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Prompt 121
There’s several de-aged Danny prompts, but what about de-aged Jazz. Most agree she’s very liminal after all, so who's to say ghost things won’t affect her too?
So imagine with me, Jazz gets hit with something, and she is now child; maybe even baby. Danny panics, flees with his emergency bag alongside the other three in Team Phantom. So now they’re four teens with a very small child on the run. Four teens and a small child who have run into several heroes.
Heroes who are all very concerned.
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#de aged jazz#Question is if Jazz has her memories or if she is now small child all the way or if it's a mix#Tucker Sam Val & Danny are all freaking out because how do you take care of small liminal toddler#Okay actually they should stop freaking out apparently she's even more empathic now oh no#They keep stopping at towns and cities for supplies while visibly running from something#A person thinks they've kidnapped the child at one point and gets bit by said child for their troubles#Later looks up all fives faces only for a small town article to come up with their... death certificates?! Wtf?!#Honestly they could all be mistaken for some sort of aliens on the run too#Danny is straight up half ghost#Jazz is liminal enough to be effected by ghost tech#Val is literally half fused with ghost tech#Sam was straight up possessed by the ghostly primordial being of plantlife#Tucker can use ghost magic and has used reality bending before and is a ghostly ruler of an egyptian realm in the zone so#they all definitely look Off in some way or the other
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my favourite recurring bit with Jadzia is probably that her taste in men is so insane that everybody looks at her like shes lost her fucking mind. including her husband.
#star trek: ds9#jadzia dax#Jadzia: I used to think (absolutely out of pocket alien dude) was so attractive...#Worf: You Are A Freak#Worf is like the most normal of the dudes she has fallen for#and he knows it
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you know. white liberals would be far less annoying (still deeply annoying) and far less difficult to take seriously (still deeply difficult) if they stopped lying to themselves and everyone else about what they were doing. ‘cause y’all either sound completely stupid and removed from reality at best or violently callous at worst.
(and before anyone fails their reading comprehension here, i am not telling anyone to vote or not vote or who to vote or not vote for. get off my dick.)
but no, you’re not doing “real leftism” by voting for kamala (something i have actually seen countless people say. “real leftists” would vote for kamala!!1!!1!! if you don’t vote for her ur not a “real leftist!!!!”). that’s not what that is. words mean things. you’re actually engaging in pretty textbook liberalism. it’s not “real leftism” to vote for a genocidal fascist who is actively employing genocidal fascistic policies both overseas and domestically, and who has pledged gladly to continue doing so. (again, bc this is the bad reading comprehension website, i’m not telling you if you vote for kkkamala ur not a “real leftist” (mostly because that’s meaningless); i’m saying that that act itself is not a """leftist""" action). if you feel the need to justify what you’re doing to yourself by pretending you’re doing ~real leftism~, stop.
you're not “stopping fascism” or “saving democracy” or whatever else. you’re not “stopping fascism” by voting for a fascist. you’re not “saving democracy” by voting for a fascist. if you genuinely can’t see in this current moment that kamala harris & the democrats are fascists, you are deliberately ignoring and excusing fascism as long as it’s happening to nonwhite people. it is willful, deliberate ignorance at this point and it is violent. you genuinely do not see victims of fascism unless it happens to white people.
you’re not “protecting palestinians” by voting for kamala. you’re not making their chances better or being better for them or improving their conditions. you’re not “more likely” to sway kamala on palestine; you can’t even threaten to withhold your support for her because of her wanton slaughtering of palestinians. 13 months of ongoing genocide and ongoing mass protest movements and multiple polls showing that she would literally guarantee the win in key swing states if she would just call for an arms embargo / ceasefire as part of her platform have not swayed her. she constantly, constantly reaffirms her willful, enthusiastic support of this genocide. she has said over and over again that she will not end her support for israel, that she would not have done anything differently than biden, that she has no intentions to stop sending israel arms and money so they can keep slaughtering palestinians and now lebanese. you are not “protecting” or helping palestinians by voting for her. keep their names out of your mouths.
