#THIS MADE ME EMOTIONAL WTF...................
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Arcane Act 3 Spoilers
Season 2 Episodes 7-9 rambling/reaction (i'm a mess)
welp. AAAAAAAAAAAAA holy shit
episode 7:
mind fuckery with the ALTERNATE TIMELINE WHERE VI DIED AND HEXTECH NEVER GOT INVENTED HOLY FUCK - it's crazy to see how different things are with zaun seemingly having good relations with piltover?? the alternate jinx - still known as powder - with her pigtail buns 🥹
benzo and vander and silco and mylo and claggor??
powder and ekko together 😭😭
showing gert doing well being in a band in this timeline but then they're a jinxer who dies in the original timeline im sobbing
heimerdinger's song aww :)
jinx's shrine to vi then ekko's mural im yelling
the time limit being 4 seconds bc of ekko's ult i loveeee it
meanwhile jayce in the cosmic/body horror jumpscare timeline. that was horrifying
jayce climbing up all that way to find his own husk of a body jfc
HEIMERDINGER BETTER STILL BE ALIVE WHERE DID HE GO
someone riding a monocycle past ekko reminded me of LoR's gilded ekko skin, also bc he's dressed all fancy :)
episode 8:
hi I AM A MEL STAN I LOVE HER AND SHE'S SO COOL
LEBLANC? VERY INTERESTING
not the "i, robot" viktor husks im screaming they're so creepy
the zaunites who volunteered to fight against noxus made me so emotional ffs
CAIT AND VI AGAIN WE WON
poor vander he didn't deserve this 😭
VIKTOR'S FACE LITERALLY SPLITTING IN HALF IM SCREAMING WTF IS THAT
the way they repaired the council table with gold reminds me of kintsugi!
episode 9:
jinx burning the last drop and then ekko stopping her from ending it all mid-song was such a gag. they're so sweet omg, ekko's clothes having her paint on it aaa
maddie got what she deserved and nothing can convince me otherwise lol
rip loris though :(
the reveal of viktor not actually being in the hexcore orb thing DAMN the sense of dread that ran through me omfg
viktor's weird fuckass laser arm coming from his back is so gross
MEL AND CAITLYN TEAMING UP ON AMBESSA LET'S GO GIRLIES, i love seeing mel discovering her power omg she's awesome
the zero gravity fight in the hexgate was so cool, i loved it when viktor and jayce just flew through the middle of them lol??
ekko getting his clock hand weapon from in game YIPPEE king us amazing and u saved the day
VIKTOR AND JAYCE VIKTOR AND JAYCE their lives being so connected im actually yelling
"in all timelines and all possibilities" THAT'S RIGHT U DESERVE EACH OTHER i hope they're happy being gay wherever they went lol
jinx and warwick fml..... i mean WE DIDN'T SEE A BODY SO!!!! but the flashbacks to vi seeing vander die again i literally can't take thissss why can't vi and jinx have a happy ending sdjlskdjk
SEVIKA on the council AS SHE DESERVES!
scar has a daughter they're so cute 🥹
ORIANNA IS REAL AND ALIVE IM LITERALLY GONNA SCREAM
ERM SWAIN'S RAVEN FINDING SOMETHING IN THE RUBBLE OF JAYCE'S WEAPON?? the next show has gotta be about noxus right?
"the end" in jinx's handwriting please tell me she's alive
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It's normal for teens to be attracted to other teens, hell it's normal for teens to find adults attractive, but I do think that like. The phenomenon I witnessed in the circles I saw here on tumblr and twitter where we had *Grown Men, Women, And Everyone in-Between Or Neither Or Otherwise*, people who are adults, constantly talking about how bad Castoria needed to get fucked or how much of a sex pervert she was ... I don't know how anyone can witness anyone talking like that about a teenager and not be like, WTF? It was fucked up because so much of LB6 is strictly about Castoria's trauma and neglect, how she only could rely on Ector, and how her supports have been ripped away from her, and how she's expected to do this grand act without a chance to live humanely or experience life or love... and people just wouldn't shut up about sex or petplay or fucking whatever. And she's like just a teenager. She's 16. But people kept acting like she had absolutely insane raging hormones, and projecting their own sexuality onto her, and the shit ppl wrote and drew was like... bro is she not like in dire need of some happiness that doesn't assume sex fixes everything about her? Or rather, do you idiots really think sex just cures you and everything you ever went through? Is sex the end goal of happiness for yall? It just felt demented as fuck. Like, who cares? But also why is it any of their business?
