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TAKE IT OUT ON ME
bf!nick x male!reader
summary: in which Nick takes his frustrations out on reader
type: fic ✩ genre: smut ✩ pov: reader’s ✩ word count: 2.1K
warnings: use of y/n, use of 👀…the d word, swearing, oral and anal sex, degradation, hair pulling, rimming, fingering, spitting, edging if you squint, choking, slapping (DNI if you’re uncomfortable), top!nick x bottom!reader
a/n: good evening, whores (affectionate)! saurrr if you know me, then you know that i’m a bottom nick stan for life. the simple thought of him riding a nice big dick is what brings me joy every day lmao. that being said, top nick is so foreign to me, but i wanted to take a risk for all my nick boys that i love so much. i have to give a huge shoutout to queen ki, @nickssidewitch, she knows why 😉. y’all this fr had me clenching my thighs so tight, god men are so fucking lucky ffs. i’m so nervous about this, i really hope you all enjoy it. i’ll be having a very cold shower now, byeeee 👋🏾. happy reading! ✩
‘Sometimes I don’t mind you
havin’ the worst day’
“Fucking BITCH!” You hear Nick yell from upstairs as you enter your home, along with things being slammed on the floor. You sigh, leaving your shoes by the door, before coming up the steps. You place your bag down on the couch as you make your way to the bedroom. You stood by the door, leaning your shoulder against the frame, watching him.
Nick was swearing under his breath, picking up the items he’d thrown across the room, not even noticing your presence. You take in his appearance; his shirt almost cropped from how small it was, his hair completely disheveled from tugging at it in frustration, the way his tattooed arms flexed as he clenched his fists, all while his blue fresh love sweats hung dangerously low on his hips. You bit your lip, the sight of him turning you on so much, you could feel yourself growing harder by the second as your eyes continue to scan his body.
“What are you looking at?” he gripes, snapping you out of your apparent trance. His piercing blue eyes lock with yours, eyebrows furrowing, and suddenly you feel a warmth in your cheeks.
“H-Huh?” you stutter in defeat, unable to form a full sentence at that moment.
“Are you deaf?” he replies sternly, stepping closer to you.
“Bad day, huh?” you ask nervously, biting the inside of your cheek, not really wanting to set him off more than he already is.
“Something like that,” he starts, rubbing his eyes before pacing the floor in front of me.
“There’s no fucking audio on the video, and we have nothing else to post for tomorrow. I have to decide on the new flavors for the next drop, but I don't like any of them, and I can’t think of any new ones for the life of me. I can’t find either of my fucking glasses, and you know I can’t see for shit. I’m so frustrated, I don’t know what to do” he lets out a sigh, running his fingers through his hair.
You honestly felt bad for the brunette man in front of you, he’s overworked and certainly under appreciated. Yet, you couldn’t help finding him so god damn sexy in this disgruntled state. You open your mouth to speak before closing it, biting on your lip as you think of what you’re about to say next. You wanted nothing more than to be supportive, but all you could think about right now was being under him.
“I’m so sorry, baby, that sounds like an awful day,” you pout, pulling him closer by the waistband of his sweats.
“Why don’t you let out some of that frustration on me, hm?” you grin, looking up at him with lust in your eyes.
Nick licks his lips as his eyes darken at your proposition, “Oh yeah, gonna let me take it out on you, pretty boy? Be my little fucktoy tonight?” he smirks, grabbing you by the waist, your bodies flushed against each other, and you gasp. You can feel how hard he’s getting already.
“Use me however you want,” you offer, a submissive smile playing on your lips.
“Such an eager little slut for me, I think I'll take you up on that offer,” his voice dripped with lust.
He leans down, the warmth of his breath tickling your ear as he whispers, “On your knees. Now.” He commands, and you drop to your knees without hesitation.
“So pretty, but…” he trails off, running his thumb across your bottom lip, and you wrap your lips around it, sucking gently, “You’ll look even better when you’re gagging on this dick,” he continues, smirking.
He pulls his thumb away with a pop, before hooking his fingers inside the waistband of his sweats, pulling them and his underwear off in one swift motion. His hard cock springs free, and you let out a stifled moan, your mouth watering at the sight of it. It was so big, you became lost in thought, you could hardly wait to have it buried inside you.
“It’s not polite to stare, you know,” he says, before grabbing a fistful of your hair, pushing your face towards his length.
“Suck it, and don’t even fucking think about teasing, or you’ll regret it” he threatens, as you reach to grab his cock in your hand, but it gets smacked away.
“No hands,” he demands, and you nod, looking up at him before taking him in your mouth.
He groans at the warm feeling of your mouth around him. You began moving your head back and forth, sucking hard on his shaft. “Shit,” he moans, biting hard on his bottom lip, and your eyes locked with his. The way he was reacting to you made your cock twitch. He pushes your head down further, and you relax your throat. He bucks his hips, his fist still tangled in your hair as he fucks your throat.
“God, I love your fucking mouth,” Nick moans, as he continues. You start to gag around him, and his body trembles at the sound. He can feel his release starting to build.
“Not yet,” he says, as he pulls you off of him. You gasp, inhaling deeply, as you finally catch your breath.
