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If tumblr send me to the fucking app store one more fucking time
#tumblr mobile#I get ads#I know their necessary#BUT DONT TAKE ME OUT OF YOUR FUCKING APP#WHEN IM JUST TRYING TO SCROLL#it’s happened twice in five minutes#I didn’t even click on the ads#it’s stupid#tumblr#tumblr staff
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what is wrong with all of them
#WHY ARE THEY ALL FERAL CATS#i think hunter would be the only one in the hexsquad who's never bitten someone ngl#amity has DEFINITELY bitten her siblings before#like not even just as a toddler. once when she was 17 emira kept trying to steal her scroll so she bit her finger hard enough to bruise#(if any irls are reading this IM SORRY I BIT [redacted] WHEN SHE TRIED TO TAKE MY PHONE THAT ONE TIME)#toh#the owl house#toh willow#willow park#toh luz#luz noceda#toh gus#gus porter#gekkering
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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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I love amphibia I'm really happy it exists
#this is so random LOL but ive been like going thru lots of phases where im just trying to feed into a latest interest#and when doing so i tend to look back on the stuff ive liked in the last and like.. as im scrolling thru an anne and sprig tag on tumblr#i suddenly had a realization that i havent been feeling sad about the fact that the shows been over for a while now??#idk its crazy to me instead im just having warm fuzzy feelings inside and im just#gah i do miss these goofs but i really appreciate the laughs and the love you showed me. hope u dumbasses are doing ok#also more random thoughts: the 'did hop pop just leave us' joke has been randomly playing in my head for no reason other than me remembering#season 1 and also been randomly reading gf fics and read a crossover one w amphibby and i fucking lost my shit when it reminded me abt how#they fucking played kpop in all in like thags so fucking funny to me all the time for no reason its peak silly
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thinking about this photo

#can’t think too much about how phil almost died without spiraling#and that’s just referring to the video filmed on their holiday like… how was that this year#phil in the wad hat…#with all his little drinks and the remaining milky bar buttons#they’re actually in a hospital room and they are lucky to have access to good healthcare and all but#there’s just a certain feel to hospitals that I can smell and feel through this singular pic#dan being sillay and taking a little pic while he’s like >:[ cause yeah wouldn’t you be too#but like god… something so intimate and human about this whole ordeal and the fact that they shared it with us#companions through life… this is some real partner shit#like i know they’re gonna be there. they’re always going to be there and right beside each other through everything#but…………. man#shoutout to pinterest once again for sending me down my nightly dnp spiral when im just trying to scroll and it’s either cute pics#or this#dnp#dan and phil#phan
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A little promo with my little obsession on the side...........
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#klance#halloween au#im projecting on the internet my own impostor syndrome#i feel that im awful and should be learning how to draw instead of writing shitty fics#and when i want to write a post and share a little doodle or smth - 'sorry' is right between the lines and its so frustrating#like???? nobody probably cares#im either here or im not#and if i need to finish that little abomination of a fic then so be it you'd think people wouldnt mind too much#and would still want to listen to my captions and see whatever silly doodle however silly it is as long as its true#..............but what if its all redundant#what if i cant draw after i had to flip my entire routine upside down#and will forever chase a thrill of feeling like a prolific artist and it will be always out of reach now#what if people scroll past my art and feel nothing now#what if world is filled with people who kinda hate klance but stay out of reflex and not bc its their deeply routed source of comfort#what if i reached an artistic plateau and will never be good enough#what if this is the limit of my 'talent'#what if i will forever love the projects i want to share but will always hate the execution of it wanting to fix it fix it fix it learn mor#i keep reading the little notes i get on orders#some screenshots i saved#i find good words and opinions and love letters to art as a whole#and i feel insufficient#subpar#i drew a comic about it to an old poem and still havent finished it#there is a point of trying your best when it stops feeling like a challenge and feels like a failure#its the moment where you keep going of course#and yet#there are emotions im sure nobody shares on social media bc we just try to get through them#but who else will take it better than tumblr tags#either way if im less around its because im dealing with creational self-hatred and artistic ambitions#but on the other hand arent all artists like that? i ran out of tag space btw have an awesome weekend
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now that we don't talk by taylor swift is so jimmy to tango during the hermitpires crossover
#see the vision.... i'm taking u by the hand and showing u the vision#you grew your hair long you got new icons and from the outside it looks like you're trying lives on#Like. Jimmy seeing the whole new decked out aesthetic ... blue hair .. freaking emo ass coat (love) .. like ur all seeing what im seeing#i miss the old ways you didn't have to change#☹️#truth is i can't pretend it's platonic it just ended??????????#truth is i can't pretend it's platonic IT JUST ENDED??????#had to say that twice. to get the full effect you know#tell me u all see the vision#i remember when the song first came out i was Also in such a ranchers phase and at one point and i was like god this song is so ranchers#and i began to associate it w them Si Strongly#that one day my sister was scrolling tiktok and the sound started to play and i literally whipped my head around#fully expecting it to be a ranchers edit#and then somehow was Sincerelt Surprised that it ended up being harry and taylor ..#idk guys#relatable moment perhaps#nya talks#trafficblr#hermitblr#tangotek#rancher duo#team rancher#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#nya's playlist
