#am I tagging this right I literally don’t know

[changbinniescurlyhair]

Stray Kids when their s/o finds out about their secret stan account

Pairings: SKZ x gn!reader

Requests Masterlist

Warnings: Slight cursing.

A/N: Thanks for 200+ followers!! I really appreciate you all <3

Bang Chan <3

You find out when you're using his laptop and see a bookmarked tab labeled "chittychittychrisbangbang.tumblr.com."

At first, you're confused—did a fan send him something? Is he monitoring his tags?

Nope. It’s his.

And it's thriving.

He’s reblogging gifsets of himself, fanart, compilations titled “Bang Chan being a hot, caring leader for 7 minutes straight."

You even spot a post he made ranking his own stage outfits.

When you confront him, he doesn’t even pretend to deny it. Just shrugs and gives you that cheeky grin. “I mean, someone’s gotta appreciate me properly.”

He insists it's purely for “research” and “keeping up with what the fans like,” but then you see his comments like “he’s literally perfect 😭” under his own selfies.

You’re equal parts flabbergasted and impressed. Your account never did that well.

You tease him endlessly, but later that night, he catches you scrolling through the account, laughing.

“You like it?” he asks. “I’m your biggest fan, but apparently you’re your own second biggest.” “Damn right I am.”

Lee Know <3

You didn’t mean to snoop, but one day, you notice him being suspiciously quick to close an app on his phone when you walk in.

Later, while cuddling, you peek over his shoulder and catch him replying to a post: “Minho deserves more solo lines 😤”

Turns out, he runs a stan Twitter account dedicated to… himself.

Under a username that absolutely screams chaos: @minhothemenace.

You’re absolutely howling. “Are you seriously defending yourself in stan wars?” “No. I’m educating them.”

He posts fancams of himself, retweets fan art, and randomly tweets things like “Minho supremacy always” at 3 a.m. When you ask him why, he just shrugs.

“No one hypes me up like I do.”

You start helping him pick which clips to post, and once, you comment under his tweet with “marry me.”

He responds, “Already taken, loser. Try again.”

You love him. Deeply.

Changbin <3

You find out when you're helping him clean up and stumble upon a notebook titled: “Content ideas for @dwaekki_boi.”

When you open it, your jaw drops.

There are doodles, hashtags, captions—this man is running a full-blown fan account dedicated to himself like it’s a business. He posts thirst traps, mirror selfies, and gym clips with captions like “LOOK AT HIM 🔥🔥🔥”

And he always speaks in third person.

“Changbin is the blueprint.”

“Who gave him the right to look this good??”

You confront him, and he turns red instantly. “It’s for self-love purposes!!” He is a horrible liar

You don’t stop laughing for hours, but honestly, it’s kind of adorable how much he hypes himself up.

Later, he lets you make a guest post and you write, “He’s even better in person. I should know 😏”

He reposts it with “y’all jealous?”

This man is your biggest fan, and he’s also his own hype squad.

Hyunjin <3

You catch him mid-post one day, adjusting filters on a picture of his side profile.

The account? @Hyuneverlookedbetter.

You blink. He flinches.“You weren’t supposed to see that.”

You’re shocked, but then you see the page, and it’s... aesthetic perfection.

Pastels, moody lighting, captions like poetry: “a boy carved from marble and dipped in honey”He’s documenting his own beauty like he’s his own art piece.

Which honestly, he is. You ask if he runs it alone and he gives you a sheepish look. “Sometimes my mom helps.”

Of course she does.He’ll even do “fan interactions” and answer fake questions like: Q: how do you get your skin to glow like that? A: cry, sleep, moisturize.

You follow the account secretly and start leaving comments like “idk who this guy is but I’m in love.”

He pretends not to know it’s you, but likes every comment anyway.

Han <3

Oh, this man absolutely has a stan account and absolutely thought he was being slick news flash, he wasn't slick

It’s on TikTok, username something ridiculous like @quokka4lifeeeeeeeee, and it’s filled with chaotic edits of himself with random meme audio.