He helps you up, grabbing you by the waist before crashing his lips against yours. He grabs the hem of your shirt, lifting it up, and you break the kiss to help him pull it off. He removes his own shirt quickly, and before you knew it, your back was being pressed against the mattress, as his broad frame hovered over you. He starts kissing your neck, sucking, and biting at your skin. His tongue smoothing over each mark he creates, and you whine.
“Nick…” you moan softly, squirming beneath him.
“So fucking needy,” he chuckles. He kisses along your chest, his warm tongue flicking one of your nipples as he rolls the other in between his fingers. You moan, your back arching into his touch. His lips trail down to your abdomen, leaving wet kisses until he reaches the waistband of your pants. He palms you through your jeans, before undoing them, pulling them down along with your boxers. You lift your hips to help him take them off, and your cock springs free.
“This all for me?” Nick teases.
He flips you over onto your stomach, grabbing you by the hips, and lifting you up onto your knees so you’re bent over in front of him, and he lets out a low groan. He smacks your ass, then squeezes it, and you let out a soft moan.
“Please…” you whimper, pushing your ass against him.
“Begging will get you everywhere, darling,” Nick says smirking, as his large hands spread your cheeks. He leans down, licking a strip from your balls to your hole, and you gasp at feeling. His tongue laps at your entrance, his hands rubbing, and massaging your ass cheeks.
“Mmph fuck,” you moan, biting hard on your lip. His tongue draws circles around your hole, before sliding in. “Ohh my god,” you moan out, your back arching even more as you bury your face in the sheets. He continues to eat you out, licking and sucking at your hole, his tongue darting in and out rapidly.
He pulls back after a few minutes, smacking your ass once more before reaching over towards the nightstand to grab a bottle of lube. He squeezes some out on his fingers, then applies it. He slides one finger inside you, pumping in and out slowly. His aching cock throbs at the squelching sound. He slides in another, this time pumping faster, and you moan, pushing back against his hand.
“You’re so fucking pathetic,” He teases, smacking your ass again before sliding in a third finger. He pumps his digits in and out, spreading them every so often, stretching you, as you moan over and over.
“I need you so bad, daddy, please…” you whine desperately, sending chills down his spine, and he groans. He pulls his fingers from you, before lining himself at your entrance. Before you can even say another word, he slams his length into you. Not even giving you time to adjust, his hips snap against you at a steady pace.
“So tight,” he whispers, both hands gripping your hips, holding you in place as he thrusts into you. Your moans fill the room as your fingers tangle in the sheets. He starts fucking you harder, grabbing you by your hair, pulling it as he pounds into you over and over.
“God, y/n, you feel fucking amazing,” he moans, as he continues to drill into you. The head of his cock repeatedly hits your prostate, and your body shudders. You reach down, taking your length in your hand, stroking it. The pleasure intensifies as you teeter closer to the edge.
“Ohh fuck, I’m so close,” you pant, feeling that familiar knot in your stomach, and suddenly he pulls out. You open your mouth to protest, until you’re being flipped onto your back once again, and you gasp at the sudden change in position.
“I wanna see your face when you cum for me,” he says, before slamming into you again. Taking one of your legs, and placing it over his shoulder, giving him deeper access. You moan, as he gains a steady rhythm. His fingers play with your nipples, the immense pleasure making your back arch into his touch.
“Nick Nick Nick,” you moan his name over and over, as he fucks you senseless.
“That’s it, baby,” he smirks, “You’re taking me so well, like a good little slut,” he praises, degradingly. He trails one of his hands to your throat, squeezing lightly as he deepens his strokes.
“Nghhh fuck, it feels so good,” you gasp, your hands gripping the sheets once again.
“You love it when I get angry, don’t you? It turns you on to see me so frustrated? ‘Cause you know you’ll get fucked like this?” Nick asks, his hand still wrapped around your throat, as he’s balls deep inside you. You whimper in response, his length hitting your sweet spot so perfectly, making your brain foggy.
“Aw, so drunk on my cock he can’t speak,” he starts, “Answer me.” He demands, as the palm of his hand connects with your cheek, and you let out a small gasp, biting hard on your lip from how aroused it made you.
“Y-yes, it turns me on s-so much, daddy. Love when you f-fuck me like this,” you whimper, looking at him, your eyes locking with his. You open your mouth, your tongue sticking out, and he spits in it. You moan, swallowing it down, and a lustful growl escapes his lips.
“Fuck, you drive me insane,” he groans, taking your leg down from his shoulder before he leans in, kissing you hungrily. You moan in between the kiss, and he slides his tongue into your mouth. He breaks the kiss, his lips trailing down to your neck, sucking at your skin, as hips continue to snap against you, each thrust deeper than the last.
“Mm fuck, don’t stop. Please don’t stop, please don’t stop,” you let out a desperate whimper, your eyes rolling back, as he continues his movements, picking up his pace. You feel your release start to build again, your body trembling.
“You’re shaking, baby. You gonna cum for me?” Nick whispered in your ear, before biting it.
“Y-Yes, I’m so close,” you moan, the knot in your stomach seconds from coming undone.
