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#I want it to end#I wanna go back to my life#but I don't want it to end so soon!!#send help#this Barbie is having an existential crisis#the rings of power#rings of power#haladriel#trop#rop#lotr#tolkien
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you should kill yourself <3
what a great suggestion.
Might take you up on that, not like many would care.
#regulus black#marauders#harry potter#marauders roleplay#please make it stop#i am so tired#i want it to end
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Got way too high and attempted to flirt with one guy, ended up straight up asking him how hard does he like to be bitten, I wanna disappear
#and then i had a meltdown#not because of that but probably getting high and drunk on one of the worst days ive had this year wasn't the best idea#this week is killing me#i want it to end#probably delete this later#rehn decreed!
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⋆.˚⭒⋆.˚m o o d ⋆.˚⭒⋆.˚
#levi ackerman#my comfort person#sigh#tired#i want it to end#thesis i mean#i want to be free#and draw fanarts
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Me cuz my senior year starts in 2 weeks
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If Elrond lived in our world, I feel like he'd be that one person that gets Wordle in two everytime.
Yes, I am trying to distract myself from tomorrow's arrival. My personal "Last Temptation" will be to skip all my lectures (I mean lectures from 9-5 is plain evil) purely so I can watch the finale and obsess over it on here.
#Ep8#rings of power#trop season 2#the rings of power#I'm not ready#I want it to end#But I do not#I am confusion#all aboard the hyperfixation express#Choo choo
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I can’t do this forever. Can I?
I can’t keep running.
But I can’t take the mood swings.
I can’t live like this anymore.
It’s too lonely
#sorry for being depressing#depressing shit#tw sui ideation#suic1de#i cant take it anymore#i want it to end#trauma#tw depressing stuff
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I dont like having the urges sometimes of just throwing everything away like all the colections and stuff i would like for itto dissapear,so i don't have anything left cause why do i need it i don't need stuff like that why....
#not a good feeling btw#i want it to end#but i sometimes dont get the purpose of collecting stuff#like why they dont have a purpose to be there like why#part of my stupid existencial crisis of why i should live and have fun its no use 😔
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yep, that's it, that's my last straw. I'm done.
Can 2024 tennis season come already? Seriously, when will this season end?? Man I miss Rafa and his tennis.
#those who knows what i mean knows what i mean.#ykwim.#rafael nadal#rafa nadal#tennis#good lord im tired this season SUCKED#i want it to end#us open#us open 2023
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Funny how, I’ve hit the booze the last couple days, and my beard/ stubble came back with a vengeance.
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Is it bedtime yet?
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Welp.
Guess I'm gonna have to learn how to shoot now huh.
#im literally crying#my sister said shes happy he won#shes HAPPY?????#i wanted to stab her i really did#i want to punch her in the face#im gonna get a passport and im gonna learn to shoot and im going to kill that orange bastard#there no layer of hell deep enough for that son of a bitch#after everything after EVERYTHING??????#how#god i hate this earth#please let it die soon god#please let the world end soon#i want it to end
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I have my math FINALS tomorrow. I'm going to kill myself if I fail
#ive stayed up all night studying#ive cried more times tonight than i can count#i want to die#so bad#why did my parents ever have to birth me 2ith my stupid fucking useless brain#i cant take living in this body destined for a life time of dissapointment anymore#i want it to end
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#just feeling mentally exhausted#feel like progress is backwards#i’m just really tired#really need a hug#in other news I feel out of control so I’m relapsing pretty hard#I pretend things are okay when they start going downhill and then I’m suddenly like shit#I love my mom#I want to set up a therapy session but I’m scared to ask#don’t know why I’m punished still for other peoples mistakes#just really wish things were different#trauma and dysfunction really aren’t as quirky and fun as tiktok makes it seem#I’m really tired#I want it to end#not in a suicidal way dw#I just feel betrayed and abandoned#and alone#character building I don’t give a shit#I can’t even cry I just feel so exhausted mentally#I don’t know how I can make progress in this situation#I just am so angry#and have so much I want to say#but I can’t find the words or the balls to do it#oh to be unaware#this too shall pass#at least I fucking hope so because it doesn’t look like that#my life just feels like a series of unfortunate events#like in peanuts when the football is grabbed away whenever Charlie tries to kick it#i’m so tired#rae’s rambles#delete later
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My mom treats me like I’m a built-in servant. She left me with an absolute disaster in the kitchen with the laundry undone, and a restaurant fucked up my sister’s order so now I’m cooking. I had to feed the cats and give them their meds. Oh, and when I bring it up, she’s going to say: “You didn’t have to do any of that!” Okay, then when was it going to get done??? Because she sure as hell was not planning on doing it.
All this while I’m having an endo and chronic fatigue flare, and I’m sick with a virus.
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I'm not sure what's happening
One second I'm here
The next,
I'm spiralling back into that pit.
I wish I had never met you.
I wish you were just a face in a crowd.
I wish things could have been different.
This is why I disappeared,
This is why I'm gone forever
This is why I was so angry.
Why is there still a knife
Buried in my chest?
Just come take it back.
Please,
I don't want to hurt anymore.
#poetry#poem#writing#my writing#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#thoughts#this hurts#i want it to end#you#youll never see this#you dont remember me#youre the lucky one
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