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A TASTY 20-TRACK SAMPLER OF PURE, COMPLETE, & UTTER DISORDER -- NOT FOR POSERS.
PIC(S) INFO: Spotlight on "The Complete Disorder" CD compilation by Bristol, UK punk rock band DISORDER, collecting all of their singles on a "bargain pack," and released as part of The Punk Collectors Series under Anagram Records in 1991, and repressed again in 1995. Made in England.
LABEL: Anagram Records – CD PUNK 46
SERIES: The Punk Collectors Series
FORMAT: CD, Compilation, Reissue
COUNTRY: UK
RELEASED: 1995
GENRE: Rock
STYLE: Punk
Source: www.discogs.com/release/2204173-Disorder-The-Complete-Disorder.
#DISORDER#DISORDER band#80s punk#DISORDER The Complete Disorder#CDs#DISORDER punk#Second Wave UK punk#80s#Bristol punk#Hardcore punk#DISORDER UK#Bristol UK#Anagram#80s hardcore#The Complete Disorder#Anagram Records#Punk rock#Real punk#CD Compilation#CD#💿#Compilation#Compilations#Bristol#CD Compilations#Compact Disc#1980s#Bristol UK punk#Raw punk#UK punk
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hey autistic people who get overwhelmed by large groups or noise or conversation or etc etc etc you’re not evil for wanting to leave a family gathering. just so you know.
#additionally hard when you have no diagnosis#people just think im “antisocial” and “rude”#while im over here completely burnt out#because the whole room is talking and the tv is loud and all the lights are on and every kid in the house is shrieking about something#and whoever you came with(looking at you parents) acts like you’re evil and hate your family when you even ask when you’re leaving#autism#actually autistic#autistic#autism spectrum disorder#autistic things#asd#autistic community#undiagnosed autistic#undiagnosed neurodivergent#undiagnosed autism#neurodiversity#neurodivergent#neurodiverse stuff#neurospicy#neurodivergence#neurodivergencies
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Basically, my philosophy around disability fakers is: I would rather a thousand people fake a disability than have one disabled person suffer without care, aids, compassion, or any help.
#disability#disability advocacy#and there's a difference not many people seem to recognize between faking and realizing you don't have [x] problem...#...such as realizing you don't have [x] disorder because it is instead [y] disorder...#...or you haven't completely understood your care needs/your symptoms/what helps you...#...and some people see ANY change in your understanding of your disability as proof of maliciously faking...#...when i suppose in my personal experience people don't *maliciously* fake disability...#...i'm not saying it could never happen but that i don't think it's the *only* thing motivating people called fakers#i just think (like most everything) this is complex and nuanced because it's a *human* experience#like for me personally i /know/ i still have a lot to learn about my disabilities...#...like... i realized recently that my hands shouldn't be in AGONY when warm water is ran over them when it's SLIGHTLY cold inside or out...#...and i realized that i likely have a Noticable limb difference that needs checking out. does this sound like i'm faking...#...or that maybe i just didn't really explore my own needs and body because of a variety of factors?#i can assure you it is because i haven't really thought before about how i deserved to understand how to best help myself
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idk i wanna stay active soo umm old souyo/yosuke scribbles ^_^
#persona 4#p4#p4g#yosuke hanamura#yu narukami#souyo#the version of yosuke i made up in my head is hilariously different from canon but is also real as hell. he can have 50 disorders#yosukes inferiority/dependency issues + rage in p4 being completely overshadowed by his own gooning kills me so bad#I HATE HIMIHATE HIM I HATE HIM#myart
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Recently I’ve been getting anons and comments doubting the validity of some of the stories I tell on here. There’s nothing I can do to convince you that the stories I tell on here are completely genuine. All I can say is that they really are. I only post the wackiest, most interesting or funny stories of my life on here. You don’t get much of the boring day to day stuff.
Truth is, I come from a very long line of crazy people. When my dad was in med school he and some friends planted a small homemade bomb in an abandoned bathroom at their university. His roommate stole a pancreas from the corpse lab and put it in a girl’s backpack. The entire med school was suspended because no one owned up to it. My uncle would sneak out at night with my grandma’s car and she’d find out because she’d check the mileage and see it’d gone up, so my uncle started driving her car backwards since that didn’t increase the mileage. He got arrested driving her car backwards on the highway to another town. My uncle would steal my grandpa’s shotgun, tell his friends to jump in the pool, and start firing it randomly at the backyard. My cousin genuinely had two weed smoking girlfriends who were also girlfriends with each other. My great uncle had an affair exposed by having his intimate photos and videos with his mistress sent to the family groupchat by people who stole his phone, all because they were salty that my aunt told them to go fuck themselves when they messaged her asking for money. My aunt took out all her life savings and moved to another state to build a bunker because she believes the apocalypse is coming, and she didn’t even take any of her children. I don’t know how to tell you this, but life is just stranger than fiction sometimes. The sample size of life stories you get on my blog are just the instances in which that’s true.
