#THROWS UP FROM JOY
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*crumples into ball and cries*
#sharp-as-night#sharp as night#necrom#morrowind#elder scrolls online#throws up from joy#zos pls give us romance were literally right HERE like#spoilers?#spoilers#necrom spoilers#idk if its considered a spoiler but lol#argonian
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WAUGHHHH THE CREATURE,,,, SO TINY,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, @plushlikecreaturesgallery your little guys are life changin
#PLEASE IGNORE MY ASS CAMERA QUALITY#anyways i forgot i bought this little guy so i got jumpscared i was like. waigt what did i buy#BUT !!!! CRITTER#putting this in uhhh my nonsense posts tag#stale pepsi water#go my mutuals. look at this guys work its insane#i have very funkily proportioned hands so it looks like a baby is holding it but no. just me and my baby ass fingers fvbvfedfg#STILL THOUGH. THE FUCKING CRITTER#THROWS UP FROM JOY
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sry i dont know what 2 draw anymore T_T . elendira portrait #999
#trigun#trigun maximum#elendira#elendira the crimsonnail#my art#im sure u can see it but ive been so uninspired w art lately T_T#ive tried to remedy it by just looking and observing. breaking down other works that i want 2 take direction from#but i tjknk its like . just jamming ME UPPP#and now im tjinking Too much ab it and psyching myself out#help me sorry i blow up the tags on every drawing i post ab my art struggles😭😭#its like im whispering in here thouggh. just talking 2 myself and no one has 2 know except the ppl dealing w the same feelings#HAJAHA#anyways. i drew this just to say i finally drew smth agajn and im just going to be ok w it#like sure its not exciting but i like the colors and that shld be enough . OK !!!!#smth smth saw a post that talked ab how u get too in ur Head about this and then u dont share stuff and it becomes cyclical#and youll never get anywhere unless u just throw ur hands in the air and let it Be .#creating 4 the sake of creating . love and joy in sharing what we made and what we like#YAAAY#and bc i love elendira so much.. my go to girlie 4 art block#i need to draw her in fight scenes . i need 2 make art of her like sweaty and bloody yah . clenching my fist#maybe a livio fight scene bc i love it so much T_T
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#mine#aftg#kevin day#andrew minyard#cc#andrew hated it when drunk kevin got like this#screaming crying throwing things panicking. thats the kevin he can handle#but quiet drunk kevin.#the one that stares reverently up at him when he slots his hand against the back of kev's neck#the one that looks at him like a saviour#like he hung the moon and the stars all for kevin#the one that calls him things like 'talented' and 'amazing'#the one that clings to him like a lifeline#thats the drunk kevin andrew couldnt stand#not because he hated him for it#far from it#but because andrew was only a man#his self control could only take him so far when all he wanted to do#was hold kevins face and press their foreheads together and tell him how stupid he was#to share the same air as the drunken prodigy sitting in front of him#leaning close and breathing each other in.#to trace the contours of kevins pretty crying face with more than just his gaze#anyways ANYWAYS sorry if its ooc im tired and wanted kandrew#kandreil is my bread and butter my pride and joy i love it in every form. but.#something about kandrew.#something something projecting#something something saviour complex#dont look at me
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My whole thing about Jason Todd is yes he is fucked up yes he is an anti-hero and very complicated and insane but I really want him to be happy for like 5 seconds. I just want him to get to feel like he belongs somewhere and like somebody cares about him idk. Like I really need a side of comfort w my hurt ik I’m a huge pussy
#dc comics#dc universe#batfamily#jason todd#red hood#comic after comic they have that boy screaming and throwing up#I want him to laugh in earnest#I want him to cry from joy for once man
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LMK Story Prompts & Ideas + AUs
What if Sun Wukong and Macaque just had an intense and borderline irrational hatred for each other?
Two Sides of a Coin AU
Whenever they see each other, they scowl.
When close to one another, they gag.
And if--heavens forbid--they have to talk, they converse through insults, taunts, and gritted teeth.
Honestly, the idea of just leaning into their inability to have a non-emotionally charged conversation with each other is hilarious to me, especially if they're just built in a way so that they click together so flawlessly.
In almost every aspect, such as fighting prowess, strategy, and even personality they work together with a synchronicity rarely found... but they can't bear eating at the same table.
And despite how much they don't like each other, they have built a tight bond together out of trust and respect...always trusting that the other will always have their back no matter how dire the situation is.
Though, this was before the Journey to the West.
After Wukong killed Macaque, their bond was broken. So there was nothing much was left of that respect and trust that kept hatred from being all that was left of their relationship.
