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Girl why are you hyping this bootleg Light Yagami ???
If he was actually out there, he'd probably be one of those annoying dudes who think pessimism = deep
#he'd be walking 'haters cant stand that I ponder' with his yeeyeeass emo hair#yeah Im pressed about this because I have met guys wholl tell you about their ~deep~ thoughts and then its just#thoughts you shared with your friends at sleepovers when you were like 10#I'm sorry Kurt but I need Welkin back#my sweet beetles for brains man#valkyria chronicles#psp#has anyone out there played this#please#tell me that the characters get better#Am I supposed to self insert ??? is that why Im only enjoying the gameplay#am I doing this wrong 😔😔#valkyria chronicles 3
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Never drawing again
#literally#bc SiLvEr WAS NOT WANTING TO BE DRAWN#Idk what I was doing wrong but silver was not silvering#it was horrible#it’s 3 am I’m tired#good night 💪😔#twisted wonderland#leona kingscholar#ruggie bucchi#kalim al asim#jamil viper#floyd leech#jade leech#twst silver#malleus draconia#I don’t even like these anymore that’s how long I took aughh lol
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Pregnancy as a kink makes me uncomfortable so man am I glad your pregg Flug stuff is explicitly not kink oriented!
yeah I... don't wanna judge anyone... but it's more than that, it's downright terrifying to me. Blame my hormones bc I'm expecting irl but wow... I'm very sensitive and it feels dehumanizing. but ig that is kinda the point of the kink(?)
it's so common in fandoms!
I'm completely vanilla anyway tho, so not surprising.
I've tried to pretend for a super long time that I'm into kink, but most of them are off putting and I consider them intrusive thoughts, not fantasies. I'm kinda fluctuating between sex-repulsed and neutral (aroace) even fictional... ig kink just isn't for me. I tried so hard to get over it. I know some people in my asks/requests are gonna be disappointed but I'm sorry💔
I'm slightly ashamed of how boring I am and I have serious trouble connecting to anyone in fandoms due to this actually🤕 feel like the most NT autistic person ever.
anyway here's a doodle!
#that's autism for you#I'm sadly really picky and easily grossed out by things#I'm not even trying to be judgemental#I wish I was such a person that is just chill with everything but I have more icks than likes#so my fandom experience is like 80% discomfort and trying to avoid things without shutting out the majority of content in the first place#from what I heard I seem to have this problem particularly in this fandom bc the series is horror.#and I ship a toxic ship.#but I neither enjoy horror nor this trope. so what the fuck am I doing here#how did I get here. I'm lost guys#but yeah; it naturally attracts more people that are into quite dark or hardcore things#and I'm just sitting here with my soft dick in my hand wondering where it all went wrong#i don't belong here#I can't relate to 99% of people#honestly? I just... like Flug....... I just adore the autistic scientist#and I wanna SMOOCH him but I can't identify too well with myself or thus my sona#so how the fuck am I gonna smooch and love on this man#I need SOME second character for this!!#well Black Hat is pretty cool and easier to draw than the rest; I like his design...#so here we are.#I'm not really in it with my heart. I don't understand the essence of this ship. I'm a fandom blep#that's why a lot of content is probably disturbing and upsetting as hell to me.#but that's just my theroy..... a Joshi™ theory#sorry for rant I am bored and tired😔#enjoy#villainous#villanos#dr flug#kenning flugslys#my art#ask reply
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I'm gonna be shitting and screaming and starting fights if Sera becomes a villain. I can't take sibling angst, Sera loves Emily I swear guys believe meeee.