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#heavier than my usual venting#im living in a lot of fear right now#my entire family is undocumented-- if not in the process of becoming citizens#i'm afraid of my parents leaving the house and never coming back#i'm afraid i'll hear that a brother or a sister have been taken#i don't even know if i'll be able to keep my birthright citizenship#we are not white passing-- most of my family can barely speak english#we live in one of the biggest sanctuary cities in the fucking country and now that's not a source of security anymore#i am in so much fear#it borders on paralyzing and i know that does nothing to help#i'm already quiet when it comes to chatting and while i am trying to push through it#doom scrolling and just allowing myself to spiral into despair isn't going to help anyone#but im working with possibly even less spoons than i already do#i want to keep creating and working on stuff since its the few things that give me joy#but its been hard to get out of this headspace#i don't plan on self-isolating or anything like that but i can already feel myself shifting into a strange sense of apathy#for a lot of things#i don't like that#it's awful#i don't want to drown in this#please be patient with me
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Fr, I got so much math hw I gotta do, its not even funny The strong urge I have to drop out of college is insane guys <33 Hope you all are doing well thooo <3
#needy streamer overload#needy girl overdose#needy streamer overdose#nso#kangel#nso kangel#nso meme#meme#im so behind on hw lol#maybe i should do my work instead of scrolling#and playing games-#but i dont want to....#i have no motivation lmaooo#<3#idk why it keeps making some of the text black when im trying to make it pink#wth :c#just let me have my pink text mannn#~ : ❥ : ~ wtfuglydemon
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so has anyone figured out WHY there is the Need To Share our Artworks™ or is it just the vibes and our Soul apparently
#ive been running on “two cakes. u aren't BOTHERING people by putting art on their feed they can scroll past it/if they dont they get ”cake“”#and we love “cake”#“cake” is picture on the internet in this case#like okay the contracts and transaction format is a me problem!! i need to get rid of the “utilitarian brain worms” bc they're boring#this is supposed to be a hobby and the “get a good grade in hobby” wolf in the brain is just crying bc that's how they understand the world#the “get a good grade in x” wolf has valid pain but needs to stop controlling my life because they don't need to earn “enough value to live”#ect ect ect#and the life of minmaxxed utility is a life of trying to appeal to a “correct” that doesn't exist yaddi yadda = boring#i love you wolf. also shut up. affectionate. concerned. you get it#ok so we remove tangible purpose from act of experience art because THAT'S not “the point”#because “the point” is the joy killer eccetera ecc#but then what? “here check out this labor of love. i drew this fucker 15 times. no there's no story* there it's just a guy”#*story in this case being an emotional engagement/a situation/a context in which to ponder/other#so it's just a Draw. no further analysis. what do others Get from that?#i know i deeply enjoy art because im a fan of the process of People Making Stuff. i love when there was nothing but now there's something!!!#THAT'S what's it all about!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to me!!!! right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so it stands to reason that creation is purpose enough?? to be experienced???? to be known????????#idk!!#this is a nothing burger of a thought people have always liked picture on the internet stfu maiora there doesn't need to be a reason#this is just the brainworms talking!!! because god forbid “something not have a purpose”??? blegh!!!!!!!!#sounds like unhealthy rationalizing instead of letting things be out of The Fear™!!sounds like depraving urself from joy bc of BRAINWORMS!!!#so like!!!!! picture on the internet doesn't NEED inherent value. creation is enough!! (plus there's the Attachment to Character. also.)#but then why are YOU *points at you* here? gen q!!#i made an image you like and now you are reading my word babble in some tags!!! what's THAT all about???????????#it's INTERESTING!! do you see what im trying to get at??#is it empathy??? person made something other saw something other made- other2other connection???? intrigue????????#.......all this is probably explained in some book or yt essay somewhere. oh well.#in the meantime thank you for your time! we can pretend we were stuck in an elevator together and then i started rambling#i hope you have a great rest of your day thanks for stopping by!! <3#maiora garrulates
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no ones ever gonna understand how much i love daigo doin this stupid shit after dissolving the tojo
#snap chats#is this a gaiden spoiler. its been like five months catch up you nerds#ANYWAYYYYY NOO I LOVE HIM ....... this whole bit is like four seconds long but i love it so much#i just reminded myself i should probably make gaiden/y8 videos for daigo.. i'll make it a JP/ENG comp or somethn.. one day#not soon tho like its barely anything since he's not in those games Long At All but still. im lazy 💀#excuse me while i gush about daigo for twenty minutes now because hehee HE'S SO CUTE I CAN'T GET OVER IT#this is literally the middle aged equivalent of going yippee like YOU CAN TELL HE'S SO RELIEVED IT'S SO CUTE#got the energy of a student with crippling anxiety after they somehow get through giving a presentation without throwing up#AND his lil smile ......... thank you gaiden you made me wanna eat drywall with daigo's sad puppy dog eyes about kiryu#and then immediately made up for it a minute later#sorry i keep scrolling up to look at him and i love him so much. what if i threw up#i dont like using babygirl lightly but this is actually the most Babygirl frame of him ever ive decided#thats my boy .... i love my boy so much ..... he's so cute ... come so far in life congratulations king ..... ily ...#him lookin up at the sky for a minute just to breathe i know he thankin god for the fact he somehow isnt dead yet#im gonna ignore the fact all of this was for naught so i dont bash my head against a wall anyway stan daigo#im gonna be sick i love him so much#if i redraw this later shut up. i love him...#this is why i try not to look at cutscenes anymore cause when i do i feel my brain being put in a microwave and start to melt#its not my fault i love my guys so much .... ok bye i have work to do ....#and then when i finish that work i can go back to loving my guys YAAAAAY !!!!!!!
