#and then i had a meltdown
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it's also funny that i'm so into levi calling me annoying and a pain in the ass but if my husband (or any of my friends) ever did that, i think i'd actually melt away and die (unpleasant)
#yesterday i was having a convo with my husband and i asked if i was annoying him#he took like 0.5 seconds too long to answer#and then i had a meltdown#sdkfjlskdjf#kat rambles
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if we could stay connected, just like this
#ok last orbit niigo post im emubrained again and also i miss leoneed#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#mizuki5 spoilers#proseka#mizuki akiyama#mizu5#nightcord at 25:00#hurray !#meltdown released an amazing translation of the event so i read it and had my final cathartic transgender cry about it#and now i have ~4 assignments due on friday so i have to stop drawing mizuki. sad.#i recommend everyone watch meltdown's translation#please. its very good and better than the mtls floating around#i Get why people wanted to see it translated asap like i Get it i didnt understand half of the wordplay or kanji but like . wah#its so crazy how this event breached containment n how many people are rooting for mizuki even tho they dont play the game so i just#think its a shame that the translation everyones reading isnt really accurate/lacks the nuances.. Ok sorrynits a good event.#ive just been thinking abiut that for a few days and i love talking in tags. Adios#real Orbit heads will know this is an Heartorbit reference (that tarot card sketch i did almost 2 years ago and said i would finish)#(i havent finished shit)
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#house md#hilson#house x wilson#me being random on main but#some dork in the /r/housemd subreddit is having a meltdown over hilson existing#so as usual i just had to make something out of spite#if you're gonna argue that hilson shipping is “ruining the sanctity of friendship” then you're just deadass DELUSIONAL bro#“THEY LIVED TOGETHER AND RODE OFF INTO THE SUNSET ON MOTORCYCLES DOUG"
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Justice league judged through the eyes of a child.
Justice league, Dark Justice stood in a very, very large courtroom in the infinite realm.
The Young Justice and Teen Titans were in the front row seat with the Ghostly audience and as witnesses.
The court was in session for the Justice League and Dark Justice crime of Neglection and abuse of a Revenant close to collapsing due to a serious infestation of heavy tainted ectoplasm also known as Jason Todd also known as Red hood.
Jason, after he had gotten the proper care and cleansing blob ghosts weeks before to manifested shift in a proper halfa state sat on the other court side.
In ghost form, sat a 18 years old jason todd, in a reversed color palette robin suit that hasn't been seen since that very night.
The judge was a little boy with glowing white hair, neon green eyes with a DP hazmat suit, the court session being written by a modern looking pharaoh, the security were a lady who was similar to poison ivy except with black and purple hair and purple eyes with a giant glowing green dog.
The lawyer on Jason side was Jazz Fenton, and on the Justice League side was Dinah Lance.
And when someone were to ask why a Ghost king as a child was the judge afterward. There is nothing more honest than being judged through the eyes of a child.
#dpxdc#dc x dp#danny phantom#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp prompt#dcxdp#danny is the ghost king#de aged danny#justice league goes to ghostly court#victim is Jason Todd#he got treatments#Bruce is silently having a meltdown in his mind#i had this dream while im sick with influenza
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sourdough rolls with homemade lemon curd what the absolute fuck man
#words cannot describe the meltdown i had over this episode#i'll be back with more art of him later#the magnus protocol#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#the magnus protocol spoilers#tmagp episode 8#gerry keay#gerry delano#secret 3rd option fucking. gerry robinson?#gerard keay#the magnus archives#tma#my art#2024#gertrude robinson#sorry GIGI ROBINSON#GEEGEE?#best birthday present cheers alex and jonny now i hope we never hear from him again and he remains plot irrelevant and free 4ever
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souyo smoochies ✨
#souyo#my art#persona 4#yu narukami#souji seta#yosuke hanamura#chie satonaka#yukiko amagi#comic#i had this in the pipeline for WEEKS#inspired by the switched personality drawing thingy i made#lol#hello guys LOVE U#hope my handwriting is legible#yosk is having a meltdown again#oh man i forgot white stitches on the uniforms again please ignore lol
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//WARNING: meltdown, dissociation, spiraling//
















I'm proud of you and all your accomplishments! Everything will be okay <3
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt comic#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt raph#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#turtle tots#i feel like i had things i wanted to say while making this and now im just at a lost for words#stimming#autistic donnie#nonverbal donnie#until the end i guess oops#take care of yourself <3#tw meltdown#meltdown#cw meltdown#tw dissociation#dissasociation#cw dissociation#im going to sleep now lol#thank you for joining me on this journey
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to be fair to light yagami, i would also be unimaginably evil if my toxic gay situationship was my dad's coworker
#and to be fair i would also have a meltdown if i had pulled off my schemes for 6 years straight just to be stopped by a man named nathan#death note#lawlight#l lawliet#light yagami#dfjgkhsdfkdsfg#mine
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"this is regrettably the best kiss of your life, you understand?"
