#adhd is weird

[lordbeebrain]

ADHD is getting a good idea for something suddenly, being able to workshop it a bit in your head for a few seconds, but then immediately forgetting what you were thinking about as you’re thinking about it, because somewhere between getting out a pen and paper or opening notes/docs to write it down before you forget…

Turns out you already had.

You just don’t know you’ve forgotten, yet.

[thegoldentigress]

Me: Randomly doodling

Brain: Hey draw a pin up of Dira's mom

Me: wha-but-why- I'm too tired for this

[identity-theft-101]

I hate when people undermind my systems.

I have doubles of almost everything I own for a reason!

Cw: rant

I have doubles of all my bedding items-- specifically because I can't sleep if something is off! [The arrangement and texture is important]

I have doubles and triples of certain items like my favorite pencil, or that shirt with the good texture in case of misplacement or spills.

I have multiples for a reason. That reason is I do not function normally and

Need multiples as a 'coping method' to still do the things associated with those items

Need multiples strategically place for memory triggers

DONT WANT TO PISS PEOPLE OFF

IT REALLLLLY bugs me- especially when I have told someone- that hey! This thing! Mine! Specifically for me! Why? Avoiding conflict! Why? BECAUSE I HAVE A FREAKING MELTDOWN IF I GET YELLED AT.

Ugh. People.

[parakeetpark]

I should keep a log of my hyperfixations, it'd be interesting to see if there's any trends or changes

I might be imagining it but I think I only play games Winter to Spring idk

[bat-the-misfit]

having erythromelalgia is like

my body: *increases temperature just a liiitle bit for whatever reason*

my blood: JESUS CHRIST GUYS THE BODY IS GETTING WARMER WE HAVE TO RUN EXCESSIVELY TO THE BODY'S LIMBS TO THE POINT THEY FEEL LIKE THEY'RE BURNING ALIVE AND RED AS A TOMATO AND PAINFUL AS FUCK AND ITCHING LIKE HELL BC WE'RE DUMB BITCHES AND FOR SOME REASON WE THINK WE NEED TO RAISE THE TEMPERATURE EVEN MORE :O

[puppys-rhythm-heaven]

playing rhythm heaven the other day definitely helped regulate my dopamine tbh. weird how easy it is to do that skfdljfsdjfsdl-

[brightlotusmoon]

2024: I had forgotten. Thanks, tag search.

[atalana]

the curse of adhd:

i will remember with absolute clarity, when the thought strikes me that i have a text to send someone, that this is the fourth time in three days i've attempted to send this specific text

i will forget, in the time it takes me to pick up my phone, that i picked it up intending to send a text

[angelicgarnet]

the way people online talk about autism is getting really weird, like do they know that neurotypicals still have interests? that someone being passionate about a hobby doesn't mean they're autistic? you guys know that right

[countessravengrey]

Look, if you're going to be in my brain, you could at least, I don't know, clean up in there a little...? Maybe straighten some of the clutter... run a broom through the place? Fuck. I don't know. Dust, or something.

adhd be like: ah yes, the three emotions

1. anger

2. boredom

3. creative frenzy

[newnevermind-sanity]

I literally couldn't do anything today until I made this shitpost of team "Stuck In Another World Until Further Notice" from my fic and I don't know why

[eggings]

happy disability pride month to anyone who has a disability from a condition that “usually isn’t a disability”. happy disability pride month to people with disabilities that aren’t often understood by able-bodied people. happy disability pride month to people who don’t have any official diagnosis yet. happy disability to people whose “labs look completely fine”. wishing you peace this july.

[identity-theft-101]

I accidentally fell asleep with 2 floyd plushies and I think their chaos has seeped into my flesh.

I am vibrating at supersonic speeds and I want to throw cans of soda at people and scream and bite and jump off of things and kick riddle in the shin and eat sticks and start fires and mix all the chemicals and-

[draw-the-squad-like-this]

Draw ur characters like this

[girlbugboy]

my pre-noon coffee is my good morning coffee, but my post-noon coffee? well, that’s my sleepy coffy

[sunlightera]

ACTUALLY speaking of the intricacies of rodimus story and character. i need to make you all eat cardboard w me.

i was thinking the other day abt how the main thing that defines rodimus all the way throughout mtmte/ll is how he is always so overwhelmingly ready to give someone a second chance. he introduces the reintegration act for drift. he lets cyclonus be a part of his crew even though its strongly advised against. when he cures the members of his crew who mutinied from being sparkeaters he says "obviously youre forgiven". megatron, scourge of the fucking galaxy, is given another chance to be good under rodimus' watch. he even spares fucking getaway, in a moment that literally REVEALS his TRUE COLORS

and i was thinking about how like. of course he would do that. he was given a second chance himself. the matrix saved his life, the most important spiritual artifact his race has, and he was a nobody from a poor town so awful it was a breeding ground for decepticon sentiment, and he had to destroy that town with his own two hands and charges he rigged. its no wonder he thinks everyone must deserve it, a second chance to be better than they were.

its also no wonder he feels like he has to prove himself or live up to some mythical idea of what a prime is or he doesnt deserve it, doesnt deserve the chance he was given. and man. i literally just want to tell him that hes so . he doesnt have to be optimus or anyone else . hes his best when hes himself because who he is is so genuinely good and warm and fun and the crew he has couldnt have come together as a family being led by anyone else. and it makes his "you may not be good but you are good enough" speech that ties together the whole comic so well even more resonant bc he is also saying this about himself. his arc is about realizing that hes good enough. sobbing on the floor