#I don’t make money on tumblr I don’t have any mutuals I talk to this is truly just where I deposit my wackiest thoughts and experiences#there’s nothing I can do to prove to you that I’m being truthful when I make these posts but I just am#you not believing me doesn’t make it any less true it just robs you of basking in the ridiculousness that is my life#There are many mental illnesses running through my family but the one I inherited is bipolar disorder lol#there’s probably many more that didn’t reach me. whatever the fuck my uncle has being one of them#he was also arrested because he did a bunch of coke and started walking completely naked on top of the fence walls around the property#when you consider my family you actually discover that I am incredibly normal and well adjusted#please also remember that my family is from small town Brazil#shit like this just happens#this isn’t even touching on my great grandma who was a psychic
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they are sharing memes you couldn't even fathom
#enki ankarian#fear and hunger enki#fear and hunger#my beautiful princess with a disorder#he has all the diseases#finally some art I don't completely hate#my art
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Hot take, anyone who thinks Dick Grayson has a persistent case of anger issues just doesn't know what anger issues are.
Does he get angry? Yes (I sure would hope so since he's a human being). Would I call it anger issues? No, not really.
#if you disagree please show me your evidence#because I keep seeing examples of 'anger issues' from Dick that are literally a common emotional response to a very damaging event#or straight up mental control#'anger issues' is not even a medical term#is just an underlying symptom to many different disorders#do we really think someone who has trouble managing their anger could ever become a trusted leader to multiple teams?#someone who people know they can rely on?#everyone has moments in which they find harder controlling their emotions because they're going through immense stress or anxiety#but that doesn't define you nor does it always mean it's part of a disorder#and I'm not saying dick grayson doesn't have any issues#nobody could lead his life and be completely mentally stable#but out of all the things I would think he has#an anger management disorder wouldn't be my first guess#dick grayson#nightwing#robin#dc comics#dc#dick grayson “anger issues”
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Talia al Ghul’s character and conflicting actions regarding her father and the league, Batman, and Damian are strongly explainable by the development of Borderline Personality Disorder in her early childhood as a way to survive her father’s psychopathy; leading to a pattern of mistrust, complete devotion, and the rampant self-destruction of her relationships to protect herself at the barest imagined slight. In this essay I will-
#bpd#batman#batfam#dc#batman and robin#bruce wayne#Tim drake#talia al ghul#ra’s al ghul#league of assassins#league of shadows#dcu#justice league#dick grayson#Nightwing#red hood#Jason todd#Damian Wayne#Damian al Ghul#I am specifically referencing how much people hate how she sometimes loves Damian and sometimes completely attacks or tries to hurt him#she loves him and that makes him dangerous to her and at the slightest imagined sign of disloyalty she instinctively jumps to complete-#betrayal and acts to protect herself by lashing out first#leading to only more harm to those who she may care about and self hatred at herself for doing it#borderline personality disorder#Talia al Ghul has borderline personality disorder#I firmly believe this
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Having DID is actually so completely wild sometimes because I'll literally go weeks without switching and completely forget I have trauma and forget that I'm dissociating and then I'll get stressed or a certain song will come on and suddenly I'm wearing different clothes and it's two hours later and I'm like "oh right"
#i've had complete blackouts many times but i kind of forget?#it's stressful to think about so i think i just don't#dissociative identity disorder#did#did alter#childhood ptsd#osddid#osdd#dissociative system#dissociative#ptsd#complex ptsd
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law and complete fucking disorder
E | Buddie | Lawyers AU | Chap 6/6 - Complete!
Eddie woke up to the feel of Buck heavy around him, the room still dark, save for the dwindling light of the streets coming from the still-open window. He looked up to his phone on the nightstand to see the time glowing, 3.17am.
He grumbled lightly, and for a moment he considered just closing his eyes again and settling back into Buck's warm embrace. But he couldn't stay.
