#This is how I interpret Sleep to look like
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Im not sure, honestly. Maybe its because of the (perceived) age? Not that i really care about that in fiction (also just saying Rose wouldve been into that). But like i said: Nine and Rose talked and flirted in a way that made it seem like there was some incredibly funny inside-joke between them, at least it seemed like that to me from the start. Rose was also still sort of together with Mickey when she went with Nine and just generally likes to flirt with people (i love you so much rose tyler) so i sort of sprouted the headcanon "oh yeah theyre flirting for the fun of it, not really for the results" and went with it without questioning it. I can definitely see how somebody else would interprete it as romantic, looking back, but while i was watching it i just sort of accepted my own headcanon as canon. Didnt help that i watched most of s1 in one go.
tenrose starts out immediately with laying your head on their shoulder to watch the snow fall, watching over them while they sleep, all that sort of stuff. It also has the david tennant piny eyes that im already used to from good omens. Maybe theyre the reason lmao. Or maybe its that they kissed at the end of s1.
i honestly have no idea! But its fun to play with headcanons and i love both the version of ninerose as besties who like to flirt and as a couple. So thats a very long-winded answer to your reblog :D
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Take I haven't seen in the fandom yet:
Luka doesn't want to be freed.
"Now, MirrorCatCreditcard," you may say, "that's nonsense. Any human would want freedom from that system."
If you're thinking I'm gonna convince you that Luka doesn't know he wants freedom yet, you're wrong. I'm here to talk about indoctrination/conditioning, grooming/emotional manipulation, my own experience with those topics, and how all of the above connects with Luka as a character. If a deep dive like this is too much for you, please tap out for your own sake.
Luka's life was planned before he even existed. There has never ever been an alternative option. There is no life for Luka as anything but what Herperu chose. Everything in his life has been planned to have him be the perfect pet human idol. That is what he must be.
Fandom, I don't think most of you actually understand this and have dissected what this means (shout-out to the Luka stans who are getting there/have guessed similar things). These words we know have alternatives and are not set in stone are Luka's "gravity makes rain fall to the earth" and "water makes things wet." They are facts so deeply ingrained within him that even if shown the contrary he remarks that the person showing them is just disillusioned.
Take his commentary on Mizi and Hyun-A in the art book. He looks down on Mizi for not being able to control any of her emotions. How does he talk about Hyun-A? He has her at 70% affection yet shows a patronizing attitude—she's the one in denial at reality.
Now, how did we get here? How is a human so "delusional" and set in the control?
He's been conditioned.
Some of you don't know what I mean by this from experience and/or research, and count yourself fortunate that you don't. I pray you never experience such things firsthand. Don't worry about ignorance. Familiar or not, I will explain.
When you are surrounded by only one truth and reality, that is the way you interpret life. If a parent tells a child "the moon goes to sleep during the day," until the child learns otherwise, that's what they believe. Now take that child-like belief and add some toxic environments to the mix. With time, any other kid would learn that the earth rotates from their peers or adults around them. But if the creatures around them all say and believe the same thing "the moon goes to sleep during the day," then that is what the child continues to believe. Years of that same thing being the only truth make that false knowledge into a fact in the person's head, and everything that supports that fact is taken as truth or on the right path to truth.
"This is kinda silly though," you guys are no doubt murmuring, "All of this is a hypothetical. Give us something that makes sense or that someone could actually see happen in our society."
I'll give you my own experience then. My parents taught me that God is real. My parents taught me that I will be damned I do not follow the commandments of the scriptures. I didn't need to worry though. As long as I was obedient to the God who loved me and wanted what was best, I would be saved despite being born an awful sinful human. I was homeschooled, only interacted with people of similar beliefs, and taught that people too different from me in ideology or with radical beliefs against my own were trying to harm me and my family. I believed the people who raised me because why would people who love me lie to me? My task was simple. I needed to obey God and love everyone, especially them. Love meant giving up my entire being and living only as servant and sacrifice. After all, being selfless to the utmost was the greatest form of love.
