgerton?..

It would be a second creative project of mine with Michael Langdon, involving imcest. Because, long ago, I rp'ed as my original Antichrist, and, they were an item. It was sibling incest. And, characters sleeping with a version of themselves.

My eyes keep wandering... How do I resist the temptation?

I even have a faceclaim for her in mind.

Me to myself:

[shouts-into-the-void]

Finally managed to write down one of the dream plots before I forgot it! It was about wererats.