“I don’t remember you asking,” he teases, slowing down his pace, and you whine, your hips bucking up trying to gain more friction.
“I need to cum so bad, please. Please, I wanna cum for you,” you plead, rolling your hips against him. He takes his hand, and wraps it around your throbbing cock, stroking slowly.
“Make a mess, baby,” he encourages, his hand moving rapidly on your cock, as he starts to thrust into you again.
“Ohh, oh fuck,” you let out a stifled moan, as you cum all over your abdomen. Nick continues to fuck you through your orgasm, as he chases his own.
“Shit y/n,” he moans your name, his body stuttering as he cums inside you.
He collapses on top of you, panting, and you chuckle, running your fingers through his now damp hair. He pecks at your shoulder softly, before pulling out, and rolling off of you. Instinctively, he pulls you to his side, and you rest your head on his chest.
“Thank you, baby, for ‘helping’ me out,” he jokes, his fingers doing air quotes, before placing a kiss on your forehead.
“I’m always happy to help. Especially, if it’s gonna turn out that good,” you tease, and you both laugh.
“Come on, let’s get cleaned up,” he suggests, before sitting up, and getting out of bed.
“And can you pleaseee help find my glasses?” he asks, helping you out of bed, and you chuckle, shaking your head.
“Babe, they’re on the living room table,” you say, giggling.
Nick’s eyes widened, “WHAT?!”
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✎ signed,
𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝑔𝒾𝓇𝓁 ✩
a/n: ahhhh! i hope you enjoyed this. it was such a challenge for me, i’d been working on it for literal months, not kidding. saurrr, it’ll probably be a minute before top!nick makes another appearance, hope this helps! 💋
dividers by: @/cafekitsune @/adornedwithlight
#sturniolo triplets#sturniolos#sturniolo#nick sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#mr stromboli#matt sturniolo#chris sturniolo#nick sturniolo x you#nick sturniolo x male reader#nick sturniolo x reader#a fics#n sturniolo x male reader#n sturniolo x you#n sturniolo x male#n sturniolo x reader#nick sturniolo smut
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Hii love! I couldn’t tell if your asks are open or not but I wanted to request reader having their first kiss with hao </3☹️
I love your writing so much btw! 🤍
NOTE : my asks are always open but you can still check it out on the pinned post where I do mention the ask status (if it's closed or not) this is my first hao ask btw + tysm for the compliment, I'm glad you enjoy my works 💕 MASTERLIST!!
You and Zhang Hao had been together since high school. When it was time to grow up and explore job opportunities, the two of you managed to make long-distance work, though you’d always joked about who’d be the one to kiss first once you reunited. When Hao finally moved back to your city after landing a job, things shifted—not in a bad way, but definitely in a new direction. You both decided to live together because, honestly, after five years of dating, it didn’t feel like a big leap.
Still, there were moments of awkwardness, like when you’d share the same bed at night. Sure, you’d cuddle, but neither of you ever took it further—not because you didn’t want to, but because you were both too shy to take the first step. Every touch felt hesitant, every glance carrying the weight of unspoken feelings.
“Hao?” you whispered, nudging him gently. He was sprawled on the bed after a long day at work, clearly exhausted. You both split rent evenly, and lately, you’d noticed how much effort he put into his job. He hummed softly, his body shifting as he turned on his side to face you. Without a word, he pulled you closer, his arm draped around your waist.
“Did you have a hard time at work?” you asked, your voice barely above a murmur as your sleepy eyes met his. He blinked at you, his gaze warm yet hesitant, before one hand reached up to cup your cheek.
“It’s not work,” he said quietly, shaking his head slightly.
“Then what is it?” you pressed, your curiosity piqued.
He hesitated for a moment, his thumb gently brushing against your skin. “It’s about us,” he admitted, his voice soft but tinged with uncertainty. “Are you... not attracted to me anymore?” The question caught you off guard, and you frowned, trying to piece together why he’d think that. “Of course I’m attracted to you,” you replied quickly, your tone laced with confusion. “Why would you feel otherwise?”
He let out a small sigh, looking almost embarrassed. “Because... you never, you know... take any hints. And you don’t really drop any hints either. About wanting... my kisses.”
His words trailed off, his cheeks dusted with a faint pink as he avoided your gaze. You stared at him for a moment before giggling softly, the nervousness between you both dissolving just a little. “Is it because I smell?” he asked suddenly, his tone half-serious, making you laugh even harder.
“Hao, no!” you managed to say through your giggles, shaking your head. “I’m just... nervous.”
“Then... can we do it now?” Hao's voice was barely a whisper, his nose brushing against yours as his hand rested gently on your cheek.
“Right now?” you echoed, your heart racing at his sudden question. His shy yet eager nod made your cheeks flush, and though you wanted to take the lead, the thought itself made you feel timid.
“Okay,” you murmured, giving a small nod of your own.
Neither of you moved at first, the shyness between you lingering in the space where your breaths mingled. It was as though a silent agreement passed between you: close your eyes and let it happen naturally. You squeezed your eyes shut, nerves buzzing through your entire body. And then, it happened—a soft, fleeting brush of his lips against yours. The touch sent a jolt down your spine, warm and electric, leaving you breathless even in its gentleness.
