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He's so awful but ugh I love him ❤️🔥
#laptop shot cuz Disney+ don't let me screenshot#I love this scene so much#the clipping in and out of his two models#his true self and one he created himself#the constrast of the colorful silly friendly-toned clothes with the large bow tie and puffy pants and his true self slipping out#absolutely enraged#ugh why does pissed off Kc look so 😩❤️🔥#like he presents himself so silly so cute so goofy#but *able to show NOT to cross him*#because he WILL snap#god I FKING LOVE HIM#I NEED HIM#tower over me like that pls sugah~#ahem I mean-#wreck it ralph#king candy#Disney
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there's only four players. curly sat out. no one talk to me (except there's more under the cut)
something about anya and daisuke getting really into games, really into joy is something so special pre-crash. the fact that daisuke is considered "always insanely lucky", too, has importance, even though curly is just talking about board games. when curly breaks the news to everyone and jimmy goes off on his rant, he doubles down about how daisuke will be fine because of his parents, making him, supposedly, "the lucky one."
in the end, daisuke climbed through a vent just to witness either the final moments of anya's life, or to be face-to-face with her corpse. no one could stop it from happening, but jimmy had put so much pressure on him to "save her and curly". when jimmy goes into the medbay looking for disinfectant and he looks to the vent, he says "at least he made it out the other side". was that luck?
daisuke truly was just a damn good kid trying his best.
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au where ford gets over himself when he gets to gravity falls and reaches out to stan sooner
stan thinks ford still doesn’t want him around and is gonna kick him out the moment he doesn’t need his help anymore ahaha. but like also they’re so sillayyyy
(plus a part 2 & part 3)
#ily ford i don’t mean to make u seem like an asshole#i mean u are#i’m making u nicer than u are in canon#but STILL#ahem.#anyway#stan has casual thoughts of death and immediately follows it up with being the most unserious guy in the room#hashtag real#shut up this is actually fucking canon isn’t it. his little Sweet Release of Death speech he gave the twins in that one ep#i mean he wasn’t silly after but he does canonly think this shit SHUT UP#…do i tag any warnings for this#it’s a jokey post but also erm#idfk#tw sui ideation#?????#that seems to be the common tag for it#tw sui joke#yeahg hey tumblr#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#stan twins#gravity falls fanart#my art#rystiart#aghhhhgg#hi#one day i WILL draw something better i swear…….
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misc sun x moon im soo normal (lie)
#some of these are older. and by older i mean at most like afew weeks#some of therse i was also gonna actually finish and then was like naaaah. so doodle dump!!!#the last one is from their theatre days btw !!! <3#they used to be separate. guess what happened <3 (ive talked about it before)#xandraws#not tsams#not sams#need to make that clear ... ahem. theyre not brothers in my au. as you can. hopefully tell.#fnaf#fnaf sb#fnaf security breach#security breach#sun fnaf#fnaf sun#moon fnaf#fnaf moon#dca fnaf#fnaf dca#dca sun#sun dca#moon dca#dca moon#sun x moon#moon x sun#sundrop x moondrop#sun x moon fnaf#fnaf sun x moon#fnaf au#macabre maltreatment au
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Still thinking about the way Minho cleared his throat and made his voice sound even deeper when he first met Peter like... Psst, yeah, ok, you may be a super hot 22-year-old university "pin pon" player that my Covey Kitty adores and hugs all the time I wanna hit you in the face, so what??