Slowly and carefully, he slipped out of Buck's lax grip to sit on the edge of the bed, looking down at his clothes where they lay strewn across the floor in a mix with Buck's. As he collected them and began to re-dress, he looked around the room, and then back to where Buck slept peacefully, snoring gently against the pillow. He felt a kind of heaviness settle in his gut.
This night, the entire weekend, had been a perfect escape from his real world, an insight into what his life might have been life if things had been different. And it had been wonderful, Buck had been wonderful. But it wasn't Eddie's life.
read chap 6 on ao3 | start from the beginning
check out the fics playlist while you're here!
#law and complete fucking disorder#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911#buddie fic#lawyers au#911 fic#Spotify
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GODDDD I hate when shameless fans police the show and act like you’re not allowed to dislike the fact that Mickey was written out and how dirty his character was done throughout the seasons when he was gone and take any criticism of it as an attack on Ian. Yes many of those storylines were important for Ian and that’s good but Jesus people are allowed to miss their favourite character, they’re not evil for that and it doesn’t mean they’re dismissing the entire Mickey-less portion of the show.
#post after post after post shitting on Mickey fans like omg get over it#mickey milkovich#shameless#gallavich#ian gallagher#it’s possible to look at these seasons through a non b&w lense#I loved many of Ian’s storylines especially in s6 & 7 but I’m allowed to miss Mickey#and ur allowed to dislike how mickeys character was dismissed and spoken about by many characters including Ian#some of it was just not ok#and while we’re at it#valid discussions of the occasional imbalance in their dynamic is not the same as saying ‘Ian never loved Mickey and treated him like crap!’#discussing that Mickey has insecurities that stem from the times Ian has left him is ok and it is again#NOT the same as saying Ian never loved him#I don’t agree with those opinions either#but discussions of mickeys insecurities shouldn’t be dismissed as people saying ian loved him less that’s not what that is#the same way discussions of Ian’s insecurities due to his disorder shouldn’t be dismissed#it’s exhausting out here#learn to see the complexities of situations pls#‘Mickey fans think Ian never loved him😫😡’ no????#I’m sure there are people who think that on tik tok etc#which I don’t agree with obvs#but I’m just talking about the way people twist things to fit their own agenda#twisting valid discussions of something so complex into something so simple and wrong just to bitch at fans#and just to add I don’t agree that you should completely write off Ian’s storylines#I’m just saying that criticism of the show isn’t writing it off
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My beautiful son with a disorder
#read this sequence of panels and my immediate unfiltered thought was “ohhhhhh he definitely has a personality disorder”#just the complete 180 in his demeanor. fake ass bitch. hes so me#i love projecting 💜#seri speaks#wbk#suoposting
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turned in my psychology essay with the adrenaline levels of a recently retired racing greyhound who just accidentally ingested a bathtub of black coffee but its okay I survived. thank god I don't have unmedicated adhd or anything like that which would cause me to have this experience every single time I have to complete work. wouldn't that be funny. it would be funny. it would. be so funny if that was the case I'm so relieved that its not the case
#GRIPPING MY HEAAAAAAD#yayy yayyyyyyy I love being slapped with a bullshit label for children that is completely nondescript of any specific symptom or disorder#'your diagnosis is twice exceptional!!' how about I kill you twice with my exceptionally sharp sword#god. search up twice exceptional if you're not clear on it#every single infographic says “2e kids” and “twice exceptional students'#as well as '2e kids MAY have adhd or autism or ocd or dyslexia' OKAY!!!! ^_^ CAN YOU GIVE ME AT LEAST A HINT PLEASE#its infuriating the diagnosis gives me Nothing that can improve my situation#anyway. thanks for following me you get ? funny posts sometimes and then This#adhd#FUUUCK#rant#listen to my gibberish boy#IM SO GLAD I FINISHED IT IN TIME BUT GOD THAT WAS AWFUL#eeeeevery tiiiiime no matter how hard I try
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The Syd Poll
the topic of this poll is one that is frequently avoided in the pink floyd fandom, but inevitably one we all consider – our individual views on what we think caused syd's psychological struggles (and by extension, led to his departure from the band). I think that – at least in this neighborhood of tumblr – this is a conversation we are capable of having in a way that is civil, nuanced, and at least minimally disrespectful to syd.
