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I feel so disgusting today. I don't ever wanna leave my house. I wanna stay inside forever
#decaying words#bedrotting#jiraiblogging#jiraiblr#bedrot#girlrot#girlrotting#irl hikki#hikicore#hikineet#hikkikomori#hikkicore#hikkineet#irl jirai#irl neet#hikikomori#landmineposting#landmine blogging#landmine boy#landmineblogging#landmineblr#landmine type#jirai#jirai lifestyle#jirai boy#jirai kei#bpd vent#shut in#agoraphobia#actually agoraphobic
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Best words to describe me: life avoidant
#actually bpd#actually agoraphobic#actually mentally ill#anxiety disorder#agoraphobia#mental illness#mentally unstable#bpd thoughts#bpd blog
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not me randomly thinking about the vastness of the universe for no reason and getting anxious and light-headed at my own desk
#dark academia#light academia#chaotic academia#dark academia blog#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#space#agoraphobia
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I hate when my anxiety gets so bad that it makes me nauseous. I walk outside and my brain is like "nope. Haha"
#kelevra posts#trauma#childhood trauma#actually mentally ill#actually anxious#generalized anxiety disorder#anxiety disorder#social anxiety#agoraphobia#trauma blog
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#dreamcore#grunge#90s#dark#hopecore#aesthetic#nature#girl blog#fairy aesthetic#art#drawing#mushroom#mushroomcore#gothic#ink drawing#illlustration#agoraphobia#goddess#mythology and folklore
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aimed at @evanpapevan711 I love you bro /platonic /gen
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One of our parts almost ALWAYS fronts whenever we're in loud, crowded, or otherwise overwhelming environments.
The problem? They're agoraphobic, and a symptom holder of many of our disorders which make us more vulnerable to public harassment.
We can't control switches. We've tried, it doesn't work. Until we're able to do that (if we ever even get there), what's something we can do in the meantime? Right now we're too scared to leave the house at all because it takes DAYS for us to recover from these switches.
#actually plural#osddid#plurality#system blogging#pdid#osdd#osdd-1#did#agoraphobia#system help#system advice#traumagenic system
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#polls#poll#pollblr#poll blog#polls on tumblr#tumblr polls#anon polls#opinion polls#opinion poll#tumblr poll#poll time#polls are fun#mental health#mental health poll#mental health polls#agoraphobic#agoraphobia
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i would like to tell my social life, but she’s just nostalgia
#hikikomorisyndrome#girl rotting#bedrotting#hell is a teenage girl#neetcore#social isolation#agoraphobia#actually mentally ill#vent blog#tw self destruction#girlblogging#shut in#losercore#femcel#corecore
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#mental illness#actually borderline#actually bipolar#actually ocd#magical thinking ocd#agoraphobia#invisible disability#disabled#disability#panic disorder#actually chronically ill#actually anxiety#actually cptsd#trauma#my thoughts#blog#dark humor#if i dont laugh ill cry
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Fresh Air Trip Journal
I have gone out to the park to help relax and to get more in touch with what is real and to watch over my sister and her friends. This is an adventure I am prepared to go
Outfit Is really simple, although this is my first time out fully girlmoding in a skirt so it is a lot of fun. That and stockings. and a black woman's tank top seems sick to show off my tattoos. Oh! My shoes are also important I don't know if they're rare or not but I got them limited edition at a vans store in like 2013. You may also be able to catch sight of blue floral undertakings.
I haven't really done much and there is construction so it is a bit Loud but I am really enjoying myself.
Watermelon flavor Arizona is by far my favorite out of all of the brands. it just hits just right especially with a bit of THC in your system. It is Ambrosia of the gods, up there with girlcum. (Author's note: previous horniness was ironic)
This is probably the best face pic I got all day and I think it really works with this top. Enough of a smoulder to be a dommy mommy? I am fundamentally unsure.
Also rainbow fruit on a stick is wholesome and based. Food is immediately better when eaten off of a stake. Fight me. You'll lose. I have a stake.
Also surprise swan at the end just for people who managed to get the whole way through.