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theres a ship that genuinely ruins my day when i see it
#★ arin rambles#i wish i was joking. i cant function when i see those mfs together#anybody else. It couldve been anybody else paired with that character#yes i do scroll im not trying to marinate in sorrow . Its just Seeing it yknow?Nevermind why am i being a hater at 11pm#i need to get a grip
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Feeling disconnected again…
#im trying not to isolate myself but I been finding myself pulling away from folks again#maybe I’m just tired but idk#like I been feeling fine and drawing helps as an outlet#but when I go a day without drawing I end up feeling terrible#and I been noticing I haven’t been engaging a lot lately either which I’m mad about#like I’ll scroll a bit maybe post art and asks and then disappear#but also I been feeling like I’m gonna embarrass myself around people again#so if y’all have noticed me interacting less in servers or not as talkative in dms that’s why#vent#I guess???#I mean it’s more of just me noticing this lately and wanted to let y’all know that I just been feeling off lately#ventish#💬 chy chatter 💬
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I constantly feel like I'm playing catch up - not just life in general (am I where I should be for my age??) but also in fandom; I have so many fics to read (I'm so sorry if I haven't gotten to yours, my brain has been wonky) and I would like to have the ability to actually SIT and write (instead of getting distracted by just. everything) and even messages and emails and phone calls to people and and and-
#i want to do more!#but that needs energy and focus#and a good dose of motivation and just sheer willpower#its hard to have any of that these days when the world is *gestures around* what it is#the closer the internet + social media brings us the further apart we grow#i know ive fallen down the easy dopamine rabbit hole and just scroll instead of doing the work for the ling term gains#im trying to change that but. its so hard.#i think thats why its all the more important to be self-indulgent when it comes to being creative#anyway today is not the day for me to get on the soapbox about social media lol#rolo rambles#personal nonsense
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you've.. followed me 3 times.. who are you.?

ꗃ logging on... loading..... ❀ oak is online !! ╰┈➤ tl;dr: just block me if it makes you so uncomfortable, man. sorry for the rant btw
usually i dont answer anonymous questions like this because i very much dislike it and it gives me serious anxiety, but usually when i go through my followers, i sometimes accidentally click unfollow without knowing it, or if im going through my following tab, i accidentally unfollow someone unknowingly. if anonymous asks keep coming in like this, i'm going to turn off anonymity so this does not happen, or i at least know the person who's asking. /vsrs i'm not a scary person and obviously not a bot, either. i'm just trying to be a successful artist on this website, and it was very much accidental to follow you at all, who ever you are. just block me if you hate my slip ups, it's fine. but i'm not going to tolerate anyone doing this and giving me anxiety./vsrs

#and that goes for other followers too#like if i accidentally follow you and you dont like it#just block me???#theres a block button for a reason??#theres no reason you should act like im a scary person😭#i censor all my suggestive art and add tags that you can block#in addition i add multiple warnings??#i try to follow as many people as i can#because gaining an audience for myself is very hard#please dont fucking do this?#i also have the problem when scrolling through my following tab#i accidentally unfollow someone that i think is cool#and i have to fucking scour the site to find them#but moral of the story uh#just fucking block me if you think im so weird or scary#cuz im not gonna know who you are#if you send anonymous asks?#like??#hello????#tw rant#sorry for the rant
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haaaaappy happy wednesday friendz !!! here’s a picture of obi , please watch after him & make sure he’s not too rambunctious on the dash ! have a wonderful day <3

#umm.#seeing my husband tomorrow.#ofc i’m very normal today.#of course ….#this week has been so bad when it comes to yearning#i feel SICK#between kuroo & zoro im just x.x#writing lots of lil blurbies that i wanna share teehee#sobbb i feel like i haven’t properly scrolled thru the dash in days and i miss u all :( the fomo ….#going to try & make today a good day so wish me luck friendz !!!!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#⋆˚ʚ mr meows ɞ˚⋆#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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