#hehe i love my fucked up shit
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You ever think about describing a concept and think of a comparison and it goes from a kinda weird metaphor to "oh wait these are actually pretty similar" to "hold on. This is literally just this thing in a context i wouldn't necessarily think about it normally" the more you think about it
#rambles#i love my fucked up shit and that really shows in my music taste#so there was a song on and i looked at my friend and said to them i just realized we must interpret this song in very different ways#they said they don't even bother interpreting it to which i replied yeah exactly. they said they assume it's based on real abuse while i go#hehe i love my fucked up shit#(the song was This Is Love by Air Traffic Controller)#a minute later i realized i might as well clarify i meant i love my fucked up shit in fiction#and we DO separate fiction from reality in this household (my mind) and they seemed relieved so i'm glad i clarified that#and then when i was trying to sleep that exchange was replaying in my head so i was thinking how to explain better#and it went from 'the way i separate fiction from reality is kinda like how a kink scene does it'#then realized actually yeah those things share a lot of similarities#(things that happen in the scene are not representative of the parties' opinions and desires outside of the scene)#then i realized wait no. this is TECHNICALLY like actually a FORM of kink isn't it (with nuance).#so hey if it comes up again i know how to explain that so they DON'T have to be concerned about me because. i imagine they probably are.#kinda want to message them now but some things i don't like leaving a chat log of so idk#mostly when it's me being open about stuff yknow how it is
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they would get divorced in one universe just to find eachother in another one
alternatively titled: sometimes you're the level-headed token flesh-head impulse-control-and-polycule-member of a stubborn, eccentric, and hearty telephone-headed drug addict, and there's cruelty in the world you deem fit to suicidally fight, and that either goes about as well as you'd expect it to, or you learn about love and the value of your life and junk along the way
#scribbles#milton r wallace#callum crown#phonegingi#sgt norm allen#norm allen#dialtown#dialtown a phone dating sim#..uh idk if callum and milt have a ship name orz#normgingi#milton norm parallels save me. Save me milton norm parallels#very specific but its why i prefer to look at the callum-milt-marla situation as like tragic polyamory#as opposed to a cheating one#it adds to the callum-gingi parallels. theyv both got polycule situations C:#though i suppose you could call a cheating situation a dark parallel to gingi's polycule the same way you could call#milton's entire deal a dark parallel to their relationship with norm/the narrator#However i just like tragic polyamory. my visions of milton and marla ALSO being in love yet having the mutual#realization that they hate callum more than they love eachother (esp milton) is highly specific yet also everything to me#misery loves company and all that jazz. a THIRD combination of people having divorce shit going on#this guys ruining my life IM GONNA FUCK HIS WIFE! (They are already in a consensual polyamorous relationship milton is just making it weird#Sorry these tags were going to be like meaningful discussion about this art and then i was enabled to talk about THIS AGAIN#OH YEAH this art in particular i discovered halftones and also started actually using blending brushes#milts face isnt drawn. obviously. but im imagining a kind of 'oh you!' exasperated fondness#as opposed to norm who's just a cranky little tsundere. jokes on milt though HIS relationship is HEALTHIER#also i will never pass up the chance to draw gingi and callum together#theyr both characters i adore drawing gingi's round shapes and different textures and callums cute little bolts#but also they do look soooo similar and yet so different its always really fun to do#and theyr just. my favs lol. my top 3 favs go gingi-mingus-callum hehe#Ok thats all. thank you for coming to my rambles#fig said i should post my art at better times and so i am and that means when i post my art im AWAKE ENOUGH TO RAMBLE ABOUT IT LOL
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speaking more from my last post about shadow magic and its just. so interesting tbh. like the first mention of shadow magic comes from khrysalis when we enter the eclipse tower and it gives us interesting looks into how shadow magic as a whole is regarded in the spiral...
its so insane to hear that its a forbidden magic and that grandmother raven and BARTLEBY of all people forbade it to be taught. raven i could probably understand, but considering we are now bartlebys scion... it's hard to think about the possibility that he didn't trust us before. an outsider from the spiral learning a forbidden magic...
i think what's also interesting is the fact that the shadow magic the wizard learns is a wholly unique one. shadow magic corrupted the moon magic inside the tower, so there's a possiblity that our wizard only knows this specific subset of shadow magic—one that's been permanently altered by moon magic in the eclipse tower, and one that can only be taught by sofia darkside.
