#this is what it means to be gay right?
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I had a friend in high school that I think was in a one-sided dependent relationship with me and sometimes I lie awake at night wondering if they were in love with me or not
#this is what it means to be gay right?#they were very unhealthy and we don’t talk anymore#luckily they found some new friends because i didn’t want to distance myself from them for a while because i was like. all they had#nightmare situation of anxious attachment style meets avoidant attachment style lol#I think that if i wasn’t as extremely distant and avoidant as i was/am we would have gone full codependency#there’s an alternate universe where that happened I know it in my bones#anyway I wish I could ask them but that would be literally insane#(rolls up into dms of guy i haven’t talked to in over a year) yo were you like. in love with me?#crazy thing to say#I do hate not knowing though#mine#ranting?#sorry about that#me when I treat tumblr tags as my own personal journal#(always)
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I just realized I can cross over my favorite characters and literally no one can stop me. This is way too much power.
(these captures are from gll99's GX fansub! you can find it free on their blog @/kaiowut99)
Part 2
#yugioh gx#ygo gx#judai yuki#yuki judai#jaden yuki#spiritshipping#ygo#yugioh#yugioh fanart#kh#kingdom hearts#sora#soriku#kh fanart#my art#this isn't even half of the heartbreaking lines I have screenshotted#this is my pitch watch yugioh gx#yes its about card games. its also about committing genocide (not exaggerating)#because the guy you love and also all of your friends died (their last words were how much they hate you)#followed by a season-long depression arc as you cope with the guilt of your sins#and growing up and learning to have fun again and also alchemy#and don't forget the card games#wait their clothing colors are literally inversions#this is what im saying if you love sora you'll love judai theyre the same dude#and if you love soriku... judai/johan is about as inarguably canon#I mean how much more canon can you get than “do you love him that much?”#and if you're coming from the ygo side go play kingdom hearts it's super gay and that's half the reason we're here right#thats a lot of tags... oh well
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i think im having a stroke
#what is happening. what am i watching. where am i#anyway i am mostly incoherent but i have. a thought or two#this man is so repressed that he skipped right over the part where a guy can't handle any suggestion that he might be gay#instead our boy gregory is getting ahead of everyone (including and especially himself)#by joking about being gay and specifically about being in love with wilson#because hey! that must mean he couldn't possibly be repressed :)#he's just that secure in his straightness :)#...#...yeah#house md#hilson#house season 2#the mistake#op#house 2x8
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For your gay little dogs
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#principal skinner pride flag for my gay little dogs#you see this is why my dog people need to see the same spectrum of colors we do#I feel like their literal world view would be drastically altered if they couldn't distinquish between orange and green#I'd argue that red is a significant color in practically every culture#it's instinctual associations with danger food and fertility make it attention grabbing on a visceral monkey brain level#I strongly suspect the impact would be at least somewhat negated if it was a muted brownish khaki instead#meaning it wouldn't be used in visual communication nearly as much#I would have to center my art and worldbuilding more around yellow and blue because those would be the colors the dogs would see clearly#right? is that sound logic?#and that would just make me immensely sad because warm colors are my favorites :<#answered#m0notropa-uniflora#something that continues to boggle my mind is that there are animals that see more colors than humans#we like to assume that our color vision is the best we can see it ALL look at that rainbow there that's the full set#yes primates are well equipped in this regard compared to many other mammals like dogs#but most birds for example have more color receptors in their eyes they have more tools to work with and their rainbow is even wider#it's like sound everyone knows we can't hear sounds that are impossibly low or too high#and we can't process wavelengths of light that are too long (infrared) or too short (ultraviolet)#only what lands between those bookends (called the visible spectrum) reads to our human eyes as “light” and subsequently “color”#I hope I've understood this correctly I'm trying to say that there's a whole layer of vision we don't have the hardware to get access to#and that's just wild to me like we are fundamentally unable to imagine a new color that isn't already included in our built-in selection#but they're definitely there the unimaginable colors are in the room with you and a common pigeon can see them#uv dlc not available for your system
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“But we need to find you some kind of disguise, you’re too conspicuous in those clothes.”