So, to help facilitate this, here are some ground rules:
let's all assume we have a mutual understanding of the complexities of this. syd could never actually be reduced down to a poll, and all of our viewpoints are limited in various ways
the poll options just serve as just a conversation starter, and responses are not necessarily a statement of absolute beliefs
feel free to discuss as much or as little of your own perspective as you feel comfortable sharing.
in the case that debates break out, please try to assume good intent – and also demonstrate it (unless, for instance, someone is being blatantly insulting beyond a misunderstanding that needs correcting)
please do NOT vote if you are not actually a pink floyd fan with at least basic knowledge about what we're talking about here.
The options I've included below are not meant to be exhaustive, they are simply the "theories" that I have seen most commonly circulated. I have also decided not to include combinations. I'm fairly sure we'd all agree multiple factors were involved. Rather than make the poll too complicated, I ask you to instead select the one that you think is the "most" important to your viewpoint, and clarify further in your tags/comments as you wish.
so. here we go.
READ BEFORE VOTING ^^^^
(note of correction: "late-onset schizophrenia" should just be "schizophrenia". the typical timeline for onset of symptoms is late adolescence/early adulthood, so syd would've been well within that period at the time)
#pink floyd#syd barrett#//#I will sacrifice myself and go first with way too much detail. hopefully it will help other people feel more comfortable talking#I chose consensual use of psychedelics. mainly bc I am fairly certain that he suffered from severe hppd#it stands for 'hallucinogen persisting perception disorder' –speaking crudely its 'did too much acid and got stuck like that'#I do NOT expect this kind of oversharing from anyone else but the reason I think that is because -I- definitely have that#its comparatively mild but I notice a lot of the same kind of impacts.#I'm more prone to dissociation and overstimulation. it takes more mental energy to communicate. my perception plays a bit fast and loose.#(again. it's not -that- bad. and NO pity for me this was a completely predictable outcome that I DO think is a little funny) but digressing#I can clearly see how if those symptoms were significantly escalated it would be just like what was described by ppl who knew syd#I think its very unkind to refer to him as a “drug casualty”#but I'm fairly confident anyone who's done acid would say by about hour 8 of the trip “okay. yah. too much of this could do that to someone#in other words –although I'm pretty sure syd was also neurodivergent– I do think its at least possible that the lsd couldve been enough#I'm happy to talk more about any of this in asks/dms if anyone wants. genuinely very cool with discussing it#but anyway. that's my take – obviously based entirely on anecdotal evidence tho so take that with as many grains of salt as you wish
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my arts been doing bad on twtter. ive recovered in the past but i worry this time will be different. the idea of losing such a large platform makes me wonder if theres point in continuing even if i feel tremendously guilty admitting that.
as my therapist pointed out today: ppl still like my art. still when i think about it i think there are other artists for you all though. better ones have come along and better ones will still come.
im in my 20s and i haven’t really gotten a chance to live my life properly since the pandemic bc of it. still art is important to me and the idea of losing it has me feeling listless. what do i do when its been who i am for years.
im unsure tbh if im going to quit.
i draw what i like but i don’t see purpose in drawing for myself.
anyways this isnt that deep my therapist is just on leave next week and i wanna cut my hair again
#delete later#a morbid thought ig but the idea was always#well if i stopped what if i regret it 10#20 years later#but if i dont have 10 years#is there time to regret it if i stopped#idk what to do its like complete and sudden loss of motivation#ive been trying to pick myself up from it#but i just wanna lay here ig#theres also the question of a honed skill being discarded#though i mean there were lots of things i was skilled at as a kid that i discarded#swimming was one running was also another#ig i lost those more bc i developed a panic disorder#and like the worst place for that is maybe when ur in a deep pool center lane#maybe this was the thing that made me unique#but its also not a thing i advertise irl if anything i actively hide it and just lie#i havent made every piece ive wanted to make
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Okay, so, this is a thing I've dealt with all my life:
Someone will say something.
I will miss part of what they said.
I will ask them to repeat themselves.
They will almost invariably repeat only the part of the sentence that I heard clearly, sometimes multiple times, and not the part that I DIDN'T hear.
I've always assumed it's because they clearly enunciated the part of the sentence they thought was important, and when I asked them to repeat themselves, they repeat the "important" part.
After reading about other people's audio processing disorders, I'm now wondering: is this an audio processing disorder thing? Does this happen to other people?
#audio processing disorder#autism#The only exception is when they will opt to completely rephrase what they said#which is just as frustrating#it's not that I didn't understand you#I didn't HEAR you#I don't need “clarification”#you're not that fucking deep#I just need you to *stop mumbling*
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