it makes me wonder if velma knows the same kind, or if hers and the wizard's shadow magic is different... is one more volatile than the other? or if there's no difference at all and im looking into it too much lolol
knowing this and knowing raven forbade anyone in the spiral from ever learning shadow magic, it would make a little bit of sense for how hostile she initially seems towards the wizard... if we take what we saw from the book of secrets, then we know that magic law states that nothing is an accident—magic is reactive and 'sentient' to a certain degree, so there was no mistake in the wizard freeing grandfather spider from his prison using magic, because that's what they wanted.
granted it was for other reasons... but it doesn't paint a pretty picture of any of us. the wizard learns shadow magic, the wizard frees spider, and then spider goes on to say that theyre his favorite.
i think what makes this particularly more tragic is the fact that the wizard didn't even have a choice. sofia says this herself!
they need to learn it. the sword of kings isn't enough. being a child of prophecy isn't enough. they failed once before, and theyre not eager to fail again. theyll try anything, and everything, and that includes... freeing grandfather spider.
which, you know, speaking of backlash... sofia mentions it too lol.
which is interesting to me... i always complained that the morganthe fight needed a bit more oomph—which, i still believe it does, to some extent—but i think how she died was a fitting end to her. crushed underneath the weight of her own powers, her own shadow—her backlash. she was the instrument of her own defeat, and, well... that could have very well been the wizard. she's our reflection, our parallel. i think it's why the wizard never mentions or claims that theyre the one that did her in—because they technically... didn't, but they also did. which is cool!
much to think about....
#val.txt#wizard101#w101#wizard101 spoilers#wahhhh . i love khrysalis#also i loved doing my little essays talking about wiz ... i think doing them has rekindled my love for arc 2 a lil bit hehe#also made me realized how much fucked up shit the wizard goes through in arc 2 cus WOWZA#arc 1 is just basically like malistaire doesnt care about u . he just cares about his wife#arc 2 is morganthe actively going out of her way to try and ruin ur life and i love that#I LOVE MY EVIL WIFEEEEEEEEE (tears my shirt off)#once again idk if anyone has talked about this before but i wanted to talk about it . ITS MY TURN NOW#long post
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We are getting words in as I wrestle with my brain
this mtf (points at myself) loves stars and galaxy imageries
also random thought, does any fic writers do the thing when writing from art like this? xD I always like to pick things I've noticed from the piece itself, putting it in bullet points and then expand my ideas from there then try to connect them to paragraphs
#and then I write out a messy flow of what i want or how I want things goes#grammars and english be damn just let the ideas flow out and be on the doc b4 i fuckin forget (happens too often cuz im easily distracted)#and then i isolate out said idea and then brainstorm and write a few version under it#i feel like this is good for me in a way to keep me focusing on different part of a writing but it can easily uhhh#make the story not connected smoothly enough#it is a weird habit#i do hope this one comes out coherent enough aslkdjhlsgkfs#dragging shi from my old priceraven ghostraven stars and snowy au/imagery for this piece hehe#i unfortunately like to reuse sentences and vibes bcuz im not good enough to make new ones yet LOL#my fav: love that is all consuming#you'll see that fucking phrase in at least 2 priceraven shit i wrote LMAO#i should pick up more words lkjkhdk#wip wip for nekros hehe#gummmythoughts#sorry if the words are hard to read i wish there's dark mode on desktop urgh kahkdjfh#i'll go blind if i stare at white screen for hours
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Just a random question-
Why is your art so good pfft- ok heres real one-
What are your thoughts on a Sam&Max Au where Sam gets injured? Totally doesnt have an au with this premise...
SCREECH ?????? 💕💖💕💖💕 awww thank you that’s awful sweet!! ^^ it’s bc I’m gay and I’ve been hyperfixating on them for like 2 years lmaooooooo
OOOOH aus where Sam gets injured…I love me a good hurt/comfort thing, let’s see what I’ve got kickin around in my piles of vague aus and fic beginnings eehehhee
Blegh having just perused my options I have come up with a disturbing lack of fitting scenarios >:( why haven’t I done this!! Closest I’ve got is a goofy little Titanic au I drafted up after seeing it for the first time like a year ago and deciding that what Rose really needs, instead of a boyfriend, is a couple of chaos dads to encourage her to leave her shitty situation and be a goblin lmaooooo. I had Sam almost freeze to death in it but I couldn’t actually kill him bc I’m a soft bastard at heart :p so if anyone’s interested in that I could drop a link to it hhhdgsjdhdhd, I think it turned out pretty funny teehee
WAIT WAIT I JUST FOUND THIS IN MY SKETCHES THIS KINDA FITS (tw blood?)