“Whatever you say, I’m entirely in your hands.”
Okay.
This is their reaction after, btw.
#very heterosexual of them#i appreciate they kept this part in because it’s one of those rare ones where they actually act like two heterosexual men 🥰#…#right????#don’t you think so????#let’s take into consideration that it’s the first time someone notices that maybe going around in full armour and in a camelot red cape#isn’t the best way to not get caught by bandits😭#merthur#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin bbc#merlin x arthur#bbc merlin scene#episode 4x12#merlin tv#don’t come at me with ‘oh but arthur was under some sort of enchantment!’#let me live my gay life#with all due respect#and also it was just to make arthur more pliant#so it doesnt mean that’s not what he actually meant😭#it’s what he meant#he just would never dare to say it aloud💀#especially to merlin
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how are we feeling fronnie nation
#fronnie#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf ruin#ruin dlc#fnaf security breach#glamrock freddy#glamrock bonnie#freddy fazbear#bonnie#ruin spoilers#guys. guys.#fronnie literally introduced me to the concept of shipping in like 2015#AND NOW IT'S CANON?????HELLO?????#LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN GAY PEOPLE ARE REAL#AND ALSO??? RUIN ITSELF WAS SO GOOD I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT#I'M SO INSANE RIGHT NOW YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND#thank you steel wool i will never be normal again#my art
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Our Flag Means Death Season 2 Episodes 6 + 7 Reductress Headlines
#I love this silly show and the gay drama. it’s like I’m right back there. in secondary school#also the Jim/Olu/Archie dance was so cute but WHAT was roach doing in the back#man was LIVING#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd headlines#reductress#reductress headlines#gentlebeard#blackbonnet#edward teach#ed teach#blackbeard#stede bonnet#izzy hands#stizzy#ned low#jim jimenez#oluwande boodhari#archie ofmd#tealoranges#zheng yi sao#prince ricky#lucius spriggs#black pete#lupete#wee john feeney#roach ofmd#fang ofmd
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Mike Wheeler is a Gay mess
MY THOUGHTS ON REPRESENTATION/SYMBOLISM ABOUT THAT AWKWARD KISS SCENE AT THE END OF SEASON 3
As we all know Mike Wheeler did not kiss El back, he stood there with his eyes open, arms at his side and then is left there looking more confused then ever.
Want I want to look at in the scene is the Closet and Bear
Let’s talk about the Closet first:
El and Mike are standing infront of the closet, which I find really interesting for them to be placed there.
First we have El, not being able to use her powers to reach the teddy bear so Mike steps and grabs it for her.


Right, he’s the one to reach into the closet. Which now could be the beginning of something, that something of him taking a step into the closet. If you understand what I’m saying here.
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Then after the awkward kiss, El walks away, leaving Mike near the closest, making no steps to move at all.
He realized he didn’t like that kiss, now questioning something about himself.

So since he didn’t move my point is that he’s now in the closet— and backing that up is what I said before of him reaching into the closet, grabbing what was in the closet.
For that - he doesn’t love El romantically and is starting to realize he has feelings for someone else…
Now to add to all that - The representation of the Teddy bear:
I think the bear could represent Mike’s love and for who he thinks he loves (cough cough El)
As we know El couldn’t reach the bear in the first place bc she wasn’t tall enough, so tries with her powers— this represents and foreshadowing season 4 of her trying to reach (in this case) for Mike’s love for her.
Since she couldn’t reach it, Mike does. Mike hands her his love or this case his actually love of Will, since this bear came from the closet. He is able to reach into the closet bc that is where his Love lies, not El, bc he doesn’t love her like that and El can’t make Mike love her, she can’t force him like she tried to force the bear down—
—like in season 4, questioning Mike if he still loves her.
“But you don’t love me anymore?”
To put it as simply as I can:
The bear represents Mike’s love but a love he put into the wrong hands bc actually he (for the time being) should have left it where it was. His love for Will is in the closet, his feelings for Will are hidden away… for now. He doesn’t quite understand what to do with this thing called Love so he gives it to El while he shouldn’t be.