Both of you were lying on your sides, facing each other, and though the moment was slightly awkward, it was perfect in its own way. You tried to remember the romantic scenes you'd seen in dramas and movies, hesitantly capturing his upper lip between your own. Hao followed suit, tentatively suckling on your bottom lip, his movements clumsy yet tender. The kiss was inexperienced, both of you unsure of what to do next, but that only made it more endearing.
Your lips moved together in a rhythm that was anything but polished, yet the emotions behind it made your chest feel tight in the best way. With every soft press, every subtle tilt of your heads, you felt your connection deepen.
It wasn’t perfect or seamless, but it was real, filled with the quiet love and nervous excitement you’d built over the years.
When you finally pulled away, both of you were breathless, faces mere inches apart as you opened your eyes. Hao’s lips were slightly parted, his cheeks glowing with a faint blush as he grinned at you.
“That was...” he began, trailing off as he searched for the right word.
You giggled, touching your lips lightly. “Messy?”
“Perfect,” he corrected, his gaze soft and adoring.
#𝒮ena’s 𝒲orks ♡︎#kpop hard hours#kpop hard thoughts#zb1 hard hours#kpop imagines#zb1 hard thoughts#zb1 imagines#zb1#zb1 fics#kpop drabbles#kpop smut#kpop fluff#kpop reactions#kpop scenarios#kpop fanfic#zb1 fluff#zb1 x reader#zb1 zhang hao#zb1 drabbles#zb1 reactions#zhang hao#zhang hao x reader#zhang hao fluff#zhang hao imagines#zhang hao smut#zb1 fanfiction#zb1 angst#zb1 au#kpop#kpop soft hours
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Wednesday Wip Game Fill 11/13/24
The fill I forgot to post last week for @post-and-out. Thank you for pushing my to write!
Requests were made in the amazing Wednesday Wip Game Community. Thank you so much for pushing me to write! I hope you check us out and play!
Written in tandem with @ditzyredrobin
BW24 - 269/Kit (CW: for needles, minor blood and injury)
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Jason’s threads the needle through flesh with the ease of a man who’s done this a million times over, fingers nimble and quick yet with an air of caution. Their little bird was already starting to crash, hitting the wrong side of adrenaline, listing to one side. His eyes glazed over and the dark bags under his eyes more prominent.
On Jason’s other side, Roy is perched on the kitchen counter, swinging his legs like he was five. The tackle box of a first aid kit was spilled out between them, a fresh suture kit neatly laid out and ready.
“Can you stop?” Jason growls, not looking up from his continuous row of sutures. The cut was clean and not very long but the piece of shrapnel had cut deep—deep enough butterfly stitches weren’t enough. “I don’t know if you can tell but I’m in the middle of something right now.”
“I can,” Roy grins but continues swinging his legs.
Jason has to suppress a groan, trying to focus on the task at hand, but the steady thump thump thump of Roy’s socked feet again the kitchen cabinets made his jaw ache.
Deep breath in, hold, deep breath out, he reminds himself.
“I can finish up by myself,” Tim mumbles, words almost incoherent. He looked dead on his feet even before he was sat down. “I’m sure there’s a lot of stuff to do—I can’t —I can finish the stitches and you can—“
“Yeah, no, sorry to burst your bubble, sweets, but that ain’t happening.” Jason snaps. “You couldn’t even get out of your suit on your own. So stitches? That’s outta the question.”
Tim glared up at him, looking more like a child upset they weren’t getting a second round of dessert, than a fearsome Red Robin.
“Ahhh, you know you look like one of those little kid memes when you’re mad.” Roy grinned.
If looks could kill, the one Tim turned on him would’ve had Roy vaporized on the spot.
“Roy,” Jason warned. “If you don’t knock it the fuck off, I’m not going to stop Tim when he decides enough is enough, you feel me?”
Roy snickered, “C’mon, Jay, you know you wouldn’t let Little Red hurt me.”
Jason paused, shooting Roy a look. “What makes you so sure about that? This whole thing is your fault so as far as I’m aware, it’s fair game.”
“Aw, don’t be like that. You know you love me.” Roy pouts, crossing his arms. “And it was an accident and you know it.”
“Babe, I said I was sorry, plus it’s not my fault I thought you said go, not no. My comm was busted, remember?”
“There were options, Roy, you almost got him killed.” A green haze was starting to creep along beyond the field of his vision, liquid and oozing like the pit. “And you-“ Jason snapped, turning his ire on their little bird. “Why hadn’t you cleared out? If I remember correctly, you called the all clear before Roy got trigger happy.”
Tim’s expression twisted, and he looked down at his newly sprinted wrist and ankle. “I’m sorry. I thought I had more time.”
“Yeah, no, sorry isn’t gonna cut I this time. That was a stupid call even for you.” Tim opened his mouth to speak but Jason cut him off. “You’re lucky a broken wrist, a sprain ankle, and some stitches is all you got away with. For that, you’re benched.”