Poor Max. He was really looking forward to how cool that’d look lmaooo
#I’d also love to hear it if you’ve got an au for this!! feel free to chime in hehe#I feel like Max encourages Sam to do stupid dangerous shit bc A) it’s cool and B) if he gets injured he’ll look cooler and hotter for it lol#and sometimes Sam’s just like ‘no thank you I’m not in the mood to go to the hospital’ but we all know he’s just as reckless and deranged#(for posterity this tag was altered to remove a word I didn’t realize was a slur. fucked up of me. sincere apologies for that)#sam and max#sam and max freelance police#freelance husbands#my art#asks#tw blood#cw blood
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a boss and a babe is giving me all of the most random combination of gmmtv actors I like lmao, book hugging mike on that bike had me weak, mike & fluke bickering on the beach was iconic & fluke cracking leo’s poor back made me laugh. not even mentioning force & thor being exes lol, it’s like a randomly generated lineup but it works bc they’re all my underrated faves, so slay <3
#axelle rants#a boss and a babe#YES I've been won over by this show lol honestly love when a show proves me wrong#to be fair it was deffo set up by its mock trailer but I actually am having a great time#leo being there is so fucking random but I ain't complaining hehe#the only thing I don't like about that show is that they made drake the villain lmao leave my boi alone why does he always get shit roles#he's like off a couple of years back & I hope he gets better roles soon just like off has had since 2019
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Didn't read the update? It lives rent free in my head! You are a fantastic writer, I wish I could leave a kudos on each chapter.
WAHHHHHHHHH 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 thank you anon 😭💖 I had trouble updating ch 23 in that I had to upload it like. 3 times and then I had to edit the chapter unexpectedly and quickly and sort of just wondered if maybe the technical difficulties resulted in lack of update notification?? I’m sure that thought process is just me overthinking however the way I was scrambling to fix that chapter was an emotional rollercoaster LMAO
BUT ANYWAYS THANK YOU… 🫶💖 so much 🫶
#anoonnnnnnnn I love youuuuuu#but yeah I think my experience with uploading that chapter kind of damaged me psychically#I won’t get into it bc it is a secret but I fucked the shit up and was rereading it and I was like oh no. I need to edit this#and it made me feel soooo silly and I think it kicked me down a bit towards that fic#but I think im so back for it#a lovely reader gave me comments recently and reminded me that it exists and that it’s worth finishing T_T <3#anyways I’m rambling the point is#thank you so much for reading and also for telling me BFJSBDJ#I knew people read it I was just being dramatic HEHE but yeah I did have that lingering fear that it didn’t upload properly or like#yall caught the mistake before I could edit it SNCJWBFJEB#but no everything is okay and I’m definitely hoping so hard to update it over my holiday break#:-)#ask#anonymous#braincell im looking at you do yall remember when i was freaking out in the chat begging you not to read it because i had to fix it and#didn’t know how#BDIWBCIWBDIBD
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You really just "The Lottery" by Shirley Jackson some poor schmuck with that last post huh?
he wasn't a poor schmuck, he was my beloved mutual~♡ Which I guess makes it more gruesome lol
read The Lottery this ask makes more sense if you do
#what a very niche but cool thing to just bring up lol#i read it btw like i had no clue what you're talking about so i just up and read it and though 'oh okay yeah you're right teehee'#don't look up anything about it when you do read it. go in blind~#shit i fucking love sharing cool short stories on my god i feel energized hehe#ask
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sexy lesbians draw their fan kid interacting with others artists fankids so cough ur Wallaby/barnly fankids via reposts or asks 💕💕💕(wip)
Maya created by @doggwwoggy23
#welcome home#welcome home arg#wally darling#barnaby b beagle#wally x barnaby#theyre both so cute omg#i love gracie and maya being siblings#ship child#Made gracie nonbinary just for shits n giggles#gracie is fucking scared rn cause they think maya might fall and bust her head up open#hehe my art#WIP
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just got of work and I was thinking,,, my two female pcs are fierce, could (and will) kill for the person they love, strong and have a dominant heart. and my two male pcs are both submissive little guys, both soft and squishy tormented creatures.