And so after he stands there confused, he realizes ‘I gave my love to the wrong person’ leaving him standing next to the closet after that realization. He’s almost, confused, sad, in the dark now about his feelings since there is no more light coming from the closet.

I don’t think this is truly what the show wants you to get at here, I just love reaching, and over analyzing things bc it’s fun.
#byler#mike wheeler is gay#byler is everywhere#byler canon#byler analysis#byler theory#byler thoughts#byler season 3#byler proof#idk I’m reaching again lol#stranger things#mike wheeler#will byers#byler endgame#miwi#will x mike#anti milkvan#mike x will#byler s5#just trust me bro#I’m right#ik I am#I’m insane help#this is totally what it means yeahhhh#mhm#Mike wheeler is in the closet#Mike wheeler is a gay mess#mike wheeler is a boykisser
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sometimes I forget that yellowjackets is a horror show and not a cute 90s high school sitcom but sapphic, where the goth loner surprises everyone by going out with the geeky theatre kid, and the uptight christian girl chills out when she starts smoking weed with her stoner girlfriend, and the mean lesbian and her butch are running the girls locker room like it’s a gay speakeasy and their exasperated health teacher/soccer coach has to keep getting them out of trouble and no one gets lost in the woods or cannibalized
#i love the horror though#it’s the it movies all over again#like what do you mean it’s horror? that’s a gay romcom right there#yj#yellowjackets#natalie scatorccio#nat scatorccio#misty quigley#laura lee#lottie matthews#charlotte matthews#taissa turner#tai turner#van palmer#vanessa palmer#mistynat#misty x natalie#natalie x misty#may x misty#misty x nat#lottielee#laura lee x lottie#lottie x laura lee#taivan#tai x van#van x tai#taissa x van#coach scott#ben scott#90s sitcom
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"This fandom is so queer friendly!" This fandom literally hates, bisexual, trans, nonbinary, and aspec people but ok.
#text#fandom#fandom culture#“queer friendly” you mean gays an lesbians? because i sure as hell don't see the same friendlyness towards anyone else#bisexual character exists “noooo they were comphet” or “they're dating the opposite sex right now so it doesn't count!!!”#Trans character exists and their story still has to focus on them being gay or else it's not queer or interesting enough#not to mention the sexualization they will face solely based off their trans identity#and the debates on if they're “really” gay or not because of being trans#Nonbinary character or character with complex and nuanced gender exists#and it's all about what their ACTUAL gender is and “I'm just going to use [gendered pronouns] for X because i see X as a boy/girl”#Character uses a specific set of pronouns and everyone decides to toss those to the side in favor of other (gendered) pronouns#under the guise of “nonbinary people can use gendered pronouns too! they are still nonbinaryyyyyyy i prommy”#Aspec character exists and it's “nooo you can't prove their aspec” “I can still ship them because aros can still date”#“Aces can still have sex so I can sexualize this ace character”#“okay but i headcanon them as a different sexuality so it's fine!”#and if you headcanon ANY of these identities? “Nooo you can't PROVE that they are bi/trans/nonbinary/aspec!!!!!”#queer#lgbt+#lgbtq+#lgbtqia+#bisexual#aro#ace#aromantic#asexual#aroace#aplatonic#aspec#acespec#arospec
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백공죽 Expanded Version.
