#am i obsessed yes maybe i am

[garbachu]

patiently waiting for a mod, no matter how wonky, that changes gortash's ending and lets me at least keep him alive as durge, ME3 'happy ending mod' style, so i can maybe finish that route in peace

[m1ss1ng-d0g]

S1+2 Jon had me doomed from the start because I specifically have a thing for very composed reserved people losing their composure.

Jon loosening his tie and leaning his head back in his desk chair, exhausted still in the archive at midnight. Jon sliding his hand under his glasses to rub his eyes with an exasperated sigh after a rough statement.

So tightly wound that he’s ready to snap at any moment and all it takes is the tiniest things. Getting heated with Tim who grabs the front of his shirt and suddenly mr high and mighty has no words left. Demanding Elias to take their safety seriously and getting in his face about it for the first time, before freezing realizing Elias is just smirking in response. Martin lightly placing his hand on Jons shoulder just to check in and Jon dramatically jolts in surprise locking eyes with him with an expression that isn’t exactly annoyance for once (Martin will be thinking about this for months).

It’s nothing to do with actually finding his coworkers/employees/boss attractive, it’s just a desperate need for some kind of stress relief. So by the time someone actually comes on to him he’s a mess.

[tbean555]

Made this a while ago buuuuuut……..

MY FAVORITE GIRLFAILURE FR!!!!!

Dumb doodles under the cut

[p4nishers]

if im reading a cherik fic and logan isnt there to be psychosexually obsessed w charles loud enough to piss erik off then whats the point

[the-real-list-of-ominous-threats]

I'm going to make you unironically want to fuck springtrap

[sherbetstudios]

Honey, I’m home! [LFLS animation meme/PMV]

⚠️ blood cw

+ the yt thumbnail

this will also be premiering at the same time this is posted!

[artblock-tm]

I desperately want to write a fic where Marx finally goes on a vacation and I put him in a stupid little swimsuit

[emeraldotter]

doodles

[theangrypomeranian]

"how obsessed with your otp are you?"

they're sitting close to each other and I started giggling like a school girl

[tabooiart]

death is temporary. i'll love you forever

[gojosbf]

[alilaro]

they look fucking DISGUSTING. i am in love with them

[p0th]

[captainsavre]

Maya Bishop || Station 19 (4.04 Don’t Look Back In Anger)

[langernameohnebedeutung]

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[lemonlovemeanslove]

Coffee Prince is like such an easy go-to example as to why genderqueer AFAB x cis man relationships are in fact queer, like thats in their nature. The show is a queer show about queer romance, about sexuality and gender and the complex, complex ways these things interact with culture and intense feelings. The sworn brother oath is such a great way to exemplify how we use socially accepted concepts of intimacy between men to justify (both to others but mostly to ourselves) why the feelings we feel for that particular person are so intense. When Eun Chan cried "I am neither man or woman," that is a confession. The ''whether you're a man or an alien'' line I have more complicated feelings with.

(Context: I've grown up in the Middle East in a very conservative circle. I say this now because when I tell you I KNOW misogyny and homophobia, I mean I KNOW misogyny and homophobia, and have in my youth consumed a lot of East Asian media where I have definitely noticed a kind of trend in many different genres. Because of misogyny, there is for a lot of women with a kind of fantasy of being loved despite being female. The man-woman relationship is so loaded with so much angst and patriarchy that there is this kind of underlying feeling that you aren’t liked for you, that you are seen for your gender and what it’s supposed to look like, to the point where it’s hard to want to project yourself into a typical F x M dynamic, because you can really only associate it with the patriarchal ideal you so wish to avoid for yourself.)

But anyways, that line to me is also hinting to this: hey, this isn’t just my kind of strange and confused coming out because I feel strange and confused, but also you, Eun Chan, are something out of binary that my subconscious has kind of picked up on but that I right now don’t really have the words for or even awareness of. Eun Chan sometimes wants to be perceived as female—or rather, as a ''girl'' sparkle sparkle—but only when looking for or wanting male validation. (This might seem contradictory to the italicized section, but it actually isn’t. Wanting to escape the role of the female completely but still craving the attention you have been taught to chase actually go very much hand in hand with each other.) Eun Chan is always performing gender when they need to. When they don’t, it isn’t brought up. It isn’t given a name, it just is.

Yes, I know it’s an older drama from a conservative country, but that doesn’t mean none of this was intended. And despite intent, it doesn’t make it less valid.

The drama is thoughtful and is open to complexities, half-truths, and almosts. Cut to ANYTHING between Han Yoo-joo and Han-sung. When I say I want complex female characters, I’m talking about Han Yoo-joo—what a fucking scene-stealer. Anyways, I’m rewatching the drama since I first saw it at 15 because my life is in turmoil, and yeah, it still hits.