And even so, the two of them are still like two haves of a whole, and despite all of their animosity they do have a desire to get back that feeling of being unstoppable that was present whenever they were together...
#lego monkie kid#lmk#lmk sun wukong#sun wukong#lmk wukong#lmk macaque#six eared macaque#lmk au#i came up with this idea after lucidly imagiing these two fighting after Macaque called Wukong a mongrel#The sheer joy i obtain from seeing these two fight is astounding#especially if the both of them are just having petty arguments and trying to one up each other with poems about how ugly the other is#yeah they can have conversations without throwing shade but it's really hard not to
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aventurine pl. Plea s e . PLLEEEEEEASE
#★ arin rambles#‘here we go again’ you think everytime you see my ramble tag. I dont blame you#AVENTURINE AVENTURINE PLEASE SAVE ME WHITE BOY#OH MY LORD#OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS OH MY GOODNESS.#MY JSOE IS RUNNING HES RUINNING MY LIFE I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE IM SO ILL PLEASE I#AVENTURINE. im so serious i can talk about this man all day. and more specifically this video#‘it was just posted 30 minutes ago arin youre scaring the kids’ SILENCE. I NEED SPACE#I NEED A. A MOMENT. EVERYBODY PLEAS GETA WAY FROM ME IM GOING TO GET SO SCARY#Please. Im so sorry. Im begging you . I love this man oh my gish please hes so cute#HES SO CUTE. HES SO CUTE IM SO SICK OF HIM WHY???????? WHY IS HE SO PRETTY HES SO PRETTY HES GOREGOUS HES SO STUNNING. HELLO. HELLO.#Im going to. Slam my head against the wall im overwhelmed with joy and happiness hes everything ive ever wanted ever#any minute not spent talking about him is a moment wasted i promise you MY PRINCESS IM COMING TO SAVE YOU#IM HIS KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR EXCEPT ITS NOT SHINY#IM COVERED IN DIRT#IM STILL COMING FOR YOU AVENTURINE RUN#oh goodness me oh my#im so happy hes so prettu im so happy i cant do rhis im sweating geniumnly i feel so sick#Im cant . Do this anymore. I CANT TAKE IT. I HAVE TO… AAUGH… AAAHH… I HAVE TO…. DANCE!#guys…. he my favorriet…#my slinky….. my krimpet… my teacup i think. My doc mc stuffins doctor playset. My dishwasher. My italian coldsteel cinquedea . atp anything#hes my EVERYTHING. MY EVERYTHING…!!!!!!!! *MY TELEKENISIS THROWS EVERYTTHING ACROSS THE ROOM*#yall i dont think ive had a hyperfixation this horribly bad since. Since the. Since. MAN I DONT KNOW#IM COOKED. HE WOMT LEAVE ME ALONE. I LITERALLY DREAMT OF HIM LAST NIGHT LIKE IM SO DOOMED? ACTUALLY?#oh to be medicated and focus on . Things like cooking. Or idk. Getting a job. No i just think about some messed up blonde all day im absolut#ly DOOMED#yes im still yapping i got 30 tags u gon stick through them all. Every single one of them. Dont leave me please i want to talk about him ton#TO SOMEONE. I WANT TO TALK ABOUT HIM TO SOMEONE ALL DAY. ALL MY FRIENDS ARE TESTING. IM LEFT ALONE ALL DAY I JUST WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY WIFE#i womder how crazy i look right now#Sighs lovingly at him..
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AaaaaAAAaaaaaah!!!!
THIS IS NOT A FREAKIN DRILL!!!!!!
#crying screaming throwing up#in sheer joy#our husbands are returning from the war!#ofmd#ofmd s2#ofmd season 2
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(cw for a gun, mild blood and suicide in the last drawing.)
Day 1-5 of drawing Re:Kinder daily for a whole month! I'll be doing that all month. ☺️
I did not draw Re:Kinder enough (said both sarcastically and genuinely, because while I know the statement is ridiculous I also do believe it www), so I chose to challenge myself. I will post these every 5 days to not clog the tag too much.