#백설공주에게 죽음을#black out#he has been patting his puppy all this time and they tried to keep it from us#no I don't just take the hand off I caress the arm upto the elbow before moving;NSC#so you are telling me NSC was so afraid of losing GJW he couldn't keep his hand off him literally#spot the gays guys I mean guys#so after trail NSCs hands on GJW wasn't the first my man has been touchy all this time#now I'm more suspicious about what happened before this scene 🧐#lifetime should have done the original broadcast we would have gotten all the hand holding scenes#he's saying I'll protect you. I'm your safe place GJW marry this man right now#no actually move JW-ssi I'm taking him he is smart protective sunshine and a crazy dog everything a person needs
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my fav hobby i cant really talk about irl is comparing male vs female sexual expression. whenever i get into a new fandom i love to scroll ao3 (mostly queer women) and note popular ships and tags and then immediately switch to rule34 (mostly straight men) and seeing how differently they look at the same media. studying yall like bugs. with my lil clipboard and shit
#what do you MEAN gen*chiro/sek*ro is popular on both sites. what???#imagine if people drew master chi*f near exclusively as a sub. if d**mguy all tied up was commonplace#hes the fucking... hes the PLAYER CHARACTER#what do you MEAN youre drawing THE DUDE YOU PLAY AS as a woman getting all subby for his rival???#tried to make it het but its gay af either way. emma is lich rally right there and flirty with wolf#huh?#people need to stop sleeping on emma and instead letting me sleep WITH her. get it together
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the way all the gays have fucked the wrong gays in hannibal is very funny to me
#although at least alana and margot realised and fucked the right gays (each other)#hannibal#nbc hannibal#will graham#hannibal lecter#hannibal nbc#hannigram#alana bloom#margot verger#marlana#the cursed sex scene#and apparently a kaleidoscope one...whatever that means....................#did i mention i havent seen season 3 yet#help looking back at this after finishing the series is stupid as fuck#“at least margot and alana did it...and apparently a kaleidoscope scene...... don't know whats that one about”
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You know I'm realizing one reason you keep seeing mdzs modern AUs where the Jiang parents are alive mainly so they can dramatically fail and betray Wei Wuxian by cutting him off financially--defaulting on his college tuition or formally disowning him etc--isn't just that people want to translate the Burial Mounds II arc into modern terms while keeping Jiang Cheng clean of it.
(Despite the fact that the internal logic of Jiang Cheng's character is largely built around him being a person who would abandon someone he intensely cared about under these specific circumstances.)
It's because it's hard to set up a modern analogue for the way that Jiang Cheng is responsible for Wei Wuxian, as his Sect Leader.
We live in a highly individualistic society. People are trying to write Wei Wuxian Tragically Wronged, and because there's a normative expectation that people in the position of parents will provide you with resources, and certainly won't withdraw them without warning, but no such assumption that people in the position of siblings necessarily owe each other support, making this work in modern setting with Jiang Cheng in his canon role would require a lot of extra work, just to get a less readily resonant result.
But I keep thinking about it. Because something that's getting lost here is, not just the nuances of character and relationship, but like...it's sort of key to the story that cutting Wei Wuxian off was, in fact, Completely Socially Appropriate.
The level on which it was a betrayal is subtle, and deeply cutting. And intensely tied up in the very different opinions each of Jiang Cheng's parents had about what obligations existed in their family wrt Wei Wuxian, and what these meant.
The level on which it was the obvious, normal course of action is blatant. That is to a huge extent why it happens: because Jiang Cheng's instinct to conform is a survival instinct, reinforced by trauma, and Wei Wuxian's choices meant he had no coherently compelling reason not to obey it, and enormous peer pressure to do so.
The fact is that Jiang Cheng was making a reasonable choice, the actual thing 'anyone would do in that situation,' unlike Wei Wuxian and Jin Guangyao's respective wildly warped ideas about what that is.
Wei Wuxian wasn't betrayed by Jiang Sect like your foster parents cutting you off because you're disobedient. Wei Wuxian was betrayed by Jiang Sect like your brother refusing to drop fifty grand to bail you out of jail.
Of course Wei Wuxian tells him not to. And of course the fact that Jiang Cheng already chose in the moment not to pay a cent because Fuck You Wei Ying still stands there glaring, a precedent that can never be taken back.
And then later he's betrayed by Jiang Cheng like your brother cooperating with a police investigation into a manslaughter you really did commit, that's being handled like domestic terrorism. And then like your brother calling the cops on you. And then like your brother helping the cops find where you're hiding.
I'm personally fascinated by the way Jiang Cheng's lifelong resentment for the way Jiang Fengmian reliably bailed Wei Wuxian out of everything informed those decisions to do the normal thing, the way he's reacting against his dead father as well as against Wei Wuxian and the actual situation.
But even without that daddy issues angle, the fact that the person who made that choice was Jiang Cheng, and that it was simultaneously the reasonable appropriate normal upstanding citizen rational thing to do and so shitty Wei Wuxian would be entitled never to forgive it is sort of. The Point.