#im making a fanfic of two and a half halos and the mc is Emily and it focuses alot on her and sera's dynamic#ill probablg send it here when im done. in 100 years because i havent finished a fic in 20 centuries#hazbin hotel sera#seraphim#hazbin sera#emily hazbin hotel#hazbin emily#hazbin hotel emily#emily seraphim#hazbin hotel#PLEASE DONT MENTION HAND PLACEMENF PLEASE /S#I WAS DRAWINF THIS AT 3 AM AND I KEPT BLACKINF OUT BUT I KNEW ID LOSE MOTIVATION IF I DIDNT FINISH#I DIDNT NOTICE UNTIL I WAS DONE SO PLS JST- IDK. JST LOOK AT MY BABIES#i headcanon Sera as trans. for pride month i have the idea of putting every ship and character under their pride flags#sooo sera is gonna be covered with a trans flag and emily... also trans becauze everyone is trans becauze o said so#charlie is ALSO trans because i said so#i came up wit trans sera on my own(idk if it existed be4 but i jst thot of it and got all happy cuz she is so trans idc) but#i freaking love trans emoly and trans charlie so for a bit i felt wrong for hc so many characters as trans#rhen i woke up one day and was loke. yeah idgaf they all trans cuz theres not enoigh#like im not gonna ALAAYS depict them as trans except sera(she is 100% trans to me) i like the other hcs for fun. im so srs for sera i 💜 her#sera just wants to hug her huggable sister sometimes and thats ok! 💜💜#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#*in stupid egg boy voice* i wish Sera would hold ME in her arms... 😔#gave them snouts because i cannot deal with the no noses. it genuinely disturbs me. have yall SEEN velvettes side profile omfg 😨#my babies... i just want them to be happy. why must there be sibling angst... they jst want to do whats right ☹️#im gonna fight to protect Sera from spme of yall fr fr cuz she do not deserve to be SO hated. JST. JST GET TO KNO HER I SWEAR SHE COOL#like i get it. what she doin is wrong. but if you was in her shoes you know you would do the same dont even lieeee 😨
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I've said it before, I'll say it again, and I'm sure it won't be the last time. I AM SICK AND BLOODY TIRED OF THESE MFS, HALF OF WHO DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT CURSED CHILD, BITCHING AND MOANING ABOUT AN ANGSTY TEEN DARING TO BE AN ANGSTY TEEN, I WILL FIGHT THE LOT OF YOU
(this is gonna be a bit long and probably incoherent so sit down and fucking listen to me 🔫 stick with me because I'm not just complaining about albus haters)
eVERYBODY wants cOoMmpllEeXx relatable HUMAN characters - and then SHIT themselves when the flaws a CHILD has isn't just 🥺 uwu im socially awkward and traumatised 🥺. that's why scorpius doesn't get this fuckass treatment, because his terrible human flaw is that he's a bit shit at conversation and gets sad about his dead mum (generalised understatement, but this post isnt about him. dont come for me i love him 🫶🏻)
god forbid albus, who feels unloved and unwanted (with valid evidence for a teenager), albus who feels completely out of place and outcast from his entire famously-close-knit family, ablus who is well known by the world by default via Harry and hates the attention and high expectations, albus who then gets targeted and bullied by his peers because he's not as perfect and brilliant as his father, albus who is then isolated from his one friend because Harry is making irrational ptsd fueled decisions, albus who tells Harry completely sincerely that he knows he's unlikeable but he'll try and change himself and be more like his siblings because he genuinely believes that's what Harry and everyone else whos had the misfortune of meeting him wants, albus who spends the entire play trying to prove himself and fix things via idiotic childish decisions BECAUSE HES A WHOLE UNSTABLE CHILD
god forbid that CHILD doesn't react like a patient, supported, well adjusted, level headed adult. god forbid he reacts outwardly. god forbid he reacts at all, my bad. clearly he should just sniffle a bit as if he doesn't feel suffocated and helpless by everything in his life, because obviously hes just a spoiled brat who doesn't know what real suffering is. god forbid he complains or feels anything negatively, or doesn't quite grasp that other people are struggling too because he is too busy trying so hard to deal with himself and his declining mental health the best he can with basically no support or understanding. god forbid he isn't completely perfect.