🇬🇧🗣: I haven't had a blocked pore in 4 years 😌
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The funniest part is that the actors are the same age (Sang Heon being just a few days younger 😂)
#TAKE THAT PORTLAND STALKER SENIOR!#I may be young but I'm a man and my Covey knows it#oh you want a sparkly pen like the one I just bought?#sure mate#but it will never be as sparkly and pretty as the one I bought for Kitty#I mean Stella#ahem#xo kitty s2#xo kitty#xo kitty minho#kitty x min ho#mooncovey#min ho moon#min ho x kitty#minho x kitty#peter kavinsky#to all the boys i've loved before#xo kitty peter#kitty song covey
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Husk went and bought some bike-safe clothes to cope with his adrenaline-junkie boyfriend uvu ✨
#just some silly vibes idk hehe~#I hc that husk meets angel sometimes after work#not cause he needs the protection#but its nice that he's there for company/support#and for the bike rides lmao#but he had to get a jacket or smthin for it cause angie can get a lil carried away~#(ALSO I MEAN- A LOOOT OF PPL ON OTHER PLATFORMS WANTED A P2. OF YOU KNOW- *AHEM*)#(So ima post it on twitter if anyone wants to see any of that fun stuff~)#anyway <33#angel dust#husk#huskerdust#angel dust fanart#husk fanart#biker angel#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin#tribbleart#Mwah! <3
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a while ago i discussed some similarities in design shared by Marika and the Deathbed Companion, now i just want to draw her in that dress pls I’m a simple painter 😭
#elden ring#queen marika the eternal#messmer the impaler#godwyn the golden#radagon of the golden order#tarnished#i used to complain that Fia’s hug animation takes too long but now if Marika is the one hugging me now that’s another story AHEM- i mean#she looks nice in different fashion#albi’s art
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"died and came back wrong this, died and came back wrong that" what about dying and just coming back. just coming back at all. especially when it was the choice of the deceased to return. bonus points if it was because they left something unfinished. the narrative is a corpse and it reeks of devotion
#this is because i read the summer hikaru died and if you havent read it yet GO READ IT NOW!! it will absolutely throw you for a loop#by something unfinished i mean leaving someone alone ahem ahem hikaru and yoshiki#the summer hikaru died#tshd#hikaru ga shinda natsu#hgsn#光が死んだ夏#blog blogs#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omniscient reader#omniscient readers viewpoint#kim dokja#kim. dokja#bruno bucciarati#jjba#vento aureo#golden wind#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojo no kimyou na bouken
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Just wanna take a moment to talk about how much I adore Vaggie's verse in "Whatever It Takes", especially this line.
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Because it makes so much sense after finding out Vaggie's backstory. Unlike the other residents in the Hotel, Vaggie wasn't someone that needed Charlie to be redeemed. Vaggie had always been a good person. She was a real angel who put down her weapon and refused to kill a child, even if it were a demon.
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Lute saw Vaggie's mercy as a weakness and flaw that made her undeserving of her halo. Vaggie didn't need someone who saw and believed in the good in her. The problem is that she was seen as sinful just because she extended her kindness towards someone supposedly damned for eternal punishment.
Meeting Charlie made her realize that she wasn't alone. Vaggie is an outcasted angel for showing mercy to a demon, while Charlie is a ridiculed demon for believing in redemption for damned sinners. Charlie understood how it felt to be punished for her kindness, but still persevered with who she is, and so Vaggie does too.
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One of the things I love about their relationship is that Charlie didn't "fix" Vaggie. She saved her, yes, but Vaggie had always had that good in her that she acted upon despite the consequences even before meeting Charlie. Such a pure soul like Charlie deserves someone whose kindness isn't dependent on their romantic relationship. It's why Vaggie saying that she believes in Charlie's dream aren't just empty words for the sake for supporting a loved one. Vaggie may be more realistic about it, but she definitely means what she says. She has saved a demon before, heaven's orders be damned. So she'll help Charlie save many more.
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Vaggie isn't just helping Charlie with hotel just because she's being a good girlfriend. Well, she is duh but also they both just genuinely care about people even Heaven abandoned. That's why she and Charlie are partners.
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#hazbin hotel#'vaggie is a bland character whose existence is dependent of charlie' u just dont see her the way i doooo#just because her whole world revolves around charlie#doesnt mean she has nothing going for her as a character without their relationship yanno#that's a criticism more fitting for --AHEM!#chaggie#vaggie#this is a vaggie appreciation post#a real angel!