Of the scenario, and also to a considerable degree of the entire finely tuned narrative construct that is Jiang Cheng.
#hoc est meum#mdzs#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#meta#like sometimes people commit transgressions#and you have to actually decide what that means to you#what you're willing to let them cost you#whether you agree that that transgression deserves punishment#and even if it does what role you're willing to take in that process#jiang cheng is someone whose sense of right and wrong operates along emotional and pragmatic axes before consulting the moral#which means that without being a *bad* person he's someone who's highly susceptible to pressure#as long as it comes from either a superior or Society At Large#especially if his insecurities get tripped#but like sometimes just for example it's illegal to be gay#or people have less rights because of who their parents were#and those instincts can lead you into bad choices#it's good to be able to set boundaries but jiang cheng is not good at setting them where he personally actually wants them#and when he does they're the boundaries Angry Jiang Cheng wants#and calmed-down jiang cheng just has to live with them#which ofc is something that applies to wwx too in very different ways#the fact that BOTH jiang cheng and lan xichen when the chips are down choose society over their respective halves of wangxian#at one crucial point#and that lan xichen does so in a way that he can live with and not withdraw from the relationship because of#while jiang cheng is almost insane with the need for wei wuxian to deserve everything that happened to him#and how much of that is who they are as people?#and how much is that lan wangji is not dead#and how much is it that lan xichen understands exactly what happened and why#while jiang cheng doesn't and can't so he has to make up his own story to make sense of it#so much going on here
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I should find another hobby
Anyway, if Merlin was set in modern times, Arthur would have called Merlin his “gay awakening”.
#arthur’s mind in this moment (probably)#‘what the fuck is a stab with a magical sword anyway’#‘let me kiss merlin’#‘let’s smooch’#‘let’s go back to camelot and copulate’#‘why haven’t i done this before i mean WHATEVER I’M JUST DYING SO’#‘let’s make the best of my last few moments AM I RIGHT FELLAS’#‘come on merlin one small peck coME HERE’#and merlin’s thoughts (probably):#‘if you die without kissing me i will sentence you to death’#‘no hesitation’#‘put those pretty lips on minE COME ON ARTHIE’#merlin’s thought as he waits for arthur’s return (probably)#‘i’ll kill him again. what the fuck does thank you even mean’#‘bro be for real we’re just gay’#‘we were supposed to bed each other and you died in my arms instead’#‘pretty dramatic if you ask me’#if you didn’t notice i’m going insane#merthur#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin bbc#i’ll probably delete it later because i don’t feel that sure about it but i wanted a laugh#i made this out of desperation for the finale since i finished my rewatch#please send help
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Angel: Husk let me fell asleep with my head in his lap and kissed my cheek when I woke up. He's so cute. I wish he liked me.
Cherri: *looks into the camera like she's on The Office*
#Cherri is 100% done with Angel’s pining bullshit#Angel you gay disaster#Cherri: Angel I love you- but what the fuck#Cherri- *throwing both dumbasses in a closet*: NOW YOU ARE GOING TO STAY IN THERE UNTIL YOU WORK OUT YOUR FEELINGS#Angel: what the fuck cher I came out of the closet DECADES AGO#Husk: *thinking* ‘ohmygod he’s an idiot. I love him’#poor Angel has no self esteem#HUSK FUCKING ADORES YOU ANGEL YOU LOSER#ANGEL DUST NEEDS A HUG#CONSENSUALLY#AND PREFERABLY FROM HUSK#Angel: the fuck do you mean Husk likes me? husk don’t like me. right whiskers?#husk: …#Angel: whiskers?#husk: well- you see legs-#Cherri: YOU GAVE EACHOTHER NICKNAMES FOR THE LOVE OF SATAN FUCK ALREADY#Charlie: *in the background* 😍 hey! you two should kiss!#huskerdust#angel/husk#hazbin angel dust#hazbin husk#Angel dust#husk#they’re so gone for each other#they’re gay your honor#they’re in love your honor#Hazbin hotel#incorrect hazbin hotel#cherri bomb#husk and Angel cuddle and I will die on this hill THEYRE MY OTP OK LET THEM BE HAPPY
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