you all sound like some fucking boomer telling teenagers they don't know what real struggling is, they aren't mentally ill, they dont have any problems because they have a roof over their head, they should all go to war kids are too soft these days 😫😖😱 fUCKING‼️SHUT UP‼️
he does things wrong but he knows he does and he does everything he can to fix it! and he is fourteen!!! do none of you remember what being fourteen is like 😭😭 I swear half of you have got to be basically fourteen yourselves cmon man
cause I'm seeing this fucking pattern a lot recently. not just for albus, not just in this fandom, everywhere. ‼️ no one can fucking handle flawed characters anymore ‼️ the only thing any character is allowed to have wrong with them is trauma apparently, otherwise they have to be perfect, and I'm getting sick of it. characters and stories are meant to reflect real life, they're meant to help shape our world view, why are you expecting everyone to be fucking perfect??? what happened to nuance? what happened to understanding character development? you are all acting like characters and people are so black and white. either they're perfect or they're insufferable and evil. I won't lie, the most common victims i've noticed of this are women. but the flawed women are typically demonised, whereas the men are typically turned into uwu baby boys who actually aren't capable of doing anything wrong and then fanon goes nuts making them into ittle wittle victims. and I'm so fucking sick of all of it, I hate this. (obviously this is not a strict rule. Albus Potter, and also Albus Dumbledore now I mention it, are demonised beyond belief)
BRING BACK FLAWS AND BRING BACK NOT COMPLETELY WRITING OFF A CHARACTER BECAUSE THEY DARE TO BE HUMAN
I AM FED UP, ALBUS POTTER GET BEHIND ME
#he did many things wrong BUT I PROMISE YOU HE IS MORE AWARE THAN YOU ARE#HE HATES HIMSELF MORE THAN YOU EVER COULD#this post has been building a lot because i just kEEP SEEING ALBUS HATERS AND ITS DRIVING ME INSANE#i am albus potters defence lawyer actually#also eloise bridgertons i am seeing far too many people jumping on that hate train#i know shes going through her im not like other girls i hate pink phase but OF COURSE SHE IS#SHE LIVES IN THE 1800S WOMEN ARENT ALLOWED TO DO SHIT SHE FEELS TRAPPED IN A BOX AND ALL SHE SEES IS OTHER PEOPLE PLAYING THEIR PARTS#i could talk about her a lot more but this isnt the time or place 😔✋🏻 eloise bridgerton they could never make me hate you#also sansa stark i havent even watched game of thrones but i would fight to the death to defend her#her only crime was being a naive child and yet people hate her mercilessly#these are the people coming to me off the top of my head but there are countless fucking others#we are witnessing the death of media literacy and the death of nuance and its killing me i cannot fucking do this#i sincerely hope anyone complaining about al dont ever have teenage children because they will be shit at supporting or understanding them#hpcc#harry potter#albus potter#scorpius malfoy#years spent on tumblr and i still dont know how to tag#albus severus potter#harry potter and the cursed child#scorbus#is it cheeky if i tag bridgerton or game of thrones?#it feels cheeky 😔#the marauders#tagging that too because that fandom are fucking perpetrators of this#(said as someone in it dont come for me)
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I hope in the next dragon age game theres 3 dwarf companions 3 qunari companions 1 elf and a human that dies early on like that one girl from the dao awakening dlc
#dragon age#dragon age origins#dragon age 2#dragon age inquisition#dragon age the veilguard#dao#da2#dai#datv#SORRY IM A LITTLE BITTER#one dwarf companion in each game…#one qunari but not one in 2…#dwarf and qunari have so much lore we dont know about#IM TIRED OF THE ELVES CAN I SAY THAT#im only a little jk#i like the elves#i really do#it just feels like we’ve focused on them sooo much#i wanna go to par vollen#and seheron#and actually go to orzammar and kal sharok#LIKE. idk. im tired of one dwarf/qunari companion in each game#so im being a bit of a hater#i like all but ONE (1) of the companion in all the da games#sorry chat my haterisms took over 😔😔😔#anyway. FUCK ea. let bioware make the games they want !!!#also. maybe get more non-white ppl in the writers room cuz. its felt lmao#maybe im wrong but it certainly doesnt feel like i am.#is this dragon age criticism???m#sort of. if you read my tags thats on you srry
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More of my favourite low effort CPDS Members as my screenshotted tiktok comments memes for you as an apology for being so inactive and proof I am still around hehe <33
#am just about to start my final year of university#which is pretty crazy to thing abt#so if anyones been wondering where I've been....ive been around haha#been working on shows basically non stop#apparently 13 hour day tech weeks dont leave much time or energy for tumblr posting 😔😔#i also get way too hype thinking abt mischief which means it takes even more energy out of me oopsie#i did work on a production this year that was basically rip off ppgw it was very fun especially knowing the context but it is so difficult#pantomime tech is so difficult things just dont like to go to plan#very rewarding tho#anyway if anyone is interested in what im doing u can follow my tech professional instagram acc @abirustagetheatretech#anyway yeah accept my badly made memes as my apology for being so inactive#love u all lots still <33#hope everyone is doing well#mischief theatre#mischief comedy#the goes wrong show#mischief theatre memes
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Can't believe i'm forced to say this again but alas- (<- No one is forcing me to do this)
BESTIES! ERROR AND NIGHTMARE AREN'T CANON TO INK! DREAM IS NOT CANON TO INK!