You find out when he accidentally airdrops you a video while editing it. You open it and it’s him slow-mo walking to “Careless Whisper” with a crown filter.

You stare at him.

He stares at you. "...You weren’t supposed to open that."

You laugh so hard you nearly cry. “Is this what you do instead of sleeping?” “Self-love, babe. Self. Love.”

You scroll through his content later and realize he’s genuinely good at editing. Transitions, voiceovers, captions—it’s a production.

He even does “duets” reacting to his own clips like a fanboy.

“I’d let him ruin my life,” he says about himself in one.

You're horrified and impressed.

But hey—you didn’t fall for an ordinary guy. You fell for a self-made fan of himself with mad TikTok skills.

Felix <3

You find out by accident when he’s showing you a recipe and a Reddit notification pops up.

You glance and catch the name “bakedwithfelix”—a username you swear you’ve seen in K-pop forums before.

Turns out, this sweet boy runs a hybrid fan/cooking account where he posts behind-the-scenes Felix content AND recipes inspired by Stray Kids eras.

Like “Red Velvet cupcakes for Red Lights era 😏”

You scroll through his posts.

One entry: “Felix’s freckles should be a UNESCO World Heritage Site.”

Another: “My sunshine boy deserves 10 more verses per song. I don’t make the rules.”

You look at him and he’s just smiling sheepishly. “I wanted to make people happy… and also remind them I’m cute.”

Presenting Felix, your adorable gremlin.

You help him film a cooking tutorial titled “How to make cookies that look like Felix” and it gets like 10k upvotes.

He’s beaming.

You’re dating an internet sweetheart and his fans don’t even know it’s you behind the camera.

Seungmin <3

You knew something was up when he kept smirking at random memes on his phone.

Turns out Seungmin runs a STAN ACCOUNT THAT ROASTS HIMSELF.

He posts unflattering screenshots from videos with captions like: “This is my bias but also he looks like a potato here.”

Or: “Seungmin’s vocals? Heavenly. Seungmin’s sneeze face? Cursed.”

You’re stunned. “Are you seriously cyberbullying yourself??” “It’s called balance.”

He’ll roast himself one minute, then turn around and drop a heart-fluttering appreciation post the next.

It’s so unhinged, but also weirdly charming.

He refuses to admit it's him though.

“Must be some fan with great taste,” he says coolly, while you literally watch him type a caption.

Later, you make a second account and post: “Seungmin is boyfriend material fr.”

He replies: “Whoever you are, you’re wrong.”

You fight him on main, giggling the whole time.

Jeongin <3

You found out purely by accident. He left his iPad open and you saw a tab titled “InnieUpdates 🐣”

You click it, expecting some fan blog—but it’s his.

Run by him.

And it’s so soft.

Posts like: “Jeongin’s laugh is my favorite sound in the world 🥺”

Or: “He gets more handsome every comeback… how??”

You sit there with your hand over your heart. This boy is his own #1 fan and it’s the cutest thing you’ve ever seen.

He walks in and freezes when he sees what you’re looking at. “I—it’s for fun!! It’s a joke!!”

It’s not. He even made an edit of himself with sparkles and soft music.

You tease him, but truthfully, your heart is melting.

Later, he shows you the drafts he never posted—ones with little rants about how hard he’s working and how he wants to make his fans proud.

You kiss his cheek and whisper, “You already do.”

He makes a post that night: “My s/o found my secret account… and they said I’m doing great. That’s enough for me.”

***My works are not allowed for translation or reposting as your own without my permission***

Tags: @jehhskz @true-queen-of-mischief @necrozica ***Taglist is open.***

[rodentcarnival]

Sneeze | Danielle Marsh

summary: they say 1 sneeze means someone is talking about you, 2 means someone hates you, and 3 means someone loves you. you seem to sneeze each time she is talking with her friends.

warnings: none

tags: dani x fem reader, lowkey hints of crack

WC: 1.2k

sneezing is fine.

i mean, everyone does it. 

a little achooo here and achoo there never hurt anybody.

except each time you sneezed, it was always when a certain someone was talking with all her friends.