That's what drives me nuts and people talk about it seriously when it's like, American media, like I read conversations discussing how weird it is that tv runners and filmmakers love hyperfocusing in on teenage sexuality & sexualizing teenagers, how burdensome that for teens they can't enjoy media meant for their age group without *somebody* joyfully writing or trying to depict how much Sex they're having or how Sexy they are... I'm not even asexual, I just think this is a patriarchal problem that a ton of people just decided didn't matter anymore. Like it's ok to sexualize teen girls because they're teenagers. And if they're anime it's doubly okay because otaku don't care about that stuff. "Buh its Fikshon. Its make believe its pretend" type excuses made by people who think you don't passively absorb messages about how you should be acting, how you should talk, or look, or behave, depending on the positive connotation and depiction of anything in media. Like we're already aware we are slaves to advertising. Im getting ahead of myself here so let me like recap my thoughts:
- I think a ton of adults have this assumption that fictionality means 1) No teens will see it and internalize Sex = Value, 2) No adults will internalize that it's ok to treat teens like this and start behaving strangely towards teenagers
- "oh well then we should never depict teenage sexuality" How about this: Teenage sexuality has rarely been depicted with the dignity that allows teens to process real emotions about it rather than simply existing as spectacle and entertainment for pedophilic, boundary-lacking, disrespectful adults. And teens know this.
- Castoria is just so blatantly a little girl that needs like guidance and support and real ways of treating her like a person first that when I see people jump to speculating her sex life or talk about fulfilling her through sex I just want to strangle them. It is mostly adults that I have witnessed doing this and very rarely teens.
- I don't trust these adults because I think they have implicit bias directed towards being disrespectful of the boundary between adults and teenagers, they likely don't understand that that boundary is about respect, it's about treating those younger and less experienced than you with dignity and not forcing expectations onto them, they don't understand that negating that boundary is predation. A teenager is not your emotional equal. Or rather, they shouldn't be -- and if they are, and you're an adult, you need to understand your own maturity being on par with a teenager's doesn't mean you have the right to make adult expectations of a teenager. & I think that last bit as a principle applies to Many, Many things, not just sexual abuse dynamics
- I think if people try to strawman and say "well we can never talk about sex ed then" are also stupid because any sex educator will tell you there are clear cut boundary respectful ways that you can advise minors on sex ed and health that are able to answer their questions Without being disrespectful towards the minors involved or prying or treating them as equals to you.
- The older I get the more I realize the sheer and utter gap between a 16-17 yo and Any person above like. TWENTY years old and I start getting angrier and angrier the more instances I see of people talking about teens, fictional teens, teenagers in media, ETC. like they're sex symbols instead of like. Just. Kids. They're kids. They are literally kids that are growing up. My god. You do not really start to understand until you hit like 25 on average, I think, how absolutely batshit insane it is for ppl to be fantasizing about teenagers. & Quite frankly. I find it all starkly antifeminist and properly aligned with fascist ideals to be obsessed with this kind of thing as a virtue of sexual ""liberation"" or whatever people are saying these days. What exactly is liberatory about this and who does it benefit? In what way? What kind of ideas and power does this align with in our current political climate?
Asides from her being 16 years old it does make me insane when people talk about how bad they wanna fuck Castoria or how bad they need her to get fucked or something. I think these people are just straight up deranged. Maybe its bc I have kids but like theres noooo fucking way anyone who looks at Castoria and is fantasizing about anything sexual wrt her isn't a predator in some way bc how the fuck do you look at a sheltered, emotionally neglected 16 yr old like that and start immediately thinking about sex. She should be doing a nature walk field study and like playing basketball with her friends and going to hot topic not doing whatever the hell these weirdos think she should be doing lmfao
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happy birthday!!! -ur readers
have a great 22nd year of life <3 keep at it :3
#THIS MADE ME EMOTIONAL WTF...................#maybe i'm just a big emotional weenie but i started tearing up omg#🥺<- actually me staring at the screen i'm not even kidding#i love this beyond words. AAAAAAAAA#MY BABIES............... HOW I LOVE THEM SO...#miss regal HWR reader... cute SR reader... and Gorgest god darling#THEN SCARLET RIBBONS PEAKING IN OH MY GODDDDD#i love her expression it's perfect i'm YELLING#it has just the right amount of mischievous energy#please this really is one of the sweetest things anyone's ever done for me 😭😭😭#i love your shading!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! especially how you draw facial features#so so PRETTY#drawing multiple characters is a lot of work so i really cannot thank you enough#this made my week <33333333333#THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my heart is overflowing with love and gratitude#the little cake................... help perhaps i will tear up again....#the whole squad together <3 who knows how well they'd get along but it's such a pretty sight#(the lil red ribbon on the cake is the cutest detail)#okay this is my new phone background. THANK YOU AGAIN <333333333333333333333#hell within reach#scarlet ribbons#first contract#fanart#submission#nanabrainrot
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bitches will still be crying over the high-cloud quintet at 2 am months later and never get over them
its me. im bitches.