The only one that could possibly be canon to Ink is Swap if we take into consideration the canceled comic Comyet did a long while back! And the art Comyet has done with Ink and Error I'm 99% sure is just a what-if, not canon interpretation on how they think they possibly would interact together
Everytime I see someone with their full chest exclaim how the dream twins or Error are canon to ink I internally die inside I'm sorry
#ALSO COMYET HAS STATED AND I QUOTE “-He has a very special morality that sometimes shows to be really separated from his emotions.”#JUST CUZ HE “let's something bad happen in the script” DOESN'T MEAN HE'S NECESSARILY OKAY WITH IT#LOOK AT THE TOP GASTER COMIC FOR CHRIST SAKES. I AM THIS 🤏 CLOSE TO SPAMMING THE LINK TO IT IN EVERY KNOWN UTMV TAG TO GET THAT COMIC MORE-#RECOGNIZATION#my ramblings#ink sans#sorry i just saw a post again that made my ink obsessed adhd/autism brain go up in flames 😔#no hate to the anonymous poster just- please i beg double check ur facts bestie 🙏#the day the UTMV fandom stops taking information from second third or forth hand accounts as canon is the day i can rest in peace#CHECK THE OG SOURCE MATERIAL PLS#DON'T TRUST THE WIKIS#this uh turned into a rant mb#do tell me if i have anything wrong by the way#i do pride myself with knowing the accurate facts when it comes to canon ink sans
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I posted about this before but Taylor Kelly and the other TK are not the same
Leaving and coming back vs leaving and having to be chased after
Joining in on his stuff vs not bothering
Celebrating him vs "Enjoy it while it lasts"
Acknowledging what the 118 means to him vs dismissing it
Being welcome in the 118 vs .....
#I'm too lazy to make this into an actual post so just have the screenshots#I wanted to use henren's reaction for the last thingy but it was the wrong orientation 😔#also disclaimer they do parallel each other in several moments and you can find ppl showing that but ++#++ I made this to show that there's also a significant difference between what kind of partners they were/are to Buck#to the point where I had to choose which Taylor scenes to use because I had more options for every single one of these btw#such as her in bathena's house or asking bobby what gift to get buck#last disclaimer is that I am in fact a buddie shipper mainly and they're endgame to me but I did like bucktaylor while it lasted#anyways#911#911 abc#evan buckley#evan buck buckley#taylor kelly#bucktaylor#anti bucktommy#anti tommy kinard#I tagged this as anti if you can't filter skill issue + I'm blocking you
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hey are you okay...?
you havent posted anything in a month...
yeah I know 🥺🥺😭 for someone who did that nearly daily for years it's really, really strange. (But I'm still alive, so I'm answering this, although a little late.)
In news of the trailer!! And our boy!! (and what they have done to his hair, pfpfpp) part of me wants to draw so very, very bad, but my body isn't cooperating, sadly 🥺 Hopefully I'll be able to once S3 truly starts...
#my current state of functioning it's more like riding a clownishly small bike that is on fire and slowly falling apart but alas#I do work a lot right now#lots and lots and lots of weekend shifts too#I want to quit all of my jobs and become a goat farmer 😭#but then it would also only need a baby goat to kill me#... I wanna draw 🥺🥺#but maybe it's also good that I don't currently something is wrong with both of my hands I have zero grip strength these days 😔#and when do I not have a fever - maybe my body is just trying to fry itself for funsies#mixed with the migraines and the things that I still have from covid I am one ill little bean 😅🤦♀️#alas!#this bean will draw once S3 is out or she goes mental 🤸♀️
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Guys please be proud of me I stopped myself from being a grade A fun ruiner today
#we were doing class performances in my theatre class and some girl wanted to go first cuz she said no one remembers the first one#but actually I am a psych major and I know that your brain usually doesn’t remember the stuff in the middle unless it is especially stand ou#so she was wrong but to say that would be unnecessary and probably considered rude#so I suffered in silence 😔
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what do I need to do to get a legacy tfa blackarachnia
#because I'll do it#it'd be really cool if they had a twin pack with tfa elita 😔😔#like correct me if I'm wrong but tfa elita never had a toy???? right??? like hasbro come on twin legacy pack with them bothhhh#I have one singular tfa blackarachnia toy and it's some tiny ass thing ready to fight that a tfnation staff member gave me 💀#I need a figure of her bro come on hasBRO my bro I am NOT paying resale prices#tfa blackarachnia#transformers#Tfa#Transformers animated#tfa elita one#elita one#blackarachnia
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It’s real Rockyposting hours…
Does anyone ever think of how… tragic/desolate Ivan’s life is in Rocky IV? He’s just a machine for his trainers and wife. Obviously, the movie also wants us to see him this way, given his impassive reactions and the fact that this movie is like, propaganda for the Cold War. But male power fantasies aside, the way he’s just forced to train and is injected with drugs non-stop is just so miserable. You can’t come out of that unscathed. I’d love to see some more realistic feelings of his about this.