#that “you understand?” kills me everytime...#i love how high condis voice got during this bit its so fkn funny DHASHGFSFGHASFhg#hi yes have the inevitable ep21 crit kiss piece except i watched ep53 today and am so 😀 im so 😀 damn i m so 😀#i love eps where they just go through so many different gimmick rooms its so fun its so fun when its not so painful 😀#happy valentines too ig#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#jrwi chip#jay ferin#jrwi fish and chips#my art#i had a bit of a meltdown over gill through uhm... 1-3am today and i just hm#sorry to everyone in the mayors QAC uhm im not really sorry but like sorry if you could hear every msg ping uhm yeah#it was like hours of me sobbing to myself in the interests channel and it was really good for my mental health ngl like its really therapeu#-tic to just scream abt a blorbo all night#and i ended up dreaming abt infodumping to one of my brothers friends of all ppl n i got so intense abt how much i love marshall john n my#brother came into the room and dragged his friend out 😭😭😭 i just wanted to ramble abt the himbo pls.....#my walls of tags are so consistent... only consistent thing abt this fkn blog smh.
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AURGH auwarghh the autistic parental trauma... the epi was wacky hijinks then dropped this on us out of nowhere... (sobs) laios... laiiiiooooos
#he just like me fr#dungeon meshi#laios touden#actuallyautistic#aphelion.txt#dunmeshi#laios#autism things#im definitely chewing on that marcille lore/angst too but the laios nightmare sequence hit close to home!!#dont think falin had a great relationship with their parents either#i mean aside from being willing to abandon her in the dream. idk if that's 100% accurate to how they acted.#it didnt seem like her affinity for ghosts was gonna go down real good in that flashback#also i need to write that post abt how falin has girl autism (dont ask me what that means unless you want to enter an unskippable cutscene)#actually its pretty easy to hit most dunmeshi chars w the hammer of autism laios is just the most obvious#senshi hyperfixating and having meltdowns (Waterwalk Incident.) and low empathy for people until he's gotten Attached#i need to go find that post someone made about chilchuck being the token allistic it was so fucking funny#i have like 3 more dunmeshi autism metas in my mental queue apparently. please make me shut up
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Bridgerton 3x07 | Joining of Hands written by Geetika Tandon Lizardi Script-To-Screen (5/?) (script courtesy of the Writers Guild Foundation Shavelson-Webb Library)
#bridgerton#bridgertonedit#polin#polinedit#colin bridgerton#penelope featherington#colin x penelope#dailybridgerton#bridgertonsource#perioddramaedit#perioddramadaily#perioddramasource#gifshistorical#romancegifs#netflixedit#*mine*#bunnykaye#bkbridgerton#bkscripttoscreen#THE WAY POLINTWT HAD A MELTDOWN WHEN WAB DROPPED A SHITTON OF SCRIPT SNIPPETS TODAY OH MY GOD#EXPECT AT LEAST ONE SET A WEEK FROM ME I AM SCREAMING#I WANT TO CRY HONESTLY#(BC OF HAPPINESS OBVIOUSLY)#I JUST FUCKING LOVE THEM YOUR HONOR 😭😭😭😭😭
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Now make them smooch 🔫
(Yes I mean hiijack)
(please)
Thank you for giving me an excuse I was missing them 🥺
#hijack#hiccup#jack frost#frostcup#asks#anon#guess who's done with her year long comic and is now free and has a bunch more time to draw these guys again!!#(and also nearly had a meltdown because her pc wasnt turning on and she thought she might have lost a finished illustration :-))#my art#alsooo are we soft launching a new fic idea?? ye#so there you go new fic tag#out of sight#yes i will be unable to stop yapping about it if you ask#what can i say the thoughts are rambling