“achoo!” another sneeze escaped your lips as your eyes watered slightly. you sniffled, clutching your gym uniform in one hand as you prepared to change.

yunjin gave you a look. “are you sure you haven't just caught a cold? maybe consider putting on a sweater once in a while or, i don't know, not standing in the rain pretending you’re the main character?”

little did she know, you were the main character but i digress. 

“how else am i supposed get my princess to notice me? i ride my bike every single day hoping dani looks out her window and sees me.”

“sees you and then what? ‘look at her goofy ahh! she just got a rock caught in her gears and flew into a bush!’” yunjin laughed, completely unhelpful.

on the other side of the locker room, if you’d been paying attention, you might’ve heard a certain someone talking about you like you were the only girl in the world.

“i swear she does it on purpose just to get me to notice her,” dani whisper shouted to her friends. 

minji rolled her eyes, arms crossed. “i doubt y/n is literally riding her bike past your house just so you’ll notice her. maybe you’re the creep for conveniently ‘gazing out your window’ at the exact same time every day.”

“UM NO, I AM NOT? i simply happened to gaze uponith my window and see thy creature of great beauty,” dani said, clasping her hands dramatically over her chest.

“okay romeo, pack it up,” hanni muttered, slapping dani lightly on the cheek like a disappointed mom.

meanwhile, you and yunjin had just finished changing.

“achoo!”

yunjin jumped. “bitch i swear, if you get me sick i’m dragging you with me into the fiery pits of hell. i have a concert on friday. your sick little loser germs are not about to ruin that.”

“i swear i’m not sick! it’s always when i’m in this class. can pollen even get into locker rooms? i don’t have a sore throat or anything!”

“maybe it’s a sign you just need to be put down,” yunjin said, ruffling your hair like you were a dog. 

“i ain’t no dog, get your crusty hands off me,” you huffed, swatting her away.

from across the room, someone was fuming.

dani’s smile faded as she watched the two of you bicker. “there’s no way they’re not dating, right? come on. i thought i had a chance! our last conversation was so good!”

hyein tilted her head. “didn’t you just ask to borrow a pencil and never return it?”

“and now it sits in my pencil holder at home where no harm shall ever befall it.”

“cringey ass,” haerin murmured under her breath.

as everyone began to file out, you realized something.

“ah shit. i’m gonna lose marks for being a safety hazard or something.” you started rummaging through your bag. “yunjin, do you have a spare hair tie? pleaseeee?”

you looked at her with the most dramatic puppy dog eyes imaginable, hands clasped together like a pleading victorian child.

“no,” she said flatly.

“...”

“but i think dani carries extras with her.”

not thinking much of it, you made your way toward dani’s group as nonchalantly as you could, so nonchalant in fact, you could’ve sworn you heard the voices in your head go, “omg is that the nonchalant dread head??”

as you approached, the group suddenly fell silent. dead silent. did you stink or something?

“oh y/n, what’s up?” hanni asked casually, though her smile looked a little too bright.

fidgeting with the waistband of your gym shorts, you muttered, “uh, yunjin said dani had spare hair ties… was wondering if i could borrow one?”

dani’s eyes lit up like fireworks. “here! just make sure to return it after class, okay?” she said, digging through her bag with way too much enthusiasm.

“ah thanks! you’re the best!”

you turned and walked back to yunjin, feeling a little weird about how the group had just… stopped.

“yunjin, i think i have aura.”

“y/n your stink isn’t aura. that’s just bad hygiene.”

“HELLO? NO! when i walked over they just stared at me like i was a ghost or something.”

“well, if someone randomly approached me, i’d stop talking and stare too.”

“okay hater :/”

you were about to continue when-

“achoo!”

“man, maybe there’s like dust in here or something,” you grumbled, dragging yunjin out of the locker room with you.

meanwhile, dani was having a breakdown.

“she said i was the best, guys. i should start planning the wedding now,” dani whispered, then screamed, then whispered again. she bounced in place, violently shaking haerin’s shoulders.

hyein stared at her, unimpressed. “this is a whole new level of delusion, i fear.”