“No,” Tim snapped quickly. “You can’t do this you’re not my—“
“You want me to call Dickie.” Jason countered. “‘Cause I will and you know how he gets when one of his little birds is hurt.”
“You wouldn’t.”
Jason smirked, “Wouldn’t I?”
Tim grumbled under his breath but didn’t say anything else, earning a laugh from Roy.
“And you,” Jason turns to Roy. As far as he was concerned Roy wasn’t getting away with shit either. “You’re out too until Timmy is better.”
“What? Why me?” Roy said, aghast.
“Did the crime, face the time. You caused Tim to get hurt, you get to put him back together.”
#jason todd#jayroytim#red hood#red robin#roy harper#tim drake#red arrow#aresenal#dc comics#batman#red hood and the outlaws#red hood and arsenal#wip wednesday#wednesday wip game#wednesday wip
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This is not an AC/DC reference
Two versions because I think both are neat!
#splatoon#splatoon 2#octo expansion#commander tartar#my art :o]#I only post like 10% of all the Tartar art I create lmao#almost decided not to post this one either#anyways one of my favourite drawings I made of this guy was the one with the exposed face#I always meant to draw more art that leans into a more gritty territory such as this but often ended up unsatisfied with the end result#it's much easier to engage in pure silliness#and boy do I love being a silly goober! [url & intro post checks out]#more silliness will ensue - I assure you!#I am a jester at heart after all#[ok i'm talking too much in the tags lmao moving on-]#[just in case I'll tag it as:]#body horror#mechanical gore#[I hope that covers it - feel free to suggest more tags]
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THE number one most irritating thing about life is deciding when you're meant to speak or make eye contact and when you're not, and for how long and how many phrases you're meant to say at a time
#i know i make this post every week. i know this#but it's just constant!#all my other problems are either solvable or no one has ever solved them in the history of humanity you just have to live with them#but this one is soooo omnipresent and it takes up 80% of my brain space at almost all times#and it's not like i can really condition myself out of it because consciously Not thinking about it is the same as thinking about it!#try to think about my surroundings but people are a part of the surroundings!#how i avoided this level of constant decision making as a child is i just didn't speak to people besides my family unless i had to#i've read people's experiences who were like 'you need to decide when to put on your normal face and how to present yourself'#'being able to choose will give you more autonomy' and like! yeah! guess why i'm able to support myself and live an independent life#that doesn't mean making those choices every second of the day is enjoyable!! or really sustainable over decades and decades!!#rhghghgjhhbhhhhghghhhhghh#hisses like a cat going to the vet
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Ratfish pt 2 spoilers
we've truly come full circle
#i almost posted about this when pt 1 dropped but i decided not to#bc theres been some grumbling on the subreddit about how this billboard going up four months ago 'spoiled' the episode ending#i for one was very curious to see if either someone gave their billboard to katie or if she bought it herself#but then someone pointed out that a billboard around this location.... would be prohibitively expensive#anyway i just happened to see this on the sub back when it first got posted#and it was so excited when ratfish pt 1 dropped and sam said billboard and i was like OHH??#gamechanger
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"As for the government of the kingdom, [Edward V] had complete confidence in the peers of realm and the queen."
"According to the Crowland continuator, [Elizabeth Woodville] seems to have taken the king's place in listening to his council immediately after Edward IV's death. It does appear that she expected to have some role in her son's kingship, and the Crowland continuator’s report of the letters sent to her by [Richard of Gloucester] indicates that she had good reason to expect to be able to work with him and the other councillors: 'the duke of Gloucester wrote the most pleasant letters to console the queen; he promised to come and offer submission, fealty and all that was due from him to his lord and king, Edward V, the first-born son of his brother the dead king and the queen'."
"[However], in what was Gloucester's first coup, Edward V was separated from his household and Woodville advisors. When the young king questioned the move, Buckingham was reported to have told the boy 'It is not in the business of women but men to govern kingdoms'. The blunt remark referred to the authority of Elizabeth Woodville as queen and the power she must have anticipated within the new political climate left by Edward IV's sudden death [...] While the veracity of this scene is questionable*, the words attributed to the duke no doubt seemed plausible to Dominic Mancini who believed they exemplified the popular sentiment held by men [...]."
-Dominic Mancini, The Usurpation of Richard the Third / J.L. Laynesmith, The Last Medieval Queens: English Queenship 1445-1503 / Alexander R. Brondarbit, Power Brokers and the Yorkist State, 1461-1485
*One of Mancini's key sources seems to have been Edward V's own doctor, John Argentine, who attended to him in the Tower. It's very likely that he was the one who recounted this scene to Mancini, which suggests that it should probably be considered more credible than not.