you’re not protecting """minorities""" or """poc""" either. not when the candidate is a cop whose administration has already funneled billions of dollars into the police and the military, who is priding herself on wanting to create the most lethal military, on being tougher on the border&immigration than trump, who is happily continuing to perpetuate racist atrocity propaganda to justify the mass slaughter of palestinians, who continues to reaffirm and support the escalation of imperialism and war even elsewhere in the so-called middle east, who is gladly seeking (and securing) endorsements by racist white supremacist republicans (like dick fucking cheney. come on), whose administration has been for four years enthusiastically accelerating the climate crisis, whose campaign has been littered with examples of both their supporters and the politicians themselves being virulently racist. you’re not protecting us. you’re not helping us.
your candidate wants us dead. your candidate wants me dead. your candidate wants my people in iran dead. your candidate wants my sister peoples in palestine and in lebanon dead. your candidate is actively orchestrating their slaughter.
kamala might be better for you, white liberal american. fine. vote for her if you wish. no one is stopping you. but stop white knighting about it. stop pretending you’re doing this for anyone but yourself. stop lying to yourself and everyone else about what you’re doing. stop speaking over us the with fucking audacity that you’re somehow doing us a favor, and stop talking down to us, palestinians especially, like they are children who need to be ~explained~ the right way to save them. stick your white savior complex up your ass.
vote however you want, but stop lying about what you’re doing and who you’re protecting.
and if you want my vote too? fucking earn it.
#us politics#politics#genocide#kamala harris#liberal#joe biden#palestine#israel#racism#quasartalks#if dems wanted me to vote for them they’d stop being so fucking racist to me & people like me. they’d do the literal one (1) thing that the#statistic vast majority of usamericans want. but they won’t. they care less about winning the election — and less about /doing their job/#(you know - responding to the wishes of their constituents they represent) — than they do about being able to continue bombing hospitals#and burning children alive in tents. they would rather blow babies’ brains apart than win the election. they KNOW. that they would GUARANTE#A WIN. if they would STOP SLAUGHTERING PEOPLE. and they DO NOT CARE ABOUT WINNING ENOUGH TO DO IT. they dont care abt winning the election#enough to stop slaughtering civilians.#why should i care then? if they don’t? if they clearly don’t care enough to do the single thing that would guarantee the win?#you’re asking me to care about people who care more about killing me than they do winning the election. be so for fucking real.#and leave me alone. leave us alone.#vote for whatever you want. but keep our names out of ur mouths.#i’m going to try to have this b the only actual post abt this i make#but goddamn. dems are so disgustingly violently racist and you get madder at the ppl they deliberately denigrate than u do them for-#-alienating swaths of their voter base. y’all are a little too excited abt these racist maniacal genociders.#we see the way you celebrate racists. if kamala wins and you’re doing anything but breathing relief that trump is gone and strapping in to#actually 'pressure' kamala like u said u would? if i see any of you freaks Celebrating?? celebrating these racist wastes of space?#it’s on sight lmao
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// oc deep dive.
tagged by; @aztarion and @devilbrakers, thank you so much!!
tagging; @mojaves, @deadrlngers, @ordinarymaine, @claudiawolf, @adelaidedrubman and YOU!
What common/uncommon fear do they have?
Nathan has a lot of fears stemming from his paranoia. Tangible ones such as getting captured or killed by MOBIUS, his friends walking away from him, or someone following him home; as well as more unrealistic ones, such as somehow ending up back in STEM, or getting stuck in a time loop, or a giant sinkhole all the way to the core of the earth opening up right at his feet.
It also happens often enough that certain actions don’t necessarily scare him, but make him uncomfortable or highly on edge (often with good reason); think of someone locking the door of the room he’s in– especially when it’s just them two– or getting too close without warning. He often fears people he gets too close to will end up treating him like the Administrator did, which is why it takes a while for him to let Sebastian get any closer physically, despite warming up to him relatively fast.
A more uncommon fear he has is waking up one morning and having lost one of his senses or his ability to speak. Aside from the mental erosion that had become a growing issue among Union citizens, MOBIUS observed a similar kind of process in its agents who regularly jumped in and out of STEM for general maintenance and the like– presumably caused by the constant changes in brain activity, which more than often led to exactly what Nathan’s fear mentioned above describes. While he was among the agents who worked both in and outside of STEM on the Union environment, he was lucky enough to never suffer the consequences.