“shhh,” dani hissed, placing a finger on hyein’s lips while watching you and yunjin disappear down the hall.

“ugh why yunjin?” she groaned. “curse you! that’s supposed to be me!”

“someone slap her or i will,” hanni muttered, rubbing her temples.

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gym class was uneventful… or at least, that’s what you’d say if you weren’t sneezing every two seconds.

“kazuha, i think i’m gonna google my symptoms. it’s probably cancer,” you sighed, sipping water on the bench. volleyball wasn’t really your sport, but you had a couple solid hits now and then.

kazuha turned to you. “you know, there’s a superstition where one sneeze means someone’s talking about you. two sneezes, someone hates you.”

you laughed. “and what’s three sneezes, huh?”

“that means someone loves you~”

you hadn’t sneezed three times in a row. a bummer, really. not that you’d mind someone liking you.

if anything, you had been liking someone for a while now.

that someone being-

“DANI! SPIKE IT!” hanni yelled from the court.

you turned to watch just in time to see dani jump and slam the volleyball over the net.

“stop staring so hard, you look constipated,” kazuha said, smacking your arm. yunjin plopped down beside you with a sigh.

“is y/n staring at her sweet dani again?”

“yep.”

“guys, can you blame me? she’s literally the light of my life. like literally. she’s so bright and perfect and-”

you launched into a full on speech about dani, using dramatic hand gestures and metaphors as kazuha and yunjin exchanged glances.

across the gym, dani glanced toward the benches and saw you laughing, eyes crinkled and head thrown back as you explained something to your friends. her heart sank.

“-and i know this is weird, but i’d buy her anything she wanted! not even in the ‘i’m rich’ way, but in the ‘i’ll go broke for you any day’ kind of way.”

“okay lover girl, chill. you haven’t even told her you like her.”

“YET.”

after class, you made your way back to the locker room, hair tie in hand.

you approached dani again, holding it out. “hey uh, thanks for the hair tie. here you go.”

dani saw this as her last opportunity to ask you out before you fell into the clutches of someone else. 

she took the hair tie before her eyes focused on yours. “hey, actually… do you maybe wanna get lunch or something after school?”

you smiled. “yeah, i’d love to.”

as dani turned to leave with her friends, grinning from ear to ear, you felt the tickle in your nose again.

“achoo! achooo! achooo!”

you blinked.

three sneezes.

huh.

[bucketfan427]

also drew a Scarameow for the blyfriwnd,, <333 (i have never drawn anything genshin up until this pount I have no idea what I’m doijg)

[x-i-l-verify]

Welp, I was tagged, I might as well give this my best attempt. Full disclaimer, all I know about the Links are from LU. I have never played any of the games, haven’t read any of the manga (though @kuraiacoris thoughtfully sent me 2 that are on my reading list), literally everything I know is from fanworks and the wikis and the occasional video essay. I don’t have any nostalgia for this franchise whatsoever. I am coming at this from the perspective of a LU fan first and foremost. Additional disclaimer is that I love all 9 of these characters v much, they are all blorbo material and I’m squishing all their cheeks, there’s not a one I actively dislike or think is uninteresting. I just think some are more interesting than others. XD

Also, fair warning, rankings 4-8 really depend on my mood and the day, I sat here literally for like 30 mins trying to rank them and going back and forth. >.<

1. Four – Four stuck out to me almost immediately upon looking through the LU concept sketches and eventually the comic just because of his design. It’s very striking and unique, and I love how small and tiny he is. We don’t have enough short kings in fiction imho. I love his hairstyle, too. But it was his personality that really intrigued me. He’s observant and clever, dramatic and very expressive, and so quietly caring. His love language is 100% acts of service, and it’s clear he loves doing things for people and making sure they’re taken care of. It’s no wonder he’s the Hero of the Minish, of quiet, simple, everyday kindnesses. I also find his placement in the timeline fascinating, like what do you mean he’s the second hero ever right after Sky, who never wielded the Triforce or Master Sword but still secured the peace and prosperity for Hyrule for years and years to come? *pokes fandom* Hey, hey fandom, where are all my fics where Four is absolutely awestruck by Sky and they have a relationship like Time and his successors or Downfall Duo, huh? Huh??? Fandom, you are slacking. >:[ I also am not quite sure why so many people seem to have such a hard time writing him or getting a handle on his character. He’s a complex little guy, sure, but not that complex, surely?