#‘Does that mean you’re going to write a fic about this?’ Hahaha noooo who do you think I am you are#Ivan Drago#Haven’t seen the movies in a while so plz correct me if I missed something/said something wrong!!#Rocky Balboa#Sorry for going back to my Rocky phase. It will happen again😔
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Cronic and Aurrel with sideburns save me
#there’s the sprites I wanna work on (those two) and then the sprites I can stand working on (designs I didn’t design and thus am crushing#myself with fear of doing it wrong)#how am I supposed to silly guy in these circumstances 😔
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I went into bg3 fully ready to have a good time and have done so despite many ways in which the game is not good and have not worried too much over various dramas about patch changes but my chill streak has finally ended and I am wailing gnashing my teeth etc. about patch 7 (the supposedly final one with story/content changes) not adding companion reactivity for any of the durge content in act 2
#gotta regain my chill about this. it doesn't change the good version of bg3 that exists in my head#but like. durge is literally the protagonist character. and a huge chunk of story is just bizarrely missing from act two#all the baddies recognize you and no one reacts#warden says you were an important guest no one reacts#kressa says she had a great time torturing you for weeks no one reacts#and it's so misaligned with companion reactivity for everything else. like#I am one of those players who goes around the camp circle talking to every single companion after anything even mildly important happens#to hear the couple of lines of dialogue they have about it#because they've got a couple of lines of dialogue about every plot development and significant moment in other companion storylines!#but they don't have a single word for enormous central plotline revelations about the player character#it makes the act 3 reactions bizarre too because everyone's shocked by what gortash says and it's like#literally everyone in moonrise was like 'oh hey it's you again' what did you THINK 😭#a lot of people complain about the resist!durge final scene after killing orin being lackluster#and yeah sure I feel it's lacking in a few ways but like. at least it exists.#a cutscene does play and afterwards the companions do react. ymmv on whether those reactions are impactful or fitting#but they do--crucially--exist#whereas in act 2 there is straight up nothing#when people say right in front of the companions 'hello fellow villain fancy seeing you back here again'#there is not even so much as a 'dude are you okay' after kressa talks about keeping durge prisoner and torturing them#okay okay it's fine I'm getting it out of my system I'm gonna be normal about this again#the companions had reactions in the good version that exists in my head 😔#scribblingface plays bg3#okay actually also like larian has made so many changes based on fans complaining a lot about something#often changes that made the complaining people happy but pissed off everyone who already liked the current version#not weighing in on the merit of various specifics but it has struck me as a sometimes odd and unwise degree of#listening to what the players want. like just tell your story and accept that some parts won't please everyone#but THIS THING is universally agreed on by every durge player#because it's not something 'wrong' it's something completely absent that should have been there in order to align with the rest of the game#and yet. we don't get this change in the final update.
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No post ☹️😔😔😔
IM WORKING ON A LILLITH X LUCI X EVE THING WITH ALL OF MY REDESIGNS/RE IMAGINING OF THEM
Itdsss uhhh a. BIG project so have a small snippet (whatever that means) 😈
THIS IS LILLITH'S REDWSIGN SHES THE ONE I CHANGED THE LEAST SO YUH ILL FINNISH IT N POST IT TBIS FRIDAY YIPPEE 😈
#ignore the crappiness i drew tbis at 4 am and i wrote this at around the same time#sleepy#i want to blame it on hyperthyroidism but that isnt thebone that makes u eepy 😭😭😭#i think... IM the problem 😰#i have ASS hand writing but a neat art style. how did i do this 😭#instead of when my hand writing gets better my art gets better its the exact opposife ughhh 😭😭#not me struggling to not make every character a furry 😔 (I TWEAK WHEN A CHARACTER IS FULLY HUMAN. IT FEELS WRONG. 😭😭)
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