Let's go back to Luka. His guardian, Herperu, when questioned about any surprises while training Luka, stated not only that he was the one who endured the "tough moments" but also that "(Luka) owes his success to me, and naturally, he should be grateful." This sentiment is echoed by Luka in his interview (shown on Patreon). My god, it's giving parents with disabled kids who brag on social media about how much trouble their kid is and how much they do for them. Sickening. This shows exactly what environment Luka has lived in though.
When you are manipulated into having something as your reality, everything else is fiction and delusion.
Let's review what exactly is Luka's reality.
Heperu is the one suffering if Luka has any difficulties being obedient.
Gratitude is what Herperu is owed because he goes through so much trouble to make Luka a star.
Love/care is shown by owning another's autonomy.
Emotions and bodily reactions exist, sure, but someone should be able to control them; and if they can't, someone should control those reactions for them.
Segyein are superior and the good ones for dealing with humans. Humans must be disciplined and shaped to how an segyein wants it to act to be considered deserving of this goodness.
(Luka)'s perfection is defined by his guardian.
Luka's life is directly connected to being the perfect performer. His guardian praises his abilities with the statement that no other pet human will ever be as perfect as him yet leaves an underlying threat saying that it will be no good if a pet is not trained properly. This has probably been mentally (if not physically) beaten into Luka's mind: his greatness doesn't stop him from being able to be disposed of. The human instinct to want to live has been explained to him as Heperu's wish for him to live and that has been further distorted as a duty to live for the stage he has been placed on.
Luka believes fully that there is a debt in play here. In his interview, he mentions repaying love. He thinks the relationship between fan and idol is completely normal, encouraged, and healthy. Performance is the most important thing. Being where he is is a privilege.
There's a chain here:
Heperu indoctrinated Luka into believing what he says is all true.
The guardian manipulated him easily to do what he wanted with his body and mind.
The years have been spent constantly conditioning Luka to be the god who encapsulated fantasies for the audience.
He is continually being groomed to exist for the entertainment and enjoyment of segyein.
Circle back to my first point of this post. Luka does not want to be freed. He doesn't know what freedom actually is. He sees freedom as either foolish denials of reality (and doesn't consider that actual freedom) or as controlling the song and stage when he performs (something he learned from Hyuna). He cannot want something he cannot understand. He cannot want freedom in the sense the fandom keeps speaking about.
It's funny. From the moment Luka was revealed to be hated by the fandom, I wanted to know why. Instead of digging and finding horrific deeds, I instead found a character who portrayed my own traumas and experiences. I instantly attached and delved deeply into learning about this thirty year old singer. Why does he express himself in a certain way? Where do we first see mention of him? Who does he have emotions towards? How was he trained? What makes Luka himself? I have past essays/replies to other's theories if you're interested, but in this one I got personal and didn't sugarcoat the facts. If the fandom can't handle deep thought, we shouldn't be discussing this incredibly profound and depth-filled web series.
As always, thank you for your time, and I hope my thoughts allowed you to open your mind to new things. Mostly, I hope you enjoyed them 🫶
#alnst#alien stage#alnst luka#alien stage luka#luka alnst#luka alien stage#alien stage analysis#alien stage theory#alnst analysis#alnst theory#tw trauma#tw conditioning#tw manipulation#tw abuse#we're dissecting the following triggers btw#in cass you're wondering#take care
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Watching the episode again and I just cannot get over how well done it all is! One of the things I focused on this time was the way they managed to show us the state of TK and Carlos' relationship. We haven't really checked in with them one on one since episode 5, and I think there's so much here that can give us insight into what has been going on since then:
We see that the box is still in use! Since we're told in this episode that Gabriel died a year and a half ago, that means that about 6 months have passed and Carlos is still using the box! This shows clearly that he's been making serious efforts to be more present. I noticed some people hypothesizing that the fact that his phone was outside of the box was meant to show he was struggling to be fully present, and that's definitely a valid interpretation and maybe it is what they were going for...but to me, it seemed like the phone was outside of the box just because it was being charged. Carlos still left the phone next to the box when he went to bed and I think that indicates some major effort!
However, the presence of the box a whole 6 months later also indicates to me that they ARE still struggling. Things aren't 100% fixed. If they were, I don't think the box would really be necessary anymore.