2. Warriors – I wasn’t sure what to make of him at first, but a dip into the fandom convinced me of what I was missing out on but also that the poor guy was incredibly maligned in some fanwork, made the villain in fic just because he sometimes clashed with fandom darlings Wild or Legend, and that made me determined to support him. And tbh I think the group really needs someone like him as one of its pillars. He’s one of the only Links who has a lot of experience working as a team, and it’s clear he cares a lot about the others and really tries to keep them safe. Yeah, sometimes he can get frustrated with some of the more independent or hairbrained of the lot, but coming from his background, that behavior gets you dead. It totally makes sense why he’d react that way. Add to that, I love his banter with Twilight and Legend in particular, and his semi-canon relationship with Time and Wind from the War of Eras makes me go 👀 👀 👀 👀 Speaking of the War of Eras, if you think about that conflict for more than about 10 seconds, the more horrifying it becomes. That man has baggage and no mistake. And it’s fun to unpack that baggage. B)

3. Time – Time duked it out with Warriors for my #2 spot for awhile before Warriors got a leg up on him, but make no mistake, I really do like Time a lot. I have a big soft spot for team dads, especially reluctant team dads who are like “Shit, I’m the adult in the room, oh no.” XD It’s really interesting to see the Link from OOT and MM in this in-between stage of his life, to see one of the Links all grown up as an adult who’s married and has a happy, peaceful life. Love his relationship with Malon, and the way he tries his best to look after the younger heroes while still encouraging independence is adorable. Plus, he’s clearly still a dramatic gremlin, and I think him being all cryptic with his past exploits is hilarious. XD He’s a cool guy, and I’m glad Jojo went this direction with his character.

4. Sky – Sky kinda fades into the background when he doesn’t have the spotlight directly on him so far, but I watched a cutscene compilation of Skyward Sword and instantly fell in love. <3 I adore how expressive and mellow he is, but also how fast he can turn on a dime and absolutely destroy any threat to his loved ones. He’s also just a huge little shit, and I love that such a sweet face hides such a gremlin. XD Sass king, this one. Also the prospective angst of his place in the timeline as the first Hero and founder of the royal line of Hyrule is choice. I love him. He’s great. If you don’t love him, please go watch some cutscenes of Skyward Sword.

5. Twilight – So now we’re getting into “oh boy, I have no idea how to rank these guys” territory, so take this ranking with a grain of salt. Twilight could be lower on any given day, but right now, he’s at 5 because I really enjoy big brother characters and LU!Twilight’s design is immaculate. I love the Twili markings so freaking much. But also, he’s just a unit, a brick, a fine, helpful young man. <3 You can tell he’s such a people person and has a lot of experience corralling people younger than him. XD His relationship with Time is very interesting, and while I do like his relationship with Wild, too, imho it's really been done to death in fanworks. I’m desperate to see him interact with other characters, which is why I’m so pumped that Jojo paired him with Sky. They will be such besties by the end of the dungeon, mark my words.

6. Wind – I am somewhat sheepish that Wind is this far down in my ranking, especially since I have a friend that blorbos him really hard, but it is what it is. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I do like him! He’s a cute kid, and a good kid, helpful and sweet and impish as all Links are. I’m not a huge fan of the super foul-mouthed pirate that fanon tends to make him, as that has little basis in canon, either from the games or LU. Wind is a Good Boy. A big brother that’s now the youngest of nine, and there’s a lot you can do with that dynamic. He’s used to caring for others, not being cared for himself, so giving him eight overprotective older brothers is a fun twist. His dynamic with Time is intriguing, and I’m crossing my fingers and praying very hard that the common theory of him being Four’s descendant is true.