#may the stars guide you <3#once again reiterating how much i loathe and despise this game with my very being and entire soul bc of how emotional it gets me#i could make a full on analysis rant post abt them and it still wouldnt be enough to console me#theyre just so tragic and doomed by the narrative coded and i hate it so much like wtf hsr devs what were u cooking with this ;w;;;#anyway guess who ended up watching that jingliu companion mission cutscene and blade narative part again bc of that reunion fic in my docs#that acts as a kind of sequel to the jing yuan long fic... looking over it again made me sob and then i rewatched a flash and then i reread#what i have for the soulmate!blade fic and then i died#sighs i hate them i love hate them i love them i want them to be happy but they cant be fully happy bc they wont all be together
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Hear me out (or don't... it's fine I'm just venting and mean) yeah um I don't believe Chakotay was saved in Prod*gy s2.
#the 'time travel' makes no sense when you think on it. What happened to Prime Chakotay? He got killed they showed that.#At the end s1 Janeway finds an 'alternate chakotay in an alternate timeline' and that's the one they go and get#we saw the original get merc'd in the message. That ACTUALLY happened. Lmao.....#They didn't prevent THAT death because they didn't go to THAT Solum with the Infinity and stop it from happening#instead it was 'ALTERNATE#' implying other.#OG Chakotay wasn't taken over by the alternative one either nothing suggests that was the direction for him in s2#they didn't do anything like 'well you see chakotay because at the end of s2 when we converged timestreams you have merged with your other'#if they did want to recover the original from s1 then keep that clear instead of being convoluted dont use an alternate timeline wtf#instead the plot was focused on gywns stupid fucking paradox plot and her being fixed#chakotay was the one in a paradox too did that not matter nah dw about it he had to die for this outcome or someshit lmao why#In the extended message given to admiral janeway it shows him clearly getting left behind and surrounded. Sadly no one intervened.#I dont understand why they couldnt have just made s2 about his rescue alone IF they took their time it wouldnt be so difficult#to follow#above that the one they rescued was ruined by the 10 year gap so he wasn't 'saved' at all. God i hate s2 when you break it apart#I dunno the more i look at s2 Janeway and Chakotay the more upsetting it is. Janeway would NOT have settled for an imposter.#everyone going goo-goo gaa gaa over s2 but it's sloppy af imo and undermines a huge portion voyagers struggles#id really like them to flatly lay out their ideas because literally nothing ive heard explains the story or choices of s2 with conviction#instead it's oh clap for wesley or the new vulcan and other references yay#describe to me your timetravel clearly and i'll happily take a seat on it (there is still other crap stuff mind you)#this is the most repressed shit i my head i swear#im angry because s1 is so clearly mapped out to a brilliant degree and for whatever reason it's not in s2#i can see through it#insultingly people are eating it up and claiming it's better than ever nah dawg embarrassing#there are nice ideas inside s2 but they arent adequately rewarded#it doesnt compare to the timetravel in other trek because they kept it clear#i mean it could have been an interesting parallel to endgame but in the end janeway didnt even rescue him lmao they dropped her#why bother building up this mission only for her to give up and go 'i'll hand it over because im told to'. Janeway had fuck all this season#let alone settle for not fixing her own timeline and her own friends deadly circumstance dw just grab another one from the shelf i guess#the emotional fallout was absolutely missed because they didnt elaborate on anything. Plenty of show but no substance from the characters
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a plot where muse a and muse b are immortal beings and they find a human baby and raise it knowing that the impending doom of their child’s mortality is coming eventually.
