#TW. VENT.

[visionkept]

Reality check about this account 😵‍💫.

NGL, it sure is disappointing to see that random ass npcs from a one time event get a full picture / scene and I get nothing in today's hoyofair. I know I shouldn't be expect anything but I'm slowly getting tired of waiting for a single crumb EVERY YEAR. NATLAND is my only hope but really, If I don't get answers there - I might end up archiving this account next year, one gotta move on sooner or later. My delusional ass got a deadline and it has gotten to a point that if Tomo doesn't become playable - I don't even want it. Yes, I know I set myself up to this downfall when the chances have always been like 05% but honestly, I didn't even think I would get this attached to Tomo. I've always been used to liking characters that don't get much attention or content but I sure outdid myself with the DEAD NPC lol. Either Natland becomes this account's downfall and archiving moment or rebirth.

[stvrlightttze]

We have different priorities here clearly✨🤩

[onevibrant]

Pants getting loose is so fun but also unsettling like wdym I used to be fat enough to fit into those?

[emotionaleating]

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

[lilasnow22xoxo]

nothing feels worse than watching yourself gain back the weight you lost

[bloomdoom1]

[pandoragirlblog]

[a-hospital--for-souls]

"It's all in your head." - Thank you Janette, that's why it's called mental illness. It cannot be in my ass.

[fvckyujay]

“Binging because you ate two cookies

Is like

Stomping on your phone because you dropped it”

[wanttobeh3r]

When I see that number on the scale going down, it's like nothing else matters. Not the hunger, not the pain. Just that moment of triumph.

I crave it. I crave it more than food, more than anything. It feels like freedom, like I'm finally escaping from all the weight that's been holding me down.

[stvrlightttze]

Like a scratch record…

[oak-and-l1nden]

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PLEASE DO NOT REBLOG W/ TAGS! My last blog got termed

Th1n5p0:

M3al ideas:

[commonzinnia]

death isnt enough. i need to never have existed

[fuckitfinethen]

all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat. all you need to do is not eat.

all you need to do is not eat.

[blitzsicedcoffee]

The mind numbing anger of chronic fatigue is getting irritable because you're so fucking tired but you really feel like you SHOULDNT BE.

You SHOULD be able to sit at a desk and do work. You SHOULD be able to just watch a freaking YouTube video. You SHOULD be able to just eat fucking lunch.

But you can't. Because your eyes are closing and it's like temporary death is taking you.

[lolalagoon]

fasting gives me sm confidence, i feel so cute and pretty when my stomach is empty