there's no in between
#Maeve is fucked up but she hides it well#im still obsessed with the idea of her making Kylar disappear cuz she wanted to hurt Robin#she would do that to Whitney too tbh#thats just in my head orz I love Kylar sOO fucking much I have a save just to take care of her ♡#Lily is recovering from all the shit she's gone through and just wants to find peace#i mean she still has to fight her demons (and Remy)#Maven is the opposite to Maeve#obsessed emo little guy#just wants to be in Whitney's chest all the time 24/7 and cries cuz he cant ;;;#Dean got a whole redesign and his hair is entirely different hehe o|-<#still my guinea pig#sweet little fella#chenpcs#too many tags lmao im escaping my responsabilities
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Idk if you saw or not but a new chapter of the fury of a shattered mirror dropped last night! I haven’t read it yet but I thought I should let you know 😎👍
awughgh HELL YEAH!! ive been away from my laptop for a while so i didnt see, thank you birdy!! :] this is the best news ive had all day hkjgh <33 excited very excited going to read it now <33
#volta transmissions#SKILLS ARE BACK BABEYYYYYYY!! ehehehehe :] oh i LOVE seeing them come back from just ''??????'' SMILES REALLY HAPPILY#welcome back to the world little ones... oh im so happy to see them... :'] ''You do you softie'' EHEHE... skills interactions :D! yay!!!!!#okay i'll add more liveblogging in the tags as i go probably hkjhg <33 i appreciate you very much birdy <33#''the avant-garde prick is just making shit up again'' HAKJDHKJ... ''You did us proud holding out til the end'' WAH... ENDURANCE... ;O;#WELCOME BACK ENCY SMILES!!! no motorics skills yet though thats to be expected hkjh <3 ency ''you have the facts'' and#empathy ''and the emotions'' HKJGH IS THAT A FACTSFEELINGS SKILLSPOSTING REFERENCE /J lots of voli talking!!! very happy about this <3#VOLITION - ''if we had the logician here...'' ''...'' ''damnit i thought that would work'' HAHAJKSHDSKJH SMILES. HA.#''Punch something. maybe Coach will show up'' HHFKJH... oh my god this makes me so happy... cmon we gotta get the gang back together...#half light!! hello!! my darling!! LETS GO!! ough buT NOT ENOUGH TO GET ARMS BACK NOOUIGHJ MOTORICS WHERE ARE YOU LITTLE BUDDIES???#''try to get eyes back online'' ''come on come on--'' OUGH I LOVE... i love how theyre all supporting each other as they come back online..#TEAMWORK!! CMON LETS GET EVERYONE BACK!! YEAH BOI WE GOT A MOTORICS BACK UP!! HELLO PERCEP! calm down! you need composure in here!!#THE JOYWIRE... OUGH STOP STOP IM SO FOND... VOLI CMON. nooo ourgh takes damage... ''You were really gonna cut me out?'' AWAH... WAHHH!!!!!#ow my heart my HEART. chemi baby my little darling... hugging him kissing his forehead... THERES OUR LOGICIAN HELLO DARLING!!#hkjh trying to cue in interfacing DAMN :'] good metaphor anyway concept it was very well laid. voli keeping track of each of them too hehe#HI DRAMA YAYY! platonic love story! friends!!! ''Neuroplasticity's off the charts.'' ''I'm surprised you know a word that long that isn't-#'''amphetamines''' ''Dextromethorphan asshole'' HAJKSH YOU FUCKING TELL 'EM! YOU'RE NOT E-CHEMISTRY FOR NOTHING!!!#again with trying to get Phys back in hkjhg INLANDDD SMILES HI THERE DREAMER!! Logic just like ''yeah. i hate it here.'' ''have you tried?'#okay this is the 20th tag. hopefully a reblog will be enough to finish out my thoughts but god knows i have so much to say hjhg#esprit: Birdy
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supernatural was soooo sick for directly paralleling dean taking his grief for cas, out on jack, with john taking his grief for mary, out on sam and dean. like what the fuck was up with that??