#seen a tiktok on it and like…. okay#made me emotional like wtf#OOC#MAKE A MOVIE#1x1 plot#urban indie rp#indie rp
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If you all knew about the ask that stranded sent me-
#you should have seen my face going through all the possible emotions cause every line made me feel something else#i went from wtf to oh i can see this working out#so now im officially into this#im afraid to do research on the topic#Halloween asks#hannibal#hannigram#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannibal nbc
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anyway what is it with my parents and the perpetual violation of my personal space and privacy
#Dont feel safe to draw#My parents are perpetually clowning about how much comfier my bed is#My father has literally taken over my bed. made me turn out the lights. And kicked me out of my room while he naps#God forbid i try to pick clothes i like only for it to be shut down#As of tomorrow im not even able to do the one thing that helps me get out of the house fast and its commute to work because my dad HAS#To go grocery shopping and drops me along the way#Bashes head into wall i feel like my emotional stability is paper thin these days#Oh and the bullshit gender role of Dont Shave Your Face Only Guys Do That#wtf man
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the biggest thing about X6 is not that he doesn't think of himself as human (though he doesn't, and according to some it's correct) BUT that he doesn't see himself as a Person
#searching through the X6-88 tag on tumblr has not brought me joy#also. 1 thing about is that i hate hate hate the (i think) canon blue eyes he has. like. for fucking what#1st i saw them on tumblr and thought 'well thats stupid. whyd you give him blue eyes? so hed look special? thats weird. at least its uncanon#also. on god. i saw some post headcanoning the companions' appearances and it was p cool UNTIL they got to x6#and they gave him grey 'almost white' eyes for literally no reason. like if you want to go with the scary factor theres so many ways for it#but no. some people think that blue/grey eyes are sooo special. and for what#<- i have brown eyes but im not just being salty. it really sucks. i dont wanna be the one to call fandom racism but it does smell like it!#also like. i didnt want to go on a stupid tirade about racism in the tags again but the way fandom treats x6 AND preston is just upsetting#other people have made some very good points about it and im not going to repeat them here (also noones gonna read this)#but like... theres 3 'main' black characters that i remember: preston garvey (whom the stron majority of the fandom hates/disliked)#x6-88 (basically the players slave? also hated for being mean and unfeeling (which is justified imo). no quest no freedom no nothing)#and gloria (who i havent met in game but ive heard some actual criticisms of (like. the way shes treated ingame) and noone else talks about)#if theres any other Named and Important characters. sorry but i literally do not remember them#coming back to x6 being justified in being unemotional/mean. he was literally raised this way. he doesnt consider himself to be a person#being he was made that way. he is a Thing and hes meant for one job and hes made to inspire fear#and hes not supposed to have emotions so he just. doesnt. if he does he cant express them anyways#1 if fallout4 was a better written game (or 2 if x6 was white) i think thered be SO much fanfiction about him. the possibilities are endless#i have something brewing in the back of my head. i might start writing even though i suck and its going to be bad#ANYWAYS. general fandom thought on x6 are WRONG and im being a HATER. fuck everyone who doesn't like x6. if you dont like x6 get off tumblr#especially if you like gage but not x6. leave fr#i just woke up wtf am i doingggg
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just watched gudetamas eggcellent adventure. eggcellent production
#mine#very cute to watch and i enjoyed how even though its a patently ridiculous concept#they did a great job making it feel serious emotional and real throughout the show#and balancing that with humor#i actually did get close to crying once or twice#good story i like how it wrapped up. characters were awesome#i could NOT stop giggling during the part with the rotten egg cause he talked just like a yakuza character#and it made me realize playing the games has really primed me for those kinds of characters in other media lol#i tried to watch with japanese cc as much as possible but i had to go english a few times just to know wtf was going on#and the english subs for the rotten yakuza egg sounded JUST like the subs that yakuza has for kansai characters#which was very fun#im going to go back to youtube comprehensible input for a bit because i realized i dont like#watching things and not knowing whats going on immediately -_-#but still a great time#also the tv guy...inoue? he was sooooo cute omg
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Jesus fucking christ.