Lastly, he is deadly afraid of Anima. Despite not having shown any other symptom of succumbing to the STEM domination process, Nathan would have started seeing her around sometime before Lily vanished– presumably got her attention after some of his escapades in the secret labs in the Marrow– and he has not been able to sleep soundly in STEM ever since. While his fear of her mostly acts up when he’s in a STEM environment, it definitely translates over to the real world as well; during bad mental health episodes he has auditory hallucinations of her, and she makes regular appearances in his nightmares too.
Do they have any pet peeves?
When people are too passive. Nathan can’t stand it when he’s expected to initiate everything, from conversations to taking action, both in a work context (scheduling meetings, deploying new code) as well as personal context (scheduling to hang out, doing household chores). He also doesn’t like having to constantly ask people to do what they’re supposed to do– though this irritation more than often extends a little too far, to things he is expecting of people but never told them about.
Loud and unexpected noises, especially when done on purpose. Fireworks would be a great example of this, and they piss Nathan off no end. He gets snippy when people raise their voice at him for no reason, or when they keep banging their fist on a surface to get others’ attention.
Getting cut off in traffic. Nathan’s road rage is easily awakened and he can get a little drastic with it. His reflexes are fast enough to brake on time to avoid ending up in someone’s trunk, but will in that same breath speed right back up to crash into them on purpose as revenge for pissing him off.
What are three items you can find in their bedroom?
A large ring binder full of old code snippets, notes from various projects he worked on back at MOBIUS, and all his research ranging from neuroscience all the way to electrical engineering. Nathan is a little old-school in that regard– he’d much rather have all his research physically with him than save it all to some online storage platform and risk losing it like that.
A jigsaw puzzle, made entirely out of different pieces that he’s collected over the years (stolen from others’ puzzles, found in various locations, stolen directly from the store, etc). The full piece would total up to nearly 2000 pieces, though it is still missing a large chunk in the center; the result is an abstract piece containing mostly darker colors, though with various bursts of color scattered around like flowers in a field. Nathan isn’t the artistic type, but the project keeps him busy and he considers it a type of self-expression.
The knife he killed his parents with when he was sixteen years old. He’s not entirely sure why he kept it all those years– perhaps to remind himself what got him to where he is now, or because it’s the only thing he still has from that time of his life. Either way, it’s kept safe in the top drawer of his nightstand, easy enough to reach in case someone breaks into his apartment.
What do they notice first in a person?
First: State of mind, overall mood. How approachable do they look; can he afford to lower his guard or does he need to tread with caution, can he get close without worrying about a knife to the stomach or should he keep his distance? Nathan rarely shows immediate interest in someone’s overall personality, he would rather want to know which of their emotions he’s gonna have to deal with during their interaction(s).
Second: Body language. Ties in with the first thing mentioned– cautiously watching for threats, waiting to see if they make a move to touch (or harm) him so he can step out of their range. But it also extends a little further; Nathan tends to mimic others’ body language in conversation to make himself appear more approachable. If someone gestures a lot, he will do the same.
Third: Their smile, if relevant. Smiling is an eye-catching action to him, since he’s not one to quickly do so himself. It’s attractive to him; if someone smiles at him, you’ll be able to catch him staring.
Fourth: Scars, and other (skin) details. Nathan isn’t one to ask about them, of course– but they’ll catch his attention anyway, for a brief moment, since some of them already tell a story on their own even without words.
Fifth: Nervous tics, if relevant. By this point he’s been in conversation long enough to pick up on the little details– a slight thrill or shakiness to their voice, a thumb running over the side of their index finger, a nose twitch. In some cases it eases his mind, knowing the other person isn’t confident in their conversation either; in other cases it sets off alarms in his mind, and makes him wonder if there’s more going on than what they’re showing or telling him.
On a scale of 1 to 10, how high is their pain tolerance?
Physically: 7. While he doesn’t quite look like it, Nathan can take a hit or two. Most of his injuries happen in STEM– though with the way the technology works, the pain is very much real, and in some cases the scars are lasting even in the real world despite the damage having been sustained in STEM. To an extent, Nathan even enjoys the pain; it’s grounding for him, and keeps him from dissociating. When it gets too much to handle he simply drinks it away.
Mentally: 10. Nathan’s life has been a constant downward spiral; sent to a youth detention center after being wrongfully accused of killing his younger sister, and he was bullied relentlessly there, which continued until long after his release both at school and at home. At MOBIUS, he was required to work shifts in their HQ as well as in the Marrow, in the Union STEM environment– he was required to be mentally strong, or he would have already started suffering from mental erosion by long-term STEM exposure after his first few trips in. It takes a lot to break him (or so he likes to believe).