#historicwomendaily#elizabeth woodville#wars of the roses#15th century#english history#my post#Croyland wrote that 'The counsellors of the king - now deceased - were present with the queen' so yes#He clearly seemed to view Elizabeth as taking on Edward's role after his death#Which is striking since her son - the new King - hadn't even arrived in London yet let alone be crowned#It's also interesting that Richard wrote letters to *her* rather than the rest of the council and that she was the final deciding authority#when it came to her son (she was the one who wrote to him for his military escort) - it's a clear indication of who was seen as important#This is also reflected in 16th century chronicles like the claim that the Archbishop of York gave Elizabeth the Great Seal#We don't know if this is true - the Archbishop was definitely opposed to Richard but More may have embellished or invented the story#But either way it reflects the perception that Elizabeth would have a major role in the realm's governance during her son's minority#Which makes sense as Edward V would have been used to his mother governing for him as part of his council his whole life#It's also interesting to compare the impression we get of Elizabeth's role with that of former kings' mothers in late medieval England#Because that can help us understand her activities (and perception of them) within proper context rather than purely in isolation#From what I understand kings' mothers could be very influential (eg: Joan of Kent) but were almost never visibly/directly associated#with the governance of the realm. It's striking that the most extreme and arguably the only exception - Isabella of France - assumed#her unofficial regent-like role only after literally deposing the former King aka her husband in the most atypical situation imaginable#So it's striking that Elizabeth *was* visibly and directly associated with it despite her situation being entirely standard; despite the#lack of precedents; and despite the physical absence of her son. Especially since she was effectively the king's mother for only 20 days#I do think it's possible to argue that it says something about her power as queen#(Edward *did* give her unusual positions of authority either way) and may also suggest a more direct personality on her part#It may also explain why historians were/are so readily prepared to believe that she wanted to 'usurp the sovereignty' to quote George Buck#Ofc this is my interpretation based on my (limited) knowledge - feel free to correct me
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Finally got around drawing Aioros :D
#saint seiya#saint seiya fanart#los caballeros del zodiaco#sagittarius aiolos#I remember reading somewhere (either a post or some wiki page idk) how aioros is often revered as the perfect saint an almost divine figure#and I’m pretty sure aioros initially refutes being the next pope saying saga would be a better fit (it’s 4am so correct me if I’m wrong)#anyway I watched some of kotz for fun and saw that scene. he seemed rather upset at the news but a sense of distress I can’t really describ#even when keeping in mind that he was only 14 I don’t think it was the responsibility that comes with being a gold saint/pope successor#but more combining the first bit of being highly viewed. he seems like a rather humble guy who’s rather content with risking his life#or has at least excepted that fact. but when seem as more than a simple soldier it makes him uneasy. because he knows he’s not a god#yet is put in such position that when adding his sacrifice at an early age he’s practically legend. and despite the initial denial he will#always be obedient enough to accept the duty placed upon him. this is all to simply say I tried drawing him smiling but it didn’t look righ#so ye. (feel bad for just leaving the thought process to the sketch in the tags but it’s not my best wording so it stays down here)#a smol trivia nugget: I still don’t know how I want to draw aioros :p actually better trivia nugget: the pose/composition is from a photo m#they saw I had taken a photo but my angle was rather bland so they decided to absolutely blow me away with one heck of a photo#theres even nice lighting and everything. real glad I finally used the reference as reference :]
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I just managed to get off mha hyperfixation
And now it's happening again... Oh no
Helps with upcoming MHUI LoV event tho, it was a long time since last one happened I wonder what would happen in a new filler story part
Basically this and couple of pages of mid-final arc chapters + recent episode and next one being The Dabi episode was just too much not to get excited again
But! Important thing - I need to reread the last arc before I make anything new, if possible without finishing it to the 419 chapter and everything after, it took 2 months to really recover from the damage that chapter did
Anyway am I ready for the new event? Kinda! Do I have enough gems to get new Tomura? No! I'm not sure he'll even show up this time, because other ones were and still are really stubborn
Also Steampunk recruit took like 120 pulls in a step-up recruit and in the usual one combined
Not the best time to get LoV involved, it's cruel even
Also that one part of the page I added at the beginning was so interesting to look at and them I joked about 236 being similar. The only good thing with final arc being over is that I can say that Izuku didn't draw the parallel of seeing everyone hurt and seeing Tenko react on Mon's death
Understandable why, but it's funny to just look at them and be like, "wow Horikoshi traumatized them both"
#bnha#mhui#morning thoughts#not art#tenko shimura#shigaraki tomura#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku#Still trying to assure myself that it's okay to tag whatever with whatever#If I get into drawing Izuku and Tenko interacting again this post is why#I don't prefer shipping stuff aside from here and there but some of the relationships are so interesting to look at#Izuku and Tenko one is one of my favorites and when PLF arc ended with Izuku looking behind who Tomura was on the outside was...#I can't describe it because I was SURE it was never happening and then it did and almost 3 years after that we get the actual thing#And then boom it's over#I thing knowing that AFO shows up in the 418 ruined it for me I saw people trying to predict it and stuff#But I hoped it wasn't gonna happen but I didn't know what would the other option be#So I was in 'we'll see' mindset for months and I'm okay with the end result... Kinda#It hurts really badly if I turn to my actual emotions#I was just thinking one day and while reading stuff decided to punch a pillow and suddenly it's like some wall broke and it hurt#It hurts now too actually just writing this#I thought because I wasn't processing this the way most people I saw in the fandom did with all of the hating on Horikoshi and stuff#AND hating on Izuku too!