7. Hyrule – I was rather underwhelmed with Hyrule at first in the comic, since he’s so quiet and takes such a backseat to the rest of the characters, but now that he’s gotten more of a chance to shine, he’s grown on me a lot. He may be quiet, but he’s no pushover, and he’s so sweet and kind and optimistic in spite of how run down his own era is. His abilities are so unlike the other Links’, too, and he’s just really mysterious, which is intriguing.

8. Legend – Legend took by far the longest to grow on me during my first read of LU, where I found him annoying and unpleasant (I’m not usually a fan of tsunderes), but despite his placement on this list, he really has grown on me a lot. Despite his abrasive exterior, he really does love very deeply, and he’s been badly hurt in the past, so his abrasiveness makes sense. I think some people take that too extremes, though, especially in fanworks, where he can sometimes be pretty insufferable. Also, fanon Downfall Duo is out, canon Downfall Duo is in. Also Legend+Warriors is the best Legend dynamic ur arguments are invalid.

9. Wild – Yeah, sorry. I know BOTW/TOTK is super popular and all, and Wild is a very fun character to play with, I’m just kinda tired of him getting shoved front and center in everything. Twilight occasionally gets a pass because I have a weakness for his character archetype, but Wild does not have that luxury. I might also be a bit biased because of the mess his games (TOTK specifically) make of the timeline, which directly affects LU canon, since Jojo has to work with what she’s got. But also his recklessness makes me want to drub him over the head with a stick occasionally. Yes, it's funny, but also boi you are taking years off your brothers’ lifespans, stoppit.

Reiterating that all Links are good Links, though. Just throwing that out there.

Tagging @scarlettediscord and @silverne-nonsense, though of course no pressure

Gonna try and start a tag game, so let's go!

We've all got our favorite Links, but I wanna know how ALL the LU Links rank for you.

I'll start! And just to note, I've only played Sky, Wild, and Twilight's games so far.

1. Sky- My favorite Link, though his game is my second favorite

2. Wild- Second favorite Link, but his games are my favorite

3. Warriors- Haven't played his games, but @crazylittlejester has made him one of my top three

4. Time- Gives big Dad vibes, he's just trying to keep his children out of trouble

5. Twilight- Absolutely the big brother

6. Legend- Not as bitter as I often see him portrayed. He's just a (older) kid whose been through a lot

7. Hyrule- Played his games a LONG time ago, never made it past the first dungeon. I don't really have much to say about him though

8. Wind- Cute kid, I like him but don't have much to day about him either

9. Four- I unfortunately don't know anything about him beyond LU, sorry Four!

Tagging:

@skyloftian-nutcase @crazylittlejester @skyward-floored @sprite-and-the-bunnydragons and anyone else is welcome to join as well!

[javierduffy]

self insert stuff

basic info + awful silly sketchbook stuff under the cut :3

[figureitoutinthemorning]

I would eat this up so hard

WAIT I DIDN’T SEE THIS ASK BEFORE, TUMBLR HID IT FROM ME!!!

But yeah. At some point I will write it!! I have a bunch of little scenes in my head like that.

[booksandberries]