Emotionally: 4. Once you get past all the barriers, Nathan is pretty sensitive. He doesn’t deal well with rejection or misunderstanding, and is prone to assuming things are all his fault the second something goes wrong. It’s easy to upset him, though he won’t easily show; but the damage often takes a while to repair.
Do they go into fight or flight mode when under pressure? (Or freeze or fawn?)
Fight, more than often; though it may appear as flight at first, since Nathan’s favored combat approach is stealth and he will always find cover before doing anything rash. In certain cases, however, he would be more likely to freeze; especially anything related to Anima or an enemy type like her, where fighting is out of the question, and he knows that a single wrong move can mean his demise.
It translates to non-combat situations too– often willing to talk to people but his initial response is to get defensive and close himself off, and if not given a moment to regain himself it can lead to either fighting or freezing; biting back with similar ferocity or shutting down altogether, unable to pick up his rational train of thought in the heat of the moment.
It really depends on the type of confrontation, though; taking his own state of mind and who else is involved into consideration. He’s known to fawn when a situation starts feeling a little too familiar– generally surrounding the abuse he suffered from partially his parents, but mostly the Administrator.
What animal represents them best?
Wolf; bordering on dog motif, but cautiously so, requiring infinite patience and understanding to win his trust. Nathan is loyal and guarding to those he cares about, but he values his freedom– his choices and decisions are his and his alone, and anyone who tries to take that away from him will suffer the necessary consequences.
How would a stranger likely describe them?
Curious, above anything else. Distant, reserved; surprisingly well-spoken, almost technical in his interactions with others as if the whole conversation is pre-programmed in his mind. Nathan isn’t necessarily cold towards others, but people would also not be quick to describe him as kind; though there is a certain warmth to the way he speaks and looks at people, despite the fact he very rarely smiles and isn’t one to quickly compliment someone else.
Appearance-wise, people tend to notice the white strands in his black hair first. They’re clustered at the front of his head, and match with the white hairs in his left eyebrow and the white eyelashes in the outer corner of his left eye. Nathan has very pale and rough skin, patchy but dark facial hair covering up most of his acne (/scarring); and part of the skin around his left eyebrow is lacking pigment, though it’s a little hard to see. He has very pale and bright blue eyes, which can be a little unnerving when staring at them for too long. Many people cannot maintain eye contact with him for very long.
Do they have any hobbies?
Nathan’s career is directly intertwined with his hobbies, and he enjoys working on code even long after cutting ties with MOBIUS. Software development, application optimization– his laptop runs on an operating system that he coded entirely himself, and whenever he has some time to spare he can be found tweaking and optimizing it and adding new features.
To no one’s surprise, he’s a gamer. Shooters, roguelikes, survival horror– he does not play all too often as his schedule often doesn’t allow for it, but he generally doesn’t have a hard time playing on higher difficulties and enjoys the challenge. Nathan has tried his hand at game design and development too, but stopped quickly when he found it too similar to developing the Union environment in STEM.
And last, surprisingly, would be writing. Journaling, some sort of attempt at poetry, or articles he would want to send in to some website or appropriate magazine but never does– a lot of Nathan’s writing is for his eyes alone, but it helps as an outlet, it keeps him grounded. For a while after leaving MOBIUS, he worked on writing tech manuals for various employers to earn some extra cash, which also ties directly into his interests.