Carlos wakes up on his day off and the first thing he does is reach for his husband. When he realizes TK isn't there, Carlos goes to find him, expresses his desire to spend the morning of their shared day off sleeping in together, and then kisses his cheek and sits on the couch next to him. TK is not remotely surprised by these behaviors. To me, this shows that there is not constant tension between them. They are loving and affectionate with each other. They look forward to spending time together and make efforts to do so.
When Carlos announces that he wanted them to sleep in on their shared day off, he makes it seem like such a thing is a rarity. Add to that the fact that he worked so late the night before that TK wasn't sure when he got home, and it's clear that they aren't getting to spend nearly as much time together as they'd like. While it doesn't seem like this is some dire situation, it certainly may be contributing to remaining issues that they are having.
The way Carlos talks about their counseling makes it sound like they are still going, which I think is a really good thing because it again shows major effort being made in their relationship!
All these things perfectly set the scene for the conflict in this episode, showing clearly that these two love each other, they're putting real work into their relationship, but they're still struggling. Under those circumstances, when you add in a major crisis and upheaval like the Jonah situation, it's inevitable that things aren't going to go smoothly. However, their love and soulmatism is still shining through, and we know they're going to make it and come out the other side stronger than ever!
#too many words i know#but sorry i can't stop gushing about how much i love this episode!!#911 lone star
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a fading wash of sunlight
So. This is a retired event, where the bazaar started emitting light for a few hours. At one point a voice is heard, and it seems to be the Bazaar (I mean, look at the echoing!)
This is also the event where you could release your dark carapaced crustacean into the light, and it would emerge gilded and giggling like a school girl.
The event is retired and old, so it's hard to say "this information is still fully canon to the universe", but the Bazaar's speech here is really really interesting.
Here's my rampant speculation:
I think the bazaar is talking to Sol, maybe in her sleep or something: the wash of sunlight is coming from the bazaar, but the Bazaar is acting like Sol has appeared unexpectedly and she's scrambling to implore it to Understand something. I think the fading wash of sunlight is a Day-dream, is what I'm saying
"these are my children/this is my light" "this is the Sun who commands run below"
I think light is law here and the bazaar might be comparing itself to a sun. I've been long into the idea the bazaar has aspirations of ascension, as being a judgement is the only way they could legally be together. it might be saying here 'look! I have a world of my own, my own law, my own kingdom, like you'. With the MOTR:
we get the Bazaar's feelings after London just fell. It seems a bit depressed in general but is tired of running and being a Courier. It wants a place of its own. But we know it doesn't ONLY want that, or it would stay in the Neath and chill.
"The one who denied" is likely the. One who said NO to sol, which prompted the bazaar to do All This Shit.
this and
this from 7th letter are all we have about this Other Sun. We don't strictly know it was a love letter, that just makes thematic sense (and the bazaar seems jealous)(and it would work for "love's enemy" of course)(It probably was a rejected love letter but I like to point out alt interpretations and how little we know total)(I got into suncrab out of spite you know initially. I realized the fandom had given me a false idea of the relationship which simplified it to a black/white "sun dickhead bazaar pathetic". So I thought about alt readings of them until I got into it)
Also, note the Bazaar rocking up to the Pheonix like "wait you don't want your flame?? 👀 is it free? Free fire 🔥??"
I'm not sure what "but the enemy, love, is the last we shall see". Beyond 'enemies of love' being the forces which keep them apart. Their relationship is forbidden because of the oppressive laws of the Chain. If their relationship is found out, they and their daughter will be put on trial and sent to some judgement torment nexus.
It makes a promise that All shall be Well. I think the Bazaar's motto might be an echo of what the sun has said to it before. It repeats "all shall be well" constantly without having much luck ensuring that (see: axile). I don't think it has failed to keep All Well on purpose, I think he is basically muttering this promise as a lifeline. Echoing and hoping it'll be true.
and then "Crown me with a knot of flames, my love, my love"
Crown being a word of royalty/ascension. what 'flames' means in FL I'm not sure, but it here is suggestive of 'make me a judgement'.
Then it apologizes... "Forgive my trespasses" a bit late after asking to be crowned. What trespass? Something it did angered the sun but it wasn't punished or killed either.