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lady binah
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#for the silliest things spoilers are still there. good HEAVENS#binah#binah lobcorp#going through lobcorp i kept calling her lady binah and ma am . i couldnt help it. internally and externally typing and talking to myself#sheer aura alone . that isnt binah that is LADY binah thank u very much. and i am filled with a healthy amount of respect and fear#and adoration. of course. still into lor i feel it. reminds i dont think i drew her in her lor get up yet?? absolute crime . soon.#lobotomy corp agent#lobotomy corp oc#i suppose? my nuggets from the time. kept them for lor because of course <3#gear doesnt totally line up w the timeline but shhh shh. technically raveros (training captain) wouldve had#sound of a star gear + justicia combo but this was taken from post death after. The Red Mist. only casualty of the second misting. . . .#though the comic functions like it was the first meltdown . which wouldve had raveros alive. but like man who cares. loop . go my scarab#based off the fact that i felt way more attatched and respectful to binah when the bossfight happened. nothing like getting beat to death#stares at T9 ff14. jank and raiding. COILS I MISS YOU !!! I MISS ASTRO!! im not relearning allat. i quit anyways its been years
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(tw for extensive discussions of dubiously consensual sexual situations, typical to canon. also spoilers for the decay route update)
honestly, one of the most interesting aspects of andrew's psyche that we get to see in the most recent decay route update to me is his nearly unending hesitancy about having sex with ashley, despite both his overwhelming desire to AND her incredibly blasé, Yeah Sure Let's Do It attitude in response to the question.
while the end of the burial route provides some key insight into ashley's point of view regarding this topic (e.g. if you go with the less enthusiastic/more teasing answer to andrew's question of "we're not like that, right? right??"), and the shots & such ending provides even more intrigue into her motivations, i think that decay presents two key reasons as to why andrew has continued to hold back for so long: his two core conflicting desires, and an inability to see ashley as her own full person. notably, both of these parts can easily be connected to his mother's childhood abuse and parentification of him as well.
with regards to the first point: andrew has two main overwhelming desires at the heart of his character that motivate most of his actions, which unfortunately for him are completely incompatible. andrew wants:
to be a normal, average person-- someone who can hold a steady, respectable job, fit in at the block party BBQs, and not attract any negative attention from the neighbors.
to fuck his sister.
to some degree, you could even read the distinction between the two main routes themselves (burial and decay) to be motivated by whether or not andrew can diffuse the tension between these two wants-- in burial, he gives up on his need to fit in with the rest of respectable society, presumably pushing him more towards the fucking-his-sister route; in decay, he struggles significantly to let go of this desire for normalcy, and the stress almost always breaks him. notably, in neither of these routes can he fully give up on the second desire-- really, his relationship with julia and the rest of his life up til the point that ep1 begins has been about him trying and failing to do so, so this makes sense.