#tag games#ask:nathan#using his full name in the banner to fill up all the empty space but it feels so funny like no one calls him that. no one calls him that#idk who's already done this i'm very out of the loop but hi =] until tumblr fixes itself my brain will only let me tag 5 people#in stuff like this so if you see this and i haven't tagged you. you are tagged now. i am tagging you in my mind palace#anyway hi =] i love nathan he is a little bit of a freak a little bit of a weirdo but that's part of his charm#possibly autistic but he's got a job so he doesn't really care about that right now#to me nathan is the same sort of oc flavor as vitali is but it's hard to explain. they both carry this energy around that makes them#fit very well in one specific environment if that makes sense?? vitali being a corpo boy nathan being lead STEM developer#and to then see them outside of that environment kind of makes them feel out of place in a very similar way as#how they themselves feel a little alienated from the rest of the world#taught to do what they do and when expected to function outside of that reality and mingle with the crowds#they don't really know what to do with themselves etc etc. does that make sense. i hope it does#either way. for nathan it really shows in how he struggles connecting with his friends and why he ends up#latching on to ruben so much once he allows him to move in with him. there's SO many parallels between them#and ruben is also a guy who grew up dedicating his life to one thing only and now he doesn't know what else there is for him#that's why they work so well together... both struggling to find purpose and connection. you know what i mean#ok i've said enough now but just know i could easily write an essay or two about this guy
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Hey y’all! Just to give some insight into what we are seeing in the states. This is going to be close, like reaaaaallly close. Kamala would need to win Pennsylvania, Michigan and Wisconsin from the looks of it. So, where does that leave us? Who’s to say all three of these states are very volatile. There’s a high chance she loses Michigan ( I mena she fully fumbled it there so it depends on if the people choose to over look that), so that’s already bad news. Georgia would have been a good alternative but gerrymandering needed any chance of that.
There is an ever increasing chance that Trump is able to pull what he did in 2016 so y’all need to be prepared for that.
And even if he doesn’t win there is a high chance there will be riots so
#fyp#politics#us politics#fuck israel#american elections#2024 election#u.s. news#usa news#also it’s still free palestine#and a large part of the unknowing was surrounding michighan was her and her teams alienation of the Arabs and Muslims in the state#so just remember it was her teams fumble on that end#wisconsin#is up in the air and it could go either way#same with Pennsylvania though I am expecting it to be blue#take what I say with a grain of salt btw#so don’t freak out just yet#I mena don’t freak out at all#either way we will need to rebuild#if she wins you all promised to push her left so I’m expecting y’all to actually put the work in#and again I better see yall protesting for Palestine#I got my eyes on yall#and so does history
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TADC!Hiro
He’s meant to be a genie and a fortune teller. Literally, his hair’s a fortune teller. He’s pretty chill about being here. He runs a special customizer along with Chihiro that updates the forms of everyone and I’ll be showing it later
#I thought this was perfect for him#he freaked out upon arrival because part of him is alien green and he thought he was an alien until he looked at his lower half#he can actually use magic but isn’t as powerful as the ringmaster but he tries his best#danganropa#danganronpa#danganropa trigger happy havoc#drthh#yasuhiro hagakure#tadc#tadc!dr au
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Now that I'm a fanfic writer, I can't help but wonder what kinds of narrative themes I must've been missing all these years of reading fanfics because I sure as hell know I can't write a fic without somehow stumbling across a theme and running with it
#simu's two cents#inspired by the fact that I'm writing the superlantern arranged marraige au rn and I just realized that the central theme is consent.#i literally went ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh out loud. like a cartoon character.#that makes so much goddamn sense because it's an *arranged* marriaged and more than a little forced on each end too#so of COURSE consent is going to be the main theme of that trope. it's literally right there. the main point is figuring out consent#and ofc hal jordan: the guy who made superman cry thrice's theme is agency of the victim vs. safety#i use theme in the loosest sense. this post would make my ap lit teacher roll in her grave (she's still alive. just retired)#the main theme of american alien and the man born without fear is obviously being 'othered' and how different ppl react to that#embarcation is so on the nose and up front about the themes i don't even think i have to explain#for nice logical fallacy i guess it's internalized transphobia and toxic masculinity?#and then is somebody gonna match my freak (out)? was kinda just from a dream but is also abt consent?#and ofc this is kinda reductive like there's more than one thematic through-line in each of these fics and there's overlap too#but yeah.
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I wish I was less of a weird unapproachable freak in real life. I don't like it. I feel like I make people uncomfortable by just sitting there. Not in a scary way because I'm weak as shit but in the way people look at someone who's sick with something contagious. Instinctual need to get away from me.
#seraph's ravings#i remember in school when i was younger kids used to like. go out of their way to stay away from me#or move tables to get away#i wasn't creepy or anything i never did anything weird i was just there.#and there were rumours I was secretly some kind of freak alien or monster of some kind or a vampire or something pretending to be a person#and i mean. they were right i guess. but it wasn't fair either way#i don't get it. i haven't done anything
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Not to be judgmental but for me Grubhub is a once every couple of months kinda treat are there really people ordering a private taxi for their burritos as a main mode of sustenance?