Elsewhere in a lacre vision: "You dream, feverishly, of a bright light in a long lone empty place; of a gift given and a gift rejected; of the one you love moving away, inevitably as the motions of an orrery, distant as childhood." and elsewhere is it repeated the sun rejected the bazaar.
I think the gift rejected is love, and the bazaar's trespass was something in the confession of that love.
It continues "the fire and the rose are one"-- if the bazaar wishes for a fire crown, does it wear a rose one now? Roses are love, follies, devils, temptation, desire.... is the bazaar trying to prove a point that love is an equal force to fire? Love and feeling are as powerful as law and the fabric of the universe? More powerful?
Anyway thanks for coming to my BazaarTalk. For the 15th anniversary we should get this event back but better (it was hourly so few peoplegot to see all of it). And more.
#fallen london#suncrab#fallen london spoilers#Theories#I have a lot of stray theories I want to collect one day about. I love broad speculating!!!#I get nervous (end of sentence) bc fl is sooo open to interpretation I know I am biased to look to (crab)love always#But there is a lot of stuff where I'm like “I THINK THIS IS SOMETHING” but it's way too open ended to be a proper “theory”#For example I have a couple fun ideas about the Prester's appetite. I have a not fun idea about what happened to Stone regarding the ToF
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Vessel calling upon Sleep to grant him power.
#my art#sleep token#sleep token band#sleep token art#sleep token vessel#sleep token fanart#This is how I interpret Sleep to look like#very spooky#but affectionate to those who worship#might draw a full body depiction some time.#its gonna be MASSIVE#im talking can't see the moon anymore massive lol
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So i'm in the middle of playing the Silent Hill Remake, and it's the one and only Silent Hill game I've ever played. What I knew before was very minimal, so what I've gathered is that Silent Hill is a town that's basically aggressive therapy that takes the aggression extremely literal. Thinking about it that way, I had a thought.
What if the Ling Xi caves were more like Silent Hill. Psychological horrors and everything. It doesn't let you go until you've conquered your heart demons, and if you don't, then you Qi deviate and die.
I have not finished the game at this point, so if my interpretation is wrong, feel free to correct me.
#idea dump#ramblings of a sleep deprived girl#mxtx svsss#svsss#scum villian self saving system#silent hill#silent hill 2 remake#I have not finished the game and I know very little about the series pre- playing#so if my interpretation is wrong feel free to correct me#but what if the Ling Xi caves were like Silent Hill#Liu Qingge thinking his surrounded by monsters and hit by continuous psychological attacks#no wonder he Qi Deviates#imagine poor Shen Jiu walking in about to start his own horrific journey#but before the Ling Xi caves can really get started he comes across LQG fighting nothing and Qi Deviating#So LQG saves SJ from experiencing one hell while dooming him to an even worse one unintentionally#so basically make the caves more sinister and devastating essentially#which also makes them more deadly#but if SJ was allowed to take that journey tho#how would that have looked?#also poor YQY because imagine being locked up in silent hill for like a year or possibly more?#imagine being stuck in your own personal hell for that long?#only to be let out and think that everything you went through was for nothing#poor guy can't catch a break
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PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE ZELDA *inhale* PLAYABLE ZELDA PLAYABLE Z
#zelda#echoes of wisdom#I still can't quite believe it's finally happening tbh! took ya long enough nintendo#anyway how are you!! sorry for the radio silence lately haha#my 7-year-old computer actually chose the week I was trying to finish my piece for the magic book zine to give up the ghost entirely#(luckily I just barely managed to coax it into hanging in there until after the deadline haha!)#so all my drawing lately has been like... experimenting to figure out how to use the newer versions of everything#I am old gandalf. I know I don't look it but I'm beginning to feel it#had a really good time drawing this though! playing around with new ways to do the light effects made me positively GIDDY#and zelda's design! I've seen people saying the game's visual design looks too simple but imo that's actually a good thing?#because the simpler the canon art style is the more creative input we have in our own interpretations of it#medieval tailoring is my special interest so my take on it is very loosely based on like mid-late 14th-century kirtles#as far as I know they didn't really have split skirts or that shade of purple back then but eh it's fantasy haha#I wasn't super clear on how the cloak fastens so I based it on the one frodo wears at the start of lord of the rings. you know the one#the outer edges have tabs at the top that sort of cross over each other and attach with brooches to the shoulders#I guess it's kind of like how marth and lucina's cloaks work?#but anyway I shall see you anon! hopefully before the game actually comes out haha#only 98 sleeps to go though! ARE YOU EXCITED BECAUSE I AM
