#Voices In My Head
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the voices are getting loud. they keep yelling at me making me feel guilty and scared. i wish they would just leave me alone
#mentally tired#actually sad#depressing life#depressing shit#i'm sad#kinda depressing#actually bipolar#actually bpd#actually borderline#bipolar thoughts#mentally drained#mentally unstable#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#bipolardepression#bipolar things#bipolar mania#bipolar disorder#bipolar 1#bpd anger#bpd favorite person#voices in my head#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#i’m sorry#sorry for being depressing#im sorry
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I love "Voices in my Head" cause why is Jeremy taking "girl advice" from a nerdy antisocial gay guy, a newly out bisexual with no sense of boundaries and a formerly pantless divorced single dad
#be more chill#bmc#jeremy heere#michael mell#rich goranski#mr heere#voices in my head#but like actually you don't know how insane I'm about this song
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awesome! do not mind me uploading my thoughts I your askbox <3
just thinking about coming home after work and not seeing dazai lounging on his usual spot on the sofa. telling yourself he must've gone to lupin, he must've gone to the cafe. only to walk into your room with the intention of getting changed and seeing him mewling while humping your pillow so desperately :(
usually hed be embarrassed and play it off. but something about the teary eyes under his heavy lashes and the way his ears pin back and his tail stands high on alert just tells you he's feeling too sensitive to even run from anything . and he's getting so frustrated , cause no matter how much he humps the stupid pillow, it's just not getting him off good enough, he needs you.
when you wrap a hand around his cock for the first time it's almost embarassing that he cums after only 2 strokes. and he's still so impossibly hard, so achey. he can't help himself when he tries to start thrusting into your hand :(
ughh and when you finally let him actually fuck you that man is not pulling out for hours. he's so completely spent out and he's bred you so full of his kits , it's all just blanks now :( he's kneading his paws into your abdomen and not stopping until he passes out!!
I know u like piss so ill totally drop in that he can be so overstimulated and focused on breeding you he simply can't help it when he looses control over his bladder too . but its not like either of you mind. and he's too focused on you wrapped around him to care.
yes yes yes i love this so much zai!!!!!!
i just love the idea of puppy dazai desperately rutting his little puppy cock against a pillow thats squished between his thighs, mewling and yowling as he tries so hard to chase a high that just won't come. a high that only you can give him. the pillow is friction, sure, but it's not anywhere close to your fist, or your mouth, or your tight wet hole. though thinking about said hole does get him a little closer to coming.
when you walk in on him, you're shocked but not surprised. dazai tends to get a little humpy in his heats, instinctually chasing friction whenever and wherever he can. pillows, couch arms, blankets, even the corner of a table once. so you just sigh and shake your head when you see the distressed puppy violating the poor pillow before settling onto the bed and pulling him in between your legs, with his back to your chest. you kiss up his neck sweetly, whispering sweet, calming things into his ear, telling him he's okay and that you've got him, while you give his cock a good few squeezes. like you said, 2 strokes later, and hot cum is spitting from the tip. he's embarrassed, immediately turning around and nuzzling into you, but you just laugh and tell him its okay, and that he's such a good puppy for responding so well to your touch <3
in dazai's heat, when you finally let the poor puppy fuck you, you better hope his heat fell over a weekend or else you're gonna have to take a couple days off from work/school because he's not letting you go any time soon. it's so animalistic and primal the way he mounts you, pressing you into the mattress as he shoves his horribly aching, leaky cock into your hole, damn near howling as he does. dazai always prided himself on his humanity, but he's more dog than not when you're under him like this. his tail is swishing, his ears are pinned back, and he's growling as he thrusts into you at a nonhuman speed and strength. the only human words coming out of his mouth are incoherent ones that revolve around breeding you full of his puppies. and i love the idea like you said of him kneading into your abdomen or your chest as a comfort/grounding thing, that's so puppy like and so cute !!
and yes yes yes yes...... he absolutely loses all rational thought and autonomy over his body to where he's not even processing anything other than how good his cock feels, ignoring how full is bladder is until what's shooting out of his cock and filling your hole isn't cum but piss. he couldn't care less in this state, and you've come to terms with it happening. it just comes with the territory of having a puppy hybrid in your life <3 <3 (thank you for indulging me sweetheart)
#queued!#LOVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS#sorry for the late reply!#voices in my head#lovers#{ musings; dazai }#tw piss#cw piss#cw hybrids#cw breeding#dazai smut#dazai x reader
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maybe I'm better off dead, if I was, would it finally be enough to shut out all those voices in my head?