#I was either broken or a strange one even to the part of the fandom I tried to join for the first time in ages#While people were clinging to anything to keep deluding themselves that Tomura is alive#Or being openly angry on Twitter#It all was on Twitter actually because I have no power to really change what it shows if I don't just “ignore” every single person there#I tried drawing through it but I slowly hit burnout with drawing absolutely nothing#I'm a bit better now and I tried different things instead so it's alright still a bit... Too much all at once since I had irl stuff too#I'm glad that I'm not known enough to be pressured about anything since I pressure myself enough already
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Tune In Next Time For The Kirby Opinions Tier List
I GOT YOU COVERED
#snap chats#i am too lazy to grab brand new caps for everyone OOPS#akiyama almost made it into the second category on account of me knowing haruka would make him play air ride with her#but then i ultimately decided He Too is a 'aw he's cute :)' type of kirby enjoyer#like when it comes to kirby you either think He's Neat or you're in-too deep and know more than you think theres to know#there is simply no in-between i promise#like you cant hate kirby. you can dismiss him but most people just look at him and go 'hehe. cute :)'#there IS lore in kirby and it's weird that it always ends with some demon about to end the universe#like my brother in christ kirby LITERALLY just wanted to eat his cake this morning why he gotta do all this bullshit#see at least in kirby's epic yarn everything's Made Of Yarn so its not that scary#but then there's like. drawcia from canvas curse and its like... bro what the fuck 👁️💋👁️#anyway ryuji is number one kirby enjoyer out of this line up. in my opinion#its cute as all hell AND it gets weirdly violent by the end of each game#daigo lowkey leans a liiiittle more into the second category on account hes a bunchan enjoyer and ik hed like cute things lowkey#but i dont think he's an avid player of the games nor SUPER into cute stuff so into He's Neat :) he goes#ok im posting silly art byyyye
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so far taylor swift’s new album is…not…good?
#it’s just one opinion#if I happen to be right what of it#I mean most if not all of these new songs sound the same and are either profane or about sex#which as anyone who knows me knows: not my cup of tea#also young girls (very young) still (always have) listen to her music and this is now what they’re listening to#how far the mighty fall#just. very different from the writing and the intentionality behind past music of hers#she always seemed smarter and more creative than this#31 songs is impressive ms. swift but I’ll take quality over quantity any day#but I haven’t listened to all of it yet! maybe there’s a banger I need to hear that I haven’t reached yet#down bad was. almost fun#and I appreciate that she always releases versions of her songs WITHOUT the profanity#though those versions do make one wonder why she used curse words in the first place? seems to highlight the unnecessity#anyway. just thinking out loud. not a big deal#I have the happy ability to decide that my sun does not rise nor set upon stuff like this#opinion piece#taylor swift#ttpd#the tortured poets department#tortured poets department#tswift#text post#doverstar’s thoughts
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It's actually interesting the number of people who have essays of posts on this website discussing ableism both in the games and by gamers towards in game characters, who also have downright awful takes about accessibility features as mundane as a pause button
#elden ring#girlbob.txt#it's almost like performative activism is easier#but then when you step one foot out of your bubble you learn that being good at a game isn't a personality#and your options are either to cope and accept that#or decide that anyone who needs any feature that makes the game 'easier' is lesser and doesn't deserve to enjoy a single player game#interesting :)#very interesting#all i'm saying is if you've ever made a pro malenia post accusing people of ableism but then said 'git gud' about a pause button#you're a cunt!
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whennnnn did victor actually start killing people i have got to know. was it before or after gus found him. hello.
#gray.txt#he definitely seemed super comfortable with it in bcs so.#plus he was the main one chosen for like shooting and killing people (arturo. injuring ignacio. him and tyrus originally gonna kill werner#b4 mike decided to. victor being the one apart of the original ignacio death plan. etc.)#so it’s obvious that gus knew he was… good at that?#can’t lie i’m leaning towards before gus purely bc of the way jeremiah talks abt victor still being a bit new to the whole thing in bcs#and like. how often would gus be sending his ass to war enough for him to be desensitized. all while being new.#so. makes sense for it to be before i guess.#though i fucking love the idea of um. victor lying a little bit and telling gus he’s had experience in the past and acting all desensitized#in the beginning just so he could make a good impression and so that gus would take him more seriously#you know what i mean? that’s a fun one.#though either way i definitely think overall? by the time he showed his ass in bcs he did not give a single shit abt killing. lol#like okayyyyy mr ‘do it quick before you pass out’. okay mr almost killed that motherfucker cause you felt silly and shot him again.#< IM SAYING THIS OUT OF LOVE I LOVE HIM.#anyway this is my attempt at a lighthearted post after thinking abt victor so hard i almost threw up.
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That's me in my daily life. I'm taller and broader than 90%-ish of my coworkers and, more importantly, I move in total silence.
I truly cover my work uniform in badges, pins and similar adornments. And this is only half because I love the fiddly things. The other half? Pins and the like tend to make a tremendous racket when I'm moving, which is seemingly vital to the peaceful work environment of others.
Without them people will just about have a heart attack when they realize I'm behind or next to them and have been for the past five minutes like a brooding phantom kaiju.