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"he's a ten but he doesn't know how to do his own laundry"
#fan art#asbel lhant#richard windor#mine#this applies to both of them btw. why would a king or a lord need to know how to wash their own clothes they have servants for that#you can tell i spent all of 30 minutes on this doodle im supposed to b sleeping bc work is guaranteed to suck tomorrow 😔#i miss doin actually nice art 😩 now it's just whatever doodle i can finish within 24 hours cause thats all the time i can dedicate 😓#anyway what does richard's clothes actually look like under his jacket 🤔 i interpreted it as a tunic over black long sleeve#but it's debatable. if this was a more serious piece i'd actually check the perfect guide to see if innomata designed his shirt or not#there's always cosplayers to ref too. they had to figure out SOME way to comfortably assemble the costume 😅#funnily enough i can see richard wearing a jacket over long sleeves dude does NOT want to show ANY amount of skin EVER#or maybe he just runs cold 😅 adding 'anemia' to potential richard headcanons
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..........the beauty and the beast.........
id in alt
#ShuakeWeek2023#p5#persona 5#goro akechi#p5 protag#akira kurusu#myart#uhhhh hi everyone im soo back on my bullshit#erm. watch me interpret these prompts in whatever way my brain decides. anyways.#day 1 - fairytales...#erm im so ready to annoy all of you and scare all my followers off LMAO except like 3 of you#sorry sorry its the autism#anyways uhm i actually really like how this looks hello....#art fight i sleep. ake shooes week REAL SHIT?#sergio flores#also hellooo i literally amade this outfit up rn and . it looks pretty cool i think hellooo.#blood#p5 spoilers#p5r spoilers#persona 5 spoilers#whew
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hi there I absolutely love your pony (and 1 goat) designs they are all amazing
I’m just curious, why did you decide to draw Grian as an Earth Pony, rather than a Pegasus when he’s often associated with flight?
Was it a thing where the fanon stuff was an after thought or was your drawing not cooperating with you at all? (As fellow artist I do understand that occurrence)
or just something else entirely?
it originally stemmed from me not usually drawing grian as an avian most of the time that quickly devolved into " hehe the irony of one of his parents being a unicorn, the other being a pegasus, and he just got the short end of the stick " was too funny for me to pass up
#beans bacon whiskey and lard#so.. something else entirely basically!#i know i draw grain w avian features Sometimes but i do not generally HC him as an avian. personally#while i did '' no thoughts head empty '' all their designs i still kept how i interpret them myself in all of them#its why bdubs is a bat pony despite his thing with sleeping. i love irony and the thought of a bat pony scared of the night..#its a lil funny :p#also i am aware bat ponies are not normally bright green. the only thing i rechecked from mlp canon#was for scar's wheelchair. canon mlp wheelchairs are so . odd. and i need to redesign scar's chair so bad#cause i did Not have fun drawing it nor does it actually look like itd function properly lol#that goes back to No Thoughts Head Empty though i just lifted the canon chair's design p much without a second thought#and i am now having seconds thoughts . rip! oh well oh darn guess i Have to draw horse scar again ohh nooo u_u#but yeah. hes an earth pony because i think its funny KJSNDVJKSDV
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HI UM
DO PEOPLE STILL GIVE A SHIT ABOUT LONGFORM ANALYSIS / CHARACTER DECONSTRUCTIONS???
because it's very messy (when i'm tired and my meds run out my Neurodivergent Powers kick in like the galaxy brain meme but I end up writing my Revelations as stream of consciousness) but i just wrote the mother of all mike analyses and i really, genuinely, balls to the wall and hand to the cross think i've got him nailed. i understand it all, i understand the meaning behind all of his weird awkward behaviours since the start of season 3 and i understand what led up to them. i can see the exact arc his and el's relationship has been following. i finally get why most sexuality analyses i've read on him fell a little flat for me. all i see are red string and shrimp colours but they are beautiful and fruity-ful.