#bpd splitting#bpd thoughts#bpd blog#bpd problems#actually bpd#bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#sorry for being depressing#dead inside#depressing shit#major depressive disorder#voices in my head#voices inside my head#sleeping with sirens
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so I graduated college… I thought it was only fitting that I decorated my grad cap with lyrics from the musical that’s got me through so much of it. I chose the last line of be more chill to symbolize me coming to the end of my education and my anticipation for what comes next. I also used a comic font because i’m graduating with a bfa in comics!
#bmc#be more chill#musicals#broadway#thesquirrelqueer art#art#fanart#graduation#grad cap#voices in my head#sva#school of visual arts
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Voices in my Head
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I am so tired im never drawing again /j
HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY BE MORE CHILL BOOK WEEE
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#be more chill#mj arts#bmc 20th anniversary#brooke lohst#jenna rolan#jake dillinger#christine canigula#jeremy heere#michael mell#rich goranski#chloe valentine#mr heere#voices in my head#squip squad
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With who else? Humans?
#girlblogging#lana del rey#girlblog#just girly thoughts#this is what makes us girls#im just a girl#girlcore#girl interrupted#girlhood#girl interupted syndrome#female manipulator#female insanity#female rage#female hysteria#voices in my head
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Does anyone with bpd also get psychosis bc I feel crazy rn
#bpd#actually bpd#bpd blog#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd vent#bpd problems#bpd splitting#bpd thoughts#bpd fp#borderline thoughts#being borderline#cluster b#borderline personality disorder#bpd feels#bpd mood#black and white#psycosis#the voices#voices in my head
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I need to know what’s going on in your head. What are the voices saying to you? Are they whispering secrets, urging you toward something, or pulling you back? And the real question—are you going to listen to them, or will you decide to silence them?
#older man younger woman#dad bf#olderforyounger#age g@p#older is better#older men do it better#age g4p#i like older men#dad x daughter#oldermen#older man younger girl#hell is a teenage girl#teen slvt#teacher crush#i like older guys#bpd#voices in my head#crazy ex girlfriend#going crazy#crazy girl#hallucinations#older men are hot#older men younger women
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voices in my head is like the perfect closer. it's such a victory lap and the music just goes sooo HARRRD especially when the cast gets together and does the NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA and the C-C-C-C'MON C-C-C-C'MON LET'S GO like UGH. and i tear up every time as soon as the song is done. MITB isn't my crying song this is my crying song. CRYING OF JOY. now i will agree that the plot's ending isn't the most realistic... but my serotonin levels cannot stop rising whenever this song invades my brain and i just wanna let Jeremy live a lalala fairytale ending lmaoo
also i found some clips from the BMC 54below show with the original cast and i've been eating it up for the past couple of days. Will has such rockstar energy 🔥
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There is this constant voice in my head
"You aren't good enough"
It makes me push myself over the edge
"Is that all you can do?"
Until I burn out completely
"I knew you were a failure"
Unable to move, it swallows me whole
"You should just give up"
And it's getting harder to resist it
#poem#poetry#poetsandwriters#dead poets society#my poems#depressing quotes#sad poem#short poem#depressiv#depressing shit#voices in my head#tw depressing thoughts#tw sui ideation#suic1de#giving up#sad thoughts#deep thoughts#thoughts#mentally tired#actually mentally ill#mental illness#mental health#the desire to not exist
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#voices in my head#that's scary#i kinda hate it#girlhood#girlblogger#girlblogging#girl rotting#bed rotting#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#this is a girlblog#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#this is what makes us girls
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i need to fuck dazai so hard he pisses his self
ain't this the dream........
tying him down to the bed and bouncing on his cock to make him cum again and again until he's begging you to get off because something doesn't feel right, he really has to pee, please get off- he can't even finish his sentence before he's unable to control it and ends up pissing inside you
ooorrrrr pushing his knees to his shoulders and fucking him so relentlessly that he basically goes fucking stupid, tongue damn near lolling out of his mouth as you thrust into him hard. you think he's about to cum again when you see his cock twitching, his poor tummy already covered in thick spurts of his own seed, but to your surprise (and delight) he ends up pissing all over himself. you so aren't grossed out tho - instead, it only makes you fuck him harder. maybe you pee on him too ?!??!??! .........................
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all these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out.
#NF#voices in my head#shut them out#dead inside#major depressive disorder#depressing shit#depressiv#depressing life#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing thoughts#tw depression#tw self destruction#actually bpd#bpd shit#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#bpd blog#bpd favorite person#bpd feels#bpd fp#bpd life#bpd memes#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#bpd things#actually borderline
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