#always the same notebook

[leastactivesideblog]

I need to stop posting here and write in my diary instead but I forget every time ughh I've even been saving up leaves and receipts to glue in there

[readinginthenighttime]

lord oh lord here we go again

[sm-writes-chaos]

I have a process that I rarely use, but is very effective and makes me think I’m actually making progress.

I first write whatever I’m writing at the moment on paper (bad idea my hands hurt)

Then I type it out, which consequently makes me edit it/polish it along the way.

That way it’s easier to change things or even see where something needs to be changed when you’re slowly going through each line to type it out.

I hate it cause my hands hurt and I’m impatient but I love it because it helps me edit on the go

[kolkaslove]

Need to start using glitter pens in my notebook again.... looks boring and stale compared to my old ones sigh

I know haven't been using certain pen types as much because bleeds through the page or whatever and I have drawings but also I can just stick them on and stuff

I don't need to let the limits of paper define me!!!!!! Let that ink bleed as much as it wants if it's shiny!!!!! I need that blue glitter back!!!!!

[intertexts]

happy ONE YEAR to me playing p5 btw i love u persona 5 royal.

[takeyourcyanide]

posting isn’t giving me any sort of sense of familiarity or stability in the foundation which makes sense given that everything has been replaced yet again but damn

[canarydarity]

I can’t stop thinking about (mczu) etho and the ranch. He knows theres a tragedy there—likely more than one. He knows the occupants did not make it. He knows there’s a stain on the couch and the carpet too dark to be anything but blood.

But he doesn’t know that it was built by those boys whose lives he’d spared, the ones he found hiding in that closet. He doesn’t know the stain on the couch was SCAR. He doesn’t know it’s where Scar died!! Where grian had to— !!!!!!

He ends up there and he mourns its occupants, because he doesn’t need to know what happened to them to know that they didn’t make it. It’s displayed clearly in the used sheets on an unmade bed, the stack of firewood by the unfinished fireplace, the notebook with the torn out pages abandoned on the coffee table. There’s too much domesticity, not enough paranoia. He knows they weren’t the kind of people who make it in this world. But HE DOESNT KNOW HES THE REASON THEY GOT TO HAVE IT, EVEN IF ONLY FOR A LITTLE WHILE. EVEN IF THEY DIED ANYWAY.

GOD if the mczu is all about choices (if etho didn’t kill grian because it wouldn’t matter. Bdubs would still be dead.), about decisions and consequences, then THIS choice of his is just as important, no? The ones that lead to positives, to relief, to mercy, even if momentary?

When he’s inside the ranch he cannot help but be affected by the ranchers tragedy without even knowing who they were or why—it’s enough to know they didn’t make it and were never going to. And it’s enough to see what they had and be jealous he’d never been able to have it with bdubs—to wonder if that’s why he’s still here and they aren’t. But the fact stands that without THAT CHOICE he’d made—to let them go—they may not have made it long enough to have had it at ALL, HOWEVER SHORT IT DID INDEED LAST.

AND HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW IT!!!

CAN ANYONE HEAR ME?!?

[causenessus]

I need you to know that this tag right here made me cry. like a good cry. oh my god.

and the future is always so daunting I know!!! my best advice is just always, always do what you love! life will always throw curve balls but always have something or someone that makes you happy and makes you feel fulfilled <333

AW omg thank you so much <3 I truly truly mean it. seeing the passion you have for teaching that is also so clear to see in notebook paper and yn has literally just opened my mind to so many possibilities <3 thank you so much for your advice!! it's such a good reminder and i really needed that to prevent me from making any irrational decisions 💔

[unanchored-ship]

old jamesborough art + what is maybe the first berry ever drawn

[shehzadi]

the mistborn trilogy, brandon sanderson

[karamazovanon]

DUDE I still think about off an unreasonable amount for an obscure rpg that came out I think 15 years ago now?? like I forget it exists for a year or more and then I'm like damn. I should play it again. And then i do. I think I've played it maybe 4 times in English and once in the French before they patched it. Underrated cornerstone of modern existentialist/post-surrealist media if u ask me

THE OFF (GAME) TEENAGER TO CAMUS ENJOYER ADULT PIPELINE IS FUCKING REAL

[sanchoyo]

I didn't rly wanna post this to my art blog since its just. a compilation of older art and comparisons (done pretty quickly on paint jasdhkfj) but! been thinking abt how far my ocs designs have come and wanted to see them all lined up.

ive been considering upgraded forms or ones that might fit tmm new better, even tho I really dont have plans to add any story/plot details from tmmn to the tm2 story since its based so heavily on the first anime TwT (unless something super different happens in tmmn s2 that is waaay different and I like more...? idk)

originally mira had two school friends, one who bears STRIKING resemblance to cara (with the blonde blunt haircut, but one side dyed..orange?) but she got scrapped and yue-bing added later to fill that role. several characters personalities (esp miras) have done a 180, too!! very funny how much changes ...I wonder how these characters will change in the future? :-)

[sysig]

Many months of paper review (Patreon)

[kazooster]

CUTIE ASKED ME OUT AND WERE WATCHING SAW AS A DATE AND IM SO EXCITED EEEEEEEEEEE

[kyouka-supremacy]

For tgp au, if Dazai is Michael, then who is Janet?

I have no idea? Oda? Chuuya and his themes of learning how to be a human?

[zemnarihah]

my design prof is such a cunt she literally docked ppl points for taking notes in notebooks instead of their sketchbook like WHO CARES