he's NOT an oblivious idiot. internalized homophobia is NOT his primary motivation. he was NOT lying in the monologue.
he was NOT lying in the cabin scene in s3.
he was NOT leading el on, he was NOT using her as a beard, and he was NOT half-assing their relationship.
he's NOT going to have his "Oh" moment in s5, about his sexuality or about will.
and the great part is. it's a full and complete explanation and it doesn't require his exact sexuality to be confirmed. unlabelled mike girlies stay winning!!!
so like would anybody be interested at all in reading this damn post or should i just roblox oof myself
#delusion stays willing#anyway i don't know how long the post is but it took me... like an hour to write??? possibly longer. i have no clue.#so it will take heavy editing when i'm not unmedixated and severely sleep deprived#but please. does anybody care#just throwing that stuff out there and not getting any interaction is like my biggest fear#less bc i Need Notes and more because i am eerily confident in this interpretation and I Need People To See It And Understand#byler#mike wheeler#edit it looks like i spent 2 hours writing it. Jesus Fucking Kringle
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once again trying to decide if i should show counselor/therapist my selfship art bc she asks to see any art I've made that i want to show her each session fjfkdl ,,,, i probably won't because I'm still terrified of being judged for it but mannnnn that rly has been almost all I've made these past two months ( ╥ω╥ )
#urgggfhhh idk if ppl will judge plus shes a counselor so she's not supposed to judge#but like. u know ? ppl still do fnfkld and i am hypervigilant to any changes in behaviour or body language#so if she acts even a little different in a way i interpret as negative after showing her...#well i think I'd simply have to crawl under my bed and get stuck for a while. for the second time in three years. SBHDJDL#(i thought it'd be safe feeling under there a couple yrs ago bc i used to hide there frequently as a kid. i got stuck. u know how it is.)#(very silly behaviour on my part but I am also a person who has climbed on top of my fridge just to see if i could do it)#(sometimes i just want to see if i can fit into spaces DBJFDKL i also hid in my school locker several times in highschool 😭)#ANYWAYS. turning off oversharing mode dhfjdl#i am just. HMMMM. she wouldnt even necessarily know that my s/i is me. but ... i think it looks too much like me to deny dhfkdkl#OUGH. I'll go to sleep now and then i will have a couple hours in the morning to decide !#i think i probably will not show her but ... maybe that'd be a fun brave choice for me to make in a safe(ish) environment 🤔#SORRY FOR RAMBLING BTW. im weirdly talkative tonight and the one friend i talk to consistently has fallen asleep sbdhfkdl#dandy.cmd
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Something about purpose and pasts, old worlds and new ones.
(Dialogue from @dungeonsanddragonsfifthedition‘s Bird and Bear are Friends)
#original#nightlings#fauns#ANYHWAY. having an incredibly normal one#*slaps roof of mini-comic* this bad boy can fit so much fucking worldbuilding in it#bird and bear are friends lives rent free in my brain. omg they are. f.riends#me preparing to draw reiji: that's it you're going to the fucking grassland. get in the plains idiot#i fuck hard with the bright panel in the middle here. didn't turn out exactly as it was in my brain but i like it a ton either way#it's the only warm colors. they're hella saturated even more so than i usually saturate my colors. resembles either an explosion or the sun#both mean something to the world or the characters respectively so either interpretation is correct#redesigned the tattoo on milo's left arm again because i changed how the moons function. dig it tho and now it's got LORE lmao#the three panels of reiji that overlap the sun look really good. i like his fucked up eyes#all the hands. he's signing. his hair is down and the jewelry is gone. it's the middle of the night. he'd been sleeping#constellations as something that follows milo. stars as something that reiji follows#reiji's colors were initially more saturated but he was TOO fucking purple so i had to change it#their speech bubbles are complimentary colors. sorry. ill be SO normal dude i promise im so incredibly normal bro#apparently around thanksgiving every year I need to do a minicomic. last year was fierce deity comic. now u get ocs#now you get THIS GUY (plural)#my fucked up little creatures who are here to wander around and Find Out#my fucked up little guys who are here to exist on the ashes of an older world. and be friends about it#my fucking. these dudes. make a normal character then shoot them with my beam that makes them a fucked up little fantasy creature.#get creatured. idiot#ONE more. i simplified milo's design a lil for the sake of clarity. mostly just the fur pattern is typically not so defined but for the...#...small panels especially. it didn't look good to draw it all out. ok NOW i'm done#Milo Montalvo#Reiji Droet#oc#ocs