#Sometimes I get hungry and I scroll the app just to feel something but I hardly ever use it#I feel like even if you can’t drive and you can’t cook that there are more cost effective ways to eat#Also the idea of freaking out because your driver doesn’t match the picture is completely alien to me because grubhub doesn’t even give#you pictures of the driver and I order contactless anyways
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something i want to see more of in scifi is the blurring of the line between person and animal.
anything humans do can be found elsewhere in the animal kingdom. some wasps use electricity to warm their babies. termites have air ventilation. parrots have toes that can work almost like a thumb. recent studies show that at least some dolphins and whales are capable of a degree of language (though its very different from human language).
humans are just animals that have a lucky combination of thumbs and complex language capabilities. other animals have mental abilities better than humans, because different animals have different brains. we might be better at language, but elephants have better memory capacity.
even our behaviours are not that unique. chimps can have rudimentary wars. some animals, such as orcas, have fashion trends. fire hawks may not be able to create fire, but they still use it as a tool.
a person is simply a type of animal that we can understand and communicate with. this might offend some, but thats just because so many humans believe themselves to have won evolution. we are still evolving. evolution never stops.
hypothetically, if it were discovered that dolphins are capable of complex language, that would mean they are non human people. they obviously have a different psychology, but if we could communicate with them, like we do with other humans, there would be no reason to still see them as not people.
i would love to read a story about humans learning that other species may just have different intelligence rather than less intelligence. intelligence is a social construct, so how would we react if another species, alien or not, could prove us wrong about everything?
#ive been thinking a lot about how to work with this in my spec bio project#the mind of a large semi reptilian jaguar on an alien planet would be very different from a humans#but how?#they would have the same human ability to overcome instincts#just like how humans can learn to not freak out when scared#but how would they perceive the world through their bodies#and how would their cultures react to it?#the furthest ive gotten is that being nocturnal#kejazga generally use light as a metaphor for evil or pain#of course theres room for exception#what if if they saw light as a challenge?#something to learn to adapt to#if they cant see as many colours as humans#could that mean they dont use colour theory in art?
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THE WORLD TREE !!! YEEESSSSSSSS THE FUCKING WORLD TREE AAAAAAAAA [AIR HORNS] YGGDRASIL I MISSED YOU BABY AAAAAAAAAAAAAA WE'RE SO FUCKING BACK [AIR HORNS]
#SPOILED TO HELL AND BACK FOR THIS FINALE BUT NO ONE MENTIONED THE WORLD FUCKING TREE#PRIORITIES PEOPLE COME ON#what a disastrous terrible season but what an image to go out on holy SHIT !!!!!#oops there are 15 minutes left. fuck. i don't care about anything else#my boy !!! my fucking boy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!#oohhhhh my goodddddddd yggdrasil..................somehow i wasn't expecting that..........IDIOT but YESSS#they were so afraid to make him look weird and alien that they made him boring and uninteresting#but we got our magic boy back and he brought us our world tree!!!!! fuck!!!!!!!#so glad i watched this alone in the office so i can freak out to the extent i need to#god....................i am so rarely rewarded for my loyalty but sometimes i am fed crumbs of gold#and today that crumb is the world tree. bless.#aster chat#aster liveblogs
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accidentally fell asleep (this is fine, I figured that would probably happen), woke up in a lot of pain and also panicking over a nightmare we had that wasn't trauma related but has triggered flashbacks anyway, managed to fall asleep again, then once again woke up in a lot of pain and we'd had a dream about something else that was upsetting plus we're still feeling uneasy and having flashbacks from that first dream and we're awake way earlier than I wanted and I'm not sure what's causing the really bad pain but anyway I feel like shit
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#dream posting#the first dream we had was set in a house that was like a weird combination of houses we've lived in#and I think that's why it's triggered a bunch of flashbacks because it felt especially similar to one specific house#but I don't remember most of it besides it involving having an argument with someone and seeing a UFO#and waking up with an intense sense of dread around this UFO#and immediately remembering another nightmare we had about aliens and UFOs as a kid that fucking terrified us#and honestly still freaks us the fuck out when we think about it nearly 2 decades later#not sure what the deal is with the recurring UFO dreams where nothing bad happens but we wake up terrified anyway#but it sure is something