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Secret identities
#my Kataang fanarts are just Aang making Katara laugh and I love that#kataang#katara x aang#also Aang#ahem#I mean Kuzon (also the painted lady) are supposed to be older here that is why I added so much mucle to Kuzon#MY KID ANATOMY AINT THAT BAD#!!!#atla#avatar#avatar the last airbender#atla katara#atla fanart#atla aang#atla painted lady#atla kuzon#aang x katara#kataang fanart#atla kataang#avatar kataang#avatar fanart
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Halloween Night !
#lulaw#lawlu#lulawlu#law as lady dimitrescu is something i will never get out of my head#also luffy was raised in a lgbtq+ drag bar you cant change my mind#and ace as a big brother just means he gets to be so sex positive#sabo too tbh#anyway they got a busy night ahead ahem#halloween au lulaw
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STOP I'm thinking about the part in Gravity Falls where Stan shows up with freshly bought (stolen) light bulbs only to see Ford screwing a new one in surrounded by family.
And OH my GOD. AGH.
Stan gets a little (ir)rationally upset about this because... It's.. Guys,,,
Stan perceives it as Ford once again easily receiving the praise and love of their family when he had to fight tooth and nail to receive even half of it.... I'm not well ✋😔
#listen I might be too deep in the fandom space and i might actually be mischaracterizing them completely#I'm not saying that Dipper and Mabel don't appreciate and love Stan because they definitely do!!#I'm saying Stan is seeing Ford reintegrate into their new family and he's seeing him do it. so. easily.#So easily When Stan had to PRETEND to be FORD to get even a chance to be a part of their family again#Stan FOUGHT to be a part of this family#and Ford just gets to slide in and... just. be a part of it.#and i mean duh but also... man Idk#Stan had to pretend to be Ford to get even a smidgen of a foothold to be able to even just... interact with his family#Stan's a family man that HAS to look out for everyone but Ford's just.. family. He gets to just... be a part of them with no real obligatio#And I'm not saying Ford doesn't love his family I'm saying he's very repressed and bad at showing it sometimes#It's just that... Stan fought SO hard to be a part of his family. THIS family. That is all he has EVER wanted#and FORD- who had it and took it all for GRANTED- gets to waltz back in and just.... take it for granted AGAIN#hang on guys i think I'm starting to take this a little personally i need to calm down wow#Okay.... I think I'm good#But you get where I'm coming from#cole's talking#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#grunkle ford#ford pines#stangst#stan twins#These tags really got away from me huh#Ahem-- all that to say I think Stan's vague resentment in that scene is valid!!
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bro’s about to do something stupid (and likely illegal)
#i love you my favorite morally ambiguous geezer#i think i have an obsession with this old man he’s all i’ve been drawing recently#probably because he’s obviously the best character#ahem#ummmm#anyway#gravity falls#stanley pines#mabel pines#dipper pines#gravity falls fanart#my art#rystiart#yeahg#kissing him on the mouth#i mean. what?????? huh#who said that
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I really like @theratpy‘s Dr. Zo :D I like him for normal reasons don’t even worry about it don’t read into it at all haha (Patreon)
Bonus Ratticus
#Doodles#Theratpy#Dr. Zo#Ratticus#And no one else don't worry about it#Which is to say please watch Theratpy! Such lovely stylization especially with the heartbeat animation ah#So cool how they move and the lineart moves! So cool!#I deeply enjoy how especially Zo is shaped he's incredibly pretty (this is known) lol#Incredibly predictable behaviour on my part I will not apologize I see pretty lad I draw pretty lad that's the rules#In all seriousness and not-jokes the rat style does lend really well to the Vargases..........just sayingggg lol#There'll be some in the next sketchdump ahem ahem they're pretty and cute wah!#Which I mean I'd be more than happy to tag again for credit purposes At The Least but just as well not to bother either whichever however#Just such a cuuuute and prettyyyyy style ahhhh#I enjoy very much please go enjoy also <3#The little ear flicks are probably my favourites hehe#Oh and hands lovely stuff <3 Fuzz and sharp nails! Yes! I like that very much#I tried to mostly style-match here but I can't escape my hand-habits of how I draw collars lol I don't think I quite got that#But all the same I'm still pleased! :D I enjoyed to draw and enjoyed the turnout! Hooray both#I did keep running out of room for his whiskers tho overlapping lines are hard to keep clean ahh#Especially with my love of movement lines lol everything crowded!#Still still still - pleased! Happy! Yay! :D#Good lads ♪
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FAVORITE TELEVISION EPISODES: Spyfall (Doctor Who)
These are the dark times. But they don't sustain. Darkness never sustains, even though sometimes it feels like it might.