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The best thing about the MM franchise is that there's so many ways to interpret everything yanno what i mean i'm kinda a little sick of how polarized the fandom is over canon
no more fighting over what's the correct interpretation or not. celebrate diversity, love wins
#Willow Rambles#megaman#mega man#when i say celebrate diversity i do mean like. familial/platonic or romantic are not only both viable but also both beautiful#i've had a lot of time to think about my experiences in the old fandom and how they impacted my perception and takes and yknow what?#i like being able to see both interpretations!!#and enjoy them!!#guess what friends you're allowed to have multiple interpretations depending on the setting you look at#i'm making no sense i think true to my name i'm just rambling to the void and i hope it has#some semblance of coherency#obv i'm not talking about like. rock and roll obviously#or blues in a game/archie adjacent setting#but does this make sense?? i hope it makes sense fgdskjhalfakjhasfd#respect other interps especially if they don't align with yours!!!!#this post is brought to you by Willow running on 5 hours of sleep and only 1 cup of coffee
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You ever think about describing a concept and think of a comparison and it goes from a kinda weird metaphor to "oh wait these are actually pretty similar" to "hold on. This is literally just this thing in a context i wouldn't necessarily think about it normally" the more you think about it
#rambles#i love my fucked up shit and that really shows in my music taste#so there was a song on and i looked at my friend and said to them i just realized we must interpret this song in very different ways#they said they don't even bother interpreting it to which i replied yeah exactly. they said they assume it's based on real abuse while i go#hehe i love my fucked up shit#(the song was This Is Love by Air Traffic Controller)#a minute later i realized i might as well clarify i meant i love my fucked up shit in fiction#and we DO separate fiction from reality in this household (my mind) and they seemed relieved so i'm glad i clarified that#and then when i was trying to sleep that exchange was replaying in my head so i was thinking how to explain better#and it went from 'the way i separate fiction from reality is kinda like how a kink scene does it'#then realized actually yeah those things share a lot of similarities#(things that happen in the scene are not representative of the parties' opinions and desires outside of the scene)#then i realized wait no. this is TECHNICALLY like actually a FORM of kink isn't it (with nuance).#so hey if it comes up again i know how to explain that so they DON'T have to be concerned about me because. i imagine they probably are.#kinda want to message them now but some things i don't like leaving a chat log of so idk#mostly when it's me being open about stuff yknow how it is
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It's so funny that the ultra intellectuals on this site are always so bitchy about ppl just having fun with stuff and not really caring about literary criticism or hyper analyzing themes bc "everything and anything means something if youre smart", but then when ppl do look into themes and motifs they're instantly like: hey actually that media is just objectively bad :/ like it's kinda awful and youre making things up to justify you liking the thing :// no it's not bad morally it's just a bit shit and cringe ://// have you considered watching something actually intellectually stimulating? :)
like dude, youre just a film bro at this point get off your high horse
#coming from a guy who subsists on a diet of cute girls doing things anime and other things that seem 'mindless'. i am tired#like. yeah commonly I dont talk about the literary analysis side of things. but that's not because I don't care#its just. i keep that shit up in the brain bc it usually only means something to me. Literary analysis to me is like that bc i can't pry-#myself away from how I interpret things. it's just sorta personal#and im fine with that bc i don't care abt looking smart. quite the opposite. i like to be seen as stupid. but i also like feeling heard#its not a competition of who's the smartest. every post you make doesn't have to sound like a monologue from yiik#stop over-compensating for the shame of being honest abt your likes by pretending everything you enjoy is good or even worth something#how does the art. in it's entirety. make you feel? in the end. thats all I care about#.... man i think i should pre-emptively take a pain killer before I sleep.. I think im abt to have my period.#god i hate being stupid and emotional im gonna go by a power drill and drill holes into the wall till i feel normal again
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