#that was. um. that sure was a statement.#the magnus protocol#tmagp#magp 6#it has been...a Long while since a magnus statement made me feel such visceral emotions#wtf wtf wtf wtf#myar
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#I made myself laugh#but also got emotional#because WTF BRIAN#Silva would have given a shit#I stand by this#farah dowling deserved better#Terra was like 'isn't it a bigger deal that Rosalind murdered Ms. Dowling?'#and Saul was like#*shrug*#*cut to me screaming at my TV*#farah dowling#saul silva#silrah#fate the winx saga#fate: the winx saga#fate winx saga#I'll see myself out
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my father telling me how scared he was when i ran away from the house but i cant express how scared i was 2 b in the house
hey, whats up w/that?
#whenever we ‘hang out’ he likes 2 make the topic as depressing as possible by always talking abiut the past#& it is the most annoying shit ever i will not lie BC I DONT WANT 2 TALK ABOUT DEATH & THE ABUSE EVERY TIME I SPEAK 2 U#yk? thag makes sense in my head#anyways he started talking abiut how terrified he was when i had ran away multiple times a couple yrs ago & when i say a couple i mean#i have no idea how long ago bc memory is a bitch#but it had 2 b like middle school - sophmore?#multiple times & like i just wanna shake him bc LITERLLY WHAT & WHO DO U THINK I WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM#GODDAMNN I H8 BING THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS HOUSE WHO CAN EXPRESS EMOTIONS & NOT LET THEM EFFECT HOW I VIEW THE OTHER#‘oh u ran in the park u ran in the park’ i didnt run in the fuckinggppaaarrkrkkkk AAAAAAAAAA I MET A NICE LADY WHO HAD A GOAT IN THE#SPARTMENTS I FRIECIENTED OFTEN WHEN I WAS YOUNGER#i cant express how safe the goddamn goat lady & her kid made me feel vs my parents who started hunting 4 me#like ive been dragged home so many times im not going through that shit again#i miss the goat the mom & the kid we were just chilling @ like midnight 4 a bit#did this turn in2 a vent? idk#i do this a lot ill prolly delete this soonish when im kore calm#bc rn i want 2 chuck bricks in my laundry machine & watch them fly out & hit whatever#im going back 2 watching anime if i have 2 talk 2 1 other person i will actually explode#like irl person not online the silly gay ppl in my phone r super cool & amazing & i love them#im srry 4 bing a dick btw#i cant explain it i mean i could but i cant im just my brain is telling me eveyr1 h8s me & MAN i h8 it when it does#so im just frightened & by golly & am i havign a cheery time yipyipyip#typing in tags is sm easier than in a post bc i dont think most ppl read tags lol#the more i think about my past the more i wonder wtf am i doing here#bc how did i even get out of the house in the 1st place & then ontop of that was able 2 hide#like what……#bc they were fucking grabbing me n shit & they have CARS like i didnt go in the park i walked the sidewalks HOW DID I MOT GET CAUGHT??#MULTIPLE TIMES??? LIKE I ‘ran away’ MULTIPLE TIMES#i didnt exactly run away tho bc i didnt want them 2 file police shit i didnt eant 2 deal w/that & also hirt the pll i stayed over w/#so i always went back. obviously blehhh#ug hj hhhh my heads hurting again this is like the 4th day in a row :((
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live image of my giffing my miw show for the one year anniversary next month
#kai.txt#i tried to do this the other day and almost started crying i was so emotional about it#today i was like 'ok i can at least get one gif done' and then im watching the youtube video back#and chris being like ONE TWO THREE JUMP during sign of life made me all teary eyed again literally wtf#kai be normal about ur favorite band challenge (IMPOSSIBLE)
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Conor's left Chelsea 😭😭😭 I'm gonna miss him so fucking much, someone please kill me
#his video message made me so fucking emotional#i want to cry#wtf is this club turning into#its one disastrous decision after another#⚽️#chels
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MY FRIEND FUCKING MURDERED ME IN COLD BLOOD TODAY BTW
#I MADE A FAKE SAD FACE WHENEVER WE WERE TALKING ABOUT NOT HAVING ANY CLASSES TOGETHER AND SHE WAS LIKE#“SCAR ARE YOU GONNA CRY?? ARE YOU GONNA CRY IN FRONT OF ME FOR THE FIRST TIME AND SHOW EMOTIONS?? DO YOU ACTUALLY HAVE EMOTIONS???”#LIKE WTF. AM I THAT EXPRESSIONLESS?? I HAVENT SEEN HER CRY EVER. MEAN TO ME
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