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on another note. it genuinely kinda surprises me how many people interpret ivan to be the type of person to Repress and Deny his feelings when, from all the evidence we actually have, he actually seems to be quite open about it?
he does do the dumb stare and watch from afar thing that till does with mizi, yeah, but even there i don’t know if i would necessarily interpret that as ivan like. pushing his feelings away. compare the difference between how till and ivan are framed in these two shots:
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in till's, we are pushed way farther back, seeing his full face and a good deal of his body as he slouches back. the colors are bright, fitting in with most of the happier mizisua angst memories, and you can read till's expression pretty clearly, even with his face beaten up. it's cute and mostly innocent, the kind of thing that makes you want to gently push him out from behind the wall to watch him stutter and get all embarrassed but reach out and play with his friends.
in ivan's... jesus. i mean, he looks like a freak (affectionate). you can't read his expression, despite the fact that we are zoomed in much more closely, only really seeing his eye as the placement of his hand covers his mouth. there is very little body language to convey the same type of sweet, childhood Yearning that till has in his staring shot. instead, for ivan, it all comes down to the Eye, how intently he stares as he watches till and mizi. it almost doesn't even feel like he wants to join in at that moment, or not yet, like watching alone is enough to feed the starvation.
don't get me wrong, there's still plenty of Yearning and Angst in that boy-- round 3 alone is enough to demonstrate that. but what i think people sometimes forget to account for is the fact that ivan acts like that specifically because he has already been rejected.
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up until [whenever this moment happens in the timeline] ivan seemingly has absolutely no qualms about getting all up close and personal with till. we see this in plenty of the round 6 flashbacks:
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he is plenty comfortable getting all up in till's personal space, whether it be to beat him up or just exist near him.
i also like how in this shot (below) we can see him specifically stand up and move seats, just so that he can bother till during lunch and have his little vampire weirdo moment (aww).
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ivan's behavior only really shifts after till has already rejected him-- which, i'd also like to note, seems to genuinely catch ivan off guard. perhaps he genuinely didn't even consider the possibility that till would ever push him away?? i guess it's hard to know the specifics of what he was feeling or thinking in that exact moment, but at the very least this speaks to the ease with which they existed around each other previously.
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thus: ivan doesn't begin with the belief that till could never love him. he only starts to doubt whether or not his feelings are requited after he has already been rejected, after he pushed too hard and too quick.
after the failed meteor shower date, his affections become a lot more subtle-- sneaking around to take care of till when he needs it, but only when his eyes are closed. the love and obsession and watchfulness is all still there, but he takes more care to hide it better now. until... well, y'know.
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he lets the selfishness win. :]
#i also need to catch up on all the side content so take this with a grain of salt but. ahem#astronaut rambles#alnst#ivan alien stage#ivantill#<- ivan focused but whatever this is still relevant#i may expand on that comparison between ivan's crush on till & till's on mizi later actually#cuz the difference in framing is also very very interesting to me#specifically in the ways in which till like. man idk how to say this#like he sees mizi more as an idealized version of herself i guess?#we see this in round 7 too-- mizi is salvation#something easy and pretty and sweet to grasp onto (and boy does till need something to hold on)#(i mean getting the shit beaten out of him is like his Brand. but okay poast for another day)#whereas ivan. i mean not to say that he doesn't idealize till to some degree too#but they also seem to just genuinely know one another better#there's more of an inherent awareness/acceptance of the ways in which till is fucked up for ivan than there is for how till sees mizi#well fuck i guess i did the expansion right there SIGHS okay anyways#alien stage#long post
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