#re:kinder#rekinder#fanart#hiroto yamakawa#rei suzumura#aya hibino#sayaka akatsuki#ryou shimoya#takumi katsuragi#shunsuke takano#yuuichi mizuoka#AND CHIE!!!!!! :3333#now... commentary...#for the first one i tried doing the proportions a bit more realistic than the chibi like ones i usually do !#although it comes with the worry they may seem like teens in contrast of how i generally draw them^^;... i hope they still look their age😢#second drawing is based on an idea from my sister that hiroto’s more responsible attitude comes from taking charge more than he should-#-due to his parents both being depressed. so i tried to express that idea somewhat... its more speculation than anything but still#third one is HORROR MOVIE TIME!!! this one was very funny to me because i dunno whos house theyre in but ryou looks right at home www#certainly not takumi's because that breaks the law children have of “its MY house so if i dont want to watch this movie we wont watch it”#fourth is SHUNSUKE VS THE SCHOOL TESTS!! based on him throwing out his school tests on the trash as mentioned once ingame.#in case it isnt clear the 12 is a 12 out of 100... im afraid i dont know how to make it clearer😓.#chie originally wasnt meant to be there but the compositions i came up with felt boring otherwise. so she was brought in to fill in the voi#final drawing is here to remind you this is a horror game about mentally ill children i am so sorry#im aware it is a bit jarring compared to all the (mostly) fluff but the rng said it was a yuu day he doesnt get any fluff#ah yes sorry spoilers he wont be getting any fluff there will not be a single drawing where he feels joy😭 i am sorry for this#this is because the ideas i never really got to draw (that are here) of him are the sad ones because i feel such a pity drawing him that wa#but i had to get to them eventually because i did want to draw it anyway but i was going to keep stalling them if i didnt do em here#so sorry no happy yuu the whole month😢#anyway i may redraw one of these later down the line (when its no longer august).#i do these with time limitations so i dont get to push them to bigger steps but if i feel one should get one i may redraw it LATERRR
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God every day I think about Akane’s breakdown in door 3 because there really is no correct way to interpret that and every possibility makes me crazy. Like she sees this fucked up corpse whom Junpei (and the player, depending on how they play) believes is their friend Snake, but she knows that it’s Guy X. It’s a man she very intentionally put in the game for this very purpose, so that he could die horrifically and be displayed for everyone to see. And she has a full mental breakdown over being trapped in this room with the corpse, being trapped by Junpei, to the point where she rips out her hair and starts bleeding from how much she bangs on the door screaming to get out. And fuck, there’s so many possibilities like
Akane could be feeling genuine terror over the sight of the body, and with that remorse. She made this happen, she wanted this to happen, and now she’s forced to quite literally watch the damage she’s caused unfold. She can detach herself from his murder easily in other timelines where she doesn’t have to look at it, and she can sleep easy knowing that her hands are technically clean because she didn’t do the literal killing. But she can’t do that here, and she has to face the fact that not only did she happily cause this death, she failed her mission. She isn’t going to survive, and now this man is dead for nothing and everything is her fault
On the other hand, her entire breakdown could be completely fabricated in order to keep playing the role of the damsel in distress who is so innocent that the very sight of blood drives her to insanity. The interesting part about this is that if she could fake such a horrific breakdown, just how much of her personality a facade? We know she wants revenge, for everyone from Cradle to feel even an ounce of the pain she and so many others went through, but we don’t get to see the extent of how much she feels this way. We never hear directly from Akane about her feelings on any of the original organizers, just her note about her desire to punish them. She hates them, but does she see their deaths as a necessary evil, or does she feel joy and satisfaction at watching them go? It’s absolutely horrifying not knowing, not being able to see her true feelings, not knowing just how real or fake she is, the extent of her madness. Perhaps she doesn’t even know that herself
IN OTHER WORDS, it’s fucked
#zero escape#akane kurashiki#the truth lies somewhere in the middle im sure#but god both possibilities are so tasty#personally i think her reaction is fake to an extent like i think she does feel at least some joy over the murders#shes doing a good deed and ridding the world of evil#but i think that this is a rare moment where she actually thinks for a minute about what shes done and how its fucked#like shes never truly present in the moment she can never fully grasp the severity of the trauma#and i kinda want to believe that this route is a bit unexpected for her#like she had to have known it was a possibility but its entire existence relies on junpei betraying the others#and i think that she was ready to write it off as a rare possibility so she didnt worry about it too much#because the only thing holding junpei back from choosing door 3 is aoi saying that picking it would require leaving people to die#and akane has nothing but her trust that junpei is good and wouldnt do something so horrible to rely on#but then it happens and she cant handle the uncertainty she wasnt ready for ANY of this to happen#not only did junpei betray the others he betrayed HER in so many ways he doesnt realize#he did what he thought was good for june but its exactly the opposite hes not only damned her#but he trapped her in a room with the disgusting corpse that she put there and everything throws her off#and she has to confront that even junpei is unpredictable and is capable of evil and that she herself has fucked up so much#she cant escape this without literally STEPPING INTO the entrails of someone she killed#and its all just too much and she completely loses it#so yeah for me its less a mental breakdown cuz she feels bad for murder#but more a breakdown because shes been betrayed and caught off guard and has a brief realization of how terrifying her actions are#those may sound the same but they arent please guys please :(#as you can see im very normal about this and good god 999 is so fucking good
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if we system ify mob (one million percent on board btw) then why not add mogamiland mob to the mix alongside mob and shigeo. like why aren’t we doing that
#what u think 6 months of personalized torture in a world that lines up with my take on Hell From The Bible#(aka Normal Life but with no joy or connection or love or kindness or anything good at all)#just goes away?#i think that after the confession arc once mob and shigeo start feeling safer and more comfortable#that’s when mogamiland mob would show himself and throw a wrench in things a little bit#plural mob
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Who up Mounting they Vesuvius? Who up Silking they Road? (NOT song.) Who Up Ghengishing they Khan. Who up Plaguing they Pits?? Who up Montying they Python?? Who up Lording they Byron?? Who up Franking they Stein??? WHO up Johning they Milton?? Who Up Fertile Crescenting they River Valley?? Who up Edgar Allening they Poe?? Who up H.P Loving they Craft?? Whose up Fideling they Castro?? WHO up feudaling they ism?? Who up spicing they trade. Who up Mansing they Musa.
