#i want to be free

[deepisnthere]

it's so exhausting to be alive

[yunjitsu]

⋆.˚⭒⋆.˚m o o d ⋆.˚⭒⋆.˚

[jackdropnlite]

going out on a limb

gosh I guess I’m feeling courageous these days. The only thing standing between me and a top surgery is $$$… I can handle this but at the same time I feel I can’t. I have the largest breasts my doctor has seen… that’s just to put into perspective how weighed down I have physically and mentally felt through this transition journey. I can only wear so many tight bras and loose shirts before I literally loose my mind. I want them gone. I’m reaching out to this community because if there’s people out there that can fathom helping someone that has worked hard there whole life for what they have and now no one close to them supports what they’re doing… please just help me. I just want to raise the money sooner than later so I can close this chapter and be free. I want to be free. How do I go about getting the most help from this community??? I went ahead and made a gofundme because that’s what a friend recommended… I hope it works. Thank you all in advanced. I’m going to cry of joy the day that I can make this happen and you’ll all be apart of that.

https://gofund.me/d23bd747

[beautifulrosebrunette]

malevolent is making me go insane this is magnus archives all over again

[deoccchi]

Also, here's the little pink birdy from the reblog below. I like to make ocs or smthing like so it was fun to draw her. Game as itself is um uhhhh .... it's trully an expirience it's trully something. Maybe I'll get delusional enough and do some proper dol art but a bit later 🤥

[bitofpowder]

H A P P Y H A L L O W E E N ! 🎃

I went to a Halloween party as Kanae 🦋🥰

I wish you could see my makeup though … but I have to keep it private as I’m hiding from my stalker :( I wish they’d go away and let me live my life 😤 I want to be free :,(

[roseofcards90]

I hope to be whole again. I hope a lot, but maybe that's just because I still want to believe in myself so I can eventually be a person that I'm proud of

[momamama]

[gunkbaby]

ik most of u dont agree with my ed tokyo ghoul takes and that’s fine. but there is something so validating about an almost entire cast of characters for whom eating is a task that inherently involves a lot of guilt and shame.

[sockssketchingshack]

GUYS. Good news. My mom just let me go on a walk outside of the house and around the neighborhood without supervision. And while yes that doesn't seem like much you're talking to someone with -50% freedom. I picked flowers and felt the grass. So nice. Sometimes I just wanna start walking and don't turn back.

[glittergroovy]

Warwick Avenue - Duffy

[itcamefrombeneaththeblog]

Excuse me, I'm about to be honest.

Dear Fucker,

You ripped at unstable stitching,

Spilling out my fucking guts.

You valued me as nothing,

Elbow deep in pain, covered in the filth

Of the forgotten.

You couldn't have cared less.

This will never end.

I will forever have this ball and chain

Fastened to my neck,

Trying to drown me.

Sometimes I wish I could take you,

Miss, mister, whoever,

Into my mind,

So you can see the trauma,

The flashbacks,

Knee deep in literal

Shit,

Piss

And blood.

You would die

Screaming.

Perhaps it's what you deserve.

You weren't there.

And yet your hand is held out.

I want to chop it off.

I want to jam my fist down your throat,

And fistfuck your esophagus.

[jackdropnlite]

Not here to be greedy… just looking for the help that I think is still out there☀️ if you can fathom helping in anyway please do. I know you don’t know me personally but I promise you it’s for a good cause. Love looks different sometimes (as we all know) and I will love you forever if you can help me get to where I’m going faster 🩵

https://gofund.me/d2b52185

[ftxfagula]

after spending the weekend hanging out with my friends, watching movies, and doing fun things (like watching an eclipse but that’s besides the point) I’m quite disheartened that the routine of the past few days can’t be the norm. I felt better than I had in so long, more in love with life than the average day. What the fuck man, I don’t want to have to work all the time!! I want to see my friends!! I want to watch movies and make memories and foster my relationships with the people I care about.

[rondocapri]

fs is like a shitty boyfriend, every year I say I’m gonna leave but I keep coming back