#you can’t look at your son(s) because they just remind you of your dead loved one#it’s not what cas/mary would want but they’re not here and it’s an endless cycle of horror#like it’s soooo fucked and i’m eating it up eagerly#also it’s sooo confusing#like if you don’t want ppl go see deancas that way why write them that way??#why parallel them to romantic couples multiple times#including johnmary like the BIG one holy shit#supernatural wins most confusing show of all time fr#but i love her and i’ll eat up that shit no matter how confusing imao#also jackkkkkl!!! my beloved <3#spn giving me cas who was one of my first blorbos and now it gives me jack#who’s literally a mini cas#(and a mini dean hehe)#i love him dearly!!! <3333#imagine just being born and both your parents are dead like he is soooo tragic#like he killed kelly being born and he accidentally got cas killed and dean hates him for it oughhhh#that one post that’s like ‘cas told jack abt dean before he was born so jack immediately loved dean and doesn’t understand why dean doesn’t#love him back’ or something. im paraphrasing imao#oughh it’s so heartbreaking#my baby boy 🥺😵💫#also his grief over cas waking him up in the empty#that’s love bitch!#mia shifting into kelly so jack can say goodbye properly made me WEEP#just him fr fr#jack kline character of all time#ppl who say don’t watch the later seasons are wrong bc yeah okay the later seasons get weird but also they have charlie and kevin and garth#and my sweet baby jack#you miss out on some good shit™️#it’s funny how charlie garth and kevin were all introduced in s7 and i don’t like s7 aside from them and a few other bits#mainly bobby’s death bc that shit hurts™️
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“patty chose a life of celibacy.” marge, babe, patty is a lesbian.
#2x14 principal charming my beloved <3#one of my fave eps as a kid#soooo funny for me and patty to both end up as lesbians hehe x#also the way skinner is supposed to go out with selma but falls for closeted lesbian sister instead#truly a vibe x#‘choosing a life of celibacy’ is just the old fashioned way of saying someone is gay likeeeeee#patty bouvier being a lesbian since 1990 is sooo iconic <3#i knew there was a reason i related and loved her as a kid#it was my dykedar going off#imaooooooo#i still they fucked up with patty’s coming out#like that whole ep is weird and vaguely transphobic#like i see what they were going for but they really fumbled the bag#i think we can blame it not the episode being from#2005 tbh#but still great tho#patty has canonically been a lesbian for like over 15 years holy shit#congrats babe!!!#i felt a kinship with you when i was a wee bean and i love you more now <3#not me getting emotional over patty from#the simpsons but shushhhhhhh#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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Daycare attendant fans rejoice because after months, after impulsively writing an hazbin hotel fic, after finishing my 4 years old giodia longfic, after starting several genshin fics (inclusing a longfic about an au), after going on with my mdzs fic, after drawing so much stuff i will most likely mever post...
I now can focus again on my dca x y/n fic!! YAY!!
#not an ask#me ranting#my fic#LETS GOOOOOO#i wrote so much stuff in the meantime oough#if i ever finish some of my genshin wips i will post those too#i have an horror au about dottore filled with oc and monsters and monster ocs!!#i love that one i hope i will get to post it#the mdzs fic is slowly going on too#i also have a small nahittore fic in the making hehe#i love writing dottore like a pathetic little meow meow and Nahida as a little fucked up goddess#i actually also have another#completely unposted fnaf fic that isba prequel of one of my aus#i might post that since someone on ao3 liked Tacco from Iron Hearts Can Only Rust#and thisbother fic is essentially their life if they did a certain thing in their past#let'a just say there is a reason why y/n does not jack shit about them
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When the fic is really good but too angsty for your poor little heart
#god heart pangs was so good#but like#fuck#that shit fucked me up in a good way#i love the story and charwcters#but holy shit#even seeing that stuff on my dash makes my heart twist and feel queasy#even the nice and fluffy fanfic i just rebloged made me feel actually ill#but i still consume(hehe) every fanfic i find of it on my dash#because i love it#is this a vent?#idk#maybe#tw fatal mention#digestion tw#digestion mention#fatal tw
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fuck are you looking at. bitch.
#snap chats#i refuse to change my twitter headeri cant find any picture thats better than the goat himself gettin smacked by a monkey#also yeah my pfp IS the same on twitter i love this cap of hiji too much to tear my eyes away from it for more than three seconds#katsu's already my pfp on my priv#bestie said she thought my pfp was me but with beard make up on and i 💀 and then i doubled down ig LMAOOOO#IT USED TO BE A DIFF PIC OF KATSU BUT NOW IT'S JUST THE ONE WHERE HE'S DOING HIS NASTY LITTLE GOBLIN SMIRK#'snap whys your twitter in japanese' because my dad said that we were only going to speak in nihongo to each other#so we could go to japan next year and he was probably not SUPER cereal about it but i need to prepare#if my dad comes over this weekend and he dead ass says おはようございます im going to shit myself#what the fuck are these tags#anyways i finished one of two of the comms i have to do but im so tired so ima just hang out#i get to be a part of an experiment tomorrow. for $25 hehe i love money incentives
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