#here are the best excerpts from a new game me and my friend invented#which is basically we throw as many literary and historical references at each other as possible in the “Who up blanking they blank” format#delight and joy abound!!#our other friend is on the verge of killing us
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Some of you need to get invested in a character who has 2 pieces of fanart, one of which you found in the depths of a 20 year old website still hanging on by a thread, the other by yourself. Somebody draws that character for the love of the character, and apologises for it being 'amateur', but I'm about to cry of joy that somebody else feels the connection to this character. I don't care if it's the first creative endeavour of your life. You understand me deeper than any modern-day Davinci, baby. This artwork means the world to me.
#one of my favourite pieces of Kragok art (heehee only slightly counts because he has about 60 pieces of fanart ive collected) is like ...#it's from 2008. drawn in markers that have bled all over. captured under yellowing lights on a digital camera#and he's. SO. PERFECT! It's just a silly drawing of him throwing rainbows and flowers for the peace of the world#the concept just fills me with JOY and makes me giggle giddily#and most people would call the quality 'bad'. but to me. it's everything that I want#I will fight to the death for amateur artwork because it brings so much light into my life#'waah we only want to hear what you have to say if it looks like it's from an art book' HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN THE HUMAN ASPECT OF CREATION#It makes me so mad that I want to throw up. I want to see your artwork. I want to hear your jokes I want to see your concepts
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ik most of u dont agree with my ed tokyo ghoul takes and that’s fine. but there is something so validating about an almost entire cast of characters for whom eating is a task that inherently involves a lot of guilt and shame.
#rize having a bed.#shuu being very picky.#kaneki not being able to enjoy food as a social activity like he used to.#hinami growing up and not understanding the joys of childhood sweets#even touka’s cake monologue#the fact they live off coffee and water and nutrient cubes#gunk#I’d c what anyone says i have an ed and i will never be able to eat normally bc of it#i read tokyo ghoul through that lens of a person too disordered to eat normally ever again.#when you have lost that human necessity of enjoyment from food. when food becomes more dangerous than healing.#you might as well not be human#such a human pleasure has been stolen. it will never return.#people can’t understand unless they know it#my Mia got so bad i was throwing up 20 times a day#i truly hate food. it has taken so much from me#i want to be free#i bend over and vomit comes up because my body assumes that’s what I’m doing#it is a pain that no one will understand. recovery has left me.#tw ed#tw ed implied#tw Mia bs#chomp#tg gunk
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lil gyjo doodle awwww idk what theyre doing here
#art#doodle#jjba#gyjo#steel ball run#johnny joestar#gyro zeppeli#dw i still love them and i think about them so hard it makes me want to cry and throw up from sheer joy
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There’s so much absolutely heart wrenching beautiful anguished art of Aventurine out there, and I love it all, but the thing that makes me cry, on 100% guarantee, is seeing wee happy Kakavasha 😭
#idk I wanna do a proper write up of my feelings at some point#it’d be highly personal and about cptsd and all the things I see / project into Aventurine#I feel such a desperate need to pour over and pick it all out but I also know I’m going to be fucking sobbing constantly while writing it#dndndndn but idk I think it would be so cathartic too ahhh we’ll see#anyway fuck#the light in kakavasha’s eyes will never not destroy me#the way he just wants to play#the way you still see that in Aventurine#so much about childhood trauma is forgetting and distancing yourself from your past#but you throw out the joy along with the hurt#and you forget that wee child version of yourself is still in you#kakavasha never left#nnnnaaaughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 😭😭😭😭#Aventurine#HSR#my rambles
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