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honestly love robots so much especially as a trans guy bc of the sort of customisability and gender neutrality offered to robots. a lot of the ppl who voted robot on that poll seem to be hung up on the non-human element which is scary but the way i see it a robot can be lovingly crafted the way a child is born. especially when you aren't religious so the here and now means more to me than any concept of a soul. robots still have their own identity and even if they aren't 'human' they still feel... something. even if its programmed. our brains and environments essentially program us to feel specific ways so why get hung up on that as a robot. ROBOT CLONES HOWEVER
#when i tell you astro boy honestly fucked me up as a kid...#to be a robot mimicking a dead person AND IMPLANTED WITH THEIR MEMORIES.......#its similar to the way fern from AT makes me feel.. like being a non human clone with distinct memories of human sensations#like taste and stuff. and having that ripped from you in an instant essentially#I LOVE CLONES... I LOVE CLONES THEY ARE SO PERFECT FOR STORIES ABOUT GRIEF AND FAMILIAL EXPECTATIONS#it just really resonates with me bc i look quite like my dad but i also probably inhereted by disorder from him#and he pretty much tried to raise us to be as conspiratorial and paranoid as possible#so ive lived enough with my mum to avoid becoming just like him but theres parts of him i can recognise in myself#which also upsets me because i worry that i remind my mum of him sometimes. bc he was a shite husband and father#so yeah. clones are freaking badass and induce a certain amount of despair in me...#i do understand why finding out u were a robot would be scary. but i just kinda fuck with robots#in a similar vein i always think that if i found out i was an alien id be like OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. okay. everything makes sense now
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27 and 6 for ask game.
27. What is one simple thing that fills you with joy?
Okay so y'know when you eat a REALLY good dinner at home alone and there's just a really comfortable moment once you're done where you can just sit there and think "Wow that was really good." THAT, dear anon, makes me believe in world peace and love on planet Earth.
6. What's one cool thing in your house?
Jarred alien that was an inheritance gift from my late maternal grandfather.
#the jar used to freak me out sooooooo bad when i was a teenager#i used to keep a sheet over it#but that thing has come to college with me and moved in my first apartment#the WORKS friends#it does not have a name i just call it 'oh yeah alien in a jar'#and like no one believes i have it until i bring it/show pics????#it lives on top of my bookshelf now next to the jackalope statue and stacks of tarot cards
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Yall I've had this idea in my head for an AI entity character thing since forever and?? It's driving me absolutely bonkers, this consciousness wants OUT but I have no idea how to write it, it is simply too intricate and confusing
#( ooc )#( tbd )#something something..... ai is accidentally created! hurray!!#smthn.... ai auddenly takes an odd turn..... not BAD necessarily? but the consciousness developed is intricate and technologically#advanced enpugh(totally by accident.. as is the nature of life and the universe ig djdjejg)#that it serves alowly..... as a conduit...? for something else. what we thought was AI and individual consciousnessnesses#turns out to be just one . just one big one thats been dorment or unaware#of its existence forever or for just a long long time#it slowly emerges in creepy and weird ways and freaks everyone out bc of course it does#everyone just thinks ai is being weird bc. machines jdjajfk#but tldr its like#.. this bigger than us mind from an unknown origin that has always existed . but we 'gave it a voice#so to speak ??#all of this stemmed from the single thpught of like Us having created It#and it being like '' :) did you? i think i have always existed. whos to say it isnt the other way around?'#BUT YEAH AHRHWJR#is it ''''god'''' ? is it just an alien AI long since forgotten? or is it the universes mjnd itself? IT IS A MYSTERY#THSTS A LOT IDK IM STILL SO???? I DONT THINK ITS WRITEABLE BUT WHUWWAHHHGGHH iD LOVE TO#the mystery and Never Knowing/Impossible To Figure It Out ness of it is just ... EATS IT..... GOOD.
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arguing with each other about how we can break out of the sisyphean catch-22 by engaging with it in subtly different ways - FUCK its the timeloop. it's always been the timeloop.
#I find excersizes that build alternate imaginaries more inspirational and constructive than preaching to a half-disinterested mass audience#for clarity like#my eggs are in that basket. unfortunately that's the alienation basket.#you've got friends in the basket with you but you are all freaks now. good luck.#and then they made the basket virtual and told us the eggs could NOT be sexy#metaphor quickly growing out of hand
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