#Save me mismatch yaoi#i’m taking my break because i could feel the despair creeping up on me. Let me mindpalace a little while#really i think it’s important for miyano’s development to regularly pull his fudan bullshit on somebody who categorically does not lie down#and accept it plainly. i think more than anything that hiramiya is a slapstick romance wherein hirano has no qualms about whacking sense#into miyano when he crosses some line of Polite society. and miyano has no qualms about Nevertheless continuing his fudan bullshit#this is all very funny because As we all very well know. hirano’s actually a pretty massive pushover if you push the right buttons. like be#kind of pathetic. or aimless. or need help really in any way. but unfortunately since the only help miyano needs is Maybe a bl detox. hirano#super does not care to pity him at all. so long as miyano can operate under the plausible deniability of Not bl if he doesn’t insert himself#he will continue to imagine in great detail hirano senpai in all manner of compromising situations. as an uke. miyano who has a lifelong#complex about his relationship to masculinity sees his cool guy senpai as an uke and As you’ve illustrated here mari. big-brainedly.#considers the logistics of small waist grabbing. hm hm hm. oh well miyano i’m sure that’s nothing#‘‘Not bl if he doesn’t insert himself’’ Okay but what if it’s just this one time when absolutely nobody else is around to be plugged into#this yaoi fantasy. most of which center on hirano senpai. Don’t dwell on it miyano. you’re only alone with him in a room#staring at his waist. Plausible deniability rule number 1 It’s not serious bl if you’re annoying about it. you can do an astonishing amount#of shameless bullshit miyano with a blank face. can’t you? Anyway this is how he ends up standing in front of hirano firmly bracing his#hands on his hips—Oops. he course corrects. the shift of skin gets caught on cloth—#and nodding with his big goddamn doll eyes blankly analyzing the data at hand. he gets knocked on his ass.#from the ground hirano senpai’s flush really does seem to span every inch of his skin. hm hm hm. oh well. Bigger fish to fry.#he’s about to bowl you over with a chair.#aaand scene. Where am i#hiramiya

literally the most correct tags in the world i needed them preserved

you've heard of sasakagi now i raise you hiramiya

[robotwrangler]

Wow. We’re so back? I don’t know why but I have been feeling so great this week. And not just “okay” but actively happy, giddy, full of zest for life and whatnot!

[genderqueersammy]

the thing is… i like dean and john’s relationship, like it very much is extremely compelling and insane, but it has been slightly soured for me because most of its fanon and fan-content is centred around completely erasing sam from the winchester family dynamic, and doing the typical ‘dean took the brunt of everything and sam never experienced anything as bad and only later realised how terrible dean had it and how ignorant and ungrateful he had been all along’

[chibishortdeath]

Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!

And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!

[j-esbian]

bit annoying when i try to ask for advice on, or talk about how i’m trying to be a little less color-in-the-lines, and instead i just get “oh but that’s so responsible and honestly smarter, i wish i could be like that” which is not the point. i don’t know how to have fun lol.

eating out twice a year might save me a bit of money but it does take up a lot of time to always cook at home, and there’s so many foods that i don’t even know about

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else

[vegetable-soup-wizard]

I had a friend in high school that I think was in a one-sided dependent relationship with me and sometimes I lie awake at night wondering if they were in love with me or not

[pepprs]

ok so. today i am going to

fly (and travel at all) by myself for the first time since making the emergency return home from br!ghton bc of c0vid 4 years ago (extremely distressing and scary experience). and fly by myself two weeks after a mixed bag of a conference experience / plane ride home that included a massive scary depressive spiral that i had someone there to help me through as much as they could but it wasn’t enough which was absolutely not their fault but was deeply distressing to me at the time. so im about to be in a very similar environment but this time that person won’t be physically with me and it’s going to wreck my brain in multiple directions in part bc i have not yet recovered from the depressive spiral. i am still in it. lawl <3

ride in an uber by myself for the first time. ride in an uber at all for maybe the 5th time. as a very short young woman. which i have been expressedly warned by my parents not to do. lol <3

check into a hotel by myself for the first time

walk in a big city by myself for the first time (technically slightly untrue bc wjen i was last in ch!cago 5 years ago i did power walk from the hotel to the conference venue (like a block away) on the last day bc i was pissed about a situation but that was like… a block and i saw ppl i knew walking in that area. this time i will be in the same city and know no one at least for today

give myself a self care evening at the recommendation of my therapist…. for the first time. (maybe after i take a walk which i will do specifically when it’s still light out to see what the area is like). tonight no one i know will be in ch!cago yet and i have no plans to do anything. im going to play video games and draw and sing and give myself space and time to just enjoy being by myself and see how it goes

[andi-o-geyser]

just another day wasting away in margaritaville trying to figure out how the actual fuck the Grand Army of the Republic is organized. send assistance i am shaking sobbing crying in a corner

[reflectionsofgalaxies]

having a normal one over here