(sidenote: i would also like to clarify that i think the Most key distinction between these two routes comes down to the decision you actually have to make to get one or the other-- namely, whether or not the siblings are able to trust one another. but anyways)
this focus on the first desire for normalcy is also interesting in that it seems to be one of the core desires that renee holds as well, as we see her so happily boast about during their interactions in ep2. honestly i could probably write a whole post about how much andrew (consciously or, more often, not) mimics his mother's behavior and takes on her standards and ideals, but the key point to pay attention to here is the fact that andrew has subsumed his mother's viewpoint in such a way that he is either not fully aware of or simply hasn't questioned in all that much depth yet.
we can also see this with the aforementioned parentifiication, which has really interesting consequences on how much andrew does (not) see ashley as her own autonomous person. pretty much every single childhood flashback we get in 3a shows the same terrible cycle:
andrew is told by renee that ashley is His responsibility -> ashley causes problems on purpose -> andrew takes the fall for her
frankly, we don't even really need that first step for andrew to fully internalize the idea that ashley's actions are His to take responsibility for. the horrible consequences of this are also quite obvious: not only is this pressure to take responsibility for someone else's actions an incredibly unfair burden to put on anyone, much less a kid, but it also continually pushes andrew to see ashley as something less than human, or as little more than an extension of himself rather than her own person.
the main conflict in decay really comes down to this conflicting desire between the two of them, where what both andrew and ashley want above all else is Complete and Utter control over the other-- andrew wanting control because he has again been groomed to see ashley as his full responsibility, and ashley wanting control to assuage her own insecurities and fears about being isolated and hated forever. the more sympathetic throughline underlying a lot of this is that what both of them seem to want is safety, to protect both themselves and each other from any and all situations outside of their control-- though, unfortunately, a lot of times those exact external situations are simply the other acting on this mirrored desire for control lol.
anyways, going back to the sex thing-- since andrew doesn't see ashley as her own person, since he sees her as incapable of taking responsibility for her own actions and therefore as someone who cannot make decisions for herself, due in large part to him automatically transferring this burden to himself, andrew also sees ashley's consent as essentially meaningless.
the more sympathetic reading here is that andrew does genuinely want ashley to be at least kinda into it as more than a manipulation tactic/transactional thing-- but i think it's also equally likely that andrew simply doesn't want to have to once again shoulder the full burden of Committing Incest on his own, and he doesn't trust ashley to ever be even capable of taking the fall for her own actions. the fact that andrew still ultimately sees ashley as Leyley and NEVER as Ashley Proper (as he himself recognizes at one point) really just reinforces this to me. he says it himself-- he practically raised this woman. and in this case, even above all others, ashley's actions are quite literally also his own. it all goes back to that initial mistrust, and he carries that resentment with him even after they get around to actually doing it. mutually dubious consent, truly in-fucking-deed.
#tcoaal#astronaut rambles#the coffin of andy and leyley#coffincest#gravecest#writing this in a rush at 1/2 am cuz i have an early class tomorrow and need to go to bed aklsdjflasjk hope this is coherent#wanna write more about the shots and such ending too and esp ashley's behavior there#namely that whole line about how 'you had Good Sex one time when she was wasted'#'but she had a meltdown the next day and you've been chasing that high ever since'#cuz uh. HMM.#really her side to this is equally interesting to me#and especially what it says about how she's internalized her own view of gender roles#but aaa later later i really need to fucking sleep ;w;#GOD but i still can’t believe they literally fucking said#andrew: ‘i don’t wanna fuck you cuz i’d feel like i’m forcing you into it even if i’m not ://’#ashley: ‘OK i’ll just be the one to force you into it instead 😌’#incredible solution girl. problem solving queen
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with as much hate i used to give the comic art in my early 20’s I’ve realized how fun it is to draw. that’s real growth ig lmao
#iz#invader zim#jhonen vasquez#gir#i don’t need to mention how many autistic meltdowns I had getting this finished#fan art#art#sketch#zim
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I wanted to draw something more domestic and so I went for a lazy Sunday afternoon the family spends together. Domestic Briefs family ftw! ☕🎮
#dragon ball z#dbz#bulma briefs#Vegeta#trunks#vegebul#initially there were no photos in the background#but it looked a bit too empty#so it's even more of a glimpse into their family life#my vegeta might be too smiley but really why wouldn't he be? why wouldn't he be happy? he had a whole meltdown over it after all 😂#but I'm not sure how many vegebul pics i still have in me because it's so hard to draw vegeta in my style#i try my best but he might look off 🥲#anyway notice the colours of the cups and console?#I'm sure you can guess what it's insured by☺️
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