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gunkbaby · 10 months ago

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ik most of u dont agree with my ed tokyo ghoul takes and that’s fine. but there is something so validating about an almost entire cast of characters for whom eating is a task that inherently involves a lot of guilt and shame.

#rize having a bed.#shuu being very picky.#kaneki not being able to enjoy food as a social activity like he used to.#hinami growing up and not understanding the joys of childhood sweets #even touka’s cake monologue #the fact they live off coffee and water and nutrient cubes #gunk #I’d c what anyone says i have an ed and i will never be able to eat normally bc of it #i read tokyo ghoul through that lens of a person too disordered to eat normally ever again.#when you have lost that human necessity of enjoyment from food. when food becomes more dangerous than healing.#you might as well not be human #such a human pleasure has been stolen. it will never return.#people can’t understand unless they know it #my Mia got so bad i was throwing up 20 times a day #i truly hate food. it has taken so much from me #i want to be free #i bend over and vomit comes up because my body assumes that’s what I’m doing #it is a pain that no one will understand. recovery has left me.#tw ed #tw ed implied #tw Mia bs #chomp #tg gunk

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