#day at the park#park#outting#agoraphobia#diagnosed Agoraphobic#cute#girlslikeus#transisbeautiful#transgirl#transgender#transfem#trans appreciation#first time#looking for friends#trip blog#love#fruit#sneakers#super nintendo#bright colors#arizona tea#watermelon#swan#tank top#makeup practice#lgbt#headphones#glasses#punk#goth
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that period of time between south park post covid being announced in 2021 to summer 2022 when everyone got obsessed with truffula flu was moderately heavenly
#i'm going through all my chronological memory hoarding playlists from late 2013 to now#taken all day but i'm currently on around june 2022 and it's so nostalgic#but like that entire time was unreal#never forget south park post covid announcement literally curing me of like 2 years worth of on and off depression#i was like still weakly crawling out of the abyss and then adult scientist philanthropist kenny jsut yanked me out of there so easily#no warning#and then i was fine. it was so funny to me like i was in the middle of my eateot induced existential crisis where i couldn't sleep and then#everything was just normal? literally whatever episode of my life i was in had ended and everything reset for the next episode#which was such a good episode as well. and then the tflu era??#reading every existing camp entre blog within a month#and then the swag and bitter archives. literally the summer of all time#not just for that i mean it was just a good summer anyway#the only logical direction for life to go in after that was down bc i'd literally peaked for about 8 months#but it was a good time while it lasted#this was meant to be a happy ''remember the good times'' post but how come i'm only allowed to be happy for like a year at most#but i'm allowed to be in the abyss for 2 years#hopefully not longer bc i'm only now just getting over the cursed half of 2022 that doesn't exist to me (sep-dec)#but like. 2015 and first part of 2016 good. 2016-2018 bad#end of 2018 and most of 2019 good. end of 2019-summer 2021 bad#end of 2021-summer 2022 good. end of 2022-now bad#the maths does not add up#anyway shoutout november 2021-july 2022 i love you soooooooo much you were so sexy <3#(apart from the agoraphobia but that was part of the fun)#(like i'd be out in public and i'd see a pic of entre on my phone and i guess too much serotonin would be released in my brain and i'd get#anxiety and have to go home and i couldn't eat in public and i basically couldn't leave the house)#(because i was too obsessed with tflu)#(that wasn't the main reason it was mostly a wild fear of food poisoning from anything. but tflu didn't help and that is so cool of it)#(truly an iconic time. okay stop talking)#ramble
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Y’all genuinely which marauder am I if I am absolutely buzzing with energy that is BORDERLINE manic after meeting someone new that I actually bond with which isn’t everyone at all bc. Autism. Agoraphobia. Both things very present and disabling to me in my life. So then when I’m allowed to be autistic social interaction is actually???? Energizing?????? The fear of not being able to escape vanishes??? And I come home and just look at myself in the mirror like 😀😀😀. ‘I succeeded at the social interaction. Something that is possible to achieve and normal to want.😀’ But like by being myself (rare) (becomes less rare by the day as I cast my mask off and blow it up in to a million tiny pieces) it’s not only the surprise that someone else may like me for me. But that I enjoy being me. Even though I don’t fully feel safe in public and likely never will. Euphoric. This is how I imagine my trans/gender nonconforming friends might feel gender euphoria.
#pda autism#autism#radical acceptance#agoraphobia#y is it kinda giving Barty crouch#I recognize I’m developing what some may call the self esteem of a child and that is fully because I was robbed of a childhood k thx#so maybe that’s#sirius black#lol bitter like a sour orange#idk what that tag is but it fits for me as a person and a blog name#edit/life update I made that fucking tag lmao that’s why#lo's marauders
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at what age are you too grown up to voice your thoughts on tumblr because i saw a comment on reddit about how bitching about your feelings on a social media account is childish and ngl it hurt my geriatric feelings
#mental health#avoidant personality disorder#agoraphobia#avpd#blogging#judgment#judged#is it weird that i am here
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entry 1; introduction and reasoning
hello !! it is 4 in the morning as I type this, but this account as made as a sort of impulsive idea, one i thought might help.
I've always wanted to blog in some way, leave my mark on the world. it's a helpless idea especially when our world is so dependant on social status, your mark means nothing in retrospect. I don't mind, if even one person is willing to see how my life goes. that is okay
I am an anonymous sixteen year old, my name is not my own, but rather a label to this blog.
I suffer from a lot of disorders which have made it hard to live like any normal teenager. I'm currently in the process of getting help for some possible diagnosis, but so far it is an unknown result. I also have physical issues I am getting sorted out. in summary, I can't go outside. not all the time at least. I have agoraphobia which doesn't help, but people are kind enough to try help me. I want to share that journey with people, whether I show the hope or downsides of it.
I will update you all as much as I can on my life and journey ~ I will also activate the question feature if you are curious for anything about me.
#blog#blogging#self care#self love#we should all love ourselves#dont you agree?#diary#entry#diary entry#agoraphobia#anonymous#anonymous blog#anon#introduction#blog intro#SoundCloud
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To Toriel and Asgore: I noticed Asriel’s problem with going outside. Maybe the best solution is to have him take a couple of steps outside a day and adding more steps the next if he’s confident enough. Nothing drastic, just like maybe towards the mailbox or something close to the house. If he gets uncomfortable, then take him back inside. But I suggest you do it ONLY if he’s ready.
You have a good idea, Toriel. I just do not want to force him.
Neither do I. But we will at least have to nudge him forward. While we will comfort him, he cannot live in a comfort zone. If that makes sense.
It does. And you are right. Perhaps more talk on this will help.
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