#DISORDER

[ionlypostmymeemocs]

Here they are.

My first Medic DID OC Backstory! THANKS TO @stove---top and @inkytrinket-irii for the information for DID so I can understand it more!

This is just his backstory. But I am starting to create him and his alters. His name is Nadja (The Host).

His story begins when he was a young child. He was 6 years old when his dad found out his mother was cheating on him with another man. When his parents got divorced his mother managed to pull some strings and got full custody of him. The only reason she wanted full custody of him was because she wanted the money from the child support. Leaving his father only having visiting rights. But his mother would never treat him right. She would emotionally abuse him and even neglect him many times. And when his father visits him, his mother even threaten him if he says something to his dad about what is happening to him.

This has been happening to Nadja for two years. When he was 8 years old. He was in his room lying on his bed. He felt strange... he felt sleepy. Strangely, he didn't feel tired at first, but he did slowly close his eyes. Some time passed, and he woke up, and he didn't feel tired anymore. For him, it only felt like a day passed, but he checked the calendar and realized a whole week passed. Because there were X's on the boxes of his calendar. He was confused because he didn't remember anything that happened last week. He looked around in his room to see if anything had changed. Nothing seemed different, but... He did find a sticky note. He grabbed it and read, "Hello! My name is Guillermo. There's no need to be scared or worried. I am your friend, and I am here to protect you." He was confused, but he didn't feel scared. Instead, he felt kind of happy and protected.

Days soon passed, and Nadja got used to going "to sleep" and waking up a few days or weeks later. He felt very happy when his friend Guillermo left him notes behind. He also started to write notes back to him in a way to chat with him. He also found out that Guillermo wasn't alone and had another friend with him. He was happy that he wasn't alone anymore. But unfortunately, his mother has gotten worse, and he started to get even more scared. That's when Guillermo had enough because he feared that Nadja would get hurt or something way worse. So Guillermo made a plan. So when Nadja went to "sleep", Guillermo started to write a note that he could give to his father without Nadja's mother noticing. When Nadja's father comes to visit, Guillermo puts the letter in the father's pocket secretly.

Nadja's father did feel the note in his pocket, but he decided to read it at home because his gut feeling told him so. When Nadja's father read the note, he was shocked but also angry. He went back to Nadja's mother's place, but he brought a friend who's a cop with him just to make sure. The father could hear his ex-wife yelling. So what a good father would do... He kicked the door open and saw that his ex-wife was actually about to hit his son. The father's cop friend managed to grab her, and Nadja's father grabbed Nadja. Nadja was finally safe from his evil mother.

It has been years after what Nadja had been through. Nadja has been living with his dad ever since. Everything was going fine, and he grew up to be 17 years old. He was in his room looking through the notes that he had been writing to Guillermo and his friends. Yes, he even kept the old notes when he was 8 years old. His father came into his room and noticed the notes and asked about them. He explained to his dad that the notes were from his friends, and he also explained that his dad already met one of his friends. His dad was confused because he hadn't met one of his friends before. So Nadja explained everything about Guillermo and his other friends. He explained it was Guillermo who gave him the note to save him from his mother. And how he will go to "sleep" and then wake days later and not remember what happened the past days or weeks. His father was confused and surprised, but his father does remember things that Nadja would do. His father would notice him acting very differently at times. He would always think it was because of what Nadja had been through. But Nadja's father would also catch him acting or speaking like a young child.

His father was worried and so he started to do research and even ask around to see if anyone could help Nadja. And, one of Nadja's father friends did mention something, and it was, "Maybe make him talk to a professional like a psychologist. Because I heard that could help with those types of things." So his father thought about it for very long and hard. So he asked Nadja about making a psychologist appointment just to make sure that nothing was wrong. Nadja agreed, and they did it. The psychologist made Nadja take some tests, which they did for days. When the results came back, they found out that Nadja had DID. His father was shocked because he heard of it before and he was worried. But the alters didn't do anything bad to his son instead, they were trying to help.

So when his father was driving back to their house. His father noticed that Nadja was really deep in thought. When a red light came on, his father stopped the car, and he looked at him worried.

Nadja's Father: Hey... Are you okay?

Him (Nadja): (Looks at him)

Nadja's Father: I'm not talking to my son right now, aren't I? What's your name?

Guillermo (Protector Alter): My name is Guillermo. Nice to meet you.

Nadja's father smiled and nodded at him.

Nadja's Father: Thank you for being a friend to my son and protecting him.

Guillermo (Protector Alter): And thank you for being an amazing father to him.

(Sorry if it's too long. I loved making Nadja backstory.)

[johnlennonirl]

Here I am, posting something similar like the fibro post... this one goes out to my psychotic folks🫶

[cosmonautroger]

Joy Division, Disorder

[helloeverything123]

Joy Division - Disorder

[k-i-l-l-e-r-b-e-e-6-9]

Joy Division - Disorder

[philosophybits]

When the Way was lost, then there was virtue; when virtue was lost, then there was benevolence; when benevolence was lost, then there was righteousness; when righteousness was lost, then there were rites. Rites are the frills of the Way and the forerunners of disorder. So it is said, He who practices the Way does less every day, does less and goes on doing less until he reaches the point where he does nothing; does nothing and yet there is nothing that is not done.

Zhuangzi, The Complete Works of Zhuangzi, Watson tr. (Ch 22)

[lichtschimmer]

Europe, Norway, Narvik - webcam

[leoquievreux]

Travail en cours

[sadicubus]

ೀㅤㅤ(Blind) Bat

A flag for those who are visually impaired in any way. Whether that be nearsighted, farsighted, colorblind, completely or almost blind, etc. Intended for those whose bad vision is more severe but anyone without perfect vision is free to use.

Name taken from the phase "blind as a bat".

ㅤི༏⠀ ͏ ͏ ͏DNI : Basic dni, non-traumagenic systems, anti-paraphilias, transIDs, radqueers, anti-good faith, narc abuse believers, anti-self diagnosis.

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[PT: blind bat. a flag for those who are visually impaired in any way. whether that be nearsighted, farsighted, colorblind, completely or almost blind, etc. intended for those whose bad vision is more severe but anyone without perfect vision can use. /END PT]

[mayonesamitch]

I'm really glad they confirmed that Mutsumi has DID instead of putting it in the most subtle ways ever. Bandori Ave Mujica anime scores brownie points again!

[liminalspacewizard]

[cosmonautroger]

Joy Division, Disorder, 1979

[fuzzyghost]

[notavampiretrustme]

“Maybe you should stop spending so much time on your phone”

“it’s not sustainable to order out so much”

“If you have so little energy why do you still go out on the weekends?”

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP! It’s hard enough for me to exist already don’t you dare suggest I give up the few pleasures that make life worth living just because I’m sick. Don’t you dare question my priorities when you don’t live in a world where you have to sacrifice one basic aspect of life for another.