Nearly every time I take the pins off to launder my uniform I pass a couple of workdays wearing it without them (because I lack the energy to put them all back). -And then I am very quickly reminded the subtler reason I wear them in the first place by the first person I encounter in my stealthy navigations at my job. "OH YOU SCARED ME, WHY ARE YOU SO QUIET?"
I choose to jingle miserably so that I am not constantly being asked "have you been here all this time?!" Or chastised "say something next time!" when someone turns abruptly and crashes into me.
It also prevents collisions when I am rounding a corner at the same time (in the opposite direction) as one of my unfestooned coworkers, because if I'm covered in badges they can hear me approaching and slow the fuck down.
“Orc rogue is terrible at stealth” is a classic gag, but I’ve always preferred taking it to the opposite extreme, because turning around and suddenly there’s this absolutely enormous fucker all up in your personal space with no clear indication of how they managed to approach undetected or how long they’ve been standing there will never stop being funny.
#Unfortunately this quiet was a learned behavior from my toxic environment growing up so I can't just decide to be consciously loud on my own#The downside is that almost no one actually looks at the badges#and before someone chimes in with it's because there are too many#I did experiment for months with having only a few (3-4) and no one looked at those either#But it's not as if I really expected anyone here to pay attention to my pronoun or disability badges#It's still disappointing to confirm that people are no better than you expect them to be though#When they do pay attention it's usually old men asking if I'm a war veteran or “how many years you been with the company to get all those?”#which is another tragedy entirely to me but I digress#badges and pins#badge collecting#button collecting#pin collecting#sneakery and related tomfoolery#clown sends love#sorry op if this was a rude commandeering of your post#I will probably do it again but it bears acknowledgement nonetheless
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Did I ever post that one draft from forever ago ? bc it’s hitting again.
#the you can’t expect me to have a crush and not be self destructive at the same time post like oooof i was so real for that#I don’t think it ever made it out of the drafts but like ooooooh so real.#me when I mostly seek out romantic interests in unhealthy obsessive ways when I’m spiraling downwards which usually pushes me into a worse#state and I almost use it (the push and pull of a flirty relationship) as a form of mental self harm like no one can get mad at me for#hurting myself if the hurt is coming from constantly putting myself in situations where I get far too attatched it’s not reciprocated in#whatever awful fake toxic way my shitty brain decided it wants or deserves and so then I convince myself no one wants me or ever will want#me just bc someone else likes me in a casual way and not in an obsessive violent devotion way like what the hell is wrong with me#and then I end up hurting myself and others bc I am either very very clingy or very distant bc I’m trying to protect them and myself from#having any relationship with me at all and then the isolation builds I spend more time inside watching / reading shitty fucked up things#until my insides become a black mass of rot and guilt and shame and fear#hahahahaha mental health is so fun#<- girl who hasn’t smoked weed in an hour voice#📋
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Your posts are in an AI model
and then Tumblr decided to sell them to AI models.
Now, don't get me wrong, tumblr selling out the users to AI companies is bad, yes, they shouldn't do that. It sucks.
but don't lets get this confused: your posts were already in there. Tumblr selling them is about tumblr making some money and about the AI models having more exhaustive post collections. It's not about your posts being in an AI model, vs not being in one. That battle has already been lost.
Can you find your post on google? Then it's almost certainly in an AI model already. Think about it: These AI sites showed up before all the sites were making deals to sell their users' content, right? How do you think they built them in the first place?
They scraped the posts. Just like google and bing and such do when they build their search indexes.
It's a fundamental part of how the open web works: you want your posts on tumblr to be visible to users, right? You want them to be readable?* Like, look how much stuff broke when twitter changed their whole read-while-not-logged-in policy, ruining a bunch of thread links/NSFW links. And if it's visible, it's scrapable. That's what the AI models were built on.
I've done website scraping before (not for AI models, of course. I was doing search engines and website archival), this is just how it works. You hire a few relatively smart CS graduates and tell them "build me a scraper that'll give us a bunch of tumblr posts" and they go off for a month or two and come back with a database of a few billion posts, and you stuff that into your AI model. That's how they got all the deviantart and flickr and twitter and pinterest and so on posts. They didn't pay for them: they just took them.
They only ever pay for this shit because either:
they fucked up in such a way that the site might be able to sue them for taking rather than paying
They can buy them cheaper than they can finish taking them. Maybe they'd need to pay the CS grads for an extra month? well, that might be more expensive than just throwing the site a couple hundred thousand bucks.
ANYWAY: my point is, don't treat this "oh no tumblr is selling our posts to AI" like it's a big thing that might happen and it would be bad to happen. Yes, it's bad, tumblr shouldn't do this, this'll let AI models get continual updates of content for far easier than just scraping them would be, tumblr betrayed user trust, and so on...
but realistically, this is not a black and white matter of "if only tumblr didn't do this, then we'd be safe from AI models!"
Nope. We already lost that battle. I'm sorry, and it does suck, but that's just how it is. The avalanche has already started, it's too late for the pebbles to vote. * I'm assuming here that you don't run a private blog that's set to only followers or something. You'd be safer then, of course, but you're not really my target audience for this rant
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